#so this is just what i needed šŸ™„
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astralpenguin Ā· 1 year ago
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me: let me book this train ticket home for the weekend after work next week. i'll end up getting there super late but i don't really have a choice
my boss: btw you have that day off
me: okay sweet let me switch my train to an earlier time because nobody will be happy if i get to the station at home so late when i can feasibly not do that
train company: sure but only if you give us Ā£10
me: b-but i already gave you Ā£15 for the ticket in the first place? the train i'm trying to switch it to is supposed to only cost Ā£9
train company: you can buy that ticket separately if you want, but switching the time of your original ticket will cost you Ā£10 and we won't be refunding you the difference between the ticket prices
me: fine. i'll buy the ticket separately. can i get a refund for the first ticket?
train company: no
me: so i'm going to end up paying a total of Ā£24 for what's supposed to be a Ā£9 ticket?
train company: yes
me: >:(
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yuwuta Ā· 6 months ago
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WHEREVER YOU WANNA GO, THATā€™S FINE WITH ME ā€” MEGUMI FUSHIGUROĀ 
cw mentioned/talks about death but not likeā€¦ in a serious way šŸ˜­ this whole thing is very unserious and stupid itā€™s just a thought i couldnā€™t get out of my head, megumi beingā€¦ megumi, f2l but whatā€™s new, also inspired by some clip from a tv show iā€™ve seen on tt but idk the name of it, if you do pls let me know
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you ask megumi you make one of those marriage pacts with youā€”that if neither of you are married by thirty-five, you two will get married to each otherā€”and he just hums for a moment before asking, ā€œdo you think iā€™ll be better suited for marriage at thirty-five?ā€
ā€œwhat? nā€”i donā€™t know? maybe? it just seems like an appropriate age to get married if youā€™re not already, thatā€™s all,ā€ you explain.
more humming. he blinks, ā€œi donā€™t think iā€™ll be all that different at thirty-five.ā€
ā€œwell, thatā€™s concerning,ā€ you joke, ā€œyouā€™re supposed to changeā€”grow a little bit as a person and all that, megumi. even you are capable of it.ā€
ā€œi wonā€™t want anything different out of a marriage at thirty-five than i would right now,ā€ he corrects you, then turns to you, and with all seriousness demands, ā€œso, state your stipulations. what do you want from me, letā€™s figure out of this is gonna work now.ā€Ā 
you scoff, and cross your arms. ā€œwhat do i want from you? thatā€™s not how a marriage works.ā€Ā 
ā€œthatā€™s how this friendship already works.ā€Ā 
you say, megumi does; he pushes it than he should have, you say to stop, and eventually he does, and the cycle continues. heā€™s always stubborn, and sacrificing himself beyond necessity, and youā€™re always pulling his ear for it.Ā 
ā€œokay. fine,ā€ you settle, straightening your posture, ā€œi want a house. three bedrooms, so nobara and yuuji donā€™t have to bicker about sharing when they stay over.ā€Ā 
megumi considers it, then counters with, ā€œfour. gojo needs a bedroom, too. one floor, i donā€™t like stairs.ā€Ā 
ā€œwhere the fuck are we going to find a one-level four-bedroom house? i donā€™t want to live in the middle of butt-fuck nowhere.ā€Ā 
ā€œweā€™ll find one,ā€ he shrugs, doesnā€™t flinch when he promises: ā€œor iā€™ll have one made for us. next: vacations.ā€Ā 
ā€œtwice per year. somewhere tropical, and somewhere metropolitan.ā€Ā 
ā€œi donā€™t like the beach.ā€Ā 
ā€œthen you donā€™t have to go on the beach.ā€Ā 
ā€œyouā€™re responsible for me if i burn.ā€Ā 
ā€œiā€™m responsible for you either way, iā€™m your wife,ā€ you taunt, ā€œpets, next. i want dogs. two. maybe three. and a bunny.ā€Ā 
ā€œno bunnies, theyā€™re too much work.ā€
ā€œbut i want a bunny, megumi.ā€Ā 
ā€œyou wonā€™t have time for a bunny,ā€ he rolls his eyes, ā€œand youā€™re gonna get pissed when it chews up the expensive couch youā€™re gonna make me buy, and takes a shit in the expensive fruit bowl youā€™re gonna con gojo out of. no bunnies.ā€Ā 
you pout and frown, but megumi doesnā€™t budge: ā€œno bunnies.ā€Ā 
you sigh, ā€œno bunnies, but i want the dogs.ā€Ā 
ā€œi didnā€™t say no to the dogs. unless you want a golden, then iā€™m not raising that.ā€Ā 
ā€œwhy not? we already have yuuji.ā€Ā 
ā€œexactly, we already have yuuji.ā€Ā 
ā€œfine. i want a king sized bed. the really big, oversized ones you get in america.ā€Ā 
ā€œdone. children?ā€Ā 
ā€œyou want children?ā€
megumi shrugs, but you swear thereā€™s a dust of pink on his cheeks, ā€œmaybe. maybe not. if i did, no more than two.ā€Ā 
and suddenly you canā€™t help but feel heat in your own face, hot with the image of two tiny megumis running around.Ā 
ā€œthatā€™s fine with me. maybe kids, but no more than two,ā€ you cough, ā€œi want one of those heated driveways for the house.ā€
ā€œiā€™ll have it built. iā€™ll clean and do laundry and take out the trash if you cook.ā€
ā€œwhat about days i donā€™t cook?ā€
ā€œthen iā€™ll do that, too,ā€ megumi nods, ā€œanything else?ā€
ā€œyes. if i die first, you can remarry, but you visit my grave at least twice a year, and bring peonies. and that picture of me from prom where i look really good.ā€Ā 
ā€œno.ā€Ā 
you stop. you blink. ā€œwhat do you mean ā€˜no?ā€™ you wouldnā€™t visit my grave?ā€”kinda cruel considering i birthed your up-to-two future children and raised your dogs.ā€Ā 
ā€œi wonā€™t remarry. and i donā€™t want you to if i die first,ā€ he corrects you, again, ā€œand thereā€™s no dying first and leaving me behind, iā€™m going with you.ā€
he doesnā€™t leave room for debate in his declarations: wonā€™t, donā€™t; not wouldnā€™t, shouldnā€™t, couldnā€™tā€”you have to pinch yourself to stop chasing the rabbit of temptation running through your mind.Ā 
ā€œi donā€™tā€¦ think you get to decide that,ā€ you chuckle.Ā 
ā€œof course i do,ā€ megumi grins, uncrosses his legs and leans over. he reaches a hand to the back of your head and pushes it forward until your foreheads meet gently; and as if the affection wasnā€™t shocking enough, he continues, ā€œwhere you go, i go. thatā€™s marriage, right?ā€Ā 
he widens his smile a bit, before letting you go, leaning back into his seat again with crossed arms like nothing happened, and youā€™re left staring, blinking, breathing shallowly like prey that narrowly escaped being caught.
you donā€™t speak, so megumi does, ā€œi have one more thing.ā€Ā 
and slowly, you unthaw enough to let out a questioning hum. megumi tilts his head before telling you, ā€œi want your last name.ā€Ā 
ā€œwhat? youā€”you would change your name?ā€ you stutter, ā€œbut fushiguro is so pretty! and itā€™s your momā€™s name, so few people get their motherā€™s names.ā€Ā 
ā€œyeah. this way, our up-to-two children get their motherā€™s names, too.ā€Ā 
ā€œiā€”okayā€¦ yeah, i guess they do,ā€ you gape, then pout, ā€œwait, what if i wanted to be mrs. fushiguro?ā€Ā 
ā€œtough luck,ā€ he grins, ā€œyou get everything else.ā€Ā 
you get me, instead, is whatā€™s left unsaid.Ā 
ā€œokay, fine. sounds like a deal to me.ā€Ā 
ā€œgreat. we canā€™t have a spring wedding because gojo and toji will sneeze obnoxiously loudly, and we canā€™t have a summer wedding because the anniversary will conflict with our tropical vacation, and nobara will kill us if itā€™s too close to her birthday,ā€ he says, standing up from the couch to head to the kitchen, ā€œso iā€™ll see you at the courthouse in september.ā€Ā 
you nod reflexively, sinking back into the couch with a satisfied smile. itā€™s a while before your brain processes his words, and when it finally does, you spring up in a fluster, ā€œseptember? megumi, i said when when weā€™re thirty-five and if neither of us are already married! megumi? megumi fushiguro, come back here!ā€Ā 
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guinevereslancelot Ā· 8 months ago
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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!
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critter-wizard Ā· 4 months ago
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ā€¼ļøā€¼ļø
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
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#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john šŸ™„ but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of ā€œhumanityā€ so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of ā€œhumanityā€ is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the ā€œgood/evilā€ ā€œblack/whiteā€ retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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zevranunderstander Ā· 6 months ago
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number #1 tactic that people use to not sound as racist as they are when they talk to black people: 'uhh so you AMERICANS need to stop pretending everything is about YOU. why should i know this im not from the us :/' (= is talking about like. a phenomenally internationally well-known black artist)
#myposts#kendrick lamar#drake#i updated it from 'white europeans' to 'people' because some people pointed out that 'gringo' is probably more south american lingo#but the point i wanted to make is like. there is this subset of european people (quite a lot of them)#who try to deflect by saying them not knowing these things isn't because of an active lack of disinterest in black culture and influences#and like. them not knowing who a certain black person is is never an educational failing on their side of any sorts#but instead are pretending that like. they are by virtue of being european always correctly educated on What History And Art Is Important#like. 2 months back that one post pretending that 'us europeans dont need to know all your AMERICAN writers šŸ™„' talking about james baldwin?#like just because that person didnt know who james baldwin was#they immediately were mad at the implication that They Didn't Know Someone Of Cultural Significance#and twisted it into 'well he cant be that important by virtue of me not knowing him'#like completely ignoring that the european school system also has. race problems and also ignoring that he lived and wrote in France too#but like. its this really racist defence mechanism of like. 'well you stupid americans always make everything about yourselves'#i hope i make sense i didnt think this would blow up lol#and like some people in the notes of that post were so smug about not knowing who Kendrick Lamar is#bc to them thats like 'oh im too cultured to be listening to rap of any sorts' like completely dismissing his music as kind of second class#by virtue of it being rap and black music and him not being in the White Mainstream as much as other musicians#(i mean hes still like 24th most listened artist worldwide but you get what i mean)
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swagglessmoth Ā· 2 days ago
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Badly made comic of And So The Moon Wept bc it just finished and Iā€™m devastated
ā€¼ļøCHAPTER 15 SPOILERSā€¼ļø
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I wanted to make one more page between the second and third bc pacing, but I didnā€™t wanna rethink all three of those pagesā€™ compositions. Itā€™s pretty ass bc itā€™s all sketches, but the last ones came out pretty decent I thinkšŸ‘
(Donā€™t look at the house too closely, I really didnā€™t wanna look at a reference so I just freestyled it)
Scrapped versions bc idk
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Now that thatā€™s out the way, Iā€™ll start with the ranting, you can leave now this is for me
THE ENDINGā‰ļø DAMNā‰ļøā‰ļøā‰ļø
I would start rereading immediately to see all the details and analyze the psychology of the ā€˜tsukuyomi worldā€™ characters BUT I unfortunately have my global exams next week šŸ„²
Warning for -1000 media literacyā€¼ļø while writing all this I remembered that my memory is bad an my analytical skills are even worse! So be warned :p
BUT ANYWAY!! This was a top tear fanfic, seriously at no point did I consider the infinite tsukuyomi as a possibility. And I think this has to do with the fact that the psychology and individual lives of the characters in this dream were so well developed. Thereā€™s so many POVs! And theyā€™re so complex and detailed!! Really makes you wonder if this was really the tsukuyomi or if Kakashiā€™s consciousness was sent to a different world all together. Which is what makes it so terribly tragic. Kakashi lived so many years in this perfect world just to regain all his memories and find out that it really was all fake, a world made up entirely of his own fantasies.
Oh and what a fantasy it was, getting hit by that boulder and fucking dying! The only reason he got to live was bc of ā€˜Houndā€™ (which could be interpreted as his consciousness telling him to wake tf up). Everything felt so wrong to Kakashi not because he noticed this things werenā€™t right, but bc he was never meant to live in this world. This was the prefect reality for everyone around him, his dream, a world without him (FUCK BROšŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”). Which is the reason why I think the characters are so three dimensional in this dream, maybe, idk bro I just made this up.
But even then, things donā€™t exactly add up (if you think about it they do BUT SHHHHHH LET ME DREAM). Why did some characters suffer so much if this was meant to be a better world for everyone else? Why did Rinā€™s parentā€™s die? Why did Sakumo try suicide so many times?
We know Rinā€™s and Obitoā€™s relationship started declining when Rin didnā€™t believe Obito when he swore up and down that Kakashi was somehow alive (which IS Houndā€™s fault in a way, he saved Kakashi and thatā€™s why Obito saw Kakashi sinking into the ground, making him believe that Kakashi didnā€™t die), but it goes farther than that. Rinā€™s real problem with Obito was that he was so stuck on his dead teammate that he neglected the rest of his living team, Kakashi was literally everything he thought about to the point it started negatively affecting others (which, yeah him being obsessed is pretty normal considering that Kakashi was part of the reason he activated his sharingan and THE reason he activated the Mangekyo). So what did he do? Go hang out with the one other person who would ALSO only think of Kakashi all day, Sakumo. Obito eventually accepted that Kakashi was dead, but he and Rin never reconnected.
Was this really the perfect ending for them? Come on tsukuyomi, youā€™re more creative than that.
For some reason I think that the tsukuyomi was freestyling all this. Bc (by my interpretation) the point of Kakashiā€™s dream was that he died at Kannabi Bridge instead of Obito, period. The rest is extra stuff bc their lives have to go on ig? Or maybe the infinite tsukuyomi is really big brained and depicted a realistic depiction of šŸ–ļøšŸ–ļøšŸ–ļøHOLD THE FUCK UP Iā€™M DUMB I JUST FIGURED SMTH OUT
Bro this is why I need to reread this instead of talking to myself when I donā€™t remember half the details in the fic.
OK SO HOUND DID FUCK SHIT UPšŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„
I was trying to think why Sakumo would be alive (if my shit theory above was true, which it isnā€™t but Iā€™m not deleting all that) AND IT WAS BC SAKUMO NOT KILLING HIMSELF IS HIS PERFECT WORLD šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­. The one thing Iā€™m not so sure ab is Kannabi (I bet if I keep writing this Iā€™ll find the answer) bc Obito WAS gonna get hit by that rock, but hey, he entered the dream after the Obito reveal so maybe his consciousness already knew he would survive, so maybe heā€™d just appear later in the dream idk. BUT BRO šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ WAS HE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO COME BACK HOME TO HIS DAD??? AND THEN HIS CONSCIOUSNESS KICKED IN AND HE SAVED OBITO INSTEAD??!!,.. oh Iā€™m sick, this is so evil
That would literally make everything make sense. He derailed the dream so bad that it fucked everything up, making it no longer a perfect world but more similar to reality. If he really was supposed to die, then why did his death have such negative repercussions on everyone he loves? It that was his dream, wouldnā€™t it be a better world with everybody happy? He wasnā€™t supposed to die at Kannabi but Hound appeared and saved Obito from a rock, causing a massive butterfly effect.
Pretty romantic if you asked me, ā€œI would leave behind my perfect world just to save you form getting hurtā€ like damn, itā€™s not like he remembered that Obito survived at this point in time, but still STOPP Iā€™M DOING IT AGAIN Iā€™M FOCUSING ON THE DETAILS AND NOT THE BIGGER PICTURE AAAA
El cazador de elefantes by Def Con Dos is a pretty good song, hm
Where was I going with this? Donā€™t remember tbh
This is kinda long, Iā€™m stopping here. Bye internet void āœŒļø
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merakiui Ā· 9 months ago
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LOL there's Deuce who prepares for the debate with notes and talking points/arguments, and then there's Ace who is confident enough to think he can just succeed through improv. I like to imagine that, if it's for you, they will do anything and everything they can to save you. They were so determined to come to the player's aid during Scarabia book, so perhaps they prove to be worthy saviors. <3
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secondchoice-ragdoll Ā· 6 months ago
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spaceistheplaceart Ā· 9 months ago
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In which Gordon finally realizes all his friends died long before he met them
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helenofblackthorns Ā· 10 months ago
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Andrew Blackthorn is a very... perplexing character to me because we know next to nothing about him but all his kids seemed to like him as a dad... and yet some of the only things we do know about him are that he a) gave Helen & Mark childhood trauma via Keats instead of having a normal conversation and b) he used to restrain Ty in order to "train him" to the point it made him throw up. like idk if there's a particular intention behind his character being good or bad (in general) but I definitely hate him lmao
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milkbreadtoast Ā· 11 months ago
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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....šŸ¤­
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whynotimtired Ā· 2 months ago
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Something something S4 shows through Nancy how someone can be pressured into a relationship by well meaning people, how easy it is to project your significant other onto someone familiar when they're gone, something something Nancy only started giving Steve eyes during situations he reminded her of key moments in her relationship with Jonathan, how you could see all over her face that she was going to reject him, how the audiences emotions are lined up with Steve and not her and the fact that Steve wants a girlfriend so badly means the audience wants him to have a girlfriend too bc he deserves it ! He's grown so he can do better this time ! She CAN love him ! Look ! The people who just officially met them this week think they're true love ! But Nancy is in love with Jonathan. But Steve wants a white picket fence life at the end of a cul-de-sac with 6 children, which Nancy said herself is like her worst nightmare. But Steve was never the problem in their relationship. Nancy didn't love him. Nancy is not a prize. He doesn't deserve her for changing. And the people trying to matchmake them DO NOT KNOW BOTH PARTIES WELL. Robin JUST officially started talking to Nancy, all she really has to go off of is whatever Steve has told her and EDDIE met BOTH OF THEM officially like three days ago. All he knows is their reputations really, and that "act of true love" was entirely typical of Nancy's character and she would've done it for just about anyone she cares about, he doesn't know that though because he doesn't know her. And she ended the season in her bf's arms setting up their conflict in s5 while Steve ended the season alone but with his friends.
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yuwuta Ā· 4 months ago
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twin aus are fun bc sukuna is sooooo ugly and yuuji is soooooooo pretty and beautiful and lovely <3 completely understand why sukuna ends up the deliquent loser twin bc why would anybody choose him when <3yuuji<3 is right there
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hplonesomeart Ā· 4 days ago
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain ā€œwell beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.Vā€ and an ā€œorange haired inkling-turned-humanā€ has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THATā€™S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! Itā€™s so much more then what I expected or even prepared forā€”might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
ā€¦aside from graduating high school + the social connections Iā€™ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS Iā€™d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. Itā€™s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! Itā€™s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanksā€”because I canā€™t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same timeā€¦itā€™s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesnā€™t immediately make me any ā€œbetterā€ or ā€œworseā€ then I was before. Iā€™m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by othersā€”and thatā€™s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. Heā€™s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Canā€™t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
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Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which ā€œanimated videoā€ Iā€™m referring to hereā€”hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. Itā€™s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
Iā€™ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering itā€™s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as ā€œlow effortā€ content (despite taking several days making it). Itā€™s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. Iā€™ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didnā€™t? Sometimes you feel like youā€™ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However Iā€™ve realized that I canā€™t ever expect views to be consistentā€”and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean itā€™s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. ā€œPopularā€ YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artistsā€¦to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when itā€™s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So thatā€™s what Iā€™ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasnā€™t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldnā€™t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems Iā€™ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ā€˜em laughs and giggles#I CANā€™T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THATā€™S INSANE TO MEā€”ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I wouldā€™ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didnā€™t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you donā€™t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes itā€™s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on āœØthe starāœØ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first placeā€¦donā€™t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome šŸ˜’#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee šŸ™„#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. Iā€™d imagine heā€™s tried of my nonstop nonsense#ā€¦.yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So thereā€™s high chance Iā€™ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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way2gosuperrstarr Ā· 3 months ago
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watch my body disintegrate into a pile of ash like a cartoon character who just got struck by a lightning bolt (JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN) (just got off work)
#salmon jibberish#god you horribly wipe out on your bike and injure yourself ONE TIME in middle school and suddenly youre inflicted with lifelong knee/joint a#d leg pain šŸ™„šŸ™„šŸ™„šŸ™„šŸ™„#worm lore drop šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„#can you really call it lore its nothing crazy#i was riding my bike w my friend and their mom and we were on a steep hill and i got scared and braked and flew off my bike and down#the hill#i got to miss like i think a week or two of gym because the scab on my knee was so big i literally couldnt bend it#it'd melt off every time i took a shower too#<- that was probably kinda gross sorry#scabs on both my knees#one was bigger and made my knee unable to bend#and one on the palm of one of my hands that made me unable to bend my thumb#we didnt go to the doctor or anything for it i just didnt do anything for like a week lol#afterward one of my other friends said my knees look weird šŸ’€#<- not mad abt that i just think its funny#me when i yap in the tags#sorry gang#and of course i got myself a job that requires genuinely running around all day#my legs have given out twice at work and thats what finally pushed me to get a knee brace#just one for now bcs . expensive . i just gotta guess which leg o think is gonna give me the most trouble that day#idk i just tend to deny myself help . i dont think i deserve it . i really only got pushed for this bcs i didnt want to get obliterated by a#dog at work if my knee gave out 1) while walking a dog or 2) while in the daycare in a crowd of dogs#idk i dont like making my own life easier i dont think i deserve it . i dont think im suffering enough to need help but yk#ANYWAY#good news is we have ROTISSERIE CHICKEN FIR DINNER LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO#IM GONNA DRAW NOW šŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„
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toadallytickles Ā· 1 year ago
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o h man really wishing tonight I had someone A Ler to hang out with tie me to the bed and tickle me senseless and keep me company, Iā€™m high and so lee and want attention šŸ„ŗ
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