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mactavishenjoyer · 2 months ago
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Soap:"sometimes I have a moment of clarity and think "holy shit a guy I kissed behind a dumpster gunned me down. What the fuck." And I don't like that."
Therapist:"maybe we should talk more about that."
Soap:"what? No? I'm here for you to hypnotize me or something."
Therapist:
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shititsarat · 14 days ago
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random writing prompt:
during their joint operation in las almas, one of the shadows finds soap drawing in his sketchbook while on base. the two talk and the shadow finds out that soap is somewhat tired of always drawing military bases as well as soldiers in gear and that he enjoys drawing stuff that looks unusual or out of place.
when the shadow is back with his comrades, they make bets about who can get graves to look unusual or out of place so soap would draw him...
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emptyapartments · 4 months ago
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soap died and graves had no way to find out
imagine he calls up ghost because he cant get a hold of soap and wants to apologise and ghost doesnt pick up (bc, why would he??)
depending on if graves calls him back he either lives knowing his actions caused the only guy hes ever loved to die or hate him so much he doesnt call back to tell him to fuck off
isnt that so silly man
i did not see this until now because my friend decided to spam my inbox with 27 separate pictures of alex mason from bo:cw. but yeah, so silly tort!!! soooo silly!! i think some part of graves would feel like he didn't deserve to mourn soap, he spent their entire time together pushing him away only to be able to truly come to terms with his feelings after his death so like, why should he be able to mourn him? it's different from him trying to kill him during the tank mission because he's not hiding behind his bravado or his stupid-one-liners, he finds out through 141 (which is unlikely), or he does an insane amount of digging and finds out for himself. either way, he's devistated.
in other words he's sooo ennis del mar. u don't get it he is literally ennis del mar from brokeback mountain.
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cod-dump · 2 years ago
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*Gaz and Soap are throwing pens at a cup*
Gaz: If I make this, you have to do my duties for a week *throws a pen but misses*
Gaz: Damn
Soap: If I make this, you have to do my duties for TWO weeks *throws a pen, it landing in the cup but immediately bouncing out*
Soap: Fucking tease
Gaz, snickering: If I make this, you have to kiss Graves square on the mouth. With tongue
Soap: Fat chance-
Gaz: *throws a pen that lands in the cup and stays*
Soap: NO-
Gaz: HAHAHAH! PUCKER UP, LOVER BOY-
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deadunderorbit · 2 years ago
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Everybody loves Soap
Elle King - Ex’s & Oh’s
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singbluesxlver · 2 years ago
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Canonically Graves is in love with Soap and jealous of Ghost.
Here, i got proof:
"Shoulda gone home when you had the chance Soap- you and that asshole with the mask, hiding behind that uniform..." // "Knock that honor shit off, Johnny." — Graves during Ghost Team mission
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lisbetadair · 10 months ago
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Graves: So I tried to kill you. [smoulders] You gonna hold that against me? Soap: Too right I am! Graves: Hoo-ah, brother [starts stripping off] Soap: I meant figuratively! Graves: Well I did not.
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olliebee66 · 10 months ago
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Thinking about SoapGraves because...well, iykyk.
Soap wants to forgive Graves for what he did, for the hurt he caused, but there's the nightmares, the frustration, the scars. Not just physical but emotional and mental scars. They're etched into his skin, he feels them in his bones, his very soul.
Graves can't forget. His conscious and subconscious won't let him. Every night, he fears what's to come, what haunts him. He stares at the slightly burnt photograph of them as he pulls it from his pocket while he's tucked away, hidden. His stomach turns, his heart aches. He misses them. He just can't find the right way to ask for forgiveness.
Ghost wants to make Graves pay, make him hurt the same way Soap does. He's picking up the pieces, holding Soap together as best he can and it hurts. Having to wipe away the tears, watching him break. What he wouldn't give to erase those wretched memories and make new ones.
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burnt-tortellini · 4 months ago
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the thing about gravesoap for me is that like.
soap knows hes gonna get hurt because graves needs something and at some point he has to tell himself that the next time he gets hurt he’ll leave
and then graves needs something and he gets hurt and he gets hurt and he gets hurt and he gets hurt and then graves needs something else, more, and soap gets hurt again
and he never leaves, he just gets locked out
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nottodaymin · 1 year ago
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should probably post it here too! but I posted my first try on 5+1! I hope you enjoy it :D
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raspberry-rainn · 2 years ago
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GraveSoap estranged-friends-to-lovers fic
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soapgraves · 10 months ago
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Changing the ship name my acc is based off of to texjon because i think its really funny to call my D/A texas.
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shititsarat · 23 days ago
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graves tenderly kissing the scar near soap's shoulder, his warm breath tickling his boyfriend's skin as he whispers apologetically, uttering that he is so incredibly sorry for hurting soap during their joint operation in las almas, the guilt eating him alive...
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emptyapartments · 5 months ago
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you showed interest in gravesoap which im taking as permission to be insufferable about them
the way i think the dynamic worked was graves and soap would shag, graves would kick soap out and have a mini crisis because hes the human embodiment of internalised homophobia, soap either stays because he sees his past in him and wants to help (ex-catholic soap truthers rise up🙏🙏) or just has such shit self worth that he doesnt think he can get any better
rinse and repeat
give me your thoughts!! (holding you at knifepoint like youre getting jumped)
one million percent agree. oaiaygagah you see gravesoap is so interesting because its never gonna work out, even without the shadow company betrayal. i think theyre just fundamentally different people. reboot soap, as i see it, is the type of guy to be really good at one night stands and not really get attached to anyone until graves. and graves? well i dont think graves lets himself get attached, kinda forces that indifference? catholic guilt gravesoap.. … the … them …. anyways yeah i dont think graves even wants soap to help fix that guilt because i doubt hes at a stage of his life where hes ready or wants to heal. i mean he still probably agrees that likes its a sin? i havent thought abt them in a while but i used to be hyperfixated as all hell. might get back into them because holy moly they’re interesting
anyways! this reminded me to follow you on tiktok i completely forgot im gonna go do that
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cod-dump · 1 year ago
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au where ghost, gaz and soap are all price's adopted kids and when price finally decided to introduce them to his new boyfriend soap goes ballistic because it turns out to be his very secret older ex - phillip graves who he had nasty break up with and now everyone have to digest two things: that soap apparently had secret older boyfriend and that price apparently had and still has secret younger boyfriend. it's all crack, everyone loses their shit at some point except for nik who is price's very chill ex husband who visits twice a week.
Father's Boyfriend
Fam 141, PriceGraves, past SoapGraves, past PriceNik
TW: Past Abuse, Past Domestic Violence (both are only mentioned a couple times and it doesn’t go into detail)
Ages: Soap- 24, Ghost- 29, Gaz- 26, Price- 56, Graves- 38
(Soap and Graves started dating when Soap was twenty, they broke up after being together for three years)
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They had a suspicion that their father was seeing someone. It's been a few years now since he and their other dad, Nik, split. Though it was peaceful and mutual, John still chose not to date anyone. So when the late night phone calls started, John being more private about his phone in general, they knew something was up.
"He's definitely dating someone," muttered Kyle.
Johnny hummed in thought, stretched out across Simon's couch. They all had their own places but enjoyed hanging out together. Well, Simon was okay with hanging out with the other two on his terms. Those terms included never being at his house, especially when he wasn't there. But that didn't stop them from copying his key and 'breaking in' to chill and hang out.
The jingling of keys and the front door opening before-
"You fucking assholes."
Johnny and Kyle are unfazed by Simon.
"Hey, Si! Do you think Dad is dating someone?"
Simon walks past them to go into the kitchen, "He's on drugs."
"See, that's what I thought but Kyle says he has to be dating someone."
Kyle scoffs, "The fact you two immediately think our beloved father is on drugs- You're both horrible people."
Simon walks into the living room with a bag of crisps, "Thanks I'm trying."
Johnny laughs as Kyle rolls his eyes. Simon gets a handful of salt and vinegar crisps in his mouth before he speaks.
"I mean, he probably is dating someone. He's been a lot happier lately so we should be happy for him for getting back out there."
"He hasn't introduced us yet."
"Probably wants to make sure this guy is a good fit before introducing him to us. I wouldn't take it too personally."
Johnny crawls over to Simon, "You're so wise, big bro."
He grabs the bag of crisps and darts back to where he was sitting. While Simon and Johnny fought over the bag of crisps, Kyle was in deep thought.
"Do you think we know him?"
Johnny gets shoved to the floor, Simon claiming victory as he settles back down with the crisps, "Maybe. Wouldn't put it past him sneaking his new boyfriend around in plain sight."
Soap gets off the floor, "What if it's someone like our old coach?"
Kyle laughs, "He's so not Dad's type!"
Simon was quiet before he shudders, "Uh, no to that. That guy's a creep."
"The mailman?"
"Oh yes, our father fucking the mailman and it turns out he's our actual father. What a cliché."
Kyle snorts, leaning over to try to grab some crisps.
"Dad has a better taste in men than the mailman or our weird coach from when we played football."
Johnny rolls his eyes as Simon holds the bag of crisps away from Kyle. He gets on his phone to scroll and sees an update from an account on Facebook that he thought he had blocked.
His ex was in town.
"Fuck!"
Simon and Kyle turn to look at Johnny, who froze when he realized he had said that out loud. He slowly looks at his brothers, both staring at him in concern and confusion. All he could do was smile before getting up and running to the bathroom. Johnny locks the door, leaning on the sink as he takes a deep breath. He looks back at his phone, scrolling through the man's profile, which had previously been empty after their breakup. He deleted pretty much everything that had Johnny in it and disappeared.
And now he's crawling back out of the woodwork.
Why is he coming here? What reason does he have to come back here if not to talk to Johnny?
"Fuck fuck fuck-"
"Johnny? You good?"
Johnny stiffens, "Uh, fine! Just, uh- Feeling sick!"
"That's what you get for trying to steal my food," Simon joked even though it was obvious he was worried.
"Need anything? Medicine?"
"Antacids would be great."
Thankfully Simon was the type to just not have basic things like Antacids (because he's weird) so one of them would have to go out and get some. Hopefully Simon was the one to go out because Johnny knows if/when he finds out about why Johnny is freaking out he'll be met with judgement. Kyle was more understanding. There was some muttering outside before one of them walked off. Johnny sighs, not sure which left.
"So... are you actually sick or is this about something else?"
Oh good, Kyle stayed.
Johnny cracks the door open, making sure Kyle was alone before he opens it all the way.
"Don't get mad."
Kyle narrows his eyes, "Why would I get mad?"
Johnny fidgets his hands together, "Remember when we said we wouldn't keep secrets from each other?"
Kyle glares, "Yes..."
"Well... I may or may have not, uh, kept a pretty big secret from you."
Kyle pinches the bridge of his nose, a habit the three brothers shared after watching their father do it for so long.
"Fucking hell... Alright, what is it?"
Johnny braces himself for Kyle's reaction.
"My ex is in town..."
Kyle stares, "Ex? Which one?"
"The one I knew you wouldn't have approved of so I never told you about him..."
There was a good bit of silence before Kyle turned and walked back down the hall, not saying a word. Johnny winces, slowly following him. When Kyle goes into the kitchen and grabs Simon's whiskey, Johnny knew that his brother was holding back on saying something potentially hurtful.
"I don't think Si would appreciate you drinking his good stuff."
Kyle glares at Johnny, "I think he would rather me not kill you."
Simon came back around twenty minutes later and immediately notices that Kyle was drinking his booze. He glares at while dropping the bag of medicine on the counter.
"I was saving that for a special occasion."
"Think this qualifies as a 'special occasion'. Right, Johnny?"
Simon turns to Johnny, who was sitting on the couch, trying to appear as small as possible.
"It's not that big of a deal..."
Kyle scoffs, "You dare to say that after what you told me?"
Simon looks between Kyle and Johnny before finally just stopping to look at Johnny.
"What's going on?"
Kyle stares at Johnny, giving him a chance to tell Simon himself. But Johnny didn't, only stumbled over his words while he tried to defend himself from Kyle's judgement. Kyle turns to Simon, taking a sip of whiskey before he speaks.
"Remember when we told each other we would always tell one another about our relationships? You know, the promise we made after you were hospitalized by your shitty ex?"
Simon snaps his head towards Johnny, "Johnny..."
"Oh, and remember when Johnny 'lost' five hundred pounds from our savings?"
"JOHNNY-!"
Johnny throws his hand sup, standing, "Look! I knew you guys weren't going to like him but I did like him! So I held off on telling you guys about him!"
"You stole money for him-!"
"Also went street racing with him, illegal boxing matches, did drugs-"
"It was just weed!"
Simon was so angry about what he was learning that he was unable to speak. He just throws his hands around while strangled sounds escaped from his mouth. Soap genuinely feared for his safety. He's seen what Simon is capable of. But, Simon does nothing. He calms down enough to grab Soap and forces him to sit back on the couch, sitting next to him while he does.
"Johnny... we made that promise for a reason."
Johnny remembers what happened to Simon, what he looked like in that hospital bed, black and blue.
"I know..."
He figured he would never have to come clean about his dirty secret. But here they were, his brothers staring in disappointment and guilt practically drowning him.
"I wasn't worried anything would happen. He did crazy things but he wasn't that kind of person."
"You think I was worried? That shit happened overnight, Johnny."
Kyle sighs, "We're upset because we care, Johnny. You're our baby brother."
"I know... Don't tell Dad."
"Not in a million years. He's been watching me like a hawk since that day. Don't want to put you in the spotlight... Unless you give us a reason to."
"No more secrets, got it?"
"Yea. No more secrets."
Johnny was hoping that would be the end of it. Other than watching his surroundings more and being very careful about where he was and when (matching where his ex's updates told him where he was), things went back to normal. No weirdness from Simon (more than usual) or further questions from Kyle. Nothing. Just plain old normalcy.
That didn't happen. He didn't know what to expect when they were heading to their father's house for a family dinner. He assumed it would be like all the others so he just grabbed some drinks to bring.
"When's the last time we had a family dinner at Dad's?"
Simon hummed as he thought, "Been a good couple months. He's been pretty busy lately."
"Yea, he has been pretty busy," Kyle says in agreement, eyes flickering from the road to Simon.
Johnny, as usual, was in the backseat. It was Kyle's car (he refuses to let anyone drive it) and Simon also gets shotgun (because he will bully Johnny out of it if Johnny doesn't let him have it). So, he sat in the back, stretched out.
"What if he wants us to finally meet his boyfriend?"
Kyle and Simon blink, apparently that hadn't crossed their minds.
"Holy shit-"
"If I don't like him I'm going to fight him."
"Simon-"
They noticed a car parked next to their father's SUV that none of them recognized.
"Oh shit-"
They got out of the car and Kyle ran around and grabbed Simon before he got to the front door.
"Behave."
"I always behave!"
"No, you don't!"
Johnny walks around them, snickering. He looks at the car as he passes it, seeing something faintly familiar inside it on the passenger seat. It was a shirt with a logo on it but he didn't stay long enough to figure out why it was familiar. He didn't want to seem weird by staring into the car of their father's guest. They got to the front door and Simon bangs on the door excessively.
"Dad! Hey Dad? Dad! Father! Father- Hello!?"
Kyle glares at Simon while Johnny laughs, "You're going to be insufferable tonight, aren't you?"
Simon stops and looks at Kyle, not saying a word but the smirk on his face said plenty. The door opens and there stood their father, glaring at Simon with little to no heat.
"You boys don't have to knock."
Simon shrugs, "Don't have to but I wanted to."
John rolls his eyes before pulling Simon into a hug. He grabs Kyle next, squeezing him, before pulling Johnny into a hug.
"Been too long since I've last seen all of my boys in one place."
He ushers them all inside but keeps them in the front parlor. This only confirmed that he had a very special guest over, somewhere else in the house. Also going off of how nervous their father seemed to be helped enforce that. Simon was the one who decided to say something as John took the wine that Johnny brought.
"Sooo... where is he?"
John freezes and Kyle smacks Simon's shoulder. Johnny could see the panic in John's eyes, something he can't say he's ever seen on his father before.
"Uh-"
"You know, the owner of that shiny, new BMW?"
John takes a deep breath, "Can't hide anything from you. Never could..."
Johnny last heard John say that when Simon uncovered that him and Nik were getting a divorce. Simon has always been good at finding out things, which why it was a miracle that Johnny managed to hide a whole relationship from him. He figured once the money went missing that he would've started snooping.
"Have a seat, boys."
Simon plops down, keeping his eyes on their father. Kyle and Johnny sit on the loveseat, eyes darting between Simon and John. John gave himself a moment to think about what he was going to say before he looked up.
"I've met someone."
"We know."
John narrows his eyes, "How long?"
"Dad... you have been the opposite of subtle."
John snorts, "And here I thought I was doing a good job of keeping quiet."
Kyle makes a error sound which makes Johnny and Simon laugh. John shakes his head before he sighs.
"The... guy I've been with is... a little younger."
The three gasp dramatically, "Dad!"
"It wasn't like I was expecting a relationship to happen!"
Kyle points at John, grabbing his attention, "How young are we talking?"
"He's thirty-eight."
"Wow-"
"I wasn't aiming to start anything with him!"
"How'd you meet him?"
John seemed thankful for Johnny changing the subject, "Met him while out on a company retreat. He was from some firm in the US and they flew out and joined us."
"Ooh! Romance with the enemy?"
"Shadow Co. is freelance. Not exactly our 'enemy'."
Johnny blinks, feeling panic swell up in his chest. Shadow Co.? The guy's age--
Nope! Just a coincidence! There is no way-
"So scandalous~"
"Have you snuck him around us?"
"No, I didn't sneak him around. Didn't really have to since you boys moved out."
Johnny swallows, "What's his name?"
John seems to not notice the shake in Johnny's voice. But Simon and Kyle do, the two turning to look at their brother in concern. John gets up, heading to the hall. He calls for the man who Johnny was praying that didn't turn out to be who he was thinking of.
"Phil! Mind coming in here?"
His heart drops, Johnny feeling lightheaded as he sees his ex come around the corner into the room. He's smiling at John, practical hearts in his eyes. Then he turns and he spots Johnny, those hearts popping as he pales in shock and horror.
"Boys, this is Phillip Graves. My boyfriend."
Simon's eyes widen and he looks to Johnny, jaw dropped. Kyle covers his mouth, cursing as he leans back against the loveseat.
"Johnny? Is there something wrong-"
John notices Phillip's face, the man rubbing his eyes, shaking his head-- Doing everything that he can to change what he was seeing. Finally, Phillip stops, turning to John.
"That's- He's your son!?"
John stares into Phillip's eyes before horror comes across his face, "You-You said your ex was Johnny MacTavish!"
Simon practically screams, "YOU USED A DIFFERENT NAME!?"
"JOHNNY!"
Phillip, unable to say anything else, turns and walks out of the room. John leans on the wall, taking several deep breaths in a attempt to calm himself down. Johnny was full-blown panicking at this point, unsure what the hell is going on.
"This is a joke- A prank! He's not your boyfriend!"
"You dated a man fourteen years older than you!? When did this happen!?"
John looks between Kyle and Simon, "Did you two know about this!?"
"Only recently."
John gaps, throwing his hands in the air, "Fucking hell!"
Johnny was borderline hyperventilating. At least he thinks he is, he's never panicked like this before. Johnny felt his vision start to go black.
"Johnny- Breathe. Easy-"
He felt Kyle hold onto him. Johnny was unable to say anything or see anything due to his blurry vision-- Which added onto his panic. Kyle coached him through his panic attack (he wasn't sure if that was one or not, he's never had one before), helping him regain his ability to breathe. His brother rubbed his back as he slowly calmed down, now able to see again.
"Where's Dad and Simon?"
"Si stepped out with Dad. He wasn't processing this well, either."
Johnny let's out a shaky breath. They sit there in silence before Kyle finally speaks.
"This... is a lot... God, feel like we're on some drama TV show."
Johnny laughs at that, unsure of what to do. This did feel like the plot of some low budget soap opera.
Some god is laughing their ass off right now...
Kyle stands, Johnny turning to look at him.
"I'm going to go check on Phillip."
"You are?"
"This has to be as much of a nightmare to him as it is to you."
"Right..."
"I'll be... somewhere. Don't know where he went. Call me if you need something."
Kyle leaves and Johnny was alone. He puts his head in his hands, cursing at his shit luck. He was beyond shocked by how something like this could happen. His father is dating his ex.
"Oh my god..."
Someone walks into the room and he braced himself. He looks up to see his father standing there, clearly processing this as well as him. Simon was standing in the doorway.
"I'm going to grab a beer. God this is some wacky shit-"
With that, he left. John sighs and walks over to the couch and sits. He rests his arms on his knees, staring intently ahead of him. He clearly wanted to say something but couldn't figure out how to say it. Johnny swallows, never in his life did he think he would end up in a situation like this. They sat there in uncomfortable silence before Johnny finally couldn't take it anymore.
"So... how did you, uh, get with him?"
John turns and stares at his son, blinking, "Are you asking me when I hooked up with Phil?"
Johnny cringes, "No! I meant like, when did you two start going out? How did you get with him?"
"You act like he's a bad guy."
"He's not! He-He's just- UGH!"
Johnny holds his head in his hands, frustrated by his inability to say what he was thinking. John, externally, kept calm.
John sighs, "He told me that his last relationship didn't end well... which was a year ago..."
Johnny slumps against the back of the couch, "Yea... we got into a fight..."
"Phil told me it was because his ex lied to him about something... that something being how old he was."
Johnny winces, "Yea... Kind of told him I was older than what I looked... Even made a whole other Facebook account to trick him into believing me."
John blinks, "You... Johnny-"
Johnny stands, pacing the room, "Look, this is fucking weird as shit, okay. You're dating my ex! How the fuck does something like that happen!? How do you manage to get with my ex- Why didn't he break up with you when you showed pictures of us!? You had to show him pictures of your sons, right!?"
"I-I didn't exactly get around to doing that... I didn't want to scare him off."
Johnny stares hard at his father, "WHAT!?"
"Johnny, he's only nine years older than Simon! I told him about you boys and if he wanted to know more about you guys I would tell him! If he wanted to see pictures I would've shown him! I was following his lead, going the pace he set."
John takes a breath, "This is a very... interesting situation. One I didn't think I would ever be involved in."
Johnny stops by the window of the parlor, looking outside. He tenses when he sees Phillip out there, leaning against his car with Kyle talking to him. They both seemed relatively calm, though Phillip had a cigarette between his lips.
"I don't remember him ever smoking..."
John walks over by the window, "I kind of got him hooked... never did say I was a good influence."
Johnny snorts, "And you wonder why we're all menaces…"
"Hey, it wasn't all me. Your father doesn't exactly have the best track record, either!"
"Does... does Dad know you're dating?"
"He's the one who finally pushed me to getting back out there. Said that I was 'keeping myself miserable'."
"Does he make you happy?"
He already knew the answer to that. They've seen how much happier their father had become since 'sneaking' around with his new boyfriend. More genuine smiles. Deep, hearty laughs (laughing in general had cut back after him and Nik split). He was happy, he acted happy. But Johnny needed to hear him say it.
"Yea... I am happy. Even if this whole situation is weird- If he chooses to stay... I'd still be happy."
Johnny didn't even think about Phillip possibly leaving his dad over this. If he did he couldn't blame him. Johnny could see fear and sadness cloud over John as he watched Phillip through the window. If Phillip left... he'd be sad again.
Johnny steps away from his father, leaving the parlor.
"Johnny? Where are you going?"
"Gonna have a word with Phillip."
Johnny goes outside, Phillip visibly tensing when he saw him. Kyle turns and is surprised to see him.
"Hey, Johnny... Uh, is everything okay?"
Johnny keeps his eyes on Phillip, "Yea... go talk with Dad. And make sure Simon hasn't drank all the beer. I'm definitely going to want one."
Kyle blinks before stepping away, heading back into the house. Phillip avoids eye contact, reaching up and taking the cigarette from his lips.
"When did you start smoking?"
Phillip still isn't looking at him, "Two months ago... kinda started stealing them from John..."
Johnny takes a breath, looking towards the window he and John were staring out of and was glad to see that no one was looking out of it. The tension in the air was suffocating, he couldn't handle having eyes on him.
"Did you know who he was?"
Phillip finally looks at him, "What?"
"Did you know he was my dad?"
"Pff- Fuck no. I've done some weird shit but I've never went out and purposely dated one of my exes' parents!"
Johnny rubs the back of his neck, "Fucking insane shit here..."
Phillip hums in agreement. There was awkward silence, Johnny trying to urge himself to break it and say what he needed to say.
"I'm sorry about what happened."
"Which part? You lying about your age? Stealing shit from your family for me and making me feel indebted to them despite having never met them? What about you using me to get weed or get into illegal fights so you could gamble? Or, is it you lying about who you were? You're not Johnny MacTavish! You're fucking Johnny Price. And, if I had know that, I wouldn't have started fucking your dad!"
Johnny winces, the anger from what happened still very much there. Johnny knows he hurt Phillip. He couldn't argue with it, either.
"Did you tell him all that I did?"
"Parts of it. Didn't feel right bashing some immature kid who fooled me in front of a potential new partner."
"Right-"
"Why'd you come out here?"
"I wanted to apologize..."
Phillip scoffs in response to that.
"And... I wanted to ask if you would stay with my dad."
Phillip blinks before he looks back to Johnny, "What?"
"Look, he's been miserable and lonely since him and our other dad split. Ever since you two started seeing each other he's gotten so happy! Yes, it's fucking weird as hell that you're the guy he's dating, but you're also they guy that makes him so happy. He'll be crushed if you leave."
Phillip looks over Johnny, seeming genuinely surprised by what he had said. Johnny turns his body so he's facing the house rather than facing Phillip. He could feel the man's eyes burning into him, making him feel so small.
"You really care about him..."
"Yea, he's my dad. Been there for me during the roughest points in my life. I want him to be happy."
"And... you think he still wants to be with me after learning about what happened between us?"
"Yea, I do."
Johnny looks back to Phillip.
"You grew up."
"Only been a year."
"Not like that."
"Oh..."
Phillip finishes his cigarette, leaning down and stubbing it into the driveway before he puts the bud in the ashtray in his car. Without saying anything else, he walks past Johnny and goes back to the house. Johnny breathes out, wondering the future would bring them.
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thejacketscloset · 11 months ago
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"Allies or Enemies" by the crane wives but it's abt Johnny and Graves bc u cant tell me Soap didn't consider Graves to be a friend of some kinda before the betrayal. I think the whole situation hit him REALLY hard bc he really thought he could put his trust in him
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