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I've been absent because I've been binging DAV; enjoying the game a lot, but I gotta agree with all my discussions I've had with friends: they really sanded down any of the edge/darkness DA had, and I think that's a mistake and a loss, tbh. Still a good game and I'm having fun, but there's a lot of wasted potential.
Also they keep retconning/ignoring parts of lore/world building (esp the darker aspects) from older games and it annoys me, but whatever
#personal#This is how I'm coping rn soz fellas#Lucanis is still my baby girl tho I'm still waiting for like... anything to happen#pls dude come on#I literally have a save point for Emmrich's romance lock in cause he's next on my list. might make a new rook for him tho#Also. I'm so sorry but so many of the companion's legendary armor are so ugly#and slight spoilers:: they do NOTHING with body horror in this game despite ghil'hanain's whole schtick BEING creation#I just wanna see the horrors ok#Also I think they should do more messed up stuff with demons like with the fade in DAO or the envy demon in DAI#theres so many and all they are are trash mobs#it's annoying
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I’m sure that this is not a hot take and that a lot of people feel the same way but like…
The question “does it have spice?!🌶️🔥” makes me want to jump off a cliff. I’m out here looking for gothic book recommendations on Reddit, tumblr, and goodreads and WHY is this the first question so many people ask 😭
Look, I love erotica as much as the next person but come on. There have got to be other things that matter when recommending books or choosing to pick one up, my GOD.
#am I just old?#like am I being unreasonable?#I don’t want to blame booktok for this but I’m dying over here#and romance and spice are two different things#a lot of these spicy books are just straight up trash but people tout them as amazing romances#like excuse me?#if they’re having nasty sex within 50 pages it’s not romance#it’s not love at first sight either#it’s lust#Christ I just wanted a gothic book for fall and after I’ve been in a reading slump after finishing the shepherd king duology#don’t fucking recommend me haunting Adeline good GOD#anyway#if someone has a solid gothic recommendation pls send it my way#otherwise I’ll be forced to read Jane Eyre or Wuthering Heights and I am more of an Austen girlie than a Brontë girlie#sorry grandma pls don’t haunt me from the afterlife for that#booktok cringe#anti booktok#I don’t even know how to tag this bc I’m not even anti booktok#book recommendations#book recs#someone help me#personal#rant#half the time the spice isn’t even good#I get better smut from fanfiction#I need to clarify that I don’t care if you like spicy books#go off girly pop#but I am BEGGING for a modicum of self reflection#spice should not be the only reason you’re reading a book 100% of the time holy fuck
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Me a month ago: am I crazy for thinking ppl are giving GEQ too much grace and credit that they would not give Marika, despite GEQ is a barely established character and we never even know her past surface level? Am I overreacting for being so upset ppl will give GEQ all the good traits and relationships that is canonically Marika’s? Maybe I’m being too dramatic….
Me after one look over the internet: I am not being dramatic.
#congrats GEQ for being a character that gets my dislike button and she doesn’t even appear at all yet#ppl need a vessel to store all good traits Marika is implied to have in canon so they can continue to trash on her it’s insane man#sorry to GEQ fans in the chat if you don’t do this I don’t mean you ���#but on god these days if I see that kind of fanon GEQ it’d be on sight#personal#also this same shit happens in j j k with Geto and Maki lol if you know you know. I’ve seen this play before
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obviously we see that eddie is pretty meticulous/clean and a lot of the grungy/gross eddie content is probably based on stereotyping and classism…
however i personally grew up in several trailer parks and think trailer trash douchebag!eddie is so unbelievably hot so keep up the good work guys
#dirtbag eddie lives rent free in my head#I’m not even in the realm of being sorry being poor definitely shaped the type of men I’m into#like i knew a dozen drug dealers who had metal blasting from their double wides at various points in my life#so every person writing him being a grimy dirtbag fuckboy please know you are keeping me well fed#eddie munson#steddie#<- not mentioned but target audience#pyreposting#you can take the trailer trash out of the trailer but#actually maybe everyone should ignore me I have covid rn I’m not thinking right
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jaybrusteph. steph and bruce fuck on jason's grave, jason and bruce fuck on stephanie's grave, steph and jason fucking on bruce's grave. threesome where stephanie gets 2 cocks up her ass. they keeo her tied up in a secret part of the cave fir a week with a vibrator on her clit at low vibration and a fuck machine pounding her ass. they share her for another week straight and by the end of it she's mentally checked out and her face id smeared with mascara and cum. maybe they bring cass over once, and all of steph's holes are occupied at the same time. i want her to keep cumming so hard she walks with a limp for a month. she goes on patrol with a butt plug holding in both of their loads. remote controlled vibrators. just the kinkiest shit possible with these 3. any time bruce and jason fight, they take it out on steph. they both try to fuck her mouth and she chips a tooth and dislocates her jaw but they keep going
i've been thinking about this for *days*. bc idk how you intended this anon, but to me it reads as *delightful* non-con and *super* fucked up with grooming vibes. like in my head, i picture it as Bruce dealt with enough problems when Jason came back from death and he *really* doesn't feel like doing a repeat. so when Steph comes back, even if Babs gives her blessing for Steph to be Batgirl, Bruce doesn't trust it and he definitely doesn't like the idea of Steph wearing a Bat. he's been down this road before and this time, he's not making the same mistakes.
so he tells her she's allowed to be Batgirl but this time, there are more Rules. maybe he had a thing with her when she was Robin but Bruce feels like he obviously wasn't strict enough so, he sets new rules this time around. and Steph has no choice but to agree bc she wants to be Batgirl, she feels like she needs to prove herself again.
i love the idea of the mindbreak the first few weeks, too. esp if there are aphrodisiacs or some kind of drugs involved to keep her in a haze where it's all she can think about until she rlly just. breaks. and is okay with it and has no concept how fucked up it is. Bruce invites Jason just because he'll try anything to pacify Jason at this point, and maybe he had a fucked up thing with Jason already and they needed a sub as a buffer.
i also think it's fun if patrolling and missions are the one place Steph has an escape from all the sexual control. so she really leans into being Batgirl bc it's all she has so when they start making her wear plugs and vibrators out it breaks her a little bit. even as Batgirl, her life will revolve around pleasing Jason and Bruce. and Bruce is telling her that she has no idea how much she's helping with this, he's showing her numbers about how Red Hood has been much less lethal since this all started to really get in her head about how this is a duty and it's a favor that she's doing for Bruce and he's so thankful for it, he almost convinces her that she agreed to this somewhere along the way. so she agrees and is submissive when Jason is getting rougher and rougher with her until joints are dislocating and she's crying and doesn't even have the words to ask for it to stop so she can get a breather.
also like the idea of Bruce and Jason arguing while Steph is on a patrol and it's Jason who finds Steph first and without any sort of warning forces some kind of aphrodisiac drug into her mouth and makes her swallow, calmly telling her she has about an hour before it'll kick in so she better wrap up whatever she's doing and hope she gets to Jason's base so he doesn't have to find her and fuck her wherever she ends up when it kicks in-
and all the bruises and injuries she gets from the sex are explained away by vigilante work. i'm also really into the idea of like, gradual body modification without her awareness or consent. constantly having her on muscle relaxers so it's easier to fuck her without prep. adjusting parts of her body with supplements to their likings until she realizes she doesn't really recognize herself in the mirror. her nose has been broken by sex so many times it stoped healing right. her hips are a different size and she has to wear a plug most of the time bc she's usually so loose. just like. Complete Bodily Control over her, yk? and by the time she realizes how fucked up it is, she's in way too deep.
and pulling Cass into it is *really* fun bc Cass is someone she trusts. so if Cass is okay with this, leaning into it and fucking her mouth with a strap while stroking her hair, then it must be okay. bc it's Cass. and maybe Cass is also fucked up, maybe Cass is just trying to provide Steph comfort in a situation she can't get Steph out of. both are good options esp if Steph doesn't know which it is. she never knows if ppl just don't care enough to notice what she's going through or if Bruce and Jason are doing such a good job of hiding it all that they can't see it. and she gets so Stolkholm'd by the end of it there's no escape she even wants. bc it's not like she can go back to normal. it's not like she could come from regular sex that doesn't hurt to the point she cries anymore. so she just. accepts it.
but yk that's just my hurt/no comfort braincell being evil. bc i am evil and i love the psychology of being sexually broken as much as i love the sexual aspect of it. i think it makes it so much crunchier and realistic if there's this haunting acceptance that isn't necessarily a "oh she loves it now" but more of a "she knows escaping will make her feel worse" sort of thing. like she sees Bruce and Jason arguing and just starts to brace for it instead of trying to break them up. it's good food.
#necrotic answerings#brujaysteph#brujay#jaysteph#brusteph#dead dove do not eat#nsft#non con#darkfic#tags ppl who don't like this stuff shold probably filter on this page bc i like the dark things#i'm just obsessed with targetted and purposeful psychological breaking through sex.#and i think jason and bruce doing that to steph is SO fun#i'm so sorry if you intended this to be more consensual#but personally it read to me as at the very least dubcon#(i enlisted a second opinion to verify)#either way i hope you enjoy the thoughts#bc i just kept making eye contact with this fic and screaming. bc you get it.#taking brujaysteph to the fucked extreme babeyy#i'm so so normal#the potential for bruce wanting to control steph as batgirl? so there's not another red hood repeat? i think could be fun.#should i add a read more to this one? idk#i will not#but if i should in the future i will idk man#i don't know where the line is sometimes.#i'm in so deep with this dumpster.#the trash is my feast.
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Rebirth
#dbh#detroit become human#dbh fanart#dbh amanda#ai amanda#amanda stern#fanart#onemoredrawing#cw partial nudity#i am team ���kamski made the amanda ai after the original’s death”#you have to pry that theory out of my cold dead hands im sorry#i don’t think the amanda AI was always “evil”#that makes no sense to me but i dont wanna get into that because im not the best theorist#and im scared of 94% of the fandom yall are so mch smarter than me#anywaysss the art is not arting but the amanda posting must go on#hopefully one person likes this trash#AURGGGGG#when i do art to get out of my comfort zone and im not comfortable with it 😔💔💔#ok i’ll actually shut up now DAMNN#WAIT NVM BTW THOSE WHITE PATCHES ARE NOT A MATCHING BRACELET AND NECKLACE SET TO ME#DO NOTTT COME AT ME WITH THAT#<—— im in denial#bruh it doesn’t even look like her im such a fake ass fan BYEEEE 😭#OK OK OK IM DONE
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Talia is a horrible person
First point, she r***ed Bruce in Son of Batman, and everyone just glosses over it. It doesn’t matter how she did it, it’s the fact she did it at all. What she did was wrong and she deserves to be called out for it. Men and women both get SA and it’s horrible. Her calling Bruce “Beloved” doesn’t change anything. I’m not even getting into how she groomed Jason in that one comic. And just in case anyone says anything about Poison Ivy, I don’t like her either.
Secondly, even if you take out the SA, saying it was just character assassination, she’s still a bad person. In my opinion, the League of Assassins is basically a cult, so it’s definitely not a good environment to be in. Even if Talia cares about Damian, she still didn’t treat him right by raising him as a weapon, not letting him be a kid. He’s the way his is because of his upbringing. She’s definitely manipulative too, with how she talks to people and the way she acts.
Now there is the fact she kills people, but honestly that’s not really the worst thing out there, so I’ll ignore that. (Especially because Jason is one of my favorite characters and he’s got a kill count-)
Overall, I think she’s a horrible human being, and I feel like people should treat her like the terrible person she is, and that she would not be a good mom or a part of the batfam. My personal hot take, thanks for hearing me out.
#talia al ghul#son of batman#batman#batfam#fuck talia#why don’t more people hate her???#she’s always been a trash person#dc#bruce wayne#justice for my man#posion ivy#tw sa mention#sorry for the rant#I just wish more people talked about this#not judging anyone who disagrees#but I personally hate her#nothing is changing my mind#sorry for all the tags#damian wayne#have a nice day#oh and fuck tarantula as well#sorry for the weird writing#I was writing fast#fixed it though#dc universe#dcu
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#honkai star rail#trailblazer#wittle trash gremlin#shockingly i glanced at the tags via search feature for a few characters after the trailblazer tag was recommended to me#and then im like.... somehow listed as a blog to follow on some#why on earth would tumblr be like ah yes this person who SOMETIMES draws hsr is to follow yes#when i draw for another fandom much more lmao#sorry to people in the tags that see it and its all my first comics fault#anyway that said im working on lots of detail for an hsr character but it wont be done tonight sooo heres a tiny doodle
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Cool armored cores... I've always always used reverse joint legs, but Rusty's fake reverse legs are even better... I just love how they look zipping around with their little boosters and chicken legs 🥺
and also one romantic moment 🥰 H-hey Rusty~
#some of this may be drawn later#we'll see~#armored core#caffe personal#my ac is Luna#I was doing Rosy Maple... a pink and yellow one... but the white and green feels very nice for ac6 for whatever reason#That said... my 621 I'm calling the only pink girl on Rubicon#so who can even say#double zimmies are so scrubby and yet the moment I saw them#my heart knew what it needed#and I haven't wanted to use anything different at all looool#I didn't even notice the nerf#double zimmies baby#I added some zimmie love... and hate#love how they look tossing their trash away~#armored core posting#sorry everyone#you have to look at my brainworms
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to this day i do not know my animal jam rares system, what do you mean these two items i own people would go crazy for
#cupid.exe#animal jam#jamblr#when i made this acc i had a friend who was hyperfixed on the game and they gave me some clothing#these two included#i got into a trade i dont remember if iwas like . 'send me shit u dont want' or if i was trying to get something out of my trade list#some person was like how much for ur nutcracker boots an im like im not trading those sorry#and they went ok . but how much for the nutcracker boots#i remember i think julian? made a video on going from a rare necklace to a spiked collar and i wanted to do that but i was 8 and i didnt kn#my rare systems back then soooo......... rip#i still have alot of trash in my trading list#hmm.... thinking of getting a my shop and selling them for 1 diamond#because im broke on diamondsssssss.... lol
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So do antis realise that their assumption that the fiction we consume is "our entire personality" is pretty much only announcing to the world that the fiction they consume is their entire personality?
Projecting and all that.
Personally, I like to believe antis have lives outside of Twitter and Tiktok and shit, but when they claim proshippers entire personalities are what they show online, it makes me wonder if antis do actually have a life outside the internet, because surely if they did, they would understand that what someone shows online is actually a very small portion of that person' personality.
Their inability, or unwillingness, to understand this very simple fact leads me to believe that what they show is their entire personality. Because if you think what I'm showing is all of me, then that's probably because what you show is all of you.
#just anti things#anti bs#proship#I'm just getting tired of the ''you make shipping gross things your entire personality''#when it's like shipping ''gross'' things is like 2% of my personality at *best*#it's almost like I only display the parts of my personality that I want to display on my own damn account#like I'm sorry but if you genuinely believe you can know a person based solely on the things they post online#then you seriously need to take a step back and check your parasocial relations#the only thing someone's fictional preferences tells you about that person is what their fictional preferences are#trash king vents
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Sometimes being in your twenties is a lot of “I deserve to be treated like the responsible and relatively competent adult I am,” and sometimes being in your twenties is blow drying your kitchen trash can because even after scrubbing it with boiling water, dish soap, and multipurpose cleaner, it still smelled a little funky so you febreezed it but then didn’t want to leave any moisture in there in case it encouraged The Stank and didn’t have a good way of drying it other than your dinky little blow dryer
#anyway#it no longer smells like febreeze after the blow dryer#but it also no longer smells bad#so I think it’s a win#sorry to the person who saw me pouring water out of my trash can over the side of my balcony#it was not boiling by that point and did not spray toward the sidewalk at least#personal#okay#putting in this service request#doing dishes#sweeping#and then deciding on my vacation spot#possibly Vancouver idk idk
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mr train conductor frnkie~🎃
#frank can punch my ticket any day#oh god i’m so sorry#that was awful#i think that’s the worst ever lmfao#i’ll see my self out#bc the trash takes itself out in this house#also hey anon just in case you were unsure: i didn't take this frimage and if you personally know who did Imk and ill credit them.#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#mcrmy#frnkiero#my chemical romance#frnkie#my chem#ilhsm
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I'm reading poetry at 1 am and spiraling over like 45 emotions at once, which is how poetry was meant to be enjoyed, I think
#hella off topic in tags again lol#current list of favorites:#The Kiss by Stephen Dunn#Connubial by Stephen Dunn#Rain by Raymond Carver#the lesson of the moth by Don Marquis#May to December by Megan Fernandes (I need to buy her book at some point)#The Woman Who Turned Down a Date with a Cherry Farmer by Aimee Nezhukumatathil#and I Like My Body When It Is With Your by E.E. Cummings.#I do not CAREEEEEEEEE if any of this is low-brow poetry. I do not know what high-brow high-quality poetry even is and I'm fine with that.#all I care about is if it makes me feel things and if I personally like it ❤️. I do this for fun and not to rip it apart because it's 'bad'#i've spent too much time around pretentious literary people and that shit seems exhausting! ngl!!!#I have no interest in it. even if what I love is garbage then at least I love it#and I am not just pretending to love it because it makes me look smarter or whatever.#it's one thing if you're autopsying poems out of love for literary analysis and criticism or for a degree#but nothing gets me more than people who ruin others' enjoyment of simple things just to feel above them.#like oh? you like better poetry than me? you care more about feeling smart than enjoying things? should we throw a party? should I call CNN#sorry 😭 this got so salty but pretentious people really tick me off. I've met far too many of them#and I am PERFECTLY HAPPY with my trash interests! I am a raccoon! I love trashy things! thank you very much!#ok i'm going to sleep now though because in true 1 am fashion I am not staying on topic lol.#I tryyyyy to keep complaining/negativity to a minimum here but whatever. I am allowed to have this lol#I like my maybe-bad-poetry-but-i-wouldn't-know. I like bad 90s music. I like campy-ass batshit 2009 FFN fics. I like taco bell. amen.
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tagged by @spoondrifts - thank you!! I wasn't sure I had enough WIPs for there to be a point to doing this, but it turns out I do! >:D
rules: in a new post name all of the files in your wip folder no matter how non-descriptive or ridiculous, let people send an ask with the title that intrigues then the most then post a small snippet and tell us about it!
appledust 2
luci 4+1 fic
Return Ticket: One Way Only
Lucifer Magne's Practical Guide to Good Manners
TV Maintenance Guide 666, Now Reading: Cable Management
cncity
These are all from the Hazbin Hotel folder because it's basically the only thing I'm actively writing atm! :sparkle:
#personal#my writing#tag meme#spoondrifts#won't tag anyone sorry!!! but thank you very much :D#a couple of these I don't think I've actually mentioned...#disclaimer these vary WILDLY in terms of whether they will realistically be posted ever#from “yeah duh it's fully written and just needs editing” to “probably not but I haven't committed to trashing it yet”
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somebody kill me. its my bday today and these people in the house ("family") made it all about themselves. AAAAA
#the fact person who caused one of my traumas decided to show up and not alone but with his gf#i dont want to leave my room and talk to strangers pls#and none of these people asked me questions#they decided everything through my bitch grandma#i want these trash people to leave me alone and let me work on secret santa and zines in PEACE#not looking forward to being deadnamed and reminded of being afab#im so sorry guys you have to witness my rant#i'll shut up now
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