#source: me 🌝

[liv45no]

Harry: and quite honestly, I’ve had enough trouble for a lifetime!

Harry: *dies at 17*

[starrihan]

Before I go to sleep, I leave my thoughts here for you to develop. About Taesan again 🫦.

Taesan is part of the Student Council President at your school, a good kid who plays an active role in school, a favorite of all the teachers, tall, smart, and a source of pride. All the girls have a huge crush on him, probably would give themselves up for just one night with Taesan. Meanwhile, you are a student who likes to cause trouble and even thinks that Taesan is just a teacher's pet because he is close to all the teachers. You dislike Taesan even more when he punishes you directly for wearing a tight skirt, he scolds you in front of the students. Make you embarrassed. Since then, you often openly mock Taesan quite harshly, because you are sick of being punished by him often. Until one day everything changed for you. Taesan, who was fed up with punishing you too often, finally took an extreme way to punish you🌝, so that you don't become a troublemaker student again. Making you ride him, begging for him with tears streaming down your face, you desperately want him more than anything. It doesn't matter if he doesn't wear a condom or you're not on the pill. Who would have thought, Taesan, who has the reputation of being a good kid, is actually an 'evil' dominant who can degrade... BUTTTTTT After you achieve that satisfaction (punishment), he treats you as if you were fragile goods. Putting your shoes back on, putting your underwear back on, even combing your hair. He even gave you a soft kiss on your forehead for quite a while🥹. ANDDDDD HEEEE SAID "The most perfect girl I've ever met..."

I think this is too long. But this is a thought that is always in my head, aka always LONG 😭😭😭. Don't forget to keep your health, don't be too hasty in writing. Many people are always patient for your work😘.

(Actually, this is just one thought of mine... I have lots of big thoughts. Including Beomgyu's matter🌚)

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i think i am the luckiest writer on this app for having such amazing moots and anons! i treat you all like friends and it makes me so happy that you all are so supportive 🥹

this is not too long at all! you've given me so much to work with so this might come out to be a little long, but i dont think you mind 🤭

please come to me with beomgyu thoughts hes literally my husband i would do anything for that man

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Imagine that you kinda despise him for always being so perfect. You hate how much of a suck-up he is, always kissing ass and obeying the rules of all of his professors. He's president of the universities student gov which only gives him more opportunities to kiss ass but now to all the students because they think he's so great and perfect and always caters to them, which works because he's so close with university staff. But you dont care about how popular or great people think he is.

Especially because he's always ridiculing you about the clothes you wear, crop tops or short tight skirts, telling you that "you're a student in university not a waitress at a club begging for tips," and hate him even more. You'd get mad, telling him that even if you were begging for tips you wouldn't want anything from him.

If people would talk to you about him you'd tell them off, saying he's not as good as he seems, making big claims but never delivering on them and even outright ignoring him if he tries to interact with you in anyway.

But you intrigue him. Youre the only girl that doesnt fall to their knees for him and you have a mouth on you, never afraid too call him out or talk bad about him. You never care what he has to say and refuse to listen to him, something that he finds incredibly hot about you.

He's a TA for one of your classes and calls you after class to talk, telling you that you have too many missing assignments and that you would need to make them up.

"Unless the professor himself is telling me to do them, theyre not gonna get done,"

He'd lock the door of the small classroom, pulling you by your wrist into him and whispering to you that "if you wanna be exempt from making up the assignments you'll have to make it up to me."

He'll harshly kiss your neck, sitting in a chair and pulling you onto his lap, pulling your low-cut top down to expose your boobs. You cant lie and say you havent found him attractive, letting him have his way with you as the desperation between your legs grows.

"Youre so quiet now that I'm taming you, huh? What? Cat got your tongue? You're not gonna tell me to stop, are you? Dirty, slut. Needing me to teach you a lesson."

And you have nothing to say because, like he is about everything, he's right. He'd bite your skin, being sure to leave marks to remind me of your 'lesson.' Youre grinding on him like crazy, needing some sort of relief between your legs, but he'd stop you, having you stand up and strip.

"Since you wanna be a dirty slut, go ahead and strip for me. Take your pants off, sweetheart."

And of course youre gonna listen because you need him that badly, taking off your pants and panties. He'd pull his pants and boxers down, letting them pool at his ankles, pulling you back onto his lap and having his fingers run along your slit.

"Fuck, Taesan..."

"You usually mock my name and now youre moaning it. Funny how you switch up when dick's in the question. My little slut."

He'd finger you for a bit, having you ride his fingers before pulling them out of you and rubbing your slick over his throbbing length.

"Go ahead, ride me like a whore and I'll consider fixing your grades for you, go on."

And youre riding him as hard as you can, moaning his name as his fingers rub at your clit. Tears are streaming down your face at this point, the overwhelming combination of his fingers and dick too much for you.

"Look at you, completely dumb for this dick. I should've figured, so arrogant yet pathetic."

And the way he would downright REFUSE to help you. You brought this upon yourself, this is your lesson, your punishment, so you need to learn yourself. You'd moan out his name as you cum, harshly pushing his fingers off of you as you still yourself, body shaking at how hard he had made you cum. He's find you so hot, needing to speed up and finish himself. Pumping himself inside you as hard as he can, lifting your hips and slamming them back down on him and meeting his thrusts before he cums inside, smirking victoriously as ropes of his cum stain your walls, small streams dripping down and out of your hole and onto your thighs.

"You did so great."

He'd say, slowly pulling you off of him and placing you on a desk, grabbing napkins from off of the table to clean you up. He'd hand you his water bottle, sliding your panties over your legs and securing them onto your waist. Helping you with your skirt and putting your shoes back on for you, holding you close and running his hands through your hair, kissing your forehead.

"You're so beautiful and perfect, I just needed an excuse to have you. Keep acting up and I'll have to reinforce this lesson."

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I hoped you liked this!! Send me all of your thoughts! Ill be getting through a lot of my asks this weekend 😈

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[tojiscrack]

sumaya x malakai

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oh okay… 🙂

so that��s how you wanna play this?

okay.

🔥📄✍️

enjoy 😇

edit: the culprit has been found, and thought it was funny to MOCK me in the comments 🌝 changing ‘anon’ to her name now, goodnight

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.・

she laid sprawled on her bed, one arm draped over her eyes as if shielding herself from the weight of her own thoughts.

the faint glow of her laptop screen bathed the dark room in pale light, a mess of notes and half-finished homework scattered around her, and the air felt heavy, thick. her eyelids had drooped, her mind sinking into the comfort of restless solitude—until it hit her like a storm crashing through still waters.

WAKE ME UP INSIDE!

the unmistakable, tortured wail of bring me to life by evanescence burst through the air, thundering from outside her window with unapologetic, dramatic force.

ana’s eyes had snapped open, the pulse of the bass reverberating through the walls, shaking the very core of her sanctuary.

a groan escaped her lips as she sat up, her senses now assaulted by the blaring anthem of teenage angst, drowning out her own silent brooding.

barefoot and bleary-eyed, ana slipped through the front door, her fingers tightening around the edge of her sweatshirt. the crisp autumn air wrapped around her like a cold embrace, biting at her skin and sending shivers down her spine. despite the cold weather, the sunlight from above beat down on her and the leaves that had been skittered across the driveway, caught in the fury of the soundwaves as she followed the source of the chaos.

her breath clouded in the night, her heart thudding in her chest as the cacophony grew louder with each step...

rounding the corner of the house, her gaze landed on a figure standing defiantly in the middle of the street, his silhouette illuminated by the glow of the sunlight.

malakai mortimer...

there he stood—malakai mortimer—hands shoved deep into the pockets of his leather jacket, his head tipped back in dramatic flair as if commanding the morning itself. the hood of his car had been propped open, a massive speaker perched precariously on top, blaring the anthem at an ear-splitting volume.

his jet-black hair, tousled and untamed, framed his sharp features in a halo of rebellion.

and a crooked grin played on his lips, the kind that could melt her heart or the constant war she found it to he in whenever she saw him.

but he was twitching... visibly twitching, dark eyes glinting with restrained pain.

she opened her mouth to speak, but he let out a wild hiss.

"i..." he began slowly, "am standing in the light for you, ana!"

anon shook her head before sputtering out her words, her voice a velvet dagger slicing through the noise. "n-no, kai —"

"i —" malakai hissed, the vein on his forehead threatening to pop. the music continued to blare on loudly around them both. "would you like... to become... a mate of mine... *hiss!* and run off... where... *hiss!* the darkness may consume us!"

ana averted her gaze. she had not expected such a thing this early in the morning.

malakai only ever showed up at night.

"HALT!" his booming voice cut across hers. "i will not take no as an answer..."

ana’s breath hitched, her heart hammering against her ribcage as the chaotic melody of evanescence swirled around them like a tempest. she stared at malakai, his eyes burning with a feral, almost otherworldly intensity, every twitch and hiss a symphony of barely contained madness.

her fingers had clenched into fists at her sides as the world seemed to tilt on its axis, the air crackling with something wild and electric. a part of her—sensible, sane—screamed to turn away, to deny him and retreat into the calm of her room...

but there was a pull, deep and undeniable, as if gravity itself had shifted, tethering her to him.

her lips parted slowly, her voice low and breathless, trembling with something dark and daring.

"fine... take me," she whispered, her eyes never leaving his (it was hard to meet, though, for he kept twitching and tweaking beneath the sunlight).

she stepped forwards, the morning light framing her in a golden haze as if she had crossed some unseen boundary. a wind whipped between them, scattering leaves as she raised her chin defiantly.

"let the darkness consume us, m-malakai," she murmured, surrendering to the inevitable with a dramatic flare that could only be matched by the tragedy blaring from his speaker.

at the sound of his full government name, he had dropped the resistance and began shaking on the floor, twisting and turning.

"WE — *HISS!* — ARE NOT — *HISS!* — AT THE STAGE — *HISS!* — WHERE THE DARKNESS — *HISS!* — WILL REFRAIN — *HISS!* — FROM CONSUMING US WHEN — *HISS!* — THAT WRETCHED NAME — *HISS* — IS UTTERED —"

"oh!" ana gasped, her arms extended, unsure of how to help him. "right! kai!"

he stopped.

their lives together had only just begun.

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epilogue:

several years later, ana stood at the edge of a crumbling skate park at night, her black combat boots scuffed and caked with dirt as she surveyed the chaos around her.

the air reeked of spray paint, rebellion, and the bittersweet tang of children and their destruction. a ragtag band of emo kids, draped in fishnet gloves, tattered band tees, and every conceivable shade of black, gathered in a half-circle like cultists awaiting a prophecy.

their eyeliner had been smudged with dramatic purpose, and their dyed hair hung in artful disarray, defying gravity with the help of questionable hairspray. the blaring anthem of little lion man by mumford & sons thundered from a portable speaker, a battered relic that had seen countless nights of midnight chaos.

at the centre of it all stood malakai mortimer, still wrapped in the same leather jacket, though now covered in patches of obscure band logos and the occasional tear that whispered of battles long fought. his wild hair had only grown more untamed, a dark crown of defiance, and his ever-present grin still carried that dangerous edge of playful madness. he balanced himself precariously on the lip of a half-pipe, his arms raised as if conducting the storm of angst.

"let… the light… perish!" he howled, his voice cutting through the night as a dozen of his emo children, with anon, screeched their agreement. "we ride… or die… into the dark shadows!"

ana sighed, pushing her now-darkened bangs from her eyes with the same exasperated fondness that had kept her tethered to this madness for far too long. she felt a tug on her fishnet-clad sleeve—one of the oldest recruits, wide-eyed and full of tragic poetry, whispered reverently, "is… father… your mate?"

ana smirked. "till the end of darkness."

which also translated to…

forever.

[moon-buggg]

Out of curiosity, for alien sun 🌞 and moon 🌝 what kind of earth foods (if any) would really appeal to their palate? Assuming it's safe for them, of course. Are either of them particularly picky eaters ?

The boys are a bit more acclimated to offworld culinary variances since they spend so much time travelling off planet. You get used to eating weird things when you spend enough time travelling between worlds

As for what they would be most into, seafood. The majority of the planet's land is waterlogged, so all crops are either fully aquatic or semi aquatic and all their meat sources are aquatic creatures. Oysters, fish, lobsters, its all pretty similar to what they had back home and I imagine they'd eat something like sushi. The flavours aren't quite right, but its similar enough you know?

They both feel like picky eaters to me, honestly. I feel like Sun more so than Moon. Sun's got a thing with textures and just having a strong disgust reaction, while Moon is pickier about flavours

[mysterycitrus]

Hello since you're like the only person here I know who's in DC TikTok what are the worst things you've seen/experienced (bad takes, comments, refusing to read material, etc.)

id say the worst universal take is people refusing to read comics, and being proud that they only engage with fanfic and wfa. trying to police peoples fandom experience is unrealistic but the game of tiktok telephone is actively encouraging people not to read the source material. i think there’s a fundamental misunderstanding of how comics work there — sure, there’s a lot of them (esp for popular, 75+ yo characters like dick and bruce) but in my experience almost every comic fan on earth has a reading list prepped at all times and is ready to explain complicated events to newbies

because a lot of people who talk about batfandom in particular haven’t read the comics, when they talk about the characters what they’re saying isn’t really based in reality. the characters are boiled down to core character traits that aren’t even accurate to the specific characters, and are often reductive, degrading, or just plain silly

acting as if taking the fandom characterisations will lead to a more “diverse and nuanced” version is also hilarious when u consider how jtodd and timmy (in particular) are treated vs cass and duke and especially damian. i have witnessed racism unseen since grant morrison in the early aughts. this is not something to be proud of. please examine why ur treating the ten year old like an animal who attacks poor defenceless [redacted].

on a personal note, as a dick grayson fan rediscovering the fandom after like a five year gap, it’s been pretty upsetting to see widespread misinterpretation of his character (that is now reflected in his actual canon solo 🌝) and that a lot of his pre-existing history with other characters, his personality, and his competency has been given wholesale to someone else to make them look cooler. it drives me up the fucking wall

[loll3]

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I always loved Cats! and I’m a proud cat lady since I adopted my first tomcat Mitty when I was 5 🤍 so Cats are a great source of happiness and inspiration for me! 🌙✨

This cutie brooch owes its name to one of my fav childhood movies: Bedknobs and Broomsticks 🌝 have you ever heard of it?? the movie is about three orphans that are placed in the reluctant care of Miss Eglantine Price (the majestic Angela Lansbury) who turns out to be a would-be Witch! and she has a scary black cat named Cosmic Creeper 🖤 I always loved the concept of Cats as witch’s familiars! it gives this magical animal even more charm and mystery! …so what’s better than a cute tiny brooch to celebrate this amazing pet!

it would be a really good gift idea for each cat lover!! 👌🏻✨

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[gerryrafferty]

thank you for the tagging me @tangerinequeen19 @tenderlady @surrealisticduvet ❣️ I love when people tag me in these things because it gives me a regular excuse to talk about my interests 🌝

last song: Bleecker Street by Simon & Garfunkel. It’s their season 🍂

last book: haven’t read anything recently… I’m waiting for something to catch my eye

last movie: Conclave ✝️ ❗️

last tv show: I’ve watched all available episodes of Doctor Odyssey and English Teacher in the last week. I recommend both if you’d like some fun & whimsy in your life.

sweet/spicy/savory: my current afternoon mental health walk routine involves going to cvs and buying one of those Reese’s christmas tree things. I don’t normally like that particular candy item but I simply can’t resist when it’s novelty shaped

relationship status: yearning 💭

last thing I searched: ‘toto wolff interview’. was trying to figure out the source of some vague posting i was seeing on my dash. many cases.

current obsession: ridge rush olipops 🏔️

looking forward to: Friendsgiving. It’s going to be a smaller group this year, just the core besties, and I’m really excited about it 🥹

tagging @goldslick @pumpkinpdf @weareonejazzhand @lindamccartneysstrap if you’d like to share 🦋

[hysteria-things]

https://www.tumblr.com/hysteria-things/758983386484424704/i-locked-him-and-im-pretty-sure-he-got-a-new?source=share

I did now <3

I swear idk why he's begging for me back as if he didn't cheat on me and then tell a whole son story on how it was an accident🌝

-🩹

he gives me this kind of vibe.

[thesensteawitch]

Full Moon In Aries Guidance (29th September, 2023)🌝🔥

Pick A Pile Reading

Take A Deep Breath And Choose!

(Pile 1, Pile 2, Pile 3)

Hello, Senstea Souls!

I hope you're all doing great. This is a full moon reading that marks the beginning of Autumn Season. Pick a pile and read the message. It's a collective reading.

Take what resonates and leave what doesn't.

Pile 1

Cards- 7 of cups, Temperance, 10 of pentacles, The World

Hello, my beautiful pile 1. This full moon is asking you to understand that what did not work out for you worked for you. You are somebody who has a lot of desires and wishes. You dream big. But because you have so many things that you want to achieve you feel frustrated. From your dream list, you may be able to act upon a few of them. And what frustrates you is the fact that you have to balance between things as you're handling so much at one time. And you also feel a lot of resentment towards yourself as there are wishes on the list that you aren't able to act upon yet. See my dear pile 1 the message is that you can do anything but not EVERYTHING! You have to let go of the controlling attitude. You can't control everything that happens in your life. The reason why your wish did not come true is because God/Source was protecting you. So this full moon, work on letting go of past achievements and failures. Do one thing at a time. Focus! Communicating with your family or friends may be of help. I see that your family is always there for you. It can be blood family or your soul family. Your life is demanding you to start a new chapter but you are a bit hesitant. A thought of somebody or something important to you is stopping you from starting this new journey. Some of you may need to move out of town or start your own business. You need to heal yourself to heal the situation. This is not the time to put bandaids on the bullet holes. Do not start this journey wounded. Give yourself time to heal. Go for a vacation or do something exciting at your home. Journal about what you truly feel.

I am sending letters to people who need healing and guidance. Drop a ‘🩷’ or ‘Letter’ in the comments and I will drop a message in your Tumblr inbox. The letter will only cost $2.

Pile 2

Cards- 9 of swords, 10 of swords, The Magician, 9 of wands

Hello, my dear pile 2. First of all, tell me how are you doing? For a minute I went silent looking at your cards. I am sorry but it pissed me off. There are serious self-worth issues here! And I mean it! It's SERIOUS! What on earth are you thinking? You're doubting the vision you have for yourself, someone you are capable of becoming in the future. I see that you also struggle with money. My heart is with you pile 2. You can be the magician of your life. But you're disappointed because people are not even appreciating all the magic you have created till now. But who needs others to validate our magic? You need to have faith in your capabilities first. Believe me when I say this, your mind is your greatest enemy right now. It's fooling you and you're letting it! Your soul, heart, and mind must be your allies, not enemies. This full moon is asking you to release the hurt that you and someone else have inflicted upon you. My advice is to surrender to the divine and have faith in his plans. Keep doing the right thing, keep performing your magic. Don't put so much pressure on your shoulders. Listen to your higher self. You already are who you think you should be. I don't know why but I am also getting the message that you need to start focusing on making yourself financially strong. This full moon you need to make a long-term plan for your career. And allow yourself to genuinely rest. Take care of your health. I mean it! God bless you.

I am sending letters to people who need healing and guidance. Drop a ‘🩷’ or ‘Letter’ in the comments and I will drop a message in your Tumblr inbox. The letter will only cost $2.

Pile 3

Cards- 4 of cups, Queen of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, 7 of swords

Hello, my beautiful pile 3. So this full moon in Aries you're asked to get up from your work table and give a thought to the things that you have been ignoring. I see polarities here. Where everything seems good on the outside but is not. On the other hand, everything is good in your surroundings but your heart can't accept it. So to avoid confronting and seeing the truth of the situation you throw yourself into work. No doubt that you work hard. But now is not the time to keep working blindly as if there's nothing more to this world. Do not start a new project trying to excuse yourself. Your mind is tricking on you. This full moon ask yourself what is that you need to release. Your problem is that you do not even know what's there to release. You aren't allowing yourself to feel the hurt someone else has caused you. You can't see that your mind is tricking you. It's a coping mechanism. Your mind thinks that you won't be able to handle the truth so it is trying to put you in a delusion. It's time that you realize the truth and let it go. Forgive someone and move on. Use this time to reflect upon your life patterns and see what you're missing. There's a blessing in your cards. You are blessed. I also feel that you are very disciplined. I really admire that quality. But your subconscious needs your attention now.

I am sending letters to people who need healing and guidance. Drop a ‘🩷’ or ‘Letter’ in the comments and I will drop a message in your Tumblr inbox. The letter will only cost $2.

I hope you found this reading helpful.🐦

You can subscribe to my newsletter for free and receive helpful tips for Full Moon in Aries.

[lqfiles]

lowkey haechan.. 🤫🤫 https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTNewUGL7/

LMAOOOO HIGHKEY HIM when y/n gets fired from her 7th job and her only source of income is haechan WELL YES 🌝🌝

haechan: it’s hot how jobless you are and rely on me

y/n probably: what the fuck is wrong with you

[lazarus0repulse]

I don't know why February 7 is associated to my blessed goddess, but I might as well post 🌔

(it's already Feb 8 in the Philippines but still Feb 7 in my goddess' homeland)

Below are 3 of the moon pics I took this night before it rained.

Poetry I made after the sudden events that happend to me (thesis, and getting attacked by some local gangsters)...

February 7 Selíni posting.

(Feb 7 according to some sources is a day dedicated to the Moon)

"Even if all else is against me, you are there for me"

- a poem by Me

*After all that I have been through in my life

*I still don't know why, why is everything a challenge

*Why is my life full of such pain, woe, and strife.

*Life is indeed such an everlasting challenge

*The time I was attacked by unsuspecting gangsters

*The hardness of school challenges are up ahead

*Life is full of unexpected and painful pranksters

*Then there's the point where I am loosing my head

*But when I go outside even at the cloudiest of night

*I go wait for the clouds to move even the slightest

*Just to see a little flicker of your gentlest lunar light

*Or to see you shine at your full radiant brightest

*Yet life is hard and and it won't get any easier

*For there are indeed many obstacles ahead of me

*But when I see you my life gets a little brighter

*Oh My Beloved moon your light heals me

*Life maybe full of strife, but that is life.

*As long as I live I will look up at thee

*For you are a friend, the foe of strife

*The ever radiant and shining Selene

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Even though it was cloudy, she decided to visit even just for a little while, and I'm happy about it.

I must say whatever her phase she is always beautiful

And she is almost full 🌝 🤗

[liv45no]

Interviewer: so how did you and Félix get together?

Kagami: I was about to throw a chair at him but he has huge green eyes and I’m a sucker for those

[starrihan]

https://www.tumblr.com/starrihan/778415657483190272/scenario-a-nerdy-girl-who-is-secretly-obsessed?source=share Give me part two or I'll kidnap you? 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺

Ah listen to me. Maybe part two should have aftercare too🌝! Taesan will hug you and say "no need to cry, I won't leave you, pretty,"

Forgive me because I'm crazy 😔🙏

You’re forgiven because I’m also crazy? (but kidnap me if you must i will not object)

Idk something about mean dom! Taesan making you cry and then being so nice and caring afterwards is delicious 😋

Also are you the same anon that requested the original post??

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You're shaking in the bathroom, still shocked at the events that just occurred. You frantically clean up your mess, the embarrassment washing over you again as you recall the way you came all over his fingers. Looking in the mirror you gasp at your current state. Hair frizzy and messed up, mascara running down your cheeks and eyeliner smudged in the corners.

You quickly dry your still-wet face and use the napkins to get rid of any smudging, trying to salvage what's left of your makeup by patting the surrounding foundation onto the stained areas. You try to calm your nerves but it fails as you find yourself slightly shaking as you walk back into the large lecture hall. You look around, finding Taesan already staring at the door, the smirk on his face as he keeps eye contact with you a little overwhelming.

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Your nervousness never settles as the clock ticks seem louder than usual, serving as a constant reminder at how agonizingly slow time seemed to be going by. You were nervous for what Taesan wanted from you after class, but you were even more nervous at the fact that you've been growing increasingly needier as time went on, panties ruined.

The sound of students closing their laptops and zipping up their bags snapped you out of your thoughts. You quickly packed up your things, not that there was any point in bringing them out anyways since you didn't even pay attention. Hopefully today's material wouldn't be on your next exam.

You take your time, waiting for everyone to leave the hall before making your way down the ramp, scanning the hall for Taesan. You furrow your brows as you see no sign of anyone outside the classroom, your need being replaced by irritation.

"Did you think I left? That wouldn't be very nice of me, would it?"

His voice behind you made you jump, noticing that his hands look wet and blushing as you realized that he just came from the bathroom, your neediness clouding your judgement. You turn around, shaking your head as you stand there awkwardly, not knowing what to do.

"You're awfully quiet now that you're not moaning my name."

You burn up even more, not knowing how to act around the one person that's made you cum more times than you know, more times than he knows. But his cockiness just brought something out of you that you couldn't figure out. You roll your eyes.

"Oh, feisty are we?"

"Shut up..."

He chuckles, getting close to your face, lips just barely ghosting over your own.

"And if I don't? Then what? Will you take away the honor of letting me hear your sweet voice moan my name again?"

You look away, not being able to stare at his captivating eyes any longer.

"C'mon sweetheart, I will get you to moan my name again."

He grabs your wrist, smooth but gentle as he walks you to what you assume is his apartment building. Once inside his room, you can't help but stare at all of his posters. Black walls adorned with posters of My Chemical Romance, Mötley Crüe and other bands that you didn't recognize.

A yelp leaves your body as he suddenly appears behind you, hands wrapping around your figure, sliding the backpack off of your shoulders.

"Relax baby, why are you so nervous?'

The way he makes you feel, how your burns up at just the slightest touch by him. None of this felt real.

"This is my first time ever doing something like this... with someone I've just met."

"For someone who you just met you sure acted like you knew me, at least well enough to moan my name in the bathrooms for anyone to hear."

"Will you let that go?"

You scoffed, getting tired of the constant waves of embarrassment crashing over you.

"I can't. Usually the girls that want me say it to my face. You're... interesting. Maybe you're a stalker for all I know."

You can't deny how he must've felt, knowing you'd probably feel weirded out if you heard a stranger moaning your name in the bathroom.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for anyone, esepcially you, to hear me being—"

"—a pervert?"

Like a mallet to a gong, you feel your heart pang in your chest. The idea of being called a pervert by your crush was the ultimate form of humiliation, the tears flowing from your eyes instantly.

"I— I'm s-so... sorry, I— I can't believe I—"

But he didn't seem angry or weirded out. Instead, he walked over to you, placing a hand on your waist before leaning in to close the gap between you. You breath hitches in your throat, unable to process his actions, eyes fluttering shut.

"Don't be embarrassed baby, I liked it."

He says after pulling away, diving back in to kiss along your jaw and neck. His actions now are much gentler than they were before, hands slowly moving down to cup your ass under your skirt. You gasp, moving your head to the side to allow him more room to continue his kisses on your neck, hands brushing through his hair as you pull him in closer, your front pressing against his hardening length.

"Fuck Y/N,"

He growls into your neck. He moves one hand to your clothed clit, smirking into your neck when he feels how soaked you are through your panties, your almost silent moans like candy to his ears.

"Oh you must really like me,"

The tears are still steadily flowing down your cheeks, not able to conceal your shame. But the more humiliated you feel, the more turned-on you find yourself getting, and he notices it too with the way you grind your hips into his fingers.

He leads you to the bed, lips never leaving your neck as you feel the back of your legs hit the bed. He instructs you to lay down, laughing as you try to wipe away the tears. He takes his pants off before kneeling on the ground, pulling you down towards his mouth. His fingers ghost over your pussy, his breath hot against your core.

"What a crybaby. But you like it when I shame you, don't you? You like when I call you a little pervert, huh?"

He moves your panties to the side, pressing his fingers against your now-exposed slit and rubbing along your folds. You violently shake your head 'no.'

"Oh yeah? Then why are you so restless every time I say something to embarrass you? You like crying for me? You like it when I humiliate you."

You continue to shake your head, but you know he's right and he knows he's right, watching as you squirm at the contact.

"Should I give my little crybaby what she wants? Or should I punish her for being a little creep who cums to the thought of me, a stranger, when she's alone?"

Again, shaking your head no, you throw your head back when his lips touch your clit in a gentle kiss, praising the small contact for keeping you sane. He moves your panties to the side, teasing your clit with his tongue as his fingers swirl over your sopping hole.

"T-Taesan..."

You moan and it's like a band snaps within him, pushing two fingers past your walls and sucking on your clit like its a ring pop (😉). Arching your back off of the bed, you cry out his name even louder, tears flowing from raging pleasure instead of shame. Your orgasm is quickly approaching, but he notices, pulling out before you can release.

The salty taste from your tears permeates your mouth, choking back sobs as he rips your orgasm away from you. But he stands up, quickly discarding his boxers and your panties before pulling you close by your thighs, lining up his dick with your entrance. He teases you more leaving you to grip the sheets, white-knuckling them as he slowly pushes himself in you. The sigh of relief you let out brings a smile to both of your faces, both entirely too worked up.

He feels your walls pulsing around him, relishing in the feeling before thrusting slowly at first, waiting for you to adjust before picking up the pace.

“Fuck… Taesan…”

“Shit princess, you sound like an angel with my name rolling off your tongue,”

He grunts between thrusts causing you to whimper and whine for him. He takes the chance to lean down, scooping you up to press another kiss to your lips. You moan into his mouth, allowing him to explore with his tongue. You take note of how strong he actually, something that’s not very noticeable about him upon first glance. The constant flutter of your walls around him let him know that you’re close, slowing down his thrusts.

“Tell me, do you think you deserve to cum after being a freak in the bathroom? After shamelessly grinding into my hands when I was degrading you? Don’t you think you should at least apologize?”

You try your best to form words for an apology, but the only thing on your mind is him, the words lost on your tongue as his slow yet deep thrusts cloud your mind.

“Seems that you’ve gone stupid from my questions,”

He tsks but speeds up again, watching as you cry harder for him. With a couple more thrusts, you’re screaming his name like it’s the only word you know. Jolts running up and down your body as you continue to cum for another 20 seconds, hitting even harder since he denied you of it earlier. He quickly pulls out of you, dropping your thighs and stroking himself a few more times, finishing on your skirt.

“I bet you won’t even wash it when you get home. You’ll probably use it to get off again, am I right? My little perverted girl.”

You felt like you were going to pass out from heat exhaustion, the heat of your embarrassment and shame continuing to run through you at his constant degrading. You find it in yourself to sit up, but harder being able to hold it together, the overwhelming feelings of pleasure, guilt and shame washing over you and culminating in a waterfall of tears pouring from your eyes.

“I— I’m really sorry Taesan… for being a creep and moaning for you in the school bathrooms. I feel so ashamed and I understand if you think I’m weird and gross. I can leave, I—“

He leans over you, shushing you by placing his finger over your mouth.

“Shh, no need to cry pretty, I’m not going anywhere, and I don’t want you to go anywhere.”

He looks at you, wiping the never-ending tears off your face.

“It’s really okay, I’m kinda perverted myself for liking it and walking in on you if you think about it.”

He laughs, making you feel a little better as you start to smile with him. He gives you a kiss on the forehead, grabbing tissues to help clean you up.

“And I’m sorry about the skirt, I can wash it if you’d like.”

You wince at his touch, but let him clean you as you sit up. Once the both of you are fully cleaned off, he stands you up, giving you a hug, much to your confusion.

“I don’t really know you Y/N, but this was the best sex I’ve had with a stranger.”

You relax into his touch, hugging him back.

“Thank you? I guess I can say the same, I’ve never had sex with a stranger before.”

He laughs at your honesty, pulling away and smiling down at you.

“We should hang out again, like this or just as friends. I mean, perverts should hang out with other perverts, right?”

And you slap his chest, still embarrassed about the whole situation.

“I’m not sleeping with you again.”

You tease, but you both know this isn’t the last you’re going to be seeing of each other.

༄ ༄ ༄

Zoo wee mama

I did not expect to add this much crying and degradation but, oops? (take a shot every time the words 'embarrassed,' 'shame,' or its variants are used) this was longer than the original post but I will be thinking about this for the rest of the night, thank you

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[tojiscrack]

HEYYY

how have you been???

i just finished the last chapter and i can’t wait the angst and all the stuff coming!!

btw i loved the megumi and mamaguro scene..

i feel he can be vulnerable with her and it’s so damn cute!!! the whole scene is cute!!

please don’t let sukuna hurt our little boy again!!

a lot of kisses for you 💕💖😽🫶

HIII, i’m well! it’s 5:56am where i am rn and i woke up super early to study (gonna start in like 10 mins after i’m done answering this!) <3

GIRL I CAN’T WAIT FOR THE ANGST EITHER, LET ME TELL YOU 😭 i feel like such a sloth with my update schedule i swearrrr

and i’m sooo happy you loved the scene with megumi and his mum, i was struggling with writing it ‘cause we have no source material for any of their interactions so… it means a lot to me that you liked it enough to lmk! 😫💕 i was gonna scrap that scene altogether

‘please don’t let sukuna hurt our little boy again’ — i see ur request and i respect it 🫡 it was necessary for the plot but sukuna shall never injure any our characters ever again (hopefully? unless i decide that i need to switch up the plot a little). but as far as i’m concerned, as of now, i have no plans to hurt have that thing hurt megumi ever again 🌝

sending lots of love ur way, this was such a nice message to see in the early hours of the day 😋🫶🏽

[meowiary]

This is an introduction post!! Hello and welcome to my page ‹𝟹

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐 SO.. WHO AM I?

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ Call me Evren, Sunny or Roxy!

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I'm eighteen! 6th of May, 2006.

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ My pronouns are they/them and she/her and i am genderfluid, and panromantic demisexual!

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I'm taurus! ♉︎

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I'm an INTP

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I'm an ADHD'er, and i also suffer from social anxiety, generalized anxiety disorder and panic attacks

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I'm a Pleiadian starseed with Sirian and Arcturian influences, and an indigo child!

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ Stars are a huge comfort source to me

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ I am a cat person!

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐 COOL BUT.. MORE DETAILS?

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ I'm interested in philosophy, astronomy, psychology, spirituality, videogames, animangas, art and music

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ I'm in fnaf, hunter x hunter, bungo stray dogs, obey me, a date with death, homicipher, mouthwashing, bad parenting, vocaloid, my little pony, proseka, tkatb, squid game fandoms

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ My hobbies are playing the piano, journaling, singing (and sometimes even rapping), drawing, and doing random small researches on topics i love (is that a hobby? For me it is! Lol)

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ I listen to many artists and genres but mainly rock and metal, kpop or classical music these days; my fav bands are Ghost and Stray Kids but i also enjoy Rammstein, Slipknot, Korn, Bullet For My Valentine, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Skillet, Set It Off, (G)idle, Newjeans, Ludovico Einaudi, Evgeny Grinko and so on

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐 ANYTHING IMPORTANT TO KNOW?

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ Do not interact if you fit the basic DNI criteria and straight up rude and ignorant

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ While my page is not strictly NSFW, i will reblog NSFW posts every once in a while. So if you are a minor, or uncomfortable with these topics, it would be good if you didnt interact with my page :)

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ Since my social battery runs out quickly, (yes, even in online) you may or may not get late replies from me at times. Please dont be insistent if that happens and just be patient with me! (It also scares me)

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ I want to keep my page a safe space for myself and you guys so i'd very much appreciate respectful conversations instead of unnecessary arguments ^^

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ Jokingly flirting with me is pretty much okay dont seriously flirt with me especially if we are not close!

꒰ ☁️ ꒱ I would appreciate it if you dont give advices to me if i didnt ask for it :]

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐 WHAT TO EXPECT FROM MY PAGE?

꒰ ☀️ ꒱ Well, this page will basically be my silly little world so you can pretty much expect anything.. if im up to it. But the main things you can expect are some yappings, some ventings, some art, and reblogs!

꒰ ☀️ ꒱ The hastags are:

➜ ✎ᝰ. evren's yappings for my random thoughts and rants and everything on that context

➜ 𓇢𓆸 evren's crying corner for my vents

➜ ⋆｡˚𖦹 evren's art haven for my artworks

➜ evren's rbs 🌝 for SFW reblogs

➜ evren's rbs 🌚 for NSFW reblogs (please block it if you are a minor!)

THATS ALL! EVREN IS OUT IN 3... 2... 1...

💥💥💥💥

[birthdaycakeplate]

same anon asking for Blitzbee fic recommendations, tried to message you but unfortunately your account is set to only people you follow doing that.

but hmmm, I'd say my personal taste in fics are actually slow burns, I really like fics that focus on Blitzwing and Bee forming an unlikely relationship based on their 'home lives' in a sense of it, where neither are understood and often viewed as annoyances/loose canons leading both to a feeling of isolation and a mild desperation/willingness to connect with anyone even at the risk of 'treason' for interacting with the other side.

I also enjoy the progression for Blitzwing of seeing Bumblebee as a harmless amusement to him somehow becoming a bit of a hyper focus that causes the big bad con to develop some empathy and *gasp* morals.

Meanwhile Bee is just a cocky little bastard who refuses to accept Blitzwing as the actual threat he is and then feelings are caught when his view of the world is shifted and he finds out Decepticons are also actually just people with complex feelings and motivations (also bonus if break down of autobots 'all warbuilds are evil because' bs is broken down)

I realize now I'm rambling so apologies its just a very fun ship to babble about.

If I was to ask for any fic, if you could set one in your Nemesis AU that be amazing, the size difference you give in that is spectacular like omg I stare so politely.

Also the concept is just very fun to me and I'd love to see that au world expanded.

As for spicy content I don't really have any ideas? Sorry I'm actually terrible at writing it my only preferences are Blitz top and preferably consensual.

for ease if we keep talking like this I'll sign off as

Curiosity

GOD, of course I invited you to talk with me and then blocked you from doing that elekkeem 🌝 I think I fixed my messaging where I’ll get your stuff now, if you’d like to try again 😭 I swear I’m always this dysfunctional.

But anyway, your message here is good, true, andfantastic. I CRY. Your view on the ship is perfect and pure D,8

I LOVE when Blitzwing is stunned when his desire to squash the useless yellow gnat and be done with him is suddenly evaporated by the sudden realization this guy is slowly becoming the only thing in his life fun and full of life (and kind of precious if he’s being honest, ok???). Because their chemistry is crazy- they’re both wrekcless little freaks when left to their own devices, but full time loyal, fucked up little creatures to the ones closest to them. The handful Blitzwing can afford to let in to his life, even if ‘friends’ isn’t the word he’d use, and the few Bumblebee can make real connections with, when he’s a mischievous ant with a complex to make ‘something great’ of himself.

But he already IS great and bad boy Blitzwing needs to make it his immediate life’s goal to get that through to him and give him lots of love. (I ramble, too, you’re in good company)

I’m bad at stating my thoughts, I get overwhelmed when it’s my own emotions. But I typed and retyped something along the lines of how I’m noticing we have lots of similarities here in terms of what our favorite flavor of Blitzbee is 🩷🩷🩷 I bet lots of ppl who read this would agree with you and appreciate you throwing out there the love language of these complete messes of men✨

Does that mean my attempt to translate these tastes into fiction beside my ideas will make for good reading and also provide you a happy source of top Blitz/blitzbee? God, I HOPE so. You deserve it and I’m going to try.

I have the first chapter half written, because-

OH MY GOD, YOU LIKE MY AUTBOTS JOIN THE NEMESIS AU STUFF EKEKKEE

OoooOOOHhhh aAHHHHHHHH

I SCREEEEEEAM 💕💕💕 thank you???!!! That means so much to ME and makes me insanely happy, because I was so surprised when you said that, and I REALIZED how amazing it is to hear a thing like that. That I’ve got a thing going I didn’t imagine would become liked enough for a fic request for it.

I’m hoping to finish this first chapter by next Friday. Probably sooner than that? But I’m scared life won’t allow it. Thanks for your messages💕

(The other anons who messaged me, too, about some top Blitzwing fic stuff, I see you and I’m elated to hear from so many of you, thank you✨)