#Because I’m insane about these two
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I forgot to post this on tumblr too so here’s a ditch edit I made the other day :D
mild warning for bright colours/light
Audio credit: “Cassiopeia” by bears in trees
Video credit: @shootimpro (Improvised Play #30 - The Unrelenting Aubergine)
(Btw the empty sfth blog is because someone got the url and is saving it for if sfth ever want to join tumblr)
#shoot from the hip#the unrelenting aubergine#sfth ditch#sfth edits#bears in trees#I actually used this song because bears in trees made a post about what songs they thought were good for edits and this one SCREAMS ditch#So#:)#If you want the hc lore behind the edit I’m basically going for a “Derek is Titch’s rock” kinda thing#Like he’s always there and he’s always been there#And even though Titch hasn’t always appreciated him he’s realising it now#Like he’s realising how much Derek has done for him and starting to let himself love#starting to let himself show Derek sides of him that are weaker and ask for help and let him lean on Derek#Like Derek’s always been there but just now Titch is finally accepting help and comfort#Anyway :)#That’s just my rambling#Because I’m insane about these two#This is my third ditch edit out of around 10 maybe?#first ditch one where I didn’t use a clip of them kissing lol#sfthposting#emu edits#anyway also I made this in public because my social anxiety is getting better#Sure I was alone and my brightness all the way down on low and went out of the app when someone walked past but uh#I still made it outside in public#soo#yay#a win?#Anyway cool
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forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.
#or just the moral dilemmas#rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane#that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him#look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy#and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that*#I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him#(slowly)#but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts#vampires#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#i ramble sometimes#I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him#but I’m enjoying this#I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch#the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end
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shaming people for writing noncon and saying they support actual rape is not it
do u not realize that it’s just fiction? people dont actually support that irl its literally just writing
Whether it’s fiction or not changes nothing. Would you say the same if someone wrote smut about Ellie and Joel? Or fuck it, how about Ellie and David too? It’s just fiction, right? Or are you gonna say that that’s different and rape���s less serious to you?
If rape is fine because “it’s just fiction”, then where do you draw the line? Is there a line at all? Writing about your sick rape fantasies is no different than writing about pedophilia. It may be fiction, but it reflects who you are as a person and what you’re into. Romanticizing rape is wrong the same way romanticizing pedophilia is wrong, and if you disagree then you seriously need help. Get the fuck off my account
#i’m putting this in tlou tag because there’s an insane amount of writers writing non con about ellie and it’s disgusting#dusk rambles#non con#tlou#abby anderson#the last of us#tlou2#the last of us part two#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams
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I just need to rant here for a second because OH MY GOD-
Stars Align is so fucking incredible. By the end, tears were streaming down my face and i just screeched, “What the actual fuck?!” Because this anime sent me through the five stages of grief within the span of one season. These boys need new parents and hugs, and fucking everything. I would give them my soul, okay, that’s how much these boys need it.
The worst part is that no one and their fucking mother talks about this anime because the fandom is practically dead, but i want to rant to someone about this so badly. You have no idea the inner workings of my brain that go absolutely feral when someone even mutters, “stars align.”
YES. TELL ME ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU THOUGHT OF IT AND I WILL BREAK DOWN EVERY CHARACTER EVEN IF THEY ARE A PATHETIC EXCUSE OF A HUMAN BEING.
I will pull an Oliver Wood and try to drown myself in the shower if someone supports certain behaviors from the characters here.
ALSO, DID I MENTION THAT THERE IS A CANON NONBINARY CHARACTER?!
ACTUALLY FUCKING CANON. I’M NOT MESSING WITH YOU.
They are literally one of the sweetest fucking characters in stars align and i would hand them the goddamn universe if i could.
So, if you haven’t watched Stars Align(available on Hulu and Crunchyroll if we’re talking main streaming services) please invest your time to do so because you will not be disappointed.
There’s only one season because of budget issues(not enough streams was the problem I’m pretty sure), but holy fuck you will not be disappointed i swear.
#writeblr#ohromeoraine#ramble post#rant post#rant#stars align#please i beg of thee#i need someone to talk to about this#because i love them#and i need to absolutely go off in a tangent about how wonderfully this was written#like legit#i will die on this fucking hill#i’m telling y’all#this show has drove me absolutely batshit insane for two consecutive years now#and no one knows about it somehow#please please please#EVEN IF ITS JUST ONE PERSON#I WILL BE FOREVER GREATFUL AND WILL PROBABLY SOAM YOU AT ODD HOURS IN THE MORNING#fanfic writer#writer#writers on tumblr#writerscorner#stars align is fucking incredible especially the lgbtqia+ representation#fandom#fandoms#anime recommendation#anime lovers#anime and manga#anime#stars align fandom
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good morning & happy friday friendz (ㅅ´ ˘ `) we have made it to the end of the week !! i hope you all have a wonderful day and an amazing start to your weekend !! friendly lil reminders : ෆ drink water ! unclench your jaws ! blow a kiss to the sky ! be gentle with yourself ! ෆ
#the storm has passed me (it barely hit) but i was hoping for another day out of the office lmao !#we had two tornados tho which felt wild yikes !#but oh well !!!#i was working on yakuza kuroo last night and sheeeesh. i …. yeah. i am plotting#it might be longer than intended so i might put him last of the list so i have more time to work on it#but that means ace will be sooner so !!!!#i promise to answer the asks for the game i did a few days ago !#i will be tagging all my self - insert stuff with this tag in case you would like to block ! ->#◟❤︎ ⋆ aims lore.#(my fave tag from my old blog sigh !!!! yk.)#idk how much i’ll talk about it but i will store it all there because !! there’s an insane amount i fear#if you read this far i’m giving u a lil smoochie on the forehead#this month has been a wild ride but my heart feels so full of love 🥹🤍#so i am giving u all extra luck 🍀 for this day today !!!! please be kind to yourself and stay amazing ‹𝟥#i love yaaaa !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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“You and I, we stand by the light only to cast shadows and beget darkness; you with Eraqus, me with my sister. And when that light disappears, we lose our purpose and are swallowed by the void”
#man I am just insane about that quote#I love the way dark road takes so many concepts that are typically associated with light#(Empathy love+the way baldrs name means light)#And makes them into things of darkness#At this point this child of destiny super-empathy thing has been nothing but a curse to our two empaths#It’s only made them more prone to darkness#Or true darkness at least#I’m really interested to see how this plays out with our third empath sora in kh4#Y’know because he doesn’t have any of his friends#there’s no ‘being of light’ he can use to unconsciously defend from true darkness#He doesn’t have a hoder/eraqus#Anyway#Xehanort/baldr will kill minimum two people because they lost their comfort person and be like ugh can’t help being an empath 🫤#Kh#Khdr#Hoder#My art#Kh fanart#Kingdom hearts#Kingdom hearts dark road#Xehanort#Eraqus#baldr#Dark road#Undescribed
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I’m just gonna let everyone on trafficblr know that the day I finish watching Cleo and/or Bdubs’s 3rd life povs it’s OVER for all of you!
I am going to be the most insufferable BITCH about Crastle duo and I am going to single handledly make this paring just as popular as the other green/red duos of 3rd life
THIS IS MY GODDAMN OATH TO TRAFFICBLR JUST YOU WAIT!
#Like I’ve never even watched any of Cleo’s or Bdubs’s content before#And yet this triggers me so much#Like some people be like “ah yes the THREE red/green duos of 3rd life”#And I’m just like: “HUH??????!!!!”#Again I am a massive fan of those 3 duos and never really cared for crastle duo#That is until I saw the amount of DISRESPECT it’s given in the fandom#Like I don’t even care what dynamic will be between these two#I’m going to ship it and go insane about them regardless#Because I’m filled with THAT MUCH SPITE#Just watch me!#trafficblr#3rd life#zombiecleo#bdoubleo100#crastle duo#crastle#cledubs#Gifts from an allay
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heart-pounding immersive bocchi cinema solo trip experience 1-page report
#art jumpscare#bocchi#bocchi the rock!#ぼっち・ざ・ろっく#true story#my art#this is probably a little too illuminating about me LOL#the only reason the backpack didn’t match is because its an insanely powerful one#that can carry infinite amounts of stuff comfortably#i remembered thinking ‘woah…i don’t believe that 20 year guarantee but it’s kinda funny’#its been 18 so far#so often i sacrifice a totally matching bag for this rugged heavy duty bad boy#especially if I’m carrying around clothes or big containers of food#which I totally was#i actually googled it beforehand to check the length#but the results only showed ONE movie…#it took me googling for a second movie WHILE IT WAS PLAYING to notice#I saw the long runtime but it seemed short for two movies#and longer stated run times are often put down to make sure stuff runs smoothly#so I checked but didn’t think I was incorrect or anything mdknfdfkdf#they usually tell you VERY CLEARLY if it’s a double feature#usually double features actually cost waaaay more#and they have 15 minute breaks#so who knows what happened here#what matters is the pizza was delicious and it was a fun experience!#i may be as anxious as bocchi but i like doing things solo although id prefer it with friends most days#I haven’t seen my friends in a long time and some of them never#hopefully one day I can change that
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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: I’m a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. it’s how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of#my innate gender. that’s just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put#it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything that’s focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. it’s a#cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and ‘there’s no such thing as bi you’re just confused’ to ‘everyone is bi#because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with#queer identities’. it’s lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say you’re only valid if you write bi characters in a#queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if you’ve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and#real bisexual people (I’m not even bi I’m literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty#when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in#spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and#on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space you’re basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the#way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad#quietly around because from jump you’re already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they won’t be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and I’m a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and#enjoyed things and this wasn’t a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring#theses that couldn’t keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on#debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. it’s wild. everyone’s a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do#they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someone’s 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]
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Irks me a little bit whenever Dean torturing in Hell is positioned as his own fault, or even really his choice to do. We get given the solid number, 30 years of torture for him and 10 inflicting it on other people (which was also more torture for him because it’s Hell, the torture evolves, it doesn’t stop), and we get told that wasn’t long enough. That John held out longer. That angels were going to pull Dean out of Hell and if he’d just held on a few years more, the seal wouldn’t have been broken.
But that isn’t true, right? We know Heaven wanted the seal broken, ergo Dean wasn’t getting saved until it was. Until it, and he, we’re thoroughly broken and usable by Heaven to achieve their own ends (ie to make him into a good (obedient) Michael sword.) So, it wouldn’t have mattered how long he held out in Apocalyptic terms because the game (that he didn’t know he was playing) was rigged against him.
But more importantly for Dean, the amount of time he managed not to break literally does not matter. Because it was never going to be long enough. Thirty years, forty, a hundred, a thousand, it does not matter how long he held out because the breaking itself is the unforgivable part to him and the breaking was always inevitable.
Anyway. There’s my Dean meta for the year. Eat up, I guess.
#despite this being brought out by that prev post I’m not like. actually annoyed or anything.#we’re all free to interpret the show however. I just think this way brings out the tragedy of it best is all.#you know it’s like. did Dean & Sam technically both have choices in s4? did they technically make the wrong ones? yes.#but at the same time. there was never a choice. there was never an option to avoid the apocalypse. especially with how little they knew#of what was actually going on over their heads. like. it really is insane to go rewatch s4 and realize how much they don’t understand about#what’s happening around and to them. and that’s the part I like best! it was unavoidable! they will still blame themselves forever!#what’s the thing called where you like both brothers. bibro? that’s me.#samgirl with bibro tendencies.#if you ever see me speak negatively about dean know that it’s because I love those things about him actually.#I like when he’s possessive and self-destructive and terrible. I just think. in this particular instance. this was not him embodying#a character flaw. so much as it was him being forced into his role in the story in a very like. visceral literal sense.#I could go into the Michael-Dean ‘what does it mean that of the two vessels it’s not Lucifer’s sent to hell but Michael’s’ thing but#maybe save that for another day. I have thoughts I’m just tired.#spn#dean winchester
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when you autism so hard that people catch your special interest >:)
#re: I’m infecting (willing 😌) irl people with my sfth obsession hehehe#I love that autistic and or adhd people just GET IT#like#we exchange our obsessions and it’s great and fun and easy#i love it#Anyway#Someone said that they spent two hours bringing sfth shorts because of me >:)#Honestly made me insanely happy#They already had seen some of their videos#And then I mentioned more about them 😌
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do you guys think merlin ever took pendragon as a last name during any of those centuries
#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#this was brought on by me sort of offhandedly thinking about an AU where howl pendragon is actually merlin#because i think he deserves a little melodrama every once in a while#the thought of that actually makes me insanely sad#because#howl’s natural hair is black (like merlin��s)#and he considers himself most beautiful when his hair is blond (like arthur’s)#really i’m just being silly!#and relating two of my favorite medias#which led me to that fun little ponderance
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You know those anime’s where the entire plot is that some random ass dude somehow acquires a harem of girls WAY out of his league? Gideon’s love life is essentially like that, except he’s actually attractive
#also is that a little bit of jealously I smell from Kremy???#because neither of them have even MENTIONED the fact they’re now married until now#and it’s supposed to be played off as a joke but like#but even during the wedding when Kremy was under the love spell he still refused to acknowledged the marriage#and suddenly Twig asks Gideon if he’s single and suddenly Kremy wants to bring up their marriage?#im not complaining#I’m actually very giddy about this#but these two better talk things out soon#if I have to watch them dance around the subject then I’m gonna go insane#/hj but also not#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight
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when the disability is actually disabling and not just funny jokes
#personal#i haven’t been keeping up with applying for jobs#because i can’t do too many major activities at once#and since i had an internship my brain chose ‘internship and video games’ as the things#now i’m sweating in my parents’ house about to drop at least a week of time on the new ffxiv expansion while my mom has a panic attack#because she thinks i’m having a repeat of my 2018-2019 postgrad depressive episode and won’t apply for jobs#when actually i just couldn’t mentally handle doing three things at once instead of two#i don’t know how to explain this to her without it sounding like an insane lie#like i AM gonna do it. it’s just that i’m looking at my several hundred unread emails and shaking like an abused dog#i need to get out of here but that requires doing the apps and to do the apps i need to finish dawntrail and to finish dawntrail i need to#get her off my back by showing her progress and to do that i need to work on apps#i’m gonna throw up i hate it here (my brain)
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it is so intensely interesting to me to watch people’s reactions to sleep token because i feel as though the journey differs based on what you listened to first
#guyphantom ramblings#sleep token posting#sleep token#i’m very insane and meticulous about music#so i listened to sleep token’s discography in its entirety in chronological order#which i actually think is the ideal way#but many people seem to start with tmbte and go backwards#and that is interesting to me#it just feels different when people listen to#what i consider a more concise version of their sound first#and then go back to the more hazy everchanging abstract type of vessel/st#because i feel as though it’s easier to construct a narrative for tmbte#but then finding out where sundowning/tomb/one/two fit into the mix#tends to stump people#sorry for the long tags i’m watching these guys react to nazareth#and literally EVERYONE has a different view lol
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