#some people are so blessed i guess
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Solo Sikoa carrying his older brother Jey Uso like a sack of potatoes during the Tribal Combat match WWE SummerSlam (August 5, 2023)
#wrestling#wwe#solo sikoa#jey uso#the bloodline#tribal combat#summerslam#wwe summerslam#wweedit#my gifs#solo put this video on his instagram stories#jeys hand awkwardly flailing for purchase vs solo easily reaching back to grab jeys wrist#the whirlwind of emotions i would go through if not only solo sikoa walked right past me#but if i turned to have jey usos entire butt in the view of my camera held at my face#some people are so blessed i guess
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instagram dump with your selfship! (model/actor!au sel x satoru ver.)
seltoru behind-the-scenes dump — work days and winding down~
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sellybelly last week's shenanigans ✨ 1: shoot day! 📸 2: nails sponsored by mr. gojo satoru 💅 3. loved our outfits for the awards 🥺 (thank you dior! 💫) 4. that feeling when you change into home clothes tho >> 5. maybe he's pretty sometimes 🙄 6. caught him in the act (texting me during a meeting 😭) 7. satoru in hair & makeup (some good sleep he's had there 🤧) 8. our lil treat to end the week 🍓😋 9. phone hijacked by mr. gojo satoru 🧿🧿 👁️👁️
sstoru knew you were obsessed with me 😌
thanks for the tag my love @tteokdoroki this was so so fun 🥺 tagging: anyone else who wants to do this!! it's so pretty and so fun 🥺
#seltoru.🤍#IS THIS JUST AN EXCUSE FOR ME TO INCLUDE CHANYEOL --- yes#i love the colours in this one 🥺#thought i'd do some kind of actor/model/public figure au 🥺 and show the duality!! of going to events and just living life#i imagine this as some kind of au where gojo and i work together on multiple projects#he's got this playboy persona to him that the media likes to play up so i was fully expecting that going into work with him#but boyyyyyy was i surprised to find that he isn't like that at all#he did try to flirt like. the first few times. but honestly i think that's just him with everyone ! it's like a go-to formula for#his interactions. idt he fully means to be flirty i think it's just what he's rehearsed to be more palatable to people he meets#or works with for the first time#because other than that he's truly just. INSUFFERABLE LMAO#it took me a while to get used to how obnoxious he was on set LOL and we did not end that first project together on speaking terms#but gojo satoru is nothing but insistent and we got assigned together on another project :/ then another :/ and god bless me#bc was i actually finding him a little bit endearing ?#i guess it all worked out in the end dhbfsd otherwise we wouldn't be here
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#omg#nishimura riki#ni-ki#enhypen#enhypenet#i love when he does these little bite sized videos#long forms can be so overwhelming to process and edit#this was perfect#he was perfect#he *IS* perfect#and i love the way he moves#some people are born with the gift and given the opportunity to nurture it right#he is a blessed human#from the enhypen IG#i guess i edit in colour now....
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what are hyakinthos's thoughts on the boatman and the slow boat in general?
Ooh, taking a quick sidestep from the rest of the ask game asks to answer this real quick! Short answer: a little complicated but generally friendly! Long answer: Gotta give some backstory first, bear with me. I have been thinking so much about belief systems vs established canon. Canon says that every human who dies regardless of belief (there may be nuance I'm forgetting but I'm in full speed infodump mode rn so that's a problem for future me) goes to the Far Shore. I say that's... kinda bleak? Also I'm just not a fan of stories where there is only One Real Belief and the rest are played off as silly distraction or whatever, but I digress.
A lot of his everything is based around the idea that both belief and proper death/burial care are important to get people to the afterlife they're meant to be in. Ritual makes all the difference between going to the Far Shore vs the Fields of Asphodel, for example.
His Boatman is Charon, or at least accepts the name. Hyakinthos has a working relationship with him and has probably taken up the oars at least a few times, especially for people who need the extra care in getting to where they need to be.
There's respect there, but there's also a certain... I'm not sure I have the words for it. The idea that death in the Neath is uncertain in so many ways (whether it'll stick that time, whether the person will make it to their afterlife or if they'll slip between the cracks and end up in the wrong place, etc) can be... discomfiting, to him. So while he does hold the boatman in high regard, there's always some little uncertainty there.
(Every so often, by their standards at least, Hyakinthos will bring him a very old obol. The Boatman will always refuse it. This is a ritual of its own. They'll sit for a while and talk anyways, and then part ways afterwards a little lighter.)
#a lot of this is. very theoretical sjfndkjnhg. but that is what he believes#a belief that he's held for longer than he can remember at this point#his lover was buried wrong in the neath. with respect but with the wrong customs#a different culture doing their best but not understanding the nuance#having to exhume and re-bury his lover according to their beliefs permanently rewrote some stuff in his brain i think#he just never wants anyone else to have to go through that fear. of a loved one lost. of being lost themselves in an unfamiliar afterlife#to him final death is a blessing and a comfort and he intends to keep it that way. no fear of what comes after because they know it's okay#i'm not sure if i properly answered your question despite all that dfkgnfhkd if so i'm sorry i got possessed#belief is important in the neath but it's hard to tell where it begins and ends in a literal sense. if the far shore really is all there is#then hyakinthos would feel actively betrayed by the boatman for disregarding all these peoples' beliefs#but if the far shore is an option but not the absolute (as he believes) then it's a lot more gentle of a regard#recognizing that mistakes can be made and dreading them but understanding that the boatman is very old and doing his best#they both are really#it's. you can see the difference there#but without having a distinct idea of where the lines lay it's a little hard to say for absolute certainty y'know#whoops did not mean to leave a whole other post in the tags. i have been quiet about this guy for too long. too much time to think abt shit#ty for bearing with me i guess kdsjgdhgdfgjh#the scientist scribbles#c: hyakinthos athanasiou
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I took the high road last year during the literal worst time of my life when I honestly had every right not to and would have been totally justified in it but I DID and now the other person is getting their karma and you know what. That feels just fine to me
#personal#some shit happened with this girl at work and it was really bad and it (+ other things) did trigger the literal worst time of my life#but now it's all coming back around!!!!#so to that i say bless her heart 🫶#my boss looked me in the face after everything with this girl and said is there anything you want to tell me?? like THIS 👀👀👀#and i said: no I'm not in the business of getting people fired#but now guess who is getting herself fired#and still SUFFERING. and i am free of that hellhole completely#vindication is sweet. i hope she finds PEACE 💁♀️ bitch.
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that post about imagining naruto to help you brush your teeth is so me with garl tbh. this has been a straight up harrowing year for me as far as food is concerned but somehow i’m emerging from it with a happier and healthier relationship with cooking and eating than i’ve ever had in my life and if becoming obsessed with a happy little pixel guy who saves the world with a giant loaf of bread helped me get there then right on, grab that pot lid am i right
#took me a couple replays to notice how often garl says Right On. it’s a very endearing catchphrase to me bcs it reminds me of my mom lol#anyway i did some serious improvising in the kitchen tonight and hot damn it turned out pretty good!!!#i've always so badly envied people who can throw together a great meal with whatever they have on hand while low on groceries#probably sounds basic as hell but it's felt like an impossibly lofty goal to me forever and now i just. suddenly kind of Am this person#it's NUTS it's like a fucking switch flipped. sure i'm struggling with some other stuff rn but i'm cooking every day baby. life's okay#[edit omfg i made a typo there. did not mean to say i was 'cooking every baby']#also... lol? this plus posting on bsky about my shiny pokemon sleep quaxly named abba has been my only online activity all day#guess it's Healthy Saturday. wishing everyone who sees this post a Healthy Saturday Night god bless#text posts
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Dear Mr. Edgeworth,
I recall from one of your previous postings that you are particularly fond of cats, and am interested in your opinions on other animals commonly kept for human companionship. What are your thoughts on dogs? Horses? Rodents? Birds and reptiles?
I would assume that last one would have interesting twofold connotations given your status as a law student, due to these creatures' association with the legal profession - the epithet of "legal eagle" on the positive side, and all the jokes about snakes and crocodilians' show of professional courtesy on the negative. As an enthusiast of all things reptile related, I feel it is a reputation undeserved by these misunderstood, scaly creatures... as well as those aspiring to take on careers in law, very important for society...
But I digress. Lastly, I would also take it that, for rather obvious reasons, you don't really like fish, the way they remind you of a certain someone...
Regards, Seraphine. Again, may you excel in your studies, and no slanderous jokes come your way.
Dear Ms Seraphine,
Thank you for the kind words and inspiring thoughts.
Despite, as you noted correctly, being fascinated by cats, I am not that fond of most domestic animals, and my liking for cats is simply an amusing exception. However, there are still some species that I could call charming and interesting in ways different from keeping them as pets.
The first animal that came to mind was a graceful black panther. Ever since I was a kid, I thought of panthers as majestic, powerful guardians, trustworthy leaders, and dangerous vigilantes. They might not represent justice in the traditional sense of court cases and hour-long debates, but if one crosses their road, they should be wary of seeing their eyes shine in the dark when the night falls.
On the other hand, I could never resist swift, elegant antelopes' beauty. As someone who has always strived for success and improvement, their efortless endurance and resilience resonated with me; antelopes are in a constant state of action, awareness, and searching for new paths, opportunities. For me, they are a symbol of motivation and energy.
As my final point, I would like to mention swans. Even though they are often depicted as an embodiment of love, from swan figurines being placed on wedding cakes to towel swans on hotel beds, these birds have always struck me as an exquisite representation of change. On another note, the concept of a swan song has captivated me ever since I learned what the expression meant. It is impossible to deny that I spent hours considering what my swan song could possibly be, and to tell the truth, I still think about it from time to time.
Unfortunately, I do not have a strong stance on reptiles. They are the most beautiful when admired from afar, and their quiet deadliness amazes me; snakes in particular have been painted as villains since the beginning of time, so despite me condemning the demonization of reptiles, I understand why people have those... preconcieved notions about them.
Keeping rodents and other smaller animals as pets does not make much sense to me. For me, it would be impossible to love something that is barely capable of communicating its needs. These fluff balls always seemed closer to decor than to actual companions.
As for fish, I would not say that a certain someone you mentioned has enough influence over me to make me actively dislike fish. Marine species look magnificent in acquariums when the interior is done right, and personally, I do not mind fish... served with a tasteful side dish, that is.
Best regards,
Vincent Edgeworth
#My father used to have a Great Dane.#It's menacing presence was ominous at times and even though the dog loved me I had the same thought at the back of my mind:#what if one day it decided to drop the act and ripped my throat out?#This is to say that I do not like dogs. Not because of the Dane but in general.#I cannot trust them because of how trusting and loyal they are sometimes.#ooc: thanks to my beloved partner the fandom was blessed with deer-vincent and i want people to Think about him#i doubt that canon vincent would like deers much however i still felt the need to mention them in some way#vincent is a deer a strong graceful scared hit by a car deer#please it makes so much sense to me i--#also i guess all the animals in this post were also characters in books you usually read to kids#he probably read everything himself. poor boy Did Not need any help and missed out on bedtime strories with his parents#sorry i am sleepy and have too much stuff in my head hope this makes sense!!#vtsom#vincent the secret of myers#vincent edgeworth#rp#ask blog#vtsom rp
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"normal" meaning "unquestionable" & the embrace of that cropping up anywhere such as an aim to be on the unquestionable side of a Normal / Weird binary, thus surely being a comfortable effortless indelible version of Good that stems from "just be normal"
ppl out here like freud 2.0 where well they had the sufficiently normal Nuclear Household family(tm) experience so they're sufficiently normal for it, versus the weirdos who had the Questionable family times so as to end up with Issues, surely unlike all those who are Family Issue free, i.e. normal, no question. like how also Going To School is Normal, so of course there's that idea that anyone who didn't go to school normal style or did but Did That Wrong are the people made Weirder with Issues. & when what's Normal is what's Good is what's Unquestionable it's like why would i need to question it when it's so normal? why wouldn't some rando asshole nepo man be Meritous & Good at business when he's so Successful at it. speaks for itself, same as Your role of being treated entirely differently does, this can't be questioned, blame it on your own failures; again how the supposedly "questionable" experiences (unlike other ones, which need no Legitimate questioning) are pathologized like. people talking about disabled ppl's lacking "social skills" being this meaningful Driver of ableism just like poor people's lacking "financial literacy" being that darn cause of classism & resource extraction, the already Questioned vulnerable [you're just doing it wrong / failing] people are the cause of their own mistreatment, Normal people who are so socially & financially successful are helpless, this victim blaming (can't question it. Normal) sure totally doesn't speak to abuse being "normal" as well
which, good thing abuse totally isn't Normal i.e. in the territory of unquestionable things (with, obviously, the idea that Abuse (Real abuse, if you like) must be Exceptional in addition to, if not to Really be, "obviously" questionable) since if something can't be questioned then surely it's also How Things Were In The Beginning, Are Now, & Ever Shall Be (catholic prayer paraphasing re: god, for referential context) & there's just nothing to do but invest in & play into it For Success & resent / punish / try to eliminate disruption, like people just existing but doing it Weird, c'mon, be a better person please, obviously....meanwhile people out here approaching queerness in a way that accepts & acts according to the unquestionable normal of abuse of queerness, such that oh the "abnormality" of being queer (that is, "normal" people's abuse in the face of awareness of queerness) is unquestionable, such that Oh No, investment in that abuse now & forever world without end amen, & now punching down on the people who are just Being Weird & Disrupting this embrace of the norm: radfems invested in "all bodies will be classed as men & women & the former abuse the latter" & hate women who already disrupt this premise; pointing out ace exclusionism as terf logic just applied in the different context where queer vs nonqueer binary is neatly detected just as the gender binary is & people who already prove that & the way it's defined is not the case are the real problems, infiltrating Unquestionable (Normal) Queerness & delegitimizing it i.e. being The Cause of e.g. homophobic abuse, which will also unquestionably exist, so if we're gonna blame someone as Needing To Change it'll have to be uhhh already also affected Weird people who are ruining things, they're the Real causes of this abuse, so they're basically men, basically cis, basically straight. boooo to trans ace bi pan aro nonbinary gnc people....hardest to be binary gender "same sex" "romantic" "visible" Truly Queer couple currently holding hands in public or in front of family, & it's You Mfs who make it harder, not, yknow, the people who were already always embracing & perpetuating the abuse bolstering Normal(tm) Cishet Just Being Normal. and of course don't forget going after poly people & others disrupting / not accepting premises about Unquestionable Relationship Structures/Requirements. so not just being normal
also the beloved concept broken out that, of course, Being Normal = Being Good, b/c hello, unquestionable?? where it's like meaningless ideas that abuse is Abnormal like ":( hurt people hurt people" (inherently a framing to counter any response to [person is hurting me] that's not silent secret sympathy forever i guess. nobody's using this catchphrase to argue for Hey Quick let's all intervene to stop someone being hurt, lest they go on to hurt anyone themselves) like & yet everyone is hurt, yet not everyone is doing shit where these arguments are broken out after they're already getting away with nonsense & we're telling others to just stop complaining, while also not everyone isn't getting shit on for being "disruptive" & perchance the real hurtful problems for trying to Stop being shitted on, or just have a little more breathing room to day to day live while it happens. everyone's hurt bitch let's get you some "what's the actual patterns & context of supported power imbalance made emergently evident by whose choices & life are constrained & undermined & made smaller" like. or the expanded idea as that well all abuse comes from Being abused, i.e. the Cycle, never mind that abuse is everywhere as per its being Normal, & nobody's intervening every time it manifests despite its supposed exceptionality thus rareness & supposed indication that someone's Being abused to cause it. just gotta roll with it, wow. & pathologize being victim to it, abuser in the making, Vulnerable People are dangerous, those insulated & given more access to systemically backed power in an oh so Normal way are surely oh so Safe as well. the very rich families are all lovely havens. the abused people are treated so well & embraced & supported by all the more Normal people they encounter, certainly not Also isolated, bullied, victim blamed by these Normal friends family coworkers new partners randos in public randos who are "professionals"
but yknow uh literally just be normal lol. aaand post. and like "lol being Anti Being Normal? just like a weirdo" like yeah of course. and what, i'm gonna try to win the heart & mind of someone like "of course you have blue hair & pronouns" & convert them, as would definitely happen if only all transgenderists were Normal about it? and the perspective of "what Unquestionable Good is ever actually coming from striving to get to point at Others as Weird" involves going like "nooo i wanna see myself & be seen as Just Being Normal" instead of like having ideas / arguments about how to be considerate towards people which can be articulated in any other way & involve effort & said consideration (ft. anything able to be questioned)
#but i think we all agree that ppl pointing & going ''ugh poly shit ruining everything'' or ''aplatonic?? lmfao'' are heroes AND le epic#always feel free to circle around too to bi ppl who are Totally Basically Cishet AND Worse Enemies Really Than. Anyone Cishet#and i'm sure the ace exclusionism never ends for plenty of ppl. keep the logic but go ''oh well it's just still not That big a deal''#the experiences of being more vulnerable & exposed to exploitation of that? are the drivers of Deviation. your weird issues#MY blessed normativity. had enough of Family Friendship Romance that was all surely pleasant enough#popular enough / not bullied enough at school. i am now a good person based on vibes b/c to be Hurting anyone? well i would Know#why not go talk to the rando who was like ''racism is over b/c i have never invoked like Hey. White Person To White Person. give me#preferential treatment >;) & in fact now white people are Dispreferred etc etc'' ohh all the Special Treatment(tm) for Others....#again like the idea Abuse happens in some ''abnormal'' situation & simply being in ''normal'' ones will show victims the light#(already with the logic that ppl are in abusive situations b/c the victims need to Know Better & Take The Correct Actions finally)#(i.e. victim blaming / pathologize the individuals) like yeah the guarantee ppl don't just keep getting shat on is not there lol#the blessed normal ppl who are i guess natural healers i presume? Totally never ostracizing bullying & further treating as ''''weird''''#like the idea ohh autistic ppl are Bad At Interactions. oh shit interactions b/w autistic ppl go great? well uhh#then It's A Two Way Street except also being nt is Normal so autistic ppl need to ''learn social skills'' so Ableism Ends. their fault#same deal like sympathy & support from the supposed Primed To Harm fellow abused ppl?? while others are undermining & ostracizing? nahh#even getting to be ''alone'' i.e. either existing amid others but not there ''with'' anyone; or certainly Left Alone; way more Validating#and just more pleasant too like. even the abstract concept of [do xyz: with a friend group] :((( vs do it by yourself :)#''oh ppl don't want to have the Social Skills & exert the Effort to have a friend group?? that's that on Moral Failure'' Lol. truly.#good people are popular & bad people are ostracized in recognition of their unquestionably Questionable Weirdo Vibe. got their ass#if you can't / won't break something down beyond Normal/Weird. why. i'm questioninnnng....And queer.#like ''sounds just like something a Weird Ruinerrr (Disruptor) would say'' uh yeah i sure hope it does &c
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tic disorders are so Fun bc they are So comorbid with like. autism and ocd. and they are So fucking transmissible. watching YT vids with a guy who happens to have an eye blink tic and Whoops! picked it right up. and so the whole comorbid thing it’s like a petri dish of “Oh so you’re faking all this shit for attention then? you see someone else do it you do it?? bitch???” intrusive thoughts. and tics are different from compulsions but the stress of intrusive thoughts can also make tics worse which turns the whole thing into a perpetual motion machine. and so i get to chase that tail all over again now and i’m also stuck blinking a weird new way i wasn’t doing last week. gotta love it!!
#N posts stuff#really i’ve picked up a lot of facial tics over the years#i started with a neck jerk tic and that carrried us all by itself for a while#but then i’ve also picked up ‘weird face scrunch’ ‘weird tongue click’ and now ‘weird eye blink’#the face scrunch gets bad enough sometimes it’d also be a wink but now it’s blink both eyes time i guess#not all from like. seeing other people with those tics some of them just kind of spring up from nowhere#i’ve dropped a bunch of tics over the years too tho. when things got bad in high school#i had like a stint with a whole arm tic — like my arm would jerk up by my head#which also paired with a kind of. sneezy noise i would do? so i got a lot of awkward ‘bless you?’s#but i dropped the sneezy noise at some point and the arm tic mellowed out into ‘weird wrist flick’#but yeah it’s an absolute breeding ground for ‘oh so you’re a faker and a liar huh asshole?’ thoughts. sad!#and we can point at the ‘hey we Have a paper diagnosis brother’ thing all day but believe it or not. intrusive thoughts don’t give a shit :/#guy notorious for being a dogshit liar: man. i can’t believe im so good at lying i even fooled myself all these years#<- guy definitely not fooling itself/anyone else into anything
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One thing I do appreciate about Buffy season 12, despite its flaws, is how it brings Buffy close to Angel again.
Because, to be honest, I do feel like there was a slight distance there since season six, probably (during their meeting, after Buffy came back from the dead, that was "intense", but also was somehow disappointing to the both of them). And we also see it with how Buffy interacted with Angel in "Chosen" some, though I don't know if that was intentional on the writers' part there.
And then we won't get into Buffy season eight, that further drove them apart. But season 12 really brought them back together, and I so appreciate it for that (among other things).
But the above book passage from "Heat" (taking place in Buffy season 7/Angel season 4) kind of hints at that distance, imo. And that was written by a major Bangel fan, where the Buffy and Angel book authors are concerned. So she's not biased against them or anything like that. Quite the opposite.
It's actually sad: in this book, Buffy and Angel's story crosses over, of course, so it pulls them back together again--and they get pretty couple-y once more, with Buffy calling Angel "baby," and all. But then they both die together to save the day, and earn Heaven and their happy ending... but they decide to give it up for their loved ones, I think (like Connor for sure, in Angel's case), knowing that some day they'll really earn their happy ending together. But then, IIRC, not pleased by how things went--because Wolfram & Hart got betrayed and screwed over by some of the villains--time gets turned back so none of that happened--so Buffy and Angel don't remember any of it. And Angel only knows about any of it, because Lilah tells him what not to do to those catastrophic events.
So, basically, Buffy was feeling distanced from Angel as seen by the text above, and then that bridge was gapped, and then she lost that and the memory of it. And only Angel has any knowledge of this stuff. I suppose that had to happen to fit with her S7 self (and the Spike/Buffy stuff), of course, but it very much rings of IWRY again. Which was probably the point.
#bangel#also the place i usually get my buffy comic scans from was down so i was limited with what i could choose from#bless the buffyngton post on youtube for his buffy seasons recap videos from years ago. that were so much fun. so i could find something:)#and not that the comics are that great by any stretch of the imagination. or that i like them that much. most of the time i do think it's#best to see them as not canon. especially the buffy ones (angel & faith were at least somewhat better)#but it's at least something#though the dark horse buffy seasons 8-12 and angel & faith comics are still so many miles better than anything boom's doing...#I guess I'll also add one more kind of nice thing about the comics:#Some people think we didn't see angel missing/loving buffy enough on his show#But we see it SO much in the post comics
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hmm will not lie im only 2/3s into the first light novel but somehow I'm picking up more of the characterization in that than after watching all of the anime.... maybe it's just because i already know what to look for and am reading more closely because of it, or maybe i just didn't understand the anime's way of showing jinshi's character lol. there's also a lot more emphasis about him playing with toys than i remembered in the anime, but his childishness is clearer, and maomao's ambivalence towards him because of his mask is also more pronounced i feel
#some people online said it's drier than the animanga vers?? i thought it's fine#i guess it helps that i know where this is going but the illustrations are fun :3#i think i prefer the characters dynamic in this too.. the gaoshun jinshi and maomao trio is so much funnier its really like gaoshun and#two teens on baby leashes. god bless#the apothecary diaries#my post#knh logs
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I kind of just want to drop out of college and crochet and write books and
#get married (i don't have a boyfriend)#and have kids (i am not in a relationship or stable enough for a family)#i kinda wanna sell crochet stuff but it takes me like a month to make any and everything#plus i suck at reading and understanding patterns#and all ik is single crochet and double crochet and even then i think i do them wrong as well#Tunisian stitch is fun but i don't have a hook long enough and it hurts my hand#idk if it was just my sinuses and lack of sleep but ive felt so bad all day#and my back hurts cause i sit like a shrimp and don't know how to stand i guess#im so tired. genuinely.#and my mouth is fucked up again with sores because of stress and biting at my own lips#and its so lonely being in college#which is kinda funny cause i have more people i would actually consider as friends than ever#but i kinda just feel like im *there*#and i have a million projects to do but i played fortnite with my sis and her husband and my brother instead#and my dad taught my sis and i to play solitaire#and then i beat them both at black jack (it was actually a tie of how many matches i won but shhh)#and i know im blessed that im basically getting paid to go to college by my college but#it just doesn't feel right. like it feels isolating and lonely#and i have gone to some events btw they are not that great
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#so many posts on here I see and I want to go 'OP either you know an unusually high number of awful people or I know an unusually low number'#but (a) that's not helpful of me to say and (b) I don't know which it is#I do think I know an unusually low number of awful people *well*#like I've been blessed with an excellent family and I'm pretty good at picking friends#but even like casual daily interactions. apparently other people's regularly suck more than mine do#and like. what do I do with this form of privilege??*#I've been told that people tend to calm down around me which is nice I guess and perhaps insulates me from some deranged interactions#I also sometimes don't notice it when people are trying to be rude to me apparently#Believe me if I could bottle and share my 'judgmental weirdos repelling field' that I apparently have I would send you all some#*[it is of course linked with other forms of privilege but like. other highly educated white women still seem to complain of#more offputting interactions than I'm aware of happening to me]#it also occurs to me that this website is maybe not a perfectly unskewed barometer of everyone's daily pleasant or unpleasant interactions#in that one is more likely to come on here to complain than to come on here to rejoice#on average
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No offence but if you are blessed and privileged enough to see Ateez live (or any kpop group) and you’re complaining about how bad your seats are? I just want to remind you that there are wars in some countries, Kim.
#I feel like most Atinys stopped following me now anyways#after the niki situation#so I can say this with my whole chest#there’s no pleasing some people I guess#imagine being blessed enough to be at a stage in your life#where your world is safe enough for a concert#and you have money to afford a ticket#with the knowledge 80% of the fandom are excluded from this experience#and what? your seat was a bit far away ?#gtfo and close the door behind you
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Moment of silence for all the incredibly hot people who have no idea they're hot and won't believe it no matter how many people tell them and never will until they look at photos of themselves 20 years later and go "holy fuck I looked like THAT??"
Another moment of silence for their best friends tasked with beating back every single dickhead pestering them after every single mixer to set them up with Hot Friend, including people who were hitting on them until they saw Hot Friend.
#brought to you by a ninny who once dated a guy who had a crush on her best friend#but let that go because everyone had a crush of best friend#only for him to ask me if it was okay to ask her out a week after we broke up#the ninny bit was because i gave him my blessing bc I didnt want to seem like a jealous ex or whatever#idk what he thought would happen but my friend froze him out so bad his dick nearly fell off#consoled himself by having a relationship with a girl who wasn't exactly creepily younger but kinda toed the line somewhat#wasting 7 fucking years of that girl's life then breaking up then consoling my friend when her dad died and then *asking her out again*#yeah the dude was a real prince#but also I could never bring my closest and oldest friend to any mixer without some knobhead pouncing on me immediately after#to my ex husband's dickhead friend to tiny drunk dickhead lesbians#it's a law of the universe that obliviously super hot and genuinely nice people can't pull a decent person if their life depended on it#i guess in the end we're both 36 and still single as fuck. altho she didnt waste 10 yrs of her life married to an asshole#and still looks as gorgeous as she did at 25#knee of huss#life stuff#if you ask me for her number in the notes i will kill you
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sometimes i feel like i haven't gotten anywhere and then i think, "well, even though i'm sitting in the same room, i'm not crouched over a folding table with a computer that's falling apart to do college assignments anymore," and that's tangible progress i guess.
#i'm not always appreciative of where i am now but it's better than where i was. sometimes worse but i'm still learning.#taking a break from the internet taught me that all the online drama doesn't matter in my real life and should not affect my health.#taking a break from writing and volunteering taught me that i'm actually not easily replaceable and nobody is paying me for my time.#taking a break from school taught me not to put any faith in a job and to focus on my own goals.#getting into debt taught me that i don't want to think about money so i need to live within my means and take that as a blessing.#and going on one date taught me that i love my peace more than anything and it's no use forcing connections with people.#(although i think i can work on putting myself out there more and being honest about what i want.)#so i guess those are some things i've learned in my twenties!#my progress is slow but i grew up very differently from most and i can't measure it against other people.#i guess the point is i just need to worry about what i'm doing!#luvie.txt
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