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anyways thinking about how anders wanted to give varric the only memory he had left of his mother before what he thinks is a suicide mission and years later varric only has bad things to say about him
#im unwell#da4 spoilers#varric “my advice on befriending abominations: dont”#sobbing crying tearing my hair out#im in pain#da4#varric#anders
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Hey. Hey. Shhhh... listen to I Gave You All by Mumford & Sons. And now try not to imagine it playing in the background as fed Logan and ghost David are fighting. Try not to imagine the flashbacks of their childhood and early days in the military, sweet soft sibling moments. Try not to imagine Logan holding David's dying form in his arms and crying as he realizes what he's done. Try not to imagine David whispering 'well now you've won' as he dies
#sobbing crying tearing my hair out#“i never meant you any harm- but your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearm”#“how can you say that your truth is better then ours?”#“and you rip out all i had just to say that youve won... well now youve won”#sorry sorry im just so in my 'have vivid daydreams while listening to music' feels rn#snurt ponders#cod ghosts#logan walker#david hesh walker
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funny how i started my bad future multi-chapter wip with the wholesome desire to write about food as love language in the apocalypse
now my outline looks like.. what if we explored the remnants of the yokai civilization after the invasion. what if we showed how grief deteriorates our most hopeful characters. what if we warped a loving brotherhood into its opposite. also what if donnie piloted the crying titan wouldnt that. wouldnt that be something
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Did my brain really decide to hyperfixate once again on warrior cats only for me to create a warriors/bsd au in the span of a day?
yes
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Harlequin!Showtime fankid - Cade!
I may be sick but this was so worth it
So remember when I said on main that I badly wanted to draw a Harlequin AU Showtime fankid? Yeah, this is the lil' bugger.
His original name is Caddi, and Cade is a shorter nickname. He's the first Child Puppet in history, and he's often referred to as a "Miracle Star" for it. He's fierce like his mom, smart like his dad, and twice as mischievous as both his parents will ever be. His classification of a Puppet is a Harlequin.
He pretty much likes to bite everything in range: whether that be fingers, heads, objects, furniture, etc, a trait he definitely got from his mother's side. At a young age he's already showing feats of intelligence, being interested in his father's tinkered machineries (and sometimes even allowed to participate in them), despite not even being able to talk yet.
No one exactly knows how Caddi came to be: One day Pomni simply showed signs of being weakened to the point of being bedridden, constantly fuming and having more tendencies to bite or attack when shocked or approached, as well as having cravings out of nowhere.
Caine was concerned by her situation, and examined Pomni's condition. He then sensed that Pomni's die was housing TWO souls, a smaller, incomplete one that was accidentally eating away at her own to grow stronger. Caine then proceeded to extract the incomplete energy to save her life, and transferred it to a smaller die, to which he informs Pomni about the news. He then gives her the choice whether to let the die complete it's still undergoing process of life, or to obliterate the little, forming soul.
Pomni chose the former.
The Puppetmaster then spent many sun and moons of trial and error to figure out how the little die wanted it's form to turn out, until one day he realized this wasn't his theory of Pomni's soul splitting apart to create a newer being: Somehow, he had a hand in it's creation and he doesn't fully know why, or how it even came to be in the first place.
So taking a brave risk, he came up with a design that combined both him and Pomni's features, into a smaller, compact puppet.
The little soul accepted this new form, twinkling brightly like a star in the sky, and was officially born.
He may be a handful at times, but gosh darn does his parents love him regardless.
#tadc#tadc au#tadc harlequin au#harlequin au#the amazing digital circus#showtime fankid#pomni x caine#caine x pomni#UEUEUUEUEUEUUEUEUEUE#shaking and crying and sobbing and tearing my hair out#I'm fucking sick and coughing af but making this was so worth it#honestly now I'm thinking of a ragapom fankid. SOMEBODY STOP ME#art#fankid#fanchild#fan character
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“No story ever ends, does it? It just leads into others.”
#goofy boy drawings i love him sm#also ignore the wacky poses i wasn’t feeling like using any references and it’s obvious#also the blue/purple shirt low key reminded me of jason which made me sob and cry and tear my hair out#will solace#solangelo#nico di angelo#pjoverse#pjo#pjo hoo toa tsats#pjo fanart#will solace fanart#rrverse#my art#riordanverse#rick riordan#pjo fandom#pjo hoo toa
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the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..
oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism
he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too
I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#muta kokichi#kokichi muta#mechamaru#kokichi muta x reader#mechamaru x reader#? i guess#double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning#woah a non noritoshi post... crazy.......#my hands feel tingly and weird#my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat#fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise#congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else#AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK#OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE#IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE#HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK#kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear#we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there#null rot#cloaked cult member
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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!
MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao
#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO#ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY#VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA#“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema 🚬#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like#this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS#i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless#claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god#what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso#the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao#animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared#i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..
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anton mordrid the babygirl that you are !
#doctor mordrid#jeffrey combs#holding my knees to my chest and rocking back and forth he's so pretty#carrying these photos around in my mouth like a dog with its favorite tennis ball#he's sooooo <333#i'm tearing my hair out i'm running up the walls i'm doing backflips i'm eating the ceiling#i'm crying i'm shaking i'm screaming i'm sobbing#that's the doctor mordrid effect i think#anyways anton mordrid is so pretty :(
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if I cry enough tears and also maybe jump out the window will owen and tosh come back please pleas
#torchwood spoilers#owen harper#toshiko sato#torchwood#I’m gonna throw up I swear to fucking shit#fuck. shit. fuck.#god. fuck. why#tearing my hair out etc etc#sobbing crying screaming etc
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i just watched a video edit of nana with the bg music being chapelle roan’s good luck babe and ladies…when i tell you i am not alright in the head and insane bc this is..this is literally soooooo them this is sooooooo them SOOOOO THEM!!! and im screaming crying and throwing up bc LITERALLY LITERALYYYYYYYYYYYYY THEMMMMMMMM
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Hey it’s 4:38am and I’m thinking abt :
How Jesse only cuddles Preston after sex. And one night when Preston only wants to cuddle, so he forces himself to have sex with Jesse. But before they can even get started, Jesse notices and asked what’s wrong. Preston just stares into space for a moment and then blurts out the most pathetic
“. . . Can we cuddle?”
-ever. He sounds like he’s about to CRY. and then Jesse just says “yeah” and then they cuddled to sleep, but proceeds to say nothing abt what happened in the morning WAHHHHHHHHFGHH.
Anyway here’s a playlist for them :3 here
#slasher#slashers#chromeskull#laid to rest#jesse cromeans#guh#preston#rottingcitrus#delusional#insane even#crying#bawling#tearing my hair out#rolling on the floor#sobbing#vomiting from crying so much#dead.#2 dead 3 injured#more at 9
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going apeshit over this song
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PLWNFBSBQWEEE WHY GOD I NEED MY FANFICJS I NEED THME
#I NEED AO3#WHY IS IT DOWN#IM GONNA TEAR MY HAIR OUT#CRYING#SOBBING#SCREAMING#IM GOING TO#AO3#PLEASBWBEFWEF#AO3 DOWN
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need to talk with someone about the state of this fic and how insane it's making me feel
#tearing my hair out crying sobbing#who will take one for the team and let me ramble about period sex and the usage of blood in a sacred way between two lesbians#yes its still wolfstar
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i want to be living in japan again.................
#tearing my hair out crying and sobbing#my dorm may have been small and old but it was nice#i need to find a way to go back for longer#sorry i just went into my cupboard and realized almost all of the ingredients in there are japanese staples and im just (heavy sighs)#i miss my salmon onigiri and chicken and veggie onigiri#...i need to go make something with my matcha and calm down.#jessie speaks
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