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multicolored nymphia !
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i don’t even know what came over me but i just drew this in like 3 hours
#i saw the og picture on her story and i was floored#something abt the lighting idk#i think i cooked on this one guys#time to not draw again for months (jk i have so many wips begging to be finished)#nymphia wind#rpdr s16#rpdr fanart#fanart#drag race fanart#drag queen fanart#my art#banana buddha#i almost posted on ig first and then i was like WAIT NO#tumblr always gets it first 💘💘💘
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out of your friends which are you?! (skilltobers 13, 15, 16, 17, 18)
#my art#GODDD#disco elysium#animation#skilltober#skilltober 2024#disco elysium skills#de shivers#de half light#de endurance#de physical instrument#de electrochemistry#de fanart#high effort posting i BUSTED MY ASS FOR THIS#i never animate. which i think you can tell#i might toss the stills and animations and stuff as jpegs and gifs in a reblog later but before that some design details!#couldnt design half light exactly how i wanted but i needed him to look unsettling. Lol#he's naked. he's vulnerable. he is an exposed nerve. he is the walking talking “bite them before they bite you because they have before”#so...a little bit peeled looking lol. tall and gangly and spindly but hunched over to look animalistic and threatening#i didnt want to kill myself doing all the markings on every frame but he's got eyespots!#nature's way of mimicking something more powerful than you (generalization idgaf about peacocks)#and his bones are marked out right beside them. but dont pay attention to them just pay attention to those eyes. dont hurt this guy#idk if im getting it across in a way that makes sense#but yeah. digitigrade because he deserves it#i dont have much to say abt the others theyre pretty generic#bye bye i need to draw threshold tomorrow#fanart
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Steve closed down his computer after his last therapy session of the day (it was a short day – it’s only three in the afternoon), and swiveled around in his chair to look out the window onto his backyard.
It’s nice out. He could go for a walk around the neighborhood or putter around the yard for a while – probably one of the last opportunities before the fall weather starts to turn on them.
He knows he isn’t going to do either of those things though. Instead, he’s gonna sit around keeping one eye on his phone because he knows his oldest daughter Moe’s course schedule and he knows she’s about to be heading to her next class which means she’s probably going to be calling him just like she’d done two other times today.
Sure enough, only a few minutes later, Steve’s phone started to ring with a call from Moe.
“Hey,” he said as he answered the call.
“Hi Pop,” she replied, her voice coming through the phone a little crackly, broken up by the sound of wind and city traffic around her.
“You on your way to class?”
“Uh-huh. That chem for engineers course – Pop, you wouldn’t believe the shit that rats get up to in this city. It’s crazy. I literally just saw a massive one dragging a whole bag of those little…you know…the red cheese – well, the cheese isn’t red, it’s just–”
“Babybels,” Steve finishes for her.
“Yeah, those! Pop – an entire bag of Babybel cheese being dragged down the street by a rat," Moe exclaims before immediately heading down another tangent.
Two months into Moe’s freshman year of college, Steve thinks she might be a little bit lonely.
She’s always been independent (sometimes to a scary extent, if he’s honest) and she’d handled most of the transition like a champ, but that kind of independence has its ups and downs, and Moe’s never been all that great at the social stuff. Unlike her sisters, she hadn’t had a big group of friends in high school, just a few good ones that she’d made early on in school and stuck with until graduation.
Now, he thinks she might be having some trouble with the whole making new friends piece of moving to a brand new city (goddamn New York City, because these kids won’t let him see a second of peace, and even though he trusts Moe and knows she can take care of herself, Steve still isn’t really in a place yet where he can sleep easy knowing she’s out there on her own).
He knows that Moe will find her people just like he had done years ago. In the meantime, she's been fulfilling that human need for social interaction through lots of calls with him and Eddie (and he'd once even caught Moe and Robbie on a video call together, which he's pretty sure had never happened before).
Steve’s not gonna complain. He’d pretty much drop anything to talk to his kids.
After a few minutes, the background noise coming from Moe's side of the call fades away.
"Okay, I have to go," Moe says, "I might call you later."
"I'm around," Steve replies, because for her (for all his kids), he'll always be.
"'Kay. Love you Pop."
"I love you too."
He waits a beat for Moe to end the call and when she does, he gets up, sticks his phone in his back pocket so he'll know when it rings again, and goes on with his day.
#something something steve being a comfort person for his kids the way his parents had never been for him#moe was *aghast* the one time steve had to decline her call#moe: hello it’s me your child#moe: the light of your life#idk i have big thoughts abt moe being the one they thought would fly furthest from the coop but then she ends up sticking around the longes#liv’s steddie dads verse#steddie#steddie dads#steve harrington#eddie munson
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Idk man, I just wanna go missing and hope I'll be found dead
oh well
Tutorial on how to make attractive bots unattractive :
Just give them to me lol
#Idk why he so attractive#transformers#maccadam#mtmte#lost light#transformers idw#trepan#There's something abt him
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mfs do anything but finish their wips . like startign another, for example
#trigun sky au. because i can.#light-guide (mainly) vash . usually assumed to be either isle or valley born. witnessed the fall#realm-guide wolfwood . isle born. very fond of moths/sparrows#vault scribes(?) meryl and milly . both vault born but people sometimes assume milly to be of prairie. they document spirit tradition-#slash seasons slash events idk anyting to do w preservation im thinking#knives and vash are light twins...#eden-guide knives... people assume hes vault born or somethinf. also witnessed the fall and is not very fond of spirits#hes a huge fucking fan of both creatures of light and darkness though#slander a dark dragon near him he will jump you . slash jay. . slash not j#angry at the whole industrialization thing that turned forest to what it is#see the fun thing about taking a game that doesnt have very very deep lore sans concept art (WHIHCH IM STILL SO FUCKING SAD ABT. ITS SO???)#is that you can just throw whatever at it to your liking#FOR EXAMPLE. SHARD RAINS? THAT WAS PART OF MY SKY UNIVERSE WAY BEFORE SHATTERING . THAT WAS WHAT CAUSSED THE FALL PARTIALLY SHFJHFHG#anyways s more or less implied that there was some form of mineral extraction in forest#and the rain there has literally no reason to drain your light . waters fine and everythnig. so something happened#and the trees looking so dead etc presence of crabs and gloomy skies in contrast to the brighter ones of previous areas#vash and knives occasionally do eden guiding together#iuhhhhhdk . i think wolfwood would but specifically for skykids who are going through their first run#milly and meryl at the season of remembrance..#meryl fond of valley races in secret milly big fan of tournaments they both ice skate at the dreams village and visit performance theater#because i SAY SO#brad luida home. vault born mostly vault dwellers see season of remembrance. uh idk big on trying to understand and improve technology#and contraptions left behind by spirits#“wow mr vash mr knives . you both sure do know the ins and outs of the realms!” and they both give eachother looks like WE WERE THERE WHEN#THE KINGDOM IN THE SKY FELL#rems a spirit beeteedubs .#twins thought they were the first skykids. stage whisper tesla#mhhhhhh vash loses his arm to a shard....#think. the plant trio all have like... a higher concentration of light than even creatures of light themselves#gate equivalent ig?
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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ohhh, da fandom, how i've not fucking missed you lmaooo the new game's release is still a month away but already i'm reminded exactly why i became convinced i'd never want anything to do with that franchise again. jesus christ. except this time im 30 and hopefully better at tailoring my online experience to not exhaust me & make me pissed and anxious (even if half of da tumblr is like. already laser-focused on making this a shit experience for everyone who stumbles upon their fuckass posts huh hfgjhjhjd)
anyway i'm listening & learning & blocking even MORE tags & not looking at SHIT until i play the game myself <3 For Real this time. "oh but surely it's just an innocent opinion and not a spoiler or anything--" that is the devil talking. all posts abt veilguard rn are full of shit, on account of The Game Isn't Fucking Out Yet How Are You Guys Already Having Novel-Length Opinions (TM)!!!! anyway i simply don't need that kind of energy in my life
i enjoy these games too much to be chased outta here by deranged drama i'm not even a part of again 😭 get fucked & god unbless
#don't mind this both the readmore and the tags are just one long rant on the topic of Bitching About The Dragon Age Fandom <3#personal blah#sdjhfjkj that one post making fun of this fandom and its drama and callouts.... it really is LITERALLY like that no exaggeration#y'all are so fuckin stupid god bless! idk what's funnier#the people who already formed a full comprehensive opinion abt the game based on the spoilers and scraps of news we've been given#(the opinion is of course that it's All Bad!! what else!! 'veilguard will NEVER be origins idk why i even bothered' it's so dark in here)#OR the people who full ass expected some masterpiece of storytelling that will tie in EVERY single loose strand of story together#and that will bring ALL of the previous playable characters and ALL the companions back (or at least SURELY the ones they like!! duh!!)#be so fr rn 😭 it's a new game!! new story!! for the love of god can we move on long enough to experience something new#& also you guys KEEP getting big mad disappointed by EVERY new bioware game. Why Did You Think This Would Be Different.#we've BEEN here before. how have we not learned anything#you hated da2 and inquisition too like jhjhgjgfhh at this point maybe Adjust Your Expectations at least a little? Just A Thought#shoutout also to the people who are mad about how much the game seems--key word SEEMS mind you--to be focused on solas#i'm super not crazy about him either but the game was literally called dreadwolf for most of it's development like. what did you EXPECT#ANYWAY. fjghfhjkd#dav#<- that's for my blog navigation. potentially. i might start tagging all the games for myself again idk we'll see#god i needed to get this off my chest fjghjhjk i feel so light now. emptied all my annoyance into the void and now i'm all 😌😇
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i know it's sort of gone out of fashion with The Young Ones, but i love the term FtM............. transmasc just doesnt hit like i need to, it's too wishy-washy for me, FtM feels so concrete, so grounding.
#charlie.txt#like transmasc as an attempt to group a large portion of identities together? sure ig i fit in there#but it doesnt feel like my label#ftm tho#it does things to and for my gender#it doesnt leave anything up to intepretation#it boldly states where ive been and where im going#and theres smth just. idk. sexy abt it.#no offence to the transmascs but it just feels too light of a term for me#as someone who sits fully in the Man Box i need something that says Man#not In The Male Neighbourhood
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Girl we r obssessed
#that's not a word count it's a letter count btw fjfkkckfk I just got scared when I saw it#but doing the maths like that's about at least 10k words or more#which isn't a lot but it's a lot for a silly little videogame character I made up in my head methinks#like that's not. that's not the fic tab I have a different tab for the fics#that's just the notes#I just. I just kinda like her yk I think she's neat#she's my silly little thief girl whom I think about normally like a normal person#sleep.txt#I should really like. do something w this at some point yk#I've been thinking abt it like what if I actually Did something with it#pls don't say 'just post the fics' I'm still too insecure abt my writing to let them be Perceived#but idk maybe I could draw something?? or write a little summary for her or do some backstory scenes idk I think that would be fun#there are some scenes I had some rlly nice lighting in mind for
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wait off topic if I change Cinder's semblance for my rwby canon-adjacent au.... would this be controversial editing to warn people that the tags are novel length but that i love them and also @graythegreyt pls read them when u have a chance
#wick lore#i have asked myself this question with almost every character but for cinder i was thinking abt her dustweave (?) clothing#dustweave. dust infused. something like that#her v1 outfit that has the design on the sleeves that lights up when she sends out fire. that's her using fire dust that's in the cloth#but as far as i know this is a detail that literally never comes up again like we never see anyone else with clothing like this#so i asked myself. what if that was her semblance instead. that she had the ability to sew dust into cloth#how hard would it be for the girl modelled after cinderella to know that her semblance required her to do domestic labor to be used#thus explaining why it doesn't show up in later volumes because once she gets the maiden powers she thinks she doesn't need it#idk i think making her semblance be 'she can heat stuff up' and thus making her semblance indistinguishable from maiden powers#for the entirety of the series. is a bit of a waste. bc semblances say a lot about characters right#i know there's a point to be made about like. it manifested as that at that time because cinder has always been angry etc etc#but wouldn't it hurt from a different narrative angle. to have her semblance be dustweaving. when she doesn't have any money#no money to buy dust with but a semblance that makes her a skilled and incredibly rare craftsperson but can she bear to sell her skills#when they've been used against her for so long? when all she's known is hard work and grit and sweat? when it's probably dangerous?#anyway i think im about to hit the limit for tags but. lmfao. the possibilities!!! also the association between handsewing and the HOME!#something she's always wanted but never had. a safe place to sit by a fire that she doesn't have to tend and do her work...#also like the possible tension with mercury bc she's wishing her semblance was more offensive + merc's like BE GRATEFUL YOU HAVE ONE???#i headcanon that mercury has a semblance though. that he has silver eyes and his dad took those from him by making him hate the world#...anyway#goodnight
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I’ve spent many years learning the vocabulary to describe literature. I love words— they’re one of my most passionate passions. But there is something special about someone having a reaction to art without the terminology to untangle it.
Once I was hanging out with this polisci major, and he’d read a story of mine that had come out a few days ago. He really liked it but it took him a couple of tries to explain why. Then he told me, “I feel different after reading it. I feel older.”
I still think about that sometimes.
#older as in wiser not like my words had AGED HIM jsjdjdjdd#it was an absurdist piece about survival partners during the apocalypse it wasn’t a light read jejdjdnd#he was a nice dude; maybe one of the nicest I’ve ever met#should have kissed him 😔#squawk tag#someone on here told me something about their reaction to my stories and I think abt it almost every day#idk who you are but you changed me#and I love you
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welcome to night vale + the lights above the arby’s
[wtnv 230 - carlos, explained // wtnv 100 - toast // wtnv 1 - pilot]
#wtnv#welcome to night vale#wtnv spoilers#welcome to night vale spoilers#tried smth new here. idk. I’ve been having feelings abt the lights above the Arby’s for a decade now#ik there’s other instances of the lights being mentioned (obviously lmao) but I think these three alone make a nice timeline-#-to show the development of how people (specifically Carlos + Cecil) feel about those lights above the Arby’s#going from a neutral <oh those are just there. it’s a part of life> to <I had my first kiss under them and now they’re something special>#and a more current <we know what the lights are and they’ve been explained to us. the magic and the memory is no longer what it was>#anyway. happy pride month
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genuinely fucking asking . do they sell inhalers for like panic attacks. because every time ive had a panic attack around my asthmatic friend and she gives me her inhaler it deadass helps so fucking much
#ik its a prescription but I feel like the correlation is way too fucking strong for there not to be something here#im having a panic attack rn for reference but it is very much substance induced and im like okay I just cnanot lie down because the moment#I lie down it feels like my lungs stop working. but like its manageable when im sitting up#do NOT mix Focalin and caffeine !!!! it worked last time but NOT TODAY!!! noted!#idk if you'd even call that a panic attack but like my body isn't shutting down like as long as im sitting up I can manage. but dude I laid#down just now and I swore I saw the light for like 2 minutes. and by god was I panicking!! and still am about things! but mostly abt not#being able to breathe#anyway this post turned into something else lol#im not having a heart attack I promise#but inhalers are sort of like hard reset buttons on breathing right . I just feel like maybe we should consider this
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i also think the reason courtney’s arc always gravitates around teams and family and community themes is because stargirl is by nature a social creature; stargirl is created out of courtney’s yearning for community and understanding—something she feels she left in california, something she feels she (courtney whitmore) can’t have anymore, but an alternate version of her (stargirl) might be allowed to. and it’s kind of sad actually because if they’re not shoe-horning her into some romantic relationship, her emotional development over any given arc always follows this pattern where courtney (as courtney) feels like she can’t rely on anybody and everybody relies on her (as stargirl) and always ends with her learning to rely on someone but this narrative cycle also never ends. it repeats forever and ever. this is the only emotional plot they write for her (outside of giving her a love interest, which i could argue is just the same thing in a different font but w/e)
i don’t know when this post got so negatively charged actually i apologize i think it’s fascinating how stargirl is inherently a social creature because she was born of courtney’s need for community but i am also tired of seeing her go through the same emotional developments run after run because there are so many interesting narratives and developments that could be done with her and it feels like every issue and run just goes through the same motions. which yes. that is in fact just what comics are like i suppose. still i’d like to see something new and interesting with her. i think it’s possible that because of her genesis and the inspiration for her as a character there’s a sort of fear to take any risks with her, resulting in this endless loop of same-shoe-different-foot stories
moreover on the relationships arc point i do think it’s interesting how her love interests always fall for stargirl first, and it reinforces this ‘stargirl gets what courtney can’t have’ theme; mainly interesting because courtney sees herself as so enmeshed with stargirl that it’s rarely introspected on in any meaningful capacity and yet it’s so blatantly prevalent throughout her narrative. not to tie it all together in a neat little bow but it’s also because she’s rarely given room to be introspective; between the fear of tarnishing the memory of a real life woman and the inherently socially hungry creature that is stargirl, her arcs and narratives are almost bound to fall into the trap of being more about stargirl’s companions and the people she rescues rather than focusing on developing or even embellishing her as a character in her own right at all
#eleanor.txt#courtney whitmore#she’s becoming this. amorphous blob#she’s like the idea of courtney whitmore. lacroix stargirl#the shadow of a shadow of a shadow of herself#i don’t know. i think i miss stars and stripe courtney a little bit#i’ve been reading tlc and it’s just. man. i don’t know i enjoy it while i’m reading it#but then i Think about it. and. well#i have a whole tlc review post (finished it while drafting this post) and it’s. i’ll let it speak for itself if it ever gets out#i don’t know if i’ll let it see the light of day#idk where to fit this in but i do acknowledge that the whole love interest falls for stargirl thing doesn’t apply to the show#which IS interesting there’s something to be said abt that#and if i watched all of the show. i would have something interesting to say about it. but i didn’t#i will one day. i promise#it’s also strange bc. she has the same writer. so it really shouldn’t feel like such a drastic change from her original s&s run#but somehow. they manage!#take this whole post w a grain of salt there’s at least one exception to every point i make. i’m talking in a general sense
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the thing abt tsugimi ohba interviews is that sometimes i think he genuinely does not know why he does the things he does. like him responding to the theory that L knows capoeira by saying his thought process was that that was just how a person would fight while handcuffed like.... no it wasnt. that couldnt have been his thought process because light is also handcuffed in that scene but he's punching. but no one questions it and it probably felt like the right decision at the time because it makes sense that L would fight in an unusual way and light would fight in a more typical way. i ofc dont think the capoeira thing was secretly intentional but like it was proabably something more like that L fighting w his legs feels more natural with the way L tends to carry himself (like later in that scene he's crouching and doing the wrist-above-hands thing). but ofc thats a lot harder to explain both to urself an in an interview than "handcuff fighting". the capoeria v handcuff fighting thing isnt actually that important to me though im just using this as an example to say that like. death of the author aside jus cuz tsugumi ohba says he did something for a particular reason or w particular intention doesnt mean hes right. like yea sometimes the author meant x and we can ignore that an interpret y but othertimes people just dont actually remember why they wrote a certain thing. i think sometimes artists find something that works and dont necessarily know why it works or what exactly they found
#im kind of avoiding what specifically this is abt to me bcz its hard to explain in a way thats concise#maybe ill elaborate later#but its also kind of abt silence of the lambs an thomas harris an idk how much most dn ppl care abt that anyway. or vise versa#for now it is jus important for this to be kept in mind when interpreting death note media. or any fiction really#death of the author is fine sometimes but this is separate from death of the author#this is more like. sometimes the author isnt just wrong bcz theres a better or more interesting interpretation#but bcz when asked to explain ur behaviors people will sometimes just make something up without really meaning too#death note#something something.... why light handcuff an not misa... hayes code and older inverted detective media...... something...#ill get there
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oh wow ok when the sun explodes and you are on the night side of the planet it gets pitch black! terrifying
#the supernova is too small and too far away and the planet too big for light to reach you#idk its like#imagine u didnt know abt the loops#like ur just a regular person on this planet#and then u hear a distant explosion so distant it might as well have been the thunder of the planet youre on#and then the light is suddenly gone#you cant see in front of you. only the distant light from lightning strikes and the artificial light provided from the nomai structures and#your flashlight#you dont know whats going on. this is new uncharted territory. and then u hear this whooshing noise. and like the sun is rising light begins#to brighten your surroundings#you. as a scientist and astronaut might think it was an exlipse or something#and then streaks of light like meteors glow across the sky and that whooshing noise grows louder and louder and the lighter brighter and mor#more bluer than youve ever seen#and then you hear a great explosion as the light reaches its peak and then you no longer exist#and then you wake up at the start of your last day to do it all again#you dont know it you dont remember it its just another day to you but its endlessly repeating#you will never rest and you dont know it bc its just another random day to you#you dont know the horrors to come youll never know bc even as it happens you wont understand#fucking hell i dont even understand#michi tag#anyways#not to get poetic abt this#but this game has me fucked up#time loops...........#anyways play outer wilds <3
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