#sometimes ill see my art too
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Been taking a deep-ish dive into Fablehaven tiktok and it is genuinely insane because 25% of it is just someone making a funny skit with the fablehaven characters, and the other 70% is stolen fanart and AI being used for brackendra slideshows and edits. The remaining 5% is people being like "omg does anyone else remember fablehaven"
#im sorry for not shutting the fuck up about fablehaven tiktok but its genuinely baffling how intense the art theft on fablehaven tiktok is#aezenia fairykam and certain-death-awaits art are the biggest victims of art theft on fablehaven tiktok ive seen 😭#never any credit either#sometimes ill see my art too#i dont mind my art being used btw. its fine. just ask first and give credit 😭#-#fablehaven#hater tag
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I'm curious, how would your Suns design look during more serious situations, such as one of the Spearmaster broadcasts?
something like this
and now for a (slightly long) addendum: i know i depict SRS as jokey and kooky, but when it comes to not shitposting and actual characterization, i have Thoughts and Feelings about them. the entire story, they just want to do what they hope will help the people around them, even though it all ends up horribly, HORRIBLY wrong. that's tragic, and it has my interest. considering the heaviness (and intrigue) of SRS’s storyline, for me to only ever depict them as a goofball be way too shallow of me, and unfaithful to their canon characterization.
so to answer your question: they hold themselves together, of course, but the shame, regret, and embarrassment is still evident.
#i dont wanna get my characterization of srs from other peoples headcanons#but im admittedly a little too preoccupied to sit down and meticulously comb through their dialogue to see what each sentence reveals#my srs personality is usable but its not as detailed and tailored as id like it to be yknow#cause. just. MAN i really need to sit down and obsessively pore over those broadcasts and pearls sometime okay#also not saying that looking at other headcanons is bad. it set me straight way back when on a couple of my own minorly dogshit ones i had-#-when i didnt have a full grasp of the story#but i also just want to come to my own conclusions on srs#UGH. rain world is so good. the horrible events that happen dont happen because of some big bad shallow villain#but just people making bad decisions sometimes. because of concern. because of desperation. because of love. which happens with people.#auuuugh#my art#ask#rainworld#wait why has this been sitting in my drafts for over a week? be free my child. ill schedule this to post in an hour or something
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chat i think im gonna be sick
(Powers of X #6)
#xmen#xmen comics#powers of x#charles xavier#snap scans#snap chats#moira stronger than me like ik why we here we're gonna die if not and so that is why she is stronger than me she is committing#i woulda kissed him in this moment too tho she and i are family on that front im afraid i do find him very cute#also. SIDE TANGENT. i loved the art before this of charles slowly processing the horrors of moiras mind ...#EXCELLENT art i must eat it at once#the most devious part of this is after i finished reading i went to go to my brother to talk about What I Read#and the second i pulled up like 'his sad eyes Brother im gonna be sick' he immediately quoted this page I HATE IT HERE#thats why they had to put that dome over charles' eyes so no one could look at his sad eyes anymore#this is in fact something i love and always love seeing but it still hurts i will not LIIIEEE#cant wait to read bout how this all goes horribly wrong ....#while my bro and i were talkin we were talkin bout other in-between stories an i wanna check those out at some point ...#maybe ill check my comic shop sometime in the future idk. for now im gonna throw up !!!!!!!!!!#i will simply spend tomorrow watching the rest of 92 im almost done with it. relatively speaking i will feel healed then probably#i got like two seasons left which is basically the same length as season 3 and then its onto 97#thats just one season for now so ... should finish that quick ..#ok bye i have Being Sick to be
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(unfinished)
not something id usually post but i just realized i could post things i wouldnt normally now that ive discovered the art of (forgetting about it and deleting in the morning) so yeah. this was supposed to be a companion piece to that draki drawing i did the other day but i started getting rlly anxious about not matching the brush size w the other one so here we are lol
#scp#scp fanart#dr clef#clefdraki#dr kondraki#by technicality#scp foundation#unfinished art#dont ask about the caption im incredibly irrational sometimes#ehhh not much fo say ill see if this stays up#yall r probably getting tired of me not liking my art but its not too bad i just have rlly high standards and anxiety is a strange thing#in general#sorry about that#shouldnt have posted that to hashtag general#rugi dong#yang bener aja#oh shit#illustration#forgor
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drawing for myself and idk 2 other fans
#granblue fantasy#gbf#maleagant gbf#bacons art#sometimes theres just that one (1) npc that is tailor made to your taste in fictional character and u can do nothing about it other than#sit back and let them take over your brain like a plague#i know its a small SMALL fanbase when I google his name and my own fanart shows up in the search result....#oughhhhghghhg#could make a long list about why i like him so much but ill just put a few pointers#1) dragon ancestors and could turn into one (cool) 2) too kind for his own good and got taken advantage of 3) really REALLY#good character design !!! I love robes and it has a nice silhouette 4) kasuyuki kase...........#hoping to see him in the new event... dude is a walking plot device
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in tma the perspective the listener is put into is these little tape recorders thatll just click on automatically whenever something spooky's goin down
but i really enjoy that there seem to be multiple different kinds of equipment watching the crew in tmagp. sometimes itll sound like the computer itself is listening, while other times, like in the break room, they sound much grainier and distant, almost like a security camera's audio
idk what that means but i really am enjoying the sound design of tmagp so far and im glad i finally got caught up
#sable screams#text#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#its also been really cool to see everyones designs for the cast#i cooked up some of my own designs so ill post those on my art blog sometime too
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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love the spoketech hug/g
spoke has somehow managed to remind minz that he did what he had to to protect spoke and planet tho and theyve been fairly happy and affectionate together/pos/info
meanwhile my crackship us uu!rosplin because listen, my leader might be a martyr but he is cute while he sacrifices himself for us haha/very pos
this isnt a request im just rambling at you haha/clarification
btw do you have names for the species you draw anyone as?
-🔍🏰(f:🦜✨)
that's great! don't worry, i don't mind people rambling in my inbox, i ramble a lot myself, so i get wanting to share something with someone. <3 about species, no, not really. most of the species i make my designs are either based on my own oc lore, or just straight up species from it. (like with spoke) sometimes i just take the inspo from how i write the certain species in my own lore. like with parrot, egg and ro. (i draw ro and egg both as angels, if it wasn't clear. parrot is an avian.) i'm only in the early process of writing it all, so i don't really have actual names for species, and it's not like they're some original species, they're mostly just something i make up on the spot or my interpritations. (my sona is also a species from my oc lore, btw)
#☆ inbox .#happy you liked the art btw ^_^#sorry kind of yapped there#i like working on my own world building its fun#still thinking of occasionally dropping some of my oc art too if anyone would be interested#i dont know i have a second blog that i made recently for other stuff since i kind of want to keep this one for mcyt#idk we'll see#sometimes i kind of just add little quirks like feathers in hair for avians. it has a more cultural meaning than just accessories#also parrot is just generally based on one of the families in it#okay ill stop here
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Dragato trying to be supportive and coming off as fake and creepy is peak autism, love it
you know the hilarious thing here is that i as the writer am actually writing him being genuine but i had another friend instantly be suspicious and assume the worst of him too. which is honestly totally fair for my dragato considering his hypothetical "put a dollar in whenever youre an asshole" jar is 80% full. and also of course hilarious enough that i cant pass up the opportunity to make this a canon thing. canon now
#yall see what i mean now by: would run an ask blog if i could LMAO#anyways yeah ill answer asks in character sometimes why not#for when i want to get into hijinks with the ask blog life but am too scared of the commitment#casual relationship you could say#sir falspar#sir dragato#asks#anonymous#krbay#kirby right back at ya#kirby#my art
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alternate version of "he would not fucking say that". he would not fucking have muscles like that
#there is an author i love. their fics are great. however something recently made me realize we live vastly different lives#and that's their tag on a few fics. ''buff ranpo agenda''. hm.#no shade. the tone of the post is only jokingly aggressive i don't actually mean any ill will#that being said. WHAT!!!!!!#this wasn't even the trigger to this post that one was art of buff fyodor.#i think we see these guys in fundamentally different ways.#(or maybe they just chose to do this for fun and didn't think abt it too deeply. extremely valid also)#(not gonna link the fics/art btw i don't wanna put anyone on blast or have ppl pass it onto the creators ajskfllhh)#(they should get to have fun I'm just complaining bc it's my blog and it's good to complain sometimes.)
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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sksjdj this made me laugh!
i didnt know what to put on the mug, i didnt know what might symbolize madoka, so i just drew a little mini kyubey💀
but lets just say its merch, in a timeline where madoka is actually a huge fan of madoka magica. and the mc is...homura!!!!
i think i just made a super cool au
(thanks for more of the super kind words! im glad you like the way i draw! i'm trying my best to stick with the style of madoka magica while still incorporating my own style in there, hope its working)
#aghhh im so grateful#you are super nice#thanks for the motivation for me to draw more mm!!!!#ive been struggling with finding fandoms that i fit into recently#and im finding so many different things that im interested in that its too much for my brain#so i keep feeling overwhelmed that i have to draw EVERYTHING because i want to!!#i just dont have the time energy or motivation#all the while trying to stick to my roots with danganronpa#im slowly forgetting danganronpa and how much i have a passion for it and its stressing me out#as much as i want to grow as a person i genuinely want to keep up with danganronpa and learn more about it!#im just in a stage where im discovering a lot of different things such as madoka magica and its a lot#because i feel the need to create create create everything i see#every scenario i really want to draw!#but theres too much!!!#i didnt even have the motivation to draw danganronpa (my one and only fandom) for a long long time#but now that im starting off strong with mm#i think ill really be able to get some creativity out there#it makes me happy that my art is enjoyable by you and others so#seriously thank you so much for your words and excitement about the things i make bc i need that sometimes!#even if it seems small like im overreacting#it is just really nice to hear a total stranger say that they like the things i make#i know its not just to make me feel better and that its genuine#ive never really had social media or posted the things im passionate about ever#this is honestly super new to me#so yeah#a little means a lot#sorry for ranting i just wanted to say that haha ty for reading
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Idk if I mentioned it before, but one of the Hashtag Themes™️ I want to embed into TMM is the spirit of the saying "the only way out is through", and uhhhh BIG EMOTIONAL EXHALE CAUSE DAMN I'M GETTING A REMINDER THAT IT SURE IS TRUE
For real though, been thinking of that quote for the past few days again. Grief makes you want to squirm out of your skin and escape to a place where your reality isn't true. But that is impossible, and you have to walk with your grief and feel all the heartache instead in order to fully heal from it.
#shea muses aloud#it's easier today but still raw#i drive home and expect to see him at the window y'know?#or ill open the backdoor and expect to hear his little claws tapping against the floor as he runs over to go outside <:']#so naturally im back to writing because a lot of what im feeling is a challenge to describe#writing them in prose is helpful. describing around their shape to get a sense of them#also yes i do remember that when we last left off Link was going “wow i should stop running from my feelings”#and then immediately ran from his feelings#the boy hasnt been to therapy#UNLIKE ME~#i guess im just BUILT DIFFERENT#<- is sobbing on the ground too actually#this is a big ol ramble dw abt it#tldr if im feeling Big Feelings sometimes i get all up in the Art Therapy of it all
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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it
#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something#but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller#which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this#and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely#oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart#so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar#i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to#because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of#its probably the resilience though#im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically#this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it#just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear#it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts#this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement#what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again#if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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So I've hit a bit of a dead end in my life where I have no idea what to do or what I want to do. Do you have any advice on how to try and figure it all out?
Also I love ur duncney fics you should be an author <3
listen, anon. i'm 26. as much as i am flattered that you think i have it figured out, i do not. i'm willing to bet i wont have it figured out in ten years or twenty or forty-five. the thing is, i'm fine with that.
so here's my advice:
honestly, just keep living. put one foot in front of the other. find things you enjoy for no other purpose than enjoyment.
you don't have to 'do' anything -- living is about experiences. not every one of them have to have a purpose.
most of being human is drifting around and wondering why youre here. none of us really have the answer. that's okay. that's normal. maybe you'll never figure out what you're meant to 'do'. and that's fine!
the thing that keeps me anchored in the sea of Being Alive All the Time, and the thing that keeps most people anchored, is passion.
step one of discovering your passion, whatever it is, is to allow yourself to discover it. pick up pointless new hobbies and let yourself put them down if you dont enjoy them. read new books. read wikipedia articles for things youve never heard of. go on long walks in new parts of your neighborhood. listen to a new podcast. watch a video essay about something stupid youve always been curious about.
make bad art. paint shitty pictures, draw shitty portraits, write shitty stories. let yourself be bad at things. let yourself be purposeless.
accept the fact that you are human and unsure about your place in the universe -- because those two things go hand in hand. this is the curse of sentience. embrace it.
#sometimes knowing what to do will come to you#but that knowledge isnt permanent#you will always come unmoored#life is not lived in the safety of a harbor but on the open ocean#let yourself discover who you are. and then discover who you are again. and then discover who you are again. and then--#you are not at a dead end. you are at a crossroads#and if you just keep going you'll carry yourself to where you want to go#even if you have no idea where that is#anon#also thank you for reading my fics! see the 'make bad art' portion of this to know how i do it#sorry this is long im currently manic and i had so many thoughts#i am not the pinnacle of achievement my shit posts paint me as#i smoke too much weed and love a drunk ciggie i never do my laundry i dont believe in yardwork#i jump from hobby to hobby i spent too much money i love to cook but hate cooking#im the queen of procrastination i cry in court bathrooms i hold a grudge like its a hand#i cant figure out how to get my dog to listen to me i dont know when to shut up i dont know when to speak out#i forget to wear sunscreen i havent figured out how to forgive my father im a star wars prequel apologist#i dont know if ill ever know what to do or how to do it#i just keep moving forward and find what i need#your life is not a fetch quest for some higher purpose#it's just your life. try not to take it too seriously#ask#mumbles#jesus this is long
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