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I think the funniest part of my early teenage spiritual crisis was the point where I was in denial that I didn't believe the same things as Christians and then started googling stuff that sounds really funny in retrospect like:
Me: "Can Christians believe in reincarnation?"
Google: "No"
Me: "FUCK"
I was really out here tryna compromise to find any way I can believe in what I do and still be Christian, unfortunately it definitely didn't work out especially when I realized I'm more of an omnist then anything.
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The Unraveling of the Self
Emotional and Mental Breakdowns During Spiritual AwakeningIntroductionThe journey toward spiritual awakening often appears, from the outside, as a serene and enlightened path. Yet, for those who walk it, the experience can be anything but peaceful. Emotional and mental breakdowns are common, and they serve a profound purpose. These breakdowns are not merely unfortunate side effects but are…
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#Consciousness#ego dissolution#emotional breakdown#Enlightenment#mental breakdown#Mental Health#nonduality#professional help#Self-realization#spiritual awakening#Spiritual Bypassing#spiritual crisis#Spiritual Journey#Transformation
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You don't have to pretend you're ok anymore
When you live in your mind, you believe every story, mental image, assumption and thoughts it creates about yourself in order to protect your wellbeing. Each thing you do has a motivation from within, some motivations are in the light (you’re conscious of them) some are in the dark (you’re unconscious of them). The dark here is also referred to as the subconscious mind by therapists. When you’re…
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#ceo habits#christ consciousness#dark night of the soul#Depression#emptiness#empty#escaping#intrusive thoughts#Kundalini Awakening#luxury lifestyle#money#personal development#power#spiritual awakening#spiritual crisis#success#successful#the devil#void
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Spiritual Troubles and Mental Health
I want to share my experiences and struggles with spiritual and mental health issues. It’s been a difficult journey, and I hope that by sharing, others who are going through similar experiences might find some solace and understanding. Spiritual Troubles My spiritual troubles continued when I turned to the demon King Asmodeus. I thought that seeking help from him might solve my problems when…
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#AngelAriel#Community Support#DemonAsmodeus#Emotional Healing#Finding Peace#Hypnotherapy#Inner strength#Meditation#Mental Health#Mental Health Awareness#Overcoming Challenges#Personal story#Seeking help#Spiritual Crisis#Spiritual Journey#Spiritual Struggles#Spritiual Healing#Tarot Reading#Trauma Recovery
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The Tower Card: A Symbol of Transformation (B.O.T.A. Version)
This morning I went to Sunday Service at Builders of the Adytum, and the speaker was giving a talk on one of the most challenging tarot cards in the deck, The Tower. B.O.T.A is a modern mystery school that was founded in the early 20th century in Los Angeles that combines elements of Western esotericism, Qabalah, astrology, and Tarot. Paul Foster Case, the founder, was a highly influential…
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#b.o.t.a.#builders of the adytum#crisis#death and rebirth#Hermetic Qabalah#la maison dieu#marseilles tarot#paul foster case#Qabalah#spiritual crisis#the book of tokens#the tower#tower#transformation#tree of life
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This all happened rather suddenly; I apologize, I’m at the crisis center as of late last night.
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Wanted to let folks know where I am in case something happens…Living situation update.
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I’m keeping things up to date while during this situation. I have a lot of videos scheduled ahead of time, but this was rather sudden.
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forgive me if this has been answered previously, but what were the circumstances around vasco finding out about machete's death? i'm heartbroken but fascinated to think about what his immediate reaction could have been
They don't live together, Vasco was at home in Florence at the time. Either someone who knew of their relationship managed to alert him of the murder, or he showed up in Rome to visit him just like countless of times before, and one time he was just gone. He would've missed the funeral for sure, and since Machete doesn't have family, his belongings would most likely end up escheated and subsequently liguidated by the church. He certainly wasn't remembed fondly, for the most part it was like he had never been there in the first place.
I don't want to get into the details but of course he was devastated. The threat of death was a constant presence in Machete's later years, he survived at least a couple of assassination attempts and his health kept getting worse. I think he tried to keep Vasco in the dark about how bad things were exactly, but Vasco didn't miss how his fear of death ramped up in intensity towards the end. So it wasn't a complete surprise when he found out they had finally gotten him. For a long time he had hard time not blaming himself for it, thinking whether he could've done something to prevent the outcome, whether his presence would've changed how things played out. Over the years he learned to live with the sudden and violent end of their relationship, but the first few years were extremely rough, the whole ordeal broke him in unprecedented ways and he never fully recovered to his previous state.
#Vasco had never been devoutly religious but after Machete's death he went through some kind of combo of spiritual phase and crisis in faith#because for years Machete had tried very hard to be the best and most godly version of himself#and in return God did very little to alleviate his fears and troubles#and on the other hand Vasco knew that towards the end Machete's morals had eroded significantly#and he had become alarmingly resentful and vicious#and if there was heaven he was worried that the weight of sin his darling was drenched in at the moment of his passing#might prevent them from being reunited there#over the years he went through all the stages of grief in prayer form#and spend a significant sum of money buying indulgences in hopes it might make the difference#answered#tattwege-edgweg#Machete#Vasco#Vaschete lore#but I'm reminding you that I personally like to believe that a good ending alternative is possible for them#one that doesn't end quite as bleakly
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That one teacher/mentor moment and Zenos feeling embarrassed for the first time in years (and reacting just about as well as you'd expect him to).
#ffxiv#sketch#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#durante#zenos “how does one process attachment” galvus#zenos “I have a spiritual eject button” galvus#I just imagine it being a word association fuck up too#trying to read his literature and has that moment where you say something youre reading#this man would be that unlucky#zenos: hm- perhaps ive gotten too comfortable- imma head out#meanwhile durante being subtly stoked about being chosen up until the little shit decides to try and flee from the situation#is this a very silly concept? perhaps#but also I just like the idea of zenos actually knowing what familial affection is like and durante actually feeling worthy for once#or like- a reason to actually remain himself while still carrying his legacy forward#funny little dynamics with characters I doubt will ever actually meet lol- but it is very fun to write#my mans is just trying to read and he gets to have an existential crisis instead#not allowed to be an introverted bookworm in peace
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au where claw, not yet seeking world domination, is in the business of ousting and punishing fake psychics. suzuki sends serizawa to figure out if reigen's a fraud, but he forgets to factor in the power of gay tendencies. and also its the 1970s.
#in this au mob and reigen and co are also like. more organized and aware of claw#anyways serizawa is like okay ill pretend to be a client but before he reaches the office he bumps into reigen on his smoke break#reigen assumes hes there for the cafe. reigen flirts. serizawa clarifies hes here for spiritual consultation.#reigen has a crisis trying to switch from cool gay persona to salesman persona.#it is so so obvious he is not a psychic but serizawa goes to suzuki like um couldnt figure it out today! guess ill have to. go back!#serirei#reigen#serizawa#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#mp100#mob psycho 100#id in alt text#<- but they might suck tbh.#this is mostly a chance for me to try and digitally color my pencil drawings in a way i dont hate
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This thirty-five part serial memoir describes a chilling ride I barely made it through during a hot spring and summer in 2020. Adult reading only, please. Also, if you like to read papers on uncommon and controversial topics involving the paranormal and supernatural, click the link.
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The Dark Night of the Soul vs. The Dark Knight of the Soul
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#authenticity#dark knight of the soul#divine connection#Existential Questions#Inner Strength#inner warrior#Metaphysical Exploration#Personal Growth#Resilience#Self-Discovery#shadow work#spiritual crisis#spiritual enlightenment#Spiritual Journey#spiritual odyssey#the dark night of the soul#Transformation#wisdom
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select the answer that best applies to you :
□ girl
□ boy
☑ a mystical ethereal being beyond one’s comprehension
#nonbinary#mysticism#spirituality#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder#escapism#spiritual awakening#psychadelic#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#relatable posts#relatable memes#quiet borderline#identity crisis#psychosis#genderfluid
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I think rye thinks it's incredibly adorable of davrin to be worried about him after the accidental hallucination tea experiment. that stoic option 'you know, I lived a whole life before you' contains a world of 'davrin, I'm a mourn watcher with a severely misspent youth behind me. I've been stratospherically high on things you couldn't and probably wouldn't want to imagine, this is barely a tickle'. to me.
#also I think a 'haha oh no TOO close back off pls' moment even at that point. do not care for me like that it freaks me out!#i amn uncomfortable when we are about me actually (and you are smart and also tenacious enough that you'll realize that#and follow up on it. because you're an *asshole* who never lets me get away with *anything*. you'll just keep pestering me#until I have to throw my hands up in defeat and let someone perceive me and care about me. total horror show.#can't have this be happening to me right now I'm putting off having a personal and spiritual crisis until 5 minutes before I die)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#their relationship. it is everything to me. the mutual 'hey punk you ever consider that there are people who love you. asshole'#'well I GUESS that *groan* my life has been infinitely enriched by your presence in it even though you're kind of a dick. there happy now'#'yeah I love and treasure you like a brother. a very annoying brother. what of it. wait you need help??? I'm here who do we kill'#and then you add lucanis' energy in there as well and you see why this is the best beloved boys squad to ever do it#also so sweet how much it's davrin opening up and showing vulnerability and uncertainty that's helped them get there the most#rye stays almost completely sober these days b/c his late teens and early twenties were uh. they got kind of rough!#so the rare times he drinks he's cautiously very very restrained about it. we simply cannot have student days shenanigans rye back.#we cannot. he barely survived being student days shenanigans rye the first time around let's not tempt fate#but in his time I think he's sampled some of that weird bottled fog stuff emmrich implies you can get some kind of high from#and then some lol#rye '*is* it drinking alone in the depths of the necropolis if the skeletons walking by give you friendly nods tho' ingellvar
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#me: wow why does everything feel so awful#why is my body Angry#what is wrong with me#am I having an physical crisis#or an emotional one#or a spiritual one#w h y#also me hours later: OH YEAH#maybe this is because I temporarily forgot that I was lactose intolerant#and had alfredo for dinner last night#and then pizza for lunch#and did not consider that there might be Consequences#possibly#just possibly#this has something to do with it#lolol
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The Dilemma
New inspiration for my time travel Inklings idea! Stepping away from the story worked!
Just found two new books written in exactly the time period and place I'm now drawing from.
These could just make it possible to get just enough historical detail that I could pull off setting this in the real world.
But I'm already running out of writing time and won't have time to read books and write something that satisfies my worries about historical accuracy before the deadline.
Plus real-world details could interfere with the story.
Even though the themes make more sense in the real world, going with a "real world with the names filed off" fantasy world seems to be the only real option here.
Plus it would be fun to throw in even a few fantasy worldbuilding bits.
I'm still downloading those books though.
#adventures in writing#also looking through the persephone books website feels like browsing through wright and co.#nice little website full of books i'd probably like with titles i've never heard before#also why on one of my main writing days am i sick and tired and lose all motivation and have a minor spiritual crisis?#i'm getting better but i've lost so much time#i'm losing out on most of the last week of inklings writing time so if i don't finish soon it's likely not gonna happen
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Generational Faith.
#Generational Faith#Decline of Religion#Church Attendance#Family Traditions#Christian Values#Faith and Culture#Religious Decline#Generational Gaps#Secularization#Faith in Modern Times#Generational Differences#Spiritual Journey#Loss of Faith#Church Life#Christian Heritage#Shifting Beliefs#Religious Evolution#Christianity Today#Faith Crisis#Modern Christianity#today on tumblr#new blog
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