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[ginneke]

10 and 22 for the fanfic ask game please 👀

10. Is there a character or ship you'd love to write for, but haven't yet?

I recently started replaying two of my favourite Final Fantasy games (X and XII, for the record). Both of them are games I first started playing over a decade ago, but for one reason or another I never got around to finishing them. In both cases I love the ensemble casts -- though not necessarily through a shipping lens, especially in the case of XII. I much prefer the platonic/familial/friendship ties in this particular entry.

Once I've finally got past that point in the story, I'd love to write something with Dr Cid and his wayward son, or perhaps something to do with the missing Judge Zecht (if you know, you know). Or something with Fran and Penelo (Ashe gets so much of the development already within the main storyline, but I love how Fran and Penelo check in on each other throughout the cutscenes). And in X, I would want to explore Lulu's backstory some more sometime, or to try to give a difficult character like Kimahri some justice.

...On the LoZ side of things, I would love to give SkSw!Link a try some time. I've been replaying that as well (note: it says, having got scared and given up for now at the lanayru silent realm) but there's so much character in this version of Link. I love, for example, the way he pauses before cautiously entering each dungeon -- and the way he seems to gain confidence with each one but never quite lets go of that caution. Something about that, in a sea of Links who charge headlong into danger... I dunno, it just feels very quietly real and human to me, and I love that about this Link.

22. Did you do anything special to celebrate finishing a fic?

Not really?

Well... I suppose heleentje and I *might* have done something a little more "special" had we been in the same country as each other when Moonlight (every single night) finally came to an end. As it was, we missed the mark on that by a few weeks.

Mostly, I suppose, the celebration comes in the posting (for a oneshot). Or in case of a zinefic -- particularly if I was struggling with getting it to the standard I wanted -- getting it into the final submission folder is cause for celebration in itself, and typically results in a burst of continued writing in some random and unforeseen direction, most of which never see the light of day. That might not sound much like a celebration! But it's as close as I can really get.

Questions? Curiosity? Ask meme questions available here: [link]

[avenin]

Character ask Game: - Revali (of course)

14 & 23 please ^^

AWWAAHH THANK YOU!! I got this ask while I was still camping and have been looking forward to answering it all day!

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

okay! okay! okay! so like- I have SO MANY hc’s about Revali’s style! He gives a very “I like to be posh and look well kept and put together” but in a broke kinda way. Thrifted high fashion that he puts with like one or two jackets. Wears a lot of tight fitting shirts (tank tops/turtlenecks. Lots of crop tops!) with straight leg or relaxed fit bottoms. Jeans or dress pants and a nice belt (also very gnc and wears lots of pleated skirts. particularly knee length and below. He doesn’t give mini-skirt vibes). REALLY nice shoes and like a necklace or two. Loves scarves but hates hats. I also feel like he’d wear a lot of bodysuits/shirts with weird cutouts. Fashion over function. Colors: black, white, beige, tan, grey. But with LOUD and colorful makeup.

23. Favorite picture of this character?

THIS ONE!!!!!

I don’t really know what it is. the fluidity of his movement that just makes him feel more real as a character. I just like it so much! (it also gives a very *sigh* “moooooooom” attitude to it haha)

[upper-eepy-sleepy-girl]

ah fuck it: here's the situation

Although I'm a loud and proud tranny on this site, I'm not much so irl. To most of my friends, I'm still in the closet. I've girl-modded in public before, but 99% of the time I'm a boy-moder. with that being said

If this post gets 350 notes (breaking a record on this blog) I will step out of the closet to my friends.

that being said: sadly there will be no goal for girl-moding more often (I'm not ready for that)

[burningcheese-merchant]

I notice that you give Shadowspice alot of shit because of how it's based off of shallow fujoshi stereotypes and how they would be miserable with eachother if you regarded there canon personalities (which is lowkey valid), but that makes me surprised you like burningcheese because you do remember that burning spice tore off cheesy's wings, threw her off a cliff, kept her wounded in a prison for sadisms sake and threated to destroy all she ever treasured before the queen turned the tables and have him his rightful beating.

Most burningcheese fanart I have seen depicts burning spice as hulking and towering and smiling down at golden cheese freaking as if that isn't basic straight ship stuff, I'm not going to cry about "abuser x victim" or how your a "proshipper" but a decent chunk of the Fandom portrayal of burningcheese ignores golden cheese's dominance and how powerful she is and I'm invested in how you think golden cheese will get romantic with the dude who tried to take everything from her with sadistic glee, all of that aside have a good day.

Turned out long as fuck lol my bad

Gonna start by saying I appreciate you being polite/civil. Ngl I started reading the first sentence and immediately assumed it was a ShadowSp1ce fan come to start shit or something lol. I'm glad that's not the case. As unhappy as that ship makes me, I'm really not out to get anyone who likes it. You do you, it's not my business. I mean it when I say I'd rather never speak of ShadowSp1ce again if I don't have to. I'm a happier person without it in my thoughts. Again I ask "where is the memory gun from Gravity Falls when you need it" lmao

To address your other concerns. No I did not forget what Burning Spice did to Golden Cheese lol. That's a pretty important scene in the story, I don't really have a say in the matter. But really, what he did is just what villains do. It's horrible, but not out of the ordinary for someone like that. It shouldn't be downplayed or dismissed but I also don't think it needs to be blown as far out of proportion as I've seen so many do. Video game villain. There are far worse ones than Burning Spice, who have done far worse things. Promise.

Maybe it's just my luck, but I've never really seen anyone portray BurningCheese the way you describe. Not on here, at least. I just see Burning Spice simping really hard for the golden goddess and smiling when she steps on him lol. Or them just being genuinely happy together. Plenty of angst, sure. But nothing I would really say is out of character (that I recall off the top of my head). I don't doubt that such shallow, stereotypical portrayals exist, and I lament that they do. I myself don't subscribe to that. Yes, he hurt her, but she doesn't take it (or anything he says or does) lying down. She gets up and fights back. And that's what he loves about her most of all. She fights back. To make her the meek, doe-eyed little church mouse secretary to Spice's domineering CEO or whatever the fuck in service of some puddle-deep hetero-flavored gooner shit à la 50 Shades is boring and flanderization. Burning Spice is tough but so is Golden Cheese. They are equals in every way. Let them kick each other's asses. Spice would never love a person who couldn't stand up to him anyway. Who isn't strong, physically and mentally. Which is what she is and always should be.

But my MAIN canon. The canon I operate on. The one my little fankid critters exist in. THAT romance goes like this:

As for how I ascribe romance to them... Let me start by saying that I ship them in multiple ways, through multiple lenses. I ship BurningCheese where it's a toxic one-sided crush/obsession on Spice's part (and his behavior is condemned ofc), because exploring that kind of darkness within a fictional setting is interesting to me. I ship BurningCheese where Golden Cheese gives in to despair, same as Burning Spice once did, and corrupts, and they become a villain couple (got a big fic in mind for that lol. That will be fun to write eventually). In a similar vein to that is the AU I've been playing around with on here where Spice is basically her pet serial killer and brings her severed heads and other things as tokens of affection (he is absolutely fucking deranged in this AU), and because she herself is... kind of a broken person in this story, she starts responding to these attempts to stroke her ego and win her favor, leading her down a rabbit hole of guilt and shame and denial and unhealthy attachment, where she eventually ends up as insane for him as he is for her (I know it sounds crazy, but... it's fun in a dark and disturbing way lol). I ship BurningCheese in that time travel AU (that I'm still cooking btw! That will be real fic! I'm working on it with a friend of mine!) where Golden meets Spice while he's still the Herald of Change, with all of the trials and tribulations that brings. I ship BurningCheese as a standard forbidden love affair, where she's good and he's bad and neither is willing to change for the other, but are willing to set aside those differences to be together, even if only for a time and away from prying eyes and judgment. I like them all sorts of ways, because I just like them, you know? I like how they click. How they complement and contrast with each other. They're both very alike and very different. They have a lot to give each other and a lot they can do together. And they're soulmates, that's canon, they are canon (at least in some way), whether anyone likes it or not. So I win no matter what lol

Slow burn. Very, very slow. Post-canon, after Dark Enchantress has already been defeated and order restored to the world. There's nothing left for the Beasts to really do anymore, Burning Spice included (they are not resealed in my canon, they all remain free indefinitely). They can't go out and cause chaos without their Ancients coming and curbstomping them immediately. But... Burning Spice likes that Golden Cheese does that, so he manages to forge an agreement: if she indulges him and spars with him a few times a month, he'll stay out of trouble. And she agrees, for everyone else's sake. She certainly doesn't want to be around him any longer than she has to.

They grow a little closer through these fights of theirs, albeit unwillingly on Golden's part. They bicker and banter while they exchange blows, and afterwards while they tend to their own wounds. Do you really have a choice, when you end up stuck with someone in such a way?

Burning Spice is in love with her. Always has been. But his love is selfish, toxic. He's more attached to his idea of her than the real her, because he doesn't truly know her, despite his insistance plus their soul bond. Golden Cheese hates him and considers him a menace to society, and indulges his whims purely to protect and serve the public. So long as he's focused on her, he can't hurt anyone else.

He hits on her all the time. She rebuffs him all the time. He doesn't necessarily mind; as much as he'd love it if she returned his feelings, he's content with her refusal as well. He likes her bite, her wit, her anger. And he has her, at least in some way. Has her attention. Has their battles. That's enough for him

Slow burn redemption arc on top of the romance. Really, Burning Spice's redemption is mostly an accident. Golden Cheese wasn't trying to fix him (at first) and he was never looking to be fixed. They both believed he was damned and he didn't care, and that was that. And it really was, for a while. But eventually, gradually, he started to... mellow out. Enough that he started becoming a little more approachable, in her estimation. Thus they grow closer still, which in turn makes him mellow out more.

He starts opening up a little bit, here and there. Bits and pieces about himself. His past. General personality things. She does the same in turn. She starts to recognize him as more than just a heartless monster. He starts to acknowledge things he'd otherwise leave buried forever. There's some sort of trust and understanding forming.

Spice gains a measure of clarity. Not quite remorse, but... regret? Is it regret? Is he really able to say he regrets anything about his life? Has he gotten that soft? That pathetic?

... He regrets how he treated her. That much comes to be true. And he apologizes to her. It's not much, he's no good at apologies, but he's at least sincere. It's shocking to her. She takes it to heart, despite not really forgiving him (she will not do so for a long time still). It marks a little turning point in their relationship.

She lets him into her life and world a bit more. She relaxes a bit more around him and vice versa. They're not even so strict about their scheduled duels anymore; sometimes he comes by just because he wants to see her, and she obliges. He's still an asshole but less of one. She's still begrudging but less so. It's clear something has begun to change within him. She's not sure what it is, but it's there. And it's... meaningful, at least to her. Because she never thought she'd see it

Don't want to get too deep into it because I want to talk abt it more later. But there's at least one suicide attempt by Spice bc he's gotten really depressed (more than he already was) and Golden stops him, and in doing so realizes that she's come to genuinely care about him as a person and doesn't want him gone, even despite his misdeeds. Another big turning point, especially on her part

They become genuine friends. Bit of a weird friendship, he's still a bad guy, but even so. She's honest about enjoying his company. She talks to him like she does everyone else. And he likes it. He likes that she's so casual now. That they're so used to each other now. It's pleasant

The more he spends time with her and gets to know her, the deeper in love he falls. But no longer is it that corrosive sentiment it once was. With time, it evolves into a healthy affection and respect for her. He's still smitten as always and forever, but in a more normal way lol

The more time she spends with him and gets to know him, the more she comes to see that... He's really not so bad, underneath all of his... issues. He's intelligent. Thoughtful. Creative, even (ironic). He's very handsome. He makes her laugh. He keeps her on her toes. He's not so different from her, in some ways. With all of that, and what he's willingly revealed to her about his life, she believes that... he can be fixed. He can get better. Somewhere within the dark chasm of his soul is man with some worth. There's something worth salvaging inside of him. One little ray of light, flickering in the dark. He can change, if he wants to. She truly believes that now.

So she starts making an effort to help him along. Starts pushing for him to interact with others. Do good deeds. Participate in society, in life. He tries to push back but ultimately gives in, if only to appease her. She's the only person he tolerates still, everyone else can keel over and die for all he cares. Just because he's not actively hurting anyone doesn't mean he cares about them.

But... it works, little by little. This war of attrition she wages. Of course she can't force him to change; he has to want that for himself. But she can at least show him the merit in doing so. And she does. Slowly, begrudgingly, he starts to actually talk to people. Hang around them. Do things of his own accord, not just to make her happy. He does not say so, but he's learning to enjoy and appreciate life again

That's when she falls for him. It was already in motion for a while, but it's watching him improve and become more of the man she thinks exists deep down inside that does her in for good. Of course she's embarrassed. She grapples with the moral implications. But in the end, she can't help herself. He's charmed her. He won.

They're happy together. They marry. He is gladly accepted by the GCK as their king, for they have embraced him by then. They have those two kiddos. He's forged new, genuine friendships with the other Ancients plus a few other people, and rebuilt the old ones he had with the other Beasts. He's... not a hero, no. He never will be again. But he's abandoned his evil ways. He's made peace with himself. He's been reintegrated into society. He's happy. They're happy.

No one approves of them besides Pure Vanilla. Throughout all of this, Spice has been regarded with fear, hatred and suspicion. (He doesn't really care much, to hell with what others think of him.) Though he's improved and some have relaxed around him, for many it's not enough, her friends included. They worry for her safety, for her sanity. She vouches for him, his character and their relationship. Only PV is on her side from the start; he's overjoyed for her, for him, for them. He's happy he's changed, as PV always hoped all the Beasts would. He wishes them well. He hopes for a similar happy future for himself and Shadow Milk. Everyone else comes around eventually, some sooner than others. (Smoked Cheese excluded. They will never be cool)

It's important to note that I came up with this for them because I enjoy exploring morality and redemption and forgiveness, and what that might look like for certain characters. Even if he's become a better man, does Burning Spice really deserve the happy ending he got? Does it undo anything he did? Does a man like that really deserve forgiveness?

The way Burning Spice would answer those questions is... no. No, he doesn't. He's done too much. The blood on his hands will never wash out. Golden Cheese can only forgive him for what he did to her specifically, not for what he did to the world. And he knows he isn't worthy either way. Should he ever die... well, he's certainly not going to Heaven, that's for sure. So he makes peace with it the best he can and just tries to be better. He can't change the past. All he can do is try to make it a decent present. He's not perfect, no. There are some things you'll never get back after living such a cursed life. The Herald of Change is long gone; perhaps he never truly existed in the first place. He can only be Burning Spice, with the weight of all his sins bearing down on his shoulders, and try. Try to do better. For his wife. For his children. For his comrades. For his people. There's nothing else he CAN do. He can never truly fix what he did. He has to live with that forever. But he's still managed to find happiness even with it, and that makes it bearable. And it's all thanks to her, in the end. Her and the kids. They make it all worthwhile.

I'm sorry I wrote a Bible lol. And also probably derailed at least once. I just hope I answered your questions well enough. This is ultimately how Merchant thinks Golden Cheese will get romantic with Burning Spice. The end

[thewisewill80sbyers]

hi, they're in love!

[saszor]

I won't be closing the inbox on this blog but please don't treat it as a free resource finder or something. My tutorials explanations etc. take time to make and I don't make anything out of them. Most of the 10s of asks I get can be resolved by typing [name of thing] into google images and looking at the photos that pop up and it's kind of tiring to barely get anything else (I answer a very small part of the "how do I draw my ocs x" asks)

[v88sy]

Babe, I ain't even done anything. I'm just sitting here watching some YouTube because my hockey team was sucking it in the playoffs, drinking my cold brew, and thinking about how happy Buck looked when Tommy said he was there for him.

No one is making you watch a damn thing you ain't wanna, not sure why you're wasting your time commenting on it like I even care.

Smooches.

[symphonyofsilence]

On this special day, I'd like to pay tribute to the four horsemen of "(imho) ISTG there's not a single proper ship for them with convincing chemistry and Canon foundation but a great number of people can't engage with characters without shipping them with someone so they get the 'firstborn daughter of the house in 19th century who the family wanted to find a husband for at any cost one way or another' treatment."

You are KENough, kings.

[athena-xox]

When people use the first five photos they find off Pinterest searching “Raven Queen aesthetic” and then proceed to make a mood board and post it on here, grinds my gears so much

I think it’s just because I’m a certified tumblr addict and I’ve had it since I was 8 but it’s in the top ten ways to piss me off

[galacticglitterglue]

it’s so fucking annoying getting recommended blogs and I’m like “oh sweet! a new fun blog to follow that posts ST things and other cool stuff!!” and then I’m immediately hit with the “I hate Billy Hargrove and if you stan him get the fuck off my blog and stop defending him and stop shipping him and stop trying to change canon and if you post anything about him or ship him get the fuck off my blog and LEAVE!!!” bullshit

girl… if a fictional character causes you that much fucking damage I suggest perhaps maybe filtering his name or blacklisting the tags, you don’t gotta straight up throw a fucking fit about it ???

theres plenty of fandoms or ships or characters I don’t like or don’t give a fuck about, and you know what I do? I just filter that shit out and go about my life. do I ever in my life wanna see content about Hamilton or SuperWhoLock or whatever? No!! do I rage about it and tell people to fuck off?? No!! I just block the tags and let people vibe with whatever the fuck they want to. Even in the ST fandom there’s characters and ships I don’t care for, but do I give a single fuck if people post about them? Hell no!! I just block the tags or filter posts that are focused on things I don’t care for.

The features are free and easy to use, AND you don’t have to be a dick about it either!! Like did we forget this is a fictional universe full of fictional characters that is a tv show and not real life??? Did we forget that these characters have no actual impact on basically anything besides the way you choose to let your ideas of them affect you??

I know this is literally just me screaming into the void, and it really means nothing, but all I can think about when I see people get super fucking pissed off and ANTI (insert whatever here) is this:

[doberbutts]

Also it's still very funny to me when I say "I like Rings of Power" and someone sees it and says I'm not a true fan of Tolkien's works and must not know anything about his writing and then I post a picture of my bookshelf. Never gets old.

[tiktowafel]

do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month

sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol

[howdoyousleep3]

listen, i fully intend the attitude this statement comes with, so please hear me out:

i am fucking learning about the ins and out of fanfiction and patreon. i didn't know it was such a hot button topic and incredibly divisive. i'm fucking tired of people coming into my inbox and messages and SUBSCRIBING TO MY PATREON ACCOUNT JUST TO HARASS ME about how i'm ruining fanfiction and that i'm selfish for even starting a patreon.

i am learning. i am processing. i am confiding with those that believe in me and my writing and wish to so graciously monetarily subscribe to my patreon to see where we go from here.

i obviously don't want to fuck anything up for anyone but goddamnit, give me a fucking break and shut the fuck up and LET ME THINK.

much love and warm Daddy thoughts to those that DESERVE IT, fuck. 😡❤️

[salty-an-disco]

Concept: While Quiet remains stagnant across the chapters, Hero (the voice) always changes slightly to match the princess they're facing. Not necessarily the voice we get in the chapter, specifically the princess.

He gets more draconic in Adversary's chapter, more 'princely' in Damsel's chapter, more ghostly in Spectre's, and etc etc. Kinda as a way to show visually how malluable his character is, and to parallel the princess/Shifty herself, since I headcanon him as being the closest to Shifting Mound's nature.

[radioactive-dazey]

2016 me: gosh I REALLY want Thomas to see my sides art. why do these other really big artists get so much attention from him? Why is there so much competition between the big and small artists? Why am I struggling to improve? Is my art just bad? Do other people think my art is bad? Is it not worth anyone's attention?

Present day me: if Thomas sees anything I make I'm burning down my blog and removing myself from the internet

Also we don't talk nearly enough about how competitive it was a few years ago in the fanart part of the fandom. I've met some absolute rancid people who took so much pride in the fact Thomas sees their art regularly. Get off your high horse it just makes your art look shitty because I know the person behind it.

[eff-exor]

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