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AM GOOD i have a guitar test tomorrow OvO how are youuuu
WOAH GUITAR TEST???? that's so cool..... we're doing ok though, got work in a couple hours & we got upped to 2 days a week again so! more money!! we have a nasty cyst in our right wrist though so it hurts to do the limp wrust w it :(
#- idia xx#arcadian chats#arcadian asks#sooooo tired though#i wanna sleep but ik we'd conk tf out & miss our shift lmfao
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[ cw: death mention / sibling death mention / isolation / ]
Thinking about how Leo’s portal and teleportation powers have both directly (and in one instance, indirectly) been the cause of him being separated from his brothers at least four times now.
There’s that time in Portal Jacked, where his inexperience leads to his portal being messed with and his brothers ending up in Tahiti.
There’s the Bad Timeline, where Leo’s portaling led to them losing the Key, therefore indirectly leading to the apocalypse and in turn, ending with Leo being the last of his brothers alive (though just for a few minutes.)
There’s him teleporting him and Krang into the Prison Dimension, cutting him off from his family so wholly that the only way to fix this was a literal mystic miracle.
Then there’s the comic, where Leo’s powers act up again and make him lose months of time completely isolated from everyone and everything he knows.
Just, looking at all of this, it’s like the universe gave him the powers of distance on purpose to test him (and his bros), literally seeing if they can overcome unimaginable space and still make it back together. Imagine if it doesn’t stop here, and Leo has to learn to either deal with the occasional complete isolation or deal with time travelers coming back to stop some terrible event his powers (whether directly or indirectly) have caused, events that always lead to separation in some way, shape, or form.
It’s worth noting, too, that his portals often led to accidental separation, but his teleportation was the one power of his that was used to isolate himself on purpose…and was also the one that in any other scenario would have been the most permanent.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#rise comic spoilers#tmnt 40th anniversary#adding those last two just in case even though it’s been months lol#anyway hiiii I still think about Leo all the time and the Implications of his abilities#I truly do think their powers matter sooooo much to their characters frfr#and it’s very very interesting to me that Leo’s whole lineup has everything to do with space and distance#and he himself is constantly forced away from his family#no but imagine this happening all the time - like…his abilities almost PURPOSEFULLY causing his separation in some way#maybe as a test? to test his and his family’s bonds? their bonds are what ultimately power them after all#Leo in particular has lacking faith in himself and his powers despite his confidence in other areas#and I wonder if that comes through in his abilities#I love Leo getting better and better at his powers but the innate self isolating/self destructing nature of them never leaves#Leo: no I don’t wanna be vulnerable#His Powers: no? but what if *this*#Leo: w h y#Leo: actually what if I do it MYSELF *teleports himself into the Prison Dimension*#His Powers: 👍#Mikey: 👎 ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ NO????#leos over the years isolating themselves for training and/or self punishment indirectly leading to rise leo being cursed#(also I’m still gone haha this just hit by brain and I’m too tired to not write it out lmao)
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having a stressful time at work but i think it's very important to point out the other day i was asking a guy for help and he's like aight gotcha and then we go to this freezer room and he, from somewhere beyond a mound of boxes, just goes "you like anime right?"
sir this is the FIRST TIME we have spoken how did you clock that.
(he claims i had the vibes of someone who liked it then i was like oh like the woman in the deli wearing a jujutsu- and before i can finish the series name he says "no not her, she just liked the shirt. she's never watched anime". . . oh. i see. you have already had this debate with her then. okay.)
EDIT UPDATE:
So I got clocked AGAIN as a weeb by a coworker because I saw part of her outfit and was like "oh, Attack on Titan?" and while I then said I've never watched it she said that's fair then "do you know anything about vtubers?" and I just. Are you kidding me. I mean yeah but like. Why is your safe question with me "do you know about vtubers".
WHAT AURA DO I BRING TO A GROCERY STORE TO BE CALLED OUT LIKE THIS?
#moe talks a lot#not art#also im trying to swap from pick up to stocking and specifically dairy stocking#bc they seem to always have the hardest time keeping things stocked#and all of pick up has to stop them from working to ask for things in the back which keeps things from getting stocked#and this one guy made a terrible mistake of telling me#yeah we're like the unwanted ginger stepkids of the grocery store#because my brain immediately went NO IM ADOPTING THE DAIRY DEPARTMENT AS MY BELOVED GINGER KIDS#i told my mom that comment and she immediately laughed and said welp thats your department now#before i could even tell her i mentally adopted them#anyway gotta get to bed soon bc i do actually think i was a bit sick ? im so tired despite napping earlier#and only working a partial shift (five hours instead of eight)#sooooo gotta get rested up for the next three (or more!) days#since ive been cursed with no social life and will always work saturday and sunday#so even though my current schedule ends saturday and the next week schedule will be released At Some Point for sunday onward#i have yet to have a sunday off so i am most likely working sunday again#like the job itself is rough and i dont think the pick up workers like me much but every other department seems v nice and chill#i will continue to write essays in the tags no one can stop me
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6/14 • Day 6 • Meet the Heroes
Princess Training?
Decided to clean up this sketch! I wasn't entirely satisfied w it when I drew it, but eh... it's all I have LMFAOOO 🧍
Some additional sketches! First one I was testing out/playing w casual outfits, second one I just really wanted to draw the active wear so I went w that LMFAO
Also made slight changes to Céline's active wear palette, cause like.... they did her so dirty........
Like even the canonish one doesn't follow canon, they just picked the worst palest yellow for her 😔
@sharenaweek
#sharenaweek2024#i'm p tired still tbh! i think i'm gonna take it easy now#but i love celine w all my heart and i want her to interact w sharena sooooooooo bad.#LIKE. using hortensia's fbs as a blueprint. i think she and sharena would ABSOLUTELY have something there#not to replace hortensia about it i love her too. poor girl would be seething though if she found out 😭#but then you can just keep going. celine loves cute girls. she wants to be a 'big sister' so bad#sharena famously loves collecting cute girls. when hortensia sees shari as a threat it's too late#sharena became her friend like yesterday. record time. she can't keep getting away w this.#but most of all i desperately want to see celine be an autistic little weirdo about sharena LMFAOO#LIKE.... CELINE IS SO AUTISTIC TO ME ....... she's SO silly about it. in such a serious 'mature for her age' way#i want to see them both fumble through a friendship soooo bad. both of them trying to find the correct Script/Act#to successfully Befriend the other.#i think they would be sooooo fun. alfred. please. i'm begging you to introduce them.#sharena#fe celine#my art#'hortensia's fbs' i meant to say supports. her supports w celine LMFAOOO#well. i'm not going back to fix that LMFAOOO
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so of course I then thought about Impa some more, and about how the way I write impa is: everybody around her is like this all of the time
#thoughts#impa#shitpost#impa oot#thralls of power#litany of betrayal#descant of greatness#(maybe I need a unifying name for my AU/retelling btw)#Hyrule's Most Tired Babysitter#even ganondorf is kind of like the horrible kid that wants to burn you with cigarettes and *will* throw a full chair at your face#and you gotta be sooooo patient and remind yourself that the poor kid's home life must be a little rough#even though he *definitively* is hiding a knife behind his back and *will* stab you if you give him the chance#it's kind of funny because the way I write her is#everybody kind of treats her like garbage?#they don't mean to like I don't think they realize this#but they all fully take her for granted and expect her to be a pillar of strength always which in the context of the story#is COMPLETELY unreasonable to expect from someone who has basically been holding on by a thread for the best part of a decade#but she has been groomed on all sides to accept this as her lot and a reasonable expectation to uphold#BUT#at the same time#she might be the most morally gray character out of every single one of them#her semi-subjugation kind of eclipses this fact about her#but I think that on many regards she's harder to forgive than ganondorf#ganondorf is a bitch and delights in his own violence far more than she does#but at least he's consistent in who tends to get hurt and what for --and the cause itself can be argued as meaningful#meanwhile impa wronged SO many people for BAD reasons#I don't *blame* her all of the situations were shitty and almost none of them were actively her own fault#but she still participated at every turn and kind of hid behind the system partially by pretending she didn't have agency#which is... it's not *not* true but she still facilitated or participated in the murder/oppression of many people#and had agency in not seizing it for herself if that makes sense
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dont get me wrong i love dog/cat coded characters but where are all my rat/fox coded characters at
#ratmouse talkshow#jay is rat coded.#chip is fox coded for now though my thoughts may change#not sure about gil cause she is jusst fish in my brain. im not really feeling fox or rat for them#gil is SOOOOO dog coded\#so i can settle for dog. for her.#ratmouse tire
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FIST OF SELÛNE — CASSANDRA GRAYTHORNE
soon i'll come around lost and never found waiting for my words seen but never heard buried underground but i'll keep coming
#meaghan plays bg3#my gifs#my edits#oc: cassandra graythorne#she is technically also#oc: cassandra#BUT this is a different iteration of her because i missed her so so mach#also i have not touched ps in so long this was a nightmare#i hate coloring. that second gif was my worst nightmare bc it was a vastly different environment from the other two#it's so fine though i am sooooo normal#userdekarios#usermooyn#userserenedy#fuck what is everyone else's tag#u know what. whatever you three get to be my tags i'm too tired to go searching <3#good bye i am going to sleep now i think
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So give me your fire, give me your fear Give me your faith when love gives you tears Give me your heart, give me your fate Give me your hand when love gives you hate Give me your prayers up on your feet And I'll give you a show, it helps fill the seats So give me your sins, give me your lies But whisper your love, and I'll whisper mine — Whisper, Burn The Ballroom
#doe#dark circus au#circus tarot#digital#digital drawing#digital illustration#art#procreate#circuscore#tarot#tarot cards#major arcana#wanted to compile them all in one post too#packing it up at 12 lmao I’m tired#there’s other characters I have card vibes for but this is all the performers (that matter) + the circus owner sooooo ENOUGH LOL#i love this messed up little au so much#tumblr really eats the quality now though jfc
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Might have made a friend due to the huge ass bloodborne embroidery on the back of my jacket, today truly is a win for little old me <3
#was just giving classroom keys over to a guy and he noticed the big 'our eyes are yet to open' on me#and we started talking#he invited me to play fallout ttrpg with them on Tuesdays#so that's fun#he's also in translation and interpreting but with Hungarian-English-German language combo#I'm on Hungarian-Russian-English#so we don't have any seminars in common#oh how luck plays a hand in getting me new friends!#he's the very first person who recognised the embroidery even though I've been wearing it for years#on an unrelated note#I am sooooo tired#I haven't had time to draw in 6 weeks#and when I did have one free afternoon I straight up just couldn't draw I was so exhausted and wound up#I need to get fully fluent in Russian by the end of this year or else I will combust#but idk how to do that other than by consuming copious amounts of fanfic and novels in it and rewatching arcane w/ Russian dub 648213 times#I'm on a C1 level I just make a shitton of mistakes and my active vocabulary is at most half the size of my passive one#and that was life updates by me!!! I miss being here and I miss bloodborne aaaaa#I hope you guys are doing well <3#posts from yahar'gul
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my manager just made one of the drivers put air in my tires for me pls 💀
#op#he was really nice about it though like genuinely 🥹 he told me if i had any problems later to let him know tomorrow#i played the ditzy girl card sooooo hard because i felt bad he had to help me#but also. like i did try myself and they were still all low#like he said EVERY TIRE was low 😭#did this on company time too god bless
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ik its my five billionth post about this but i wish more people would. idk actually be interested in being friends. instead of just looking at fucking instagram stories or something and never saying anything and calling it a day. especially if you explicitly said you're interested in being friends. like.
#nebula.nova#augh#i have so much love to give man#and i totally get people are busy sometimes!!!! me too!! but i still like... care? 😭#i just dont get how people will just never call or text to hang out for ages because theyre oh so busy and never have time for jackshit eve#though they seem so enthusiastic every time you suggest an activity but suddenly when its like fucking anything else theyre#excited#i know i sound kinda dumb right now and kinda bitter (i am kinda bitter) but i just wish people would i dunno care more#mixed signals are too confusing and too much for me#and i am sooooo fucking tired of making people bracelets and sending them songs and whatever and them just forgetting about me the#second i stop texting first#in the least arrogant annoying way possible i wish they would appreciate me in the way i appreciate them
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Working on a final draft of my literature review for my research class and this guy who wrote HIS literature review completely wrong (and I told him as much in my peer review in the kindest words possible 😭 I was SO careful to be gentle about it and was just like "oh I would love to see more of ___") decided to be such an asshole on my paper??? Like dude you didn't even write YOUR paper correctly... It's fine. It just made me a little sad lol bc I am overly insecure about criticism but ALSO LIKE... literally 90% of his criticism is just Wrong bc he doesn't understand what a literature review is supposed to be
#so idk what to actually change between my previous draft and final draft#I'm not taking most of his advice bc again. it's just like. wrong#some of it was good though. he was just really assholeish about it but at least I can tell what is and isn't valid criticism#and the other person who peer reviewed my paper didn't leave any criticism aside from the last sentence lol#sooooo idk what to change. sigh#hopefully I do well on this assignment bc it's SO much of my grade 😦#ANYWAY RAMBLE OVER tldr it's fine I'm just bitter and tired#🤓posting
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got scheduled outside of my availability for the next two weeks, working every single day with no days off. already decided if my new manager doesn’t take some of the shifts back I’m putting in my two weeks notice. or maybe quitting without notice entirely. genuinely think I made the biggest mistake of my life transferring stores. my old manager respected my availability and it was all just better. it was so much better. I basically am just getting handed all the worst shifts no one else is willing to do. and the water is fucking disgusting which isn’t the biggest issue but on top of everything else I can’t even drink anything.
#and you say heyyyyyy I can’t work 40 hours#and people say oh you don’t like money?#no I like passing my classes#I might ask my old manager if I can come back even though it’s against policy ….#im just so fucking tired of being made to feel like my stupid fucking minimum wage job should be my priority#and any time I say that school is ALWAYS my priority#I’m treated like a joke or like I’m stupid for not being able to do both#I’m in school full time#that is my priority#I cannot give school my full attention if I am working 9 hours everyday#and getting up at 4am to do it#like I’m sooooo happy that apparently everyone else can do this and I’m just stupid for not being able to#but yes I can’t do that!
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i have a cousin named chris (information which does not at all feel vulnerable to reveal considering it is one of the most common male given names in the united states) and he is one of three boys (i should say men since they're all like 30-something now) born to my uncle who is the third-born of my dad's seven siblings. my dad and his dad and the firstborn uncle used to co-own a family business founded by my grandfather before my dad eventually left after my older brothers were born because my firstborn uncle can be pretty insufferable. so my dad was very close to chris' dad especially around the time that they both were newly-raising their sons. my uncle who is chris' dad just died, though. last week. he had had stage 4 prostate cancer for about ten years. and there's really nothing else i know how to share about that fact other than it has been enormously painful to our entire family.
i pointed something out though after the wake that my father had apparently never realized. i said "dad, it's funny how whenever you refer to chris, you call him christopher, like he's still a little boy." idk why my dad does that. nobody else in the family does that. but he was like "i do?!?!?" and my sister was also like "yeah no dad you always call him christopher, and literally only you do this." it was funny
#neither of the other sons from that branch have names that we commonly shorten#it must've been a holdover from when he and that uncle worked together and had started families#bc u often do call infants by their full name so they know what it is#tales from diana#i'm really sad though and otherwise i have nothing else to say#i'm sooooo tired
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how I'm feeling right now because the first week of my semester just started and I've already had some of my classes changed TWICE
#i had to email my DON my new work schedule because of school#THEN my clinical date got changed before class started so I had to email her... again and felt so guilty#(even though she said she was excited for me to start school)#AND NOW!!!! NOW!!!!!#my sim lab date (which was supposed to be tomorrow) got changed to... FRIDAY EVENING WHEN I WORK#so i just texted my DON and was like 'hey sooooo I can't work on friday'#y'all I am so tired enough as is bc I didn't sleep well last night & had to get up really early to get to class early#and it was my long day#I need a nap or something because wtf 😭#i knew nursing school was going to be stressful but i didn't think it would start this fucking soon#sierra speaks#sierra goes to school
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i'm in my college dorm!!! augh!!!!! very excited and very nervous... my roommates so far are very very nice so that at the very least puts my mind at ease :)
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