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drawing fleo comfy and cozy in the good timeline for the sake of my health
#my art#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#some of these are 2 weeks old some of them i drew last night#did i just want an excuse to draw casey finally calling fleo dad. maybe#sorry the idea drives me so insane
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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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Laptop screen problems!! Might take a while for me to post something new. (◠‿◠)
Ha. Hahahahah hahe heaah. For the majority of my life, I have animated and drawn on a shitty cheap phone screen with cracks all over it and this laptop thinks it can stop me with a little green tint.?
Screw this fuck. I have my tablet display screen just fine, this thing isn't going into any repair shops anytime soon. Not until I finish my animation and I will finish that fucking animation, I am NOT going a single day not drawing because of a faulty display cable or whatever other problems this dainty little Acer laptop has.
I most definitely do not have the money to fix this thing at the moment, school has just started, and my body is currently in pain because of physical problems beyond my control, I don't care. I am finishing that goddamn animation, I am drawing, I will animate until I drop dead in front of my SCREEN.
If I die I'm taking my drawing equipment with me so I can still draw in hell.
#hi sorry#I got a bit overdramatic there#that rant was fueled with pure rage and insanity I hate everything but that's ok because I can still draw#my drive to draw and animate is stronger than my will to live#it's pretty much the only thing keeping me alive by this point idk#and my fandoms too#fandoms#one of the main reasons dying sounds like a not so good idea#like how will i watch stanley parable if im in hell without wifi#kat talks
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yesterday i had a realization that i haven’t stopped thinking about since: jean and andrew are similar in many, many ways, but one way is the age 14 being somewhat pivotal
jean was raised by his family alongside his sister. he given up by his parents at 14 and never saw his sister again
andrew, in contrast, was given up as a baby without ever knowing aaron and only met him in person when they were ~14 (iirc…didn’t fact check this part, sorry). he’d never known him before that
jean lost his sibling at 14; andrew met his around the same age
#aftg#andrew minyard#jean moreau#all for the game#aaron minyard#elodie moreau#aftg tsc#thinkpiece#i have no idea if this was intentional by nora or not#the siblings in aftg drive me insane#i don’t know how to use tumblr im so sorry#twinyards
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i know that atsv and spiderverse in general is probably not including Gabe for various reasons and therefore when Mig took his alt selfs place he wasnt actually leaving anyone behind. he said something along the lines of “i found a universe where i was happy” which kinda screams that something was fucked up with his home one, i’d like to think more than usual because the other explanation is that he just left like all his family behind. Which is extremely messed up but also on the other hand a little funny
like imagine being gabe here. Imagine your older brother fucks off to another universe because of his depression and comes back with even worse depression ranting some shit about canon events. You have to be told where he went by his AI because god knows your brother has all the communication skills of a rusty spoon. Have to be told he fucking left with no intention of coming back
#spiderman#sm2099#miguel o'hara#gabriel o’ hara#miguel#like i never expect gabe to be in anything honestly hes my little guy but sm2099 adaptations hate him sometimes#not even going to start talking about the other sm2099 supporting characters but#the idea of gabe just. having his brother fuck off but then also come back with more issues. drives me insane#and you fuckin KNOW this guy would barely communicate a thing gabe would have to bully half of it out of mig and get the other half from lyl#but also. since i mentioned supporting cast. if kasey and hobie ever met its fuckin over for everyone#sm2099 brainworms hitting me so bad since atsv#in atsv they would be even more dysfunctional than their worst comic moments#atsv#silly little textposts#please feel free to ignore this im just obsessed with messed up sibling relationships#Mig comes back to “welcome home cheater” on every wall of his apartment#atsv spoilers#<- SORRY I FORGOR
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hypothetical "the rat grinders if they were bad kids and vice versa" type drawings. there are many thoughts swimming around in my brain...
was this mostly an excuse to draw gorgug in mary ann's style of outfit? maybe. am i having fun? absolutely <|:)
#fantasy high#fhjy#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high#potatart#buddy dawn#gorgug thistlespring#mary ann skuttle#hey. transfem buddy dawn. you understand and agree#i think ive only seen this headcanon once in the wild but its nice i think. its pleasant#my idea is that in this hypothetical situation she mirrors kristens sort of character arc in that shes trans#their paralells drive me insane btw.#thinking... i like designing outfits#with buddy its hard to come up with. what her style of clothing would be since we only ever see her wear one thing#and its this like. uniform#sorry. i am rambling. i like talking about my reasoning behind my art#transfem buddy dawn who is a cleric of ankarna (or maybe bakarath i cant decide which i like more)#i think mary ann as an artificer is great. she would be the type to like#modify a 2ds and download pirated games onto it i think#and i think gorgug in mary anns place still has a special interest in music methinks#im thinking a lot about mary ann tbh. i really like her#i think she is more than just “the girl who likes quokki pets” and i like exploring that#mary ann is so cool man...#anyways. more people should draw transfem buddy dawn i think. as a treat#ok *skateboards away*
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idk if its just me but something about exploring office building spaces in virtual spaces is rly like exhilirating to me,,, maybe its like taking an environment thats normally quite foreign to me and making it like a playground,,,, but idk in general doing this with all sorts of modern day architecture really hits me in an emotional way,,,, something abt walking around the stanley parables environments, or like office levels in half life mods, the map for doom thats just the tiny seinfeld apartment with an insane amount of detail,,,,, i think i may just have permanent source engine custom map brainrot but something abt this shit,,,, i wanna just explore environments like these and play with my friends,,,, i like the idea of just existing in places outside of their intended function,,,, like imagine hanging out in an office cubicle building with ur tranny friends and playing in that space,,,, roleplaying an office worker or boss/employee relations as an improv bit or a kink set up to fucking or drawing on the walls, rolling up a skinny tranny in a carpet like a burrito and rolling her around the floors, hide and seek,,,, i have such a desire to use an office space as a playground, its so personified in its own way, its own environment, even if its aesthetic is kind of the pure absence of any personality thats an interesting aesthetic too! maybe this is a cope ive developed subconciously to hype myself up for my inevitable future of working towards an office job,,, or maybe im just really autistic and it is naturally appealing in some weird unexplainable way,,, probably both
#upon thinking abt it i guess an office space is just so alien like its the exact opposite of natural because these spaces are#intended just for function and in creating these spaces in video games it forces you to engage with it stylistically#i imagine the office probably hits this sort of idea for normies#i think im also just super fucking susceptible to doomcute shit like real life recreated in video games drives me insane#i want to live in the computer#sorry anprim stans i want to live in the computer
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okay ❤️ i have so many thoughts about a cowboy au, and feat my oc? ?? ? maybe??
#🩻 art#mgr#so many thoughts as in i have vague ideas but idk how they'd work so it's all driving me insane#jetstream sam#mgr oc#that's all i'm tagging sorry
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had a really epic cry on a balcony last week and I’ve been longing for that balcony ever since . Was so cathartic I need to go back there
#Never in my life have I felt more at odds with people around me and like I have no idea how to communicate#like a normal human being until this fucking trip#And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong but it just feels like. I am barely passing as a normal Person and people are Noticing#and the Noticing is making them Uneasy and therefore I am excluded from All Things#I need to get Diagnosed . With what I don’t know. But Something. Because something is fucking Wrong here#It’s making me reevaluate my entire everything because I feel so out of place it’s driving me insane#I feel like I’m sticking out like a sore thumb amidst a crowd and it’s doing something awful to me#How do I talk to people how do I exist with other people how do i. Do anything#and why is this only hard Now#I keep clamming up (lol) and going totally silent because I just feel like everything I’m saying is Wrong. Somehow.#But me being silent is also Wrong. And I’m doing something Wrong all the time#Uughhhrhb. This sucks. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here#vent#delete later#clamtalk#Sorry for venting so much recently I am. Going through it rn. I promise I try not to do this often.
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Does anyone know where I can find the good quality version of this image? It's so frustrating because when cross searching on google it'll tell me the original quality is 850x478, but I can't find a way to download it in that quality. This is another version of the image (I'm guessing it's Mayoi promo art):
But I liked the clean white background one...
#It's cute...#It's got Akutagawa stealing glances at Atsushi#Thought asking was worth a try ;;;;;;#Google cross image search has changed and as someone who used it as I use breathing it's been absolutely heartbreaking.#It makes cross searching images so much harder it's awful#Because before when you looked up an image it suggested you the best quality avaible of that image.#And the search got worse every year but it was still functional you know??#But now there's not that anymore. There's no “large” “medium” “small” and instead it only gives you “find image source”#Dude I don't want to find the image source. I've downloaded the image I KNOW the source. What I want is ANOTHER SOURCE with better quality#And I used to get it when I was 10 and I used to get it when I was 15 and I sued to get it when I was 20#And now I don't have it anymore?? It stripes away one of the most powerful search tools on the internet from the public????#It drives me insane. Like why does internet get worse every year that's not how humanity is supposed to work#Sorry. I needed to rant. This makes every quality-freak media archivist (like me) job harder beyond comparison#Btw if you're looking for an alternative Yandex images still does the work... It's not as powerful search engine as google#and it's often going to miss the particular hidden media (y'know- super niche Akutagawa merch from 2018 and stuff)#But for the rest it does a pretty good job. If anything there's still the best quality avaible option#But seriously looking up stuff for aktgw-daily has gotten so much harder ever since this fucked up change to google lens#and it makes me hate the world. I haven't been able to find a way to reverse it but if anyone more tech savy than me who has any idea-#what I'm talking about can help me. Please please hmu I'll be grateful forever#Sorry for the rant I have a lot of pent up rage over this. Stop making broke people's lives harder challenge#random rambles
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if any of you ever notice me liking, un-liking, and re-liking your posts, (sometimes multiple times a day. sometimes multiple days apart.) please (try to) ignore me. i am sorry. i am insane. thank you. have a good day
#i like actually have issues#i need to ''line up'' and semi-organize my likes (which act as my bookmarks)#and like. it drives me insane when things arent how i Need them to be.#like for example three fics of the same character need to be one after the other and stuff#it goes kinda deeper and more insane but just to give you a general idea#so catch me constantly liking and unliking and reliking things a billion times#also do it to like put some things back at the top of my likes because so much gets buried so quickly and i just need to remember its there#both with things i that havent read yet and with things that i want to reread#i feel like so insane and annoying about it all the time🧎but like its just something that i Need to do...#like it actually kind of upsets me#if i dont. but also when i do.#it also honestly makes me scared/nervous that people will get really annoyed and or weirded out by it if they see/notice it happen:/#i definitely have further mental issues#anyways#basically just im sorry and please ignore me#talkin shit#maybe i should talk to someone about this. or go down the research rabbit hole. aaaaaaaanyways.#goodnight!#it is 8am and i dont know how im still awake!#this was a certified talkin shit post#absolute wall of tags jesus#sorry :p#if you read all of this. i am sorry and i love you (big deal for me)#(another issue of mine)#🧍#hashtag unnecessary off putting weirdo rant😝#my specialty#okay bye#just had to edit this post a billion times.#woah tag limit reached. its a sign for me to shut the fuck up. note taken. thanks tumblr.
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vocaloid puyo redraws except theyre mainly feli
#It's mainly feli bc she drives me insane#Also this goes out to that one person who reblogged my art thinking it was darling dance/orthodoxia art#To that person I am so sorry it was just nun feli and feli in jirai kei#But now it actually is#Society is saved#Also you reminded me that ive never drawn orthodoxia/darling dance feli b4 even tho those ideas drive me insane#Thank you#Also fuck you (/aff) 4 bringing up samsa schezo u have ruined my life#Anyways onto character tags#schezo puyo puyo#schezo wegey#feli puyo puyo#white feli#white feli puyo puyo#puyo puyo#puyo puyo 20th#puyo puyo fever#madou monogatari
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this is fucked up but is it cockroaches
YES AND YES IT IS FUCKED UP
i post a lot of unserious things on here but this has to be the most ridiculous like it’s so fucked up
#it’s so insanely fuckd up#and yes apparently my work is infested#been having allergic reactions everyday since i started but without a visible allergen#and it doesn’t feel anything like dust#and then i saw one and had to kill it omg im so fucking brave you guys have no idea#and it came up how they’re always kinda around and just come out on cold days 😔😔😔😔#and someone was like maybe that’s what your allergic to and i didn’t even believe them that it was an allergy#until i googled it and saw all of my sumtpoms 😔💔💔#you’re *#sorry that typo was driving me crazy#yeah i’m sick about this guys#literally and figuratively
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hc that at some point of time pre-end of 247, shiyong switched to wearing all/mostly white, cut his hair shorter and started wearing it in a simpler hairstyle
#because yk i feel like that kid recognised him a little too easily#according to what's said during most of the book he and zhou ying do look similar#but its not the kind of similarity you catch at first glance#and they both have wildly different vibes#so i feel like it'd make more sense if the kid recognized him because of similar facial features + similar getup#also the idea of shiyong subconsciously starting to dress like his san-ge after the final arc does things to my brain#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk#these two drive me insane👍#(and sorry if the mandarin looks too stiff#i was trying to make sure i wrote the characters correctly)#tai sui#tai sui art#xi ping#xi shiyong#tai sui spoilers#tai sui book 5#tai sui conclusion#my art#🍀#my tai sui art
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first of all, the duffers absolutely didn't have the full series planned out from the start because Stranger Things was originally pitched as a limited series with 1) the potential for a direct "sequel" that would follow the younger kids as adults (basically, they pitched "It") or 2) an outright sci-fi horror anthology. second of all, even if the duffers did have everything mapped out from the start that doesn't mean that plan isn't garbage.
#strangerthoughts#sorry ST reddit is driving me INSANE. please crawl back out of the duffers' asses#these guys literally lost the plot back in S3 and course corrected so hard that everyone collectively experienced whiplash#if they had any kind of plan in mind it definitely wasn't until after S2#I would argue it wasn't until after S3 tbh#like. S1 was definitely intended to stand alone#S2 was a direct continuation that only happened because netflix saw the show as profitable#and the duffers scrambled to yeet something out in a little over a year#which is why the justice for barb plot is a thing and el's plot is so disconnected from the rest of the season#they had no idea what to do with her when she was SUPPOSED TO DIE#S3 feels like the duffers pitched an anthology season and netflix said no#like. I could have liked S3 as a standalone campy action comedy#but it being a wacky season in the midst of non-wacky seasons makes me wonder what the duffers were smoking#and if the duffers had a solid plan for vecna before S3 I'll give them my left kidney free of charge#because S4 is a messy season. they crammed things in there that did not need to be crammed in#they bloated the cast and clearly had no idea what to do with 75% of said cast#and when I talk about the episodes being too long I'm directly referring to how in the last episode the kill vecna crew are being#STRANGLED BY VINES and PINNED TO A WALL for like thirty minutes straight#at that point someone should have suggested they reevaluate what they just wrote. because what they wrote sucked#I genuinely don't think the duffers will ever be show runners again#I think they'll continue to direct. which they are pretty good at. but I don't see them ever writing anything majorly successful again
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not to swtor post on main but i am Not normal about the minister
#i finished imp agent plotline and i feel like its important to blog about my swtor gamings given that#its the only thing ive been fucking playing for months.#but anyways. thats dad#im sorry but thats cipher 9s dad i made so much lore#LORE FRIENDLY LORE OFC#i just .... the idea of cipher 9 being his fav of the ciphers#idk it drives me insane#like ever since i started the plotline ive been most invested in keeper and 9#theres something so personal to me about them#also my agent and vector :) love them#swtor#minister of intelligence#i know hes just some bald guy but god . slaps his bald spot making the sound of a screenshot . he means sm to me
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