#sorry this stuff is addictive
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still experimenting with the ✨retro✨ vibe
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I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.
#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#kinda depressing#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#self h@rm#self h@te#self h4te#mental illness#vent#sh#sh cvt#cvtting addict#i wanna cvt#i want to cvt
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i just wish you met me before all these bad things happened to me
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#disordered eating mention#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#sad thoughts#substance abuse#shitpost#addiction#anxienty#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#tw depressing stuff#tw drugs#bpd feels#ed culture#sorry for being depressing
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I just want to stop suffering
#bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#love addiction#love#bpd feels#bpd safe#bpd stuff#actually bpd#borderline problems#bpd culture is#borderline culture is#actually borderline#vent post#vent#im dead#im dying#i'm tired#i'm sorry
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2024 is the year I heal
2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet
#ed not sheeren#depressing shit#cvtaddict#sa#vent#ptsd recovery#r@pe#thinspø#i will reach my ugw#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#depressiv#anxitey#i want to cvt#sh cvt#cvtting addict#self h@rm#self£harm#tw self destruction#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate
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Don't give up. Don't be a quitter, a spitter.
Follow through on what you started.
Swallow.
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#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#thank you for the tutorial#suggestive#hes saying this while spraying cleaning supplies at my face#putting soap in my mouth for the things ive written#sorry for the next tags#no regrets#I cant stop drinking oil. I CANT stop drinking oil..#I just can't stop I can't stop drinking crude oil#I just can't stop I can't stop drinking crude oil. You know the black stuff that comes in barrels? I can't stop drinking it.#I just cant! It's TANTALIZING#its ADDICTING! It is... A DELICACY I LOVE IT I cant stop drinking oil#<- these tags + this post = the result of gabe + v1 + me being locked in a room for 5 mins#its all over the screen. and the floor. and me. the military will be arriving soon.
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I wish I could throw up my heart
#birdie's chestbox#cvtting addict#self destruction#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i want to cvt#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#sh cvt#beans cvt#self h@te#send help#self mutalition#self h@rm#daddy issues#male validation
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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I remember reading a fic a long time ago where a bunch of wackos tried to sacrifice Merlin as an offering to summon Emrys, without knowing Merlin WAS Emrys. (I am so sorry I can never remember the fics I am inspired by).
I just have had that fic bouncing around in my head, with my version of the concept being through the "sacrifice", Merlin kinda loses consciousness and his magic goes haywire, going somewhat out of control (no violence, just think overgrowth of nature), and when Merlin comes to, Arthur and the knights are freaking out. They are acting like they are talking to The Lord Emrys, not realizing it is still Merlin. Shenanigans/Misunderstandings ensue where Arthur wants to get His Merlin back and Merlin doesn't know how to break the news that not only does he have magic, he is also Emrys.
#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin fanart#merlin emrys#Sorry that i cannot ever remember the fic names#i read stuff then forget to save it#this would be merthur in my brain cause I'm addicted
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I wish it would stay good. Instead I’m stuck in a never ending cycle of highs and dangerously low lows
#I don’t want to be on the verge of killing myself every few days#actually mentally ill#mental illness#tw sui ideation#suic1de#baby cvts#cvtblr#deep cvts#small cvts#thigh cvts#arm cvts#cvt#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#i need to cvt#i wanna cvt#new cvt#sh cvt#cvtting addict#selfharrrm#self h@rm#self mutalition#tw self destruction#cvutting#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressiv#mentally fucked
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evil yaoi nation is this anything
#do you jnow how hard it was to NOT use msi im fr addicted. but i have an evil playlist for them..... taking over my brain sorry chat#fop#fools gold#fop a new wish#peri fairywinkle cosma#dale dimmadome#i might make my own clips/scenepacks since its kinda hard to find stuff
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dont think i posted him oops
#my highlighters are addicting sorry#colorsss#sth#doodles#ive been doodling stuff from dream team btw (only watched the cutscenes though)#ill get to posting those once i finish em#still down with the sickness. ooh ah ah ah ah
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day 48367 of blue hydrangeas domestic life au being my most favorite au everrr… we’re going shopping!!! ^_^
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taglist: (interact with this post/let me know wherever if you’d like to be added or removed!! first time doing this thank you guys eeee 💗💗💗)
@hauntedhallwayzzz @artistlara @melomacaron @milkmallow28 @champmorado @heartofbalemoon @astral-express-family @sunflawyer
#this took WAY TOO LONG BUT I’M HAPPY TO SEE US HAPPY…. i have a love hate relationship with backgrounds. drawing them is therapeutic#-sometimes#i drew this inbetween comms so i think that’s why it felt so so long…#a few of the snacks have actual counterparts too#like the one im holding is yamyam choco sticks…. my beloved forever and no1 snack when i was in gradeschool i was ADDICTED to that stuff#even though our cafeteria sold it for so much i felt like i was robbed everytime#alsoo the shopping checklist- the blue ink is her while red is mine#she’s a picky eater to me so there’s that small sad face on the spinach which is so cute to me but like Im sorry you need to eat vegetables#her handwriting is also more messier because she’s more used to typing rather than writing with pen. she has almost 200 wpm To me….#❥ blue hydrangeas#my art#self ship art#self ship#self shipping#f/o x s/i#self shipping art
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I don't know how much longer I can live like this
#bpd#bpd fp#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#love addiction#love#bpd feels#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd safe#love vent#vent post#vent#living with borderline#lovers#borderline culture is#bpd culture is#im dead#im dying#i'm tired#i'm sorry#im dyin rn
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"sharon... it seems that i have become...soft"
#guilty gear#slayer guilty gear#slayer#my art#IVE BEEN NEGLECTING TO UPLOAD MY GG STUFF HERE#sorry im like deeply addicted to drawing slayer as cute as possible#but i need this man. as a plushie. arcsys please consider it ill buy one#look at him. hes so dandy
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Watched Mat play the Kindergarten 3 early demo on his last livestream so I immediately had to draw my boi Nugget. He seems to be having fun.
#kindergarten#kindergarden game#kindergarten 3#kindergarten nugget#gtlive#the fact that he's immune to eating the suspicious goo but we aren't and can actually die from it is so funny to me#will there be a lore reason why he's totally unaffected or does his natural weirdness make him immune to all other weird stuff#actually i wonder if his pill addiction or him having been exposed to the goo before has something to do with it... hhmmmmm#anyway i haven't drawn nugget in YEARS and have none of my past drawings so i had to quickly think up how to draw him again#hopefully he looks nuggety enough. i made sure to add nuggets and have his name in the background to be sure XD#this is kinda a rush job sorry lol#momento doodles 'n sketches
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