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I did claim Tony Visconti could be one of the chief architects of British popular music. However, he didn't work much in Britpop, unless you count his production for several groups that got adjacent to the category thanks to them being present at the time of the genre's heyday. One such example could be Manic Street Preachers, yet he only worked on them after the whole Britpop thing was over, so he didn't really mold their sound in the imperial phase of the style. Still, Lifeblood does show Manics possess a certain something they never let go of even now. They continue to be a group, which rarely seems to be settled into what they represent. What that might be? Oh, this question deserves a whole debate, not just a post.
#Youtube#manic street preachers#lifeblood#solitude sometimes is#james dean bradfield#sean moore#nicky wire#nick nasmyth#jeremy shaw#greg haver#tony visconti#tom elmhirst#00's music#alternative rock
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Rest Stop
Written for the prompt ‘rest’ for @steddiemicrofic
387 words / rated T / pre-slash
Recreational drug use
There’s a rest stop on the decommissioned road a little ways out of Hawkins. It’s not a lot of anything, a tin roof over a picnic table, but Steve likes it. Thinks of it as ‘his’ spot, even though Tommy H told him about it. But it’s a good place to be alone. To, well, rest.
And, sure, Hawkins is full of places like that, quiet, empty places, and alone isn’t something Steve likes to be that much, but nights like tonight…
He sighs, tips his beer to his lips. It doesn’t hit him often, but when it does, it’s a restless itch; he can get away from Hawkins, from his house, his job, his nonexistent love life, but he can’t get away from that feeling. Out here he gets close, though.
Tonight, his solitude is short-lived. Footsteps make Steve tense, and a deep voice cuts through the night: “Steve?”
The tension drains; Steve turns. “Hey, Eddie.”
Eddie blinks. “I found you.” He scratches his head, nods at the table Steve’s sitting on. “Mind if I…?”
“It’s a free country.”
“So I’m told.” Eddie’s lips quirk; he sits beside Steve, pulling a joint from his jacket. He waggles it; Steve nods.
“Why were you looking for me?”
An orange flame sparks from Eddie’s lighter, catching the end of the joint. “I wasn’t.” Eddie takes a drag, gives the joint to Steve.
“You said you found me…”
“Don’t have to be looking for you to find you.”
Steve shakes his head. “All right.” He takes a hit, relishing the pleasant buzz, passes it back.
“What brings the valiant Sir Steve out here?”
“I like the quiet.”
“That a hint for me to shut my yap?”
“No.” Steve knocks their shoulders together. “I like listening to you talk.” Why did he say that? He doesn’t really care. Huh.
Surprise flickers over Eddie’s face, but it settles into something pleased. “Good.” He winks. “Because I have plenty of stories to tell.”
After a few moments, Steve says, “Well,” waving his hand, “go ahead.”
Eddie’s eyes sparkle; he starts talking, gesticulating wildly, and Steve realizes the restlessness is gone. Maybe it’s the weed. He’s pretty sure it’s all Eddie.
Okay. Something to look at later. For now, he basks in Eddie’s voice and the easy, restful feeling of being near him.
#steddie#steve x eddie#Steddie fic#Steddie fanfic#steddiemicrofic#this is the one I was worried about being OOC and asked for ‘permission’ to keep writing lol#thanks for the encouragement!!#also this is like one of those nights where you want to be alone but then you find company and it’s better than being alone#i love solitude but idk sometimes it’s what I think I need but it turns out I’m wrong#pizzaqueenfic#i left this in my drafts because I was too chicken to post it but I guess I may as well
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hear me out…. luna/harry is one of my favorite hp rare pairs and have been for years….:/ they’re so autistic4autistic soft and sweet and estranged from wizarding society post war coded. they own thestrals btw
#no one knows where they are or where they live#maybe they’re vagabonds#harry stays at grimmauld sometimes and he sees ron and hermione#but no one has a single clue where luna and harry live#’wheres the boy who lived ??????’ reads the daily prophet. well! he’s out watching the stars with his dreamer girlfriend and tending to-#their thestrals#they’re domestic and love their solitude and can be quiet with each other#lunarry#ive been getting back into the golden trio era#its fun!!!!!#i honestly think they were my first rare pair
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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back#i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m#so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known#and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least he’s still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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if you don’t think that Clark has solo dance parties at the fortress I don’t know what to tell you
#he blasts 90s/00s pop and boogies#fortress of solitude more like fortress of bust a move#listen he has a very stressful life if sometimes he wants to shake his thang to robyn that’s his prerogative#clark kent#superman#dc
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alt verse: star guardian.
name. irelia xan colour. pink year. four blood type. O+ hobby. cooking favourite food. cold soba noodles favourite subject. gymnastics proficiency. blade manipulation quote. " remember what's been lost; fight for what hasn't been. "
about star guardian irelia. irelia had her home destroyed by the influence of the dark star. she took the oath of the first star amidst the ruins of her family home. she worked alone for a few decades before linking up with a team; one of the members being kayn ( @umbane ) who is later corrupted by rhaast on a mission gone wrong… all she remembers is seeing an explosion of dark star magic as he picked up the scythe before she was knocked out.
when she later reawakened in a hospital bed, all she's told is that he went mad, and that he was the one who turned on her team and killed them. confronted by the pain of betrayal and her anger towards her former teammate, irelia swore to seek out the former teammate and exact revenge.
irelia was once an enthusiastic and cheerful leader of her former team. the loss of her loved ones may have hardened her outer walls, but they've also hardened her will to destroy the monsters that threaten the forces of light. though jaded and a little tough on newer guardians, she hides both her sensitive heart and her quest to find kayn, the one remaining connection to her past.
meet her magical medium. hana is a draconic familiar which represents irelia's love for dancing. introverted and quiet, the creature only shows his playful side to irelia herself. hana often joins irelia when she is dancing, twirling around her effortlessly with his iridescent scales shimmering in the light. he transforms into irelia's floating blades when any potential threat shows itself... including if anybody tries to steal a bite of his favourite meal cooked by his master.
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can we please finally talk about how can’t catch me now is literally clarke griffin’s anthem post praimfaya: believed dead and mourned for six years by spacekru, but she unburied herself from the wreck of their departure and crawled across the dessert to build a home in the last piece of earth left, waiting years for her people to return and nurturing the land they then fought for and destroyed all while raising the last true commander of the twelve clans.
#the 100#jroth#clarke griffin#spacekru#can't catch me now#olivia rodrigo#clarke thoughts honestly drive me insane sometimes#this has been eating away at my brain for AGESS#i need the edits 😭😭#also s5 just broke my heart a little cause the valley octavia and diyoza turn into a battle ground and invade and each claim as their own#is the home where clarke raised her daughter and built between them through six years of solitude and peace#like it was theirs !!!!#and everyone else was trying to stake a claim into it and then they all tore it apart#the writers honestly failed clarke & madi in s5 - s7
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pride month almost over and not a single kiss from a girl 😪
pride month almost over and I’m sure no boy will be near these lips 😪
#blue blabber 🗣️#like sometimes I’m like omg I want a partner#and then I realize I prefer solitude#some of the stuff I see my friends go through would have me in a pink straitjacket#i think once i experience really good mmbop I’ll be set free from this turmoil#mmbop is sex btw#i got that from a video of orlando brown and it just stuck with me#if you know that video you get a gold star#turning this back to miguel in order not to get upset about it#miguel would be soooo good 🤤#big big man#big strong man#big yummy man#i’ll show him a canon event alright
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this is here i rp if you guys were wondering.
#ugh... the hair clark agenda is rela. chest. forearms..beard ( but he shaves the beard#idk why ppl think hes hairless. it takes a laser and a piece of kryptonian metal to shave#he is not doing a full body down!#anyway this is him writing his third book i believe. look at all the paper on the ground! his robot bringing him more#hes like only i can be inspire din my fortress of solitude i cant write in the city its too noisey#i do love the idea of clark being someone who loves ppl and his city but even HE needs a place to fall back to to be alien BY HIMSELF#sometimes..he needs a break. we all need one. home away from home.#i also love his hobbies! whichi been gathering to write a meta on#because there is more to him . he doesn get up to just be superman! he has interest and has fun by himself too.#he is a fictional writer when he snot doing reporter stuff in case youw ere wondering#he makes fictional stories based on his experiences in life. in this book (hes writing it ) he made a self insert of himself who was..coole#like clar.k k.ent if he was cool. like james bond. HE LOOKED LIKE CLARK but instead of dorky glasses it was cool aviators and he was a bada#dont you think its silly he made a self insert. clarks adorable. imagine if ur muse reads his book like hmm this mc sounds familiar but not#familiar enough to be clark.#do yall think he is a fic writer on ao3? hes too classy for that he has a professional writign career but imagine.#anyway hi yall <3 hope to get to more new ppl w writing today im sorry if you feel ignored im TRYING SO HARD.
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Lew Moments
“…the very poor lack spokesmen in the shape of writers. Writers come predominantly from the middle class in which privacy is more easily obtainable, and in which solidarity with friends and neighbors is not so stringently demanded..” From the book Solitude p. 82 by Anthony Storr.
My margin note to the above: (written in the margin of page 82 of the Solitude book)
"I give friends and neighbors the light touch. I crave and savor Lew moments! "10/31/2009 Saturday 7:50am
N: 7/2/2024
About 15 years since I wrote the above margin note and I still crave Lew moments. At that time , I had to work those moments into my time with my partner Jim. But, Jim’s liver failed and he died November 9, 2009, just 10 days after I wrote the above margin note. I went through months of intense mourning after his death, but emerged with a strong desire to have "Lew moment' writing sessions.
I enjoy time with my friends, but, I crave time with my inner scribe.
#journaling#writing#gay relationship#gay#gay history#I crave moments with my inner scribe#writers sometimes value writing time over time with friends and family#writing requires “solitude”#you can find writing solitude in a coffee house or on a commuter bus ride#10/31/2009#death of a partner and mourning a death
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WAIT MY ONCELER FANDOM ANNIVERSARY WAS 3 DAYS AGO? NOOOO
Well, Happy belated birthday to 1 year onceling me!
#onceler#onceler fandom#June fucking 9.#Sorry for the random cursing even though I do it very often#Anyway...#I tend to forget event dates#Birthdays-Anniversarries-Schedules you name it#Hell even my own birthday sometimes#I do have a calendar for everything but I also forget it exists#As I was typing this it was June 11#then the clock striked 12 and wabaam#June 12#solitude thinkos
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A continuation to this comic I did a while back with Tessie and Xavier
Putting the two comics together, uuhhh Duality of Man or something I dunno (they are meant to be complimentary to each other in some form)
#solitude: second chances#solitude oc#solitude au#xavier rotom#solitude: subject placement#it's a struggle to be the designated braincell sometimes#but god damn seeing the art quality between the two comics is night and day that's wild#one of these days i need to make a ref sheet and summary of Tessie or something
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life is pretty much about learning to love your solitude and making the most of it huh?
#i was driving from Walmart when i noticed a white suv alone in the parking space at Wendy's and there was an elderly lady eating on her own#and it just hit me that life is lonely sometimes#i got a little sad at first but then i thought maybe she just got a craving or maybe even though she is alone in that moment#she has a family and friends that loves her#or maybe she's okay with living this life of solitude and is making the most of it#idk#i guess i've been more aware of people being on their own#it got me wondering: do people who have families partners kids ever still feel lonely and sad?#i wonder if i ever find a partner and if we ever have kids.. will i still be unable to shake off this loneliness and sadness in me?#maybe?#but even then#i always try to BREATH and smile at life#i have this opportunity of making the most of it and do my best#what more can as of than that? a chance.#😊😊😊😊#sigh#oh well#this was just a little existential feeling i had this morning#i am stressed out with finals this week but i submitted my essay last night (🙌🏽 woohoo) and i am going to make myself some mean fish tacos#for dinner.#but before that i am going to enjoy a nice cold weather walk at the park#and finish my day watching cheesy low budget random romantic movies#all is well#😊😊😊#personal#oh and i have a job interview tomorrow so sighhhhhhhhhh
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What is MACHINE?
I offered that I'd make a mini-comic explaining whatever element or concept from my story that my friends asked for, and that ended up being Machine! It's not so 'mini' after all and there were some challenges but I think it does the job, so ENJOY!! As always with MoS, ask about anything and everything you'd like and it'll be my pleasure to talk about it. To clarify, when Alex says "Phoenix", he's referring to Phoenix Research, his workplace.
Transcript of all image text is under the cut, divided by page.
MACHINE is a brilliant feat of engineering of its time, and one of Phoenix's proudest achievements. The name is actually an acronym; Moonlight Applicability Converter for HIgh eNergy Endeavours. (you know how much scientists love to have fun with names…)
As the name suggests, it was built to exploit the special properties of moonlight and serve as a power source for other projects. I joined the project in its construction stage, when all the design details were already worked out.
To simplify, it collects the moon's light via the lunar panels mounted up on the surface, densifies it, cools it down, among others, while processing it into a liquid, which is then distributed across the facilities to wherever needed. If adjustments to the process are necessary, anything breaks down, or somebody simply wants to observe the parameters more closely, there's a control station room at the top of it in addition to the panels on ground level.
It takes some work to get up, though. That's how it all used to be, at least. Another group of dedicated engineers managed to downscale the system enough that every room can have their own mini-converter, rendering the original unnecessary. I even made use of one of those in my project!
There's talk of repurposing the apparatus sometime in the future, but as it is, the whole thing has fallen into disrepair. We don't really visit that part of the facilities anymore. I wonder if it gets lonely…
#mx creations#original art#comic#traditional art#colourpiece#oc#Memories of Solitude#worldbuilding#original story#Alex#Machine#Nix#I'm proud of what I made here. it really deserved some colour too and I think it adds a lot here#I'll post it sometime later but I had a small moment of figuring out how to show passage of time on Alex's face. not sure if it's visible
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FEBRUARY IS NEARLY OVER GUYS!! HOLD THIS LAST WEEK IN YOUR HANDS AND MAKE IT MAGIC!!! READ!!! DANCE!!! SING!!! SURROUND YOURSELF WITH BEAUTIFUL THINGS - SUCH AS: LAUGHTER (EVEN IF IT'S YOUR OWN) AND ART AND GOOD FOOD!! INJECT SO MUCH LOVE AND BEAUTY INTO THIS FINAL WEEK!! WE WILL NEVER GET IT BACK!! MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL!!
#listen to your favourite songs in the morning and dance around whilst you clean!!!!#eat fresh fruit or pastries or chocolates or other foods that make you glad to be here!!!#drink teas or coffees or hot chocolates or smoothies or just cold water from the fridge!!!#remember to feel the heat or the cold of your drink and think think think about it all!!!! all of it!!!#open your curtains and feel the sun on your skin!!! (if you're lucky enough for it to be sunny - if not watch the birds!!!)#maybe meet your friends or maybe bask in solitude or maybe do both - you have a week after all!!#appreciate this time. make it magic.#sure you might have school or college or work but you can make it beautiful!!! listen to music and appreciate the small things#(people's outfits. good food. the clouds. the sky. the sounds. warmth. cold. the wind. the grass. the sights. the smells.)#bundle up and appreciate the last week of february because you'll probably miss the cold after a while of summer! make the most of it!!!#the good is here the good is here i promise. sometimes you just have to look a little closer. or sometimes you just have to take a step back#make this week magic. i believe in you.#rain rambles
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“Home” by Cavetown is the Oldest Dream being adopted by the outer gods of 999
Get a load of this train wreck, his hair’s a mess and he doesn’t know who he is yet. But little do we know the stars welcome him with open arms.
#orv spoilers#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#song of the day#the oldest dream#secretive plotter#the 999th regression kills me sometimes#solitude for eons only to find comfort in the one you hurt the most#(it goes both ways)#the fact that saving a single person was enough for sp to find peace in his suffering#young kdj’s perpetual loneliness ultimately chased away by his favourite characters from his favourite regression#what more can i say
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