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THE LIL DANCE I CANNOT
#disney golf#that's the game#mickey mouse#mortimer mouse#Youtube#LIKE ASFGSFGSH#someone tells him to stop it rn#the score is -5 idk golf logic but I laughed too hard adfgshw
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Shockwave. PLEASE get sleep omfg
#tumblr pls don't ruin the quality#💔💔💔#i used the wrong canvas size and i had to screenshot it#already half terrible quality but tumblr dont ruin it omg#transformers#tf#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#soundwave x shockwave#shockwave x soundwave#i was too lazy ro write to i had to use ultrakill text /hj#sketch#soundwave and his too concerning husband ❤️❤️❤️❤️#like MF stop your work rn and recharge with your husband bro he needs you!!!!1!!1#someone needs to tell him that sleep is important fuckin damn it#get sleep rn before your husband decides to knock u out!!!#cough cough anyways#i love them sm btw#i hope you all understand...
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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Had to physically restrain myself from putting on the next episode today this show has me in a vice grip I swear
#like I thought the other cliff hangers were bad but you’re telling me Joe shot someone and I’m not gonna find out who???#it’s deffo not the rogue guy I’m calling it being the accountant man idk his name#at least I hope it’s him I don’t want it to the uni girl and the reporters at least entertaining the accountants just annoying#and like obvs Abby’s got her whole thing going on but I’m sorry the train is having more drama than you rn#anyway had to stop otherwise I’d end up watching the last 2 episodes and being up past midnight on a London day which we Can’t Do so instead#we’ve been good and restrained ourselves and we’re gonna watch them tomorrow instead#idk why we’re talking in the royal we. it’s just me watching it. well me watching the show and my sister and her boyfriend watching me watch#the show cuz apparently that’s entertaining for them#nightsleeper
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I wish I could finish the writing I have due for work but like :')
I did so well yesterday during the daytime and then at night that's when the anxiety had to get me again? I had a semi good day today and then I got distracted 'cause my mom needed my help but even before that I'd been feeling off again so I can't blame it all on her...
#the Internet is so full of mixed messages too 'cause like#there's the 'some days you just can't give it your all' crowd#but then I see a video that says 'you need to ✨be consistent✨ or else you'll never make any progress ever :)'#I'm. frustrated.#I think this is where I have to remember spoon theory and not hate myself#I forget that so much shit online is by neurotypicals for neurotypicals#AKA not for me#also I made the stupid mistake of rereading the messages from someone who said my health and overall life is going to get worse :)#and I won't be able to accomplish anything because I missed all of my opportunities :)#I blocked him a long time ago dw#just wish I had the guts to block my shitty ex best friend too#who mutually knew that guy and possibly told him to tell that to me#Mmmm getting the sh urges again I need to. Stop thinking.#brain loud :')#Why does nighttime have to be terrible always fr#I'm trying not to lose it rn but. Night is sososo bad for the brain I'm gonna cry except I can't 💔
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this is gonna sound incredibly virtue signal-y i fear but i have been feeling. so fiercely protective of all the transfems i've ever met lately
#marzi speaks#I PROMISE I'M NOT TRYING TO EARN GOOD BOY POINTS HOLD ON LET ME. EXPLAIN MYSELF HERE#obvs we're in kinda a tense political climate rn#and i'm noticing trends have been getting . increasingly misogynistic lately?#in like . a subtle but for sure still noticeable way#and women are being dismissed and all this awful shit#and ppl are going. completely mask off about it when the woman happens to be a trans gender#and it reminds me of when i was a little girl. and how my mom spent so much time in my childhood#training me to not stand for and take misogynistic bullshit from anyone. and to defend other women too#she taught me to assert myself in professional or academic environments. she taught me to stand proud and take up physical space#once as a kid my great uncle (who's always been a nut) didn't let me come on a fishing trip because i was a girl#when i came to my mom crying about it because i loved boats and fishing and my family she just about murdered him. completely tore into him#my whole life my mom has been there to tell me that people will try to put me down. they will try to overlook me or dismiss me#or make me feel smaller. and if i dare to get too confident i'll be labeled bossy or a bitch#and that no matter what i do i cannot let those pieces of shit win. i cannot let that stop me#and that i'd have to fight so fucking hard for it my whole life and it won't be fair but i will do it because i have no other option#and i'm seeing a lot of transfems having to navigate that now too#but they didn't get the privilege of being trained in this since day 1. they have to figure it out on their own#and the demonization right now is so strong that a single misstep can be. so dangerous#and it makes me so mad. all of that built up anger from every time i've had to learn how to not take misogynistic bullshit comes to a boil#the little girl scout in my brain who grew up forcing people to see that a girl can do whatever the fuck she wants fuck you is ACTIVE rn#she's angry. she's so angry. because she's seeing the same bullshit she dealt with in middle school being repeated again#anyways. transfems. i love you so much. you deserve so much fucking better.#i hope you can safely advocate for yourself. until then i will fucking yell and scream from the rooftops because this shit is so unfair#you should be allowed to succeed and you should be allowed to fail. and you should be allowed to take up as much goddamn space as you want#and wear whatever the hell you want. transfems i love you and i am so so angry on your behalf. modern feminism has failed you#and i am going to kill someone over it#remember to be loudly and unapologetically yourself as much as you safely can. do not let them crush your spirit
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okay im gonna draw sheith making out now 🫶
#sheith posting#saw someone mischaracterise keith so bad to angst their fave and i think i lost 99% of my hp bc of that#he would NOT be a bully in hs be SO fr rn.#he would not fucking do that#stop making him an asshole when hes just??? not?????#keith and shiro constantly get mischaracterised#wonder why that is#in 2024 too like lets not please#you can tell when someone actually likes both the characters in a ship and when they only like one of them and hate/dislike the other
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i need to make a full outline for what i’d headcanon kh characters’ pokémon teams to look like at some point
#i’m sure someone has already done this but like y’know#i think sora togekiss is a good start#tell me sora wouldn’t have at least three friendship evos and toge would be one of the most perfect ones#also it’s associated with like. luck peace and happiness#oh oh it could be like. the rare lucky togepi appeared to riku originally#but he couldn't figure out how to get it to evolve#like he couldn't bond with it#so it left him and went to sora much to riku's dismay#and sora bonded with that thing and it evolved for him#making riku insanely jealous because that was supposed to be his#but eventually he accepts that it's a partner better suited for sora after all#and he meets his own beloved partner#stop meeee i'm supposed to be working on an essay rn but am about to brainstorm a whole au
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woagh 2 posts in one day
#sketch#listen your honor i love him#im unsure if i wanna tag yosuke in this bc theyre like 15 min sketches so i think imma leave it like this and let the lord decide#i know hes not a like the fan fave in persona but somehow the trash boy has grown on me and is now like top 4 for the whole damn franchise#like mold or smth#you just gotta like reimagine him as a very tired repressed bi 16 yr old in a closet made of glass and he immediately becomes more likeable#like bro he works retail and is 16 thats why hes like that#also like the scene from the group date in pq where he goes “all right now we can be partners for all eternity!!!!”#that lives in my head rent free#listen he lives with teddie and works retail#as someone who also worked retail i promise you most of his not kanji related outbursts are justified#the kanji stuff is bad fr fr but like hes also 16 in 2011#let the 1st 16yr old who was not an asshole and uninformed cast the first stone#sorry i have a lot of feelings for 1 yosuke hanamura and i needed to tell all of you in this my diary#which reminds me#most of yall came from me posting about dr which ndrv3 has a very special place in my heart and on my walls#but alas p4 kicked saihara to the curb so idk if ill be making anymore??????? maybe i might in the future but idk im old and tired#and dr is and always will be full of 13 yr olds which is fine but i dont wanna interact with them bc im old#and tired of the same discourse every 6 months#maybe when the not actually but totally is dr4 that kodaka is cooking up drops ill make dr art again but unlikely for rn#once i figure out how p4 protag chan's bowl cut works ill draw boys kissing#i do need to figure out how to draw boys kissing#since it will also lead to figuring out how to draw girls kissing which is almost dare i say more important#anywho thank you for coming to my newest diary entry#i will never stop yapping in the tags#this is a promise#yall gotta know all my thoughts in as many characters and tags tumblr will let me have
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lmao this is just my stardew farmer and alex
#might as well describe their story bc I will never finish that fanfic#sooo oanh's grandparents split and so her family lived in zuzu while her grandpa stayed on the farm. she was raised by her grandma#her mother works that unfulfilling joja office job so oanh grows up basically only relying on herself all the time. her grandma is harsh#but she secretly is very grateful for oanh. everyone else in the family (mom/aunt/little cousin) are very peppy and optimistic all the time#“anything can be achieved through hard work ~⭐” oanh and her grandma are like heyyy can we be fr rn thats not how it works lol#her grandma was super supportive of her moving into the valley but bc of her demeanor oanh was like “ah she doesnt want me here :(”#she's scared of being a burden bc she knows she doesnt work as hard as everyone else in her family and she's not rlly passionate??#(she does have interests like sewing and rollerskating but they're all expensive and she thinks they're too frivolous for a practical girl)#she hates the farmwork and she's drawn to alex bc he's 1: super extroverted 2: has a big dream and works his ass off to achieve it#he tells her about leaving to play gridball or whatever and she's like “yea this place is pretty lame” and he takes that super personal#shows her around town makes her try new things and actually interact with ppl her age and stop acting like such an old lady#it backfires when he realizes he might not want to leave town as badly as he thought. also theres a little tension and resentment#why are all these townspeople so accepting of the new girl but he's lived there way longer and not been able to get along with them??#some introspection she expresses her gratitude and admiration towards him they both walk away with a bit more self worth <33#they're both kinda young insecure and uncertain about their futures and they compensate by pretending to be someone they're not#idk this is where the story ends they learn to open up and rely on others......and they both build each other up and thats the end ig#theres like a little side lore about oanh and her family it's nothing
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Fucked up how happy I get whenever I make content of Shinjiro Aragaki being actually loved and getting to heal and learning to love the little things in life and getting to express himself. What’s up with that
#persona#shinjiro aragaki#hes the only one i really respect here#its like so annoying though that i even care like whats wrong with me why does this bother me so much#just cuz i see myself in this character and also feel like shit and idk when he doesnt even get to live doesnt get to recover#and this is treated as a good game with a profound theme and this is treated as good writing#its hard not to be hurt when its like. im barely hanging on man#and youre telling me he can be saved by someone noticing him and caring about him and he can get through it and be loved and try to heal#but this is treated as some sorta disservice to the narrative and that you cant have the theme work this way#its like. but this is the only way i can even feel anything about this theme this actually makes me wanna try#seeing the character going through mental issues like mine die just like. it makes things suck idk#and its like why do i even care like this shouldnt matter but idk its like#if he can make it then why cant i#and im just really attached to this and i really really want to make my fic of him exist cuz. nothing is going good for me rn#but if i can make this one thing thats important to me where someone gets to recover then maybe ill feel less helpless#its what im trying to tell myself so i can stop feeling like im. idk cringe or something cuz im emotionally attached to a fictional#character and the wellbeing of this character feels like motivation for me#i just wish i wasnt so damn desperate about it 😩#anyway can someone please slap me with a fish so i can stop being insecure about my writing and just fucking do it
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Silently shaking your hand in butch who loves a pretty femme.
SHAKING IT VIGOROUSLY i love femmes sm femmes are literally so gorgeous sorry i hear someone mention them and i do Not stop talking. everyone please act shocked i went down the ningguang main to miko main pipeline.
#asks#Anonymous#for all the sub!reader i write i am. a stone butch. crying#g-d put me on this earth to please pretty femmes and by g-d i will do just that#im so sad about having to skip navia & chiori they r both so pretty and i am a weak butch but im gunning for arle rn#xianyun too ohhh lord it was testing me#but arle is so stone butch core i HAD to pull for him like. projection!!! but im right!!!!! i know a butch when i see one#arle holding the fatui together bc all the other women r femme and hes the only masc woman lord#anyway a pretty femme tells me what 2 do and i just listen like yes ma'am#i think abt femmes and then explode i literally love them so much is it too obvious.. /s :[#acting like i didnt write a novel abt ningguang bc someone said her name erm#anyway ill shut up now or ill never stop lord help me#love 2 see fellow butches in the fandom though where r they..#not a fic#for ppl who dont want 2 see me rambling abt femmes instead of actually writing um
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yeah i can't come to class today, sorry. yeah. yeah. it's cause my hair's too long. mhm. gonna put me out of commission til the weekend at least
#fuck it's too long it's too long it's too long hate hate hate hate hate kill kill kill#i am resisting the urge to cut it all off with scissors but just barely#i havent been able to go home lately and my clippers are there. fUCKK#ITS TOO LONG SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF HERE#i cant stop thinking about shaving my head again or at least cutting it short#it's summer i should have short hair summer is for short hair FUCKK THIS IS WEIRD#i feel like a sad stonermetal mushroom. in middle school. and NOT in a cool way if that wasnt clear!!#hhhhhhhhgnnnghfhn fuckk i feel so gross and weird#i didnt even do anything why are my spoons gone FUCKK. SHITITTTUJ DAMMIT#this is so dumb i literally skipped my second class for no reason and i have so mucj work but i didnt even do anything#i shoudktn be this out ofnit. euhhhhhghh#and i have a new friend and he really really wants to hang out and i dont hav.e the spoons#but i feel so bad.. and i have other ppl i wanna hang out with but i cant bring nyself to readh out#and even if they reached ouy i probably wouldnt be able to respond and i have to go see a show thid week too#bc theyre doing into the woods and i love that shit and i promised id go ans ive been lookign forward to it for months#but i cant. bwuhhhhhhhhghhhh#and i cant just tell the new friend i don't wanna hang out twice this week (one is the play) bc i blew him off all last week#i really dont wanna hurt his feelings but i really can't communicate like he wants me to. and ive kinda said that but still#mmmmmmnnnnuguhghh hes only doing it bc i mean a lot to him but it's moving so fast ans I can't really be there forbhim the way he probably#deserves.. i should probably eat skmething idk. eughhhhhhhhgghhghhggh. melting into a pile of slop and slurry rn#just gonna sink into my bed and not sleep and feel bad. hoorayy
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i don’t think anyone who hasn’t actually interacted with an alcoholic should have an opinion of matthew/his friends treatment of his alcoholism tbh
#‘they’re bad friends’ they literally have a system between them to try and keep him from hurting himself but they can’t do better than that#the concept of an alcoholic doesn’t even exist yet!!!#like. multiple times it’s shown that they tell him ‘hey maybe you shouldn’t drink rn’#and he ALWAYS ignores them (not blaming him because he is an addict)#the one time lucie told him outright to stop drinking he got Angry at her#and he also smashed a bottle when james confronted him about it#so to say that they’re bad friends for not addressing it like. WHAT did you want them to do#like idk if you haven’t actually had to deal with someone deeply addicted like that especially someone you care about..be quiet about it#like sometimes the best you can do is take someone’s keys away idk it’s really hard dealing with that#chain of thorns
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i will never not find it hilarious that they completely forgot to animate patty at the very end of the final cutscene in the last three frames of the whole group
and the dub didn't even give her voiced lines when everyone was shouting they so the localization forgot about her too
#GTF Vesperia Things#the loc also changed her line from “it stopped?” to “it's over?” which is awkward#bc i'm pretty sure she was referring to the blastia+spirit's power not working as they intended#i know the DE loc was really wonky and they rly just went what's a consistency tho#but it's actually very jarring for me to play the DE version bc the loc was actually relatively on point originally#and then all the additions and changes are super awkward in the loc#like flynn saying good luck out there to yuri if you sleep at the inn at aurnion... even tho he's literally in the party#you can tell they didn't actually check the original script for accuracy/consistency AT ALL#just really feels like they didn't care much about it ultimately and just shoved it out#the remake is what i have access to rn but like... the original was def better and like#as someone who did play the original numerous times it's so blatantly obvious where they changed/added stuff#esp since patty's lines outside of anything immediately directed at her own story#were almost entirely throwaway lines they stuck in there just to give her lines to make her more present#i'd say about half of flynn's added lines if not more for anything he wasn't originally part of were similar#like anything that was exactly the same except they stuck in a few extra lines for those two#and like... i love flynn but imo the DE version really didn't do him that much more justice (n-no pun intended)#and like it doesn't matter that they did plan patty originally bc ultimately she got cut#which meant making the entire story/plot without her; so adding her back in LATER is like... why did you fucking bother removing her then#they ended up having to forcefully stick her back in anyway and whatever she would've had in the first place#prob would've been better/integrated better into the story than trying to squeeze in lines wherever possible#and I say that bc her lines (and a chunk of flynn's) don't actually change anything. chars will respond the same with or without their line#like... hearts r did really great in integrating a new char into the main party#even if i usually do NOT like additions to the main cast in remakes and is usually why i don't want remakes in the first place for tales#and then you've got innocence r which just butchered everything with its additions#and vespy is right in the middle as like... why bother (for money i know but still)#also tho honestly with how little flynn is even actually playable it's still a big why bother for me#bc yeah i do love having him there and i do love the sidequest stuff with him#but the biggest difference between hearts r and the vespy remake is that they didn't really... remake it#they just stuck new things into existing unchanged content and added a little bit more and reused the base game#if the tag count is still thirty im out of tags lol i just have a lot of Feelings abt this remake
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forever wishing sam fender would unrelease dead boys
#it’s like the moment I get a glimmer of hope for my hometown it reminds me of how awful it is#I feel like I’m screaming underwater at people like there’s something actually insidious about that town#and I’ve BEEN saying it and it keeps getting written off as youthful angst#bc of COURSE you hate your hometown! everyone hates their hometown!#but now I’m going to another funeral for a boy in my year and it’s another suicide and I don’t even know him#i havent seen him since primary school I have no right to be so upset by this#but I’m just trawling his ig bc he looks the same#he looks the exact same and he hung himself. he was twenty#and ofc he’s connected to my family bc everyone is in that fucking town hes like a v distant cousin#so we know the news first like so many of his friends are out having a nice night rn#and I’m here with this knowledge despite not knowing him. like tomorrow someone is going to find out their best mate killed himself#the police are literally still at his house and my mum is telling me she loves me because it’s ALWAYS the boys in my year group#like off the top of my head alone bc i KNOW it’s more ive already lost six boys in my year and I’m 20#how many kids have to die before my hometown stops being such a shithole#sorry for the vent post i dont even know why this has gutted me so much#maybe bc the only memory i have of this boy is between the ages of 5-11 so I literally ONLY know him as a child#like he was so happy I can only remember him smiling and just. what went so wrong after that? he had spiky hair and gap teeth#and now I’ve been told that he hung himself and I just#god. i don’t even know anymore#I’ll never forgive that town#hella goes home
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