#sorry im in mood today

[gentlebeardsbarngrill]

Oh my darling, Your laughter feels like home.

I feel it reverberate deep inside my chest where my insecurities used to lie.

How many years have I spent drowning? Siphoning water fruitlessly through my gils, only to learn that when I breathe you in, it is lungs that blaze with life.

Your words... the cadence of your voice, the earnestness of your passion...I feel it, like the blood in my veins, rushing to keep my heart from ceasing to beat. I feel every enunciation like a stamp, temporarily branding me with your thoughts, your fears, your loves...

It's so easy to fall into step with you... back and forth we go, bouncing one thing after the next off of each other-- two poets weaving threads of wonder into an elaborate tapestry of words.

"I long for you," every moment we're apart is an uncomfortably lacking statement. The sentiment is apt, but lacks the intensity at which I pine for every instant we share.

The numbness of being not quite right has left me cold for so long, and yet you ignite in me an inferno of acceptance and affirmation that has transformed me. I am no longer the cracked shell I once was-- nay, I am a shining entity of love and awe that blossoms in the wake of your brilliance. The pattern of your heartbeat, the warmth of your skin, the thirst quenching taste of your breathe mingling with mine...I am not myself without you Edward. I pray that you do not linger for longer than necessary-- for your absence has left me bereft.

[skitskatdacat63]

"Fernando" S1E4 - Fernando Alonso & Carlos Sainz Sr.

[napping-sapphic]

Ugh this sucks i should be making you snacks and gently kissing you on the head instead

[benrybenrybenry-chr]

"we need a canon johnlock show!!!" most of yall can't even handle them being close friends without making them hate eachother because you fundamentally misunderstand their relationship. sit down (I am entirely willing to expand on this btw if anyone wants me to)

[neilphen]

NOW AND THEN (2023): The final Beatles recording-

Atlantic City: Bruce Springsteen / P.S I Love You: The Beatles / Photograph: Ringo Starr / Mind Games: John Lennon / I'll Be Seeing You: Billie Holiday

[nyoxt]

One day I'll have some COOL and AWESOME ✨project✨ which I'll be enthusiastic to do even completely alone even without borrowing outside enthusiasm and I will LOVE to make it and I wont drop it within a day and people will be exited about it and we all will have a lot of fun together

[the-bi-space-ace]

I’m definitely super obsessed with Echo and Crosshair’s relationship if you couldn’t already tell but above all I’m so interested in the ‘firsts’.

The first time they exchanged any sort of gift or the first time they shared something personal with each other. Their first hug. The first time they fought really bad and turned the ship into a war zone for a few days. The first time one of them took the other’s side in an argument. The first time they had to patch the other up after an injury and realized how scared they were to lose each other.

What did that look like? Did it take a really short time or were they tip toeing around each other for a few weeks? Did Crosshair latch onto Echo super fast like I tend to headcanon or did it take some time before he started to feel comfortable around him? Did Echo butt heads with Crosshair in the beginning? Still sometimes? How do they work through disagreements? Who was the first person Echo shared any sort of personal emotional thing with? Was it Crosshair or someone else? When was the first time he told Crosshair something like that? What was it? When was the first time they were able to joke with each other or make fun of each other? What’s their favorite way to spend time together and how did they find that out?

What’s something that only Crosshair knows about Echo and vice versa???

Just. The two of them navigating getting to know each other and finding out they have some very big things in common despite how standoffish Crosshair is and how strong willed Echo is. The two of them forming a strong bond and still being able to call each other out on shit when needed.

Just. Crosshair and Echo.

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut

meronia event prompt(s): scar

[hinamie]

gripping bathroom counter staring myself down in the mirror i have Got to learn not to place all my sense of inherent value into my art how can i get it through my skull that i am more than what i like and more than what i make

[barb-l]

man. do Ch*rlastor shippers even like or know Charlie as a character or is she just a hollow character for self-insert purposes to them

[nibbelraz]

Love Found In A Different World

[dumbnotstupidfuck]

inspired by this amazing fanart by @dgalerab

sorry to bring the angst again but holy fuck alastor using his power to control angel like a puppet with strings to use over husk.

nobody else seems to pick up on it right away, but husk knows immediately. he knows every soft smile and light brush of affection feels wrong and lifeless, he knows there’s something missing from behind his eyes, and he knows alastor is somehow behind it.

but it’s just been so long since husk has found someone like angel that he just can’t bring himself to believe it. he can’t bring himself to believe that it was all being taken away so suddenly, and, subconsciously, he can’t bring himself to put angel in a worse position by making alastor aware that he knows.

so he pretends for a bit that this is his angel.

he was just going through a rough time, that’s all.

the feeling missing behind his eyes is because of everything he’d gone through in his life, not because there’s nothing in there currently except alastor’s will and intention.

he ignores the hollow pet names and indifferent kisses because he just can’t cope with his little slice of paradise being crushed so insignificantly in between alastor’s fingers.

[alienaiver]

"i thought you promised me you'd stop."

you don't mean to sound as angry as you do, nor as accusatory. it's merely a statement. aizawa isn't phased by the harsh sentence, though. he knows you.

he looks up from his laptop, stopping his hands from massaging the part between scalp and neck. he looks like a deer caught in the headlights - or more accurately to him, a cat caught at a crossroad. you can't figure out if he'll try to sneak away before explaining himself. both of you know that you're not going to let him.

you sigh and slump further against the doorframe, lifting a hand to your face. what are you going to do with him? he rolls away from the desk to face you properly, "i was... but it changed..."

you know what he means. it always changes. he promised he'd quit after raising a new generation of heroes; that he just wanted to follow his class to the door as an active pro hero. that he'd become a full-time teacher and retire from being a pro hero when his last class graduated - which they did, two years ago.

and yet, aizawa's filing a report after his afternoon patrol. he'd barely been able to eat dinner, his body not able to stomach much with all the stress and medication it's being put under.

for someone who hates medication, he sure is willing to take a lot in order to overcompensate at an already oversaturated jobmarket.

the stout and strong man you fell in love with has dwindled. he argues that he hasn't diminished nearly as much as all might, and you remind him that it's not a competition. that dealing with chronic pain and then losing a leg and an eye is cause for concern for anyone; his plate is full.

but then, a prodigy came around. one you love and has taken in as your own as well, supporting them both. and although aizawa's argument is always that he does it for the kid, said kid has begged him to retire since his second year in high school.

you sigh and let your arms fall and walk over to him, defeated. you stand in front of his desk chair, in front of him, and look into his eye before you start to run your hands through his hair. you're silent together for a moment.

"i'd like to grow old together."

he hums and leans into your touch, arms reaching out towards you, holding onto the sides of your thighs.

"me too."

a chuckle turns into a sigh for you before you give him a stern look. you understand him; this is his dream after all. this is everything he worked towards. the challenges he faces on a day to day basis are tough; but so is he.

you hold onto his face with your hands, your thumbs dragging over his cheeks, "can you take fewer shifts at least?"

he considers for a moment before his arms travel up to join yours, "i'll try."

try.

that is all you can ask of him, really. and you won't try for more; after all, this is also a part of him you fell in love with. this is also a part you chose to live with when you accepted the ring on your finger. he pulls gently at your hand to kiss said ring while maintaining eye contact and you huff out a breath before you smile.

"i'll hound you about this in another six month's time." you warn and he laughs, low and scratchy, before he nods, "and i'll be there to listen."

[goldthorn-archive]

the vibes have been absolutely awful today idk what is up so im trying to make myself laugh w this. ok more stupid mota as coasters:

literally all of the 100th:

gale: gale and john:

and im so sorry for this one but stalag christmas

[yennas-stuff]

I could actually see sex toys being present in the Gwynriel book. I think we’ll see Gwyn using her ribbon to tie up Azriel and ride his face.

🍒 anon

Hii 🍒 anon!

I totally agree as usual, but also, since I'm in a mood™️ today, I think I could do with less smut in the next acotar books. Usually, I would love to giggle about kinky Gwynriel stuff, but sometimes I think that possible smut scenarios are more thought about in the fandom than actual plot points. Sorry, Anon, I know you meant to banter a bit. I totally support Gwynriel kinky extravaganza but I'm being grumpy today.

We need to focus more on emotions, yearning, and mutual respect and understanding. Hand touches and meaningful looks are going to hit Azriel so much more than sex. He's already so emotionally underdeveloped (for me) as a character, I need him to grow as a person. When it comes to Gwyn, I really hope her sexual discoveries are handled well. But I honestly wouldn't mind if both Elucien and Gwynriel books had like 2 sex scenes, and the rest of it was tension and slow burn.

[salt-n-salt]

HELLO i saw you were drawing peoples farmers and was wondering if you could draw mine pretty please

i dont have a name for her yet but she mostly forages and takes care of animals and shes married to elliott

p.s i love your art style its so cute!

im gonna steal elliotts hot elf wife right out from under him 🕵️ SHES SOOOO WHIMSY!!!