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cant stop thinking about this silly dog i saw on twitter the other day, reminded me of him for some reason. The Animal 🐖
#i would link a source but it was a repost account so. idk whose ouppy this is im so sorry#also FIRST TABLET DRAWING RAAAAAAAUGH 💥💥💥 MY HAND HURTS SO FUCKING BAD FKJDHG#i gotta get used to holding a pen like that...#my arm keeps doing muscle memory Dont Touch The Screen thing but. it's ok relax man this isnt even a touchscreen#you can rest ur arm it's fine#it's so funny that desktop medibang was so hard to get used to bc i genuinely just didnt understand the software#was anyone gonna tell me you can move the red square to move your view... i've been using the scroll bars this whole time#WAS ANYONE GONNA TELL ME I FORGOT MY FUCKING PEN CORRECTION-#NO WONDER MY LINES FOR THIS SKETCH WERE SO SHAKY KGJFHG#also i forgot to fix the anti-aliasing so umm just pretend this is pixels like usual ok.. i couldnt tell#i dont have my glasses on and the screen is juuuuust a bit blurry anyways. didnt notice till i zoomed in to do his eye </3#yay doodle <3 i love coloring on this thing it's so fun#awa#umm im gonna leave this nonrebloggable for now bc i feel nervous for some reason#might change it later bc this was really fun
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good as new
another fun falin thing
#art#my art#digital painting#doodle#fanart#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#“whos your favorite character” i would never pick favorites#this isnt the drawing i was talkin about last night sorry my mom hasnt send that to me#for anyone who reads/keeps up with my tags#listen idk what to say theres just something about her#used brushes i wouldnt normally use#i always have fun when i do that#the “idk what tf im doin so im just goin” is real fun#anyways thats the post
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ideal tacomic to me is Pits in both of their stomachs manifested as thoughts of one another they cant erase no matter how much they try to move on,theey repress them for different reasonts though.To me its like.
Mic represses them bc she haets taco and just wants to move on with her life-To stop thinking about her shitty decisions during her time in the competition. she hates that she still thinks about taco allathis time later when shes in a much better place both physically and mentally
taco represses them bc she does not know what to do with them and in true taco fashion if u dont knpw how to handle your feelings just bottle them up forever (Guatanteed to work)(TRUST ME). she has 0 outlet no mepad doesnt count bc that out let is microphone and mic has made it clear she wants nothing to do with taco. Which taco will adhere to bc i think she respects mic more than she respects herself, which,In and of itself is not a very high bar to clear bc taco is filled to the brim with self loathing (and lettuce and taomato) so she would respect mics boundaries...and just rot.
in the neural network time line i nmy head theres some point along it where taco DOES try to reconcile with mic!but it doesnt end well. mic tells her to leavee her alone. dont talk to me? (sighs) do whatever schemes you gotta do but leave me out of them, okay? i want nothing to do with you anymore. fnd taco goes Ok bchwat else is she suppsoed to say to that.NO? she might try to push back in a fit of desperation upon seeing how the meeting is going (diseasedly) getting real vulenerable which would make anyone who has even the slightest intnetion of giving taco another chance fold but mic isnt like other girls and has a sense of self preservation. in an attempt of pushing for closure taco ends up pushing mic further away than she already was, which already seemed impossible (reached the limit, apparently not). when taco sees that shes done the impossible + the futility of this meeting has fully shown itself to her thats when she dips (sih of relief from mic)(proceeds to punch a hole in the wall bc watching her leave hurt for a reason she knows but doesnt want to acknowledge)
taco then doesnttt try again. tying in with her perceived incapability of starting over. welp it didnt work theres no reason to ever try again haha shucks gues thems the breaks for me or whatever british version that translates to. she has maybe one more shot with pickle and if that goes well (hmm) then theres a crumb of hope for happy tacomic ending? pickle speaks good on taco and plants that seed of forgiveness in mic to unwind those tangled roots of hatred and spite in her stomach that have knotted over so much time. but in order for anything to come of that taco would have to come face to face with mic again and i think shed rather die
#talk#i want her to lay down on the forest floor and not move and let herself decompose into the soil#a little ddeer comes along and eats her tomatoes and letuce#hollowed out#DIE#SORRY LONG POST I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO SAY#i make my own canon#let me on the board of directors i promise i am friendly and entierly nonthreatening#none of thos is coherent its just stream of consciousness for themost part#lmfaooo its like 1/5 mic 5000/5 taco IM SORRY TACOS FUN TO PSYCHOANAKLYZE#If you want to psychoanalyze someone.LOOK AT ME#tacomic#<might as well#lol#loll#its 3 in the mornig#im not reading all of this again this isnt meant to be read by anyone#WOE TACOMIC BE UPON YE
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friendly reminder this fandom isnt a job and you don't have to actively work to 'save the show' all the time, you can just have fun
#i saw a post earlier that was basically#'ok i see us all having fun but lets get back to show saving as well'#like????? no?????#WHEN did we owe anyone anything#this isnt a job we are here for fun.#messing around with posts and polls and fanart is not extra fun stuff. its what fandom is FOR#so yeah save the show thats all cool#but thats not what fandom is about.#never has been never should be im not here to work for someone its quite the opposite#what other fandom does this /neg#thank you so much to my moots for not being like this#but i went on the general lockwood tag and took damage#sorry im just mad#if you worry it's at you it's probably not tho lol#lockwood and co#lockwood and co netflix#save lockwood and co
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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i keep thinking abt looney tunes singing in the rain au. porky daffy and petunia would be cosmo don and kathy but i cant decide whod be who. BUT i know for sure that bugs would be lina lamont
#i feel like bcz of lina being bugs making don daffy would make the most sense#but daffy is SOOO cosmo they r screwballin'#porky is also very kathy selden. shes kind of the only one whos like. humble (?) enough to be porky#but then daffy would have to be don a pentunia would have to be cosmo which is like. hmm#actually i think thatd b okay i jus feel like i never see daffy an pentunia interact. but i would like them to 👍#they COULD be childhood besties. itd b fun u wouldnt expect it#maybe its like a muppets thing where theyre all just doing a production of singing in the rain so the characters dont rly have to make sens#so porky can be don lockwood its fine 👍#or petunia could be don actually??? thatd b kinda fun. hard to imagine w bugs bunny lina but still#what im learning here is that petunia just isnt in enough cartoons an doesnt get to interact w anyone enough besides porky#this post is 90 percent tags sorry#looney tunes#dafpork
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im on a train and really fucking tired but i would just like to say writing on tumblr isnt that deep.
like yes we put our time and effort into our writing and want for it to be well-received by our followers and everyone who comes across it in general, but at the end of the day tumblr is just a little app that has no place in the bigger part of our lives. we have our own jobs, education, lives to worry about, as well as a multitude of incidents that occur everyday, and spending this time actively sending out false accusations, spreading unwarranted hate, using literal real world tragedies as a comparison for something as insignificant as tumblr jealousy…
u know what we call this? being chronically online. and i hope to whoever does this in their apparently free life gets well soon and realises there are much bigger, more prevalent issues at hand than their urge to be immature.
#sophie’s idle chatter#i am so tired of everything thats transpired just within this month#like okay thanks for just showing ur true colours or whatever do u want a round of applause or smth?#and before anyone says anything this isnt just abt one person. its abt a collective group of ppl who do this and pop up every now and then#and quite frankly we are here to have fun. not be in this limbo of hate and caution abt what we post.#on another note#there are also a lot of things ive been meaning to rb (namely in regards with help for palenstine) but i havent had the chance to bc of uni#work being a main priority so HOPEFULLY i can start rbing the posts ive been meaning to tmrw 🧍♀️#sorry i just had to post this i will now pass out but not literally bc im on the train and still have to get the bus before getting to#my dorms 🫡
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man ok so you know the spiciness scale on menus that show you how spicy a dish is so you can order based on your tolerance. can we have that for sauces too please
#im being serious btw. the sauce to rice ratio is very important and sacred to me#whenever i eat at home i get to choose how much sauce i can have with my rice because i dont like absolutely dousing it but i still wanna b#able to taste it yanno. i dont do well with slippery/saucy foods and ive given up trying to understand it. it might be a sensory thing#i am so sorry to admit this on the soup website but i cant handle thick/chunky sauces or curry. forgive me#the worst part is that i actually can handle and even enjoy some like caldereta and congee. but its so hard to tell people ill eat this but#not that.. its embarassing because it feels like im making exceptions. which i am!! because its preference!! but alas#but anyway with the sauce scale. i was thinking it would be nice to include a scale for how much sauce you want with a dish#rather than just skirting away from a food because you feel like you cant handle the texture or feel unsure about it#sauce could be adjustable without completely changing the recipe so it would be more like a matter of quantity or serving size#also i feel like i can make cool names for the scale. like “light drizzle” to “sauceageddon”#im asian so when i eat sauce i pair it with rice and it works because the rice kind of cancels out or makes the sauce more tolerable for me#with caldereta i make it an even 50/50 because i can taste it in the rice without the texture getting in the way#but with pasta and sauce its normally 1/3 sauce because the pasta normally isnt enough to cancel it out#i also grew up with relatives making fun of my eating habits and i really really hate eating at restaurants and gatherings because of it#maybe its because they want to make sure im eating right but!! you dont have to call me out for my 1/3 portion of spaghetti sauce!! damn!!!#anyway im not sure if anyone feels the same abt this and maybe its just me. but it would be really nice to have this a normal thing#without judging ppl for their eating habits and preferences. on god#yapping#food ment#EDIT: ASKING FOR SAUCE ON THE SIDE. MY EYES HAVE BEEN OPENED. I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING
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literally What is with bsdtwt’s aggressive hatred towards ships that arent s.kk 😭
#im SORRY i do love s.kk but their shippers make it so hard#like SHUT UP!!! STOP!!! half the time theyre mischaracterising them anyway#but theyre legit so mean. especially towards s.igzai shippers it is ridiculous#i dont particularly care for s.igzai but omg?? leave them alone???#theyll legit harrass anyone who ships things other than fucking s.kk. my brother in christ these are fictional characters#and lord FORGIVE s.igskk shippers#sometimes i wanna post my silly thoughts on twitter but i ship kunichuu or chuuran or godbless kunikidazai#but i refrain bc im scared Lmao#ugh. i fucking hate those s.kk shippers#they make EVERYTHING about them even when the story isnt about them#and they refuse to let other shippers have fun it is insane#sigh. why do i use twitter
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brady antics vs the oilers pt 1 (01.06.24)
#brady tkachuk#ottawa senators#edmonton oilers#nhl#hockey gif#aria.gif#i'm not tagging all the oilers im sorry theres too many men#this game was awkward to watch with fam tho i just wanted brady to have fun#but in oil country i am not allowed to like anyone that isnt blue and orange LMAO#i get COOKED for being a tkachuk lover
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noooo you can let me describe the doctors body trust me i totally wont be weird about it this time
#me explaining why the doctor is hot: well theyre old enough to be my messiah so jot that down#also a body thats died many times#me opening the powerpoint: so before we begin hands up how many of you have spent more time than you should thinking abt jesus' body#church was like and this is body of christ and me being 7 and autistic took that in every way they DIDNT mean#anyway sorry yaz not sure what exactly the sin is here but im pretty sure uhhh it is one#its usually the master doing this#but yaz is taking the masters place in this fic so#that tracks i guess#gonna have to figure out how to take the pronouns out of this too#also look at the third person/second person flipflopping#i do that kind of a lot but i realised in this paragraph maybe thats because..........there isnt a third person imperative uhh mode?#is that a mode we call that idk#there ISNT a third person imperative right? thats just second person?#i think so#but its interesting bc thats like the main way my narration flipflops#idk if thats like bad. bad writer habit or whatever#if it is i dont really care#it doesnt bother ME so#idk if it bothers anyone else#one time i had a fun paragraph in the doctors pov where it went from its standard 3rd to 2nd to 1st. 1st plural i think#and then Back to 3rd distance yourself from yourself dont get too close#anyway
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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ok actually heres a proper post bc the one this morning was too mean
gonna take another break from being online. maybe not for long but i think i have to even tho its soooo boring lol
not to be that guy but my mental health has been getting so so bad again .. like some old stuff has come back up hardcore and it been seeping into my online life which i hate to do... i try to be a nice and sweet person but recently i feel ive just been angry and paranoid all the time which has made my posts SUCK!!! and i dont want to end up hurting anyone or making ppl think less of me.. even tho this post itself maybe has already done that. oh well
im going to keep trying to get help and maybe if i get better i can come back.. but i said that last time and welllllll. LOL
if anyone like needs me im gonna keep discord installed bc i need it for other stuff.. and im marsbotz like everywhere.. but im not gonna b active anywhere from now on lol
okeyyy thats it bye
#'this isnt an airport u dont need to announce ur departure' etc. whatever#im sad bc ive been having a nice time recently on here. but thats the exact reason ive gotten so bad again i think lol#i really am so sorry if ive come off as awful. im sorry anyone had to see this side of me again#please try adn remember me as nice and fun. and not insane and bitter#ok. gn. retiring to a life of grinding out videogames again
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Why does making stuff have to be so expensive hhhhhhh
#my sewing machine was made in a way that it is almost impossible to service on my own#i cant afford a new machine#but hand sewing through denim is actual hell on earth#also i have so many ideas for jewelry but getting all the supplies beads chain etc is so fucking expensive#unless i get it from amazon or smth which... no.#my weird art isnt cutting it rn because it is a physical manifestation of my current manic episode which is very very bad and awful#its all paintings of meat and religious trauma and my hallucinations#and that is not fun#its a great way of getting it all out but#im not showing that to anyone#i need something i can wear and show everyone because i love saying i made stuff to others#also i hate all of my clothes i hate the way i look in all of them and making my own is like the best way to get around that#uhhhh if youve read this far i am so so sorry#if you could see the inside of my brain it would look like one of those boards you see conspiracy theorists in shows have#yk with all the red yarn and shit#yeah#thats it thats my brain rn#all the time#these tags are a post in and of itself i am so sorry#long tags
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#sorry i need to vent ignore this#my new years resolution for 2023 was to work out consistently and get fit#bc i was really embarrassed at how physically weak i was last summer#and for the most part i did but with prepa and stuff i couldnt exercise as much as i wanted#but i still lost a bit of weight and was somewhat happy with the results for a while but#now i hate it again i hate it so much#ive been dancing a LOT (like 4h/week min. which is a lot for a fulltime uni student) bc it's convenient and good cardio and most of all FUN#and yeah the weight i lost is due to that and my cardio is good and im definitely much more fit than last year but#i still hate the way i look. so viscerally. and i know its my brain telling me nonsense bc it's not like a body can 'look bad'#and i'm lit a healthy weight im just a little thicker than french standards?#but i need to exercise more i want to lose all this fat i pinch my skin and wish it would melt beneath my fingers#but i dont have time or money for the gym and no buddy to go with and im intimidated so i just work out from home but#it's not enough i feel so discouraged. body dysmorphia in the summer really doesnt help my seasonal depression#like i truly believed this year would be my 'summer body' or whatever shit that means and its not and idk what to do i just want to be#in another persons skin. have another persons body. anyone truly#to the point that dancing isnt even fun for me anymore it's just competitive w myself i want to maximize the calories i burn and#i sometimes record myself cause i want to see the steps i miss and i did and i saw my body and it killed all my joy.#made me wanna die and cry. i stopped dancing immediately and i just swallowed back the tears cause theres no way i look like that.#so repulsive and nowhere near where i wanted. and again i know it's in my head there's no such thing as a 'repulsive' body due to weight!?!#but i cant apply that reasoning to myself. and i hate myself so much rn#im being called for dinner rn but i'd honestly rather not eat. i think i'd feel horribly gross if i ate anything right now#i told my friends i'd stop using hunger as a form of self-punishment but it almost feels satisfying in a twisted way... like i deserve it#clara tais toi#like ia m SO obsessed with my appearance in a way that is borderline unhealthy i am SO#preoccupied by how im perceived (physically) if i look hot if i look pretty if i look cute at any and all times and#the answer is never ever satisfactory because other ppls judgement of me cannot fix my own but like#it's so exhausting. i'm so exhausted#dl later
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ok its that time of the year where i put one song on repeat and make picrews. =w=b
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#last one so nice ive gotta do it twice !!!!#last one actually isnt a picrew but. same (BETTER) functionality. you know how it is.#arakawa........#im sorry that im main-ing her rn shes. shes my wife what can i tell you.#also tbh the most interesting/fun to make for me right now =w=bb#its almost guaranteed that they have her core components <33#god that last once is actually so good im still obsessed.......#sillyposting#waugh#levi so cutee#i did not mean for hers to look that suggestive but. :P i dont hear anyone complaining <3#classrooms sure are fun =w=b
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