#sorry im in mood today
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Oh my darling, Your laughter feels like home.
I feel it reverberate deep inside my chest where my insecurities used to lie.
How many years have I spent drowning? Siphoning water fruitlessly through my gils, only to learn that when I breathe you in, it is lungs that blaze with life.
Your words... the cadence of your voice, the earnestness of your passion...I feel it, like the blood in my veins, rushing to keep my heart from ceasing to beat. I feel every enunciation like a stamp, temporarily branding me with your thoughts, your fears, your loves...
It's so easy to fall into step with you... back and forth we go, bouncing one thing after the next off of each other-- two poets weaving threads of wonder into an elaborate tapestry of words.
"I long for you," every moment we're apart is an uncomfortably lacking statement. The sentiment is apt, but lacks the intensity at which I pine for every instant we share.
The numbness of being not quite right has left me cold for so long, and yet you ignite in me an inferno of acceptance and affirmation that has transformed me. I am no longer the cracked shell I once was-- nay, I am a shining entity of love and awe that blossoms in the wake of your brilliance. The pattern of your heartbeat, the warmth of your skin, the thirst quenching taste of your breathe mingling with mine...I am not myself without you Edward. I pray that you do not linger for longer than necessary-- for your absence has left me bereft.
#just a letter stede writes to ed when ed goes off fishing and is only gone for like 4 fucking hours#or maybe this is the letter he puts in Ed's lunch that Ed takes along with him to the beach and it's sealed with a kiss shaped wax seal#because stede has made a seal in the shape of his lips just for ed because you know thats what he'd fucking do#insufferable husbands#gentlebeard#edward teach#our flag means death#ofmd#blackbonnet#stede bonnet#yes i wrote this instead of finishing the recap#sorry im in mood today
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"Fernando" S1E4 - Fernando Alonso & Carlos Sainz Sr.
#im sorry i also thought i qas done gifing this season#but then i was rewatching it today and remembered this scene existed#ive talked abt this before but ahhhh theyre very cute to me#like how theyre both older drivers but act very young with each other and tease each other#but in this ep especially nando is so so so cheeky with him#but the mood lighting and the camera angles my god#its filmed like a gay romance drama i swear#'do you think two old racing drivers can fall in love? 🥺'#fernando alonso#carlos sainz sr#what's their ship name??#carnando#??? is that it???#f1#formula 1#fernando(show)#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e4
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Ugh this sucks i should be making you snacks and gently kissing you on the head instead
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#how many times#how many times must i lament that i dont get to be softly kissing someones head#the world is too cruel#also GOD i love making people little snacks#pls let me take care of you pls let me take care of you PLS—#sorry woke up feeling normal today#im gay and i like sleeping
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"we need a canon johnlock show!!!" most of yall can't even handle them being close friends without making them hate eachother because you fundamentally misunderstand their relationship. sit down (I am entirely willing to expand on this btw if anyone wants me to)
#sorry lads im in a fighting mood today#but its true#sherlock holmes#acd canon#acd holmes#acd sherlock holmes
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NOW AND THEN (2023): The final Beatles recording-
Atlantic City: Bruce Springsteen / P.S I Love You: The Beatles / Photograph: Ringo Starr / Mind Games: John Lennon / I'll Be Seeing You: Billie Holiday
#sorry this just fell out of me i cannot even say its my best work im just VERY emotoinal about now and then coming out TOMORRROWWWW#the beatles#long post#web weaving#mine#anyone else get so autism today that theyre head hurts and now theyre in abad mood......cuz i did..#now and then
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One day I'll have some COOL and AWESOME ✨project✨ which I'll be enthusiastic to do even completely alone even without borrowing outside enthusiasm and I will LOVE to make it and I wont drop it within a day and people will be exited about it and we all will have a lot of fun together
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I’m definitely super obsessed with Echo and Crosshair’s relationship if you couldn’t already tell but above all I’m so interested in the ‘firsts’.
The first time they exchanged any sort of gift or the first time they shared something personal with each other. Their first hug. The first time they fought really bad and turned the ship into a war zone for a few days. The first time one of them took the other’s side in an argument. The first time they had to patch the other up after an injury and realized how scared they were to lose each other.
What did that look like? Did it take a really short time or were they tip toeing around each other for a few weeks? Did Crosshair latch onto Echo super fast like I tend to headcanon or did it take some time before he started to feel comfortable around him? Did Echo butt heads with Crosshair in the beginning? Still sometimes? How do they work through disagreements? Who was the first person Echo shared any sort of personal emotional thing with? Was it Crosshair or someone else? When was the first time he told Crosshair something like that? What was it? When was the first time they were able to joke with each other or make fun of each other? What’s their favorite way to spend time together and how did they find that out?
What’s something that only Crosshair knows about Echo and vice versa???
Just. The two of them navigating getting to know each other and finding out they have some very big things in common despite how standoffish Crosshair is and how strong willed Echo is. The two of them forming a strong bond and still being able to call each other out on shit when needed.
Just. Crosshair and Echo.
#space chatter#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb crosshair#the bad batch echo#the bad batch crosshair#Crosshair and Echo#pls don’t hate me im back im sorry i can’t stop#I promise I’ll reel it in I’m just in a ✨mood✨ today and can’t keep my mouth closed 🫠
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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gripping bathroom counter staring myself down in the mirror i have Got to learn not to place all my sense of inherent value into my art how can i get it through my skull that i am more than what i like and more than what i make
#hina.txt#talking to a wall basically :(#when ur hobby and ur skills are your favourite things abt yourself bc u genuinely cannot stand everything else#its not good its not healthy i cant take criticism bc all my self-worth is in my art and everything feels like a personal fucking attack#when im at all unsatisfied with what ive made it feels like im a complete failure#i feel this constant need to push myself n surpass myself bc if i stagnate i'll lose the main thing abt myself i find pride in#this is emo as fuck sorry im normal :)#bad bad mood today ghjdsghd Cold Fury into shame so fast itll give u whiplash
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man. do Ch*rlastor shippers even like or know Charlie as a character or is she just a hollow character for self-insert purposes to them
#hazbin hotel#sorry im in a bitter mood today lawl#the anti chaggie takes ive been seeing in the chaggie tag are just#reading them makes me feel like im ironing the wrinkles in my brain#im not talking about people who are honest about liking the ship for self indulgent purposes. that's fiiiiiiine. i do it too!#im talking about people who genuinely think it's what would make the most sense for charlie#even tho they've barely even talked to each other on screen#and have just such unbridled hate for vaggie#i appreciate alastor fans who love chaggie and vaggie so much. u guys r the real ones
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Love Found In A Different World
#svsss#shang Qinghua#mobei jun#Mobei-Jun#moshang#shen qingqiu#shen yaun#luo binghe#bingqiu#scum villains self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#scum villain self saving system#two transmigrators starting off fighting for there lives#to both end up happy abd in love and protected forever#im mushy about it#sorry its not a shitpost this time im in a soft loving mood today 💞#literally moshang and Bingqiu mean the world to me i love them both SO MUCH#my art#nibbelraz
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inspired by this amazing fanart by @dgalerab
sorry to bring the angst again but holy fuck alastor using his power to control angel like a puppet with strings to use over husk.
nobody else seems to pick up on it right away, but husk knows immediately. he knows every soft smile and light brush of affection feels wrong and lifeless, he knows there’s something missing from behind his eyes, and he knows alastor is somehow behind it.
but it’s just been so long since husk has found someone like angel that he just can’t bring himself to believe it. he can’t bring himself to believe that it was all being taken away so suddenly, and, subconsciously, he can’t bring himself to put angel in a worse position by making alastor aware that he knows.
so he pretends for a bit that this is his angel.
he was just going through a rough time, that’s all.
the feeling missing behind his eyes is because of everything he’d gone through in his life, not because there’s nothing in there currently except alastor’s will and intention.
he ignores the hollow pet names and indifferent kisses because he just can’t cope with his little slice of paradise being crushed so insignificantly in between alastor’s fingers.
#sorry y’all im in a Mood today apparently lmao#it’s kinda funny tho to picture alastor trying to pretend to be angel lmaoo#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#husk#husker#angel dust#alastor#casinohearts#hellaverse
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//flashing\\
Trying out alight motion for the 3rd time... I did show the previous animation cuz it was a rlly bad sprunki animation 😭😭
Tho honestly... Alight motion ain't all that bad. In all honesty.. Ill still be using Flipaclip for sure, but alight motion is fun whenever ur trying to make simple little animations! I'm starting to get the hang of it more
#Sorry for putting out 2 animations today. Im rlly in the animating mood today i guess#NOT A SHIP BTW that is rnwank's boss. Plus shes a lebiab. At most they have a pretty solid friendship#Im never tweening rnwank AGAIN....#So many layers...#AAAAAA#rave n au#white hank#madcom stygian#madness combat stygian#oc: rnygian#oc: rnwank#Do u guys still like her...#I do#Video#animation meme#animation#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#my art#digital drawing#digital illustration#madness combat#madcom#madness combat oc#madcom oc#alight motion
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maybe im just being picky but 99.9% of the trans rep i see is trans folk who have "completed" their transitions. like they've been on the hormones got the surgeries and everything. cis with extra steps. but like. what about trans characters who maybe have only just started hrt, characters who haven't gotten surgeries, or characters who haven't started medically transitioning at all because they can't or don't want to. idk
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"i thought you promised me you'd stop."
you don't mean to sound as angry as you do, nor as accusatory. it's merely a statement. aizawa isn't phased by the harsh sentence, though. he knows you.
he looks up from his laptop, stopping his hands from massaging the part between scalp and neck. he looks like a deer caught in the headlights - or more accurately to him, a cat caught at a crossroad. you can't figure out if he'll try to sneak away before explaining himself. both of you know that you're not going to let him.
you sigh and slump further against the doorframe, lifting a hand to your face. what are you going to do with him? he rolls away from the desk to face you properly, "i was... but it changed..."
you know what he means. it always changes. he promised he'd quit after raising a new generation of heroes; that he just wanted to follow his class to the door as an active pro hero. that he'd become a full-time teacher and retire from being a pro hero when his last class graduated - which they did, two years ago.
and yet, aizawa's filing a report after his afternoon patrol. he'd barely been able to eat dinner, his body not able to stomach much with all the stress and medication it's being put under.
for someone who hates medication, he sure is willing to take a lot in order to overcompensate at an already oversaturated jobmarket.
the stout and strong man you fell in love with has dwindled. he argues that he hasn't diminished nearly as much as all might, and you remind him that it's not a competition. that dealing with chronic pain and then losing a leg and an eye is cause for concern for anyone; his plate is full.
but then, a prodigy came around. one you love and has taken in as your own as well, supporting them both. and although aizawa's argument is always that he does it for the kid, said kid has begged him to retire since his second year in high school.
you sigh and let your arms fall and walk over to him, defeated. you stand in front of his desk chair, in front of him, and look into his eye before you start to run your hands through his hair. you're silent together for a moment.
"i'd like to grow old together."
he hums and leans into your touch, arms reaching out towards you, holding onto the sides of your thighs.
"me too."
a chuckle turns into a sigh for you before you give him a stern look. you understand him; this is his dream after all. this is everything he worked towards. the challenges he faces on a day to day basis are tough; but so is he.
you hold onto his face with your hands, your thumbs dragging over his cheeks, "can you take fewer shifts at least?"
he considers for a moment before his arms travel up to join yours, "i'll try."
try.
that is all you can ask of him, really. and you won't try for more; after all, this is also a part of him you fell in love with. this is also a part you chose to live with when you accepted the ring on your finger. he pulls gently at your hand to kiss said ring while maintaining eye contact and you huff out a breath before you smile.
"i'll hound you about this in another six month's time." you warn and he laughs, low and scratchy, before he nods, "and i'll be there to listen."
#aizawa shouta x reader#bnha x reader#being a pro hero sure is hard. i imagine retirement is not an easy subject with such self sacrificing types#this is a chara study i guess? idk honestly its just word dlow#wanted to sit on the pc today but snøfle is In A Mood due to the guests tjats been here#i think this is JUST at the edge of 500 words sorry if its over and theres no read more !!! dont wanna clog the dash for yall#but i rly dont think this is that long so im not putting one#lmk if it is (im on phone and wrote it on the tungle app) then ill put a read more as to make svrolling the tags easier !!! 🧡🧡🧡#anyways. this is good i think :')#nohr.writing#nohr.bnha
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the vibes have been absolutely awful today idk what is up so im trying to make myself laugh w this. ok more stupid mota as coasters:
literally all of the 100th:
gale: gale and john:
and im so sorry for this one but stalag christmas
#these are so dumb#what is in the air today i feel awful#anyway#mota#clegan#gale cleven#john egan#just realised i already did the stupid dishwasher one but im in such a bad mood rn sorry#not gonna fix it
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