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kinneys · 19 days ago

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Well I was right to be impressed by myself waiting 7 months between fics last time, as I then immediately wrote this in like 2 crazy weeks and spent many multiples of that time editing it + trying to give my wonderful beta @amanitaphalloides a break from bearing witness to my progressing insanity about this ship. In my [extremely limited] defence, technically I have only written canon divergency so far, so here is something fully canon compliant. Yes this has gone past the cry for help stage but what can you do. <3

This fic is 100% sex-as-character-study charting the relationship trajectory in canon. Epub with graphic cover here.

#jason bourne #marie kreutz #jason x marie #well. yes. run out of excuses. i simply think they are neat.#if you count the like 20k+ i wrote when i was 12 i have written like a novel's worth about them. i just have a lot to say. they compel me.#yes when i was 12 i wrote a 20k fic about her not dying which had like some attempt at a CIA plot. its on ffnet to this day #and i vividly remember writing it in my school library so my dad who showed me these movies could not walk in on me #sorry to him. and myself #anyway i promise this is better written #although it is literally just sex scenes fwiw #my fic #my bourne stuff #my picspams #my stuff

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bigweldindustries · 8 months ago

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going through the hades 2 stuff and im sorry but i just have to ramble a second because look at Hephaestus

he's not just a wheelchair user but also an amputee. an above knee amputee. wheelchair users are already next to nonexistant in video games but amputees exist in this really...disheartening? spot where they're pretty much just reduced to "person with a cybernetic limb" - it's always just somewhere from "just a cool visual design" to flat out "superpower". I can't think of a video game amputee that is actually disabled by their limb differences - I'm all for futuristic worlds where prosthetics and other disability aids are far advanced from what they are now, but that's not really what's implied by these designs. They're just... Cool designs that in no way reflect on the real-world experience of being an amputee.

Look at Hephaestus, though. Look at that prosthetic. Whilst stylised it very much looks like it functions like common mechanical knees - knee bends when thigh is lifted, knee straightens when thigh is lowered. He's a wheelchair user as well as a prosthetic user - every prosthetic user I know is also a wheelchair user as a prosthetic is not usable in every occasion and also cause exhaustion and pain if used constantly.

Whilst we can't see much of his wheelchair the position he's sat in and the wheels very much evoke active wheelchair to me - this carries on to very specifically the thickness of his arms. Whilst a lot of Hades designs are muscular Hephaestus has very noticeably thick arms - which makes sense, as active wheelchairs require a lot of arm strength.

Just overall this design is making me want to cry - he's not just an actual wheelchair user in a video game, he's a realistic depiction of an amputee, a disability usually brushed over in order to give a character a fun design quirk and nothing else. He's fat and he's hot and he's a realistic depiction of an above knee amputee. Oh my god. Oh my god?

#axel grinds on #hades 2 #hephaestus hades #sorry i need to get this out of my system im going to eat my ELBOWS #i am not an amputee myself #but my dad is an above knee amputee and i know many amputees through him #and i just need to point out. this design. this DESIGN #greatest hits

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frakes · 2 months ago

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