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“Spent the Summer Alone” added to ‘Pop Punk 2024’ Spotify playlist
“Spent the Summer Alone” has also recently been added to AlexMacielMusic’s Pop Punk 2024 playlist on Spotify! Check it out!
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#awesome playlist#awesome playlists#canada#cool music#cool spotify playlists#doug gallo#good spotify playlists#local music#music#new jersey#new music#pop punk#pop punk playlist#pop punk playlists#red bank#retromedia sound studios#rkb#roe#roe knows best#roeknowsbest#spent the summer alone#spotify#toronto#what should i listen to
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clawing at the walls 2025 will be the year of love. please.
#long storytime in tags: spent the last academic year abroad so i wasnt hoping for much and thats okay#i had fun! but then over the summer i hadthe most heartwrenching situationship in taiwan and ill never see her again#and at the time it was everything to me and i still dont think anyone will ever know me so utterly in such a short time#then a string of dating app dates this winter but.. it's just not for me what if i am genuinely going to be alone forever 🤩#whichbwould totally be fine except i cnanot do this for a few more years#*even a few
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i've been thinking about SR1 a lot recently
#lyrics are from audience of one by rise against#i often picture these hazy summer nights with them all#after a mission#too hyped up to go home#i'm not saying they were all besties but they spent at least some downtime together you know?#just young people running towards the horizon as if they're never going to reach the end#and then i also picture that point in 2020 where they've all “died” in one way or another and casey's sitting there all alone#before she knows johnny is still alive#way before she knows dex is still alive#and she looks at the world around her and wonders if she ever really came back#because she remembers what being alive felt like#and this was it#and it was so long ago#lin#sr boss: casey clark#dex jackson#johnny gat#troy bradshaw#saints row 1#saints row#stuff i drew
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She left me roses by the stairs,Surprises let me know she cares.
#rwby#rosebird#raven branwen#summer rose#my art#flashbangs you all with this#lovey dovey rosebirdies ATTACK#they are too in love here sorry. summers smile. SOLDIER DOWN!!#this was supposed to be for white day but i forgor. oh well bro.#my second mistake was thinking i would post it after ep 5 dropped. a mothers promise. oof still not recovered. okay i'll stop#spent like 3 hours on summer's face alone. my fault. i get lost in their eyes.#also been having a crisis over changing the way i draw her hair for like 6 months don't worry about it#collective
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Ohhh I forgot how obsessive I get with farming sims
#ghost posts#romance begone I need to be alone with my 48 radish crops#Willy gets the only interaction from me as my fishing buddy#stardew valley#I’m trying to do math to make the best crop structure#but my brain is not working with me#all my energy goes towards watering#i spent all my spring money on summer seeds#i cannot open that computer back up it will suck me in like a black hole
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no but sugar coated pain is such a good line why did it take me six years to actually hear it
#empty wallets#the analyses i could write on this line alone#'fluid ain't to blame' for the ??? culture of superficial?????#concept behind this song is truly unmatched. oh. ashton lent someone $50 and got mad about how they spent it? okay#i'll spend all my money wrong if it gets bangers like this written#5sos#5 seconds of summer#youngblood#ashton irwin#calum hood#michael clifford#luke hemmings#OH WAIT DON'T TELL ME THIS COUNTS AS A DISS SONG#if so it is very very very veiled. veiled even as a protest song#but a protest song it is. so is more and even talk fast idk#so much of youngblood critiques modern culture now i think abt it#also. repeated saga of my mishearing of lyrics i guess
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I don’t know how u still think I’m the best after all this time and still want to brush my hair at night while we talk about the day and call me beautiful when I just wake up and am walking around like a disheveled bridge troll. How you’d stop whatever you’re doing to help fix whatever I’m struggling with. How you encourage me to do anything that makes me happy. How you’d hate it but you’d let me go if that’s what I wanted/needed to be happy. How you wouldn’t put a living soul above me and choose me even on bad days, days I definitely wouldn’t chose me, to the detriment of yourself and at my absolute worst you still wouldn’t want to fall asleep next to anybody else. I’m still it somehow. Still make sure I’m always safe and happy every single day. I’ve matured fucking immensely the last couple years and no longer fully allow that, and I bring you back to balance. I always bring you to balance. Scales and all that. I can also still make you laugh and you love my weirdness. The last two years have been extremely tough and in ways only you truly know about and you’ve been there every step of the way. Grown so much since we were those kids, but we’re also still the same in some ways. Still got growing to do, together and separately. I ask all the time why you love me and it’s always the same answer. I know that you deserve better but you haven’t decided that to be true. You’d walk through a flame engulfed building to find me and make sure I was okay even if I was the one holding the match. No one loves me that much. Well I love you too - and I always will no matter what.
#our anniversary was actually the 14th but I haven’t been on here#the tree picture is from this past fall#she climbed our favorite tree in there we spend all summer walking to to say goodbye for the season#was one of the best last days in there#we didn’t spend our anniversary at any crowded or typical date night spots#went back to the roots of our relationship and spent it completely alone and it was super special#one of my favorites to date#memory lane and all that#thought it was cute all different seasons in different years pictured#anyways Alexa play living room by tegan and sara#or any song off the con#listened to all the old music that day and now relistening#forgot how many bangers tegan and sara had all their old old albums are incredible#they fell off so hard but it's fine always have their old stuff#and all those other old songs and bands#remember secondhand serenade and the spill canvas??#staplegunned 😮💨#drove the highway blasting that#mine#wlw
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Y'all know that meme that's like your couple friends who have been dating so long they're your parents.
Yea that's modern AU Will with Lumax
#like if they fight in front of him he starts posting in the gc about how he can't be a child of two divorces#like he spent the summer of 85 as their third wheel this is not too far from the truth#him and Lucas hang out alone and hes posting about spending quality time with his dad#stranger things#lumax#will byers#lucas sinclair#max mayfield
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"Spent the Summer Alone" added to Indie Rock Spotify playlist
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#alone#awesome playlists#cool playlists#cool songs#groover#indie#indie rock#indie rock music#music#new artists#new jersey#oceanify#pop#pop punk#punk#punk pop#rkb#roe#roe knows best#spent the summer alone#spotify#spotify playlists#summer#what should i listen to
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My partner upon hearing what a hard time I had yesterday has really gone all out... Made me dinner played board games with me, today they've called me on every break and every time they're walking a (low acuity) patient and they just came home to see me on their lunch break. They hate having to leave me to go to work, it's just bad luck this week that there's no one to hang out with me. They've talked about trying to get state leave to take care of me but idk if it'll work since I'm much more able to take care of myself now. Honestly I've been really lucky that I've had two friends who are available to sit on a couch with me Monday thru Wednesdays, it's hard to even call it bad luck that both of them are traveling most of November. But the mental effects of being alone+not being able to do anything are really adding up.
#I've never thought of myself as someone who struggled to be alone#bc I happily spend days alone but always with animals or working outside or hiking or riding etc#i spent almost the entire summer i was 18 alone on the farm and while i was getting a little weird by the end of it it wasn't nearly so bad#but i had so much work to occupy me and right now I'm struggling to even have motivation to knit
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feeling like an old woman today i won't lie ; had a 2 hour nap, finished my book while listening to the rain and drinking a massive cup of tea, and am now watching the sewing bee with a hot water bottle. what a life to live
#elderly women are living it up#i love it when summer feels like autumn#time alone is time well spent#my hot water bottle looks like a rabbit#hand crafted by me
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musings on insects, isolation, and how much can change when you're not looking
#i started this like a month ago#and finished it today because i was laughing at how much the sentence 'i'm going bug hunting with my partner' would kill pre-college me#but yeah. i'm still learning to accept that i'm not alone anymore.#learning to love insects was easy. it's a lot harder to learn to love myself#in the wise words of a fic my friend wrote: it sucks so bad sometimes. but even when it sucks it's better.#personal#insects#also all of the scenes in the middle two pages are specific memories that have contributed the most to why neither of those things are true#1. meeting my partner in an entomology class i took on a whim#2. the fateful 8 hour dnd conversation on a field trip for that class that started our friendship#3. trip to a museum (i also could have drawn the part of that trup where i got to hold a cockroach but i don't have a picture of it)#(and i really like that picture of her)#4. seeing a cockroach on the way to class and both of us yelling 'oh my god a little guy!'#5. working at an insect collection together (oh god the things our boss has probably heard)#6. seeing a boxelder bug on the way to see a movie together (we always saw insects when we spent time together)#7. seeing fireflies for the first time when i visited her over the summer :D
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last day of school !!! feels surreal
#ok im excited for summer to start but aughhh#im going to a new school next year and its . its scary bc im gonna have to go by bus all alone#theres people i know in that school and thats gonna be fun !! but i still dont know anyone other than those like three people and its just a#huge change overall and im not used to that kinda changes#like yeah i know i chose to go there myself but . whatever#also ive been in the school im currently in for ten years give or take#and a decade is . a LOT of time at least from my perspective#and i barely just got to push myself and talk to my classmates!!!#these past few months have been funner than the last several years solely bc i was talking to my classmates#now i wont see them again probably :(#idk . its sad#that im not gonna see those people ive spent more than half of my life of again . even if i never talked to them#sighs#ikna talks
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So many of my mutuals are visiting family rn..... Wishing you strength but also my deepest condolences!
#i spent 3 days with my parents this summer and everything was organized around not spending time alone with them#always have my brother or sister and their significant other as buffers is my new motto!
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damn I rly have another 4 weeks of holiday this year huh. I should start making some plans
#well maybe more like 3 weeks bc I wanna keep some to use for long weekends or day trips#but thats still kind of a lot..#my problem is i dont wanna take time off just to stay at home bc I do that most weekends. but im not sure I rly wanna go anywhere either#I dont mind travelling but its very much just a function for me. even when im travelling for fun + not bc I Have to it feels no different#Im v independent but I just dont rly have the adventurers spirit. plus im disabled so going new places alone is so stressful sometimes#ugh I dont wanna let my parents catch wind of how much holiday i have tho bc theyll be like come stay with us for a week!#i will Kill Myself no thanks#theyll probs already get christmas with me and thats an ordeal enough#its the expense as well idk how much its worth it. even if i can afford it like that money couldve gone into so many other things#ahhh.#my flatmate did suggest we go somewhere together but i feel like shes gone off that idea.. ik she doesnt get as much holiday anyway#id feel bad eating into it just so she has to spend more time with me even tho we already live together. nightmarish ik#there are maybe some landscapes id like to see but not alone bc id wanna hike but i dont rly have any friends into that kinda hiking#like i cant rly just fuck off into the mountains for a week by myself the risk is stupid#i dont knooooow. maybe ill just do myself a cornwall trip v early or late summer when kids are in school that might be nice#bc its just trains to get there. and ive spent a lot of time alone there before like it wouldnt be as stressful as a New Place entirely#i wanna do a music festival in the summer too but rly id only need 2 days holiday for that. and again i cant rly go alone#so i need to find ppl to convince to come w me#god i feel so lame for not rly wanting to go on proper holidays. but its never felt worth it to me sorry 😭#blame the childhood trauma or whatever#ill stew on it and maybe ill think of something we'll see. ive got a while yet before id need to book stuff anyway#gotta do some more cleaning today but the sooner i can get it done the sooner i can play elden ring 🙏🙏🙏🙏#.diaries
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i was just in the garden drinking my tea while watching the moon and it just reminded me one summer night i was with my sister and cousins just laying down talking about nothing and everything while the full moon rised and started to set and well... i have never felt my loneliness more close
#everything i feel connects to home in some way#today while i was also crossing the street i felt like i was at my home town for a second#it's the summer you know#i've spent all of my summers there and now summer means that warm affectionate feeling of togetherness#and i'm going to spend this one alone for the first time i'm not complaning though it feels lonely time to time❤️🩹
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