#Because I’m insane about these two
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I forgot to post this on tumblr too so here’s a ditch edit I made the other day :D
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Audio credit: “Cassiopeia” by bears in trees
Video credit: @shootimpro (Improvised Play #30 - The Unrelenting Aubergine)
(Btw the empty sfth blog is because someone got the url and is saving it for if sfth ever want to join tumblr)
#shoot from the hip#the unrelenting aubergine#sfth ditch#sfth edits#bears in trees#I actually used this song because bears in trees made a post about what songs they thought were good for edits and this one SCREAMS ditch#So#:)#If you want the hc lore behind the edit I’m basically going for a “Derek is Titch’s rock” kinda thing#Like he’s always there and he’s always been there#And even though Titch hasn’t always appreciated him he’s realising it now#Like he’s realising how much Derek has done for him and starting to let himself love#starting to let himself show Derek sides of him that are weaker and ask for help and let him lean on Derek#Like Derek’s always been there but just now Titch is finally accepting help and comfort#Anyway :)#That’s just my rambling#Because I’m insane about these two#This is my third ditch edit out of around 10 maybe?#first ditch one where I didn’t use a clip of them kissing lol#sfthposting#emu edits#anyway also I made this in public because my social anxiety is getting better#Sure I was alone and my brightness all the way down on low and went out of the app when someone walked past but uh#I still made it outside in public#soo#yay#a win?#Anyway cool
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Jason travels to an alternate universe where Bruce only cares about being Batman. He took in each of his kids to serve the mission, not be his children.
Now, faced with alternate versions of his family, Jason has to grapple with the fact that his Bruce does care, that he is his father. Because the man in front of him now, trying to send him home, isn’t even close.
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#redhood#batfam#batfamily#this bruce went one of two ways 1) running his kids into the ground and they’re basically unrecognizable to jason or 2) worked them so hard#they couldn’t take it and left the business entirely and he’s completely alone except the JL which doesn’t like him but he is necessary#sure crime is down but bruce’s crusade is just that an actual crusade because he treats his sons like soldiers and everything comes second#to the mission. i don’t even know if damian exists in this universe because the idea of bruce having romantic relationships is laughable#although here he might be more closely aligned to talia because they’re both mission oriented and having a legal heir for their literal#legacy might appeal to him idk. just that jason shows up and it’s like his brothers have military ranks instead of names. none of them have#real jobs or even friends because they eat sleep work live at the manor and would never leave the batcave if it weren’t for public#appearances. it’s insane to see dick without his personality or tim who really does act like a robot and not a person. i don’t know if steph#cass and duke would stick around for this (or alfred for that matter i’m 50/50)#but when jason does get back everyone is shocked that he sticks around the cave and manor for a couple weeks checking in on everyone and#making the effort to do things unrelated to mask business. he has to write a report about the incident and he struggles to even put into#words how wrong it felt. his arguments with bruce also skew slightly because he can’t claim bruce doesn’t care in general just that he#doesn’t care about him or express it enough or in the right way. a far cry from the usual spiel and bruce is concerned so they talk it out
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forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.
#or just the moral dilemmas#rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane#that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him#look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy#and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that*#I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him#(slowly)#but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts#vampires#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him#but I’m enjoying this#I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch#the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end#dark stories of the north
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Recruitment tactic no. ??? Be there for them when they try to push you away
I was thinking that this took place when Thundercrackers doubts and fears about Skyfires authenticity boils over, around the later half of the 20 year pining ark, so that Skyfire could have some character development when he’s not with Thundercracker, and Thundercracker starting to accept that he’s falling for Skyfire, and these little meet ups will become a problem that should be stopped as soon as possible. Although I like to think that Thundercracker loves when Skyfire shows that he knows what he’s talking about, that’s what attracted him to Megatron in the first place, so after this the crush got even worse, rip!
Something I’ve noticed about Skyfire is that he’s like, pretty sure of himself. He openly defected to Megatrons face and does not hesitate to take something on even when he is super outmatched, although that does makes him really reckless? Probably why Ratchet is working on him 24/7. He just seems like the type of guy that thinks he can land a plane even with the right instructions, but he’s still really nice! Although if something needs to happen he’s probably not going to wait around, he’s going to do it himself. His final words while fighting Sunstorm was ‘I don’t believe in destiny’ or something like that after all. I also like the idea of him being so direct that Thundercracker has a hard time processing it, getting insulted and then complemented in such a quick switch up how are you supposed to respond to that
About Thundercracker, there was a line in his description saying ‘he is persuaded because he wants to be persuaded’, which is why I had Skyfire ramble on for so long, Thundercracker probably wouldn’t stop him because he wants someone to convince him to leave. But Skyfire can’t understand why he doesn’t just do it. Hasn’t it been long enough? But the time that Thundercracker has spent with them is also why he is fearful to leave. This will probably be in the next part so maybe spoilers?? Thundercracker does like Skyfires attention and thought that he wouldn’t get attached to this bright eyed fool. But then that fool turned into a real friend, someone who was smart and not an asshole, then this affection turned into more fear, fear for himself, and this reckless, genius, idiot. He can’t defect now, it’s just going to put a bigger target on them, he should just… wait. For the next possible opportunity. This is something Skyfire can’t accept, he won’t force Thundercracker to do something, but to just wait around for destiny? That day may never come
#is this really an argument? it’s more like a disagreement#just two bots who care about each other even if they don’t completely understand#they both have their problems!#they’re trying though#I’m having a rough time nailing how they talk but it could be because I’m writing this on like#3 hours of sleep so forgive if my insane ramblings don’t make any sense#I might change this later on#there’s just so many directions that this ‘argument’ could have gone I had a hard time choosing#next one will probably be a fluffy comic and not a part 2 because I have a hard time ending these#I’m like Steffen mofat but I don’t hate women#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers g1#maccadams#skyfire#jetfire#Thundercracker#thunderfire#jetfire x thundercracker#tf AU#tf firecracker#thunderfire 4 decades au
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shaming people for writing noncon and saying they support actual rape is not it
do u not realize that it’s just fiction? people dont actually support that irl its literally just writing
Whether it’s fiction or not changes nothing. Would you say the same if someone wrote smut about Ellie and Joel? Or fuck it, how about Ellie and David too? It’s just fiction, right? Or are you gonna say that that’s different and rape’s less serious to you?
If rape is fine because “it’s just fiction”, then where do you draw the line? Is there a line at all? Writing about your sick rape fantasies is no different than writing about pedophilia. It may be fiction, but it reflects who you are as a person and what you’re into. Romanticizing rape is wrong the same way romanticizing pedophilia is wrong, and if you disagree then you seriously need help. Get the fuck off my account
#i’m putting this in tlou tag because there’s an insane amount of writers writing non con about ellie and it’s disgusting#dusk rambles#non con#tlou#abby anderson#the last of us#tlou2#the last of us part two#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams#꩜ asks
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can we talk about the ending to shubble’s afterlife series?? please??
like yes, mechanically, she lost her tenth life. she jumped and died from fall damage. but that’s not how she ended the story.
shulk shubble (shulkble?) had just witnessed the death of the only other person properly remaining, the inverse of herself, shadow joey/shadow boy/shadow 2.0. the last thing she wanted to do was watch the sunset and have a picnic, the one thing she endlessly craved on her first life back when she was the shadow.
“everybody’s kind of.. long gone and dead. onto the next… life. after-afterlife?”
“…i don’t really know what comes next.”
and then she simply vanishes. she simply says this is goodbye, and then the camera is obscured by a stray leaf and she’s gone. it’s quiet, there’s just the sound of the wind as it goes dark.
she always loved watching the sun.
#THIS IS THE SHIT THAT KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT#WHAT DOES THIS MEAN. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS MEAN#DOES SHE JUST FADE AWAY???#DOES SHE LEAVE??????#DOES SHE. TAKE HER OWN LIFE??? I DON’T KNOWWWWWWWWW#WHAT THE FUCK MAN IT IS 1 IN THE MORNING BUT I CAN’T SLEEP BECAUSE I REMEMBERED THIS BULLSHIT#WHY IS IT SO SAD AND VAGUE#WE DON’T EVEN KNOW IF SHRUB/THE WOLF SPIRIT WAS ACTUALLY THERE OR IF IT WAS JUST A NON CANON CAMEO#BUT LIKE SHE USED PORTAL SOUNDS UPON SHRUB’S INTRODUCTION FOR A REASON RIGHT?????#BUT DOES THIS MEAN SHRUB DIES AS THE WOLF SPIRIT????#DID SHE EVER GET HOME????#DOES SHRUB = SHADOW = CAT THIEF = WYVERIAN = TIT = SHULKBLE??????????????#ALSO AGAIN WHERE IS SHULKBLE!!!!!!!!!???????#every day i get closer to writing a post canon afterlife fic about shulkble processing grief#maybe just almost embracing death when finding oli#bascially back from the dead for all intents and purposes#and going with him to empires smp?#two falses drama. two shelbys drama. gem is going to be one confused larper#even better if you’re like me and consider one block canon. i wonder if shulkble would recongize something about the shulk tear#anyways i’m insane and maybe should try going to bed. maybe#me be normal about a minecraft series that ended 2 years ago challenge (failed)#shubble
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good morning & happy friday friendz (ㅅ´ ˘ `) we have made it to the end of the week !! i hope you all have a wonderful day and an amazing start to your weekend !! friendly lil reminders : ෆ drink water ! unclench your jaws ! blow a kiss to the sky ! be gentle with yourself ! ෆ

#the storm has passed me (it barely hit) but i was hoping for another day out of the office lmao !#we had two tornados tho which felt wild yikes !#but oh well !!!#i was working on yakuza kuroo last night and sheeeesh. i …. yeah. i am plotting#it might be longer than intended so i might put him last of the list so i have more time to work on it#but that means ace will be sooner so !!!!#i promise to answer the asks for the game i did a few days ago !#i will be tagging all my self - insert stuff with this tag in case you would like to block ! ->#◟❤︎ ⋆ aims lore.#(my fave tag from my old blog sigh !!!! yk.)#idk how much i’ll talk about it but i will store it all there because !! there’s an insane amount i fear#if you read this far i’m giving u a lil smoochie on the forehead#this month has been a wild ride but my heart feels so full of love 🥹🤍#so i am giving u all extra luck 🍀 for this day today !!!! please be kind to yourself and stay amazing ‹𝟥#i love yaaaa !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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I’m just gonna let everyone on trafficblr know that the day I finish watching Cleo and/or Bdubs’s 3rd life povs it’s OVER for all of you!
I am going to be the most insufferable BITCH about Crastle duo and I am going to single handledly make this paring just as popular as the other green/red duos of 3rd life
THIS IS MY GODDAMN OATH TO TRAFFICBLR JUST YOU WAIT!
#Like I’ve never even watched any of Cleo’s or Bdubs’s content before#And yet this triggers me so much#Like some people be like “ah yes the THREE red/green duos of 3rd life”#And I’m just like: “HUH??????!!!!”#Again I am a massive fan of those 3 duos and never really cared for crastle duo#That is until I saw the amount of DISRESPECT it’s given in the fandom#Like I don’t even care what dynamic will be between these two#I’m going to ship it and go insane about them regardless#Because I’m filled with THAT MUCH SPITE#Just watch me!#trafficblr#3rd life#zombiecleo#bdoubleo100#crastle duo#crastle#cledubs#Gifts from an allay
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have to say the worst part about me getting into jet lag is that i’m genuinely considering getting a nebula subscription and it’s not even for like. a normal reason.
#RPF would be a normal reason imo. anyone who has it for RPF is sooo valid that’s not what i’m implying here#like. they have fun bonus episode content! the other creators look cool! supporting independent-ish artists in artistic endeavors directly!#all normal valid reasons to get nebula. is that what is making me consider a subscription um no not really#…i just need a new running podcast 🫡#local fool falls for youtube ad reads.#was absolutely not interested until the ad reads for these past two?? seasons started talking about a podcast. audibly went ‘oh no’#is it SILLY to buy a whole subscription just for one (1) podcast yes. however.#they’re the right length they seem like they have enough whimsy and that je ne c’est quoi that would be enjoyable and i have been through#all of YCDT and the broadscast and TPP and TMA and almost all of elite sens like i have needed a new podcast for so long 😭 & i’m so pickyyy#speaking of picky though would love to know if sam is a music or audiobook or podcast or nothing listener when he runs.#fundamental characterization imo. i would’ve bet podcast and like npr-nonfiction podcast until the lizzo comment that i still have no idea#whether or not it’s real but very intriguing to me because i am nosy as hell. no noise is insane to me but also i could see it for him
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urghghgh
#my schedule is about to get so stupidly busy#I’m kinda petrified because this semester I took off from school did absolute wonders for my mental health#and now I’m going back and my schedule is even MORE insane than before#I mean it’s only going to be two classes instead of three#but STILL between that and work and my personal commitments I’m going to be stretched so thin#so like… aughrnebdh idk. pray for me 🥹#elly's posts
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heart-pounding immersive bocchi cinema solo trip experience 1-page report
#art jumpscare#bocchi#bocchi the rock!#ぼっち・ざ・ろっく#true story#my art#this is probably a little too illuminating about me LOL#the only reason the backpack didn’t match is because its an insanely powerful one#that can carry infinite amounts of stuff comfortably#i remembered thinking ‘woah…i don’t believe that 20 year guarantee but it’s kinda funny’#its been 18 so far#so often i sacrifice a totally matching bag for this rugged heavy duty bad boy#especially if I’m carrying around clothes or big containers of food#which I totally was#i actually googled it beforehand to check the length#but the results only showed ONE movie…#it took me googling for a second movie WHILE IT WAS PLAYING to notice#I saw the long runtime but it seemed short for two movies#and longer stated run times are often put down to make sure stuff runs smoothly#so I checked but didn’t think I was incorrect or anything mdknfdfkdf#they usually tell you VERY CLEARLY if it’s a double feature#usually double features actually cost waaaay more#and they have 15 minute breaks#so who knows what happened here#what matters is the pizza was delicious and it was a fun experience!#i may be as anxious as bocchi but i like doing things solo although id prefer it with friends most days#I haven’t seen my friends in a long time and some of them never#hopefully one day I can change that
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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: I’m a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. it’s how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of#my innate gender. that’s just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put#it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything that’s focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. it’s a#cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and ‘there’s no such thing as bi you’re just confused’ to ‘everyone is bi#because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with#queer identities’. it’s lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say you’re only valid if you write bi characters in a#queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if you’ve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and#real bisexual people (I’m not even bi I’m literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty#when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in#spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and#on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space you’re basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the#way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad#quietly around because from jump you’re already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they won’t be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and I’m a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and#enjoyed things and this wasn’t a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring#theses that couldn’t keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on#debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. it’s wild. everyone’s a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do#they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someone’s 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]
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when you autism so hard that people catch your special interest >:)
#re: I’m infecting (willing 😌) irl people with my sfth obsession hehehe#I love that autistic and or adhd people just GET IT#like#we exchange our obsessions and it’s great and fun and easy#i love it#Anyway#Someone said that they spent two hours bringing sfth shorts because of me >:)#Honestly made me insanely happy#They already had seen some of their videos#And then I mentioned more about them 😌
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when the disability is actually disabling and not just funny jokes

#personal#i haven’t been keeping up with applying for jobs#because i can’t do too many major activities at once#and since i had an internship my brain chose ‘internship and video games’ as the things#now i’m sweating in my parents’ house about to drop at least a week of time on the new ffxiv expansion while my mom has a panic attack#because she thinks i’m having a repeat of my 2018-2019 postgrad depressive episode and won’t apply for jobs#when actually i just couldn’t mentally handle doing three things at once instead of two#i don’t know how to explain this to her without it sounding like an insane lie#like i AM gonna do it. it’s just that i’m looking at my several hundred unread emails and shaking like an abused dog#i need to get out of here but that requires doing the apps and to do the apps i need to finish dawntrail and to finish dawntrail i need to#get her off my back by showing her progress and to do that i need to work on apps#i’m gonna throw up i hate it here (my brain)
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it is so intensely interesting to me to watch people’s reactions to sleep token because i feel as though the journey differs based on what you listened to first
#guyphantom ramblings#sleep token posting#sleep token#i’m very insane and meticulous about music#so i listened to sleep token’s discography in its entirety in chronological order#which i actually think is the ideal way#but many people seem to start with tmbte and go backwards#and that is interesting to me#it just feels different when people listen to#what i consider a more concise version of their sound first#and then go back to the more hazy everchanging abstract type of vessel/st#because i feel as though it’s easier to construct a narrative for tmbte#but then finding out where sundowning/tomb/one/two fit into the mix#tends to stump people#sorry for the long tags i’m watching these guys react to nazareth#and literally EVERYONE has a different view lol
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