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Away from this haunted place
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Amren was silent as she winnowed into the Spring Court. It was just as Mor had told her. There were no wards, nothing to prevent an assassin from killing the Lord of Spring; her mate. She scowled, her steps measured and soundless as she approached the ruined Spring Manor. Rosehall, the once-beautiful, now decrepit estate.
Amren closed her eyes, reaching out with the mating bond. A weak tug answered back, and her scowl deepened. She could feel the despair, looming down the bond like a dark cloud, growing stronger as she entered the manor and headed for Tamlin.
Amren found him. Rage sang in her veins as she appraised Tamlin's poor state. He was filthy, his skin an ashen gray, his clothes torn and stained with old blood. The despair wasn't just a looming presence; it was a choking miasma, that was emanating off of the shattered male sprawled on the floor before her. She picked him up, the worry she felt dulling the rage as she hefted him up easily, the loss of weight and muscle mass leaving him frail, like a newborn fawn. Amren couldn't ignore the heat that emanated from Tamlin, indicative of a fever, as she winnowed, leaving Rosehall behind. Her destination was Velaris, and her apartment. Tamlin needed a place where he could recover, and heal, a place that didn't haunt him with its bloodstained history...
#toasty's writing#tamren agenda 2023#acotar tamlin#acotar amren#acotar ships#the crackship that no one's shipped#acotar ficlet#sorry for the sad feels#it gets better i promise#tamren tales#a flower in night
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WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!
#mlp#my art#sorry mlp jumpscare 😭😭 took a quick break for a bit to do some mlp redesigns bc theyre fun and i was sad#my little pony#mlpfim#my little pony: friendship is magic#mlp redesign#mlp fanart#idk if tumblr likes this kinda stuff its more of a twt thing but sjfhdbf#we ball#twilight sparkle#twilight sparkle fanart#rarity#rarity fanart#rainbow dash#rainbow dash fanart#fluttershy#fluttershy fanart#applejack#applejack fanart#pinkie pie#pinkie pie fanart#i havent actually watched the show in a billion years everyone else was just doing it and it looked like the best thing ever#AND IT WAS. i had a blast#might do celestia n luna if im feeling up to it but probably not rgrjsbfgjsnv we’ll see#SORRY THE formatting feels so uneven but whateva#again. we ball
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dead man walking
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#not me triple counting that i drew all 20 fingers gHJFHGH#in the sketch i only had 18 so that tells u all u need to know about my ability to count past 5#so much RED in this i feel so at home#challenges self one (1) time to not use red in a piece n IMMEDIATELY drowns the next one in it afterwards#listen . listen ok if tbhk can do it so can i .#is yuuji's character colour technically orange ???? lmao well not with me its not slaps red on that boy#i love u yuuji sorry i keep drawing u sad and/or cannibalistic :(
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Just outside the [ANGEL]'s line of sight,
two puppets recognize each other.
#my art#deltarune#kris#spamton#im not sure how in character this is but it made me sad when i thought of it so now you all have to feel it too#im so sorry you two i wish i could save you#but when i look away you stop existing so the only mercy i can grant you is a gentle hand on the crossbar
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i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#bipolardepression#bipolar things#bipolar disorder#bipolar mania#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#living with borderline#borderline thoughts#bpd#bpd mood#bpd stuff#actually mentally ill#sorry for being depressing#bipolor#i’m actually crying#mental health#my inner demons
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my soul is too sensitive for this life.
#bpd fp#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#bpd safe#bpd culture is#bpd shit#depressing quotes#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#depressing shit#sad writing#mentally fucked#mentally insane#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#sad words#sad sad sad#sad but true#sadnees
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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who's afraid of the big bad wolf?
#brace yourself everyone. he's been trying to adapt his artstyle again#wolf link#loz#twilight princess#tp#tloz#tp link#zelda#legend of zelda#eye strain#artists on tumblr#my art#i had fun here . i think. i have GOT to get some better ideas at backgrounds but usually i just dont care... sad#but i have been told many times the shapes here are fun to look at so. i hope you enjoy. we will be twilight princess posting for a bit#so. be ready for that. maybe some non-loz stuff too depending on how im feeling#anyway have a nice day everyone ^_^#link#link legend of zelda#sorry. forgor to tag him
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Jegulus soulmates au where you get your soulmark at 18 so James ends up getting his pretty soon after the breakup and it completely shatters him knowing that the one person he's destined to love is the one he can't have
But he forces himself to move on and covers the very clear leo constellation and RAB on his shoulder as much as he can.
They don't talk again so regulus doesn't see his until his 18th birthday, while he's in the cave, seconds from dying, and an antler with James' initials on his right arm, perfectly paralleling the dark mark
The last thing he ever sees is proof that it was all real and it was all worth it because just for a while they'd been able to have each other, and in another life they would again
#feeling sad today sorry#further hc that Lily never mentions James' mark and in turn he never mentions her red bow and M.R.M#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#marauders era
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i just wish you met me before all these bad things happened to me
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#disordered eating mention#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#sad thoughts#substance abuse#shitpost#addiction#anxienty#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#tw depressing stuff#tw drugs#bpd feels#ed culture#sorry for being depressing
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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
😂silly fucking me 😂
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mentally fucked#mentally tired#suic1de#this is depressing#tw depressing stuff#discusting#dying inside#self h4te#self half#sadnees#sorry for being depressing#im so tired#sadgirl#sad thoughts#im fat and ugly#always alone#feeling alone#alone with my thoughts#alone in the dark#menatl health#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#idiot#im hurtin#im dying
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silly best friends
#having to repost art making me feel sad i miss them so much </3#raeda#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#the owl house#toh#best friends to lovers#is. the best troupe sorry#mi arte
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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suic1de has been heavy on my heart lately
#mentally tired#mentally drained#mentally exhausted#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bipolar things#bipolar thoughts#bipolor#sorry for being depressing#bpd#tw depressing stuff#my inner demons
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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#depressing quotes#bpd fp#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#sad writing#sad words#sad sad sad#sad poetry#i'm sad#sad thoughts#sad poem#sad but true#sadnees#mentally fucked#mentally insane#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill
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