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(sorry for horrible grammar - it's 2 am, and I don't know why I am even adding this lol)
"...So the greatest vampire of the millennial is granting us a visit... quite the honor I say...?"
The grim look on his face was replaced with a fake mocking smile - very intentionally showing of the gleaming pair of fangs.
"Get out of my way, Hoshina. You know I am not dealing with second-hand scum like your kind. I have matters to settle with your master. So stay down on your rug and don't waste my time.."
Hoshina giggled, as his guest took a few steps forward, eyes locked on the gateway behind him. The candles in the floor shimmered lightly, shifting their colours to a cold blue for a blink of an eye, unnaturally bright for their size.
Narumi Gen was a more than capable vampire. An exceptional talent in his ranks. Many praising him to be the best of his kind. To his suprise even he hadn't been able to recognize the other presence around.
Only when the "rug" started moving ever so slightly, slowly revealing more and more teeth on a light gray skull, his attention was drawn back again.
"Impressive, right?" Hoshina emptied the rest of his glass and kept his eyes locked on their intruder while a beast of remarkable size seemed to unfold behind him.
"...debatable. But...interesting, I'll admit..." Narumi frowned. "Well at least that explains the rumors about most your... recent "activities" in the regions villages.....former villages that is... Apparently your pet cannot only be discreet but also... very effective.."
Meanwhile two bright blue eyes glared at the intruder, fixing his every move, seemingly ready to strike on command.
Hoshina let out a light-hearted little laugh. "Nah come on, that's unfair Narumi." He gently scratched the skull of the monsterous creature next to him, as if to emphasize the comment about his pet. "Actually he's a very gentle soul, you know?"
Blue eyes still glaring.
"U-huh...friendly like a puppy... One might as well adopt him..." Narumi deadpanned.
"Of course he's friendly, silly!" Another giggle. "I'll take good care of him, there's no need for your concern."
Hoshina's way of sweet chattering was regularly getting on his nerves. Just as always Narumi began to lose his patience. "A pity." Narumi groaned as he stroke back his bangs to reveal his as well, brightly glowing pair of eyes now piercing back at them. "I was hoping we could get to know each other properly, you know?"
With noticable echo over the halls the gate behind them opened.
"I suggest we postpone that offer of yours for now. It is not our intention to disturb your appointment."
With the empty wine glass Hoshina made a last inviting gesture.
"After you, Narumi."
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Halloween is one our toes, guys!! 👻💀
*running after my dogs with white sheets* Let's play ghost dogs, guys! Let the trend never die!!!
Time to revive the Vamp AU! <3
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I came up with several outline ideas.. and while I was drawing I was very eager to record all my work with the timelaps feature in CSP.. except for when I didn't anymore...... I am very shhhmmmart!!! (థ౪థ)... so now sorry no WIP timelaps...
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<- it was basically just a lightning/shading try-out...and then I ended up keeping it, cause *mad scientist laughing* THAT IS WHAT I DO, I DO MADNESS HERE!!! ( ◣∀◢)ψ But I am sucha simp for magenta/blue colour palettes... and it was more comfortable to look at. But the warmer look has its own appeal to it aswell..... I can't decide...
#kn8#kaiju no. 8#kaiju no 8#finally some fanart again!!#icy's art#having some lows now and then#also RL is aöklfdsajkbflgh rn..#still racking my brain around some stuff#sometimes we need that tho#it was nice to get out of my own head with this again#kafhoshi#save me once again#also I spontaniously wrote the story here... sorry for no beta or grammar checking.#hoshina soshiro#but as a villain vamp#kafka hibino#but as a beasty boi#slightly changed 8's design for this - so fur it is#plus some ears but you don't really see them
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I'm going to be so real I do not understand tim & steph shippers who feel that Steph dating Tim again would save her character. You can make an argument that giving Tim a more compelling love interest would be beneficial for him! And you can at least make an argument that the fujo mischaracterization of Steph would stop. However she'd still, inevitably, be treated as a prop character/extension for someone more popular 😭 it also wouldn't make her appear in more books! Tim doesn't have many frequent appearances at the moment either! You can just say you like the couple and want them back together without acting like you have some kind of moral stance
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#NOT character tagging. for reasons j feel are obvious#honestly i shouldn't even be posting this here I'm responding more to twitter sentiments but they'd cook me on there if i posted this#anyway sometimes i think ppl (again the twt ppl specifically. tumblr timsteph fans mostly normal) are doing that thing-#-where you get so deep into a hyper online discourse cycle that you end up reproducing mainstream sentiments from scratch#''let men date women!'' this is what some of you sound like when talking about timsteph to me /j#there's a lot to critique about how Tim's been written since canonizing his bisexuality!#personally I've noticed (and seen other ppl notice to) that some writers seem unaware that tim is bi#not in the sense of making him straight but in the sense that they seem to think he's gay bc none of his relationships w women-#-are acknowledged as having been. relationships#or if they are there's an idea that tim was using them to 'hide from his true self' or something#genuinely problematic sentiment!#i also don't really find the ''he should cheat on bernard!'' jokes funny#like lets bffr Tim's cheating was NEVER acknowledged as cheating he was seen as a good all-american boy#so like. bringing that trait back and acknowledging it as cheating ONLY after he comes out as bi? i get it- ironic homophobia but-#-i really don't like it!#anyway. close your eyes and focus on the daminika like the rest of us /j#or the stephcass jason dancing image which will live in my head and heart forever despite arguably being ooc as well <3#bc it's funny <3 and at least I'm self aware <3#also much MUCH more importantly DC POWER SPECIAL EXTREMELY GOOD GO READ IT FOR DUKE#and jace but i haven't read future state yet bc i tried and got. extremely bored 😞 sorry jace you seem really cool#but he's great in the story dynamjc duo with duke. loved it love them want more#special was sold out at my comic shop tho so i couldn't grab a copy. might hit the other shop in town today to see#BOOST THE NUMBERS WE NEED A POWER COMPANY ONGOING GANG#anyway yeah. tim & steph thoughts. you can just say you like them you don't have to do all that
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chapter 1 trial
#i think my biggest achievements in making these was being able to condense the trials into a few basic panels#each trial ended up needing more n more dialogue but seeing how long the in game trials are im pretty proud of myself#i only did ever sketch out the first three trials tho my sketches have taken me just up to the chapt 4 trial which i ever started at all#oh also i made sure to always keep the order of the characters in the trials true to the game#everyone is placed in the exact same 'seats' as they are in the real game#that was tough at times bc sometimes i wanted dialogue between characters who were nowhere near each other#but it was also a good opportunity to make me use characters i normally wouldnt have thought to use#and i couldnt just give dialogue to my favourite characters lol#and sometimes it worked out really well where the characters i wanted interacting did happen to be next to each other#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#ok here we go#hajime hinata#teruteru hanamura#mikan tsumiki#chiaki namani#nagito komaeda#peko pekoyama#is that everyone#mahiru koizumi#there we go#my art
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My Emet stuff already gets comments like "idk who's this cunty loser but I approve of this". Good, good. I shall use the power of my art transcending fandoms to give you one simple life-changing tip. Come closer, listen. Play the critically acclaimed MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV with an expanded free trial which you can play through the entirety of A Realm Reborn and the award-winning Stormblood expansion up to level 70 for free with no restrictions on playtime. It will hurt you and rewire your brain, and there are old mans to be fucked.
#seriously tho we need more people to be unhinged about emet#(and about raha too. but yknow. not in the uwu burger kitty way. go read about flanderization)#emet's tumblr sexyman potential's off the charts#he has the negative loser swag he's sopping wet he doesn't know when or how to stop#i may be able to make my own food but sometimes creators wanna be consumers too and there's barely any food by others#maybe i could slowly lure more people in#text post#shitpost
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THE COMMITTEE FOR RAPACIOUS INTERLOPERS AND MANIACAL ESPERS !
drawing dump I definitely can’t fit all of them in but here’s most of em lol. Neo Cortez the founder and Head of C.R.I.M.E. Got a complete redo which I actually Like now so’ll probably expand on him more
#for all of you Ant fans out there I have a bunch of ant related memes I have drawn/am going to draw them with so . there will be Ant#for all of you Cheri fans out there sorry u don’t see her as much it’s just so much easier to be able to the pile three ocs worth of#drawings into one post than just one oc</3#there is stuff of her I need to finish or post dw tho 🫶#my art#psychonauts#psychonauts fanart#psychonauts art#psychonauts oc#character design#psychonauts original character#psychonauts ocs#Dexter Fahrenheit#Dr. Batty Sawbones#Wanda Whelk#Neo Cortez#the SpongeBob meme is when Dexter follows them back into CRIME HQ and they’re like …. well we can’t just let this ten year old leave#he knows where our base is—#he actually snuck back onto the Tiltrotor CRIME uses for missions sometimes rather than sneaking directly into the base fun fact for u#CRIME HQ has cloaking psychic-tech . the Tiltrotor not *as* much#tw alchohol mention#hi sorry thes tags are getting long#the one with Dex in the red shirt is a good few months before he left to join CRIME#he’s still kinda got a black eye and he is not being supervised at home-
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Hear me out. Instead of aa7, I'd rather have two different games that follow on after aa6 - an athena cykes game, and an apollo justice game
It would finally give athena her chance to shine in the spotlight !!! and also i think it would work well since the athena game would be in japanifornia and the apollo game would be in khura'in since he now has his own law office.
I don't really see how a potential aa7 could work?? Like I don't see how they can reuse the whole, playing as apollo, athena, AND phoenix in a game anymore (which is terrible btw i hate that you dont just play as one character). Unless they just completely retire apollo and give us an athena cykes game which icl I would still be very happy with because I think she deserves to have her own game
They should retire phoenix as a playable protag. Bringing him back as a playable character was one of the worst things imo. He should've stayed as both athena and apollo's mentor. I dont mind the fact that he becomes a lawyer again after aa4, I just really REALLY dont want to play as him again. I love phoenix but theres really no reason for us to play as him again anymore.
Also having an apollo justice game would, hear me out, maybe give capcom a chance to perhaps... make an actual sequel to aa4??? Even if its something like a small flashback sequence where we get to see more of apollo annd kristoph's relationship as student and mentor before turnabout trump. And also I think that klavier should be a part of the main cast, maybe not as the main prosecutor but i defo think him and apollo deserve to have their own turnabout goodbyes moment if you know what I mean. I just want to see more of apollo and klavier interacting together and just MORE KLAVIER IN GENERAL.
It's an idea that I don't really see happening but also I personally think it's the best way to carry on the mainline games after aa6, and also the only way I can think of having a game that is a kinda? sequel? to aa4 or at least actually addresses some of the unexplored details in aa4, without having to completely scrap aa5 and aa6.
If anything I'd just love ace attorney to stop doing the "you don't have to play the previous games to play this one!!" thing. The reason why aa3 is so good is because there are so many elements and characters and events that are introduced to you in both of the previous games and it's so satisfying to see it all come together in an amazing final conclusion by the end of aa3. AND I MISS THAT!!! :(
#celeste rambles#ace attorney#ace attorney spoilers#aa7#apollo justice#athena cykes#thinking about what aa7 could be is really interesting#and they still have to resolve apollo and trucy finding out that they are siblings#im just very concerned?? as to what aa7 would be like#i think it would be really fun for ace attorney to kinda have like a split route if that makes sense??#start making games for each of the lawyers !!! (except phoenix)#give us an athena cykes game !! give us an actual apollo justice game !! maybe even introduce a new lawyer and give them a game !!#i just really hope that we dont get another game where we have to play as 3 different lawyers.#because i really dont know how capcom can make an aa7 without completely ditching apollo#BUT THEN YOU STILL NEED APOLLO IN AA7 BECAUSE HIM AND TRUCY DONT KNOW THEYRE ACTUALLY SIBLINGS OUGHJJWKFHKWJFS#icl my memory of the ace attorney games is a bit foggy especially with aa5 and aa6#its been a few years since ive played them (aa4 is forever ingrained in my memory tho 😭😭)#i really do want to replay all the games sometime soon
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I don't think all those podcast men are as conventionally attractive as you think
#wanted to write people but then I remembered how podcast fandom are very men based#not really a critique tho more orban observation#but all in all I think we need ti think outside the box sometimes#I just enjoy when people look like people
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falls to the floor and saves myself from the awkwardness of losing followers for having opinions they did not like (which is valid of them btw curate ur own online experience) by blocking everyone in a ten mile radius and by everyone i mean two people to spare myself
#weeping sobbing crying#it’s so awkward#but kinda ironic ig due to certain factors#guess it wasn’t meant to be#it’s ok tho#no hate here just. ough. wow that’s awkward.#hope they’re doing chill i just cannot stand to see someone in my followed tags knowing they unmutualed me it’s like getting a divorce and#seeing them at a grocery store#this wouldn’t be the case for like so many mutuals but it was so awkward how it happened#granted we’d had many disagreements before that didn’t need to happen#sometimes people clash and that’s ok BUT HOLY SHIT THATS SO AWKWARD TO REALIZE#LIKE OH. The purple was replaced with Green. shame proceeds to occur#heavily so :’)#very tense past few days between us though so i guess that’s fair. on their part#good 4 them tbh. i believe in curating your own online experience. i am glad they did that for themselves#BUT THE PAINNNN#bread emoji#they were very nice btw#no harm towards them#leaving them anonymous to make sure of that fact#even tho i hate vagueposting 😭#if you know who they are then don’t be mean or whatever#very nice mutualship we had when it lasted and i appreciate that :)#and i am glad for that experience as well#hope they’re doing ok!!!! and enjoying life#bc they deserve it!!!!
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friendly reminder that when kuukou says this, he’s also one of the few characters whose mic and speakers manifest as weapons 😌😌😌
#this is vee speaking#one of four iirc lol#i don’t think it holds so true anymore but it was a neat thing to compare rio’s speakers to everyone else’s#bc in a world without guns and violence rio’s was the only one whose speakers indeed manifested as guns lol#and it was fun to assume it did bc of his prototype mic#tho thinking on it???? it still can hold true????? nobody else has guns as a mic and/or speaker lol#kuukou ichijiku and nemu have weapons tho and it makes me wonder whats the connective thread between the three of them lol#i would say it’s violence and that violence being bred into their philosophies???? into themselves????#ichijiku formed her new self bc of a violence and lowkey let that violence become herself#nemu wants a world where unnecessary violence is eliminated and her life has been dictated by violence#tf we know about kuukou lmao but his stance is that when words fail sometimes you need to beat sense into someone lol#so there’s something there i think lol#this reminded me lol i had a bat/chuuoku parallels post in the drafts i should finish that lol
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I think they’re the same guy, somehow (Patreon)
#Doodles#Webkinz#Dex Dangerous#Deltarune#Spamton#The only thing I can figure is Celebrity - Goofy - Bbygrl#In the Cats Pajamas music video Dex just...he gives off Such energy and it's so cute#Doing the chin-in-hands feet-kicky pose while the girls all put bows in his mane he's bbygrl your honour#Though that is all him as an actor - when do we get to see Mayoral Candidate Dex Dangerous do the kicky-feet pose please#Also he needs to win sometime with his Kinzcash proposal but that's neither here nor there - he knows what the people want is all#As for Spamton I mean - guy is guy what more is there to say about him that I haven't already lol#Spamton in spaaaace haha#I did enjoy tossing them into each other's clothes - turned Dex's rocket ship symbol on his chest into a mouse cursor for Spam :3#And the pink/yellow I mean that's just obvious - yes they both get it don't question me#Lol#If I gave Dex his signature blues on Spamton's round glasses then they'd just become Scriabin's glasses....#I've never drawn them ''flat'' like I do with Spamton's glasses tho I don't think :0 But where's the fun in a lack of shines!#I do like how my first attempt at Dex is like - Mostly on-model keeps the nose style and the little whisker dots#And then just immediately abandoned in the second go 'round lol - it's my pencil I make the rules!#S'the fun of Having a style to play in lol#Do any of the Adulkinz actually have tails? I don't recall Dex having one... But what if he did tho he deserves one#Would there be a tail hole in the outfit then lol - Spamtail?? Could be cute#Although I'm just imagining something ball-jointed like his legs hmm perhaps not#Well anyhow that was fun lol
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Extremely hot take that many will no doubt have knee-jerk reactions to, but I gotta get it off my chest.
I think people can choose to be queer, and that’s okay.
I think there are people who maybe feel only a tiny incongruity with their contemporary social constructs of attraction and gender, and they could just ignore it and continue on as a Sorta Weird cishet person for the rest of their lives and feel perfectly content. And i think there are some people who feel the same degree of incongruity and lean into and decide that the amount of weird they are is Queer, and that’s what makes them happy! And neither is the “wrong” choice.
I think the impulse to insist it’s not a choice—that all queers are queer because some deep biological, unchangeable factor makes them queer—is totally understandable! I think that it’s understandable to be afraid of conservatives twisting this to mean it’s possible to brainwash people into being queer, and that’s a scary political prospect.
But refusing to acknowledge that queerness can be a choice also feels like a trap. Because queerness acknowledges that queerness can change. Your particular flavor of queer is not immutable. A person who cannot conceive of the same gender even being an option may never consider whether they are attracted to the same gender. An “afab” Weird Lady may just be A Weird Lady, or they could be some flavor of trans—they are they only one who can choose which label they want, and you have no right to tell them they chose the wrong one.
Gender is a construct. Attraction to any gender is attraction to a construct. And everyone’s personal construct is a slight (or extreme!) distortion of “the” socially prescribed construct(s). But what you conceive of as man or woman or nonbinary etc is not going to be exactly the same as what anyone else conceives of as the same genders. It’s rooted in your personal understandings and at most we simply come together to agree that where our definitions overlap, those persons who fit into the overlap must be accepted as that gender. And those constructs are not immutable.
Saying that being queer is not a choice and cannot be a choice is so rigid and stifling, and that’s the opposite of what queerness should be. Queerness is fluid and vast! It is a space where we should be understanding and welcoming of those who choose to embrace us and sympathetic to those who choose not to even if you personally believe certain labels would fit them.
How queer is queer enough? What is the criteria for being queer? What criteria matters? Who gets to decide? Personally, I’m not interested in turning people away because they don’t feel like they were born queer. To me the only criteria that matters is that being queer brings them joy.
And don’t you think that someone who chooses to be queer—who truly wholeheartedly embraces queerness—even when they don’t have to, is someone who loves being queer?
#long and rambling post on queerness#and people choosing to be queer#it’s never been an argument that sat quite right with me even tho i sometimes parrotted it#queerness *can* be a choice! and we should protect those who want to make that choice#it requires just as much love and courage#im just saying i feel more solidarity with the questioning teens and elders with no labels#than with gold-star lesbians#how many kids who need this community are slipping through the cracks bc they think they can’t choose to belong with us?#i’d rather argue that there’s nothing wrong with this lifestyle than try to argue that it’s not a lifestyle#it’s not shameful. it’s not harmful. you aren’t doing anything wrong.#and it’s okay if you decide you don’t belong. the door is always open even if you just want to sit on the porch and share a drink#did i choose to be queer? idk. i ask myself this all the time. but i decided that it doesn’t fucking matter#bc being queer feels right. it makes me happy. it’s where i belong#i saw someone say the other day that people don’t choose to be queer bc who would choose to be something that gets them bullied?#and on the surface it makes sense#but. as A Fucking Nerd. human beings choose to be and do things that get them ostracized ALL THE TIME#why not choose being queer? choosing it means it’s worth it!#it’s worth enduring all that crap because it’s wonderful being queer
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Gomz, your tags, you're gonna kill me one of these days 😭❤️ I love when I see you go through my entire tumblr, I feel honored honestly. Your tags on my snowy NikPrice piece just ended me, you really are too kind ;-; Hope you have an awesome day and find many cool Price at the con <3
I will smoother you with love and affection YA NERD!! *tackles you to the ground and wraps ya with warm blankies*
Idk about finding Price cosplayers (have never seen one irl and frankly I don’t think I ever will but hope is a strong game here) but thank you!! :D have a good night rest too bud
#may have opened a google doc bcuz of that art#ive never written nikprice before tho and its scary bcuz idk how to write old men in love HDJSJSJSJSJKSKSJD#its a whole different world there and sometimes I feel like I don’t have the rights to write them LMFAO#a very dumb stupid thought I know I know AYE OI PUT THOSE TOMATOES AND KNIVES AWAY#i think cuz being cis is part of it IDFK#there’s a different level of yearning and feelings to man in love that i have not understood fully and hence the feeling#bjt i will try anyways bcuz art so inspiring it yeets me out of that stupid train of thoughts#funny how you’re tackling your brain over your art and im doing the same shit with my writings LMFAO#maybe we both need to be bullied ethically#anyways love u nekros#ask response#thanks for the ask <3
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we need simon, lori, and sajan back. kon & his smallville crew are representation for gay teenagers in small towns who go hang out together at walmart because what else is there to do in your small town. we need them back
#rimi talks#also we need them back bc kon! loves! smallville!#''we need them back'' i say as if i like literally any post-flashpoint kon comics 😔 but listen. the smallville squad are IMPORTANT#when theyre feeling Saucy they go one town over to hang out at TARGET.#there's like one (1) shopping mall in driving distance and it's like 40 minutes away but sometimes they go there even tho its tiny#just to wander around and occasionally ride the kiddie carousel by the food court. all of them hit their heads on it every time.#<- can you tell ive done this with my gay teenager in a small town friends back when i was in high school sjkdfh#kon#simon#lori#sajan
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hmmmm maybe this girl is getting too attached to me too quickly. it's been 2 days of texting 🫠 already so many pet names, expecting fast replies or asks if i'm okay, saying things like "now that i have you in my life it'll be much better" etc etc. hmmmmmm. smth to keep an eye on. inchresting. orange flag for now. noted 👍📝
#lay text#sometimes my swag is too much#at least over text lol ;;#girl YOU DON'T KNOW MEEEEEE#i know i'm romantically & platonically slutty due to my golden retriever gf syndrome (adhd)#but pls have some standards 😭😭#her head is in pink clouds but my feet are firmly on the ground#she is very sweet tho and seems rly cool#lots of fast closeness & vulnerability right away though. she's going thru it in life#and i'm good at offering support#but also we just met lol#i don't wanna hurt her feelings by pushing the breaks later on :'] but i might need to#we shall see...... taking things very slow. focusing on my inner growth & goals first and foremost in 2025!!!!!!
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
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Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#summit war saga#ch553#ft. luffy#ft. zoro#ft. nami#ft. usopp#ft. chopper#ft. robin#ft. franky#ft. brook#thinking abt that one blog that is kinda going around rn does it hate/love women or whatever#and even tho as of queueing this i havent seen op on there i dont think you could do a hard and fast yes or no for op#since i think there are a number of women that are loved by the series and oda does actually give women diverse body types#and not all of the good women are stereotypically attractive (lola and charlotte come to mind whenever i think about this)#and a lot of the women do have established goals and wants and needs that are validated through the narrative#even pudding is a well written character tbh <- needs to reread wci dont ask me to go into details quite yet#but then you look at some of the other character designs. and how some characters do just fall flat#or arent well written. given that its such a long series though that is so expected and it holds up a lot better than say...#naruto. or bleach. in this regard but i wish we did get more fights with nami and robin sometimes u know.#i do really enjoy the ones we get and i'm excited to get back to wano for robin's fight with black maria#bc i did see some screencaps from that and ik fights arent the only thing to showcase a character's worth#but this is a shounen series so to some extent fights are a staple of the genre.#idk where im going with this its 10pm for me and i'm very tired t-t#i'm so lighthoused out. and they're redoing the roof on my house this week which is so augh
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