#feeling sad today sorry
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Jegulus soulmates au where you get your soulmark at 18 so James ends up getting his pretty soon after the breakup and it completely shatters him knowing that the one person he's destined to love is the one he can't have
But he forces himself to move on and covers the very clear leo constellation and RAB on his shoulder as much as he can.
They don't talk again so regulus doesn't see his until his 18th birthday, while he's in the cave, seconds from dying, and an antler with James' initials on his right arm, perfectly paralleling the dark mark
The last thing he ever sees is proof that it was all real and it was all worth it because just for a while they'd been able to have each other, and in another life they would again
#feeling sad today sorry#further hc that Lily never mentions James' mark and in turn he never mentions her red bow and M.R.M#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#marauders era
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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what they deserved
#lol sorry not sorry#see i was gonna draw something nice and cute and fluffy#and then my brain went#no we're gonna be sad today#actually started tearing up a little while drawing today idk im feeling the emotions™️ more than usual for some reason#also was gonna draw fox bc someone sent a hilarious ask but he was refusing to cooperate today so that shall have to wait until another day#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#arc trooper fives#arc trooper echo#tcw fives#tcw echo#domino squad#domino twins#aviiart#hmmmmmmm looks suspiciously similar to another drawing ive done i wonder which (cough cough icemav)#sue me i was lazy lmao
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason ���)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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You guys should make interfandom poly self ships. You know. You should imagine all your f/os and you as roommates or housemates. You should imagine yourself being loved and adored and fought over like a Shoujo anime protagonist. You need to do it for your own good. You desetve to feel twice, thrice, million times lovable n desirable, ok?
#..sorry guys i need to lay down amd cry#i dont know why i feel so sad today#self shipper#self shipping#self ship#yumejoshi#oc x canon#safe shipping#safe ship#self insert#self ship positivity#self shipping community#self ship community#canon x self insert#canon x oc#selfshipper
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i like the idea that link click will end with cheng xiaoshi dying permanently, forcing lu guang—the person who worked hard to keep cheng xiaoshi alive, the person who broke time just to see cheng xiaoshi happy again, the person who literally cannot accept his death—to accept it.
yes, this definitely isnt a happy ending. it's bittersweet, some people may argue that it's bad. its definitely unfair to people who are as young, friendly, and talented as cheng xiaoshi, but link click is probably one of the most realistic shows ive watched, and im sure theyre not afraid to tell the audience that life is cruel. even the nicest people, who deserves to live a happy life and die old, can die so young and sudden.
It teaches us to be with the people close to you as much as you can, and cherish ur time with them because youll never know when they'll disappear.
Also, it teaches us the one message they always push into our heads and its to let the past and future be. also im sure this ending can relate to people who have lost their loved one :,)
i wanna see qiao ling too but thats for another post hehehe
also, the greatest thing abt link click is that the writers are able to make anything make sense if that makes sense (what am i saying), so even if they dont choose this ending, theyll find a way to make us a different and satisfying ending. AAAHHH wake me up when link click yingdu comes out
#link click#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#shiguang#cheng xiaoshi#link click spoilers#link click prediction#not sorry#link click theory#feeling emotional today#actually most of my posts related to link click is just sad im not sorry
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To be clear, I'm not going anywhere. I love this community, and although I'm disappointed seeing how certain things have been handled, I still believe in the objective of QSMP: uniting communities and people from all around the world and breaking down language barriers.
Regardless of what happens next, or whether people choose to step away from the series or not, QSMP gave many content creators and their communities a platform to meet other people and make those first cross-cultural connections and friendships. The positive ripple-effects from that aren't going away anytime soon.
#mod talk#I dunno. I guess the final message here is I'm sorry we're all feeling sad and I'll try to help people as best I can#I think I will still share old clips but I might take a bit of a break today#I'm happy to hear your guys' feedback and thoughts though!#I want to hear how certain CCs respond before I decide on sharing new clips
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When fictional men say the words you want and need to hear ❤️
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace rafayel#love and deepspace xavier#the fact that this made me have an epiphany#it's kind of sad really#when fictional characters or internet strangers have more compassion and empathy than the people who you feel pressured to love#i'm sorry for being such a bummer today#i'll get better tomorrow
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I miss u fnaf fandom I miss people having new interesting stuff to talk about like we did with SB and ruin and a large alive fanart and fanfic community and not ok this game had no comprehensible plot and this games plot was already revealed 2 years ago and its still like 6 months or more until it comes out
#sorry feeling sad about fnaf today 😔#its just like. as someone who was there the day sb dropped how did we get here to this point#went from bucketloads of potential with an engaging new era to boring#never letting any of the interesting main storylines appear on screen for years and years#like man#i thought the in between era with hw2 and the next game that was unknown at the time was the worst era#like the mains and the plot will come back eventually but its been 3 years borderline#the bonnie bully cassies dad tales books to game instead of the other way around 2 releases fully about the mimic stuff is just like#very disheartening#pandas.txt#discourse#went from exciting potential to ok so they just arent going to talk about anything ever again#ggy hints and hw2 candy cadet stories are the only things keeping me going#if they didnt exist id prob be actively giving up on them ever bringing 3 star back#& im not trying to say that bc i like 3 star & they havent been focused on everything is bad#they havent focused or done anything cool with VANNY gregory vanessa freddy ggy any of it#instead random shit like hw2 cassies dad mapbot death possession bonnie bully#like somehow theyve made everything about nothing + the mimic#plz announce the release before the end of the year already bc depending on what it is ill feel so much better#if we get hw2 dlc and it reveals if its about cassie vanny or cassies dad things will change so much
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hey guys,,, so this is genuinely one of the hardest things i've had to come to terms with... i'm not good at asking for help, never have been. truth is, i was raised to be independent and as great of a quality that can be, it's also one of my greatest flaws... i would say. for a few months now i've been REALLY struggling. i was going to school and working, but work got to be so stressful, i kind of set school aside because i felt like i really needed to give work my 200%... and well i did just that. so during this time, i unfortunately lost my grandmother and i'm not going to pretend it's not one of the greatest tragedies i've ever had to face. she was such a big part of me, and losing her as been-- yeah. i still can't listen to marjorie by taylor swift. so, two week after i lost my grandmother, the job that i sacrificed so much for laid off all of it's employees with no notice. i've never felt so dispensable before, it really triggered something in me... all while also dealing with my loss and unemployment. flash forward to another 2 weeks- i got into a car accident. and well, the one thing i had paid off- i lost. now it's been 4 months, i'm unemployed, drowning in bills, unable to go back to school because i can't afford to- and i just kind of feel like the more i try to dig myself out of this hole i'm in, the deeper i fall in.
which brings me to the hardest part- asking for help, any help. advice, donations? reblogging? perhaps commissions? which i'm thinking of opening... but idek if anyone would be interested in that. i just need something... anything. i don't want to feel alone, and my birthday is coming up in a few weeks... i've never felt so low in my life. anyways--- i'm sorry about this sad story... i normally never rant like this- but i don't know what else to do.
thank you all in advance, any help is help but if you like anything that i post in this blog / gifs, icons, etc- consider ko-fi, if not... if you'd be interested in commissions- please let me know, i'll actually work on opening them here. please help me spread the word <3
#i'm sorry about this#i was just feeling really sad today#low point#i guess#please help spread the word#signal boost
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thinking about… newborn scrunch BUT on ghoul kits.
What if phantom wasn’t summoned but was born in the abbey and raised to eventually join the band.
Newborn kit phantom would be so fucking cute. Scrunchy little baby ghoul.
#phantom ghoul#nameless ghoul#the band ghost#shitghosting#lars writes#Sorry the maternal instincts really be hitting me hard today#And I’m feeling really sad about losing all the plans I had for my future
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Was talking to my therapist about codependency and had a thought.
Are the Kratt bros codependent? They literally do almost everything together. They constantly think about the other's well being and worry over the smallest of things. They're very rarely ever apart for more than a few hours at most, besides for a few specific episodes.
Could you imagine if something did happen to one or the other? (It won't because Wild Kratts is a kids show.) But just imagine how heartbroken the other brother would be.
Their other half was just taken from them. Cruel fate stole their brother. They would be gutted, broken, and so very lost. They wouldn't know what to do. Nothing would matter anymore. The thought of even doing the simplest of things would crush them because they wouldn't know how to do it alone. And the word "alone" would be the most bitter thing to have in their mouths and minds. The loneliness would be soul crushing, and everything would feel out of place at all times because the other brother just simply isn't there anymore.
Anyway, my day is going great! How are you doing today?
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#codependency#hitting you with some sad feels today#sorry about that
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To live in this world
you must be able
to do three things:
to love what is mortal;
to hold it
against your bones knowing
your own life depends on it;
and, when the time comes to let it go,
to let it go.
*Excerpt from “In Blackwater Woods” by Mary Oliver
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me when the. m. me when t
#vent doodles#flesh of a hare#the flesh pit#bite#tw blood#blood#panic attack#anxiety#violence#when the intrusive thoughts win and u aint even sorry abt it#anyway i have alotta feelings today lmaooooooo i hate it here#rlly im just big sad bc my own stupid comfort character has turned into smthn that makes me feel like actual garbage#im tired. lol
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Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck
#More in my reblog#“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭#“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU#“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME.#I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love.#I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now.#sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness#he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn#bg3#Wyll Ravengard#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 analysis#oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode#and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing.#I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism)#makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory)#why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)
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#tried rlly hard to shade this like skin blender idk but gave up and just half toned it#my shading is shit and I can’t draw astarion for shit#man i hate realism#why do i keep trying to do it#anyways i hate the way this came out but i feel bad for not posting today#my art#art#digital art#sketch#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldur’s gate iii#concept art#i should stop comparing my art to other’s bcs everytime i try to change my artstyle and force myself to draw in a new style i fail and die#the way i pick up art styles is just fun experimentation and somehow never made by studying other people’s artstyle#im not ready for my holiday to end but at the same time i feel like most of my bad thoughts are generated by too much free time#so mayhaps losing my free will for like 12 hours a weekday will fix my sads so uhhh#idk man#nobody reads these tags so i can say whatever i want#if you’re reading this uhhh#sorry you had to read me vent in an shitty astarion doodle post
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