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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))
My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can
and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.
#nsft#probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik#im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people#snap sketches#not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH#i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live#and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway#i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably#so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will#it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to#leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy#all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep#i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free#'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully#please give me the strength to focus for once thank you#for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now
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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3
dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)
horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)
ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333
dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)
OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)
#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them#this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333#i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits#i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3#you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing#anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices#but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333#idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off#horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer#and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh#idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror#because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said#what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon#killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh#if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror#fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept#i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh#i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc#you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab#anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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they are off their meds again meaning misogynior is in full force for the yt mlm yaoi fethis community like im so tired when can they stop existing so we and woman especially blackwoman can be free from them for good
and watch the losers jump on me like I will care and start probing my point by being racist an misogynistic
#jayvik#byler#buddie#newtmas#stucky#merthur#johnlock#they way it’s always yt men who jsut breathe next to each other and they push it 😂 for it to never be canon deserved loses like free woman#from yall misogynistic self hatred bc yall wanna fethis mlm ships of men who are literally brothers and they say it again and again 😂#there’s probably million more but these are the worst kind there is bc what in the actual fuck#would’ve included destiel but when I left the fandom it wasn’t that mad and I didn’t see the woman hate as much + saw alot racism against#Dean black girlfriend or girls he was dating hit that was before the ship even started so I wont be counting it even tho thats stil fcvk up#There’s a reason they always stay fanon because yall losers never get when it’s just brotherly love between two men and when it’s more once#y’all learn that yall will see and get and won’t constantly need to cry about brothers not fcvkin or hatin on woman bein racist misogynisti#Bylers are next level bc how are they hating on literally child? I thought buddie was biggest losers and they still are with stucky merthur#destiel#now jayvik have joined proving that they too are biggest losers! as for newtmas jonhlock yall weren’t losers like those shippers be gratefu#as for the female version of this where it’s just hating black or poc person they think are in the way of their ship here comes the only 2#ships to do it that I can think of or know bc I don’t be following them type ships like that since u always get my endgame anyway so who ga#hizzie#hosie#klance
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I like how today's chibi sketch turned out so I'll upload it! 😊 Tsundere is nice <3
It's because I fell in love with this picture and I get SUPER excited whenever I think I can recognize my AU versions of them (and I definitely can in that pic, down to the expression and height and everything) so I wanted to draw them for real 🥰
My faves 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (Android Miku x Chimera Teto)
#my art#hatsune miku#kasane teto#end of the world au#fanart of my fanfiction again#i drew non-chibis of them too but i'll probably be doing a lot of corrections digitally so i wont upload those#teto's wings are ridiculous (affectionate) so i want to draw them properly so it's not confusing xD#her wingspan is probably similar to her armspan so the main thing i'd want to correct is their shape#she's like okuu level wingspan for any 2hu fans out there lol#not quite as bad as okuu actually but she can hug Miku with them so lol#fun fact: i was considering whether or not i should give Miku the ability to blush cuz she's a robot but#since she's an android and removing that would be taking something pretty big away... she can do it xD#Miku's outfit is her original outfit but instead of being gray her shirt is white#you'll see later probably. idk how later tho#i still wanna complete that other drawing i showed a wip of#the picture i linked is so soo good... ahhhhhh#in my head i kept repeating 'love is real' after i saw it so you can probably guess how much i loved it (a lot)#i need to write them doing this immediately lmao (but i gotta do stuff rn so i cant)#at least i have my book about trash now tho xD
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hi
#sorry i got interested on something else u follow me rn i wont post td in probably a long while#unfollow me rn#anyways uhh basic ass loser x cool main character dude trope is here again#ship them ship them ship them NOW#anyway uhh#dandy's world#ship them please#if you see some1 in the blushcrunch server with that pfp its me
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#thriller bark#ch464#something i've noticed following the newer generation of every blogs is that they post the whole panel?#which like. you can run your blog how you want but for the smaller characters i personally#prefer to zoom in on them so you know exactly where they are in relation to everything#also if you were wondering how i manage to find the absolutely microscopic sanjis. its basically like that#i keep track of him in a given scene and where he is in relation to others#and generally i can spot him if he's even a dot on the page#i dont read the chapters anymore. i've started skimming it a bit but i'm not reading in depth#i probably will slow down to read once we hit wano which will be in uh. 4 years#maybe sooner if i keep up with the queue#also ik you wont see this for a while but i'm thinking on bumping the queue up again since i've been better about keeping it filled#i try to keep it above 100 posts now#i'd love to not spend another year on this arc like we spent in water 7 u know.
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Good morning everyone. Unfortunately yesterday still happened and im still mad abt it
#awesomepie3221#im mad bc it was 100% my car's fault and im scared my car will do it again#its not like i wasnt paying attention and didnt break in time#or that i slid on ice and whoops my breaks couldnt compete with that#or i somehow didnt see the car and oh no i hit it#no!! my breaks clamped up and wouldnt let me press down!#i was panicking pressing down as hard as i could and they wouldnt go!!!!#i dont get it#was snow stuck in them?? are my break pads bad and this is what they did?????#like i said before i think if i had released them and reapplied them they wouldve unclamped and i couldve stopped my car#but thats not something im going to think of when im on a hill and theres a car stopped at the red light in front of me#all im thinking is WHY WONT I STOP??????#im angry bc now cause of that ive got a citation and ill probably get a blight on my license and my grill is fucked up#im lucky the guy i hit was very reasonable and there was very minimal damage to his car but still. it wasnt fair to him either#none of it was fair#im MAD!!!!!!!
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.. they DO adapt the Kyoshi novels into animation/etc but in doing so they pussy out and remove all the gore and genuinely sexually charged dialogue
#listen. A) they probably wont adapt it in my lifetime so who cares. B) YES theyre free of Nickelodeon's grip !! ostensibly they can go as#dark as they fucking want now !! but somehow I still dont see them doing it... idk. cus then again they DID manage to sneak some p dark#stuff into Korra but... studio MIR ... would you put ur whole pussy into this ..? maybe...#kyoshi novels
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idk if this would be helpful to you but how about. you pick your fave 5 letters. then make up a thesis statement/question/thing that stars with each of thise 5 letters. and then make a poll and have people vote on it? not the same as getting assigned something specific but it might give you direction. in case you dont have any favourite letters here are my 10 top 10 if you want more examples 1. j 2. e 3. o 4. g 5. d 6. b 7. i 8. l 9. z 10. u
if this isnt totally your thing and youre not interest u dont have to reply i just thought maybe u need a nudge like this :-)
augh this is brilliant thank you my friend ill give this a spin :-) those are very good letters indeed!! thank you for your help, getting peer reviewed should be very useful, so ill think about those statements now!
#ive had a pretty good idea since before i started at university and i could've been getting paid for it all this time if i wasn't busy doing#the érettségi before the application deadline so i never pursued it because also the more i thought about it the more pointless it seemed#but i just said to my mum 'the romans brought christianity to the british isles' and she said 'huh?' and then she said that i dont have to#write a phd right now and i can just compare the texts im thinking about and that'll be plenty i dont have to do the history of them#and that does seem more doable. and i can bring india into it and also the shakers. and that should tide me over#but i hate my own writing so much i cant make myself not sound capricious in my essays and i get hung up on technicalities all the time#and then inevitably do stupid wordplay and get all coy with it. i just need to be genuine about it and write about this thing and that's it#and i need to email boldizsár. sorry boldizsár i have all sorts of things i hope you're not tired of me#but also i have tons of ideas but when i start to think whether they could work the answer is always no#ill try to write a thesis proposal in the next few days and see where that gets me and if i can write it (1200 words) i can probably write#a thesis. and then ill have committed and i wont be in 153563 minds about this and i can close all my tabs in my browser and ill know joy#once again#asks#thank you so much for this ask this is such a good technique!!!#ref
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Me? Having a meltdown due to stupid changes in the work scheduling process?
More likely than you think!
#personal#work rant#vent#whatever its called#probably scared the shit out of my partner cause i was holding it together#and then they asked me what was weong#and i ended up crying on the kitchen floor for a half hour wanting nothing more than to quit#wish therapy was this week ngl#i felt good last week and it was wasted then....#if it werent for the faxt my partner is in the house id started smoking again#im fucking done#yeah no actually im not done ranting about this#we used to get an email from the scheduling team email address#and we replied 'no changes' or outlined whar changes occured in the current and upcoming weeks#now we use a stupid ass centralized program for scheduling that shows soft booked things etc without telling your its softbooked/tentitive#so it LOOKS like i have work for next week but really that file isnt in yet and i wont know inless i open the file.#which you dont do unless your starting the file so like!?!????#instead we are supposed to open every single file on our calendar for the next three weeks to see if they are actually in or not#follow up with the file manager on an eta#then 'contact resource management'about any changes#but then say give various ways to contact them#teams email d365 etc#but heres the kicker other than d365 theres no longer a general resource management contact so you have to reach out to an individual#and i dont know the individuals? so i dont know who to contact?#and if i process changes through d365 its per file#so if im making a change on 5 files its five request#the new system was supposed to make things easier and reduce the scheudling work as its non chargable#instead its increased the time needed and made it a clusterfuck of methods across the board#a centralized system with a bajillion work arounds to make it function
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daley @bawnjourno tagged me to make my ultimate 20-song sparks setlist and here it is!!! also tagging @ron-do-i-get-to-sing-my-way @whompthatsucker1981 @dinkydiamond @kitclock @nocribdoll @eddie-rifff and anyone else who wants to do it!!
#thank youuuuuu daley and everyone else don't feel pressured if you don't wanna#ok now on to explaining my choices.#take me for a ride is how the band walk out like this year but they do the whole rest of the song which already kills me instantly#completely optional suggestion to perform check out time 11 am in robes like the single cover. anyway moving on#its important to note that ideally leos carax joins them onstage for when youre a french director#i originally included take me out with the ffs medley but figured it should be kept to sparks songs only.#however id die to see them do take me out on their own. i require it . for the choreography alone. moving on#the order of these wasnt planned but having missionary position go to more than a sex machine and then she got me pregnant is hysterical imo#and finally i really (Really) need them to do wunderbar again. it probably wont happen but oh we can dream. a great show ender i think#im sorry this turned into the top 20 songs where that man hoes it up setlist but what did you expect from me#spars
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last day of school !!! feels surreal
#ok im excited for summer to start but aughhh#im going to a new school next year and its . its scary bc im gonna have to go by bus all alone#theres people i know in that school and thats gonna be fun !! but i still dont know anyone other than those like three people and its just a#huge change overall and im not used to that kinda changes#like yeah i know i chose to go there myself but . whatever#also ive been in the school im currently in for ten years give or take#and a decade is . a LOT of time at least from my perspective#and i barely just got to push myself and talk to my classmates!!!#these past few months have been funner than the last several years solely bc i was talking to my classmates#now i wont see them again probably :(#idk . its sad#that im not gonna see those people ive spent more than half of my life of again . even if i never talked to them#sighs#ikna talks
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Nightheart razorverse tweak: he’s a BrambleJessie grandkid and now his arc is about being one of the only members of the Thunderstar Dynasty left in the clan (Sparkfire, Alderheart, and Finchlight being the others).
When I get to ASC and see his arc for myself I’ll decide how he actually copes from there
#the dynasty has been kinda screwed up since tigerstar happened but i dont want nights arc to just be#‘’oh hes tigerstars kin :( how will he cope’’ again#maybe hes liiiike. frustrated with the current state of the dynasty?#mayyybe. from what ive seen of asc… i can make asc about the founders and the modern clans?#cause frostpaw goes to riverstars former home i think and now nightheart is connected to thunderstar#i can probably tie sunbeam to shadowstar somehow… but idk how exactly id do that yet#i think what ill have berryheart do is say that shadowclan has become weak because its the least xenophobic clan#and she thinks its how darktail ruined everything (both by being a rogue and bc hes blackstars bastard son)#and unlike canon i probablyyy wont have her like goldenstar or dovewing either. theyre both halfclan and had a halfclan relationship#and their son is now the scapegoat for the imposter fiasco#she could just be a hypocrite when it comes to them like ‘’well i like them so they dont count’’ but we’ll see#razorverse
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had a dream I had a boyfriend and he wanted to come to a therapy session to talk abt smn unrelated to our relationship (this was 100% cool with me) but my therapist instantly hated him and she was like "justify to me why you're here 🤨🤨🤨 name something u like abt ridley and then maybe ill let u talk" like what 😭😭 it was just me being a mediator bc they were arguing. Which is insane it was like couples therapy but evil
#it was very strange.. the boyfriend was a completely made up guy also not anyone i know#also like. idr what it was but i wanted to talk abt it with my therapist and he was being encouraging and asked if him joining + keeping me#on track would be helpful and i said yes bc i thought it was/would be sweet and there was so much dread bc my therapist was MAD#i also remember we hadnt been dating for very long so i hadnt talked a lot abt him to my therapist prior but she was livid it was weird..#i also was like. well. if she hates him maybe im stupid and we shouldnt be dating and maybe i should go die in a hole also#it was so strange.... hmmm. i have more thoughts now actually but that may be deeply personal..#i will say my therapist kinda felt like my mom in the dream. i wanted her approval sooo bad. i met with my therapist today btw it was normal#like. i care what she thinks but its not as intense by any means and like. idk. i dont think im capable of having a normal therapist-patient#relationship. not bc of any therapist being bad at their job/boundaries i just get very emotionally invested in them as a person#IDK thats also complicated. maybe ill make that a different post or never talk abt it again well see.#so many thoughts in my brain but probably a bad idea to elaborate heavily. idk. maybe ill talk abt it with friends later maybe i wont 🤷♂️#.ares
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love my leather boots sooo much.. polishing them at weekends is my favourite chore by far I always look forward to getting to do it :-)
#just re-lacing them rn so theyre ready for work tomorrow theyre so shinyyy muah#when my next payday comes around im gonna get a second pair so im not putting as much strain on the leather by wearing them everyday#but i think im gonna go for a different colour to my standard black.... ik solovair do similar ones in burgundy or bottle green hmm#well i have a month to think abt it before i decide!#red is my go to accent colour but green would probably fit better with my work wardrobe... and i do wear work clothes 5/7 days a week#anyway.... i need to meditate and then sleep. i usually settle down for bed 9:30 but im a little wired cuz new med change#so ive been putting it off until i feel actually tired so i wont stress abt not being able to fall asleep and then make it worse#i will probably feel pretty tired at work tomorrow but thats okay i dont have anything taxing scheduled#feeling so much better now this weekend is behind me. ik next weekend will likely be difficult again but im more prepared for it#i need to book myself this trip as well before train tix get too expensive so i have smth to look forward to next month....#just debating whether i actually want to invite other ppl or not. itd be rly nice for everyone to come but with recent events i feel-#a little delicate abt social stuff and i dont want to stress myself out and get insecure bc its meant to be a treat for me#like if i invite other ppl itll become their trip and suddenly im in the backseat third wheeling them all#and ill wish i had uninvited myself so they would enjoy it more etc but the POINT is its smth i wanna do!!!! for me!!!#we'll see how this week goes. i dont rly feel ready rn to unmute their server yet tho bc ill just make myself upset abt next weekend#letting sleeping dogs lie for now... ill come back around eventually it always takes some time to recover from mood swings that intense#okay now goodnight! xoxoxoxooxo#.diaries
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