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Hiya Val, i cant talk right now but I just wanted to say that I appreciate you. That you're doing such a good job and that you are such a good boy. Our brains tend to lie to us after a certain time in the day, for me its around 6 or right when I get off school n I'm tired n ready to not think anymore. I haven't exactly hatched a correct plan to stop my brain from lying to me, and it can seem pretty believable in the moment, but listen. I need you to write down every good thing youāve done, I need you to remember when you feel the most boyest of boy, cuz that's what you are! N I'm so proud of you, okay? That's a promise- not just empty words. I am proud of you, especially last night when you were working so hard to distract yourself, when you knew to shut off the scary movie cuz it was getting to be too much. Youāre all good, okay? I'm not angry or mad or annoyed with you, I like your presence here and its okay to feel sad despite others comforting words. It's okay to throw tantrums, to not be easily soothed. Its okay to feel emotions, they don't make you a bad kiddo, okay? Thank you for letting me in your space, sweet dreams Val <3 /gen
-Bat š¦
oh thank you bat! m am trying feel better and this was very very very nice. thank yous. just really appriciate it. and sorry that have been venting so much. trying to stops soon. thank you again. hope youre doing good
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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass#worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/
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The Vampire Aesthetic
Ok so Danny knows two billionaires personally and they really couldnāt be more different. Yet they had one thing in common. A vampire aesthetic. Sam is fully into goth. Spiderwebs, bats, the color black. She enjoys fangs and fake blood and the darkness of her soul. Meanwhile, Vlad is Vlad. If his name wasnāt enough, the dark clothing, pale skin, and flying around with a cape and fangs with coffins in his mansion really sells it.
Danny doesnāt know many rich people so he thinks this might be some kind of trend. (If Paulina is rich, her family likes the chupacabra) So he just thinks that all rich people have some kind of vampire thing going on.
Cue Danny somehow ending in the Wayne household. Maybe he was brought over as a friend of one of the bats, maybe rescued from a field trip/vacation gone wrong, maybe some other situation. But he is there in civilian form with civilian Waynes and Danny just takes a good long look around the inside of the mansion.
āSo whereās the vampire aesthetic?
Everyone freezes.
Danny just starts looking around, checking behind paintings and feeling the walls for secret levers. Used to secret passages with Vlad and possibly Sam. The Fentons definitely had them when they were temporarily rich.
āCome on, I know you guys are hiding it.ā
Cue the entire batfamily thinking that this is another Tim and that he is fully aware that these people are the batfamily. Danny hangs around the mansion more and the bats just start dropping their disguises and not even bothering to hide stuff around Danny because they assume he already knows. (Possibly even trying to recruit him to be a new bat) Meanwhile, Danny, who does not know these people are batman and his birds, just does not pick up on any of it.
He grew up in a health violation with a giant ballon observatory lab above his head and a portal to the afterlife in his basement. He is a half dead teenager who has tea with the god of time and his godfather is the other parent to his clone child. Heās used to death lazers being scattered across his home and mysterious stains on clothing.
People are weird! He doesnāt judge!
#Dpxdc#dcxdp#Kizzer55555 ideas#The Batfamily think Danny knows their secret.#For once Danny really is clueless and thinks they are just his new billionaire friends.#Blood stains? What bloodstains? That must be chili.#Danny: *knocks into Jason and accidentally pushes out bad ecto without realizing it* āoh sorry about that.ā Jason: āare you God?ā#Danny is obsessed with the animals. They are little BABIES! Damian approves this new interloper. Danny rides Batcow and has a āØš¤©āØ moment.#Danny introduces Damian to Cujo. No one else knows about Cujo. Damian will make SURE no one else knows about Cujo.#Cujo and Titan are best friends.#I know people think Dukeās ghost vision has him see Danny as something obviously not normal but I do you one better.#He cannot see or hear Danny at all. It takes him MONTHS before he realizes that the batfamily are talking to an additional presence.#And instead of thinking this is weird he thinks this is a new code they have developed and is trying to decipher it.#Duke watching Damian as he casually talks to the wall. Danny looking at Damian āwhy is he staring at us.ā#Damian makes direct eye contact with Duke. āTraining.ā#Duke: WHAT DOES THAT MEEEAAANN?!?!?#There are āaccidentsā like that one Time Danny was staying over and Jason was trying to sneak into the mansion.#Red hood (in full gear with guns bombs and glowing red eye googles) comes over at 1 am and crawls up the vent and opens it above Dannyās be#Danny: lying on the bed with his eyes wide awake and already staring at the ceiling as the vent above him opens. *waves* āSupā.#Red Hood: ā¦ā¦.āsupā (slooowwwly closes vent)
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so itās very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that theyāre not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world itās such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously itās important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might notāāitās hard! itās scary! people will make fun of me! itās useless because thereās too much evil!ā are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesnāt get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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Problems guy part 200
#hoof draws#hoofology#sorry for all the weird vent comics lately i've been going thru it#i think i also only recently thought to think about my childhood at all and realize most of it was really fucked up#kid who has to be ready to talk their parent down from the ledge at all times --> emotionally crippled adult who hates life pipeline#the colors in this are fucking wack !!
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this sounds like such 14-year-old bullshit but nobody prepares you for how you feel when you realise that some of your friends actually don't really like or care about you that much
#ramble#so when your 'friends' were totally ok with you maybe being homeless. that's something to think about#like it's so weird when your anxiety has been telling you that people hate you and then you ACTUALLY have it confirmed#sorry for all the vents recently i am not doing well
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thinking about those cora lives aus but they never explain how heās alive, so i always assume its this scenario
#havent posted in a bit hiiiiiii *waving aggressively#my art#fanart#digital art#sketch#one piece#one piece fanart#donquixote doflamingo#donquixote rosinante#one piece corazon#one piece doflamingo#trafalgar d water law#originally from ad/vent/ure time#its 4 over here sooo good night š¤ #rosi could never shoot his brother but its funny to think about#edit: this shit is so fuckigm embarassing to me now. i had a goddamn nightmare after drawing this#jeueysus. this shit fucking sucks im so sorry i subjugated you all to this
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsukiās home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isnāt anything surprising or something you wouldnāt be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma itās just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal itās just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if Iām stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsukiās whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsukiās background is so funny because she doesnāt like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we donāt know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes thereās dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and itās probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether thereās physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so itās basically just Schrƶdingerās physical abuse for no reason#Iām not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if Iām just stupid but thereās multiple interpretations but itās seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk itās weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again Iām sorry gang Iām not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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Even when you have a hard day just remember, Bucktommy "has anyone ever told you you're a vision in a cone?" will always be there. Tommy Kinard looked at his adorable boyfriend with a silly party hat on and thought Evan, you're beautiful, you're stunning, you're ravishing, you're a sight for sore eyes. I could never get tired of looking at you. I cherish you. There's nowhere I'd rather be than behind this couch at your side. And he was so real for that.
#needed to remind myself of this and infuse some joy into this wretched anniversary#at least it's almost over and tomorrow will be easier but man ever since 2018 my bday has inspired nothing so much as the belief that#Michael from The Good Place was right when he said birth is a curse and existence is prison like I'm always so depressed on this day#it's hard to look on the bright side when all I can think of is losing my boy š„¹ family tries to make me celebrate but I just want to mourn#what's that quote about grief being love persevering. I love you so much little mister I still think of you every day#it's just hard on this particular day because I still remember it all so clearly and it haunts me#a sweet Bucktommy crumb can be a nice distraction for a time though. Just like Unknown(nth) was when Hozier dropped it out of nowhere in '22#my kitty was called Oliver too not after OS but it is a nice connection that his work can cheer me a bit#ough. idk if anyone will see these tags but just in case I'll tag#pet death#animal death#to hopefully filter it out for anyone sorry to be all sad on my Bucktommy post I couldn't help it thinking of my boy all day needed to vent#and oh this needs actual tags#Bucktommy#911 spoilers#I hope I did those warning tags right idk if I should say ācwā or ātwā with them
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ok but i'm a committed english language nerd so i've been thinking about the prepositions in all you get is confetti a lot
specifically i'm talking about the chorus, "you can't be everything for everyone but you can be everything to someone"
like i just think the difference between being everything for someone and to someone is so specific and also so massive like. being everything for someone is all you. you're putting in all the work. but to someone? no work on your end you're just there and that's everything. idk i think it's a really cool detail
#bears in trees#all you get is confetti#analysis#sorry if this is not news but i genuinely can't stop thinking about it so i'm venting it here lol
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Day 63: Stupid
It's ok to be wrong sometimes.......right?
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#amy rose#amy rose daily#sonic#sth#sonic fanart#please donate!#amy rose fanart#day 63#this is vent art tbh but I think it applies to Amy as well#everytime I read a Metamy fic and Amy wants to save Metal#and everyone is like: What no thats stupid and dangerous!!#and yet I know that if SONIC asked / encouraged saving Metal he'd get almost no pushback#her friends should actually trust her i think#tho I think part of that is the fandom liking to villianize her or use her an a character with ābad ideasā#cough * those sonadow fics where Amy implies Sonic shouldn't trust Shadow Cough*#anyway oops#sorry for complaining about fandom of all things I just.......Amy deserves more man#trust her#shes awesome#luckily bad Amy in sonadow fics is much rarier nowadays - its few and far between
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I was gonna make a little 'how are we feeling gay people' joke after watching the finale, but I've seen some of y'all are being really bitter about it, and I do not want that negativity in my life. So if y'all cannot appreciate really cunty storytelling that actually makes sense when you pay attention to it outside of shipping goggles, I have nothing to tell you
#listen THERE IS VALID CRITICISM but it's not 'oh but i wanted my ship to be happy in the end#like i feel like i understood the choices they made and the story they told and it's not about liking it or being happy with it#it's about going fucking feral and insane and connecting the dots with yarn on your wall#like come ON if y'all cannot appreciate death's fucking kiss i have nothing to tell you#call me insane call me a bitch I don't care but I'm really tired of media illiteracy due to/under the guise of queer shipping#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#sorry i accidentally vented but if you're reading this you're very sexy š
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please donāt be sad little sprout, you are loved š± š¤
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#š±Thank you<33š±#I guess my latest vent art post made some of you guys worried. I'm sorry ;;n;; )#but I'm alright. well.. kind of? Like I haven't done anything to myself kind of alright?#maybe I should explain bit about my situation but at the same time I don't feel comfortable to open up too much#but simply said it's about doing art as a job and mental health#Things haven't been going well but I am getting help for my mental health#This is all what I will say for now about my situation#I apologize again that I made you guys worried#but I do warn that I might post more vent art if I get enough energy to draw#this is just one way how I deal with my emotions#but if you don't like vent art I suggest to block the words vent and vent art#I remember tumblr has this option somewhere??#and uhh.. I don't really know how to end this post but thank you everyone who has been sending support<33#I might not know how to reply to them but I have read them all and I'm very thankful for all the support what you guys have given meš±#Thank youš±#ask#anon#me talking
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since Iāve noticed a bunch of negative energy on tumblr lately ima post something sweet.
I found the love of my life because of vore. I like vore because of the way it comforted me during times when I felt so alone in my own head. That online sonas and stories I would insert myself into and daydream about being so wanted that Iād be devoured and held on all sides. So cared for and loved and appreciated.
vore can be whatever we want and so can our tumblr experience. Letās keep making things despite the drama. If people wanna whine let them. Just ignore and move on. They will shut up eventually.
I love this community despite the ups and downs. Maybe one day Iāll draw shitty little stick figures or rough outlines of vore on my phone to share and try and make someone laugh.
just keep going. Thatās how we win
#roses ramblings#vore community#vore talk#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#tumble is an amazing place cause we can curate and control our experiences#saw something you donāt like/care about#block them#saw something upsetting#just block and move on#we have an infinite amount of blocking#and no one is any the wiser until they try and interact#and you donāt have to defend yourself either#hell dude Iāve blocked random blogs just becuase I saw something non relevant in my for you feed and couldnāt find the not interested butto#itās ok!#this community will keep going#and the differences we view things is is our own worries#we are all different#we all view things different#and if you canāt accept that you donāt belong on the internet cause youāll have nothing but a horrible time#sorry#venting#I just#I miss the silly headcanons#the fun drawings#I miss when there wasnāt drama every day#this is the art and writing sharing website#where good and bad are enjoyed
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura š„ŗ" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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So i haven't posted any art in a bit. I guess given my tendency to post so rarely kinda hides that. Anyway.
We're so back.
The very first thing i drew after turning my tablet back on after a month long anxiety episode. What better to help than a guy who's more unstable than oneself? Gotta love em.
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