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me: let me book this train ticket home for the weekend after work next week. i'll end up getting there super late but i don't really have a choice
my boss: btw you have that day off
me: okay sweet let me switch my train to an earlier time because nobody will be happy if i get to the station at home so late when i can feasibly not do that
train company: sure but only if you give us Ā£10
me: b-but i already gave you Ā£15 for the ticket in the first place? the train i'm trying to switch it to is supposed to only cost Ā£9
train company: you can buy that ticket separately if you want, but switching the time of your original ticket will cost you Ā£10 and we won't be refunding you the difference between the ticket prices
me: fine. i'll buy the ticket separately. can i get a refund for the first ticket?
train company: no
me: so i'm going to end up paying a total of Ā£24 for what's supposed to be a Ā£9 ticket?
train company: yes
me: >:(
#at least that day off is paid leave like that is the ONE reassuring thing about this#i currently do not have enough money in my bank account for rent this month which is sooooo fun#so this is just what i needed š#i stopped booking with trainline because going direct with the actual train company means no booking fees#but trainline wouldn't have charged me for switching my train time#they wouldn't have refunded me the difference but they wouldn't have been dicks about it either#and these prices are still Not That Bad in the grand scheme of things but also i remember when Ā£9 was the expensive price for this trip#that was only a few years ago#now i'm having to play dodge the Ā£61 tickets every time i want to see my family#public transport should be wayyy cheaper or even fucking free y'all like this is ridiculous#el talks
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WHEREVER YOU WANNA GO, THATāS FINE WITH ME ā MEGUMI FUSHIGUROĀ
cw mentioned/talks about death but not likeā¦ in a serious way š this whole thing is very unserious and stupid itās just a thought i couldnāt get out of my head, megumi beingā¦ megumi, f2l but whatās new, also inspired by some clip from a tv show iāve seen on tt but idk the name of it, if you do pls let me know
you ask megumi you make one of those marriage pacts with youāthat if neither of you are married by thirty-five, you two will get married to each otherāand he just hums for a moment before asking, ādo you think iāll be better suited for marriage at thirty-five?ā
āwhat? nāi donāt know? maybe? it just seems like an appropriate age to get married if youāre not already, thatās all,ā you explain.
more humming. he blinks, āi donāt think iāll be all that different at thirty-five.ā
āwell, thatās concerning,ā you joke, āyouāre supposed to changeāgrow a little bit as a person and all that, megumi. even you are capable of it.ā
āi wonāt want anything different out of a marriage at thirty-five than i would right now,ā he corrects you, then turns to you, and with all seriousness demands, āso, state your stipulations. what do you want from me, letās figure out of this is gonna work now.āĀ
you scoff, and cross your arms. āwhat do i want from you? thatās not how a marriage works.āĀ
āthatās how this friendship already works.āĀ
you say, megumi does; he pushes it than he should have, you say to stop, and eventually he does, and the cycle continues. heās always stubborn, and sacrificing himself beyond necessity, and youāre always pulling his ear for it.Ā
āokay. fine,ā you settle, straightening your posture, āi want a house. three bedrooms, so nobara and yuuji donāt have to bicker about sharing when they stay over.āĀ
megumi considers it, then counters with, āfour. gojo needs a bedroom, too. one floor, i donāt like stairs.āĀ
āwhere the fuck are we going to find a one-level four-bedroom house? i donāt want to live in the middle of butt-fuck nowhere.āĀ
āweāll find one,ā he shrugs, doesnāt flinch when he promises: āor iāll have one made for us. next: vacations.āĀ
ātwice per year. somewhere tropical, and somewhere metropolitan.āĀ
āi donāt like the beach.āĀ
āthen you donāt have to go on the beach.āĀ
āyouāre responsible for me if i burn.āĀ
āiām responsible for you either way, iām your wife,ā you taunt, āpets, next. i want dogs. two. maybe three. and a bunny.āĀ
āno bunnies, theyāre too much work.ā
ābut i want a bunny, megumi.āĀ
āyou wonāt have time for a bunny,ā he rolls his eyes, āand youāre gonna get pissed when it chews up the expensive couch youāre gonna make me buy, and takes a shit in the expensive fruit bowl youāre gonna con gojo out of. no bunnies.āĀ
you pout and frown, but megumi doesnāt budge: āno bunnies.āĀ
you sigh, āno bunnies, but i want the dogs.āĀ
āi didnāt say no to the dogs. unless you want a golden, then iām not raising that.āĀ
āwhy not? we already have yuuji.āĀ
āexactly, we already have yuuji.āĀ
āfine. i want a king sized bed. the really big, oversized ones you get in america.āĀ
ādone. children?āĀ
āyou want children?ā
megumi shrugs, but you swear thereās a dust of pink on his cheeks, āmaybe. maybe not. if i did, no more than two.āĀ
and suddenly you canāt help but feel heat in your own face, hot with the image of two tiny megumis running around.Ā
āthatās fine with me. maybe kids, but no more than two,ā you cough, āi want one of those heated driveways for the house.ā
āiāll have it built. iāll clean and do laundry and take out the trash if you cook.ā
āwhat about days i donāt cook?ā
āthen iāll do that, too,ā megumi nods, āanything else?ā
āyes. if i die first, you can remarry, but you visit my grave at least twice a year, and bring peonies. and that picture of me from prom where i look really good.āĀ
āno.āĀ
you stop. you blink. āwhat do you mean āno?ā you wouldnāt visit my grave?ākinda cruel considering i birthed your up-to-two future children and raised your dogs.āĀ
āi wonāt remarry. and i donāt want you to if i die first,ā he corrects you, again, āand thereās no dying first and leaving me behind, iām going with you.ā
he doesnāt leave room for debate in his declarations: wonāt, donāt; not wouldnāt, shouldnāt, couldnātāyou have to pinch yourself to stop chasing the rabbit of temptation running through your mind.Ā
āi donātā¦ think you get to decide that,ā you chuckle.Ā
āof course i do,ā megumi grins, uncrosses his legs and leans over. he reaches a hand to the back of your head and pushes it forward until your foreheads meet gently; and as if the affection wasnāt shocking enough, he continues, āwhere you go, i go. thatās marriage, right?āĀ
he widens his smile a bit, before letting you go, leaning back into his seat again with crossed arms like nothing happened, and youāre left staring, blinking, breathing shallowly like prey that narrowly escaped being caught.
you donāt speak, so megumi does, āi have one more thing.āĀ
and slowly, you unthaw enough to let out a questioning hum. megumi tilts his head before telling you, āi want your last name.āĀ
āwhat? youāyou would change your name?ā you stutter, ābut fushiguro is so pretty! and itās your momās name, so few people get their motherās names.āĀ
āyeah. this way, our up-to-two children get their motherās names, too.āĀ
āiāokayā¦ yeah, i guess they do,ā you gape, then pout, āwait, what if i wanted to be mrs. fushiguro?āĀ
ātough luck,ā he grins, āyou get everything else.āĀ
you get me, instead, is whatās left unsaid.Ā
āokay, fine. sounds like a deal to me.āĀ
āgreat. we canāt have a spring wedding because gojo and toji will sneeze obnoxiously loudly, and we canāt have a summer wedding because the anniversary will conflict with our tropical vacation, and nobara will kill us if itās too close to her birthday,ā he says, standing up from the couch to head to the kitchen, āso iāll see you at the courthouse in september.āĀ
you nod reflexively, sinking back into the couch with a satisfied smile. itās a while before your brain processes his words, and when it finally does, you spring up in a fluster, āseptember? megumi, i said when when weāre thirty-five and if neither of us are already married! megumi? megumi fushiguro, come back here!āĀ
#i......... need to inhale him. that's all.#you can ignore all of this i just NEEDED to get this out of my head he's SO. he's his daddy's son that's what he is#which daddy? it doesn't matter š which is why he's extra terrible#this also lives in an au where megumi is like 'are u done dating other guys yet š dont u know that we're endgame'#and has never made a single romantic comment to u before in ur entire life OH i hate him#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jjk scenarios#jjk imagines#megumi fushiguro x reader#megumi x reader#megumi fluff
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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!
#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT#just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness š#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you#if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what š#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY#robert chase#house md#malpractice md#i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5#s6 everything instantly goes to shit#and stays shitty#chase should be happy fr#he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house#like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman#anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc#also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing#this has been a shitpost#anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer#i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ā¼ļøā¼ļø
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john š but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of āhumanityā so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of āhumanityā is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the āgood/evilā āblack/whiteā retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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Badly made comic of And So The Moon Wept bc it just finished and Iām devastated
ā¼ļøCHAPTER 15 SPOILERSā¼ļø
I wanted to make one more page between the second and third bc pacing, but I didnāt wanna rethink all three of those pagesā compositions. Itās pretty ass bc itās all sketches, but the last ones came out pretty decent I thinkš
(Donāt look at the house too closely, I really didnāt wanna look at a reference so I just freestyled it)
Scrapped versions bc idk
Now that thatās out the way, Iāll start with the ranting, you can leave now this is for me
THE ENDINGāļø DAMNāļøāļøāļø
I would start rereading immediately to see all the details and analyze the psychology of the ātsukuyomi worldā characters BUT I unfortunately have my global exams next week š„²
Warning for -1000 media literacyā¼ļø while writing all this I remembered that my memory is bad an my analytical skills are even worse! So be warned :p
BUT ANYWAY!! This was a top tear fanfic, seriously at no point did I consider the infinite tsukuyomi as a possibility. And I think this has to do with the fact that the psychology and individual lives of the characters in this dream were so well developed. Thereās so many POVs! And theyāre so complex and detailed!! Really makes you wonder if this was really the tsukuyomi or if Kakashiās consciousness was sent to a different world all together. Which is what makes it so terribly tragic. Kakashi lived so many years in this perfect world just to regain all his memories and find out that it really was all fake, a world made up entirely of his own fantasies.
Oh and what a fantasy it was, getting hit by that boulder and fucking dying! The only reason he got to live was bc of āHoundā (which could be interpreted as his consciousness telling him to wake tf up). Everything felt so wrong to Kakashi not because he noticed this things werenāt right, but bc he was never meant to live in this world. This was the prefect reality for everyone around him, his dream, a world without him (FUCK BROšššš). Which is the reason why I think the characters are so three dimensional in this dream, maybe, idk bro I just made this up.
But even then, things donāt exactly add up (if you think about it they do BUT SHHHHHH LET ME DREAM). Why did some characters suffer so much if this was meant to be a better world for everyone else? Why did Rinās parentās die? Why did Sakumo try suicide so many times?
We know Rinās and Obitoās relationship started declining when Rin didnāt believe Obito when he swore up and down that Kakashi was somehow alive (which IS Houndās fault in a way, he saved Kakashi and thatās why Obito saw Kakashi sinking into the ground, making him believe that Kakashi didnāt die), but it goes farther than that. Rinās real problem with Obito was that he was so stuck on his dead teammate that he neglected the rest of his living team, Kakashi was literally everything he thought about to the point it started negatively affecting others (which, yeah him being obsessed is pretty normal considering that Kakashi was part of the reason he activated his sharingan and THE reason he activated the Mangekyo). So what did he do? Go hang out with the one other person who would ALSO only think of Kakashi all day, Sakumo. Obito eventually accepted that Kakashi was dead, but he and Rin never reconnected.
Was this really the perfect ending for them? Come on tsukuyomi, youāre more creative than that.
For some reason I think that the tsukuyomi was freestyling all this. Bc (by my interpretation) the point of Kakashiās dream was that he died at Kannabi Bridge instead of Obito, period. The rest is extra stuff bc their lives have to go on ig? Or maybe the infinite tsukuyomi is really big brained and depicted a realistic depiction of šļøšļøšļøHOLD THE FUCK UP IāM DUMB I JUST FIGURED SMTH OUT
Bro this is why I need to reread this instead of talking to myself when I donāt remember half the details in the fic.
OK SO HOUND DID FUCK SHIT UPš„š„š„
I was trying to think why Sakumo would be alive (if my shit theory above was true, which it isnāt but Iām not deleting all that) AND IT WAS BC SAKUMO NOT KILLING HIMSELF IS HIS PERFECT WORLD šššš. The one thing Iām not so sure ab is Kannabi (I bet if I keep writing this Iāll find the answer) bc Obito WAS gonna get hit by that rock, but hey, he entered the dream after the Obito reveal so maybe his consciousness already knew he would survive, so maybe heād just appear later in the dream idk. BUT BRO šššššššššš WAS HE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO COME BACK HOME TO HIS DAD??? AND THEN HIS CONSCIOUSNESS KICKED IN AND HE SAVED OBITO INSTEAD??!!,.. oh Iām sick, this is so evil
That would literally make everything make sense. He derailed the dream so bad that it fucked everything up, making it no longer a perfect world but more similar to reality. If he really was supposed to die, then why did his death have such negative repercussions on everyone he loves? It that was his dream, wouldnāt it be a better world with everybody happy? He wasnāt supposed to die at Kannabi but Hound appeared and saved Obito from a rock, causing a massive butterfly effect.
Pretty romantic if you asked me, āI would leave behind my perfect world just to save you form getting hurtā like damn, itās not like he remembered that Obito survived at this point in time, but still STOPP IāM DOING IT AGAIN IāM FOCUSING ON THE DETAILS AND NOT THE BIGGER PICTURE AAAA
El cazador de elefantes by Def Con Dos is a pretty good song, hm
Where was I going with this? Donāt remember tbh
This is kinda long, Iām stopping here. Bye internet void āļø
#and so the moon wept#astmw#kakashi hatake#obkk#kakaobi#kkob#obikaka#obito uchiha#fic rec#bro imagine this wasnāt tsukuyomi but Kakashiās consciousness really was sent to another reality#obito salty bc itās midnight and they have a mission tomorrow: wtf do you mean what colour is the moon#kakashi stressed bc he just regained all his memories and all these years mightāve not been real: just respond bro#obito being sarcastic: well obviously itās red! šš#and then kakashi fucking dies#it would be so funny actually#oh YOUR kakashiās dead#ours is just fine over there#points at the most depressed man alive#the reading comprehension devil got me bro#dw I just need a few days to think all the story over#iām just too excited now that itās over and am focusing too much on details#and many of the details I donāt remember yet bc my memory is ass
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number #1 tactic that people use to not sound as racist as they are when they talk to black people: 'uhh so you AMERICANS need to stop pretending everything is about YOU. why should i know this im not from the us :/' (= is talking about like. a phenomenally internationally well-known black artist)
#myposts#kendrick lamar#drake#i updated it from 'white europeans' to 'people' because some people pointed out that 'gringo' is probably more south american lingo#but the point i wanted to make is like. there is this subset of european people (quite a lot of them)#who try to deflect by saying them not knowing these things isn't because of an active lack of disinterest in black culture and influences#and like. them not knowing who a certain black person is is never an educational failing on their side of any sorts#but instead are pretending that like. they are by virtue of being european always correctly educated on What History And Art Is Important#like. 2 months back that one post pretending that 'us europeans dont need to know all your AMERICAN writers š' talking about james baldwin?#like just because that person didnt know who james baldwin was#they immediately were mad at the implication that They Didn't Know Someone Of Cultural Significance#and twisted it into 'well he cant be that important by virtue of me not knowing him'#like completely ignoring that the european school system also has. race problems and also ignoring that he lived and wrote in France too#but like. its this really racist defence mechanism of like. 'well you stupid americans always make everything about yourselves'#i hope i make sense i didnt think this would blow up lol#and like some people in the notes of that post were so smug about not knowing who Kendrick Lamar is#bc to them thats like 'oh im too cultured to be listening to rap of any sorts' like completely dismissing his music as kind of second class#by virtue of it being rap and black music and him not being in the White Mainstream as much as other musicians#(i mean hes still like 24th most listened artist worldwide but you get what i mean)
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Reading your tags on the courtroom post, and we have live reader reaction:
LOL there's Deuce who prepares for the debate with notes and talking points/arguments, and then there's Ace who is confident enough to think he can just succeed through improv. I like to imagine that, if it's for you, they will do anything and everything they can to save you. They were so determined to come to the player's aid during Scarabia book, so perhaps they prove to be worthy saviors. <3
#twisted chit chat#heyyy11#i need to write more for adeuce orz#i like to imagine ace is one of the top candidates for fwb#because he doesn't want anything serious but then he ends up falling for you#he's so obviously in denial about it too#cater comments about how he's straying into boyfriend territory with some of the things he's doing with you#and ace adamantly denies it: 'what? a guy can't make food for his friend in the morning??? gimme a break cater š'#and cater is like 'i never said that acey :) a guy can make food for his friend sure but you're not doing that are you?'#ace storms off with a red face because he was genuinely trying to put together a nice breakfast spread for you hehe :3c#not just toast and some oatmeal or something like that#he was trying to cook for you <3#ace you're in love and it's showing :)
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#hm i dont think they were okay hereš#Ts face journey from *cant see her eyeball* to *pink one so terrified* to *attempting hiding a smirk* to *intrigued disbelief*#āim so over that at this pointššā yeah sure jan! and so is T no?#K āflirtingā and T going āi hate you...ā and ā*screech* no!!4ā#(what were they going trough here... i need the info for research...)#T asking if she was dying would K save her??? what do YOU think??? like girlš#i just revisited this masterpiece and id like to add that they were ranting abt those baiting ppl on twt even then so not much does change!#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#trixya#(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......)
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In which Gordon finally realizes all his friends died long before he met them
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#good job dipshit you just destroyed the last human š#i hope i got across what i was trying to get across#benreys ok dw hes still chillin in the digital space but his body uh... well :(#and well. this does affect him. in the digital space :(#hlvrai splatoon au#hlvrai#gore tw#gore cw#blood cw#blood#gore#op art#comic#listen man... the funny game about squids is so tragic actually--#if u need me to tag it as anything else lmk
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Andrew Blackthorn is a very... perplexing character to me because we know next to nothing about him but all his kids seemed to like him as a dad... and yet some of the only things we do know about him are that he a) gave Helen & Mark childhood trauma via Keats instead of having a normal conversation and b) he used to restrain Ty in order to "train him" to the point it made him throw up. like idk if there's a particular intention behind his character being good or bad (in general) but I definitely hate him lmao
#imagine your 12 year old son being a better parent than you. embarrassing.#the keats thing is always so wild when I remember it. like wdym he did that??#literally WHAT would possess you to do that#also why did he never question about where Arthur was in Faerie#like did he not know he stayed behind too or did he just not see his brother for 7 years & not careš§š»āāļø#Andrew Blackthorn#the dark artifices#bella talks#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#tda#julian blackthorn#helen blackthorn#mark blackthorn#ty blackthorn#he needs a flower card so I can sort him into one of the low tiers on a tier list š
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain āwell beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.Vā and an āorange haired inkling-turned-humanā has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THATāS A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! Itās so much more then what I expected or even prepared forāmight even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
ā¦aside from graduating high school + the social connections Iāve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS Iād been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. Itās make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! Itās kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanksābecause I canāt NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same timeā¦itās hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesnāt immediately make me any ābetterā or āworseā then I was before. Iām still just me! It only helps me feel seen by othersāand thatās all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. Heās so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Canāt wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which āanimated videoā Iām referring to hereāhopefully this photo will help clarify lol. Itās this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
Iāve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering itās not even fully colored and could be dismissed as ālow effortā content (despite taking several days making it). Itās easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. Iāve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didnāt? Sometimes you feel like youāve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However Iāve realized that I canāt ever expect views to be consistentāand comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean itās pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. āPopularā YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artistsā¦to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when itās the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So thatās what Iāve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasnāt even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldnāt reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems Iāve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love āem laughs and giggles#I CANāT BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THATāS INSANE TO MEāALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I wouldāve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didnāt wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you donāt need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes itās the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on āØthe starāØ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first placeā¦donāt be so self absorbed with morals lonesome š#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee š#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. Iād imagine heās tried of my nonstop nonsense#ā¦.yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So thereās high chance Iāll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....š¤
#i finished the story it was fun#whyd i have to get invested in the cookie npc yaoi... need them to kiss#i thought cheddars design was kinda boring (esp after the golden cheese update where every design slapped... hes also cheese...)#and he looked rly similar to almond so i think they couldve made him look more diff#but i still liked them LOL... esp macaroni cookie he's sooo cute#tsk macaroni cookie does everything... hes even an attack dog... what do u do cheddar cookie?#ur lucky to have such a cute smart and useful hoobae...š#i saw some cute fanart of them on twit so i'm happy :)#joking i dont think cheddar is completely useless but it makes me laugh bc he has the#'my job here is done ;)' 'but u didnt do anything' *dramatic exit* vibe#at the v least he's good bc he has faith in his partner...š#if they arent already dating theyre def gonna start dating... doesnt take a detective to figure that out...#like stop playfully bantering in front of meš#oh btw i liked their kr voices so much#cheddar's voice was... insanely good how could they just use this voice on an npc#like his voice makes up for any complaints i had on his design#and macaroni sounds cute... i looked it up and apparently its jeong ui-taek?? who also voiced archbishop cream and 1 of captain caviars crew#voicing a bunch of cute npcs but no playable cookie yet...#im curious how they sound in other lang tbh...
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twin aus are fun bc sukuna is sooooo ugly and yuuji is soooooooo pretty and beautiful and lovely <3 completely understand why sukuna ends up the deliquent loser twin bc why would anybody choose him when <3yuuji<3 is right there
#this is a sukuna hate post š the first of many to come.#ive been hating on geto (and will.) but you all should know i dont fuck with that ugly ass BITCH either!!!!!#itadori twin au is so fun in my head bc not only is sukuna the ugly loser degenerate twin he's also Younger than yuuji (by like. and hour..#it was probably hard to birth his big ass head) but like. yuuji is born at 11 something pm one night and sukuna is at 12 am the next day#so they NEVER celebrate their birthdays together as they SHOULDNT! cant blame yuuji for that !!!!#see also: sukuna hates and claims he can beat up all of yuuji's friends except nobara#bc when they were 4 he was mean to her and she took a hammer to his shoulder and he has never forgotten it#he's all talk š fraud watch#see also: choso doesnt usually interfere with the twins arguing except when sukuna does too much and now he has to be all Big Brother#it's also extremely hilarious to imagine youre dating yuuji and you two stop by his house#and hes like ah fuck he's here.. he's not supposed to be here š lets go! and ur like wait who is here what's going on#and too late. sukuna comes out of his room and hes on his way out and ur like what. who. yuuji what the fuck just happened#and hes like that was my brother..#and ur like. u... have a brother.... a twin brother? and NOBODY told me?????#and yuujis like yeah in an ideal world i would have never needed to bring him up š
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Something something S4 shows through Nancy how someone can be pressured into a relationship by well meaning people, how easy it is to project your significant other onto someone familiar when they're gone, something something Nancy only started giving Steve eyes during situations he reminded her of key moments in her relationship with Jonathan, how you could see all over her face that she was going to reject him, how the audiences emotions are lined up with Steve and not her and the fact that Steve wants a girlfriend so badly means the audience wants him to have a girlfriend too bc he deserves it ! He's grown so he can do better this time ! She CAN love him ! Look ! The people who just officially met them this week think they're true love ! But Nancy is in love with Jonathan. But Steve wants a white picket fence life at the end of a cul-de-sac with 6 children, which Nancy said herself is like her worst nightmare. But Steve was never the problem in their relationship. Nancy didn't love him. Nancy is not a prize. He doesn't deserve her for changing. And the people trying to matchmake them DO NOT KNOW BOTH PARTIES WELL. Robin JUST officially started talking to Nancy, all she really has to go off of is whatever Steve has told her and EDDIE met BOTH OF THEM officially like three days ago. All he knows is their reputations really, and that "act of true love" was entirely typical of Nancy's character and she would've done it for just about anyone she cares about, he doesn't know that though because he doesn't know her. And she ended the season in her bf's arms setting up their conflict in s5 while Steve ended the season alone but with his friends.
#ok draft go off#im actually reluctant to post this just bc now I'll only have 68 drafts#this post is about byler. plot twist !#i fear i have no more words. this doesnt usually happen to me#i am SO tired tho so cut me some slack i swear the next time i randomly post smthn the tags will go crazy š¤ campers honor#stranger things#byler#jancy#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#steve harrington#will byers#mike wheeler#āļøš pls#ok its the next day and i can think again. this post is abt byler. djbsbd#in the sense that mike was pressured into a relationship by well meaning people who thought they liked each other-#and el was so similar to will that it was easy to project him onto her and when he thought she was gone his relationship w will developed#and when SHE came back he started to recreate what he had with will with her to make it easier to be w her in general#and as she is becoming her own person with her own wants and needs- their relationship suffers for it#also 'you could see it all over their faces' ily speech and he ended the season with will setting up their plot in s5#and el ended it alone (with her family)
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watch my body disintegrate into a pile of ash like a cartoon character who just got struck by a lightning bolt (JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN) (just got off work)
#salmon jibberish#god you horribly wipe out on your bike and injure yourself ONE TIME in middle school and suddenly youre inflicted with lifelong knee/joint a#d leg pain ššššš#worm lore drop š„š„š„#can you really call it lore its nothing crazy#i was riding my bike w my friend and their mom and we were on a steep hill and i got scared and braked and flew off my bike and down#the hill#i got to miss like i think a week or two of gym because the scab on my knee was so big i literally couldnt bend it#it'd melt off every time i took a shower too#<- that was probably kinda gross sorry#scabs on both my knees#one was bigger and made my knee unable to bend#and one on the palm of one of my hands that made me unable to bend my thumb#we didnt go to the doctor or anything for it i just didnt do anything for like a week lol#afterward one of my other friends said my knees look weird š#<- not mad abt that i just think its funny#me when i yap in the tags#sorry gang#and of course i got myself a job that requires genuinely running around all day#my legs have given out twice at work and thats what finally pushed me to get a knee brace#just one for now bcs . expensive . i just gotta guess which leg o think is gonna give me the most trouble that day#idk i just tend to deny myself help . i dont think i deserve it . i really only got pushed for this bcs i didnt want to get obliterated by a#dog at work if my knee gave out 1) while walking a dog or 2) while in the daycare in a crowd of dogs#idk i dont like making my own life easier i dont think i deserve it . i dont think im suffering enough to need help but yk#ANYWAY#good news is we have ROTISSERIE CHICKEN FIR DINNER LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO#IM GONNA DRAW NOW š„š„š„š„š„
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o h man really wishing tonight I had someone A Ler to hang out with tie me to the bed and tickle me senseless and keep me company, Iām high and so lee and want attention š„ŗ
#clay working tonight :(#I wish I had a local play partner!! š„ŗš#Iām so tickly thoā¦ like I need to session im ripe and ready š©#perhaps I will just perish#I also canāt masturbate the lee mood away because Iām being edged and denied UUUGHHHHHā ššššššššššš#CRUEL AND WRONG#what the hell is even that?? Iām so good??#my posts#text#tickles
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