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This all happened rather suddenly; I apologize, I’m at the crisis center as of late last night.
Please support me through here.During this process.
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Wanted to let folks know where I am in case something happens…Living situation update.
Where I’ll go…no body knows…
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Just need to…function
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I’m keeping things up to date while during this situation. I have a lot of videos scheduled ahead of time, but this was rather sudden.
#homelessness#houselessness#living situation#update#development#Spiritual development#dhhs#houseless#morning#heavy#skydxddy#traumacore#disability#mutual aid#crisis center#Youtube
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Guess what I got the courage to do!!!!
(I got ada seating, we got there early and my walker wasn't a problem. It was cool bc the band members actually sang in our direction too)
It was so so good. Citizen soldier made me cry and it was a I would do this again in a heartbeat
Pleasantly surprised by skydxddy. Omg. Trauma core 💯
You'd take my thirteen reasons why and give me a million to stay
You are enough!
When you're a little messed up When you're a little unwell And nobody understands That you are going through hell Right here like this right now You are enough When you've been broken and bruised Because the past has been tough Being human is What makes you something worthy of love Right here this sick right now You are enough So don't give up
They played the unreleased "burden"
I think that you never get heard By thinking someone's got it worse Been minimized so many times, that you believe it's deserved I think you've been silent since youth Cause every time you speak your truth, you're stigmatized Retraumatized by all the things you didn't choose I don't mind your darker side, you can lose control I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral I think you say sorry too much, I think you've got issues with trust From the voices in your head that say that you're too hard to lovе I think you still live with the ghost of peoplе you needed the most That let you down and taught you how to keep your closet door closed But I've been there and I would rather die than watch you drown In tears that you need to cry You can talk, you can talk to me I can tell that you're not okay You can spill your guts, I won't leave You are not a burden to me You can talk, you can talk to me Even down in your darkest place You can let your skeletons scream You are not a burden to me
Would anyone care-- this song helped me find them and I realized that they did mental health songs like I've never heard before.
Would anyone notice If tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me And say the words that I need to hear? That I'm no burden Not so worthless Bent so much that I just might break All-consuming So confusing The questions that keep me awake Would anyone care, would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life Would anyone want me If they knew what was inside my head? Would anyone see me For the person that I really am? I won't lie So hard to hide I've never felt worthy of love I would give up Everything I have Just to feel good enough If you're dying inside Sick of being alive Let me in, let me share in your pain From my lungs through the dark Spoken straight from the heart Let me give you a reason to stay If you're out there still lying awake If you're out there still wondering Would anyone care, would anyone cry If you finally gave up and turned out the light? The world would be changed if you left it behind You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night You take back your life Take back your life
#citizen soldier#skydxddy#concerts#would anyone care#you are enough#don't talk about it#You'd take my thirteen reasons why and give me a million to stay#trauma core
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Rayman | Ramon and Dolph make for some great narrative foils.
#They both got trauma to unpack#Rayman#Dolph#Ramon clh#Rayman clh#Captain Laserhawk#clh#clabdr#2024#AMV#Citizen Soldier#SkyDxddy#Heavy#Youtube
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#music#citizen soldier#skydxddy#heavy#mental health#speak your truth#your people will find you#healing#Spotify
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But it would sicken you too if it happened to you and you had to relive every part
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I am not your bitch
Fuck the congress
Fuck the legislature
I am not on earth
Just so I can be your incubator
AK47 assault rifles and a Glock
All are more protected than a woman screaming stop
If you want a fight you got it
Put em up let's see them hands
3.9 million women meaning you don't stand a chance
And this right here's my temple
I have every right to choose
And if you trespass on my body
I have every right to choose
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Let's GOOOOOOOOO
#music#halloween#playlist#ashnikko#halloweenie#possession of a weapon#icp#skydxddy#poutyface#spotify
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I'm a little curious. I'd rather ask for Vox but I feel more people will answer for Angel Dust... So I guess that's what I'm doing.
Hazbin Hotel, Angel Dust: Vivziepop
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Edit because yes
#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#marvel#mcu edit#scarlet witch edit#wanda maximoff edit#skydxddy#why so serious
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Ekoh x Skydxddy- Throne (Official Audio)
Ekoh
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TW: sexual assault
I Just want to share this here.
#skydxddy#tw rape#tw sa#she mentions 2 different ways i've been sa'd#so this feels very relevant to my experience
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So originally I’m from Utah, and I just found a band from Salt Lake City called Citizen Soldier. This is my favorite song from them so far
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✨️Put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers :) 🎶
Thanks for asking! Your making me choose 5?!? 😭😭😭 If only I could list the artists. I'm gonna try and do one from 5 genres (or just songs with different vibes) I listen to instead of just 1. (If that makes sense)
Tír na nÓg - Celtic Woman (Celtic woman has such good songs!!!)
Pick me - Alec Benjamin (I'm not kidding, I have listened to every single one of his songs)
Shotgun - George Ezra (pretty good, but anyone with the name Ezra is a red flag lol)
Battlefield - Skydxddy (Love her music!!!)
Carol of the bells - Lindsey Stirling (Ok I know this is weird but I LOVE the fast paced violin)
Honorable mention: Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez and Soap -Melanie Martinez
If y'all have any song recommendations like these, I would love to hear them!!!
Imma just tag some ppl instead of sending it to their inbox:
@thenovocianelullaby @florence-end @princessyuwa @lilac-dreams-1687
#music is life#music#music is my drug#music is therapy#pop music#new music#melanie martinez#skydxddy#celtic woman#alec benjamin#george ezra#lindsey stirling#tag game#tag yourself#carol of the bells
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The fact that I get to see these two in concert in July makes me so freaking happy, yall have no idea-
#the tickets have been bought#the Plans have been made#I'm officially going to my first concert y'all#🥳#lennie rambles#concerts#skydxddy#citizen soldier#music#SoundCloud
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