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hauntedwitch04 · 1 year ago

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My Goddess

Rhysand x reader

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Warnings: smut, smut, I forgot to say smut, a little bit sad at the beginnig, my deepest insecurities, shower sex, rude male

Author’s note: Hi loves! I finally managed to write some more after the crazy week I had. Hope you like it, your witch Becky

p.s some parts are very personal (hair loss part and insecurities), and I'm kinda sorry, but I wrote this by heart and because of this it came out like this, hope you like it anyway.

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DAY 5: Body worship

I have never had a good relationship with my body.

It sounds silly to say, but all my life I've never had a good relationship with me in general, and this is something that I and my brother Azriel have in common.

He since childhood has had to endure the sight of his hands being ruined by fire because of those idiotic half-brothers of ours.

I, on the other hand, have had to endure the sight of my legs, my belly, my face that I do not consider beautiful enough to please anyone, and all of this feeling would end up manifesting itself in extreme anxiety attacks that my physique demonstrates by losing all my hair. I have always been unable to look at myself in the mirror because I cannot stand to see my forehead devoid of hair, along with most of my skull, solely because I cannot fight what I have inside. I think in part I can't look at myself because I feel guilty about betraying the little me, whom I see again every time I look in the mirror, who imagined a beautiful and perfect life, which I am increasingly convinced I will never have. As a child I dreamed of meeting my partner, who would love me with all his life and we would have a family together, always with my brother close by.

My brother, on the contrary, as much as he too believed that he did not deserve a mate, never found any problems in finding a woman to spend a night with, being one of the most handsome men Mother has ever conceived. I, on the other hand, have never had too much luck in love, since every time I saw a man approaching me, my first reaction is to turn away being that I don't want to be disappointed and hurt. And partly because I am deeply in love with my brother's best friend, or rather one of them: the not very famous and not at all attractive Rhysand.

For as long as I can remember, I couldn't help but fall in love with his violet eyes and sly smile, but of course it never crossed my mind to confess how I feel, knowing that I would ruin a friendship I cherish as well as ridicule myself.

Like every Saturday night Mor has forced me to go out with my brother and his two other friends, Rhys and Cass, knowing that I never have too much desire to go out and show off my body. Yet here I am sitting back on a miserable chair in the corner of yet another bar, watching my friends having fun.

Immediately, however, I feel something in the air change, and I notice that a man is sitting next to me. Too close to me. As soon as I notice that closeness I immediately feel uncomfortable, so I try to move away, but immediately I feel his hand resting on top of my wrist, squeezing it tightly.

"Hey baby, where are you running off to?" He says in a faux-sweet voice as a stench of cheap alcohol escapes from his mouth, and immediately I find myself holding back a gag as well as trying not to show my fear.

"My brother and his friends are looking for me, I should go." You lie, trying to push me away but he squeezes tighter and makes you let out a half moan of pain, too.

"I'm sure they won't notice your absence. How about coming with me? We could have fun." He continues by giving me a wink, which sends a shiver all down my spine. I try to pull away again, no longer trying to be nice to him, but this time in addition to holding me close to him, he pulls me closer to him by the hand with which he holds my wrist. I in response to that gesture slap him on the cheek, so hard that the sound seems to resonate throughout the whole place, but I don't care exactly at this moment because I am more focused on his look of pure hatred that he is giving me.

"How dare you little bitch slap me! You should be grateful that someone has the courage to hit on you, you must not have many people trying to bed you at least show gratitude in those who have the mercy to do so." He says in a harsh, rough tone a few inches from my face, even spitting a little.

I have never felt so naked in my life.

I can already feel tears welling up when I hear a voice behind me, noisily interrupting my thoughts.

"I would advise you to let the girl go right away, and maybe our Azzy will only allow you to die after a week of torture." Says a voice hoarse and deep, warm and enveloping as a summer night. Immediately I feel a sense of relief, and I move back to meet Rhys's muscular chest, who immediately wraps an arm around my waist, to make me feel his presence and quietly tell me I was safe.

"You don't need to make all this fuss over a sleazy bitch, if you want her so bad you can have her, even though I had seen her first. Who do you think you are anyway, you little bitch?" Asks the man trying to approach Rhys, pointing a finger at him. Seeing his gestures my friend moves me behind his back, still holding my hand, while with a look capable of killing he looks at the man who is tormenting me.

I feel it emanating pure power, so strong, it sends shivers down my spine. I feel it pass between our intertwined fingers like a night breeze mixed with stardust.

I see his shoulders stretch out so that he stands in all his height, and shows himself in all his grandeur before his enemy.

"Your worst nightmare." He replies with a growl.

Fuck, I need a cold shower when I get home. This is my first thought, then I force myself to stay alert, remembering the situation we are in.

"Rhys it's not worth it to fight with this asshole, please take me-" I implore my friend, before being interrupted.

"What did you call me bitch?" Asks the asshole in front of us rhetorically, only to be slammed against the wall by an unseen hand, clutching at his throat.

"The young lady was just finishing saying something, now you're going to be a good boy, and I'm going to spare you the pain of cutting off your fingers piece by piece, and I'm going to do it with one blow." Young High Lord responds with feigned gentleness as I see him tighten his other hand to make his grip on the man's neck slammed to the wall tighter.

"Please Rhys, take me home, I just want to take a shower and go to bed." I pick up my speech where I left off.

"As you wish. Az, will you Cass take care of this pig?" Rhys asks, turning his face slightly to look at his friends who have since materialized beside us. I see my brother looking at me with eyes full of sadness and anger; he walks over and kisses my forehead softly, before answering Rhys.

"Sure. Can I do whatever I want with him?" Az asks as he shifts his gaze to the man who tried to touch me, his little sister.

"Give vent to your kinkiest perversions and all the imagination you have Azzy. I'll stay with her in case she needs anything, in case I'll let you know right away." Rhys says at first with his usual smirk, looking in turn at the man he was choking on the wall, who now seems to have gone pale with fear, and then turns his face into something serious.

My brother nods and I do not have time to see his next action that deep night-colored fog, quilted with a few stars, envelops me and I find myself in my room.

Next to me stands Rhys, watching me intently. All the power he exuded a few seconds ago has vanished, to make way for the gentle, kind look I'm used to.

"Are you okay?" She asks me in a whisper, as if afraid that if she spoke too loudly I would destroy myself. I look up and stare into his purple eyes, shining like two precious gems, staring at me so intently that I blush.

"Yes, thank you for intervening, I'm afraid to think what would have happened if I hadn't." I say, trying to make him believe that this is why I am upset, and not because of the words he threw at me. I know perfectly well how to defend myself against a man like him, I've been training my whole life to fight against far greater opponents, but it was his words that struck me deeply in the soul.

I try to hint at a half smile, then head for the bathroom and close the door behind me. From the last look I give him, he doesn't seem very convinced by my theatrics, but he doesn't say anything to me and lets me seek solace in some alone time.

Barely alone in the privacy of my bathroom, I open the tub water to cover the sound of my sobs and let myself go into an overwhelming sob. I spend a few minutes huddled on the floor in the corner of my bathroom brooding over the man's words.

You should be grateful that someone has the courage to hit on you, you don't have to have a lot of people trying to get you into bed at least show gratitude in those who have the mercy to do so.

I feel my heart bleeding, as if it had been pierced by a dagger. I don't even notice that the door has opened, too engrossed in remembering how to breathe. Immediately I see Rhys sitting across from me, his eyes detecting how worried he is Without asking he takes me in his arms and sits me on his lap, stroking my back with one hand, trying to calm my sobs, while with the other he pulls up my face, which I am trying to hide in his neck.

"Don't give me any more bullshit. Talk to me, please, that's all I ask. Take all you want, but talk to me, I can't see you like this." He says as he wipes away my tears.

I spend a few minutes in silence, thinking about what to do or what to say, when I decide to stop listening to the little voice in my ear and finally be honest with the man I love and esteem so much.

"He's right Rhys." I say in a sob.

"Point one, I don't think an asshole of that magnitude could be right, and point two, what would love be right about?" Asks the man holding me close to him.

I take a deep breath and totally open my heart to him.

"Rhys, no one will ever want me for who I am. If someone hits on me they either want to get to you or my brother, or they see in me an easy prey to have a one-night stand, believing I would accept their pity gesture. No one wants me for who I am, but that doesn't shock me either because who would ever want a person with a physique like mine. Besides, I look like a hairless cat, but you know the worst thing about losing my hair due to stress? It's that I can't hide how incapable I am of controlling my emotions beyond the fact that I'm obviously emotionally unstable. And then let's not start with my temper-" I begin to mumble, then increase the volume of my voice more and more, until I feel a pair of warm lips settle on mine. It takes me a few seconds to reciprocate the gesture and I bite down on his plump lips with my teeth. He in response, when I release his lip, takes advantage of my distraction to explore my mouth with his tongue. We stay like this for a few minutes, making out like two eager kids in the back of a disco.

Eventually we break away, both of us needing oxygen. I look at him, and for a moment I cannot conceive that the same boy who is standing here in front of me with his hair tousled from my hands being passed through it and his lips swollen and reddened, could at the same time be the most powerful High Lord all Prythian has ever seen, and yet this is the truth.

"I thought the best way to let you know that what you were saying was a load of crap was to let you know with actions, and not just words." He says with his usual smirk, as I fist him on the shoulder, and then continues. "Now I'm going to try to be serious. Believe me, love, when I tell you that I don't understand how every man on this island, indeed in this world, can't help but be in love with you. You are the kindest, funniest, smartest, most beautiful woman, oh for Mother if you are beautiful, you don't know how many times I had to restrain myself from commenting on what I would do to you because I knew Az would kill me, but believe me it was a real pain to admire you without being able to do anything I wanted to do or taste." He says with a wink, then turns serious again. "You are perfect, in every aspect of you, and don't let just a few more curves discourage you, because they are nothing but an advantage to me, because that way there is more to love, kiss and worship than you. And your hair, it's nothing but a testament to your willpower, your strength and what a badass you are. There is not a single facet of you, because each one is a fundamental part of the woman I love." I feel my breath come short, and he seems to understand because he continues. "Yes I love you, more than my own life, I love you as insistently as we need oxygen to breathe, and I wish I could see you with my own eyes and admire who you really are."

I can't help but kiss him again and then say four simple words that somehow seem to take a huge weight off my heart.

"I love you too." I whisper on his lips, before kissing him again. As before we get carried away with the kiss, but this time it seems to get even more passionate and deep, so much so that slowly Rhys gets up, making me get up as well.

He slowly pulls away from the kiss and to move on to kiss the neck area near my ear, then to whisper something to me.

"Would you like to take a shower with me?" He asks sensuously, as I feel his hands touch every single cell of my body, or so it seems to me. I nod, unable to speak, and so slowly we begin to undress each other, as the shower water magically turns on, and quickly becomes warm.

Once naked, facing each other, we look into each other's eyes and I see him smile, before taking my hand and kissing it, and then kissing my wrist, and so on until we reach his shoulder and this time the other ear where he whispers again.

"You are beautiful, and I can't wait to worship you as the goddess you are once we get into that shower." He says, as I feel a chill run down my spine.

We get into the shower and at first the only things we do is leave hot kisses on each other's skin until Rhys picks up the body soap and begins to gently scrub my back. Suddenly then I feel his hands move from the back to the front, where they begin to massage my breasts. I immediately feel my nipples harden under his touch, and the first moans begin to fall from my lips like an old prayer that he does not remember ever learning, but of which at the most opportune moment he remembers every word. He continues to tease my breasts with one hand, while with the other he begins to play with the center of my pleasure. I totally melt under her touch, as if a witch had cast a spell on me. I feel my knees beginning to give way, while he meanwhile continues his attack on my neck as well, leaving bites and marks of his passage. Just as I was about to reach the apex of pleasure, however, he stops, making me moan this time from the pain of not having reached my orgasm. Rhys turns me around with a simple gesture and matches my back to the shower wall as he presses himself on me, kissing every inch of skin available to him.

"I want to taste you on my lips, I can't afford to make you come solely with my fingers love." She says in a whisper, as she kisses my breasts, and takes one of the nipples in her teeth, while teasing the other with her hand. "I want to make you feel the queen you are." He continues, as he slowly goes to his knees and stands at the same height as my pussy. He thus begins to lick and suck my clit, while he teases my entrance with his fingers. Immediately I bring a hand into his hair, pushing him harder against my center, trying to achieve the pleasure I had missed before. Then his lips move lower until they take the place of his fingers, this time I feel his tongue enter me.

For a second I feel as if I can touch the sky with my finger, as I feel the orgasm coming more and more overwhelmingly. What makes me go further and cum, making me convulse loudly and name my beloved so loudly that even on the Continent they know who gave me such pleasure, is the moan he makes against my center's lips in approval.

"By Mother, you are the best thing I have ever felt in my whole life. I could spend hours devouring you, my whole existence, and I would eat nothing but you, but I can't wait to make you come with my cock." Says Rhys unceremoniously. My brain still foggy with pleasure does not immediately process what he is saying, the only thing I understand is that before long I will feel pleasure like what I just felt if not more.

I see him get up, and I do not have time to realize what is going on that I feel his member enter me, and at this moment I discover that there is actually another level of pleasure of which I was unaware. His thrusts are fast and deep, which combined with his sizable cock, cause him to graze my cervix each time, making me scream so loudly with pleasure that I doubt I will have a voice tomorrow.

We stay so wrapped around each other under the pouring water of the shower making love, sharing such an intimate and personal moment with the person we love most in the world. I feel him kissing every inch of skin he meets, when he is not too busy remembering how to breathe, or he is not whispering in my ear how beautiful I am or how perfect he thinks I am.

I can't quite tell how much time elapsed before I felt the sensation of impending orgasm coming again like a galloping horse, but one shared glance between the two of us and we immediately knew that the other was feeling the same thing, so he quickened his thrusts and I began kissing the sensitive spots on his neck, so that only after a few minutes did we reach pleasure by howling the other person's name.

We stand still for a moment, letting the wave of pleasure no longer cloud our senses, confusing us as we enjoy the sensation of the hot water in the shower. Then, I interrupt the silence to note something.

"Well at least we are already in the shower." I say in a joking tone. Rhys immediately begins to giggle as he hides his head in my neck, then continues to be silent before confessing something of his own.

"It seems like a good time to tell you that you are my mate anyway." He says with obviousness as he picks up the shampoo to wash my hair. I look at him shocked at how calmly he dropped such a bombshell.

"And you tell me like this? Like it's nothing!?" I say shocked, and I see him smiling at my reaction, because he knows that after all, there is no happier person in the universe than me, and you can tell by my smile and the twinkle in my eyes.

"And the worst part is yet to come my goddess, we still have to tell to Azriel." Rhysand confesses, with obvious fear in his face, and I can't help but laugh.

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alatismeni-theitsa · 4 months ago

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I really really hope I don't end up coming off as rude in this, but I found your account from the Hades tag (the game--which I suppose I don't really have the same negative feelings for, both because I'm neither greek nor religious and thus am very disjointed from the frustrations expressed ) and seeing as the designs were the main talking point (I know I'm oversimplifying her I'm so sorry if this comes off as rude) I was curious as to what would be a respectful depiction of Greek mythology. Greek mythology has always been something I enjoyed reading about, but knowing that a lot of my exposure to it has been heavily westernize one way or another, I was wondering if I could ask for I guess more insight? I might not share the same feelings (due to again having grown up unreligious and thus trying to compare how I might feel if my own chinese mythology was given the hades treatment isn't exactly far becaue to me they really are just kinda like prompts in my mind--though I'm not sure how wrong it is for me to think like that) I do wish to understand it because your culture religion and mythology isn't a prop. It deserves the same respect every other culture/religion has/is getting. sorry for the lengthy ask, but it's perspectives like you're I want to hear more about though I've struggled to really open up to them because often time the discussions felt hostile (that said I am conflict adverse so this is probably a me problem.). On a final side note (and this is definitely where I am about to sound really stupid/bigoted but I really have to ask because my conscious will not leave me alone about it) but would it be ignorant for a person such as myself to find enjoyment from a game such as Hades less because of it's mythological roots though they are a factor and more for the story it's decided to tell (for what is honestly when I really do think about it) using the greek mythology "props"? Like enjoying it seperate from the source material?

Hello and apologies for taking so long to answer! Two consecutive hours where I exist undisturbed is very rare in my life during this period, so please, again, forgive me for replying a month later. 💜💜💜

A second anon question I got about the same issue:

I appreciate both of you for asking. Identifying the problem in the context of your situation, and what you don't know is a great step forward (and I am very sorry I wasn't able to respond to you earlier). For those who don't know, this blog, despite the salty content, is all about peaceful discussion and understanding.

I think answering the first anon ask will also cover the first. Let me start with one point and elaborate on the rest:

"On a final side note (and this is definitely where I am about to sound really stupid/bigoted but I really have to ask because my conscious will not leave me alone about it) but would it be ignorant for a person such as myself to find enjoyment from a game such as Hades less because of its mythological roots though they are a factor and more for the story it's decided to tell (for what is honestly when I really do think about it) using the greek mythology "props"? Like enjoying it separate from the source material?"

Neither I nor any other (sane) Greek would like to police people in a way of stopping their enjoyment of media. Like other Greeks, I have also played Hades and liked it. I believe we can enjoy the present media and still advocate for better media in the future. We can all be more aware, and push for gods and heroes to be treated like the cultural figures they are, and not as products of late-stage western capitalism.

Greek gods and heroes cannot be separated from their culture and still be the same since they no longer carry their stories or embody the same values. (This goes for every cultural figure.) What would be the point of Heracles if your only exposure to him was that "he is an ancient strong guy who kills monsters"? There is a whole story to him beyond that, what makes him "Heracles", a hero that Greeks hold as a symbol even in our days. Without his story, he's no different than an average modern American superhero.

To the first anon: If you were to explain any Chinese hero or deity to me, you would still need to explain all the "surrounding" elements, like the world domains, the monsters, what is "respectful" and what is "not respectful" to do within the context of the Chinese culture. You wouldn't just drop the figure in question and expect me to understand everything, right? And for this reason, I don't think it would be fair to this figure and the Chinese audiences to just drop this figure separated from Chinese culture in a super American setting. As you suspected, it would leave a bad taste in the mouth of religious and non-religious people who know this figure.

There is some effort from Western media to incorporate these elements into their stories but it's done superficially through the classic Americanized lens. This doesn't allow the audience to feel these values and stories within a different context. The producers will do anything so (mainly Western) audiences don't feel alienated by exploring a foreign culture - but this entirely misses the point of exploring a foreign ancient culture.

I don't want to be entirely absolute here and say that no modernized depiction of these figures is good. It was even a fresh take a few years ago but now the market is so saturated with this presentation that even the audience who "loves Greek myth" is only exposed to this, and misses all the nuances of the ancient Greek context.

To its credit, the Hades game incorporated some ancient elements successfully (the gods offering their favor and getting vengeful when ignored, or having their own "human-like" interactions without getting reduced to the presentation of "petty humans"). This is more than what most westernized media has achieved but I still feel we only got crumbs compared to what we could have.

For me and some other Greeks, the game would be considerably elevated by the use of actual Greek culture, in addition to its cool story. By "actual Greek culture" I mean ways of interaction, clothes (not just the standard white chiton), music, etc. It looks like most western media fears that the Greek gods inside their culture will be "too foreign" for their audiences, which treats the audiences as if they're dumb and frustrates the already tired Greeks because god forbid we ever are "too foreign", "too unapproachable" to rich/western foreigners.

As always, depictions of heroes and gods from other cultures should be kept. The very recent phenomenon of westerners just deciding to "re-paint" the Greek gods Nordic pale or West African dark - according to their social sensitivities of the time - is a decision they took alone and without any consultation of Greeks. It's a decision that treats the Greek gods like props, as well, precisely because people of the original culture were never asked, and they are negative about this type of change. This decision was taken with the same brass the western colonizers used these same figures to set harmful standards for the colonized peoples and other nations they deemed "lesser", like the Greeks of their time themselves.

As we are not expected to change Maori, Chinese and Congolese gods' appearance (symbols, clothing, phenotype (or "race" as it is in some countries)) same goes for Greek gods. We grant all gods this standard because we recognize that they're - among other things - symbols of the overwhelming majority of the indigenous people of their land. Many USians mistakenly equate Greeks with the Western colonizers and the US culture, a thought that feeds their ownership attitude which I've spoken about many times in the past and i won't elaborate further on, for the sake of your sanity xD

Finally, if one struggles to place the Greek gods in the context of an actual religion, I think it would help them to read ancient hymns for the Greek gods (which are widely available online, in English at least) so they can see firsthand the veneration they were/are worth to their worshippers. Reading plays like the Bacchae or Alcestis, or parts of the Iliad and the Odyssey where the gods are present will show the magnanimity of the gods within the religion.

I'd also encourage them to recall examples of being present when their family or friends expressed veneration towards a deity (be it the God of Abrahamic religions, the Chinese pantheon, the Hindu pantheon, and so on) and try to imagine the same veneration towards the Greek gods. Studying Greek Orthodoxy is another way to understand this veneration. Since many ancient Greek elements remain in our Christianity, in it one can find many of the old type of respect. (Saint veneration replaced the deities' worship, the Greek type of offering worship, prayer to a home altar with offerings, road altars, funerary customs and processions, etc). If one is already familiar with Christianity this study would be a good middle step, in my opinion.

Having the context for each Greek myth figure one uses can be challenging but big studios should be able to hire specialists and offer proper representation. "They want the pie whole and the dog full", as we say here; they want quick profit with the least possible effort. They know that if they just name-drop some stuff western audiences will believe they have done deep research because previous media never invited them to engage deeply with the Greek heritage.

No culture is "uncomplex" and "easy to learn". Ancient Greek culture, like all, needs significant study to fully grasp. People should not expect to know it all after one Wikipedia reading. There's always more to learn and more context to be understood. The good news is that if you speak English and have an internet connection, translations and analyses of ancient Greek texts are super accessible to you.

It shouldn't be expected from all people to become experts but if one "loves Greek mythology" and their knowledge is PJO level, I am sorry but this person doesn't really know what they "love". A decent amount of study, at one's own pace, will enrich and deepen engagement with the Greek myths. Once you gain more knowledge, you understand why it's needed.

For the second anon's question, "What would be a proper representation of a Greek god", I have mostly answered it in the above paragraphs, but I would also like to add something culture-wise. Since the Greek gods in the media can exist in various eras, one should not divorce them from the Greek element. The Greek gods are an expression of the ancient Greek collective, therefore it wouldn't make sense for them to have lost all touch with Greek ways of thought and attitude. If they were Americans, they wouldn't be WASPs, or Native Americans or Black Americans. They would be more like First Gen Greek Americans. They would love (to a healthy degree) and mention their culture because that's where they came from and that's what they represent.

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kyupidos · 1 year ago

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CONGRATS ON 100! i've been a reader of yours since the beginning, and you've greatly improved; your writing is awesome,, you deserve the milestone! for your halloween event, id like to request the dialogue prompt: "ah, you've made the mistake in thinking that just because this is a couples costume that you get any kind of say in it. you don't, actually." with ace trappola,, i think it'd be really cute! thanks so much, congrats again!

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characters. heartslabyul : ace trappola ;; romantic . 🕸️ tags. reader is gender neutral ( you/your ), reader may or may not be yuu ( up to the reader ), romantic fluff

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a. trappola

— when you introduced him to the idea of matching costumes, it was safe to say that ace was feeling rather giddy. wearing couple costumes while traversing night raven for tricks and treats, the idea got him excited. of course he wouldn’t admit it, but even simple things like wearing matching fits always seemed to get his heart pumping faster than usual. for him, it was always in the little things, he supposed. you told him that you were going to go look for ideas on magicam, and for the few moments you stopped texting him, he spent internally giggling giddily to himself.

— some days, maybe two or three, had officially passed when you came up to him with whatever you apparently had in mind. you pulled up to his dorm, laying out on his bed the costume of choice. he stared, blinking once and then twice in perplexity of the costumes laid out, one of which being that of a cherry, and the other being a pie slice, presumably. “huuuh? what’s this?” ace questioned, with as much genuinity as possible as to not be rude, taking hold of the fabric of the cherry costume with his pointer and thumb finger, “this’s what we’re wearing?”

— in response to your casual nod, ace couldn’t help but tilt his head puzzledly. “of course, ‘cause you’re the cherry to my pie.” you spoke pridefully, peace sign in the air, and ace couldn’t help but snort. “eh, that so? then i guess i don’t mind it that much,” he accepted his fate easily, already used to your persistence even with the little things like this. maybe, he concluded, that’s why he enjoyed them so much, holding up the cherry costume completely with his fists now, looking at you as you held your own costume, holding it up to your chest as if to see if it fit, though you knew it did, in the meanwhile. “but i kinda figured we’d have a whole talk and a half about it.”

— you tutted smartly, wagging your pointer finger pointedly. “ah, you’ve made the mistake in thinking that just because this is a couples costume that you get any kind of say in it,” you lectured, a comedic sweat drop falling down the side of ace’s face as you easily continued, “you don’t, actually.” he just laughed in his amusement, ruffling his hair as he took a good look at his costume again. he guessed he did like it, after all—it wasn’t exactly what he expected it, but it was good enough for him. “alright then,” ace smiled for no reason in particular other than his mind wandering towards his daydreams of the both of you wearing your outfit together, “pie to my cherry, let’s wear it.”

#(๑^⤙^๑). . approved!#kyupidos #100 follower event 🗞️ !!#twst #twisted wonderland #twst x reader #twst x gn reader #twst x gender neutral reader #twst fluff #twst hcs #twst headcanons #heartslabyul #twst heartslabyul #book 1 #twst book 1 #ace x reader #ace x gn reader #ace trappola x reader #ace trappola x gn reader

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jamisonwritestf2trash · 1 year ago

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TF2 Headcanons pt.3 I can't stop. The chokehold is now a death grip.

I guess I'm a TF2 blog now 😮‍💨 (not really complaining, also if you get tired of me posting nothing but hcs let me know what you want to see instead.)

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Ice cream preferences? Ice cream preferences.

Demo probably ordered rum rasin once, thinking it actually had rum in it but actually ended up liking it. I think he also likes pralines and cream or pistachio. He likes wafflecones to an unhealthy extent.

Engie likes anything with peanut butter. He also likes chocolate chip cookie dough. He will eat an entire tub of ice cream, but he deserves it, so it's fine.

Heavy likes all of the traditional flavors, vanilla, chocolate, strawberry, and stuff like that. But he hates neapolitan. He's in the same boat as Engie. They just eat the entire tub together.

Medic loves Cherry Garcia, like unhealthy love. He also really likes anything with strawberry sause (looks like blood, he's a little freak he'd eat ice cream out of a human skull if you let him).

Scout likes cookies and cream. He also really likes dirtcups (hot fudge, chocolate ice cream, crushed oreo, and gummy worms, in case you didn't know). I genuinely think this man can't eat "boring" foods. Like he has to have crunch in his food. He's not allowed to eat in cones anymore. Don't ask him about it. (Also, hc him as lactose intolerant, he just doesn't care.)

When it comes to Sniper, never let him live down the fact that in Australia, they have "Golden Gaytimes." As a viable ice cream option. He doesn't mind them. He gave Scout an aneurysm when he asked if he wanted one. But he's more of a plain chocolate guy. He eats it in out of the tub or in a dish, depending on how he feels.

Spy he likes coffee ice cream and makes it his entire personality. He's so mature for liking it, right guys?? He's just sooooo refined. No scout, you didn't see him ordering a double fudge brownie with sprinkles. They just messed up his order. No, he can't return it now! that'd be rude. (It's in a sugar cone, btw)

Soilder. GIVE THIS MAN HIS RED WHITE AND BLUE BOMBPOPS GOD DAMMIT! I think he also likes Butterscotch and Rocky Road. He likes cake cones.

Pyro loves bubblegum, Superman, and Blue Moon. They eat it in those cones with chocolate and sprinkles on them! They also like the SpongeBob popsicles.

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Pyro time!

They eat cinnamon candy all the time. It's so bad. They have at minimum 9 boxes of redhots on stand-by.

I think Pyro is agender. I think their just okay existing in their own world and have no care about gender.

Give them those fire snakes that change the fires' color and their ecstatic! Their favorite is blue.

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I think these dumbasses have the most random fears ever. None of them are scared of frogs or bugs, but God forbid you mention wooden spoons, and one of them vomits.

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I've seen people say the mercs have board game nights, and I love that idea, so....

Uno is banned. Strictly. It's not even funny. They played it once, and the moment the +4 card was played, all hell broke loose.

They all play poker or Cards Against Humanity at least once a week. Sometimes, they'll pick someone's favorite game to play.

Demo likes Yahtzee and Scrabble. He's just kinda chill like that.

Engie and Pyro both like the same games for the most part. They play Jenga a lot. Also, checkers!

Heavy really likes chess and connect 4.

Do not play board games with Medic. This man has anger issues. But if you really want to, candyland and life are his favorites.

Scout has a hard time playing video games. He can't pay attention at all. But if you play a card game like Red Flags or We're Not Really Strangers, he'll be able to focus on it.

Sniper, Spy, and Soilder all like traditional card games. Black Jack, Cribbage, Eucher, etc.

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Sorry this one is short. Very tired and stressed out right now.

I'm so glad you guys have been liking my posts! I'm smiling like an idiot anytime I open tumblr.

#tf2 pyro #tf2 spy #tf2 demoman #tf2 medic #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #tf2 soilder #tf2 engineer #tf2 heavy #tf2 headcanons #tf2 hcs #team fortress headcanons #team fortress 2

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veespee · 7 months ago

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We need some whisperedfaith stuff in here, I've looked and found nothing. So maybe some headcanons for Sean or Lee like with a partner or just general?

of course!! my fav is Sean, so I'll write some for him :)

Sean/Shiny Headcanons

-He's actually like,,, a MASSIVE loser lmao. He tries to appear like this sadistic, cold, and manipulative cult leader, but in reality he's just a really desperate junkie. Which in a sense, he is a junkie; he's addicted to the Speaker. Like Lee said in the 'Interrogation' video, he has been listening to the Speaker's whispering in his ear for so damn long, he's addicted to it. Now, i'm not sure what the Speaker could be saying, since from Lee's experience, it was torturous, but for Sean i think it would be the opposite. So i guess the headcanon is: the Speaker feeds Sean's ego, showering him with complimentd about how good of a leader he is, or how strong he is, or anything that would appeal to him, and that's how he keeps Sean under his control.

And that makes sense, because it's the Speaker, it's an honour to even be spoken to by him, and he's getting all these compliments? He must be doing something right, he must be special.

-Also, here's just my theory/HC on why Sean of all the members got to be the cult leader: i think that Sean was the easiest to influence. I believe that as a person, he was always a bit egotistical. That might be because of childhood, or him having to harden up for some reason, (i'm too tired to make a whole theory about his childhood sorry 😭) but i think even before the cult he would act very guarded. Like he would have walls up every second as to not get hurt.

So when he learned about the The Family, he thought, 'maybe that's where i belong'. And his goal from the start would have been to be the leader, to be worshipped and loved. So he came in that cult with determination, he was hard and would do anything the higher ups told him, even hurting people if needed. So The Speaker noticed him, and he thought, 'that's my target'. His ego is easy to feed, and therefore, easy to manipulate. So The Speaker fed him with compliments, making him believe he was the chosen one.

-I actually think Sean's story is really damn sad, but also he kinda deserved it. The man left all of his family and friends, wanting to feel loved and worshiped by someone. With the delusions added on by the other cultists, he was completely blind. Although, of course, nothing is black and white, and i'm sure he knew what he was doing. He was aware he was hurting people, people that trusted him, but he didn't care, and was blinded by greed and hunger for praise. Which in hindsight, made him hated by his followers. He was rude, pretentious, and arrogant. He believed he was the Chosen, the One, the man who would create portals between worlds, and The Speaker's favourite.

But in the end, that was all in vain. Because when he was gone, he was replaced. Lexx took over, and clearly she was more loved than him. So he grew bitter, and angry, even after death. Even in 'Limbo', he was bitter and lonely. I guess that was his fate from the start.

alright sorry for the rambling :) this was actually very fun to write, although ik this post won't get much traction due to how unpopular WF is,,, but it was fun anyway. thank you for the request!🖤

#slenderverse #slenderverse headcanons #headcanons #analysis #whisperedfaith #wf #sean whispered faith #sean wf #lee whispered faith #lee wf #slenderman #the rake #the speaker #the family

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madlittlecriminal · 1 year ago

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Heya! Can I get a Steven grant fic please? I've recently had to fill out an autism form and it asked me to fill in past relationships (you know the story) so, like the eggsy one I requested ages ago can I get a Steven grant fic where the reader has ptsd due to a past relationship. Like always no explanation required, just fluff :)

Never Leaving ☾ Steven Grant × Female!Reader

oh, im sorry love. i hope you're doing alright though.

Warnings: angst, but mostly fluff, ptsd, hints of sexual abuse from past relationship, kinda used a trigger of mine for this, so im sorry, marc shows up in the beginning, marc's past is brought up, ex has no specific gender, i got emotional towards the end...

~listening to Melanie Martinez while writing for Steven is sort of fitting for some reason~

Steven was confused to say the least. You pushed him away from you when he touched your thigh while watching movie on his couch. After that, you sprinted to the bathroom and locked the door behind you. He didn't know what he did wrong, but what he knew was you were hurt and you needed him...or maybe you needed to be away from him. "Steven, don't. Try talking to them." Steven shook his head. "Mate, I don't think she wants to be near me." Marc sighed. "Steven trust me. You know what I hid from you. You have to try, buddy." Marc had a point and Steven nodded, taking a deep breath before walking to the bathroom door and knocking on it softly.

"You alright, love?" He waited for you to respond, but when he heard your footsteps getting closer to the door, he let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. When you opened the door, he gave you a shy smile and you sighed. "I'm sorry, Steven. I didn't mean to push you." He shook his head. "Nah, it's all good." You shook your head. "It's not. I shouldn't have done that to you." He sighed. "It's alright, love. I'm all good, yeah? So, no need to worry." You walk out of the bathroom and sat back on the couch.

You pat the empty space next to you as you look over at your boyfriend and he slowly makes his way towards you before sitting down next to you. "You touching my thigh triggered a memory from my past relationship. I should've told you earlier and for that, I'm sorry." Steven nodded. "Is it just your thigh?" You shrug. "As far as I know, yes, but I haven't been in a relationship with anyone after them. Well, until you that is." He gave you a small smile and kissed your forehead. "If you don't want to talk about it, I won't make you, love." You shook your head. "You have to know. I want you to understand, Steven."

With that, you took his hand and squeezed it gently. You started from the beginning and told Steven everything. You held back tears, but he let his fall as you told him your story. He couldn't believe someone would do that to you because you were so kind, and you were never rude to anyone even if they deserved it. Well, that was a lie. You had your moments where you would snap, but rightfully so and because of that, he never suspected a thing.

After you were done, he sniffled and pulled you into a hug. "I'm sorry, love." You let your mask fall and broke into tears. "It's not your fault, Steven." He swallowed a sob before he could escape his lips. "It wasn't yours either. Remember that, yeah?" You sobbed into his shoulder and nodded. "I love you, Steven." He froze and pulled back from the hug and cupping your face softly. "I love you too, darling. Please don't be afraid to talk to me if I trigger you again." You nodded as he wiped your tears away from your face.

"Why are you so perfect, huh?" He chuckled and planted a kiss on your nose. "It's you who's perfect, love." You sniffled and nuzzled into his neck. He took a deep breath and rubbed your back, never going any lower than to half of it just in case. From there, he made a promise to himself that he would never leave you and would always be there for you whenever you needed him.

#steven grant x reader #steven grant #steven grant x y/n #steven grant x you #marvel #mcu #marvel universe #ask #asks #moon knight #moon knight x reader #mister knight #mr knight

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arcade-writing · 2 years ago

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Softer nights

Nsfw 🍋

Pairing: Morpheus x GN! Reader

Warning: some angst, sex to make up for argument, teasing, unprotected sex, kinda public sex then goes private, thigh fucking, silent treatment, nipple play, slight cock warming, soft sex (kinda), rough sex with feelings

Writers block really has hands. I'm battling artist block too which is fun - sorry if this isn't as good as my others. It's been awhile since I've wrote something but thank you for requesting regardless. Hopefully this will help me start a writing groove and I can finish the many drafts I got saved

You were warned about his stubbornness. The burdened dream lord had a fist of iron. Whilst he tried to undo centuries upon centuries of behavior it didn't stop how hurtful his words could be. After all, he was a man who spoke when necessary. Only with purpose. He did not dance around his meanings. All his words meant something.

It's why it made your heart ache when he finally spoke.

"You're just a human ." He frowned, merely pointing it out but it still stung.

"Does that Matter? I want to be here, with YOU, with them-!"

"Humans do not belong in the dreaming beyond their visits."

"Does my time here mean nothing to you? I thought....." You couldn't finish your sentence. Biting your lip as your hands became fists. Tears stinging your eyes as you let out a shaky breath. "I thought I was supposed to be your lover."

"You are, that Is why I insist on your departure." Dream wouldn't yield. He couldn't see how his words hurt. After all, your perspectives were so different. He had all the time in the world and you didn't. It hung over you like an anvil.

Shooting him a small glare you twisted on your heel. Unable to keep your composure as every emotion threatened to spill. You felt foolish. To think you meant something to someone as primordial as him. He calls you his lover yet wants you to leave? He never came to your realm to see you. You felt as if you were merely a spec upon the vast universe, the dreams that wove each life together. To think you considered he wanted you beyond anything as a tourist in his realm.

Every since you were able to free roam within his realm you believed your strange encounters with him meant something. Each dream lingering longer in your mind as he showed you the endless possibilities of the imagination. Slowly, becoming closer to him. Ever so slowly. You've laid yourself bare before him and he has taken you - body and soul. Stolen every breath. But here he looked at you as if you were a clueless child trying to demand the world.

"Fine, i see my company is unwanted, goodnight Dream lord."

That was the last he saw of you that night. Anytime you ended back in his realm he only met your cold shoulder. The castle overwhelmed with an icy chill after your arrival. You didn't speak to him. Not once. Favouring speaking to his raven than him. Spending all your time with Matthew, growing quite whenever you noticed him lurking. It was petty, you know that. Childish even. But you needed to him to see what his words do. You deserved at least an explanation for his rudeness but he was just as stubborn as you. Far more patient. He could do this for millions of years but you couldn't. You didn't have that time. No, you felt your resistance falter the longer you slept. Just seeing his lips pout and those sparkling eyes of his made your walls crumble.

You were horribly whipped for him.

"I have upset you, you no longer smile at me like you use to."

"Starlight -" he tried once more. Looming behind you. No other presence in sight. You refused to look at him, pulling a book from the shelf. His hands glided across your skin, traveling up from your stomach to where your heart fluttered under it's bone cage. It's been so days - if not a week since he last touch you. You don't know what upset you more, his stubborn nature or how weak he made you.

You continued to ignore him, flicking through the book before putting it back in its place.

"Deprived me of your presence and joy, the castle has grown cold without your warmth." His hands continued to wander. His lips finding your shoulder as you fiddled and tugged at books. His eyes watched you as you tried to swallow your feelings. Not wanting to give in so easily.

"But worst of all, you don't dare to speak in my presence." His voice came out as a low growl. Something hard pressed to your ass as his grip grew tighter.

"I detest it the most of all these punishment's."

"Speak to me and I'll ravish you - utterly worship your body." One hand stayed on your hip to keep it steady whilst the other went to your nipple. Brushing his fingers against the sensitive bud through your clothes.

You had to bite your lip as your eyes flickered down. Spotting his cock slip between your thighs, subconsciously squeezing your thighs around him. He let out an amused hum knowing he had your attention. How your body eagerly wanted more of him despite your stubbornness. As soon as you heard that you quickly went to grab another book but only found yourself latching to the shelf. Swallowing any noise that threatened to come out as he began to move. It felt as if you had no clothes on; having to look down to double check. You could feel his cock perfectly as it rubbed and nudged at your sex.

"Just give me one word, my love."

But you couldn't give in. You wanted him to apologize. To just let you be by his side. Despite your needs you wanted nothing more than him to keep touching you like this. It's been too long since you felt this flurry of pleasure. You were utterly ruined; your hand wasn't even comparable to how Morpheus could make you feel.

A gasp escaped you as he pinched your hardened bud. Too far into your own head to even realize he's rolled your shirt up to reveal your chest. You slapped your hand over your mouth as more little noises left you. His thrusts growing more desperate as he leaned back, bringing you with him. The new angle giving you exactly the friction you needed to see stars.

Distant footsteps made you both become rigid. But Morpheus remained relentless though more stiff. His precum dripping from his aching cock as he slammed his hips into your ass. Lowering his head to press his lips to your ear.

"One word, my love." He reminded. Your face was burning as the footsteps grew closer. It could be Mervyn coming to clean the library or worse lucienne coming up the stairs to return to her duties.

"Unless you wish to be spotted like this."

You knew he would never allow you to be seen like this. Whilst he could be shameless he was also possessive. Even if you said nothing you knew he would transport you somewhere else or disappear himself and make you look presentable. The section option made you let out a small whimper.

"Morpheus-"

"I only spoke the truth, the last time humanity joined my realm millions were striped of their lives, their families, I do not wish the same for you."

As soon as his name left your lips he was whispering sweet words into your ear as the room faded. His chambers welcoming you with lavender and spices. You blinked and suddenly you were laying on his bed. plush and warm. Far from the library and anyone who could see you. He stood at the edge of the bed, watching you lay there as you panted. His eyes softening as he finally met your gaze.

Dream's hand cupped your face ever so gently. He loomed over you as you pulled yourself up. Your words sat on the tip of your tongue. Your heart swelling as you finally allowed yourself to lean into his touch. Meeting him halfway as he pressed his lips to yours. Electricity burst from your thundering heart as your lips melded together. Your hands finding their way into his onyx locks.

"This is my home....you are my family...." Your voice came out soft as soon as you parted. Surprised he could even hear you.

"You are here, are you not? Enjoy what you have there are only so many dreams your kind can have."

"That's why I want to be here, I don't want to let you go."

"Then embrace me, hold me."

Clutching his black coat as you inhaled the scent of galaxies unknown. You couldn't describe how he smelt truthfully. There were no words to describe it but you felt your senses gulp and drown, Unable to take anymore as he cradled you.

"I have missed your touch, my love." He breathed out.

A gasp left you as you felt the pleasant chill of his room. Dream's hands trailing along your body, your clothes disappearing under his fingertips. Leaving only specs of stardust on your skin.

"Radiant." Morpheus leaned down, kissing your chest as he soaked in the sight of you. Glowing under the candle light. Shining like the night sky - absolutely perfect.

You tugged him closer as your legs wrapped around his waist. Enjoying the warmth he provided as he held you close to his chest. You didn't even realize his own clothes were gone until you tried to tug on his coat. Feeling his cock prod at your thigh, you adjusted your hips as he aligned himself with your entrance, slowing pushing in as you whined.

"Please Dream-" you whined. Rolling your hips, trying to find some friction. "You said you'd ravish me."

Sex with Morpheus was always magical. Just perfect for you in every way. Stretching you out just right. Knew every sensitive spot to make you cry out. Leaving you feeling starved for more but never unsatisfied. You moaned as he hit that special spot. The tip of his cock kissing it as he completely bottomed out. Trembling fingers tugged at his scalp as you pressed your body closer to him. But he didn't move. Just held you close as if his life depended on it.

It felt silly when you said it, it seemed he agreed as he let out a small chuckle. Holding your thighs now as he slowly pulled his hips back. "As you wish."

He thrusted forward with one harsh slam. His cock slamming into your g-spot making you scream. Your hands aimlessly clutched at his body, unable to find a place to secure yourself as he kept pounding into you. Choking on your own noises as you were left silent with parted lips.

His hands remained on your thighs but there were wisps of touch along your skin. Shadowy hands emerging from the darkness as they grabbed and squeezed at your body. Two cupping your chest as they plucked and tweaked at your nipples. Another started to play with your sex, rolling it's thumb over the most sensitive part.

His nose grazed your cheek, giving you a small kiss. "Silent again? Have I displeased you? Not giving you every ounce of pleasure." You could hear the smug smile in his voice. It made you clench around him tighter as he kept up his brutal thrusts.

"MORP-HEUS-!" you cried out his name, gasping for breath as stars invaded your vision. Your legs were shaking as you felt your climax roaring towards you.

"This intensity, it is my love for you, remember that." He whispered. His lips soft and gentle as he left small pecks all over your face. Letting his long lashes flutter on your cheek.

"Please please please-! please please please -!! Oh fuck -!" Throwing your head back as the hands kept playing with your body. Doubling all your pleasure as Morpheus remained relentless. Clutching his hair once more as each moan that left you rattled the walls.

With that final push you gasped as your vision went white. Your orgasm crashing down as you hugged him tight. It didn't take long for Dream to follow after, burying his face into your neck as his hips jerked. Thick ropes spilling inside you as he slowly pumped it in further. Both of collapsing as soon as your high faded. Keeping each other bound as your limbs tangled. Breathing in his otherworldly scent as your eyes began to flutter; tired from the rollercoaster of highs and lows of today.

As you began to slip from his realm he kissed and sucked on your throat. Painting it with marks that made you whimper.

"So you'll be reminded of me." Was all he said before you slipped away. Darkness overcoming you as you began to stir in your real bed.

Waking up was always the worst part. But you felt that warm glow follow you from your dreams to reality. Having to peel your blanket off you as your skin was coated in white. A wet patch visible in your trousers from your excitement. Usually, you'd be too focused on your embarrassment to think of anything else but you only wobbled your way to the bathroom. Smiling as you saw the love bites he left you.

#the sandman morpheus #sandman dream #the sandman dream #the sandman #morpheus headcanons #morpheus x reader #morpheus #nsft #dream #dream x reader #dream of the endless

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salubriwrites-blog · 2 months ago

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The Drunk Tank Sequel

Someone asked me if I'd ever put a sequel together for one of my rarer paired ships, Kayn and Hwei.

tl;dr I'm using this story to explore dynamic and different relationships within Heartsteel, and making Hwei the emotionally stable one for once who tries to help someone else overcome their own demons.

I decided to do so, I'm writing it passively so I don't really have intention of dropping this and making it a whole series, but I'll probably give it another 2 chapters. I wanted to use it as an opportunity to explore different relationship dynamics that I didn't get to explore in my other Heartsteel fictions (Paranoia: Off Script, Dances with Devils, As You Are).

Also I'm just a whore and will ship Hwei with LITERALLY ANYONE. He deserves people who will help him unlearn his trauma.

Drunk Tank started as a funny throw away back story that came up in Dances with Devils, where Hwei and Kayn have a vague history that neither of them disclosed to the rest of Heartsteel. It was this relationship that helped Hwei find the confidence to escape his toxic and abusive relationship with Jhin (sorry JhinHwei shippers, sorta). The two characters finally come sort of clean about how they met, which was they ended up in the same drunk tank, made out and made the other drunks uncomfortable, and the police had to literally rip them off each other, erections bulging from their pants the whole time.

It was very degenerate, very horny, and dark, given the tone of Dances with Devils. I decided that in Drunk Tank I'd make it a little bit cuter. Hwei has never been arrested before (goody two shoes) but after a birthday party trip to a strip club goes wrong, he gets arrested for public intoxciation and thrown into a drunk tank to sleep it off for the night.

Drunk tanks are basically just rooms where people who's only crime is public intoxication get chucked to sleep off the alcohol. I've personally never been in one, so I decided to have fun with it. It has a Wild West vibe to it, Hwei is freaked out cause he's dressed like a slut, is very obviously gay, and is surrounded by all these gruff ass men who stink like tequila and toxic masculinity.

Then there's Kayn.

They gravitate toward each other because they are the odd men out in this room, but chemistry is only present because of alcohol.

Kayn's an asshole in this story. Spoiler (but also not).

I know I just said that I like shipping characters with Hwei that help him overcome his baggage, but I decided that in this story I wanted Hwei to be the put together one. He's stable, he knows who he is, knows what he wants. This version of Hwei is going to be confident and aware of his own boundaries, but is also perceptive of potential toxic traits in other characters.

Kayn's an asshole who is used to taking. More on that... later. But Kayn's relationships with the members of Heartsteel is going to be dynamic and may risk hurting Hwei if the Visionary allows himself to get drawn in. Ezreal and Kayn dated (for how long idk yet) and their relationship is... weird. They say that it was mutual, and they have good chemistry on stage and in the sound booth, but they are on shaky ground.

This version of Ezreal is catty as hell, and part of him doesn't want Kayn to have anything nice. Which is why he is rude to Hwei in the above. I don't have the finer details of Kayn and Ez's relationship ending hammered out - but it had something to do with Kayn taking.

I kinda like tumblr wtf, I always thought of having a place to just yeet all my thoughts and processes. If you read this far, thank you for doing so, and I hope to update you more on this story (and my others).

#shieda kayn #heartsteel kayn #league of legends #lukai hwei #hwei #gay ships #heartsteel #fanfic

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itlivesproject · 2 years ago

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Do you think that if Devon had confessed their love for Noah before everything went down in ILITW that Noah would have accepted them?

I've been replaying it on the side again while I wait for every Saturday for the latest ILW chapter and the question just kinda popped into my head especially after reading the party scene where Noah talks about culinary school 🤔

Also how did you manage to portrait Noah in ILW more precious than he already was? I fell for him all over again and now I'm less able to ever play a route where I kill him off and let Devon live than I was before🥲

I just can't bring it over myself to hurt him, so I'll always sacrifice myself🥺🙅🏻‍♀️

So in the ilitw scene where you decide who to ask to homecoming, noah says that he’s not in a position to be thinking about dating, but I hc he had feelings for Devon at that point. And I think that when Devon went to ask someone else to homecoming, noah was secretly bummed but he didn’t say anything. He kept his feelings to himself because he was the one who said he wasn’t ready for a relationship, plus I frankly believe that he thought Devon deserved better than him, so he swallowed his feelings to not bring anyone else down.

All this is to say, if Devon confessed their feelings for Noah, I think he would accidentally say something rude and deflecting, not because he doesn’t care about them but because he’s scared of the relationship, scared of screwing it up, scared of not being what devon deserves. He would’ve gotten angry at himself, but would’ve started to keep his distance because he wouldn’t want to burden MC.

That’s what I think anyway 🥺 also ILW noah is such a baby, such a love <3 I feel the exact same way, I can’t hurt him so sorry, but my mc’s gonna go every single time 😂

#ask #anon #mod win #noah marshall #noah x mc #ilitw

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genderqueerdykes · 2 years ago

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Hello! Guess I'll give this a shot. Fairly recently I came out to my mom about being transfem. Although she's pretty supportive, she hasn't been addressing me by my new name and pronouns. I couldn't tell whether she forgets or isn't able to adjust. She compliments me in masc terms and stuff, but I'm not sure how I can have a serious talk with her without offending her. In our culture, and especially in our family's context of being majority cis women, there's so much emphasis on "male" children (only one or two boys among my mom's siblings, tho they passed away at a very young age). Any ideas? :(

Sorry for the long text lol

i'm proud of you for coming out, that's very hard! i'm sorry your mother isn't cooperating though, and i'm so sorry to hear about the cultural aspect of it- sometimes that's very, very tough and can be one of the hardest parts to navigate. i have an indigenous friend who is struggling right now because he is a trans man and his family is a matriarchy, and they are very unhappy with him for having one less "woman" in the family now, so to speak.

as much as culture can be important, i think it's unfair to cast expectations on to someone else. i hope you're able to sit down with your mother and have a conversation with you. i understand not wanting to hurt her feelings, but i think it is important to express to her that it is hurting your feelings to not be addressed correctly. i think if you are gentle with the conversation and open up by letting her know that you know she's not doing it to be rude or anything, but that you need her to understand that it is important to you and that while she may not notice when she uses the wrong pronouns or masculine terms, you do, and it hurts, feels wrong, or feels alienating, like she's not talking to you, but someone else.

that's kinda how it felt with my family after i came out. they were like "yeah, we figured it was something like that." and then just kept deadnaming me constantly. kept calling me daughter and sister. kept calling me she. it feels like they're talking about a completely different person. it feels like they're talking about someone else who isn't even in the room. like... you come out to them and they're like yeah, that's cool... and then it falls out the back of their head or something. it may not be important to them, but it's important to us. i think having a conversation with her is the best strategy.

you can write a note or some bullet points to help you organize your thoughts. when talking to her, try to use "i" statements instead of "you" statements, so instead of saying something like "you never use my correct pronouns and it hurts my feelings," try saying "i feel alienated and hurt when you don't address me by correct name and pronouns." Maybe things to the effect of "I don't feel cared for or appreciated when I'm being complimented in masculine terms," "I feel very hurt and upset when you deadname me." I've learned through many therapists that these statements soften the blow and feel less like an attack, and can be more easily digested by someone receiving a serious talk.

a l o t of families will try to pull the "well i've known you as (the wrong gender) all your life so it's going to take me a while to adjust) and my best suggestion to responding to that is saying something to the effect of "I know that's who you know me as, but that's not who I am, and it hurts when you call me those things." Be firm with stating who you are while reassuring her that you're not here to attack her but to let her know that it's disrespectful and it doesn't matter what other things factor into the situation- you are not being respected and you do not feel seen or heard. everything else doesn't matter when you are not being given the respect that you deserve.

i hope that helps, and i'm proud of you for coming out to her, that's not easy. i hope you're able to have a conversation with her and i hope it goes well, take care friend, feel free to come back at any point! it's very hard to come out as transfem, we are here for you

#asks #answers #transfem #coming out

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wench-and-jezebel · 2 years ago

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Dark Angel Reaction: The Kidz are Aiight

Jezebel (@typicalopposite) reacts [with occasional asides by Wench (@scripted-downfall)]

Oh god😕ew [What a way to start]

LINTLICKER!!! ITS BEEN A WHILE

JEEZ

Seee this is the part where he seems to not care. Like oh I love them …. But I’ll also let them die to find the others

[btw um. Remember how I've mentioned the whole. PsyOps thing. That I've mentioned. Occasionally. because... this is PsyOps.] OH SHIT not the laser to the eyeeeee!?!? Blech

Is this a different Zach? Like a recast? [No, I don't think. He's just. Ragged] He looks different 🤣

Is this real or is he losing it? Or is this part of what they’re doing? [Do you really think I'm gonna tell you that? :)] Rude

Ah, I see

Ew, creepy smile

[I like her pants]

Ma’am. That. Doesn’t seem… Sanitary.

WAIT! Is this the gif?! [Yes.] ISSS THE GIF! [*sigh* you’ve found another mouse, I see]

This is sweet [This is true! The cane thing was kinda cute too] I KNOWWW 😭😭

[Bruh, the first thing he's gonna have to do with the feeling in his feet is clean the grit from between his toes laksdjf] 🤣🤣🤣 so true

☠️☠️☠️☠️

Again. KENDRA WHYYY

[They both pulling the 80s romcom obsess-over-the-outfit montage] I’m loving this

☠️☠️☠️ the what is what sir

[Oop- leg shaving?!?!?! Damn] 🤣🤣🤣 [Things are serious]

ACK I KNEW THAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN

["Friendship" Bruh, Logan, you lie] ☠️☠️☠️

Zach ded

WOT? THE TOMBSTONES! THE DISrespect

See this is why I don’t like you Lintlicker

Nope! Ack!

Oh. That- [Digging himself out of the grave went better for him than it did for Dean ngl] That was easier… yeah

Is the dr helping or is this a set up [Nah, I think he was helping?] Okay good [I think we saw him hold Zach's hand earlier] Awwww [I don’t know for sure though]

You know what this means… Dr gonna die

Friends don’t need candles Logan [:)))]

Aww

“So.” Awkwarddddd 🙂

When are we doing another NCIS!?! I need someTony now lollll [asdlkfjasldkfj we can do it soonnnn]

Poor Logan [Getting stood up for incest vibes] Logan: Zach?!? 💕💕

[Y'all, I'm not liking this parallelinggggg]

Oh hello (annoying) Max. I was wondering when you'd show up

Bet Max is thinking “well shit… maybe Logan was right”

[Okay, sorry, but... Acting = 3/10, film staging = 1/10, overall judgement = bad] “Oooooowuwuwuuuwuu” That’s the noises that face makes. Like… Suck it up ☠️☠️☠️ [And did I mention the incest vibes suck] Yea. They do

Yes, let’s get in this cave and scream. Genius

["It's different with you" Ummmm See?!?!?!] Um ["How could I forget-" oh god] Huh. [“-one single thing about you”] Ewwwww

– – –

Jezebel: *sigh* Aight, let’s see… We got another not much has happened yet episode. Except I met PsyOp, or however it’s spelled

Wench: PsyOps. And it's a department, not a person alksjdflkdsajf

Jezebel: You shush! I know

Wench: But yeah

Jezebel: And the whole laser in the eye is *sigh*

Wench: So recall that I've told you that Alec's been there a good three times :)

Jezebel: Poor doctor guy tho! Like he did not deserve that… just to help the guy in love with his own sister (and maybe her “not boyfriend” too… it’s complicated)

Wench: I'm still not fully certain whether doctor guy was aboveboard btw. I can't remember, sorry. And I wouldn't spoil if I did anyway, so hah!

Jezebel: But alas Max and Logan were being cute and I finally got to see the waterside scene irl 💕💕

Wench: I swear, we're gonna find out later that you've actually watched this entire show through gif form. It's just two seasons of the Leonardo DiCaprio pointing meme

Jezebel: The “not” date was adorable, but, also, I’m sorry Logan… if that chicken sat in the oven (while it was off) long enough to have cooked fully…. She’s spoiled. Manticore ain’t gonna be able to get Max if she dies from Salmonella

Wench: lkasjdf

Jezebel: And then its all thwarted by pre-Zachinator ‘cause he nneeeeedsss Max

Wench: Ugh. Like... it'd be different (maybe) if they were in different units, but, as it is. No. She and Zach are too fraternal to be anything but incestuous. It's about the vibes and theirs are. nop.

Jezebel: And, of course, anything for Zach. So I got a good heaping taste of the Max I hear so much about

Wench: This is true! You get proof @witchy-writer-lady and I aren't insane!

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Thoughts on their... *cough cough* dynamic?

Jezebel: Yes. EW. And that’s it! That’s the thought.

Wench: And that’s all for midpoint!

– – –

[Once again, btw. WHAT IS IT WITH FICTIONAL CHARACTERS GETTING TO LOOK DISHEVELED] 🤣🤣🤣 This is fair

The flashback thing tho

[“It’s been a long time since I let my guard down long enough to sleep” Buddy, you slept for two seconds wtf you mean]

Sooo i thought he was just a physical therapist [I think he is?] Oh. He sometimes seems to be more [alksjdf idk for sure, sorry]

Also, buddy has horrible timing

[Poor Logan, competing with his brother-in-law for romantic attentions... betcha he never expected to have to deal with that]

The cane looming in the background like the serial killer, scary music and all

Twassss a set up

[Real subtle there, undercover guy] Yeah, lol… Like y’all know they’re senses are heightened

The doctor’s alive! You dog!

[Y'all. Why are you sending Ordinaries after two transgenics alsdkjf They're begging to get their asses kicked] 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[Zach looking over at Logan like "shit, he's got his legs back; now I've got no chance!"] Zach’s like oh hello [Oh, shit, "no chance" with which one?!!? Askdjf] 🤣🤣 [See, normally, I’d make a joke about “Logan has two hands” but the incest is keeping me from being able to] ☠️☠️☠️ True. Solution: Alec’s gonna come and he’s gonna be like… Welp, I’ve run out of hands… sorry, Zach.

☠️☠️ [The bitchiness is a family trait]

Poor Logan [I knowwww. But at least she apologized this time]

[Oh, no, not Normal's excessive patriotism showing up already] ☠️☠️☠️ He called him a weenie

Sir, you don’t get to call them your kids, you bastaddd. Lintlicker!

[Um, I'm sorry, that does not qualify as hair that looks "like she hasn't cut it since we escaped" aslkdfj] 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Very true [I swear that looked, like. Shoulder-length] Maybe it grows slow

[Okay, a little past shoulder length, but still. Not nine years or whatever]

Does she die? [Not answeringgggg]

Lintlicker’s Angels over here

Long gaze

[I find it kinda funny that her s2 mantra is "don't lose track of your family because I did and I regretted it ever since" and yet she legit Does Not Stay With Them despite many opportunities to do so] ☠️☠️☠️☠️

Your “kids”

[Be concerned about this committee btw. And about who this "she" is] Ooooof [They're not talking about executing the order]

[Um. "She looks just like I remembered" BITCH WOT. Y'ALL WERE NINE]

That. Was. *sigh* Really adorable [I knowwwww]

[She's kinda clueless missing that tbh. Thought she was a supersoldier with keen senses alkdsjf] Right [How tf are you missing this] Like… Ma’am [THE VEIN IN HIS FACE IS HIGHLY VISIBLE] *sigh*

Oooooop let me go talk in circles [Not the monologues aksdjf] On the skyscraper

[“Maybe it’s something in the way I’m made or something” IT'S NOT IN THE WAY YOU'RE MADE, MA'AM, IT'S YOU! YOU SUCK] 🤣🤣🤣🤣

– – –

Jezebel: The ending had less happen then the beginning. Minus the rescue, but like… We should have met the sister way sooner. That was so rushed. Like oooop here’s a new sibling! Who you shall see for .05 secs! Then she’s off to Canada!

Wench: Accurate assessment

Jezebel: But poor Logan

Wench: You're starting to see the Big Drama btw

Jezebel: Back to candle lit transfusions

Wench: Nom: dinner-I mean, what?

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Also, Max looking so annoyed at him was so funny. Like, ma'am, he is literally holding onto the counter for dear life to stay upright. And you're bitchy about him not letting you stay for salad.

Jezebel: I KNOW! And like after the cute little see for yourself, why would he just switch up like that??? Ma’am. How can you be so genetically enhanced. And so stupid. At the same time?

Wench: And it's not even answering nature vs nurture because they "nurtured" the observant side of her but clearly that paid zero dividends lakdsjf

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Wench: Max legit just goes: yeah, no, nature and nurture have got nothing on my particular brand of sheer stupidity #girlpower

Jezebel: 🤣🤣🤣 I just don’t understand

Wench: You haven't even met Alec yet *sigh* He puts her so far to shame. ALSO. To be fair! s2 has a whole host of different transgenics and they're literally all better than Max. Joshua is amazing, Mole is great, and BIGGS. I love Biggs. He's in one episode but he and Alec have chef's kiss camaraderie.

Jezebel: Also! For my final point of the reaction: that is not how you look at your sister. And done!

#dark angel #dark angel reactions #reactions #episode reactions #s01e13 #the kidz are aiight #max guevara #logan cale #jezebel (pr)

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riverstardis · 2 years ago

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series 32 episode 36:

ethan suggesting the contest between bea and eddie of who can treat the most minors. eddie says it's not fair bc ethan's bea's mentor so he asks alicia to be on his team... and so it begins :/

ethan doesn't look too pleased at alicia being involved

eddie steals the wheelchair bea got for her patient like "all's fair in love and war" and ethan goes and finds her another and alicia's like "very gallant of you" and he's like "yeah. something you might teach eddie perhaps" and she's like "it was banter, ethan. remember? banter?" it sounded like he was bantering back to me??? hmm maybe there was a hint of resentment or something in his voice? like he was conflicted about bantering back because he still feels hurt about rage in resus? idk but either way it's not like he couldn't tell that what she said was meant to be banter

ethan and connie's friendship <3

david telling noel and lousie he's bought a bike so the "private parking mafia" aren't going to get a penny out of him "if we all rode bicycles, they would be bankrupt" "not exactly practical for someone like robyn though" "yeah where do you suggest she put charlotte, in a basket?" "yeah, iN a BaSkEt?" okay louise and noel saying basket so close together just made me notice that noel's northern. i'm often aware of hearing the other characters' accents but i hadn't noticed that i'd never noticed noel's because it's similar to mine so i just can't hear it lmao

alicia tells ethan that bea's "lucky to have you back on the shop floor. that's where you do the most good." and he goes "or the least damage, depending on your view." and she looks annoyed and he's like "sorry, that came out wrong. i am happier just being a doctor." WHYY is she acting like he's in the wrong for not pretending rage in resus never happened?????

she says "yeah i don't think manager ethan would've had the time to help bea like you did today" and he gets a text and she looks even more annoyed???? he says he's gonna go and check on bea and she voices some annoyance and he's like "i wasn't walking away from you then" and she's like "well it felt like it!" HUH????? what on earth is her justification for acting like this???? like yeah obviously he's not totally cool with her and that's what she's picking up on in his demeanour but he's not being rude to her or even avoiding her anymore, he's being perfectly pleasant but she's trying to make him feel bad for... having feelings???

"look, i'm not expecting it to be all hearts and flowers, but i expect us to be able to share the same space!" "yeah, we can, we are" she continues to look angry so he carries on "it's mrs beauchamp, sorry she's losing a friend but she can't do anything about it and well it's awful isn't it?" "yeah. i think losing a friend is the pits." consider, alicia, that if you hadn't been stabbing him in the back, you wouldn't have lost a friend! don't say that to him like it's his fault! i don't think this is really very in character for alicia. i mean it sort of is, because it is kinda how she acted during the love triangle with cal too but here it's just been taken wayyy too extreme. like at least with the cal stuff, while she didn't seem to understand why ethan was upset with her, she wasn't completely acting like it was his fault!

"can we have a truce?" "no, a truce means we're enemies choosing not to fight anymore, i don't wanna just tolerate each other ethan we used to be mates!" you used to be a bit more than mates lol "i would like to be mates" "but?" "no, no buts" ethan's too good🥺🥺🥺 urgh so i've seen multiple alicia fans saying that she deserved better than ethan and i just???? SHE deserved better??? don't get me wrong i love her but she was the cause of like 99% of the problems they had in their relationship😭 i get that it's just cause they don't like ethan so ofc they don't like them together but why make shit up???

lmao david's helping a girl with psychosis and explaining to her mum how to help her and then bea asks if he converted from psych nursing like charlie and he's like "...we'll go with that for now"

noel tells bea that the contest is very close so it would be a good time to pick an easy patient to finish on but she would rather focus on getting to the bottom of what's wrong with one of her existing patients

alicia's giving eddie a kind of pep talk and ethan's listening in the background and smiling🥺 then when eddie's left ethan goes "d'you know what? we are awesome mentors" and she's like "yes we are!" sjsdjsdfhj and just like that they're friends again

LMAO alicia suggests they just go halves on drinks tonight because "there should be no losers" and ethan goes "says the girl who's about to lose" sjsjjffj i love him "i've just bought a house!" "well, i've just been demoted. i take it i'm gonna get to see this house at some point?" "yeah, whenever you like. there's actually a really nice italian at the end of my street..." "yeah? what's his name?" *they laugh* "you see i haven't forgotten banter. clearly" SJSJDJJKDF I LOVE THEMMMM I WANT THEM BACK😩😩😩😩 y'know someone on twitter said what if they're both at robyn's funeral. that's never going to actually happen on screen but still👀👀👀👀

bea's doing a good job🥺

lmao ethan says he'll buy all the drinks and alicia's like "did me and eddie win?" and he's like "well, it doesn't matter does it. to be fair, you have just bought a house" so basically yes they did win

alicia suggests they just stay for one drink with the gang, the implication being they would then go somewhere just the two of them, possibly back to her house, and ethan agrees and says he's missed them but then gets a text from leigh-anne inviting him round. he had DEFINITELY completely forgotten about leigh-anne up til then sjsjdjfj😭😭😭 i guess that shows how he didn't really have actual feelings for her, it was more just circumstance

he tells alicia that he can't go for drinks and she's like "sorry, have i done something wrong?" he says she's done nothing wrong and she asks what's more important all of a sudden and he tells her he's been seeing someone and apologises. he sounds incredibly genuine, he's VERY sorry that he's been seeing someone😭😭 he seems rather annoyed with himself. she's like "don't worry. ethan come on it's absolutely fine. we've both... moved on, i've got a new house, you've got a new partner, it's absolutely fine. it's fine." oh bby the more you say it's fine the less believable you sound😭 poor alicia she's probably thinking she misread his signals but she definitely didn't! i'm so mad how every single time they have a chance together something else gets in the way! every. fucking. time. starting with alicia finding out her dad was cheating

also notice how she says partner not girlfriend👀👀 they're bi4bi that's canon to me idc

aw he gives her some money for the drinks and she takes it and turns to face away from him and she sounds like she's about to cry :(((

alicia tells bea she's going to get "absolutely mort" which bea tells eddie and rash means she's going to drink more than is humanly possible. noooo don't do that please just go home!!!!

eddie says that he requested a recount and bea actually won and bea's like "i was gonna give you that little victory. so that when i win the international trauma course gig you have something to cling to." HA

lmaoo david's still trying to convince louise to get a bike "well apart from the obvious health benefits, i now see things i've never noticed before. it takes my breath away!" "that's the carbon monoxide poisoning." sjsdjdjf aren't you more exposed to carbon monoxide when you're driving rather than cycling though?

aww connie's friend left her a fish called mrs b. charlie's like "quite flattering really, having something named after you" and she's like "no, robyn calling her baby charlotte is flattering-" SJSJDJFJF

urgh urgh urgh alicia's sort of flirting with eddie and he says he thought she and ethan were together and she's like "that is old news." and he's like "how old?" and she goes "er... about an hour and a half." noooo😭😭😭

connie giving herself an echo in her office :(

arghhh alicia says they're going to get kicked out soon and eddie says that normally he wouldn't hesitate to ask if she wanted to go for a drink somewhere else but as she pointed out earlier he's a gentleman so he's happy to be patient. there is actually something slightly sinister in his "i'm happy to be patient" but she must be too drunk to notice. or maybe i can only pick up on it because i know. alicia says patience is overrated and they kiss, which rash sees, and then leave together :(

#classic casualty #S32E36 #start of alicia's rape storyline

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flowerjournalz · 3 months ago

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03/08/24

i love him but i’ll pretend the punching bag is his face. ehhh…he deserves the pain, i deserve the pain, whatever. i just kinda hope that he’s still hurting, because i am. why should i have to hurt longer than he does? i’m the one who ended it so why does it hurt so bad? all these questions i ask like somebody’s gonna answer. i never get answers. i’m just left to wonder, “why me?”. it’s not fair. the past five years has just been pain. and now this has been added to it. i know everyone has problems in life, but surely the average person doesn’t get this many? maybe i’m not average then. i know i’m not neurotypical, but how could that have caused so many problems? maybe because i just don’t shut up. i think this personality is probably excruciating for other people. why do i have to be different? i try so hard for people to like me then i mess it all up. when he upset me i'd say such horrible things that i didn't even mean, instead of talking about it. i've been so rude. maybe he deserved some of it, i'm not gonna pretend i'm the only one in the wrong, but i shouldn't have said he'd be a shit father. that was really wrong, especially because of his situation and how much it's affected him. i did apologise, many times. but also, where's my apology? do i get a sorry, or does he think that he's too good for that? i'm waiting. maybe i'll be waiting for a very long time.

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sarah-dipitous · 2 years ago

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Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 73

Heaven and Hell/42

"Heaven and Hell"

Plot description: Anna recalls her past and Sam and Dean understand why Castiel and Uriel want her dead

Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: No one died. Yeah.

Is Sam, the first person to call Castiel Cas??? I feel like it's just been me this whole season...feels weird

So, what did Anna do that is so bad that the angels want her dead??

It's weird to see Dean being nice to Ruby...or at least TRYING to be kinda nice to her. He said "thank you," okay??

Pamela. Ma'am...that's sexual harassment.

Hooooooly shit...sorry, what? Anna's an angel?

We about to get a Sam Winchester exorcism training montage? Mmmm, he's refusing.

GOD this girl needs to meet Aziraphale and Crowley. Think she would throw both of them for a loop. Stationed on Earth for 2000 years before ripping her grace out so she fell? Because she had to take it on blind faith that god exists? Because she wanted to feel emotions the way that humans do? She's the perfect adoptee for those two

But also, Dean can understand what she's going through...I wanna hug him

Bet either Cas or Uriel (or both) took Anna's grace

Oh. The "I dragged you out of hell, I can throw you back in" threat was NOT EMPTY

Is.........is Dean...oh. Yeah, that's gonna happen. This is not the angel I've been led to believe Dean would be doing that with in the back of his car, but okay. (Was a better scene than Sam and Ruby, anyway)

I'm sorry. I can't take Dean saying "I guess I just like being a pain in the pooper" seriously. Pretty sure you can say ass on tv.

My blorbos seem to always get told, verbally or through actions, that they can be replaced...

Also, rude that Uriel is keeping her grace

How wonderful (absolutely drenched and dripping in sarcasm), we're torturing a nearly fully nude Ruby.......I don't even like her (but that's the writers' fault) but she doesn't deserve that.

Yeah, Dean's obvious pressure point is Sam...you threaten to kill Sam, Dean's gonna cave IMMEDIATELY

I don't think they should have let Cas get absolutely knocked on his ass this quickly. We're half way through the season he's INTRODUCED. He's not even BEEN in all the episodes, and he's getting his ass handed to him? They could have dragged out the "Cas is INSANELY POWERFUL, NIGH INVINCIBLE" a LITTLE longer (not disappointed in Dean whacking a demon upside the head about it though)

Oh...oh, Anna's FULL angel again, and SHE is nigh invincible. I'm...Dean knowing she's not happy about it :'(

Deeeeeean. I can't imagine what that must feel like. When you look at the total time Dean was in hell, which because time in Hell is even more fucked than Night Vale, you think okay, for 30 out of 40 years, he resisted the torture he was put through. He was in unimaginable pain himself but still refused to put anyone else through that at his hand. 75% is still a passing grade. It's not GREAT, but it's passing...til you remember he didn't think he was getting out. He was going to be there for all eternity for all he knew, and then you realize why it's so hard for him to forgive himself even when anyone else would (and has) told him he should. ANNA, THE ANGEL WHO USED TO BE CASTIEL'S BOSS (and might be again? i dunno), TOLD HIM HE SHOULD FORGIVE HIMSELF, BUT HE JUST WON'T.

"Been On My Mind...": Dean's tryst with an angel has put us at 10 again

"42"

Plot description: Trapped on a spaceship careening toward a boiling sun, the Doctor and Martha have only 42 minutes to save the day

Why do I feel like they reused.......this is the BBC why am I asking why it feels like they reused some of the sets from...either The Satan Pit or The Girl in the Fireplace? If the Doctor and a companion wind up landing the TARDIS on another space ship, of COURSE the interior is going to be reused

I really do like how Doctor who established super early on how far across the universe humans have traveled in the future. It makes explaining why they meet so many humans half a universe away from Earth REALLY easy. No, YOU'RE throwing shade at Supernatural.

I'm not saying they're reusing the plot of The Satan Pit too but I'm not NOT saying they haven't dressed it up slightly differently. A space ship dangerously close to a space thing that could destroy them? And there's a guy on board who went mad and sabotaged it? I mean....it's hardly an original storyline anyway, but it still makes me sad for Martha. She's still going on the same dates the Doctor took Rose on. If the Ood sho up, I'm turning this episode off (that IS and empty threat)

Okay...but honestly, recreational mathematics sounds like a fun class. I would take a recreational mathematics class. If it was just about finding fun patterns in numbers instead of having to just solve for one thing or another? It's kind of why I liked geometry class and none of the other math classes I took in high school

THE "BEE-AT-LZ" I'm dead. OMG Martha, just phone a friend...at home...in your own time to find out who had...YES, THAT'S MY GIRL. Except, maybe you should have called your sister not your mom.

I can't believe they're doing trivia to save the spaceship.

Oh shit. That's the same effects with the eyes Supernatural uses for when angels do some weird shit. Except angels only burn people's eyes out, not completely vaporize people.

So...what exactly has possessed this guy?

It's half trivia, half almost obstacle course? with just a dash of slow -moving slasher-movie villain thrown in for good measure. OH MY GOD IT'S OLMEK'S TEMPLE FROM LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE

DIDN'T THE DOCTOR TELL YOU TO STAY PUT??? Oh, the captains gonna die, like, RIGHT now, huh?

How're you gonna stop Martha from getting jettisoned INTO THIS SUN

Man, this dude is a MAJOR downer.

Ohhhh, 1.) Martha calling her mom to tell her she loves her (but also the sort of betrayal of her mom working with Harold Saxon's people behind Martha's back), and 2.) the gentle forehead kiss the major downer dude gives her when she hangs up...because he knows this was hard and he knows the Doctor isn't gonna save them in time (he's wrong, but he's convinced) and it's one little sign of affection that he knows she needs in this moment, which for all they know is one of their final ones

That's DEFINITELY the same space suit he wore in The Satan Pit.

the SUN IS ALIVE??? (<-if i'd been saying this out loud, i would have made it a quote by one of the Todoroki parents...mostly the one I hate)

I don't know what I want less: everyone but Martha and the Doctor dying or everyone but Martha, the Doctor, and the captain dying so she has to live with the conseque.......well, turns out she's making a sacrifice play, but they're not out of danger yet.

There's something that takes all the bite out of a countdown, and it's called "there are still twelve and half more seasons after this episode"

God, I love that Martha's leaving a trail of broken hearts across all of time and space. Good for her. (I am deliberately ignoring the cause being her unrequited crush on the Doctor. I'm choosing to celebrate Shakespeare writing sonnets about her, and giving this random astronaut someone he can believe in for the first time in a long time)

Episodes Since the Doctor's Last Attempted Genocide: I HAVE LOST COUNT. IS IT 4 NOW? This is part of the drawback of doing this show every other day

#hellsite nostalgia tour 2023

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