#sorry im in mood today
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Oh my darling, Your laughter feels like home.
I feel it reverberate deep inside my chest where my insecurities used to lie.
How many years have I spent drowning? Siphoning water fruitlessly through my gils, only to learn that when I breathe you in, it is lungs that blaze with life.
Your words... the cadence of your voice, the earnestness of your passion...I feel it, like the blood in my veins, rushing to keep my heart from ceasing to beat. I feel every enunciation like a stamp, temporarily branding me with your thoughts, your fears, your loves...
It's so easy to fall into step with you... back and forth we go, bouncing one thing after the next off of each other-- two poets weaving threads of wonder into an elaborate tapestry of words.
"I long for you," every moment we're apart is an uncomfortably lacking statement. The sentiment is apt, but lacks the intensity at which I pine for every instant we share.
The numbness of being not quite right has left me cold for so long, and yet you ignite in me an inferno of acceptance and affirmation that has transformed me. I am no longer the cracked shell I once was-- nay, I am a shining entity of love and awe that blossoms in the wake of your brilliance. The pattern of your heartbeat, the warmth of your skin, the thirst quenching taste of your breathe mingling with mine...I am not myself without you Edward. I pray that you do not linger for longer than necessary-- for your absence has left me bereft.
#just a letter stede writes to ed when ed goes off fishing and is only gone for like 4 fucking hours#or maybe this is the letter he puts in Ed's lunch that Ed takes along with him to the beach and it's sealed with a kiss shaped wax seal#because stede has made a seal in the shape of his lips just for ed because you know thats what he'd fucking do#insufferable husbands#gentlebeard#edward teach#our flag means death#ofmd#blackbonnet#stede bonnet#yes i wrote this instead of finishing the recap#sorry im in mood today
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"Fernando" S1E4 - Fernando Alonso & Carlos Sainz Sr.
#im sorry i also thought i qas done gifing this season#but then i was rewatching it today and remembered this scene existed#ive talked abt this before but ahhhh theyre very cute to me#like how theyre both older drivers but act very young with each other and tease each other#but in this ep especially nando is so so so cheeky with him#but the mood lighting and the camera angles my god#its filmed like a gay romance drama i swear#'do you think two old racing drivers can fall in love? 🥺'#fernando alonso#carlos sainz sr#what's their ship name??#carnando#??? is that it???#f1#formula 1#fernando(show)#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e4
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I know this is the bush website. I know that. but I shaved, bc I like the feel of it, and oh my goddddd when the whole pussy gets slippery wet??? and it's so soft and pretty and easy to put your fingers in??? I should be getting held down and used 24/7
#this post brought to you by my right hand. because my left hand is busy#bitts posts#sorry for being nasty today im in a mood
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Ugh this sucks i should be making you snacks and gently kissing you on the head instead
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#how many times#how many times must i lament that i dont get to be softly kissing someones head#the world is too cruel#also GOD i love making people little snacks#pls let me take care of you pls let me take care of you PLS—#sorry woke up feeling normal today#im gay and i like sleeping
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i thinkkkk the broadway community at large needs to have a bigger conversation on health and wellbeing and capitalism and disability bc the whole brody missing shows thing is so much bigger than specifically just brody missing shows (whether u like brody or not! i don’t even care about the guy!!!) and yall expect everyday ppl who happen to have high profile jobs to work themselves to fucking death over fictional characters and literally harm and kill themselves for their work bc of some arbitrary “broadway standard”. it’s so insane
#keep seeing jordan also coming up#he had an eating disorder during dear evan hansen??#laura benanti?? who had a broken neck?????#ashley wool has been praised for performing with ovarian tumours till she was hospitalized#that is INSANE#countless broadway actors with permanent physical or vocal damage from overworking#ppl should not be praised for having to work themselves like this capitalism eats at ppls#mf brains!!!!!#sorry i just need to rant im in such a mood today#same way how ppl now expect regular ass performers to be held to taylor swift eras standards when like. she is probably not healthy!!!#humans should not work like that 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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"we need a canon johnlock show!!!" most of yall can't even handle them being close friends without making them hate eachother because you fundamentally misunderstand their relationship. sit down (I am entirely willing to expand on this btw if anyone wants me to)
#sorry lads im in a fighting mood today#but its true#sherlock holmes#acd canon#acd holmes#acd sherlock holmes
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NOW AND THEN (2023): The final Beatles recording-
Atlantic City: Bruce Springsteen / P.S I Love You: The Beatles / Photograph: Ringo Starr / Mind Games: John Lennon / I'll Be Seeing You: Billie Holiday
#sorry this just fell out of me i cannot even say its my best work im just VERY emotoinal about now and then coming out TOMORRROWWWW#the beatles#long post#web weaving#mine#anyone else get so autism today that theyre head hurts and now theyre in abad mood......cuz i did..#now and then
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One day I'll have some COOL and AWESOME ✨project✨ which I'll be enthusiastic to do even completely alone even without borrowing outside enthusiasm and I will LOVE to make it and I wont drop it within a day and people will be exited about it and we all will have a lot of fun together
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I’m definitely super obsessed with Echo and Crosshair’s relationship if you couldn’t already tell but above all I’m so interested in the ‘firsts’.
The first time they exchanged any sort of gift or the first time they shared something personal with each other. Their first hug. The first time they fought really bad and turned the ship into a war zone for a few days. The first time one of them took the other’s side in an argument. The first time they had to patch the other up after an injury and realized how scared they were to lose each other.
What did that look like? Did it take a really short time or were they tip toeing around each other for a few weeks? Did Crosshair latch onto Echo super fast like I tend to headcanon or did it take some time before he started to feel comfortable around him? Did Echo butt heads with Crosshair in the beginning? Still sometimes? How do they work through disagreements? Who was the first person Echo shared any sort of personal emotional thing with? Was it Crosshair or someone else? When was the first time he told Crosshair something like that? What was it? When was the first time they were able to joke with each other or make fun of each other? What’s their favorite way to spend time together and how did they find that out?
What’s something that only Crosshair knows about Echo and vice versa???
Just. The two of them navigating getting to know each other and finding out they have some very big things in common despite how standoffish Crosshair is and how strong willed Echo is. The two of them forming a strong bond and still being able to call each other out on shit when needed.
Just. Crosshair and Echo.
#space chatter#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb crosshair#the bad batch echo#the bad batch crosshair#Crosshair and Echo#pls don’t hate me im back im sorry i can’t stop#I promise I’ll reel it in I’m just in a ✨mood✨ today and can’t keep my mouth closed 🫠
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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gripping bathroom counter staring myself down in the mirror i have Got to learn not to place all my sense of inherent value into my art how can i get it through my skull that i am more than what i like and more than what i make
#hina.txt#talking to a wall basically :(#when ur hobby and ur skills are your favourite things abt yourself bc u genuinely cannot stand everything else#its not good its not healthy i cant take criticism bc all my self-worth is in my art and everything feels like a personal fucking attack#when im at all unsatisfied with what ive made it feels like im a complete failure#i feel this constant need to push myself n surpass myself bc if i stagnate i'll lose the main thing abt myself i find pride in#this is emo as fuck sorry im normal :)#bad bad mood today ghjdsghd Cold Fury into shame so fast itll give u whiplash
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man. do Ch*rlastor shippers even like or know Charlie as a character or is she just a hollow character for self-insert purposes to them
#hazbin hotel#sorry im in a bitter mood today lawl#the anti chaggie takes ive been seeing in the chaggie tag are just#reading them makes me feel like im ironing the wrinkles in my brain#im not talking about people who are honest about liking the ship for self indulgent purposes. that's fiiiiiiine. i do it too!#im talking about people who genuinely think it's what would make the most sense for charlie#even tho they've barely even talked to each other on screen#and have just such unbridled hate for vaggie#i appreciate alastor fans who love chaggie and vaggie so much. u guys r the real ones
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Love Found In A Different World
#svsss#shang Qinghua#mobei jun#Mobei-Jun#moshang#shen qingqiu#shen yaun#luo binghe#bingqiu#scum villains self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#scum villain self saving system#two transmigrators starting off fighting for there lives#to both end up happy abd in love and protected forever#im mushy about it#sorry its not a shitpost this time im in a soft loving mood today 💞#literally moshang and Bingqiu mean the world to me i love them both SO MUCH#my art#nibbelraz
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(tbhk chapter 118/120 spoilers)
OKAY.
OKAYYYYY ???????
THAT’S ENOUGH AIDAIRO 😭😭
#actually losing my mind rn dont talk to me#THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO READING BEFORE GOING TO BED IM ☹️☹️#the way kou fulfilled his promise of dying so he and mitsuba could be together forever and wanting to go so he wouldnt be alone#AND THE WAY THE SOULS WARNING THEM HAD BUBBLES BC THEY WERE SACRIFICED IN THE WELL AND WHAT TERU AND AKANE SAW WAS MOST LIKELY KOU AND#MITSUBA’S BODIES#I’m gonna be sick#so will teru after he has a major crisis over supernaturals and technically exorcising his brother /j /lh#IM SORRY#the mood needs to be lightened today skdkskd#on a semi sidenote aida why did u have to make the most breathtaking panel of the chapter the most heartbreaking one#kou’s expression actually pains me but its so well drawn 😭#btw thanks for making the chapter release art contrasting the tone of the said chapter SKDKSKDKDK#teru minamoto#kou minamoto#sousuke mitsuba#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#doggo rambles
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inspired by this amazing fanart by @dgalerab
sorry to bring the angst again but holy fuck alastor using his power to control angel like a puppet with strings to use over husk.
nobody else seems to pick up on it right away, but husk knows immediately. he knows every soft smile and light brush of affection feels wrong and lifeless, he knows there’s something missing from behind his eyes, and he knows alastor is somehow behind it.
but it’s just been so long since husk has found someone like angel that he just can’t bring himself to believe it. he can’t bring himself to believe that it was all being taken away so suddenly, and, subconsciously, he can’t bring himself to put angel in a worse position by making alastor aware that he knows.
so he pretends for a bit that this is his angel.
he was just going through a rough time, that’s all.
the feeling missing behind his eyes is because of everything he’d gone through in his life, not because there’s nothing in there currently except alastor’s will and intention.
he ignores the hollow pet names and indifferent kisses because he just can’t cope with his little slice of paradise being crushed so insignificantly in between alastor’s fingers.
#sorry y’all im in a Mood today apparently lmao#it’s kinda funny tho to picture alastor trying to pretend to be angel lmaoo#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#husk#husker#angel dust#alastor#casinohearts#hellaverse
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maybe im just being picky but 99.9% of the trans rep i see is trans folk who have "completed" their transitions. like they've been on the hormones got the surgeries and everything. cis with extra steps. but like. what about trans characters who maybe have only just started hrt, characters who haven't gotten surgeries, or characters who haven't started medically transitioning at all because they can't or don't want to. idk
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