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Last miracle minute sadge

Were finally ending a tubbathon not on a strange note?? Crazy lmao

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I ACTUALLY MADE IT FOR SOME OF THE GRAND PRIX YAAAYYYY YIPPPIEEEEEEE

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Mentally im at the tubbo bar,

An i am happy.

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“we wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for nat”

if nat hadn’t killed ben, shauna would’ve never become leader, which means they would’ve never had that ritual for ben, which led to lottie screaming, which led to the hikers finding them, which could lead to the yellowjackets killing the hikers because they saw ben’s decapitated head, which could lead to a search party being sent out for the hikers but instead of them being found it’s the yellowjackets.

nat killing ben was what ultimately got them rescued, ben really was their bridge home, just not in the way they thought.

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thinking about shauna listening to jackie talk about jeff like he never even mattered when shauna is pregnant with his baby because she just wanted something jackie had and wanted to be wanted by someone who wanted jackie and now jackie doesnt even care anymore and shauna is stuck with this forever. and then jackie dies and then the baby dies but not before shauna has to give birth to him in the wilderness in winter surrounded by people who eat the dead and now fucking jeff sadecki is the last thing she has of either of them and what the hell is she supposed to do with that? she's stuck with him forever.

thinking about shauna beating lottie almost all the way to death to get all of that rage out of her and then when that rage is out of her they give her a knife and tell her to slit natalie's throat, and then when natalie runs and shauna is let off the hook for one thing for once they give her the knife again and tell her to cut up javi, the closest thing to a baby, so they can eat him, and now she's stuck with this, too. and all that rage she burned off didn't go anywhere, really. it's still right there.

and then im thinking about shauna watching lottie and everybody else crown natalie the queen for virtue of not dying, which is the same thing everybody has been doing, except for jackie and the baby and javi who all took chunks of shauna with them and left her with nothing but a knife.

im thinking about shauna who watches everybody gossip and laugh through the springtime knowing that when winter comes she will be the person who will have to cut them all up one by one so the rest of them can live and its very easy to see why she isnt friends with any of them anymore by then. she looks at them and she sees cuts of meat and how is she supposed to look at anybody normally ever again after that?

and its cruel, of course it is, everything she does to coach ben. it's not his fault, it's not about him at all, really, except that he is exactly the problem. he's innocent. he judges them. he sees what they have had to do to survive and pretends he never profited from any of it. pretends to be above it, uninvolved. he judges them. he judges her.

and shauna needs complicity from these people. she needs somebody else to know what it feels like to hold the knife. she needs people to be stuck with those guilty votes forever. tai with the gun and melissa with the knife and natalie at the butcher's table so that she's not the only one. and so ben is the sacrifice.

i saw somebody say that shauna doesnt want natalie to have to feel the pain of butchering a person, thats why she puts the cloth over his face. but that's not true. she *needs* natalie to know the pain of it, the guilt of it, the weight. The cloth is a lie she told herself would make it easier but she knows that Natalie is about to know what the inside of this man's joints look like either way and that she's going to be stuck knowing that forever.

they are going to be rescued someday and everybody will say "we did what we had to do to survive" and shauna needs to not be the only one who really has to mean that when she says it. and i guess she has that now. or she's about to.

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been thinking a lot about ctubbo lately (when am I not)

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Miracle minute so hard the timer gliched lmao

Go Tubblings go :3

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FINALLY HERE FOR A MIRACLE MINUTE!!!

YIPPIEEEE YAAAYYY YYAAAAAAYY

AN THE HAPPY SONG AAAHHHH

hope my laptop crashes 💞💞

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Im so obsessed with Shauna Shipman and her obsession with consuming Jackie. Her boyfriend, her life, her body. Shauna doesn't even believe in the Wilderness. The girls don't even need to resort to cannibalism anymore, she's just making them do it so she can relive eating Jackie. It's why later she makes their victims wear Jackie's necklace when they kill them. She literally never moved past losing Jackie. "Do you think Mel has to wear Jackie's clothes when they make out?"

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I firmly believe this is Lottie’s way of saving Natalie’s life. She steps in the moment Shauna says, "I think it's obvious what happens now,"—a clear implication that Shauna thinks they should kill Nat. Lottie understands that the only way to diffuse the situation is to surrender Nat's leadership to Shauna. If she didn’t, Shauna and her supporters would ensure Natalie’s death to solidify her place at the top. This isn’t a betrayal; it’s Lottie protecting Natalie the only way she can.

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no cuz i do actually need this astroneer powerpoint.

the people streamer back at it again

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okaaayyy boxing in those fuck ass jeans as usual lmao

he looks so cool, then i remember he's in creater clash an i giggle just a bit harder

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I was watching Sneegs stream, and he made some great points for the server and its longevity. Sneeg has been on multiple servers and has seen servers pop up and die out. He says that the main reasons smp's die is because the creator no longer is interested in playing.

Sneeg is right as well when he says it isn't right to force someone to play something they don't want to, and Tubbo is doing his tubbothon, so he's more focused on that and so is the smp admins who a majority are helping with Tubbos streams.

Tubbo also does things that he thinks is fun or cool in that moment and doesn't really think about the aftermath or what is necessarily best for the server overall. He wanted to add a hostile faction, which many of the new players did not want to participate. He wanted to make new players fight for a spot, leaving those who lost to not be able to join with only one opening for the winner. He wants to add bounties that would directly oppose the Keepers wanting the factions to work together in lore. Another reason adding bounties wouldn't work is because with Joe's smp it has infinite lives whereas in The Realm smp those lives are finale and when you lose them all you are reset to the very beginning as a consequence and hate might spread to the players who reset another player.

The realm isn't really doing its best with only a few dedicated people logging on every day, and with its creator wanting to work on another server for create it feels like throwing the old toy out for a new one. The only problem is that there are still people who play with the old one and don't want it to die.

So what can be done so Tubbo is doing what he wants and the server stays alive for the people who want to play? Well, from what I've seen, it would probably be best for Tubbo to pass on either ownership or put someone else in charge of the server temporarily. Tango is already in charge of a lot on the realm and he seems rather passionate about it, other ideas could be some of the dedicated players who have stuck around, such as Bad, Ros, or Sneeg. Understandably, they might not want to or have the time either, but I would still think that they should have a say in the direction of the server. Sneeg and Bad are some of the highest players, and through their leveling, they have discovered what works and doesn't, the suggestion server on discord is mostly one of them saying a new bug they found or some ideas to leveling. Ros has great ideas when it comes to events, and she was recently asked by Tango to make a list of some possibly new members and add more women to the server. She also talked about adding some members from the qsmp and life steal to incentives current players who don't log on like Clown.

This is just from what I've seen, so i might be wring about some things, and others might have better ideas on how to help keep The Realm alive, but this is what I noticed.

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Honestly i wanna poke tubbos brain like if i was locked in a house with people then jsut came out an played video game i would actually freak

I fear he would make a good specimen

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What inescapable Horrors do we think is going to happen in episode 4

Frank loses an eye?? Matt loses his foot or something?? Nothing good happens.

The only good thing i guess can happen is i get a glimpse of karen.

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How am i supposed to keep living a normal life after watching hector ayala on my screen??

Him talking about being bodiqua and the coqui??

The coqui at the end???

That's psychological torture

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one of the best decisions yellowjackets has ever made is reverting the women back into girls at their most vulnerable moments. shauna when she kills adam, nat laying her head in lottie's lap, misty seeing young natalie in the mirror, misty in the morgue seeing lottie because this truly hammers home that their lives stopped the moment that plane went down and that no matter how much time has passed by, they're still those teenage girls who were on their way to their football game and lost 19 months of their lives trying to survive.