#spice reads

[sugoi-and-spice]

Do you have any bnha fic recs? Btw im such a sucker for ur bully dabi fic…. Hes so hawt

Thank you so much, I'm really glad you're enjoying it!! And oooooh, ok, this is fun lemme think.

Let's start with some Dabi fics.

I am absolutely obsessed with the Us series by @nohoney these days. All of their work is amazing, but this Dabi x Reader x Hawks series especially is just such a poignant, compelling, and (at time frighteningly) accurate representation of toxic relationships, depression, and drug use.

Loveless by Clashgirl07 is an amazing slow-burn with a really exciting and well-plotted AUish adventure. It still takes place in the hero world, but with a completely alternate story and timeline - SUPER fun! I can't even believe how talented this writer is for how young they are and I'm really excited to see what else they put out in the future.

oh you pretty thing and a bad day by an Anonymous writer who I would literally DIE to read more work by are so gd good. Very sexy and compelling mean Dabi x Reader x Shigaraki dubcon/noncon.

And now for fics and authors that are not Dabi-centric, but that I can never NOT recommend.

@shig-a-shig-ah has a really lovely Dabi one-shot, Full Circle. But the majority of their content is Shigaraki-centric and HOLY SHIT are they just a master at it. Addicted to Bad Ideas (In-Progress) and Paper Skin (Complete) are absolute masterpieces, and I'm also a particular fan of their one-shots Tutelage and Assistance - two noncon voyeur fics guest-starring All for One and Redestro respectively.

@nonobadcat also writes a lot of amazing villain content - including multi-chapter fics for underwritten characters like Mr. Compress and All for One. Their Shigaraki long fic A Taste of Your Own Venom is so well-plotted and has such an interesting MC, and it's currently left off in a really satisfying place. ^_^ A Blistering Affection is some A+ yandere Chisaki too.

GRIEFING by rotworld is the quintessential Shigaraki fic. It hasn't been updated since 2020, but I think it leaves off in a decently satisfying place and is always worth a reread imo.

[[save scum]] by @feral-creep is another masterpiece (damn, all you Shiggy stans are so talented xD). Super unique concept, great MC, and the beginnings of some sweet Dabi/Reader/Shigaraki action.

The Danger Next Door by @ratmonky is freaking chilling. AU Stalker!Shigaraki where they actually still have quirks! I'm not sure if they're planning on finishing this, but god, it's so compelling and creepy that I think it's definitely worth a read regardless.

That's what I got for now! There are so many stupidly talented writers in this fandom, particularly in our lovely little villain corner so this list is definitely not exhaustive, but I hope this gives you some fun new reads in the meantime!

[starryechoesworld]

Whispers of Autumn

I remember the way the seasons would turn,

How autumn arrived with its soft, gentle burn.

The leaves would fall, golden and bright,

Like whispers of secrets that fade with the light.

It was months before the trees turned red,

I saw you then, but you turned your head.

I lingered, hoping for that fleeting glance,

And when you caught me, it felt like a chance.

Not just once, but again and again,

Our eyes would meet in that silent refrain.

People talked, their voices a soft rustle,

But we stayed quiet, lost in the subtle.

Outside the classroom, you’d be near,

Your presence behind me, always clear.

We never spoke, but your eyes said enough,

In that autumn air, we shared something tough.

Thirteen years since those moments we knew,

And still, your shadow lingers, so true.

Your gaze, your silence, it shaped my past,

A memory that echoes, meant to last.

You’ve built a life now, with love and a home,

And sometimes I wonder, when I’m alone—

Was our silence a blessing or a curse left behind?

A story untold, a love undefined?

If you had wanted, you would’ve made it clear,

But perhaps the quiet was all we could bear.

Maybe it was the silence that held us tight,

A love that was felt but never took flight.

As autumn returns, I feel the same weight,

The brush of the wind, the threads of our fate.

The leaves still fall, they don’t whisper your name,

But in the rustling, I hear echoes of the same.

Perhaps it’s the autumn, or the memory we keep,

That binds me to moments I still silently reap.

We were always the season that never quite came,

A fleeting love, lost in autumn’s soft frame.

[cookiekissers]

I won't be replying directly to this request because it was anonymous, but for the future please remember to send off anon if you want nsfw. I can't guarantee or verify your age because anyone can lie about their age when they're on anon!

🔥🔞[Short Spicy Fic + Burning Spice NSFT HCs]

You stare up at the towering giant of a Cookie looming over you. His hair was dark, long, and wild. He had a muscular build, strong arms, and a large, well-defined chest. The guy was stacked, especially in the chest region. It was impossible not to let your gaze wander down his form. Now, this was one handsome Cookie.

"You. Cookie. On your knees. Bow to the Great Destroyer!" Burning Spice Cookie commanded. You blinked in confusion.

During your travels through the sands of this land, you saw many statues dedicated to "The Great Destroyer." Though the Cookie was handsome, he didn't look anything like those giant, beastly statues.

You snickered playfully.

"Heh, really, you? The Beast of Destruction? You sure about that, handsome?" You tease.

You opened your mouth to fire another flirtatious comment at the stranger when he suddenly lifted you by your hips and slammed you against the steep rock wall, knocking the breath from your lungs. Burning Spice's large, muscular body pressed up against you, caging you in with ease. He stared down at you, the heat in his eyes scorching you to your very core. You felt yourself flush, feeling as vulnerable as ever under his hungry gaze. Burning Spice growled low in his throat, his tongue swiping over his lips, eyeing you with a growing lust.

"Very brave of you to speak to me that way, little Cookie." He commended. "But I'll show you what the Beast of Destruction is capable of and why I earned that title." Burning Spice grinned. His voice turned husky, his words full of promise. You gulped, trying desperately not to fidget. Burning Spice leaned forward, capturing your lips roughly. His hot kiss filled you with a fiery need as your tongue tingled and burned with a sweet, addicting heat. Your legs quickly wrapped around Burning Spice's waist, and he wasted no time grinding himself between your legs, his eagerness showing itself quickly.

You gasped as Burning Spice Cookie pulled away to focus on your neck, covering it in feverish kisses that leave behind a tingling sensation. It was one that you couldn't get enough of. His sharp, golden teeth sunk into your crispy dough, and a sudden yelp from you made him chuckle in triumph. The Beast's grinding had become quicker and more desperate. You hung on, your fingers tangling in his black locks as his teeth remained clamped on your throat. Slowly, you could feel something rubbing against you in Burning Spice Cookie's loose pants.

"The destruction I cause on Earthbread will be nothing compared to what I will do you, my little Cookie~" The Beast rumbled fervently.

You panted, your face flushed and your stomach tying itself in knots at Burning Spice's husky voice in your ear. The friction he was giving you only made you feel hotter, and your head spun.

Once he released your throat from his jaws to shove his tongue down your throat, you took the initiative. You wrapped your arms around his neck eagerly, surprising him with a steamy kiss of your own. Burning Spice Cookie wasn't rough in that moment, it almost seemed sweet the way he squeezed you tightly, kissing you deeply and grinding up against you. You drew back slightly, panting.

"Well then, go ahead. Destroy me, Daddy,~" You purred seductively, teasing him further, your hands trailing over his chest and shoulders. Burning Spice Cookie grinned widely at the invitation, and he reached down and ripped your pants off your body.

🔥[HEAD CANONS]

You can't tell me after spending centuries locked in a magical prison he isn't going to be pent up and horny. Showing clear interest in him and teasing him is going to get you a one way ticket to pound town. Burning Spice won't even care if you two do it out in the open, he's horny and he wants you NOW.

Yeah, he would definitely fuck you in front of his spice army. Just to make sure that everyone knows that you're his.

I hc that the Beasts are much larger than the average Cookie, Burning Spice especially. And of course, being a big guy, his dick is huge lmao

Call him "Daddy" and he will go crazy. You won't be leaving him for a while or walking when its over.

He loves cumming inside and filling you over and over. He gets unexpectedly mushy and cuddly after a breeding session.

Burning Spice is the definition of Spicy. His internal temperature is far higher than the average Cookie's and his cum is no exception! It's hot, literally, but thankfully not hot enough to cause injury, but it does take a little bit to get used to.

I imagine him to be the type to be ok with a friends with benefits type of agreement, only to get needy for you frequently, and realize in the middle of fucking that he's balls deep in love with you hjghfjgf

He doesn't like anyone else touching what is his. Any Cookie tries to hit you up he's grabbing his axe and not holding anything back.

Loves biting you while he fucks you hard. Its one of his favourite things, and you will often be covered in bite marks.

When out in public, he will be his usual self. But when in private with you, the tiniest amount of his old self from before his corruption will come out. But these occasions are rare.

Burning Spice will probably prioritize his pleasure over your own, but he's not going to leave you unsatisfied.

He's a top/dom, and does not tolerate anything else. He likes having control over you during sex and enjoys ravaging you until you pass out.

Is lowkey a bit into degradation. Will call you a cumslut, boy toy, pet, daddy's dirty boy, daddy's cock slave, ect

[d8tl55c]

[bevy-obeyme]

what if…here me out on this when the demon bros are having private time MC can feel it because of the pacts, like he can just feel basically everything the demon bros do and they take advantage of the fact that MC can feel what they do (bottom male mc if you write for male mc :3)

This is a very intriguing ask tbh!! And thank you for your ungodly patience.

(I realise it took me a whole week to get this done and I apologise. Please forgive me my beautifully amazing fans.)

{{NSFW - Sexual themes (nothing too bad though!!)}}

When pent up stress needs to be relieved

Lucifer

- Realistically, Lucifer would already know exactly the effect it would have on you. And he had to admit, it thrilled him.

- He would take advantage of it even if he wasn’t aroused - just to see you squirm. Just to see your trousers grow a tent or the desperate messages that would ping on his phone begging for him to stop.

- He’d even dare do it whilst you were hanging out with his brothers to remind you that you were his.

- Oh how the sadistic bastard loved this game.

Mammon

- He would definitely be embarrassed after he wanked off for you to come into his room looking all needy and worked up.

- How was he supposed to explain himself here??

- But then, seeing the look of desire, that flush on your cheeks - well, it overpowered his embarrassment.

- He was always a bit cautious afterwards not to jerk off afterwards - he didn’t want you getting into too much trouble or worse, Lucifer spotting and understanding what happened.

- But, he wouldn’t deny you if you came onto him when he was hard. Oh no. You were in your first man’s arms now.

Leviathan

- Now, after he found out, he was extremely embarrassed and shy. Hell, he ignored you for hours out of shame. Why did he think of you like that?! What right did a dirty otaku like him have?

- But, at the same time, it was nice to see his desire reciprocated. To see you look back at him with the same needy look.

- He probably wouldn’t take advantage of it, but he wouldn’t be against getting you worked up with your consent.

Satan

- The blond would definitely use this as an advantage too. Although much more subtly than Lucifer.

- For example, he’d work himself up a bit but by the time you’d question him, he’d act all coy and have no idea what you’re on about, that polite smile never quite reaching his eyes.

- Overstimulation would definitely be something you should expect. He was a master of pushing boundaries but never breaking them.

Asmodeus

- He would definitely be excited. What else did you expect of the literal Avatar of Lust?

- He’d be down to try anything - hell, he’d probably have you jerk him off just to get yourself hard too. Any idea you proposed just made Asmodeus libido skyrocket.

- Asmo would probably become a lot clingier and whinier too, trying to convince you not to go to student council meetings and spend time with him.

- You met harsh reprimands from Lucifer each time but damn was it worth it.

Beelzebub

- Now, when Beel learned about how he was affecting you he genuinely felt horrible.

- He would get worried and ask about if you were uncomfortable with the thought or not and apologise bashfully for his urges.

- Even despite your reassurances and that you liked it, he always made sure to ask your consent beforehand. He never wanted to take advantage of you and probably never will.

Belphegor

- The sleepy demon would probably be too tired most of the time to take advantage of his effect.

- But, if the occasional mood did strike up, he would make sure you were in public or doing something every time. He just had to torture you with his own arousal and send you pounding up the attic stairs to him.

- Your needy expression and pouts never failed to make him grin. Oh how he did love having a pact with such a powerless human.

[silversailormoan]

The thing about Jinjae that took me way too long to realize that. Its not about a cold, bored guy finding someone interesting and then the curiosity slowly turning into genuine feelings or whatever. He's always cared for Yoojin since the beginning– as an item, as a business partner, as a friend, as a lover.

Not all of those dynamics had been the healthiest, but Yoojin has been loved, all the same. The development over the course of the novel was not Hyunjae learning to love someone, it was him discovering the way that Yoojin wanted to be loved– as an equal.

[zevrra]

I loved those headcanons about Joel, and I was wondering if you could write some more about him... maybe more headcanons or a drabble about Joel eating out his girl? 👀

tags: 18(+), mdni, very nsfw, suggestive content, fem!reader, m/f oral sex, mention of fingering, mention of overstimulation, mention of edging, age gap, anon request, short & sweet

creator notes: sorry this took awhile to answer anon!! i hope you enjoy though! i def had fun writing this little thing for joel……maybe a part 2 will be in the works soon…>:3

A strong hand presses against your hip, pinning you right down to the mattress of the bed you currently lay back on. While his other hand grips your thigh to keep your legs from closing shut tight around Joel’s head. It was his hands that kept you from wiggling away too much. Nestled between your thighs, Joel’s tongue licks a trail across your pussy as his eyes stare directly up at you. Those damned brown eyes could speak a thousand words even with his mouth currently full.

You don’t know how long it’s been, how long since he sank between your thighs to eat you out like a starving man. Time didn’t exist when he lapped at your pussy the way he did. The only thing you were sure of was the scratch of his beard with every shift of his jaw and how good he was making you feel.

“Darlin’,” Joel groans against your lower half. You can barely see in the dim light when he flicks his pretty brown eyes up at you. Wants to make sure you know he’s watching you every second he pleases you. “Quit your squirming.” He adds. You can feel him smirk against your skin, squeezing your thigh as a small warning. As if you could stop your body from twitching while his tongue pressed right up against your clit.

You can’t help the moan that tumbles from your lips as his tongue dances across your soaking wet core. Your fingers grip at the sheets beneath you, pulling the fabric as tight as you can to keep yourself tethered to this world. Fearing you might fall head first into oblivion with the pleasure coursing through your veins. Your chest is tight with your second, or maybe this was your third, impending climax.

“Don’t talk with your—fuck—mouth full!” You manage to say. Teasing him the best you could under the circumstances.

Joel laughs at your snarky comment, gathering spit up with his tongue and pressing it directly in between your lips. Using his spit to slip his tongue inside of you in one swift motion. Quickly, while you pathetically moan, Joel replaces his tongue with a single finger. Pushes his finger swiftly inside your pussy up to his second knuckle. Slowly he begins to thrust his finger inside of you. Draws it out and slips it back in at a steady pace, while his tongue returns to press and suck on your clit.

The sensation is tormenting. The slow draw of his thick finger prodding inside of you with the fast flick of his tongue left you panting and breathless. The feeling overstimulates you in the best way. The ache for more all the while being too much; it all builds a sweet storm inside your lower half. And at this point, you’re far too sensitive to last.

His pace never falters as he lures you closer and closer to your end. Your third, or fourth, orgasm is hurriedly coming in like a crashing wave. Your body tenses up tight as spring, causing you to throw your head back with a broken moan. Pleasure turns your blood into liquid lava as you seek for your orgasm. “Joel, god, Joel I’m—“ You cry his name as the spring inside of you winds up tighter, and tighter, and tighter; threatening to snap with your orgasm.

Instead at the last second, just before you can fully enjoy your pleasure seeking climax, Joel stripes you of it. Removing his mouth and his fingers away from your aching pussy with a devilish smirk.

You whimper at the loss of your orgasm as your body trembles from your denied high. You turn your head to the side with a sharp, desperate whine escaping your lips. With ease, Joel kisses at your inner thigh. His grip on your other thigh and the one at your hip loosens as he soothingly now rubs into your skin.

“Joel!” You complain with a whine of his name, pouting right at him when you finally manage to look down at him and his comfy spot between your thighs. And as you find his gaze, those deep brown eyes of his stare right into your soul. A fire of passion raged inside of him; just as much as it did inside of you.

“You better ask nicely if ya want me to keep going baby.” Joel responds with a deep chuckle. Kissing dangerously close to where his lips had previously just been but not close enough to continue with pleasing you.

Of course now of all times he was planning to tease you. To drag this out further and further, edge you longer and longer until you finally break and beg him to fuck you.

God, you were in for a very long night.

[misssimp3]

ALL OF THE BEAST COOKIES ARE CONNECTED TO RELIGION IN SOME SORT OF WAY??

!! LEAKS ABOUT BEAST-YEAST 7 !!

Alright, with the new leaks about Beast-Yeast 7 we can EASILY say that Shadow Milk Cookie also has a religious representation!! Or just religious references!!

We can say that due to this asset, which is I assume "The Tree of Knowledge" which obviously has "The Forbidden Fruit"

(And oh God it fits Shadow Milk Cookie so well due to his virtue, the Virtue of Knowledge)

Because of this, I think it's no coincidence that Beast Cookies will ALWAYS have some sort of religious connection. This makes me wonder, What will the remaining Beast Cookies will represent?

So far we have:

1) Mystic Flour Cookie -> Buddhism (Han Buddhism)

2) Burning Spice Cookie -> Hinduism (Shaivism)

3) Shadow Milk Cookie -> Christianity (Assumably)

So what of the others? What will Eternal Sugar and Silent Salt Cookie represent?

(Oh and also each Beast is also based of a culture too)

And also before moving onto the other Beasts, what is Shadow Milk's denomination? Because both Mystic Flour and Burning Spice is in a denomination within the religion they represent so?? I think Shadow Milk could BE Orthodoxy but to be honest I don't really have any evidence and the leaks are not enough to determine a big thing like this alone, oh and I don't think I know much about Christianity Denominations too so I would like to hear about what some of you guys think as well! :P

THOUGH, I did say that I don't think I have enough evidence to determine which denomination it is, I THINK Shadow Milk Cookie COULD represent the Greek Culture. (Which is also associated with Orthodoxy in a religious way)

As Ancient Greece:

-Is known for having the freedom of thought

AND!

-Puppetry also comes from Ancient Greece

(These might be bit a off a stretch but PLEASE HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE GUYS 🙏🙏)

(oh and Shadow Milk Cookie could just be based off of Satan too but uhh still)

BACK TO ETERNAL SUGAR AND SILENT SALT COOKIE!

These one's are hard to be honest, as we hardly ever know anything about them 😭 YET, maybe:

Eternal Sugar Cookie -> Taoism

Why? Well I have two reasons!

1) Yin and Yang

Eternal Sugar Cookie has BOTH angel wings and also a DEVIL TAIL in their design so I think they could represent the balance in Taoism (although I am not quite sure if the tail is the result of their corruption)

2) Immortality

Well not actually immortality, but rather Eternal Life. Taoism is known for people that believes in the existence of an eternal life. And that "death" is just an another phase in life, which could be related to the "Forgotten Sugar Paradise" (as Paradise is already there)

As for Silent Salt Cookie, well things are A LOT More complicated for them. 😭

Honestly, it could be related to a religion that has multiple Gods due to their Virtue being Solidarity but it makes no sense at the same time so I don't think I could say much about them.

Hope that we'll see more of them in the future 🙏

Anyhow, I think that's all I can come up with, looking forward to see if other people agree or have different opinions on this topic too!!

(Y'all I am so invested in them please share some theories >0<)

[autumncozy]

By Danilo Acosta 

[bxriles]

I’m sure that this is not a hot take and that a lot of people feel the same way but like…

The question “does it have spice?!🌶️🔥” makes me want to jump off a cliff. I’m out here looking for gothic book recommendations on Reddit, tumblr, and goodreads and WHY is this the first question so many people ask 😭

Look, I love erotica as much as the next person but come on. There have got to be other things that matter when recommending books or choosing to pick one up, my GOD.

[burningcheese-merchant]

Had trouble sleeping last night, ended up laying there for an hour just filling out these charts while my SO snored away next to me lol

[aquamarinebling]

Isabeau with big square reading glasses you agree

[bijoutarot]

What Is Their Next Move? May 2024

Pick An Image

Image 1

Image 1 your person has been working very hard. I am getting “moving in silence” type of energy. This person has been saving, building, and making strategic moves to elevate their finances.This person sees you as everything, you are their soulmate and they plan to have a deeper commitment with you. I am also seeing that this person took some time to be alone away from distractions in their environment. They used to hang out a lot but now they have made a complete turn around.

Image 2

Image 2 this person is a total flirt. They have a number of people they are juggling at this time because they are afraid of being alone. This person tends to be an energy vampire pulling and exhausting everyone in their environment. Every time this person gets caught they are asked to choose but they refuse. Every person that they are dating is not fully allowing themselves to be involved with this person. It’s like they feel like this person can’t be trusted. This person intends to add you to their current roster.

Image 3

Image 3 this person wants to make peace with you. There has been people stirring the pot in their friend group. This has pulled you guys far apart. At this point this person finds it harder to stay away from you. They don’t even care about or remember the reason why you guys fell out to begin with. This person looks to you for advice and admires how you always seem to have the right answers to whatever problems that come up. You were more than a lover to them you were their friend too. They miss you.

Image 4

Image 4 your person is in deep regret because of the things they said to you in anger. This is something they are ashamed of. They worry that they pushed you too far this time. This argument had low blows and they replay the words in their head. They tend to overthink pretty often. This person is wondering if it is best to set you free from this connection. They realize that things won’t be the same if you decide to forgive them.

Which images resonates?

[dansnotavampire]

I think the difference between nimona (comic) and nimona (film) is that the comic is so much more about being mentally ill and the film is so much more about being queer. don't ask me why just know it

[bigmfrat]

how funny would it be if The Emperor made up the whole Stelmane thing just to scare you because you called him a freak and her stroke had nothing to do with him, it was just a regular mundane stroke. This is my truth.

[zevrra]

—come here, darlin’. [2]

synopsis: After going home with Joel Miller, you’re finally getting the chance to know him; just like you’ve always wanted. But you never could have imagined how good of a decision that would be.

tags: 3k words, 21(+), fem!reader, very nsfw, very suggestive content, pure smut, dirty talk, fingering, oral sex, deep throat, penetrating sex, drunk sex, praises, age gap, one night stand, video game joel, jackson!joel.

creator notes: part 1 here!

—READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION—

Joel lifts you up with ease. Casually his hands slide to your ass as he forces you up into his arms. You capture his lips as he hauls you up, fingers working on unbuttoning his shirt quicker, legs wrapping around his waist. Wouldn’t be the last time you did that tonight.

Not a young man anymore? Shit, he’s lifting you up and carrying you off towards his bedroom like it’s nothing. Alcohol or not, Joel was pure strength. And with his strong hands on your ass— holding you up was easy. Continues to kiss you even as he treads the stairs just until the two of you enter his bedroom. That’s when he finally sets you down, with your back meeting the softness of his bed.

Now in his room, you smell nothing but his scent. You smell the aroma of his strength, the underlying scent of the forest; every scent that makes your thighs clench and pussy throb.

Somewhere along the way, Joel had slipped out of his shirt, lost, and definitely forgotten, inside his house. Your hungry eyes shift over his bare chest. While he was riddled with scars, his body was a little softer, pudgier, from his down time in Jackson. Even so, the muscle lying underneath were evident from the years of fighting to survive. You can’t help but groan at the sight as he takes his position above you.

God, what a man as he towers over you. He returns to pressing quick, hot kisses to your mouth. You bite gently at his bottom lip as his hands smooth over your skin, lighting every inch of you that he touches on fire. A dull ache settles between your thighs as he reaches around to unhook your bra. Effortlessly, he unhooks the metal clips from each other and tosses your garment off to the side before replacing your bra with his own hands. Like he’s done this far too many times in his life. His fingers run over your nipples before his entire palm flat lays against your breast, squeezing the mound of flesh in his strong grip. The motion rips a moan right out of you. 

Joel smirks against your lips, flicking his tongue against yours as he deepens the kiss. His fingers pinch and pull at your nipples as his tongue dances inside your mouth, kissing you until you’re breathless and begging for air before pulling away in all his heat and passion to move onto his next point of interest. 

His beard scratches across your skin as he moves his lips down, catching one of your nipples in his mouth while his fingers work on getting you out of your own jeans. His quick hands push the fabric down and off your hips (with a little of your own help), lifting your hips and shimming you out of your jeans as they’re quickly discarded like the rest of your clothes.

He’s eager to taste you now. Laps at your breast like a starving man. You can’t help but moan, pushing your fingers through his thick brown hair as he works on your tender breast. His hands return to sculpting your body. Rough palms from years of hard work run across the back of your thighs. Smooth over your ass, pulling your hips into his own. The slight movement has you realizing in your drunken stupor what you’re truly dealing with. Thank god for that extra drink because you might have chickened out if you knew how big Joel was going to be. But that didn’t matter, you were here and now; with Joel tasting your skin and his fingers pushing beneath your underwear. 

You gasp at the new sensation of his hand sliding down your stomach. His touch as it grows closer to your aching center sets every nerve you have on fire. And then he’s pushing his fingers beneath your waistband. He leaves sucking on your breast to return to your neck. Teeth scraping along your throat just as his fingers plunge between your other lips. A single finger slips inside of you. But you don’t have time to really adjust before Joel is slipping a second one inside to stretch you out thoroughly. The rough motion has your toes curling, tightening your grip in his hair, as his name tumbles from your lips. 

He doesn’t stop. Continues to finger you while his lips and teeth begin to mark you as his. A deep groan echoes from Joel’s chest as his fingers thrust inside of you. ”You’re soaking wet.” He mutters, making a point to his words with a curl of his fingers. The simple gesture sends electricity running up your spine. You can’t help but nod eagerly in response to his statement.

Opening your legs a little wider for him. Allowing him to move a little more freely with his fingers. He wasn’t wrong, at all. Even in your drunk little mind you can hear the lewd sounds your pussy makes with the assault of his fingers. No mistaking it, he was doing a damn good job. You can feel him smirk against your skin at the whine he forces out of you. He still had it. 

You tug at his hair to bring his focus back onto you. Which he gladly obliges. Joel kisses you quick and hot; pecks placed swiftly against your eager lips.

“Talk to me sweetheart,” Joel mumbles against your lips. As if moaning into his mouth wasn’t enough of an answer. “Tell me what you want.” He adds. Another curl of his fingers sends your head flying back in a cry. 

Never would you have guessed that Joel Miller was one to get into dirty talk. 

“God.” You moan softly. Tilting your head back down to catch Joel’s gaze staring at you. Those hazel eyes once again hungrily devouring you. How he could make eye contact while fingering you so spot on was beyond you. Your fingers push back his brown hair. If he was going to stare at you with those hungry eyes then you wanted to make sure to get a good look at him too when you spoke about what you truly wanted. “Want you to take those damn—ah—jeans off,” You moan. Shifting ever so slightly to rub your shin right up against the hard cock straining inside his jeans. “Pull yourself out and fuck me.” 

“Atta girl.” Joel teases with a drunk laugh. He removes his hand from beneath your underwear; waistband snapping as he retrieves his hand. He leans back then. Returning to stand at the side of the bed as his fingers take hold of his belt. You lift to press a foot gently into his thigh, moving up along the front of his jeans. Curving along the fullness of his waiting cock.

Now it was your turn to watch with hungry, ravaging, starving eyes as Joel unbuckles his belt. Slips it from his belt loops and lets it drop to the ground with a thud. Next his jeans. The button comes undone after a few drunken attempts before he too slips them off. Leaving him in his black boxers. 

You press your toes into the front of his underwear and in return he rumbles a low groan. A smirk plastered on his face. “Mmm, sexy.” You mumble with a smirk to mirror his own. 

His hands reach up to grab your ankle. And with little force he drags you closer to himself. “Enough of that,” He chuckles. Fingers trailing along down from your ankle to your calf onto your inner thigh before he reaches his goal. “Let’s get ya outta these too.” He motions with a tug of your underwear. And without hesitation he’s stripping off the last piece of clothing you wear. Leaving you now totally nude in his bed.

“Better?” You ask, mimicking his teasing tone just moments earlier. Joel smirks at you as he tosses your underwear to the ground. You sit up then. Coming up to his abdomen. Just mere inches away from what you’re really after. 

“You have no idea.” He replies. One of his hands comes up to caress your jaw then. His thumb brushes across your bottom lip as he stares down at you. 

With his help, your head is tilted back ever so slightly, forcing you to look up at him. And you keep your eyes locked with his gaze as your own hands rise to the occasions. Grabbing a hold of his underwear and slowly pulling the fabric down until his cock is finally set free. You watch as he sucks in a quick breath through his teeth as the cold air hits his sensitive tip. Even in the dim light you can see how his head glistens. 

“Glad I’m not the only one…wet.” You tease. Joel doesn’t laugh this time though. Humor was no longer necessary when you had your hand wrapping around the base of his cock and lips merely inches away. Lust and need were the only things left now. 

“You just gonna use that pretty little mouth of yours to talk all night?” Joel asks as his thumb pulls at your bottom lip. 

His words light an entire fire inside of you. Burning your core so hot you swear you just might melt. You smile under his touch. 

Your hand moves along the fullness of his cock; stroking up till you reach his damp tip. He groans under your touch. Breathes heavier with every move of your hand as you continue to stroke him. You kiss at his thumb before you’re using your mouth to replace your hand. Your tongue lays out flat immediately as you swallow just the first mouthful of his cock. Your hand returns to his base as you force more of him between your lips.

Joel moans your name while his hand pushes up into your hair. He moves back your hair so his drunk gaze can watch you swallow every inch of him. 

Good to know you weren’t the only needy bitch in heat at that moment.

You never falter. Not even when his hand tugs at your hair to guide you further down. You just push yourself a little harder. Managing to gather spit up with your tongue to use as a lubricant of sorts to swallow more of him. Until your nose is damn near pressed right up against his lower abdomen. Giving you a chance to inhale his scent. His smell alone makes you moan.   

A satisfactory sigh escapes Joel when you finally manage to fit all of his cock in your mouth. Tears crinkle up at the edges of your eyes but you never look away from the man towering over you; even as his head borderline threatens to choke you.

He chuckles in drunk amusement, catching your attention. “Good girl.” He praises. Groaning at the sight before him. The sight of you taking him so well with your hazy eyes and soon to be swollen lips. If you could smile, you would have. 

He doesn’t stop at praising you though, not now, as his hips move forward with a shallow thrust. Testing the waters, giving you the chance to prepare, before he would assault your mouth with every inch of him. Forcing you to take inch by inch at the swift roll of his hips. He fucks into your mouth, forces you to breathe through your nose as spit drips down your chin. Your hands move to his thighs to support yourself as you moan at the sudden roughness of the older man.  

Yet you loved every bit of it. Especially the way he groaned as you took his cock confidently in your mouth and throat. 

By the end of the night, you’ll have said it a million times but thank God you took that extra drink.

You continue to let him fuck your mouth and tug on your hair every time you swallow him up to the base. Keeping your gaze locked with his own; watching as his flushed face twists in pleasure with each snap of his hips.

What a sight to behold. The well-known, well beloved, Joel Miller; disheveled, sweaty, groaning your name as he fucks your mouth. You blink away any tears that build up. You weren’t missing a single second of his red face. Sooner, rather than later, you’d burn that wonderful face of his into your memory. 

You’d like to think Joel was doing the same with how he kept his eyes locked on your face.

Joel doesn’t want to look away. And he doesn’t want to stop. But he’s closing in on his orgasm and definitely doesn’t want to ruin this night. 

Your lips are red and swollen and he’s pushing dangerously close to his finish line. With as much alcohol as the two of you had consumed, neither of you were sure if multiple rounds would happen that night. So when he’s done thoroughly fucking your throat, teetering at the finish line, he pulls his cock from between your lips. Needs a second to collect himself so he doesn’t accidentally cum all over your face. That could be saved for another day cause god wouldn’t you both give to have him completely wreck you. 

You gasp for air. Lips slick with a mix of your spit and his precum. You pride yourself in knowing that not only did you take him fucking your mouth like a champ but never once did you break eye contact. And Joel never looked away either. 

His thumb returns to your battered lips. Pressing gently into your now tender skin. You return the gesture by running your hands up from his thighs, to his hips, before moving to run your fingers tenderly across his forearms. “Lie back.” He instructs and you do as he says without hesitation again; but your fingers grab hold of his wrists to pull him down to you as well. 

He lets you guide him until he’s pressing his full body weight against you for a second time. His hands start at your thighs, moving to your ass, before he places them firmly on your back and embraces you.

Passionately he holds you as your legs wrap around his waist. And with your help, his cock head presses against your soaking pussy now. Both of you moan at the brief contact where you’re the most sensitive. The single brush has your toes curling up at the promise of what comes next. Your fingers grip at his strong shoulders; just as he guides himself to your core once again. This time he presses inside of you. Sinks his cock slowly into your throbbing pussy. And as you gasp at the intrusion, Joel kisses you in the heat of the moment. 

You can’t help but sob into his mouth. From him stretching you out, kissing you, moaning as your pussy takes him in full, and bottoming out inside of you. It was all so much. Too much. The pleasure, the passion, the burn of the stretch. 

“That’s it baby girl,” Joel mumbles sweetly against your lips. He shifts his hips in shallow thrust for now. Kissing you deeply while he drags his cock out and swiftly back in again. 

Yet again, Joel’s so much bigger than you had expected. It would take you awhile to adjust properly but you didn’t have awhile when the burn in your lower abdomen was scorching hot now. Your own orgasm builds up in quick succession; has you hanging on that thin line for dear life. 

This time it was your turn to break the kiss. Turning your head to the side to gasp for air. His name falls from lips with every rise and fall of your chest. Crying his name like a sinner calls for their god. 

“Mhm baby, I know. You’re doing so good.” Joel comforts. He rearranges his arms and hands embracing you; places his palms on either side of your shoulders as he picks up the pace of his thrusts.

Your fingers dig into the thick of his shoulders. Gripping onto him as if you were drowning in his lust and desire; which you most certainly were. Now every thrust has his hips meeting your own. Every deep dig of his cock manages to leave your back arching with a mess of his name falling off your lips.

Seeing you in such a state must drive the older man wild because Joel pounds into you now. Hits the deepest spots within your soon to be overstimulated pussy. How he managed to accurately fuck you so well, you had no idea. Never had you slept with someone who knew your body better than you did yourself. It was thrilling. Made you want him every night instead of just this one time. 

“R-right there!” You gasp. Stars burst across your pretty eyes as Joel keeps his rhythm up. One rough, deep thrust after the other. Making sure to pace himself so he doesn’t cum early and ruin your orgasm but wanting to keep on set with your own. 

“Yeah? You gonna come?” Joel chuckles but his laughter ends off in a harsh grunt as you squeeze tightly around him.

You manage to somewhat chuckle with him even as he continues to roughly fuck into you. Acting all smug as if he wasn’t about to lose himself over that edge. And a small part of you wanted him too, right then and there while deep inside of you. Now that really was the alcohol talking; and would solidify what a bad idea all of this could have been.

Your thighs begin to tremble and slip from his waist but Joel is quick even in his drunk, sexed out mind. He catches your leg with one of his hands. Using the new leverage to angle your waist just ever so slightly upwards. The new position has you whimpering for him. You can’t even imagine what you must sound like in his ears. A pathetic, whiny mess as he draws you closer to the edge.

Joel can’t even hold back his own grunts now. He rapidly is coming undone, just as quick as you are. Makes you feel a little better about the noises you make.

“Yes! C-close.” You moan as tears kiss your eyelashes. That drunken, roaring fire was finally going to set your entire body ablaze and you couldn’t wait. “Joel, I’m…I!” You weep. 

“That’s alright baby girl,” Joel moans. Gripping the sheets beneath your body like his life depended on it. Nodding his head ever so slightly as he feels you tighten once more with your impending climax. “Come for me darlin’.” 

And you do as you are told.

He buries himself once more inside of you and that’s all you need. Your back arches clear off the bed as you cum. Your orgasm finally rips through you like a wildfire. His name spills from your lips again and again as you come undone. If anything, you knew your fingernails were going to leave a lovely little impression on his back tomorrow.

You can feel every inch of your body tremble. Feel the sting and pull of his cock with every spasm of your lower half. You toss your head back as overstimulation sets in when he doesn’t stop fucking you through your orgasm. 

His hips just keep rolling until he’s vocalizing his own orgasm through a series of growl-like moans. Fucks your soaking wet pussy until the last second when he’s finally pulling out. His hand lets go of your thigh to wrap around his own cock. Where he fucks his fist to finish out his own orgasm. His cum smears across your lower stomach, shooting out across your hip.

Your body falls limp back against his bed, arms lying lazily above your head. Your mind slips in and out of consciousness. No surprise since the mix of your satisfying orgasm and the alcohol running through your blood would eventually have you passing out. 

But how could you fall asleep when Joel is returning to hang over you. Lips pressing into your shoulder. Joel whispers something about getting cleaned up but you can’t really hear over the buzzing in your ears as you come down from you high. Can only feel him continue to kiss your sweaty, flushed skin. 

That night you had hoped to get the chance to get to know Joel just a little more. Now your only hope was that you’d remember all of this, tomorrow morning.