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aithusarosekiller · 2 months
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Jegulus soulmates au where you get your soulmark at 18 so James ends up getting his pretty soon after the breakup and it completely shatters him knowing that the one person he's destined to love is the one he can't have
But he forces himself to move on and covers the very clear leo constellation and RAB on his shoulder as much as he can.
They don't talk again so regulus doesn't see his until his 18th birthday, while he's in the cave, seconds from dying, and an antler with James' initials on his right arm, perfectly paralleling the dark mark
The last thing he ever sees is proof that it was all real and it was all worth it because just for a while they'd been able to have each other, and in another life they would again
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skunkes · 2 months
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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You guys should make interfandom poly self ships. You know. You should imagine all your f/os and you as roommates or housemates. You should imagine yourself being loved and adored and fought over like a Shoujo anime protagonist. You need to do it for your own good. You desetve to feel twice, thrice, million times lovable n desirable, ok?
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hyxsn · 2 months
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i like the idea that link click will end with cheng xiaoshi dying permanently, forcing lu guang—the person who worked hard to keep cheng xiaoshi alive, the person who broke time just to see cheng xiaoshi happy again, the person who literally cannot accept his death—to accept it.
yes, this definitely isnt a happy ending. it's bittersweet, some people may argue that it's bad. its definitely unfair to people who are as young, friendly, and talented as cheng xiaoshi, but link click is probably one of the most realistic shows ive watched, and im sure theyre not afraid to tell the audience that life is cruel. even the nicest people, who deserves to live a happy life and die old, can die so young and sudden.
It teaches us to be with the people close to you as much as you can, and cherish ur time with them because youll never know when they'll disappear.
Also, it teaches us the one message they always push into our heads and its to let the past and future be. also im sure this ending can relate to people who have lost their loved one :,)
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i wanna see qiao ling too but thats for another post hehehe
also, the greatest thing abt link click is that the writers are able to make anything make sense if that makes sense (what am i saying), so even if they dont choose this ending, theyll find a way to make us a different and satisfying ending. AAAHHH wake me up when link click yingdu comes out
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royalarchivist · 6 months
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To be clear, I'm not going anywhere. I love this community, and although I'm disappointed seeing how certain things have been handled, I still believe in the objective of QSMP: uniting communities and people from all around the world and breaking down language barriers.
Regardless of what happens next, or whether people choose to step away from the series or not, QSMP gave many content creators and their communities a platform to meet other people and make those first cross-cultural connections and friendships. The positive ripple-effects from that aren't going away anytime soon.
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bakerolivia · 2 months
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hey guys,,, so this is genuinely one of the hardest things i've had to come to terms with... i'm not good at asking for help, never have been. truth is, i was raised to be independent and as great of a quality that can be, it's also one of my greatest flaws... i would say. for a few months now i've been REALLY struggling. i was going to school and working, but work got to be so stressful, i kind of set school aside because i felt like i really needed to give work my 200%... and well i did just that. so during this time, i unfortunately lost my grandmother and i'm not going to pretend it's not one of the greatest tragedies i've ever had to face. she was such a big part of me, and losing her as been-- yeah. i still can't listen to marjorie by taylor swift. so, two week after i lost my grandmother, the job that i sacrificed so much for laid off all of it's employees with no notice. i've never felt so dispensable before, it really triggered something in me... all while also dealing with my loss and unemployment. flash forward to another 2 weeks- i got into a car accident. and well, the one thing i had paid off- i lost. now it's been 4 months, i'm unemployed, drowning in bills, unable to go back to school because i can't afford to- and i just kind of feel like the more i try to dig myself out of this hole i'm in, the deeper i fall in.
which brings me to the hardest part- asking for help, any help. advice, donations? reblogging? perhaps commissions? which i'm thinking of opening... but idek if anyone would be interested in that. i just need something... anything. i don't want to feel alone, and my birthday is coming up in a few weeks... i've never felt so low in my life. anyways--- i'm sorry about this sad story... i normally never rant like this- but i don't know what else to do.
thank you all in advance, any help is help but if you like anything that i post in this blog / gifs, icons, etc- consider ko-fi, if not... if you'd be interested in commissions- please let me know, i'll actually work on opening them here. please help me spread the word <3
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cosmicseafoam · 7 months
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thinking about… newborn scrunch BUT on ghoul kits.
What if phantom wasn’t summoned but was born in the abbey and raised to eventually join the band.
Newborn kit phantom would be so fucking cute. Scrunchy little baby ghoul.
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fandom-fire-dump · 2 months
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Was talking to my therapist about codependency and had a thought.
Are the Kratt bros codependent? They literally do almost everything together. They constantly think about the other's well being and worry over the smallest of things. They're very rarely ever apart for more than a few hours at most, besides for a few specific episodes.
Could you imagine if something did happen to one or the other? (It won't because Wild Kratts is a kids show.) But just imagine how heartbroken the other brother would be.
Their other half was just taken from them. Cruel fate stole their brother. They would be gutted, broken, and so very lost. They wouldn't know what to do. Nothing would matter anymore. The thought of even doing the simplest of things would crush them because they wouldn't know how to do it alone. And the word "alone" would be the most bitter thing to have in their mouths and minds. The loneliness would be soul crushing, and everything would feel out of place at all times because the other brother just simply isn't there anymore.
Anyway, my day is going great! How are you doing today?
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starmocha · 14 days
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When fictional men say the words you want and need to hear ❤️
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jadesea33 · 22 days
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To live in this world
you must be able
to do three things:
to love what is mortal;
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to hold it
against your bones knowing
your own life depends on it;
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and, when the time comes to let it go,
to let it go.
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*Excerpt from “In Blackwater Woods” by Mary Oliver
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bones-of-a-rabbit · 1 month
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hamartia-grander · 6 months
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Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck
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dots-in-my-head · 1 month
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some people in this fandom are going to be really disappointed when winds of winter comes out.
you guys. you cannot treat the POV characters as stepping stones for other characters/other POV characters.
the POV characters must have a fitting end according to their character arcs, themes, foreshadowing, etc.
to clarify, the POV characters chapters are about THEM. their storylines are about THEIR journey. you cannot use their hundreds of pages of character development as a brick to build the castle your fav will live in.
this is especially true for the key 5 and for the other younger POV characters. their endings have everything to do with them, they do not revolve around your fav.
us readers out-of-universe reasons for wanting x or y characters deaths does not matter. what actually matters is if you can support your theories with textual evidence from the chapters of the POV character that you want dead.
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Ok, this is mostly bc I realized we've only seen Sally being passive, but how is she able to hypothetically rip apart larger puppets limb from limb? (if the captions with Howdy hold water with other puppets)
(Slight Mutilation Warning Ahead: Puppet Edition)
they absolutely hold So Much water! it's a combination of a couple things!
a) Nightlight!Sally is really Strong. i'd liken to her to a chimp, as much as i hate them. despite being smaller than people, they're absurdly powerful. when it comes to Her, this comes from a mix of hysterical strength and something Else i've been pondering but don't want to solidify yet, so shh dont worry bout it. it's also much easier to tear fleece & cotton/stuffing than, uh, Biological materials.
b) none of the puppets are really prepared for violence? they've lived in an idyllic world where true, visceral violence likely hasn't even been a Thought in anyone's minds. like, you watch videos of people get attacked by like... raccoons or rats and they visibly Lose because they panic! they aren't prepared! they don't wanna fight! so the much smaller creature wins. They Don't Know How To Fight, Or Fight Back.
b.1) also, Nightlight!Sally is still... Sally. she's still their dear friend. i know that if a close friend attacked me, i'm not sure i'd be able to bring myself to do much other than defend/flee. i wouldn't wanna hurt them even if it meant protecting myself. hence why Wally avoids all confrontation with her & can't protect his friends from her. he can't hurt his neighbor.
b.2) there's also the shock factor. imagine you wake up from a pleasant dream to an absolute nightmare reality. Boom, automatically thrown way off your rhythm. then one of your close buddies looks Fuckin Weird, Are You Okay? and other crazy shit is happening! you're freaking out!! then your Close Friend Who's Off is suddenly slashing at you and BOOM, your arm's gone & your entire brain is scrambled from shock and fear and "?!?!?!?!?!". plus, i doubt the puppets know they're full of stuffing. seeing yourself sliced open and white fluff spilling out has gotta be just. so Unpleasant on principle.
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CLAWS BABEY! RIP TEAR AND SHRED! those sharp grippers are perfect for piercing and ripping! puppet fleece is Paper to her!
her fighting method is attack wildly until the threat stops making noise! it's very hard to defend oneself from it! imagine those cartoon bits where a cat attacks someone and its just a Flurry of Unbeatable Violence
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stealingyourbones · 7 months
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Spent so much time making sushi for dinner and was so excited to have a funky little sushi roll and eat it like a burrito but then my nori ripped apart mid roll and I had to eat it as a salad and apparently my brain doesn’t like the texture of imitation crab + seaweed and rice rn :(
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