kazakami really is about obligations all the way. whether to himself or his parents, he's decided he's had his time in the first two years having 'fun' and now it's time to focus. but, the thing is, most of his 'fun' is just ticking off some checklist of all things you'd expect to do in highschool (and the one sport he did actually like, he had to stop because of injury). so, does that really count? isn't that just fulfilling a role regardless of his own wants and needs?
anyway, now he's 100% focusing on his third year. despite how kazakami is hitting all the points in the checklist, how he's showing how he's meeting expectations, it's still not enough for his parents. he has the one hobby to himself, his interest in tokusatsu, which he's into enough to have his own figures and to know obscure trivia off by heart. and his parents are just... dismissive of it. "it's for children", they say, as they ignore their own child's needs.
no wonder kazakami never lets on more about his hobbies in school and only portrays himself as the outgoing model student, if this is how he's treated for showing his genuine interests.
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Any number? 23 and saïx :)
couldn't count all the ways that i've died for you
[ID: a digital drawing of saix from kingdom hearts. He is shown from the hip up, his body in 3/4's and his face in profile. He is shadowed in warm tones. He has a neutral expression, and he's standing straight.
The background is transparent except for a circle that lays from the middle of his shoulders and upwards, with three sections that have a slightly bigger circumference where one to three, seven to eight, and eight to nine would be on a clock. All scenes are blue tones with a noise overlay. these three are all from saix's perspective.
In the first, there is a cloaked figure shown from the waist down, the tip end of young xehanort's keyblade leans forward and some of it goes out of bound, tiled floor as a background. The second one is saix's hand reaching for kingdom hearts. The third is his hand reaching towards Lea, who lies on the floor of radiant garden's lab.
The rest of the circumference is a labyrinth wall in keyblade's graveyard, with a harsh diagonal line of light on the upper half. Most of the circumference is lined black, except from nine to one o'clock, lined white. /End ID.]
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omg I can't believe this blog exists...I have some full body art saved back from when I was doing my own archive!! This Is Youth, Ramen, Beach Party, Puppy Wishes, promo image for the olympics one, maybe some other ones you don't have yet, please do reupload them here as you need!! (I'll see if I have anything lurking on my PC too) gdrive folders (slash) 1J09_ekrxCFu2D7ERas0VIbdVU4f1OvCE
Hello! Thank you so much for your kind words and the offered support?? I’ll get to work on those asap!
And please feel welcome to come here talk about the mains more, it’s always such a delight to meet likeminded people 😄
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sending more asks because i am Concerned that i am getting sick Again which would be Stupid because I was sick last month with COVID and i have had three colds in addition to that since the start of 2024
when alphas bulk in rut. is it hard or soft.
like.
is bulked-out-alpha something that you could just kinda smush your face in or would it be like smushing your face into a rock wall. are they fun human pillow or are they unpleasant brick in the bed. does it vary by person. which is wilson (i hope fun human pillow and not brick in bed because he is a soft soft man but if house were an alpha i bet he'd be Brick). foreman i bet is either brick because he is not a warm fuzzy person OR he's soft but rejects that. but what do i know. it ain't my mgv.
or even more out there of an idea. do they get. like. swelling. like when i get a flu shot and my arm is huge for two weeks. is it like. water balloons. if you poked them with a sewing needle would they get debulked (not recommended Angry Alpha Warning)
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WELL there are some factors to HOW a specific alpha bulks up that plays into the squish of them. genetics alone means there's some variation already, but more than that is age. older alphas still bulk but will put on more fat and less muscle and many alphas who first present as teens have fluctuating ratios as their bodies learn to adjust to the hormones since it is another puberty after all.
wilson is more soft but he's solid, too. muscle growth is hidden under a layer of fat so by appearances he's teddy bear. soft and fluffy and cute. it's easy to forget he still does get some crazy alpha strength, too.
foreman is more 'brick' because he actually tends to go to the gym as an outlet for his rut while most alphas in the modern day go for sex and little else. foreman fucks, obviously, but he gets more longterm satisfaction from working out
now cuddy...... SHE'S the brick. given her administrative position she goes on rut leave earlier as to ensure the combative nature of a brain on rut doesn't contribute to a decision that could endanger the hospital, so she's kind of elusive to see bulked up. house, who naturally has seen her in that state before, does his best to be on his worst behavior before she goes on leave just to see if she'll use that strength on him (it's.... not sexual harrassment. but it's close)
they do swell, also, as a side effect of rut is increased blood production, so i guess there's always a degree of swelling (it also pads out the spaces where fat/muscle don't typically gather + ensures this sudden new weight gets a healthy supply)
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