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The ending of the Librarians was ....interesting. Like the fourth and final season just reset itself?? It ends at a beginning. What does that mean for the events of the season?
They haven't happened yet. Do they happen "again" but different somehow? Example, the quest to find the stones of Alexandria wouldn't happen cause the stones are already in the Library. And anything with Nicole will be different cause she's a good guy now.
Another example, the noir episode. Maybe I'm wrong or not remembering correctly, but I'm pretty sure that because Flynn and Eve tethered to the Library that means they may not be going on adventures as often? So instead of them getting trapped in that noir movie, maybe Jake and Cassandra do? Which would be a fun Jassandra AU tbh.
Or do Jeff and Jenkins still switch places? Does the gang go to that camp? Maybe Nicole goes with them instead of Eve. Which could be fun and would be interesting to see how she works with the LITs now that she's a good guy.
And since it all began with the tethering ceremony there's no which one of the LITs is going to tether with Baird. So no Trial of the One?
Some stuff would be the same, but that same stuff would also be different. And... yeah there's just a lot to unpack there.
#the librarians#the librarians tnt#the librarians spoilers#flynn carsen#eve baird#colonel eve baird#nicole noone#flynn x eve#eve x flynn#jacob stone#jake stone#cassandra cillian#jassandra#ezekiel jones#jenkins#librarians jenkins#sorry this got a bit rambley
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i wanna jump in on the bat x pjo au! (absolutely obsessed with it btwā¦ the jason and cass being kids of nemesisā¦ā¦ā¦ galaxy brain)
(and forgive me if youve already said in a prev maybe)
but do any of the kids have additional demigod powers? like beyond the good at battle, understands greek, stronger than the average bear etc but like how percy can create hurricanes :)
i might have gone over some of their powers in separate posts but ive never really gone into depth on any of them :)
i donāt really want to give them super strong powers (like nothing on the level as the Seven lol). i think them having small sway over things would be best. (btw im going through each cabin's abilities on the pjo wiki :D)
dick as a child of hermes has a bit of increased speed, im not sure how much though lol. definitely stealthier and can sense traps and different locks and stuff. hes probably also pretty persuasive.
babs- since she isn't a demigod but instead a blessed mortal is a bit different from all of them. @pooky-chan sent me a great ask about apollo and babs and her blessing which i thought was very yummy! so babs just finds it easier to find information and find connections between things a bit easier. as they put it apollo "greases the wheels".
jason and cass's powers would be similar to eachother, since theyre both nemesis kids. they both have tychokinesis (what ethan nakamura has on his wiki - so directly controlling "the likelihood of things good and bad things happening to individuals to even out supposed good luck and bad luck") they can sense when people want revenge/vengeance on something.
(theres actually not a lot to go based on for powers for the children of nemesis so im not all sure on it)
its mostly their legacy powers that stick out- cass as a hades legacy can sense death and can actually feel or see a soul leaving a body. she could probably talk to the dead but it causes a physical strain on her. while not as potent as nico's, she could faintly see someones life aura. she can also blend into the shadows easier. (she cant shadow travel or have actual control over the dead.) shes basically Nico Lite (tm) (i also like to think she unconsciously makes the temperature colder when shes around :))
and jason as an asclepius legacy would be able to tell at a glance if there is something medically wrong with someone and has pretty good medical knowledge. (basically jason is a godsend in the medbay). he does have healing powers, but he probably doesnt figure them out until after he's revived. i think it would be interesting if he could only heal other people and not himself :)))) (he also unconsciously heals people) ((also also to foil cass he probably makes the temperature a bit warmer. like how being healed feels warm :DD)
(tim im a little unsure on atm. hes def a child of aphrodite but i do also want to incorperate athena in there too. i dont know if i want him to be like,, 25% aphrodite or 25% athena - basically his parents were demigods- but im still debating a bit between that and child of Venus, as the roman equivalent of aphrodite has more warlike associations - i.e battle strategy... soooo) he has better emotional insight and can sense peoples emotions. he has a light form of charmspeak thats mostly more about sounding Intelligent more than actually influencing people (like an authority bias. people are more likely to listen to him because he sounds intelligent and he knows what he's talking about- ex: if tim were to suggest someone clean something up, they probably would because well, why else would he be suggesting it? he knows what needs to be done.) hes also pretty crafty and has some more strategic intelligence in addition to his bat training lol.
stephanie i think im set on being a child of Cardea (minor roman goddess of hinges). if thats the case, pooky-chan sent another ask where they went over how broad hinges really were. so steph could manipulate hinges and since so many different things contain hinges it could really be a pretty powerful ability.
however i do like child of veritas (roman goddess of truth). in this case she would basically be a human lie detector, and also people would probably feel the need to NOT lie to her.
damian i legit have no clue. hes the one i have the least ideas on lmao. because for him i would also have to go into the LoA and bruce's parents, and both i dont really have anything im set on yet :p. definitely something with magic from the al ghul side tho!
#ughushh i dont want to go back and edit it but i think i am pretty set on tim being roman.#duke is not here because hes not a demigod like the others are :p#dick grayson#barbara gordon#jason todd#cass cain#tim drake#steph brown#damian wayne#the bat pjo au#ashbox#sorry this got a bit out of hand#also sorry if this is like.. super rambley lol
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hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii so I absolutely love your fic on ao3 (so excited for part 2) and I wanted to ask what your opinions on the finale were! I personally think that the rat grinders were deeply robbed and that it was honestly such a unkind and mean way to end that season. like was the overarching theme not redemption and that unrestrained violence isn't the answer? anyway ye would love to hear your thoughts on it
(sorry if you've already made posts about it also, feel free to ignore this if so)
ahhh!!! oh man i have SO many thoughts on it, and iāve kind of tried to keep them to dms and stuff but whoo boy. whoooo boy!!!
this got SO much longer than i expected so sorry in advance
i have sort of hit the point of reflection where iām just sad about it now. sophomore year was SUCH a lovely piece of art, and the choices and lessons made and gained were something that resonated so deeply. iāll start by saying that yeah, itās fairly obvious the second half of the season was rushed through production, and specifically after ābaronās gameā (which i expected to love but i can get into on a different post) the tone completely shifted.
the point iāve finally come to is that brennan had a LOT of ideas for this season, but ultimately it went the way it did because he wasnāt dming the season for the fans. he was doing it for his friends, and they all had fun, and if the topics had been changed or certain plot points had been altered or different it wouldnāt have seemed so flippant and disappointing when the overarching themes got missed. from a meta standpoint (and also taking into account the interview he did that came out within the past few days discussing the season) it was never supposed to be that serious, so egg on our faces for reading into things that werenāt supposed to be there.
the season specifically suffered because it had so much stuffed into it, in my opinion? plots and threads were dropped early on in favor of following the bitsāand for a dnd show run by comedians, iām sure it was really fun for everyone involved! but i could tell after a certain point that discussions were overloading and way more stuff was getting missed than being followed up on, so i think brennan got caught up in trying to tie the story up neatly for his friends, and i think some of the plot may have changed from what it was first envisioned to be (though that may just be me being waaaaay too hopeful)
it is, however, WHOLLY disappointing to me that the bad kids were so rewarded for being literal bullies all season except to each other. it was in the name of bits, sure, but god, i would have loved for the solution to have been for them to reach out to the rat grinders in that final fight with somethingļæ½ļæ½a dispel magic maybe, or a really strong persuasion check, to prove that rage isnāt always the fucking answer, especially when faced with something like this. but that was never how it was going to go and iām less mad now than just straight up sad about it. the rat grinders were just npcs made to be annoyances and obstacles and threads to follow, and we definitely as a collective tried to have more faith in the story. itās justā¦i mean, itās a dnd game. heās running it for his friends, heās lucky to get paid for it, it wasnāt about us reading the whole narrative like a book.
if the whole season had been scripted and unrushedāif it had been an actual series, for exampleāi think we would have gotten a lovely ending that satisfied almost everyone. but we got the fun ending for the players and at least half the fandom had an amazing time (maybe moreāi definitely am at fault for only really following the rat grinder fans, lbr, but i donāt feel like having to curb my feelings about them every time i see a new post about how they deserved it).
i think for me, the ending was kind of rushed and filled with cheap cop outs, but i donāt think it was meant to be any more than that. it was supposed to be fun for the players, and it was, and thatās what they were happy with. iāve really had to think about it a LOT this week though
(side note: as iāve been working on part 2 and the prequel for it, iām having to take the canon as milestones but not necessarily as fact, because there was so much unexplored there that i need to make sense when iām writing it, but i fully disagree with just completely dismissing the implications. kipperlillyās whole arc and her choosing this path wasnāt something i predicted, but it doesnāt necessarily go against what i wroteāitās just that now, with context and reflection, iām really having to sit down and explore her not as a many faceted character but instead as something that can still appear one dimensional. iām not going to completely ignore the nuances, but iām having a difficult time writing it, knowing now where the story is going to end up.)
(and fun fact, if youāve read this farāitās going to end up three parts instead of two, so publishing may be pushed off a bit longer than i wanted for the sole fact of wanting to put out parts 2&3 out at the same time. the prequel iām gonna put on the back burner for a bit though :( so if you think part 2 is going to be good, i canāt wait for the reaction to part 3, if it goes the way i want!!!)
#the box writes#d20 fhjy spoilers#SORRY THIS IS SO LONG#i hope this makes sense#it got a bit rambley i think but i donāt wanna sit on this ask because otherwise itāll triple in length LOL#inbox
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You mentioned being Italian, how did you learn to speak or at least write English so well? Your Japanese translations are also pretty good too! I want learn Italian so what would you recommend that would help learn to read and write another language?
Thank you!
The genuine answer? Fandoms. Really. I've been studying languages for most of my life (english since elementary school, french in middle and high school, german since hs and japanese since college) but so far I've only gotten truly fluent in the only language I didn't just approach from a textbook learning angle. My fluency probably also comes from speaking english the longest, but what really improved my proficiency was consuming and engaging with my passions in my target language. Something that I struggle a lot with is staying motivated in the long run. I tend to run out of steam after a while, and I lose all the progress I made. But fandoms feed on my passions, so engaging with them helps me find the motivation to keep going, while also making it less like a chore that needs to be taken care of.
I was a B1 until I graduated high school, but then I started reading copius amounts of fanfic and meta in english, and began writing my own. Reading taught me a lot of common new words I had never encountered before in my textbooks, as well as several idioms, and the longer I kept at it, the more stuff I assimilated into my vocabulary. I spent a couple of years just reading ff, not thinking I had it in me to truly begin writing in my second language, but then it sort of... Just happened. I got a fic idea late at night and wrote a 6k oneshot in one sitting during an all nighter. The fact that I was tired and inspired probably lowered my remaining inhibitions and temporarily muted that part of my brain that was self-conscious. But suddenly, english didn't seem so scary anymore. When I reread what I wrote the next day, after getting some sleep, it wasn't as agrammatical and terrible as I had feared, and that motivated me to keep doing it. I find that a lot of the time what stops us from improving is the fear of making a fool of ourselves. I also didn't comment on fanfic for years in fear of outing myself, and on the rare occasions I did, I always prefaced my comments with an apology for my english. But when you finally get in the mindframe that people don't really care about any mistakes you might make, it was really liberating. Honestly, just have fun! Who cares! Native speakers make tons of mistakes too! I can see that so clearly now.
This was around the time I got into Tokyo Ghoul meta and timidly approached my first analyses. Meta is fairly different from creative writing, but it also helped me improve because it taught me essay writing better than my english teacher marking my mistakes in angry red. When you're trying to explain a concept so that others understand it, rather than just to get a passing grade, you will attempt to break it down into easier concepts and pace it better, instead of just paying attention to SPaG. This also had the side effect of teaching me how to better sort my thoughts and get them across clearly, which has always been a struggle for me in spoken conversations. My thoughts tend to be messy, and I trip over my words a lot (in my native language too), but thinking about going from point a to point b like I'm writing an essay helps me a lot, personally.
The last step was joining a discord server in 2019. I can't stress enough how language is constantly evolving, and how slang and everyday language isn't something you can passively learn from textbooks or online courses. Those are only good as the foundation of your skills. They teach you the grammar and the basic vocabulary, but then you have to engage with real people, you know? I've always struggled to hold a conversation because I'm socially awkward, but discord is useful to me because it is a group chat, so there is less pressure on my end to keep a conversation going. Interacting with people from all over the world taught me to be less self-conscious about my skills, and meeting people of different age ranges taught me a variety of slang expressions to pass for a not-boomer myself, at least at first glance :'D
Moral of the story, do follow courses and use textbooks (those are important!), but also keep in mind those are not the be-all end-all of language proficiency, like school and academia tries so hard to teach you. If you find yourself hitting a wall and not getting any better anymore, take it as a sign your grammar is good enough to take the next step in your journey. So then, try to think of something you have fun doing. A hobby of yours. And then think of ways you can engage with it in your target language.
I had different phases in my life where I explored various things thay way. I got obsessed with a band in middle school and started watching and rewatching the videos they posted online, trying to understand everything they said. This improved my listening skills considerably. Years later I got really into WoW and I learned vocab by playing it and by looking for tutorials online. If you read a lot, consider looking for titles in that language you want to learn. Stuff like this. Listening to music, watching movies or tv series with subtitles (esp if the subtitles are in your target language too). All this stuff helps a lot! And the added plus is that for however challenging it might be at first, you'll stay motivated because it relates to something you already enjoy
#Fun fact I'm trying to apply my own advice to my german skills#And reading fanfic in german#It's been an interesting experience so far#And I can confirm it is helpful bc my vocab is much wider than it was two months ago#Tho depending on your skill level when you start out reading might be fairly challenging#So maybe try the other things first#Or reread something you've already read in your native language#Ali replies#Languages#Sorry if I got really rambley. I'm just a bit of a nerd about languages and I got excited
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Rambley x Homeless!Reader (SFW)
relationship: can be read platonically or romantically notes: the reader has no gender or pronouns used. Rambley might comes off sounding a little protective/yandere, it's entirely up to you if he's just being protective or a yandere. A/N: There's not much to work with for Rambley content but I had this little idea and it's been eating away at me so I tried to write a bit of it. I might work on the main story itself just for myself for shits and giggles.
Rambley always hates it when you leave the park. He knows you donāt have a choice, the park no longer has food and anything that had been left behind has long since molded. So he knows thereās nothing he can do about it, youāre only human after all.
Itās been forty minutes since you left, forty long minutes since Rambley saw you off at the furthest screen he could reach by the entrance. He prattled on about strangers, avoiding sketchy-looking areas, the whole spiel as if you hadnāt been surviving on your own all these years before finally taking up a home in the abandoned Indigo Park.
A whole hour and a half passed before Rambley picked up movement at the entrance, quickly flicking to life on the screen, face mushed against the screen. He saw you carrying an armful of plastic shopping bagsāand most importantly you looked unharmed.
You spot Rambley awaiting you on the screen and approach him excitedly, showing the bags of your latest outing. āI scored some good stuff!āļ»æļ»æļ»æļ»æRambley pressed his face further into the screen, his face a mix of worry and relief all in one. āYouāve been gone for one hour and thirty-two minutes!ā He leaned away from the screen but kept his hands on the edges of the screen. If he could shake the monitor you know he would. āIāve been worried sick! What if something happened to you? I-I canāt help you if that happens!ā
Although itās not uncommon for Rambley to have a little freak out every time you leave Indigo Park, this was a little more than his usual freakout. A brief look of worry washes over you as you step away and further into the park, missing Rambleyās expression as he frantically follows to a different screen as you head straight for one of the screens more at your height in the shop.
āHey, Rambley itās okay! Iām okay.ā You set the bags on the ground and give him a little spin around, showing you were completely unharmed. āIām sorry for taking longer than my usual hour.ā
Rambleyās eyes flick around the screen as he examines you, his ears pressed flat before he determines you donāt look more messy than normal. āOkayā¦ā His mood completely shifts, ears perk, and eyes curious. āSo whatcha get?!ā Surely you got good stuff if it took an extra thirty-two minutes and forty-three seconds to get.ā
Turning away from him you roll your eyes and lift the bags up, setting them on the nearby counter. āThe first aid kits here still have bandages but any ointments are expired, so I managed to get some antibacterial ointment and a little bottle of iodine.ā
The raccoon ooās and ahās each item you pull out, chin resting on his little paws with fascination and curiosity.
āThe lady was also really nice and gave me a discount for the toiletries.ā You placed down two bottles, one of shampoo and another of conditioner, as well as two cheaply wrapped bars of soap. Itād probably feel like shit on your skin but the scent was okay and it beat staying covered in filth all the time.
Beggers canāt be choosers after all.
His nose twitched slightly when he saw the soap bars, he couldnāt smell it but he just had an inkling those little bars held a cheap perfume smell to them. Stinky.
You show him a cheap little sewing kit with some thread to fix up your old clothes, a bottle of pain meds and two cheap washcloths. Rambley eyes another bag behind you that seemed far more full than this bag had been.
āWhat about that bag?ā He pokes the screen and you look at the bag heās pointing at before abandoning the items in your hand with excitement.
āAh!ā The bag rips slightly as you pull it across the countertop and open it up. āThe lady also gave me a really good deal for these cans, theyāre all dented but otherwise completely fine.ā
You hold one of the dented cans up for him to see and his face scrunched up. āIs that safe to eat still? Itās not damaged?ā
āItās not opened and thatās all I care about.ā You shrug your shoulder and start taking the cans out of the bag, rattling off the various canned goodies.
Rambleyās face shifts through each food you list off, some with curiosity and some with disgust. Thank god he canāt eat, some of those sound awful! When youāre finished showing him the cans he exhales and watches you from his usual position on screen.
āWell, Iām glad you got a lucky haul!ā He shrinks a little on-screen and fidgets with his hands. āSoā¦ this means you wonāt have to leave the park for a few days at least, yeah?ā
After you finish checking over that you werenāt missing anything you hum in thought. āI should be good for a little bit yeah, I still have the rest of my stuff.ā You glance over at the pile of things Rambley kept safe for you when you were gone, making sure it was still there.
Of course, it was, nobody but you had been dumb enough to break into the park and wander around. In hindsight youāre very grateful that you did, it led you to Rambley, which led to having a consistent place to sleep, a home.
āOh goodie!ā Rambley danced on the screen before flicking to one of the much larger screens. āHow about you put that all away and tell me about all the things you saw? Donāt leave any details out!āļ»æļ»æļ»æļ»æYou tuck your new belongings with your old ones and make yourself comfortable at the counter, not sparing a detail as you recount your trip into the city.
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Hello hello! Your writing has dragged me back into Demon Slayer(/vpos) and I got an idea, if youāre up for it! (This might be rambley so bare with me please)
What about (character(s) of your choice) with a music lover s/o or friend who gets turned into a siren-like demon? Physically speaking, maybe their skin becomes scales and they grow some fins here and there. And while theyāre still mentally present enough to be themselves rather than a mindless cryptid, perhaps they become spacey, a bit more jumpy, and find a lot of solace near water/with music. How would your characters of choice handle these changes? Especially if s/o refuses to drink blood(or at least sources it like Tamayo does) and wants to fight by their side? (Maybe their Blood Art has something to do with their voice, like a Sirenās luring voice or a Banshee scream!)
I hope thatās not too much detail, feel free to leave out/add anything and have a wonderful day/night! Thank you!!
ā”ĢāŹį“ŹŹį“(āāā”āā)ļ¾ thank you for requesting, don't worry I love a lot of details.
sorry for the wait
I viewed most of these as platonic but it can go either way
āæā¼:*ļ¾:.ļ½”..ļ½”.:*ļ½„ļ¾ļ¾ļ½„**ļ½„ļ¾ļ¾ļ½„*:.ļ½”..ļ½”.:*ļ¾:*:ā¼āæćć
If there is anything that you need Tanjiro gotchu. If you do drink blood he'll offer his if you don't that's even better. Out of everyone here he notices the changes in your personality the most. He notices your likes and dislikes and changes what he does to accommodate you.
"Y/n? you alright?" Tanjiro taps your shoulder to which you jump and turn around. Seeing that it was just him and nezuko you smile.
"Yeah why wouldn't I be?"
"We're on a mission and you were spacing out again." He sweatdropped as you took in your surroundings. It was the middle of the night, in a forest.
"Oh I'm sorry." You flush, "Did you kill the demon. I'm so sorry-"
"No no it's fine... it's just that I kinda broke my leg and I'm bleeding internally."
"OH MY GOD."
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One minute you're both talking then the next Muichirou forgets what you were talking about and you are spacing out. When he gets his memories back the first thing he remembers about you is your voice. You never tried to eat him so why should he care if you are a demon or not.
After the battle in the swordsman village, Muichirou was transported to the butterfly mansion.
"MUI-"
"Y/n don't shout this is an infirmary." Aoi scolded and you replied with a meek sorry.
the moment the two of you made eye contact, his eyes lit up. His best friend was waiting for him and he could clearly remember everything about anything.
You waited for Aoi to finish setting Muichirou in a room before you sat at his side and talked to him.
"Y/n can you sing the song that you're always humming."
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Rengoku believes that if nezuko can be a non-human-eating demon then there is a chance for you to be one too. Once he knows you're harmless he brings you around senjuro.
You were a former demon slayer and or close friend(or S/o) to the flame hashira, Your families were close.
"Senjuro you remember Y/n, don't you?"
"Oh no did something happen to them."
"Well not exactly she um-" cue you (who was standing in the shadows of the Rengoku estate) stepping out into the sunlight and getting burnt.
You gave Senjuro a heart attack when he saw you.
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Genya doesn't know how to react. It takes him days to figure out how to deal with literally everything. Man is walking on eggshells around you.
He literally just stares at you.
"Um genya... your creeping me out."
In the blink of an eye he snaps out of it and his face goes red.
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mitsuri finds you absolutely adorable, she's glad that you didn't turn into a full demon. Obanai on the other hand is very skeptical.
"Obanai look it Y/n." Mitsuri enthusiastically presented you to the less-than-happy man.
"Another demon seriously."
"Oh Obanai don't be so
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Tamao takes an interest in your changes. You being around is like a breathe of fresh air for her and Yushiro. Although Yushiro would never admit it.
"How are you feeling today Y/n." Tamao said as she offered you a cup of blood.
"I'm feeling fine thanks for asking.
"If you feel so fine would you mind getting back to work." Yushio butted in.
"Ah poor Yushiro having to cover for me for less than 2 days while I was out."
"Oh please you were only dying for a day you stayed down to be dramatic."
"Wow I-"
"Can both of you not argue please."
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Merry Christmas to everyone. I hope this holiday season has been full of joy.
This is my FINAL post of 2023.
It has been a year of many surprises and has now ended.
I'm still accepting requests but I won't post until the New year because there is so much going on.
#demon slayer x reader#kny x reader#gn reader#female reader#male reader#tamao x reader#obanai x reader#muichirou x reader#mitsuri x reader#rengoku x reader#genya x reader#tanjiro x reader#reticent writer#reticent writes
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I know dickkory is your favorite ship but what are a few things you donāt like about them or how they were written together at various times?
Hmm well they're pretty good together and any complaints I have tend to be fixed later down the line. I would say something I wish they did was make it more clear how Dick also helped Kory as much as she helped him. Dick says many times that Kory helped him become the hero that he is today. And it's very much true. Kory helped Dick become more comfortable and realize he didn't have to be like Batman. He could use things he learned from Batman but do things his own way. It almost makes it seem like the relationship was only beneficial to Dick and not as much to Kory but that isn't true.
Dick helped Kory equally. Besides her wanting to kill and her marriage(Which he later got over) he was very supportive of her. She wanted to be a model? Okay that's fine. She wants to hit town and go dancing? That's okay too. It's often said that Dick tried to control her but I don't see it that way. Yes he didn't want her to be super aggressive or to kill enemies. But that was really the only thing he wanted to change about her. Which to be fair I feel like is understandable. I know Kory comes from a planet of warriors but she's no longer on that planet so if she wants to stay on Earth, she needs to obey Earth rules. Which includes no killing. But besides that Dick was always supportive of her and loved her free spirited nature and how open she was.
Dick was equally important to Kory's development. He taught her to calm down and not to act irrationally. He was also an anchor to her as a part of Earth. He represented all that Earth has to offer to Kory.
They very much balance each other out. They're both equally good for each other and I wish the narrative would show that more and show that Yes Kory truly did learn and benefits from this relationship just as much as Dick does.
Sorry if this got a bit rambley. Thank You for the Ask āŗļø
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Hey I'm an old tubbling (dsmp days) that hasn't been really keeping up with the qsmp but knows some of tubbo's lore. What's all this about a revived tubbo? If you don't mind explaining of course.
Hiii anon!! As you hopefully remember tubbo does a lot of subtle lore so the only way to understand the revival is if u get some conext before that. Sorry if it gets just a little bit rambley
I will do my best to explain but for some background ever since maybe purgatory 1 qtubbo has been spiraling. Then he got sunny and genuinely tried to be good for her. And he was!! Hes a great dad to sunny but qtubbo is very mentally ill.
Then he got kidnapped for purgatory 2 and came back significantly worse. He became very passively suicidal, like he didn't outwardly say he wanted out, but from his actions you wouldn't know any better. At least from chats pov. Like he would jump off the top of tubchunk and get downed and sunny would be forced to revive him. "Accidentally" falling off the wall when hanging with phil. Going against the eye workers and just not caring how many times he died. It was pretty bad.
He started feeling like all his friends didn't really care for him and only wanted to use him for the factories he made and the supplies he had created. Then fit and pac got together and again he got significantly worse. So because the relationship that is morning crew changed even tho they claimed it wouldn't. Tubbo started actively pushing people away. Like he would purposely be suppppper fucking annoying and loud and abrasive. It was like he was testing who would stay with him even if he was being a dick. And basically no one passed really. Like even sunny would constantly go to fit or pac or bagi. Saying she doesnt know how to help her dad, he needs help, plz help him. And they would all respond in some variation of "aaahhh its just tubbo!!! Hes fine. Hes just being dramatic." Or assume its about fred.
On top of that because of tubbos mental stability. He couldn't really help Sunny's with her feelings and mental stability.
And I wanna mention all the eggs could see him rotting away and they would mention it too their parents, but they were like "well keep an eye on him" but didn't exactly do much. At least from tubbos pov
But moving on to the new island/spawn point.
For the most part he didn't really interact with morning crew at first. He was with foolish and the town of fobo and he was so fucking happy!!!! It was awesome!! Like even sunny was so excited that tubbo was happy again. Foolish and town of fobo was a new start for him and he felt appreciated. But everything changed when create was put behind a pay wall (I love atla lmao)
So foolish got to get to work on town of fobo projects but tubbo was feeling extremely useless. He couldn't participate in the only way he knew how. create.
He felt useless without a purpose, and was trying hard to get the money for create. He had his high with the beginning of town of fobo but this new create playwall would be the star of a new low. He was once again actively rotting in front of his friends especially his daughter and only she and a few eggs really noticed. His friends would laugh and giggle that hes being dramatic. He was rotting away again in real time. Faster than before really. Tubbo was lacking purpose, he was useless in his eyes and started looking for a purpose, a reason to keep living.
How did he find that you're wondering??? By getting two lives. So one day we had a bunch of the eggos with him. One being empanada and he brought up the fact she's the only egg with one life. How that sucks and if he could he would give a life up for her. Empanada of course refuses. But he keeps going and was like "oh you know what would be really cool..... Only having 2 lives and if I die I don't come back for good." *stares at chayanne*
Empanada is refusing and hes like "naaahh it would be really fun and cool tho." She even tries to get him to stop by bringing up sunny. And he stops for a millisecond and says something like "sure she wouldn't like that too much but I'll be fine" so now he's on two lives.
The thing is tubbo was not hiding this information, like he brought it up all the time. "I have to be careful I only have 2 lives" then he lost one. "I only got one life then I'm dead dead." Feb 13 he almost lost it due to radiation (he will never escape the nuke aesthetic lol) and the next day valentines day he dies.
And I have to make it very clear tubbo keeps telling everyone hes working on one life. He only has one life. Hes doing hardcore. Everyone thought he was joking. So on valentines he went out with a group consisting of sunny, fit, ramon, phil, chayanne, chunsik, and richarlyson. They wanted to compete a dungeon together and tubbo was down for it.
Tubbo ended up making a beat with richarlyson that he ended up losing. Richas killed him, qtubbo ended up dying begging for fit to help him but he died anyway. But it wasn't like last time he didn't come back. Fit basically left immediately sunny was left just standing over her dads body in shock. Chayanne also thought he was joking this whole time but unfortunately learned that he was being serious. And phil was there to just laughing saying tubbos being dramatic lol. No one took his death seriously, like they were all joking and laughing in front of his daughter saying he was having a tantrum and would be back when create is back. The only other person who understood sunny was chayanne.
People only started takeing his death kinda seriously was after creation showed up. The eggs did at least
Now creation is a robot that a ~version of~ qtubbo made to protect the eggs. More importantly protect sunny. Especially in the event that "primary protector" aka tubbo is gone. So late during the valentines stream on phils end, creation shows up confirming that qtubbo is dead dead and hes not coming back unless creation has the proper data. His purpose. The only way to get tubbo back is to bring him back with his purpose
And now I can finally talk about this weeks streams. Creation comes and we are shown the message that was left for sunny. Saying he doesn't know how he got himself into this, and how sunny shouldnt have to hear this message. How he expects any of the adults there to care for her. He knows he hasn't been a good example of self care. But he explains that he will have no idea that he left the message, he will have no idea that the message will even exist. There's only 2 people that can show u this message, and he promises that he will make sure she will never see either of their faces. He apologizes and explains that he never expected to have to take care of anyone else. Goes on to say if he had known he was going to care for someone else he would have never signed up for this kind of "scheme" or "operation." We don't exactly know what hes talking about tho.
He again emphasizes that the friends that we have will take care of her. And how he refuses to believe that they would let anything happen to her. And tells her to keep going and have fun in life because she's just a kid. Then we were cut back to creation who finds sunny saying he needs to find people to help bring him back. They end up with a group consisting of bagi, sunny, empanada, and chayanne and they work together to get what creation needs to bring back tubbo. Its old smooth stone, form a mod, thats before the rest of the islands time. The old order creation stated. And eventually find a secret room in town of fobo, that bagi decodes a book to get the data needed to bring tubbo back. Builds a contraption and creation dies but tubbo is alive again!!!
Then we have the next stream and tubbo is back,,, but he's different-
he comes out of lava and only remembers dying and he thinks he's been gone a day at best. He learns that only fit helped sunny. He doesn't want to believe, but its mostly true. But oddly enough he plans to murder people cuz how dare people not take care of her. Hes more aggressive, he keeps making threats of murder and only sunny is safe it seems. Hes massively holding grudges as well.
they woke chayanne up and hes basically jumping on him and yelling lmao. Claims chay doesnt care cuz he didn't wake up immediately and isn't happy hes back. And like chatters know chay was genually fuck up after losing tubbo. But dude is s c r e a m i n g at sleeping chay.
Chay wakes up, they go outside and end up talking, learned he was gone a week but hes very loud not understanding the vibes of 2 depressed children who missed him very much. He keeps trying to speak but the windchimes are pissing him the fuck off to the point he rips them down. Noises in general is really pissing him off, like things that normally would be really quiet like fire places and the motor boats he gets really angry cuz he claims its really loud.
Just overall being a Menace. Like Chayanne apologized for hitting him and Tubbo was like "oh it's okay it's okay I understand but I will simply take note of that and you'll never know when I'll Strike Back." So he's threatening even the eggs even If he is joking. Qtubbo never use to do that, some.of the eggs ruined his farm and it sent him into a tirade of just talking about how things build up and up and up how they turn into large cracks in the wall and eventually the wall will break. But as he's doing this he practically yelling but aggressively. Also threatened chat saying he can prove how scary he can be lmao.
And was constantly asking people who they think the worse parent of the island is. Sunny and chay were just tryna see where he is mentally. But hes like cornering chay "DONT I LOOK FINE, IM ALL GOOD, WHATS WRONG???"
In other words hes very angry???
Fit was just existing and man's dogged on him "what you think you're so much better than me with your spit shine bald head of yours" and anytime any of the group would try and talk away from him hes just "ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME???" "WHATS HAPPENING, IS THIS ABOUT ME"
Oh and he keeps mentioning the little time people have left.
Like I said some of the eggs ruined Sunny and Leo's farm and he starts off calmish??? But just gets angrier or aggressive is a better term?. Planning to just stand over richas's bed and stare at him. Hes giving arg kinda need to draw that ngl.
He gets mad that the lil group of fit, chay, Sunny, and ramon for fixing the farm that the other eggs destroyed. And fit is trying to like convince him that it's okay like they're just kids it's a mistake. And fit is like it isnt your house so it's okay and tubbo is like "fit I think you're undermining my feelings how is that okay." And fit is just like "oh but it's just like a little thing so it's no worries." And this is how tubbo goes on his "chips and cracks in the walls monologue" that sums up his character perfectly.
Soooo yeeeaaaahhh revived tubbo something else
#qsmp tubbo#yes I could have constricted what I said more but I feel like that be really hard considering how tubbo presents lore#for me at least#qsmp creation#tubbo#imagine ctubbo's passive suicidel idiation but way worse#tw self destructive behavior#tw sui ideation#tw death#i know theres words wrong here and i can only fix so much#took me forever to write these i just feel like theirs so much context needed#this took me a hot minute to write#it's my magnum opus#asks#i wrote all of this and still feel like i didnt really asker the question
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Do ghosts / eldritch beings(who died) look how they did when they died?
For example: if someone died in a car crash or something (ik itās unlikely theyād become a ghost but hear me out) would they look how their body looked in their final moments (scars, possibly missing limbs, etc.) or would they look like how they did when they were actually alive? -š§¶
(Sorry if this didnāt make sense, I hope you have a good day.)
It does make sense :) And I get torn on this question sometimes.
For ghosts sometimes, for eldritch beings no. I think when someone becomes a ghost, it is as if their soul is slipping right out of their body. If, down to their core soul, those injuries represent them mentally as a person, they retain them. Meaning, if youāre in a horrible car crash and you become a ghost, if in your final moments you feel deep trauma attached to that accident, you will retain the injuries from the accident. If you donāt retain deep trauma from the accident, youāll come out looking less injured. Thatās how I feel. The more severe and solid the trauma and memory, the more severe the injury left on the soul.
I would also like to make a reminder, that ghosts in my canon can take on a ghostly, non-physical form, but also a physical one if they wish. However, in that physical form if they get any injuries, from a paper cut to a missing limb, they might never heal. If itās a paper cut it could take weeks, if itās a gash it could take months, a deep skid on the ground could take a year. However, if they get a severe injury they will never heal. They could get a gash that could take months and just never heal. Itās rare for ghosts to take physical form because they run the risk that if they get injured that theyāll never regenerate back.
BEN and Sally are both unusual because they are mostly in their physical forms, although itās because they miss being human and so they prefer to be physical. Puppeteer flips back and forth on which he prefers, but generally heās in his ghostly form. All three of them are poltergeists, the strongest form of ghost/spirit in my canon though, so itās likely theyād be able to regenerate at least a bit from injuries.
Then, there are eldritch beings. Slenderās father was an eldritch being that was made from dying as a human. While ghosts tend to get powers themed after their interests* (BEN manipulating technology for example), eldritch being can take power and physical form from their interests. Eldritch being born from death get mutated and transform into a slightly humanoid appearance and mesh with demonic forms usually, although some may not look humanoid at all. Slenderās father had a deep affinity for ocean creatures, and so he grew to be quite large, and developed tentacles all over his body. I donāt have his full appearance laid out yet, but itās things like that. I think eldritcj beings born from death tend to be much messier in appearance, and natural born ones are general more.. Appealing, I would say.
This got very long and very rambley but I hope it answered your question!
*Adding in a footnote, that both ghosts and eldritch beings may also develop their powers from trauma. Pup, for instance, in my canon I think got his powers from feeling as though he was a manipulator. He got trauma from this because he didnāt want to be constantly manipulating others, but he couldnāt stop doing so. He himself began to feel like a puppet on strings, and thus where his main source of powers came from.
#creepypasta#creepypasta headcanons#creepypasta headcanon#slender mansion mayhem#Ben drowned#ben drowned headcanons#Ben drowned headcanon#puppeteer#puppeteer headcanon#puppeteer headcanons#Sally Williams#sally williams headcanons#Sally Williams headcanon#slenderman headcanon#slenderman#slenderman headcanons
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a teensy vent like thing #sorry campers
sorry this is a little rambley and venty and mean but THIS. is for those on twt who canāt read and that one really strange message i got on my strawpage asking why i quote āship a child insert with a grown manā THEYRE NOT THE SAME RABBIT I DO NOT DO THAT THAT IS A VERY UPSETTING THING TO SAY oh that makes me sick. It might be a bit my fault for making them look similar but. Sigh. Sorry iām just sensitive when it comes to this sorta thing I am not doing mentally well right now ! Now back to our regular programming
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Something Iāve been wondering about since the days you were the only person slating Hojbjerg every match. Youāre a STH and match going fan where the majority of people on here arenāt- how do you think that changes things? Have you got a different perspective, different priorities?
firstly, i love that my legacy is being the original hojbjerg hater. secondly this is going to be quite long and rambley...
i think sometimes it's a simple as it comes down to different angles. when you're watching the game from home you can't see the whole pitch for the whole time, but actually at the game, and particularly if you're high up, you can see the whole pitch the whole game. so i could see when he wasn't doing his defensive duties, when he switched off, when he was just standing there flapping his arms about, but you couldn't see it on the tv because the camera would be elsewhere. also when you're at games you don't hear the commentary or the pundits so i'm not going to be swayed by their narratives or anything like that. like i'm just seeing the game as it is right in front of me. but yeah quite often i go on twitter or here and people have a completely opposite opinion on a players performance to what i've seen.
also kind of ties in with something i've said before about twitter tacticos or people with podcasts... they're not always watching football for what it is, a football game? i don't know how to explain it but when you're at the game you're not over thinking the tactics or positions of the players. you're in the moment! like after the north london derby last season, i went on twitter and certain set of people were fuming and saying it was embarrassing and the players let us down - but that wasn't what i saw or pretty much anyone else in the stadium. we all saw a team that gave their all and the atmosphere in the stadium was good! loads of people hanging around after, having a laugh. no one was depressed as they were on twitter. i feel like sometimes those types are sucking the fun and the general essence out of football. or sometimes on twitter you see fans who only want big signings and 'fancy' names in their team over bringing through youth and academy kids but for me watching local lads come through is one of the best parts of football to me!
something else though is sometimes things like rivalries gets missed by people who are 'online' supporters- i remember someone on here did a survey that was like 'as a spurs fan what other team do you hate the most' and a fair few people said liverpool.... blew my mind! what do you mean it's not arsenal or chelsea?! no one who's been brought up around spurs, or goes to games is going to say liverpool but i guess if you've not been brought up with those rivalries then you wouldn't 'get it' in the same way and that's fine, i'm just never going to understand that personally and a lot of other people won't understand it either! same with some of the discourse around spurs fans wanting to lose to city last year - i was flabbergasted that anyone would be okay with us winning and handing the title to arsenal. it's fucking arsenal! i don't have any particularly bad feelings towards city either, but again it's probably just where people have come in to football at different times. people coming in to football now probably feel about city how i do about growing up with united dominating. speaking of- seeing liverpool fans say they feel bad for man united on twitter - sorry what?! can't have been around when united were winning everything hahahaha. but as i'm typing think i think that's more about being brought up around football and getting in to it at different points in time. and that's fine! footballs too big now to just be fans that were born in to a family that have always supported one team!
i do also think football is consumed on here a bit differently to how i was brought up or how i experience it in real life. it's quite fandomised on here? when i first came across football blogs on here i was like what the fuck is going on hahahahaha. and that's fine! it's just not how football is for the general population. and occasionally i have felt like... some people have missed the football part of it all. like to me people get caught up in the fandom side a bit much - i think we've all encountered the mason mount girlies who don't seem to actually understand football, or at one point the deledier girls were doing my head in because i felt like they weren't actually seeing what was going on the pitch? but at the same time and for the most part i think on here is quite fun and in general less serious than other parts of the football world and i like that! it's nice to come on here and have fun with everyone in a way i can't when talking about football with my parents or people i know irl. definitely prefer here to football twitter.
but yeah i think some of it is just different. i think going to games can give you a different view on players, or the team, or rivalries and stuff. i do feel like some people who don't go to games miss things that make football so great for me. but at the end of the day it's just different opinions innit :)
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https://www.tumblr.com/bunnyrafe/756392096678772736/talk-to-me-lovers-what-are-we-thinking-about
so iām a little bit of a sucker for pogue reader Ć rafe, esp if sheās like the little sister of one of the main pogues (even if i do have to do some mental gymnastics to justify how my dark hair shares most of their dna with the blondest man iāve ever seen in my life) but iām always kinda thinking about like how exactly would rafe keep her around with the dynamics and canon events of the show, idk i feel itās such an interesting (and kinda romantic) dynamic like it can be explored in so many ways
like does rafe truly just manipulate the fuck out of the situation, does he keep her in the dark completely by getting her to stay with him all the time so she like rarely even sees the pogues anymore, do the pogues not pay attention to whatever is going on with her bc they see her as an annoying little sister until itās too late, does rafe get some therapy after feeling the loving touch of a woman and wants to be better ~for her~, some other secret fifth thing??? and if it is more devious methods what does sarah do or have to say to try and āsaveā her once she switches sides in s1? now that i think about it it could actually be like an inverse of the sarah Ć john b plot/love story in s1ā¦ omg that would be so interesting and fun to see
idk i feel like i could literally talk (and read) about this forever, sorry if this was really rambley i think about this like all the time zffzfzš
okayā¦ woah. you are a genius and i genuinely would pay you to write this ācause youāve got it all figured out.
youāre rightā it has sooo much potential and every scenario you listed for going about it is spot on no matter which one you pickā¦ currently in love with imagining him just keeping her around him 24/7, isolating her, and trying his damn hardest to make her into a kook.
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Iām gay for a raccoon and the raccoon is just as gay as me send help
Okayā¦
So, I understand āhopping on the gravy trainā is kind of cliche, but I promise I have a good reason for it!
ā¦I guess I should start āRambling on about itā then!
(Iām so sorry, none of these puns were intentional, but they were too good to miss)
āSo, Indigo Park;
what even I wouldāve expected was another quick cash-grab game in the mascot-horror genre, turned out to be a game that managed to make me start binge-watching livestreams and video-essays about the game, itās characters and its development on the whole,
Just like every other millennial and gen-zāer out there.
I know itās absolutely normal for people to become invested in something so quickā¦
But itās been a long time since Iāve felt so attached āso spoken to,
especially when I havenāt really been part of those big āband-wagonā trends at all,
at least with the exception of forcing myself to watch shows with my friends āwhich again, I donāt do much of that either.
From what I understand, there are technically multiple small factors that have led me to become attached to this game.
But frankly, there all of really part of the one major reason why thereās just, that, āsomethingā āa āsparkā if you willāthat makes me click with a game for the first time in so many years that it physically hurts.
Heās the star of the show, the elephant in the room:
Rambley;
A cute, furry-raccoon āwho likes trains!
Now, as anyone who knows anything about me will tell you, these two factors are inherently weaknesses in my mental psyche.
Why, you may ask? Itās simple!
Firstly, āI tooā like trains.
Also, I come from Toronto, Canada ā a city famously (or to some infamously) known for its love-hate relationship with its unofficial mascot: the trash pandas! Theyāre an animal which I got to know well over 13 years, 10 months and ~15 1/2 hours of being a Torontonian.
āWhich leads me to the second-half of the other reasons I resonate so god-damn hard with the game, and Rambley in particular:
Isolation
It felt quite funny that the number of days that poor-old AI racoonyā spent alone in the abandoned park was almost exactly double that of the days Iāve been a āQuasi-Canadianā living in the United States, with not much interaction with my family back āhomeā. I had a single trip back for the first time in multiple years.
āIt brang back a lot of memories which so happened to be similar to the ideas mentioned during Rambleyās post-chase exposition.
That little break in his character just made my heart literally melt and shatter and implode all at the same time;
āA little heart-to-heartā as they say, but just.. the way he breaks and talks like a true person, things he isnāt sure about, didnāt know, shouldnāt have done, is painfully, gushingly personal somehow!
Itās also extra cool when he gets excited about restoring the park, as being a former (small) volunteer and hearing about railway preservation stories, you start to realize and appreciate just how much having that other person helping you means when fighting in these āDavid and Goliathā-esque battles to keep old or unloved things going when everything is telling you itās impossible.
(Side note, the extra lines where Rambley showcases his sentience and lets you into the staff-only area after realizing Mollie is chasing you made me love him just that much more, and is also what makes me feel the game is just that extra bit special.)
Long story short (TL;DR):
The honesty, personality, and just general likeness of the characters hits very close to home for me,
if for no other reason than that I happen to have (in concept at least) similar experiences in terms of feeling (though thankfully not literally being) isolated from friends.
Cheers, Critters!
āA.
#Gotta get this outta my head or else Iām gonna#Eggsplode#indigo park#ramble#rambley my beloved#cw rant#cw vent#diary#Personal spiel Iām so so sorry
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can I ask about ur au? :33
of course!! All under the cut and stuff, all of this is just bits and pieces of stuff because thereās not a super clear like outline of events and stuff but hereās some basic thoughts and ideas and stuff lol. Uh warning its very long, very rambley and kind of just jumps from one thought to another sorry š
Okay so basically this isnāt a very nice au to Steven sadly (I do it out of love for the character šš), when I first got back into Steven universe I kept rewatching the diamond days episodes and I really enjoyed them. So basically this au is called diamond years, where Steven ends up staying for a very long time (about I wanna say year and a half) on home world pretending to be pink diamond so that he can change the diamonds ways.
This takes a while though, heās failed again and again at trying to talk to white, so end he focuses on trying to change blue and yellowās minds first, on not hurting defenceless planets and trying to stand up to white (they never take him up on standing up to white until about the last year). At first he is completely put off and ignored just like in the show but the longer he stays there the more they begin to listen to him. But despite how well Steven is doing at changing homeworld from the inside, itās been taking a toll on him.
He finds himself questioning his identity more than ever before, and it really stresses him out. He also feels bad for bringing the gems into this plan with him, he feels like heās forced them back into their homeworld lives and it makes him feel horribly guilty a lot of the time. In my head itās like all of this fighting in the rebellion just to end back up here serving diamonds and it sort of starts to make Steven feel like a disgusting person. Like pearl doesnāt belong to him and amethyst shouldnāt have to wear limb inhancers but like whenever he like debates it with blue or yellow they chastise him.
I think eventually heās permitted to go visit beach city, as a gift for his good behaviour since he came back and it makes him so happy that he finally gets to be Steven again, but whenever heās there the moments are sort of bittersweet because he knows that if he messes up at all on homeworld, he might lose getting to see his friends on earth. So he throws himself even more into the pink diamond role.
When the first year finally passes and heās made a significant amount of progress (not enough in his mind) heās never Steven in public. Only when no one else but his family is around does he consider himself actually Steven, yellow got on him about his pearl calling him Steven still after a year of being on home world officially. They offer to help like recondition her but he refuseās absolutely. So now pearl calls him pink in public, which sets it in stone in his mind that oh right now Iām not Steven.
When Steven turns 16, is when he not only updates his pink diamond outfit to something newer and slightly different, but his eyes look like pinks and it doesnāt go away even after he stops living on homeworld. Pearl is the first one to notice it and tell him and heās horrified. The next days when some of the other gems starts to see his eyes, he can tell theyāre a little shocked, a little uncomfortable. None of them bring it up besides amethyst whoās like woah cool eyes Steven cause sheās trying to be jokey. It doesnāt work but he laughs.
All this time heās seen white maybe a dozen times and sheās barely even talked to him. Heās making changes, blue and yellow are more merciful but itās still not enough. So around the end of the second year blue and yellow finally actually help him go confront white, and he has relief all of this all of this horrible pain and issues and pink diamond stuff wasnāt for nothing and so when they go confront her it starts the yk white diamond confrontation in the show except sheās like oh starlight youāve been doing so good, why did you have to mess it up now. And this is the first time in so long that heās protested about being pink, heās Steven and he gets punished for it with white pulling his gem out to prove that pinks still there and that he isnāt.
It plays out mostly the same as the actual show except what happened in like the third episode of the diamond days arc, happened 2 years after the first episode of the diamond days arc lol.
And so now after that huge fight stuff heās free, heās Steven. But he still has the lingering feelings of being pink for so long. When he steps into his house for the first time he doesnāt even know what to do really. He hasnāt seen some of his favourite foods besides the things Connie sneaks in for him, he hasnāt watched tv in so long. he hasnāt seen almost all of his friends on earth. They all celebrate him coming back, heās fixed everything but why does he still feel so just empty, like heās living someone elseās life. Itās horrible, thatās how he felt when he first had to act like pink and now he feels like that for his own life.
His friends tell him he doesnāt have to act so formal around them when theyāre out in public. People donāt greet him by saluting their diamond. And he doesnāt miss it at all, heās happy that heās finally home but it takes so long for him to get used to being himself again.
Anyways sorry for like dumping a pile of random thoughts on you lol, I hope you find it good. I donāt know how good the ideas are at all, it just started from my fascination with characters pretending to be someone and then the lines blurring between them and the person theyāre impersonating
oh and uh hereās an official reference for DY!Steven
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I am in LOVE with your Second Chances comic!!! The way you draw them is so so endearing and I especially love how you portray Tails and Shadowās interactions!!
The whole concept is so interesting and intriguing to read and even just THINK about! It makes sense: the Chaos Emeralds *are* said to have this Grand Power, so why not time travel?
Speaking ofā¦ none of the others know that Sonic time traveled. He has to live alone with the memory of Shadow dying, he has to live with the fact that he would have been too slow. The only reason Shadow is alive now, is because he essentially ācheatedā in life. I think thatās a lot of trauma for the guy to have yknow? Being able to remember someone you care about dying, knowing that it was your fault (it wasnāt his fault but I think he would think that), only to look up and see him. Then to know that he could never even come close to knowing that he *died* and could have died again
Maybe Iām reading WAY too into this, but I absolutely adore your comic! <3 sorry if I got a little rambley there-
Ok first!! Thank you so much!! Wow this makes me so happy šš
Yeah the time travel thing made me kinda insecure because itās usually so complicated.. , but it was the only thing I could think of back when I first started making it. But since they did a bit of time travel in 06 I thought it could work.
Yup, only Sonic knows so far. From now on a lot is gonna change.
In my mind he definitely took it really hard and felt guilty about it. Heās the fastest thing alive so when heās too slow to save someone.. thatās gotta be so difficult to live with.
Canāt really say much else because I donāt want to spoil anything. š
It makes me all giddy and happy youāre thinking so much about this š«¶š» makes me feel motivated! Thank you !
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Tw for mentions of s/h, depression, and stuff ; nothing graphic just kinda sad stuff BUT THIS IS ABOUT SMTH GOOD HAPPENING
Sorry guys for being rambley emotional on here but like I only have two irls I can comfortably tell and I need to get it out š
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So I finally told my dad about my problems over text. Iāve kinda been trying to for a while but getting words out is so stupid hard!,!,!,!
even worse that we are both just hanging out how am I a upposed to bring it up while we are both having a good time yk
So I send him a long winded text after I got upstairs to my room and itās written in my voice thatās like āI donāt feel good I think about hurting myself all the time and I havenāt been able to bring it up bc it makes me feel sad and guilty sorry I love youā
And dawg sending that was so stupid difficult I sat on it for like 15 minutes before pressing the button
So we talked a bit and man I donāt even know
Anyways it went so well Iāve never asked for help and itās just not the kind of person I am but Iām just really happy I did it. Like I asked for help from one of my older friend the other day and now I did this after likeā¦a year.
Life is beautiful ; thank god my parents are good; Im proud of myself; uhhhhhhh yeahh
Might be going on anti depressants..?
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