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I’m trying really really hard to be positive about stuff and focus on my hobbies and in the spirit of that I wanted to share something that I wrote for one of my new long fics for 2025 and maybe it’ll bring a little joy to your day.
I hope you enjoy this sneak peak into the 'Batch Horror Fic' I keep talking about.
Echo stared out as evening fell over the chilled landscape. His mood had settled but it was still soured, still so wrapped up in his doubts. This mission wasn't as simple as the others, couldn't they see that? Tucking his hand under his arm to keep it warm he ignored the door behind him opening, already knowing it was Hunter by the way his steps crunched on the small buildup of snow on the porch. Hunter brushed against his shoulder, taking in the scenery in nearly the same way Echo had. Breath came out in short puffs, steam billowing into the air then disappearing upwards.
"You understand my decision, right?" Hunter asked. Can something really be a question if you already knew the answer?
"Understand or agree?" Echo asked back coolly. It drew a sigh from his sergeant who cupped his hands to warm them with his breath.
"I need you with me on this one." Hunter said. Echo tried not to roll his eyes but his face had always betrayed him, no matter how hard he tried to cover it up. Truthfully, he wasn't trying too hard in this instance, but still. "You may not see it but the rest of our squad looks to you as much as they look to me."
Tech, Wrecker, and Crosshair were just returning from scouting out the area, barely even pretending that they hadn't given up on actually doing their jobs already. Half of Echo didn't blame them, seeing them chat as they traipsed through the snow covered yard.
"You are our sergeant." Echo let his eyes fall onto Hunter's, already softening to the pleading look behind them. He knew exactly how to tear through to Echo's soft side in what felt like a blink of an eye. Maybe it was skill, or his enhanced senses, or maybe Echo was always just that damn transparent. At this point he wasn't sure.
"And you are my second in command. I look to you as much as anyone else. I need you." Hunter's expression was so sincere, so determined. It was hard to say no to. Echo's shoulders slumped but he didn't get to respond, distracted by Wrecker's voice cutting through the cold.
"Hey, Cross, catch!" Wrecker called. Crosshair turned in time to get a snowball right to the side of the head, letting out a disgruntled yelp while Wrecker laughed maniacally. Crosshair practically growled, shooting a glare at the bigger man.
"You son of a-" Crosshair got a face full of snow for that one, this time courtesy of Tech, poorly suppressing a smile. Echo hid his amusement behind his hand.
"I believe Wrecker wishes to engage in play out of boredom and therefore I cannot allow name calling." Tech countered, making Hunter snort, trying to hide his amusement by tipping his chin towards his shoulder, eyes glinting in Echo's direction.
Crosshair shook snow off of his front, shaking off his hands then bending down to start forming his own method of attack. "Fine, then I guess this means war." Each of them darted towards the treeline to shield themselves, quickly forming snowballs in their hands to toss at each other in an attempt to win.
"Not seeming so bad right now, huh?" Hunter asked, eyes still shining. The sun set fast here, what was moments ago bathed in the setting sun now had an eerie blue glow about it. He didn't answer but shrugged begrudgingly. Couldn't let Hunter win that easily.
They stood and watched as the other three members of their squad battled, even discussed forming their own team for an offensive if it seemed too easy for them. Echo could admit that it was an unfair alliance from the get go. Tech and Wrecker were sure to win if neither of them assisted Crosshair but it was fun to watch them take him down even if the odds were stacked in their favor.
Doubt. It still wept inside him as if begging to be heard. Although, he could put it to rest for one night.
#the bad batch#the bad batch fanfiction#sorry I am so behind on everything#I have been extremely down and overwhelmed as of late. *gestures to everything* ya know?#so here's this bc I love the quiet moment even more than the big ones#2025 is going to see so many fics that I am hoping you'll all love#I gotta come up with a title that is not 'Horror Batch Fic' bc it kinda puts this fic in a box :')#space chatter
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crash imminent
#fuck you jimstraining order#go to hell justin bienber#jimbortion#jigglemyballs is my fav probably#mouthwashing#mw#wrong organ#mw fanartmoum#mouthwashing fanart#jimmy fanart#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#im sorry curly :(#JIMBO WHEN I GET U JIMBO#beginner artist#digital artwork#beginner artwork#small artist#digital artist#fan art#GUYS LETS CALL HIM JINGLE BELLS BC CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP AJAAHAHA#oh no jingle bells made an oopsie :(#my friend through first slide was daisuke's head sliced ipen???? wtf???? its jimbo looking behind himself is that obvious IS IT NOT OBVIOUS#OSMEONE PLEASE TELL ME#hey does anyone wanna go beat this mf up w/ me <33#hes looking behind himself to make sure im not coming for him(i am but im hiding in the walls so he cant see me)#hi whoever is still readymng my tags do u wanna get married someday 🥺🥺🫶🫶??#got my bridal outfit all ready n everything. oh and a grooms outfit if you prefer being the bride.
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straya outfit swap
#vtuber#back on my bullshit#(homeland edition)#axel syrios#hakos baelz#holofateswap#holostars#holotempus#hololive#holocouncil#holopromise#some people still get surprised when I say I'm australian#like IN THE KINDEST WAY POSSIBLE... IT'S ALMOST ALWAYS IN MY BIO. ON EVERY WEBSITE#even tho I mostly put it there bc people were like MINI GO TO SLEEEEPP and I was like THIS IS A NORMAL TIME TO BE AWAKE!!! IN MY TIMEZONE!!#axel always getting the midriff-bearing outfits like#that's just how the swaps turned out but why am I always drawing his tummy#CONGRATS ON THE NEW OUTFIT KING#sorry the first time I'm drawing it isn't even on you#i'm so behind on everything#i love my australian vtubers tho#hope y'all are doing swell#I'm fighting for my life out here but IT'S GONNA BE OK
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some Max moments from the 2024 Qatar GP
#max verstappen#autumn posts#hello everyone!!! I'm sorry I vanished for a bit!!!!#I am so behind AHHHHH#busy weekend!!#but excited to catch up!!#OMG that race O_O so much happened!!#so happy for Max and Zhou especially!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️#and like everyone else just very 🤨 at the FiA especially this weekend#I'm just like..........#lots of thoughts on the penalties and everything around them#so frustrating and confounding#but absolutely adored GP's message about karma after the race 🙂↕️✨❤️#anyways time to go catch up!! but I poked around insta before work this morning and made a few gifs before bed!!#heading to sleep here soon#those fleeting insta stories!! I feel I missed quite a bit this weekend sadly but alas!#I'm happy to have caught a little and so thankful to see more now too!!#hope everyone has been well!! ❤️ and hope it's a great evening morning or afternoon 🌃🌇🏙️
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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I wish I could be very normal and ' enjoy each day as it comes' and 'live in the moment' but unfortunately if I do that how will I be prepared for the future in which I am more miserable???
#i just wish i could relax and enjoy thinge#but i cant#if i stop worrying about things that might not happen they will happen#not proven but very very likely#and id rather be emotionally prepared#i am prepared for the day when all my friends realize i actually am terrible and manipulative and leave me behind#like im not fine with it and in fact it would kill me#but it could very well happen so im at least a little prepared for#last time i was too happy and rrlaxed everything went to shit#if i had a nickel for every time i was happy and relaxed and everythung went to shit#id have two nickels#i guess id have 3 cause i think i might have been happy as a toddler#but when I turned 5 i became cognizant and then bam#lifetime of undiagnosed and unmedicated anxiety#haha#anyway#sorry for the random vent i have accidentally put myself in the trenches over nothing#vent tw#pls dont respond it generally makes me feel worse#and makes me feel like im manipulating people#if you read this far im sorry ill also be fine im just anxious and stressed about stupid stuff as usual
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being a kh mobile fan is so funny because all the kh content i see is going off about motifs and parallels and the development within both the light/dark and interpersonal connection themes and dissecting how it affects the other events within the story… and then i go to the kh main tag and its ‘Top ten reasons sora and riku should make out on kairis grave (and this will make kairi a better character)’
#NO HATE TOWARDS SORIKU BTW I LIKE SORIKU ITS CUTE THERES THEMES AND DRAMA AND ITS FUN AND THEY LOOK NICE AND EVERYTHING#I GOT INTO KH BECAUSE I LIKED SORA AND RIKU OK#But i am also far to aspec to not notice the implications behind the statement “sora cares lots about riku so they are canonically in love”#Like are you kidding me. In the friendship series. Really.#Also a lot of the theories that make kairi ‘better’ are like: “and then kairi will be inside soras heart forever!”#“And not only will sora not really do anything about this but it will make sense for him to not care :)”#“Human bonds being essential for living and powerful and healing? No kh is about leaving your friends behind actually. ”#“Not riku tho”#Sorry uh#Rant#I guess#(again. Not about soriku or shipping in general i am self aware and not a hypocrite. This is about a very hyperspecific genre of kh fan)
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Have you been assesed for adhd?
nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL
the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')
i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)
(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#personal#i am german so whatever process it is in america is not gonna be how it is here#.....also doesnt help that i nearly got put in a ... mental health .. facility (idk what its called in english) when i was younger#and uuh .. barely managed to make them not do it#one of the scariest moments in my life#mom made the plan with my oldest sister in secret and drove me off to the doctor .. idk if they told me just before and forced me to go#or literally on the parking lot of the doctor .. i think it was the latter#being out on a parking lot and being talked down to by my sister (who never tried to talk to me about anything mental health wise btw)#AND by the doctor .. i had to convince him to not do it .. literally so scary#-and mom about putting me in some facillity .. cant even describe it .. to me it was pure horror#im sure those facilities arent that bad or soemthing but i felt like they where trying to kick me out and into a prison#i do NOT do well anywhere that isnt home#AND doing the thing i haven been trying to make it clear makes everything a thousand times worse-#-talking about it behind my back and then just doing things without me gettign any say in it and then given no choice#its literally the worst thing you can do!!!!#sorry TMI perhaps but!!! many things have happened!! bad!!
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Meet the Robinsons Headcanons (Part 4)
The family once stumbled across the caffeine patches. That was a whole ride.
Franny is 400% more dangerous to be around after watching horror films. Turns out karate and paranoia is a dangerous combination.
Bud owns a duck phone.
Wilbur has a fear of snails.
Fritz knows how to hot wire a car.
Gaston and Laszlo once worked together to create a glitter bomb. It went about as well as one would expect.
Bud, Fritz, and Laszlo all know how to play the accordion.
Lucille has voodoo dolls of the entire family. Nobody knows about them but her. She just found them somewhere.
Lucille was in a cult in her younger years.
Gaston's jumpsuit is completely fireproof.
Additionally, Cornelius is working with him to find a way to make the jumpsuit completely temperature regulating as well to protect him from the heat of cannons and explosives.
Tallulah's shoes have functional head and tail lights. They even have tiny hazards!
Art has a prosthetic heart. He got it after a particularly bad crash in his spaceship.
Mama Framagucci (Franny, Gaston, and Art's mother) was very music oriented as well. She and Franny used to practice the violin together.
Growing up, Gaston, Laszlo, and Wilbur all had issues with trying to run away. Unlike the later two who were always found and brought home, Gaston stayed gone for a few years.
Before Billie joined the family, she was a nomad. She hopped trains and hitchhiked around the world. She's learned to speak all kinds of languages on her travels!
She and Gaston met when he ran away with the circus and they hopped the same circus train.
Tallulah is asthmatic because Petunia had been smoking whilst pregnant with her.
When Petunia left, she almost took her children with her.
Petunia was crying when she left her family behind.
There exists a timeline out there in which Petunia did take Laszlo and Tallulah with her when she left. Bud and Fritz never stopped searching for them.
Cornelius occasionally suffers from sleep paralysis. He sees the silhouettes of his mind controlled family standing over him, the red lights of their hats glowing dimly in the dark room. They don't attack like they did with the time machine. They just… stare.
On the day each Robinson was born, a strange phenomenon or event takes place. Or, alternatively, something happens relating to their interest. On the night Franny was born, the frogs croaked and sang in the bogs and on the banks. When Art was born, a rare comet passed by the Earth. When Gaston was born, the circus came into town, bringing joy to all around. Wilbur was born on a leap day, and a bolt of lightning struck the house.
#WE’RE SO BACK#guys I am so sorry for the lack of content lately#everything has been crazy busy lately especially with the holidays but I've been doing a lot of work behind the scenes! :D#Wilbur's fear of snails is a reference to the immortal snail meme#he's a time traveler with a fear of snails#also when I said Gaston Laszlo and Wilbur ran away I mean on seperate occasions#meet the robinsons#mtr#disney#headcanons#meet the robinsons headcanons#wilbur robinson#carl robinson#carl the robot#franny robinson#cornelius robinson#gaston framagucci#art framagucci#laszlo robinson#tallulah robinson#fritz robinson#petunia robinson#bud robinson#lucille krunklehorn#billie robinson#joe robinson
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Was wondering why my eyesight was so shit today, only to just now realize I never put my glasses on... WELP.
#Been a little extra goo-brained due to insomnia lately klasjfdfj#also sorry i've been more quiet than usual I've been toiling away#largeyl because I'm still very behind ajkdflslfjk#I will be more active again soon though! the pit can't keep me forever!#still reading everything sent to me and checking inbox tho so I am grateful to read everything sent to me#splits myself in half so I can catch up on work read AND reply to everything
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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i still need to know what fadel was digging up in the ep3. is this something he does after every group therapy session? is this how this man copes, how he sleeps at night? (also, i get some vague vibes that the abandoned building fadel took style to is in the same area as the tree under which something is buried) (pretty sure the soundscape was similar too, but then again it's just generic nature at night) (i gave up on trying to think of one normal reason why fadel would even take style there) (but if going to this foresty area is more or less a part of his routine, it does make slightly more sense) (maybe?)
#maybe fadel was angry to the point where he just wanted to shove all of his past trauma to style's face#with the way he broke down and all#the only thing i know for sure is that i am obsessed with the man#the heart killers#also i don't believe for a second that fadel has been tamed#the breakdown was sincere i think but everything after the sex?#no#well partially more likely#but i sense a hidden agenda behind the sudden softness#(i had to make this joke i am so sorry)
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Girl Math this, Boy Math that, what about Writer Math where I post Whumptober even though October is over
#I am so freaking behind y'all#I'm so sorry I don't know what's happening#I do want to#I do have ideas#but I can't write#physically#must be some nasty block#idk#bear with me#because I will finish everything#I promise you#thank you for your never-ending patience#←pun#star wars rebels#star wars#alexsandr kallus#kallus#agent kallus#garazeb orrelios#zeb orrelios#whumptober2023#ai less whumptober#writer problems#fanfic writers#star wars fanfic#star wars fanfiction#star wars rebels fanfic#swr#sw rebels
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Shino raising his dead friends and friend's dog from the dead with the power of bugs as one friend's cousin watches [not clickbait]
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#bugs ment/#this mini arc is fucking wild actually what the fuck is going on#i am VERY definitely past everything ive seen before. both anime and manga.#which means this is all new. and i dont know whats going on hdskhfks#ino holding hands with shikamaru and choji (and making them hold hands) was really cute tho🥺🥺🥺#for circulating their chakra to keep them alive etc etc anyways those are her BOYS!!!!!! shes working so hard to keep them alive!!!!!!!!!#and then shino using his bugs to circulate the chakra of. two guys and a dog.#i love the focus being placed on him rn bc hes so rarely focused on. but also. it *is* kind of funny#i think it's akamaru. the dog. plus the bugs. hes literally just putting bugs on them so they'll move the chakra around#and doing it in the most Raising The Dead pose possible hflshfks god it's so funny#anyways genuinely why is kabuto going to such lengths to kill these four (plus a dog)#like hes got this whole plot hes committed 4 of his pawns to this. just sucking their souls outta their body bc Huh??#like ok shikamaru is a master tactician. i get him. and neji is a powerful jonin.#and choji is very strong Especially in conjunction with ino and shikamaru#that good old ino-shika-cho combo. you know.#then theres kiba and like kiba's strong but like. not all that special in the army??? like sorry kiba not to be mean#but like hes just a chunin. no special combos or insane intellect to set him apart.#he's a front liner. a good one! but ykno. not all that special in the army. sorry kiba.#the true answer for why these 4 (5 with the dog lol) were brought togegher for this#was for reminiscing about their failed sasuke retrieval arc. by the narrative.#but Also they have those same sound ninja 4 theyre up against. maybe those guys wanted to nab them bc of the grudge#and kabuto was just like 'sure yeah it wouldnt hurt to kill the nara and the hyuga'#actually im just now remembering his ninja info cards. freakish data collection on fucking everyone#and now here he is having grave robbed all over the goddamn place and prepped all the bodies with their weapons and what have you#taking the time to send these reanimated bodies towards their prior loved ones to take advantage of the personal turmoil#bro it's a fucking battlefield what??? how are you sending everyone to such specific people like that.#and then anko's just passed out behind him. she hasnt even been to the village since the pain attack. she is getting shelved SO bad#anyways kabuto's a little freak and i continue to hate him. grave robbing shithead.
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One day I will get caught up on my drafts... and my inbox... and my messages... and replying to the past 6 months of lovely comments and reblogs you've shared with my work... and my 6 billion wips...
... I am gonna need a whole lot of more hours in the day....
#dani rambles#I do not know why I cannot seem to get caught up on anything!#I am truly so so sorry for not keeping up#I am not ignoring you at all#I just seem to be falling behind on literally everything#it's not you it's 10000% me
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i'm sorry i'm not being fun enough on my personal blog which is the only place on the internet i get to just be a person and not have to be professional because it's the only place my colleagues and employers don't follow me but also i'm not sorry because sometimes being grumpy is part of being human and i'm so goddamn tired of having to perform perfection on the internet
#personal#like. yeah. on a good day i would have given a longer and more thoughtful response to the arthuriana ask#but also sometimes you hit a point where you're like. i've said this. i've written this post. it's in the tag already#i don't know what more people want from me that i haven't already given. i can't keep writing the same essays again#i'm not mad at the asker but i also can't do Free Academia On Demand at all times you know?#particularly when arthuriana isn't even my area of research specialism#i am pretty much always happy to answer ulster cycle asks because i always learn something from researching the answers#(or i already know the answers so they're very easy)#but stuff outside of that just feels like work after a while and sometimes i do not have the spoons#i am very glad of cicelythereaper's response. i recommend reading that one.#i'm sorry i couldn't be the one to give it on this occasion but lads. i am so fucking tired#i have so many jobs i have so many chronic illnesses i am so behind on everything in my life
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