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So how is everyone doing on a scale from 1 to AAAHHHH? Just curious
#just mimi things#talk to meee#I’m all alone today and tomorrow and I am literally vibrating with too much energy but also restlessness but also#some sort of calmness#young royals
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I think I only shared this one on discord
Redraw of the first Loop (and not first Siffrin) I drew sometime in September

The page feat. Sasasa:ap Frin making a crane sketch
And some silly things
I had a normal Loop version if this sketch, but was feeling silly so I combined them
And first sketch version
#fanart#my art#sketch#isat spoilers#two hats spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat fanart#in stars and time#Siffrin#Loop#human loop#It's raining here and I'm on a walk#Some thoughts to sort some ideas to calm#Having a bad day#But I remembered I never posted this
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patron saint of MINECRAFT, GAY BITCHES and MISSING CATS
#myart#finished this to calm down DRHERAPY WORKS!!!!!!!#anyway this is for sure some sort of heresy. UMMMMMM#dwt fanart#dream fanart
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October 18th - Prime and Protector
Tarn / Optimus Prime
For the @tfrarepairing fest 2024
#2024TFRarePairingFest#tf rare pairing fest#transformers#maccadam#tarn#optimus prime#tarnop#damus#aecho's art#I am so unwell about them#ultratarn is interesting on many levels but tarnop takes the cake#in which OP continues to have a horrible taste in partners and chronic I Can Fix Him disease#showed this to my friend who mistook damus' chest for a BIRTHDAY CAKE and op's upper body for soME SORT OF BLANKET#I'm.#most hilarious thing that's happened this year#oh my god. I need to calm down I'm cryimg alsljklfgjsidjgjek3djd
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druk gets into zukos coffee supply
"Uncle."
Uncle raised his tea cup to his lips.
"Uncle, how did he get in."
Uncle took the most delicate of sips.
"Uncle I am not turning another storeroom into tea storage."
"How unfortunate to waste the space," said Uncle. "After all, it is quite hard to keep a dragon out once they have acquired the taste!"
"Uncle."
#Druk is doing zoomies in the background#anyway that's more or less how coffee plants went extinct in the Fire Nation#future historians are trying to reconstruct what sort of plant this 'coffee' could have been like Greek historians trying to find silphium#they're brewing arbitrary beans in hot water while Zuko weeps in the spirit world#Uncle also in the spirit world: sipping his tea#pretending like the extinction of an entire species wasn't just pettiness over his nephew never embracing his hot leaf juice#Iroh your relation to Sozin is showing#have some tea nephew it's calming#meanwhile on an island not so far away: the Sun Warriors are maintaining the last (un)known patch of coffee plants#for Ran and Shaw to roll around on like cats on the 'nip#avatar the last airbender#atla#Zuko#Uncle Iroh#Druk
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I've had Ludovicas girlfriend on the brain for months and finally sketched her out. I see her as the opposite to machete in that she has dark colours and softer shapes. Her ears and facefur kinda blend together and she gets big soft browneyes..
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#you've had Ludovica's girlfriend stuck in your brain for months??#oh no now I feel kind of bad about being so vague and noncommittal about her design and personality and everything#I should've made up my mind ages ago#I like her expression here#she looks like a calm and quiet but no nonsense type of lady#at least to me I mean#I'd love to make her uniformly black/dark grey#but I know from experience that it would make her facial details and expressions hard to see#it's entirely possible to make it work but it takes some extra effort#adding even a small focal point (some kind of marking or lighter eyes for example) to anchor the viewer's attention helps a lot#I'm rambling sorry#I think about her often but keep going in circles#but the same thing happened with Ludovica and her design so I'm optimistic that this one will sort itself out eventually as well#I'm flattered ypu find her interesting! I promise I'm working on it#gift art#featherfrond#own characters
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Bobby always had the best advice when it came to grief. Having lived through so much himself, he was someone who truly understood what it was like to lose his loved ones.
But who was Eddie supposed to go to when Bobby was the one he was grieving?
He couldn’t go to Buck, not when he was grieving the father he should have had. The man he never directly told just how much he meant to him.
The rest of the team was grieving just as hard. He didn’t know what to do.
He won’t fall back into fighting, that’s not a thought that’s even crossed his mind. But it was Bobby who had spoken to him back then. Mad him realise the anger he still had towards Shannon for leaving despite her not having a choice.
He’s angry at Bobby now, for leaving like this. He’d already had a close call the last year, it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t something they thought would actually happen.
This wasn’t 14 minutes, this was permanent.
How dare he leave so suddenly. When Eddie’s already struggling with so much change in Texas. How dare he leave them all like this. Suddenly, painfully. How dare he not say goodbye.
He didn’t have time. He didn’t know. But it doesn’t matter. Eddie is angry. Angry at Bobby, angry at the world, angry that all his closest friends, his support are hurt just as badly. He doesn’t know how he’s supposed to deal with this.
He leaves the funeral quickly, sits in his rental car and realises he doesn’t have a place go. He doesn’t have a house here. He could go to a hotel but his mind feels so foggy right now he doesn’t want to have to deal with that.
The door to his car opens and Buck sits in the passenger seat without warning. He doesn’t say anything, just sits there with him.
It’s cloudy but it’s not raining. For some reason that makes Eddie mad too. It’s like the sky is holding itself back, he just wants there to be a release.
Buck starts tapping out a nonsense tune on the dashboard, never quite able to keep his hands still. Eddie finds the noise comforting and familiar and he slumps against his seat, clenching his eyes shut. He rubs at his face, surprised when his hand comes back wet with tears. He’s not sure when he started crying. Maybe he never stopped.
“Y-you wanna sleep—sleep on my couch?” Buck asks suddenly.
Eddie swallows, nodding a few times. “Yeah, okay.”
He’s not sure how they’re supposed to deal with it. Not sure if they can. But he’s not alone. He’s never alone. Not when Buck’s got his back.
#So um now that we all have calmed down a bit#heres some angst <33#I don’t actually think he’ll die#well he better not or I will cry#but ANGST!!!#911 abc#911 show#eddie diaz#evan buckley#teddy post#buddie#teddys writing#911#911 fic#911 spoilers#Sort of#911 ficlet
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In one of the nightmares I had years ago as a kid I answered a phone, and on the other end a crying female voice said "I got hit by a car!" and as I asked who the caller is, they hung up. A few minutes ago I got this call in real life. It came from unknown number from a different country. I asked who's calling, and they hung up. This is the trippiest thing that has ever happened to me.
#I suspect it's some sort of a scam#I have no one from or visiting the contry from which the call came#I mut have entrusted my phone number somewhere I sholdn't have#in a dream I was intantly terrified#in real life I'm somehow calm#just amsed by eerie coincedence#but yeah#weird
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i’ve never felt so desperate for anything in my life
#i need to calm down#like gurl spring ain’t gonna fuck you#except in all the ways that it will 😭#i need some sort of spring ritual that i actually believe in#maybe i’ll finally watch marie kondo and make spring cleaning my big thing bc i still have boxes in the closet to go through
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“uh … it’s a bit girly … no?” javier examines himself in the reflection of his knife’s blade, looking this-a way and that, the dark blue of a large silken bow now peeking sheepishly around his neck as it sits gently in his hair. next to him, kieran clams up a smidge, hands still held close to his chest nearby his completed ribbon project on javier’s head. he finds it in himself to wring his hands a time or two rather than immediately undo his work as javier seems to continue to formulate his final opinion. “you … think so? look at me?” kieran asks, politely as a mouse. javier easily complies, turns at his hips and looks behind, up at kieran where he sits on the stump above him.
kieran, as he peers over, can’t help the meadow of flush that blooms over his neck, then his ears, then his nose and his cheeks. he can tell javier is deep in thought by the look on his face, mouth twisted just a might sideways, cocking his mustache awry, and the deep wrinkle sat between his brows. the ribbon he used matches javier’s vest perfectly, and the shine of the silk warms bright in the sun, just like every piece of jewelry and metal javier has adorned himself with. with this ribbon, javier’s hair sits lower on his head, ponytail draped down his nape and more hair framing his face in his bangs. kieran resists an urge to tuck one side back behind his ear.
kieran thinks that he looks like a painting, a muse, a love letter so heartbreakingly full of adoration that the only language it could be written in is bright swipes of pigment on a canvas. as he makes eye contact with the silk squinting around the red of a necktie, he thinks that javier may be right, if ‘girly’ could sum up ’poetry written in effeminate reverence’.
kieran always did think women made better art, wrote better books- found a better way to love. softer. warmer. prettier. like javier.
the world sounds like it’s underwater.
“i think … it’s very pretty. it suits you real well.”
earnest to a fault, the look in kieran’s eye dances gingerly with javier’s internal voice. it dips and sways him, and javier, despite his instinct, finds himself charmed by its rhythm.
“-b-but! i could take it out! if you don’t-“ javier looks down at himself in his knife again, the sunlight filtered through the leaves glinting a yellow green around his dark features, and kieran hands him patience on a silver platter. a rich blue makes friends with bright green quite easy, javier thinks. this is how he must look through kieran’s mossy lens.
“pretty … yes. you know, i think you may be right. i’ll keep it. gracias.”
#oizy asked me at some point to write about the exchange that happens when kieran first gives javier his first big ribbon … i think#and i’ve been thinking about it this whole time :’] and i’ve been wanting to write them for a long while now too so i thought it would be fu#n to just jot it down :’] … this could have been written better but i fear if i don’t post it now i never will LOL i’ll just overthink it 🥲#i have a few more writing drafts started that i hope i can finish soon …. writing is very fun for me ! i just … run out of steam easy and th#en never pick drafts up again 💔💔💔 i’m kinda the worst creater ever LOL#anyway ! yeah i think javier initially was very put off by it but kieran with all of his autismo wisdom simply does not gaf about gender#gender* roles. he just thinks ribbons and bows are so pretty and javier walks around like a little peacock so kieran thinks that he (literal#ly) deserves a big pretty bow on top !#this is still in horseshoe overlook actually. right before they move though. in the cusp of that time where javier begins to get curious abo#ut kieran and kieran begins to feel just a teeny weeny bit braver when it comes to … having a personality around the other gang members LOL#and at this point kieran’s attraction to javier (at the very least physically) has been fully realized. javier never really did like him (or#so he thought) but he’s left him completely alone for the past month or so and so kieran thinks he’s got enough emotional berth to try and#give him a gift. that’s why they’re so awkward and weird lowkey LOL javier is still a bit spiteful but i think towards the end of horseshoe#he has moments where he’s able to be very very calm about kieran and try to empathize with him. especially in the moments where kieran is so#kind to him that javier simply cannot find it in himself to think that it’s an act of some sort. it was immediately after this that javier w#ent hunting and gutted a rabbit so hard on accident that he ruined the meat by puncturing the intestines. he confuses even himself sometimes#pining ! but in a really weird and subtle and calm way ! i do think they have their moments where it’s like a wildfire in them and they just#get completely burnt up by it … but sometimes they also pine like the wax and wane of the ocean lapping at the bank. easy. calm. warm. love#unrealized yet but ever-present still. they carry the weight of love in their hearts around every day. these two are burdened by it. but whe#n they are together … this weight … the pits in their stomachs that they cannot rid themselves of … when they are together all of the sudden#it seems as though the world around them slows down. and it’s easy to feel … calm. like they belong there. like they’re okay and safe and ..#free.#anyway. i like them a normal amount :) and sometimes their dynamic is really complicated to me ! and they contradict themselves sometimes !#and that is really fun to me !!!#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#hero more like shakespeare
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oh I know its bad if I'm pulling out the hbomberguy plagiarism video i've watched it like 100 times already
Pre-show curse strikes again...
#hbomberguy. save me hbomb. hbomb save me...#I need noise to focus on and music isn't doing it since half my playlist is in a language I don't understand#I'm gonna be okay now I just need to calm down and get the last of my hysteria out of my system#hbomberguy#emotional support fuwas also at the ready akito is not leaving my person for the next week#But I swear to god before every show I have some sort of event that annihilates me#freshman year it was my old dog running away#sophomore year dude I don't even remember what happened I just had a massively hard time before ALL OF MY SHOWS.#And now. shitshow.#Canada lookin real fine rn..#3 hours away...#Jupiter's Yapathon!
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after ep 11 and the marriage contract reveal and seeing a lot of speculation that they are a god of anarchy (already v connected to figs character) i rewatched the scene between her and porter and zara talking about where she gets her powers from fig says about kristen (and cass) “she’s doubt, im rebellion, they go hand in hand” and brennan lays it on thickkk about fig pledging herself to rebellion would also make kristen (and cass) stronger !!!
#d20#dimension 20#fhjy#fig faeth#emily axford#brennan lee mulligan#okay 1 these people are geniuses#kristen applebees#ally beardsley#okay okay listen#fig says rebellion and doubt go hand in hand#ankarna who seems so be some sort of ancient forgotten fiery deity who was MARRIED TO CASSANDRA#i think ankarna is a god of anarchy and rebellion and fire and passion and blaze yknow#to go hand in hand with cassandras cool calming embrace of darkness and mystery#FURTHRERMORE#i am starting to suspect sol had some part in getting rid of ankarna just like how galicaea had her followers do to cass#but i think that sol took all the domains of ankarna and incorporated them into his worship until ankarna had nothing left but rage#and u can definitely scrub clean the name of a god of rage but u cant remove rage from peoples hearts babeyyyy#long live ankarna :)
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girl over a year into a hyperfixation voice. I have GOT to learn morse code.
#EVERYONE KNOWS MORSE CODE#when the patcap hits.#it makes the patcapvers hits even harder#the idea that both havers and pat would know morse#and i have a vivid scene in my brain of cap being overwhelmed at some kind of social function#and getting frustrated and cant get himself out of it#and he's tapping in morse as a stim#and pat and havers know that when he gets like that it's time to help him#so they can sort of extract him from the conversation and get him somewhere quiet and calm him down#without having to say anythign#i dream of accessibility and understanding from someone like this#bbc ghosts
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I’m sick and have no desire to do my homework so maybe I should write that kind of fucked up braxmana fic I’ve been rotating for a while
#I mean it’s braxmana it’s always gonna be a little fucked Jo but you get the point#this one came to me in a dream for some reason#basically the plot is romana has a panic attack over something and brax calms her down by psychically manipulating her emotions and then#sort of smoothing out the memory so it’s not as bad to look back on#and he does it because he cares but also yikes man#j rambles
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Since you seem to be most familiar with the side of tumblr that isn’t afraid to express their opinions about characters they don’t like, I was wondering if you know any accounts on tumblr that talk about Fitz in a similar fashion? Or just anything “anti-Fitz” for that matter. I can’t find any. Thank you!
okay i'm not familiar with any "side" of keepblr that doesn't post in the main tag . . . and since there's never much fitz hate in the main tag, if at all, i don't know any fitz hater blogs whatsoever. i'm not like this because i'm on some general hater "side" of keepblr, i'm like this because i hate keefe and i want to shout into the void about it, regardless of whether people agree or not
having said that you asked nicely so i tried my best to find blogs that frequently post in anti fitz tags (like #anti fitz vacker, #anti fitz, #fitz hate, etc.). and i found four . . . i did a bit of scrolling to make sure they weren't like terfs or some shit. one of them did raise some red flags for me personally, so i won't add that blog here in the interest of not making a callout post (long story short. red flags to do with the stripper fintan instagram war situation. if you know you know) so i'm leaving that one off (if you really want that one, dm me). here are the others: @carcinized @cottoncandytrafficcones @turquoise-skyyyy . . . these three seem to have intense negative opinions of fitz
a fitz (and general character) hater green flag for me personally is when they can be friends with fitz (and general character) lovers and when they make jokes about being a hater and don't take it too seriously, and one of these blogs (carcinized) is friends with summer and also makes jokes in a similar vein to the way i joke about my keefe hatred. so that's a good sign i think. i wouldn't say either of them hate fitz in a similar fashion to me because for the life of me i cannot find a single post from either of them that explains why they dislike fitz, and i'm very vocal about the reason i dislike keefe. no paragraphs-long rants to be found on any of their blogs . . . i'm sorry anon i tried. and i'm also like 90% sure that none of them are frequent kotlc posters anymore. so that's also a thing . . . yeah i tried my best but i genuinely think that active fitz haters are just unicorns on tumblr
#anon maybe YOU should start posting fitz hate if you want to see it so badly#be the change you wish to see in the world or something idk#just tag everything correctly and nobody will be TOO mad at you. i prommy. i know fitz hate isn't popular here#and some people might have a knee-jerk negative reaction to fitz hate from years of pinterest trauma#but if you're calm and clear about why you dislike him#and your points make sense and are logical and don't like. misinterpret shit in the worst way possible#and you don't misinterpret the arguments of people who DO like him. then you may find someone who like. actively posts. who agrees with you#(and if you don't want debate people will respect that)#personally i'm a fitz fan. my main is literally an alter to him so. that's a thing. i know i barely post about him but i do like him#so yeah i doubt i'm the sort of blog that will attract fitz haters . . .#anti fitz vacker#kotlc#asks#anon
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guess whose laptop got fixed. (im finally able to draw with my drawing tablet YIPPEE I need to relearn this all over again)
#my artwork#artists on tumblr#art#my idiot :3#sorry for the amount of oc art gang this is what's keeping me motivated#anyways uh lore on this guy. his name is jonathan adam rosewood but I just call him apple leader for the sake of ease#he's basically some sort of leader of the apple colony. like a king but more complicated?#think how queen bees are made and born just to be queens (not in the reproductive sense. like the ruling sense)#he's a seemingly calm and charming person‚ but he's actually severely paranoid and easily angered.#probably has thrown someone out of the window like that one garfield panel. and probably has refused therapy on several occasions.#pretty good leader otherwise. the apple colony's doing fine‚ well as fine as a colony can be during a war.#oh and he'll die later in the story. that's all the important stuff you need to know#sketch
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