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wisdomshoes · 1 year ago

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so turns out i actually am hot as fuck. ive been joking about being hot to quell my hatred for everything about me including my looks, but a curious thing happened like two days ago. i was at a pride parade thingy that ended with a festival, so i was in the sun's death rays ALL DAY and i was a bit sweaty AND on top of all that my punk ass make up smeared off making it look like i havent slept in a week (still punk but yknow less hot). DESPITE ALL OF THAT a really cute blonde guy ambushed me, tapped me on the shoulder, told me i looked really good and asked for my instagram. MY. INSTAGRAM. !!!!!. i could not shut up for the rest of the day about it. it did eventually devolve into panic and i even got an anime nosebleed thinking about him.

SO IMAGINE MY SURPRISE when i found out ive been carrying out this hot ass face and bod around WITHOUT KNOWING ABOUT IT for however long ive been doing it.

#in all honesty im terrified to log onto instagram #one : the boy is waaay out of my league #TWO :#he probably thinks im some sort of cool dude festival goer #some sort of outsider #WHEN INFACT #im a toby fox obsessed shut in that messes up like every other relationship romantic or platonic #he probably thinks im cool when im just a loser creeeeepppppp what do i DOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #if he invites me to like coffee or something im just gonna be sitting there trying to not talk about my nerd ass bullshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii #i never really had a need to open instagram but i cant ghost him #thats such a painful thing to go through and he deserves at least a response #but i cant INICIATE A CONVERSATION OR ANYTHING not after EVERYTHING #my friends told me that if he doesnt message me i have nothing to worry about and i should wait until he does so to stress out #and that if he doesnt message me the same or next day he's probably forgotten about me #and they have more experience in these sort of things because #theyre #fucking gross #like all the time #at least one of them's on the same wave as i #we call him tree #which sounds way better as a nickname in my language trust me #so i trust them on this #nnnnnnnnnnnn he probably doesnt even know what tumblr isssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss #then again he's gay so #he probably uses tumblr for hot people thingsgssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss #if he DOES want to get to know me hes gonna fucking learn that im a piece of shit nobody loser with no life FUCK #then again its been two days and he hasnt even liked any of my posts so he's probably forgotten about me and hates me and would like to see #me dead which honestly that makes the two of us hey look at that we're already finding things we have in common AND WE HAVENT EVEN SPOKEN F #what the hell do i even tag this #rant

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the-worms-in-your-bones · 27 days ago

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The thing about the time lords is yeah they’re a super powerful species, it wouldn’t be all that inaccurate to call them gods of time, but you get yourself a time lord and like 70% of the time it’s like oh this is a guy I could kick in the shins really hard and get away with it unscathed

#they are very powerful but few time lords actually seem to know how to use that power (or really even just the idea of that power) outside #of gallifrey and it’s practically unchanging systems of power #like there’s definitely a few that are formidable all on their own #but like take your average time lord out of gallifrey and they’re not much more than a smart and time sensitive some guy #like look at fucking spandrell and engin #or most of the chancellery guard #they don’t actually have any skills/powers outside of the ones placed upon them by gallifrey #get them alone and they’re nothing #the time lords power comes from their reputation and the systems built at the beginning of their society more than like #some sort of time lordness #doctor who #time lords

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Dungeon Meshi: The RPG

#Dungeon Meshi #laios touden #marcille donato #chilchuck tims #senshi #animation #game dev diary #Please give a huge hand to my coding partner #who labored for over two weeks to figure out how to implement reaction animation for the battle icons.#You may also notice that I updated the battle portraits from my previous post! New and (mostly) improved!#The death screens were not changed because I didn't think they'd get used for this video.#But Chilchuck getting one-shotted and leaving due to this being outside of his pay? Accidental comedy gold.#The full sprite (I didn't realize the bottom third would be hidden) says: “NOT PAID FOR THIS”#And yeah he's smoking. He gets a smoke break as part of his contract. Let a guy have his vices. He's teetering on a divorce.#Dungeon Meshi would be a fun rpg in theory but it would need to have immersive mechanics like cooking and foraging.#And hunger and fatigue and other status effects.#A slightly more lighthearted fear and hunger sort of game.#But that is for some other fan to do. This is just a fun tech demo for us to learn RPG maker!#So...with this mini-project concluded #we now have a foundation we can pass over to our actual game!#Next game dev post will be some game assets (probably busts and battle icons for the main party)#And after that! Most likely some more sprite sheets (I have made a few more since my first attempt)#Thank you for everyone who has been rooting us on since I started talking about this project. It means a ton B'*)

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puppetmaster13u · 7 months ago

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Because it is Mermay:

Originally did this art for one of @radiance1 prompts/story ideas, which also gives an idea of colors so.

#dcxdp #dpxdc #my art #prompts #if you wanna use this for inspiration do it #mermay #adult danny #THIS IS NOT SHIPPING #Vlad and Danny are simply fellow eldritch space creatures after leaving their destroyed dimension behind #I am blaming the GIW as they're so stupid that they were planning to nuke the Zone like that is Not a Good Idea #Yes Danny's lower face & throat splits open into a maw that is as dark as a black hole #I wonder if they change to merfolk forms over thousands of years & it results in outsider pov thinking they're evolving or something #but probably not #I like to think that sometimes they appear as unfathomable creatures #other times akin to beautiful animals of the very cosmos #and other times as something between humanoid and creature and something Other #humanoid forms may be smaller than their less humanoid forms but they're still like the size of a moon #If Ellie & Dan were also a thing in this au #I feel like Dan would be some sort of space sun shark- the inside of its maw like a supernova & flames trailing from its fins #and Ellie would be some sort of space-aurora eel (fin-frill like an aurora & body like a galaxy similar to Danny's)#I feel like they'd be at least the size of the Watchtower if they're any smaller than the other two #Very much ancient manifestations of space itself sort of vibes #Void Octopus Vlad #Space Whale Danny #he's not technically an octopus but closest thing he looks like lol #go wild

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hoofpeet · 1 year ago

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There's a little duck pond outside our house now & one of the guys I saw yesterday looked like this ^ very cool

#hoof draws #i thought he was piebald for a minute but ig this is some sort of common color mutation for mallards #neway. very cool to be able to see ducks hanging out outside from my drawing area

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rottingraisins · 2 months ago

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vanguard blues

#these two dont actually feature in vanguard safe for some cameos 2 my knowledge but ive been thinking abt the possibility...#theyre meant 2 be in their 30s here n exes with weird baggage #i think the only thing they rlly have in common is their trauma and in a sort of post-foundation situation theyd have to figure out #who they are outside of that so the sort of intrinsic rapport between them thats always been there would crumble #anyway. super niche post #scp #scp 105 #scp 166 #art

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rununcal · 2 months ago

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TW: The F slur

Anyways after a conversation with my friend (ily Face) we decided that Dandy would be homophobic and all the other phobics and she gave me the audio that led me to make this. Original audio is from Camp Camp btw

#undescribed #sorry I tried making an image id and lost the will I'm very sorry #hopefully I can get it done in some sort of reblog #rununcart #dandy's world #dandys world #astro dandys world #dandy dandys world #brightney dandys world #finn dandys world #shrimpo dandys world #shelly dandys world #sprout dandys world #genuinely believe he's a disaster of a person outside of his shops

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proffbon · 2 months ago

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Me in Inquisition 🤝 Me in Veilguard

Friendzoning the character who is seemingly handcrafted to be my ideal love interest in favor of a dude with huge boobs, I mean some serious honkers, a real set of badonkers, packin some dobonhonkeros, massive dohoonkabhankoloos, big ol' tonhongerekooger

#okay to be fair davrin pulled me in because he's a dalish elf #but if we ignore that from the outside it really seems like I have some sort of insatiable thirst for moobies #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dragon age the veilguard #veilguard #dorian pavus #the iron bull #iron bull #lucanis dellamorte #davrin #the iron bull x inquisitor #inquisitor x the iron bull #iron bull x inquisitor #inquisitor x iron bull #davrin x rook #rook x davrin #davrook #roovrin

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fusionsprunt · 3 months ago

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me when my meteor-powered robot gf attempts to murder me 😳😳

#context:#after Bortom city recognized Beatrix as a threat and began persecuting her‚ she became widely known #A great reward would be given to those who captured the runaway android‚ and most people feared her.#To sum it up‚ she was alone in her journey and refusing to trust anyone so easily.#The persecutions got worse when more cities allied themselves with Bortom. This attracted robot hunters.#At some point‚ Beatrix met this golden-eyed‚ humanoid shadow that always seemed to watch her from afar #It wouldn't stop following her‚ until it was close enough to initiate a confrontation #Beatrix was basically FED UP with the persecutions and so she fought using her fists... while he had a gun.#The bullets couldn't cause great damage‚ and were actually microchips designed to stunt robotic enemies #Beatrix barely resisted the effects and managed to take down the other... who raised its hands in defeat.#Imagine the situation: She's literally got him on the ground‚ fist raised to deliver a powerful blow while he's SHAKING IN HIS BOOTS #Turns out the microchips take effect‚ and Beatrix attempts to escape before it's too late... But her systems go off abruptly #...Then she wakes up in this cozy workshop of sorts. She goes outside and BOOM!!!#A ship moved by machinery? Robots living peacefully? People walking past her without batting an eye? This must be a dream!#She's finally found Fusionsprunt (or was found but it). The city built for and by rebells like her.#and about the golden-eyed enemy? yeah uh. that's Hunter. of course that was Hunter. he could NOT resist making a dramatic appearance.#the mysterious enemy is actually just some silly guy w workaholic tendencies father of a prodigy and who also enjoys piloting his spaceship #fusionsprunt #fusionsprunt hunter #fusionsprunt beatrix

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 month ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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zilodak · 12 days ago

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Literally the same guy.

#Despite the other obvious stuff they were BOTH 'gladiators'/'brawlers' at some point too oh God #both wanted to kill God bc they believed they brought the worst out of people (Outsider for Daud Primes for Megatron)#adopted daughter #a sort of cult following who jump at every available moment to take the lead #a weird obsession with the person their nemesis who's color coded as blue (Corvo and OP)#killing?? an aristorcrat that kick starts the main event although I'm not sure WHICH continuety ES Meg is following #'our rage burns hot and then we burn out like a firework' mentality #sulking #depressed #old man #eren talks

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mariana-oconnor · 1 year ago

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The fact that there is no dialogue with Karlach where Tav can suggest that she and Dammon maybe get to know each other a little better is tragic to me.

I want to set up my friend with the sweet tiefling blacksmith. LET ME SET THEM UP.

#BG3 #Baldur's Gate 3 #Karlach Cliffgate #Dammon #Karlach x Dammon #We've got a whole conversation about 'anyone in mind' for the kissing thing #but no way to suggest anyone #Wyll can absolutely join them #But he's got to sort out some daddy issues first #I also want to be able to suggest that Shadowheart and Lae'zel should get a room with only one bed #and sort out their differences the traditional fanfic way #But alas I cannot #Don't want to set Astarion up with anyone #I think he needs to work out who he is after 200 years of being a puppet before he jumps into a relationship #but if he wants to regain his bodily autonomy through life-affirming sex - he and Halsin could totally do that #And obviously Operation: Woo Wizard Get Library means that Gale is spoken for #I will have that library #Though if I weren't set on the library I'd definitely be on the 'Gale needs time before he throws himself into another relationship' train #Man needs to stop basing decisions on his partner's approval and learn to define himself outside of a relationship #He is Kenough #That is too many tags #Sorry #Qd

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dykedvonte · 28 days ago

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Something something perhaps the reason Curly lacks a truly undamaged ID where his face is visible is to represent how much damage Jimmy had already affected on him throughout their relationship and the way Curly obscured part of who he is and what he stood to unintentionally cater to this toxic influence in his life.

#I think there is something to say that most people draw post crash curly and may not have every drawn him pre crash #and I think it says something that we only really look at the characters substantially in relation to Jimmy and not their own merits #unless we are discussing how J I M M Y mischarcterizes them cause in this #since we don’t assign a face and identify to Curly’s actions outside of Jimmy until the end their is the question of how much we are viewing #them as separate entities rather than intertwined actions cause while the flipping #of who we play at shows them and parallels and in separable in terms of the story going down #they couldn’t be drastically more different in thinking and you only really realize that at the birthday scene where Curly felt the need to #take responsibility for something while Jimmy just felt the need to take #this is also more so me thinking about all the reason people think Curly and Jimmy could be friends but they are missing the point of Jimmy #and his dynamic there is nothing severely weird or sinister about Curly or his intentions it’s that he’s well meaning to a fault #he’s an average dude having a mid life crisis and Jimmy is a guy that takes advantage of good intentions like the idea #that curly has to be like Jimmy in some way personality humor morally is the exact sort of projection Jimmy wants #to happen and does like it’s the sad and real case that sometimes people just have friends like Jimmy that they can’t cut off for one reason #or another like it’s not highly philosophical people are friends with objective assholes but it’s less about them #and more about the person feeling some obligation to stay like I feel like crafting him into #being more morally grey is to just make it easier to be angrier or think someone with more of a backbone #could of done something but it’s not even that he was spineless he was just too distracted and sometimes that feel like cowardice like even #Swansea waited it’s just the sad truth of how people avoid people like Jimmy or setting them off #sometimes it just does more harm than good I just am so bored with all the takes #acting like there was a perfect man on that ship and that any one outside of Anya knew the exact type of guy Jimmy #was from the get go like the point is other men wouldn’t in rape culture but women and their victims already know #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #curly mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #throwing rocks at Jimmy

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dallasgallant · 11 days ago

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Soda started to sleep with Pony because his nightmares got so bad after their mom and dad died, it started as something temporary but then he was relied on. He doesn’t even flinch anymore if Pony whines or shakes, he just tossed his arm over his brother and pulls him close again. And it helps.

It’s become almost mundane, they happen a whole lot less than they had at the beginning. Pony mentions that if they do happen they aren’t as bad to wake Soda, so he just snuggles close and tries to get back to sleep.

#don’t get me wrong i do like some angst in this regard #but there’s something about how it’s become sort of routine and how they’ve LESSENED/STOPPED after having soda with him #that’s so sweet and if anything opens up angst for when they’re apart etc idk #IMAGINE though if they didn’t and they think he’s ok now #you just see your little brother in tighty whiteys like 🧍‍♂️ in the doorway lmao #the outsiders #outsiders #outsiders book #outsiders novel #ponyboy curtis #sodapop curtis #soda the outsiders #ponyboy the outsiders #details

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3liza · 18 days ago

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feminist tentpole of providing women with one firearm and one large, protective dog

#im semi-serious about dog feminism like its just such a good deterrent #level of respect i received from men outside on the street increased at least 200% post-dog #the dog is perceived as a Male in some sort of supervisory role as well as a weapon #i think #this only works if you are confident and serious enough to control That Type of Dog though #i read this really funny (not on purpose) article about a dumb bitch who bought a purebred golden retriever to “protect” her on jogs #who was then annoyed when she got pestered MORE because of her beautiful stupid clueless dog

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jakeperalta · 7 months ago

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how did the entire world see the northern lights last night except me

#we had no idea about it and i went to bed early ish because i had to be up early #then my bf's brother called and said to go outside to see them so he went out #but he said it was just some sort of lighter patches but not colourful or what we think of as the northern lights #so i was like ok i won't bother getting up #but then today people who literally live in the same place are posting their full on purple green beautiful sky photos???#talking

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