#socially i’m still they/he
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being trans/nonbinary in today’s political climate means i remove the “they/them” from my professional pronouns and go by he/him. being trans in today’s political climate means i’m actually considering changing my gender marker to “M” so that there isnt any queerness on paper that blocks me from being considered for employment
#of course the he/him completely hinges on people having not known me before T and also having never seen me irl to know i have tiddies#the most common pronoun i hear being used to refer to me is still she/her and im too tired/scared to correct it#ugh#socially i’m still they/he#but i dont even want to introduce that to future employers until i know whether or not they’re chill
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Yippee doodles!!
Such silly little guys 💛
#just some goofy guys being cute <3#I’m still trying to decide on what fit to put Prismo in but I for sure want to have time woods striped pants!#I love the idea that even though Scarab is shorter he could pick up Prismo like he weighs nothing#fist post in a while#kinda taking a break from socials but I hope y’all enjoy these doodles :>#digital art#fan art#art#adventure time#fiona and cake#prismo#prismo the wishmaster#prohibitedwish#prohibited wish fanart#scarab#scarab the god auditor#doodles#colored doodle#colored sketch#human prismo#human scarab
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕
I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed#It’s good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long#time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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Thanks @helenvader for reminding me about this scene in men at arms. Needed to reread a book before I’ve drawn this, but finally it’s ready;)
Unexpectedly Havelock has a new robe-design here. Lol.
P.S. First time I did something on Discworld that is apparently NOT VetVimes content 😅 Hope you like it)
#lets talk about Leonard being an unexpectedly good ADHD representation#Moist was good but not exaxtly THAT type of a man#and the fact he also has Vetinari’s therapist-friend-priesoner energy#I honestly like Leo so much#and his scenes in jingo were iconic#And a strange-smiling Mona Lisa is also such a discworld thing#I know there was another thing at book but I couldn’t help drawing THAT#Oh and Havelock is such a kitty here#I just think of him reacting to Leonard’s new inventions as I react to new ✨bugs✨ on the street#I also hadn’t draw anything in chibi style for awhile#it’s just so relaxing#✨macht mir spaß✨#p.s.#I’m still anxious about how my sketches look but I promised myself to talk more and post more ‘unpolished’ arts this year so here we go#eat this social anxiety!#P.P.S#discworld#havelock vetinari#fanart#lord vetinari#terry pratchett#gnu terry pratchett#ukrart#men at arms#jingo#leonard of quirm#adhd#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital art
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That time javier and john almost met in 1909
#inspired by I’m still your fag by broken social scene ❤️🩹#rdr2 fanart#john marston#javier escuella#jovier#artbyj#he left cause he saw that John was happy with his family and decided that the past was the past#if that wasn’t clear from the drawings#maybe this would’ve been better as a fic than drawn out 😭🥲#long post#the timeline doesn’t make sense with this I think tho
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i know i’m the only person on the planet who cares about kotone but if they would just put her in reload i would buy it instantly. please. i want to play the answer so so so so bad but i cannot make myself play a game where aigis is straight. please. give me my lesbian robot and i will buy your $70 remake instantly
#i still haven’t actually done my new game+ with makoto in portable because i truly don’t care about him that much#like. ok he’s the original whatever. kotone has infinitely better social links imo and also the only way i can handle straight romance#is if i’m playing the girl. i HATEEEE doing straight romance as a male character#ugh anyway. please for the love of god give me my lesbian storyline. please. i need this#you put her in Q2. i know you remember she exists. give the lesbians what they want#personal
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a season 4 fix-it fic where a responsible adult realises Robby is a homeless vulnerable teenager and technically in the care of two men who have a history of physically abusing minors and actually does something about it.
#robby keene#I’m still furious Johnny and Daniel and Amanda did sweet f all for him#remember the man who strangled you? remember the man who tormented you physically and mentally?#take your time and Robby will know what that’s like too#I’ll never forgive them for leaving Robby with Kreese and a possible concussion in season 3#if I was Robby I’d never forgive them#HE IS A CHILD#CALL SOCIAL SERVICES#CALL FOR MEDICAL ASSISTANCE#DO SOMETHING!!#cobra kai
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i’ve made it a habit to post something right before i go to sleep 🤨
for tonight i am saying these guys got freaky before erik tried to kill his sister
thank you and goodnight.
#i’m gonna count how many posts i’ve made in these last two weeks#probably a lot i dont shut up#not a bad thing though i need somewhere to share my opinions on gay mutants#i was socially isolated in the last fandom i was in#lol#anyway dofp charles being an angry top#i need more fics where charles is the top honestly#theres still a few but still 😔#or at least let them be switches#kinda nsft but sometimes magneto needs to be fucked into oblivion just saying#he needs to stop spreading his seed everywhere let him do the heavy lifting#i hope people agree with me on this 😔#i dont actually need anyones approval to be happy but its still cool having people agree with you#I KEEP DOING THIS#cant let myself wallow in self pity apparently 🤨#i love myself i’m pretty cool#being depressed and having a high self esteem sure is a weird combo#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#good day to the people who like my posts while i sleep#wish does not shut up
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my biggest issue with williams this weekend is the pr. everything has been so professionally written, alex’s and logan’s posts on instagram have been so cold, like it’s obvious neither are happy about what’s going on but i’d rather have media silence from them than something so fake
#like if logan is pissed off right now please don’t make him post on social media wishing the team the best are you serious#alex’s ‘so much respect for my teammate logan with how he’s handled this difficult situation’#that is not a real sentence#where the fuck would you ever hear that other than an office setting#like if you want to write good neutral statements maybe make sure the person you’re writing them for sounds like a real person#i’m just pissed still#logan sargeant#formula 1#f1#australian gp 2024#mormula muah#williams racing#alex albon#williams f1
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how are people saying that xie lian isn’t autistic when he and quan yizhen are paralleled all the way through the brocade immortal arc until it culminates in THIS
most talented martial gods whose special interest is fighting 2x combo
#autistic xie lian#tgcf#xie lian#quan yizhen#xianxia jesus#meta stuff#qyz#PLEASE QYZ OBJECTIVELY MOST AUTISTIC CHARACTER#and xie lian spends the whole arc exasperatedly babysitting him#while he basically just parallels xie lian the whole time#and it’s like. yeah xie lian knows better how to do social cues because he is older and also gives more of a shit#but like. when the civilian screams because of the brocade immortal and xie lian is like RELAX THERES NO BODY IN IT#it’s just. baby autism vs seasoned autism#i’m still working on a more serious post than this but lmfao please???
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So a year ago, @orithereticent and I had talked about their mermaid AU. And within that AU, Ricky is the one posing as the DJ/owner of K Ghoul. That idea came back into my head and I finally had an idea I liked, so here’s a Ricky based on that concept
(Extra one without the K Ghoul lighting under the read more)
#I won’t say more about the AU cause it isn’t mine to share but I did want to give some context#Ive redrawn his face like 5 times I don’t know what’s off about it but I’m ✨giving up✨#I missed drawing his hair oh my god#I guess this could also work for a swap AU type deal#I just wanted to draw him in a fun button up and bell bottoms#his design is based off of Angel’s modified with things I thought made sense for him#my guy is still chronically tired#even with more social interaction day to day#but he’s still putting on the platforms and playing tunes#my art#scooby doo mystery incorporated#scooby doo#sdmi#ricky owens#mr. e#mermaid au
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the “well you see i said that precisely to piss you the fuck off” duo 👍
#the elbow-high diaries#most of the time i’m camp ‘regis isn’t aware of how annoying his mannerisms are thus he keeps doing them’#but today i’m camp ‘milva literally told him off about it and he still kept doing it in the rest of the book when she wasnt around’#regis and angoulême are united not by their addictive personalities. not by the swallowing chasm of social approval which haunts them#but because they get on people’s nerves and sometimes on purpose#they could get up to sooooo much mischief#when are they going to get twin mugshots a county over and geralt has to drive the station wagon over and pick them up#im jk i think regis would disappear from handcuffs and spring angoulême. ‘before you can say jack robinson’
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his dumb jacket
#guess it wouldn’t hurt to put this here#bad sketch but#he’s still cute#art has been so hard for me this past year#i’ve hardly made anything at all#but i still think about zim and dib literally every day#iz continues to be my special interest#even if i’m not as active in the fandom#but that’s more just me not being on social media much in general#dib#dib membrane#invader zim#iz#iz fanart#invader zim fanart
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I forgot to post this on tumblr too so here’s a ditch edit I made the other day :D
mild warning for bright colours/light
Audio credit: “Cassiopeia” by bears in trees
Video credit: @shootimpro (Improvised Play #30 - The Unrelenting Aubergine)
(Btw the empty sfth blog is because someone got the url and is saving it for if sfth ever want to join tumblr)
#shoot from the hip#the unrelenting aubergine#sfth ditch#sfth edits#bears in trees#I actually used this song because bears in trees made a post about what songs they thought were good for edits and this one SCREAMS ditch#So#:)#If you want the hc lore behind the edit I’m basically going for a “Derek is Titch’s rock” kinda thing#Like he’s always there and he’s always been there#And even though Titch hasn’t always appreciated him he’s realising it now#Like he’s realising how much Derek has done for him and starting to let himself love#starting to let himself show Derek sides of him that are weaker and ask for help and let him lean on Derek#Like Derek’s always been there but just now Titch is finally accepting help and comfort#Anyway :)#That’s just my rambling#Because I’m insane about these two#This is my third ditch edit out of around 10 maybe?#first ditch one where I didn’t use a clip of them kissing lol#sfthposting#emu edits#anyway also I made this in public because my social anxiety is getting better#Sure I was alone and my brightness all the way down on low and went out of the app when someone walked past but uh#I still made it outside in public#soo#yay#a win?#Anyway cool
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my cousin said his girlfriend broke up with him and he doesn’t understand why. and i was like “well what’d she say?” and he said “she got rlly upset that i hooked up with someone but it was freshers week of course i was going to” and i was like “so u… cheated on her?” and he said “yeah but she’s so upset it doesn’t make sense. it was with her friend even!” and i was like “u cheated on her… with her friend” and he said “i hooked up with her friend, sure. but it was her friend i don’t know why she’s mad. AND it was freshers week” and my brother and i just stared at him for a bit and then decided to talk to each other instead because WHAT
#like#how does someone not get it that badly#i don’t like my family#my brother and i are basically the only ppl capable#of normal relationships and social interactions#i just need to tell u guys about this cause i’m still confused#why he’s confused#and why he’s telling me this like i would commiserate#like dude what on earth why on earth
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Etho is so neurodivergent coded
#over complicating basic tasks#not understanding puns#poor listening comprehension#he was explained his task by martyn like three times and still didn’t understand it by the end of the session#will NOT get a clue that someone wants to team with him unless they say it directly to his face#where’s that post about how every season grians like pspspspsp etho#and how etho and grian will never team because grian is too sly and etho can’t pick up social cues#and this episode grian was hinting at wanting to team again and it was only official when grian straight up begged for it#I love that awkward pathetic man#ethoslab#mcyt#secret life#secret life smp#Etho#forgot to say I’m nd lmao#he is me I am him#edit: don’t even talk to me about the jump scare task
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