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vllergy · 3 months ago

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freedom of nature's gifts

h/alsin b/g3 allergy, kink tav, 2.1k for those not familiar with the fandom: enormous kinky beefcake bear-coded druid who is felled by nothing wanders off into the woods to sneeze without disturbing his companions for those familiar: pls enjoy astarion being an absolute bitch about it for .5 seconds regular goodies: allergies, vouyuerism, partner with the kink extra flavor: giant man, giant snz, formerly indomitable force meets pollen, forced politeness, h/alsin being a sap tbh THIS IS JUST FOR ME I WROTE THIS FOR ME OK SORRY YOU HAVE TO SEE IT

“And here I thought druids were supposed to appreciate all of nature’s many charms.” Astarion’s musical voice drips with amusement. Tav picks up on it outside his tent as the lithe shadow of the elf passes over the sun drenched silk of his doorway. Just behind him, Karlach’s larger figure marches diligently along the same path.

“Oh, he’s appreciating them all right,” she snorts.

Tav rubs his eyes and rolls over. It’s morning, or at least it feels like it from the ache in his spine and the slightly cool air whisking over from the lake. He picks his head up and tries to follow the thread of conversation. His companions are talking about a druid, so they must mean Halsin. Tav hasn’t seen him since the night before.

Memories come warm and sticky like honey. Halsin’s hazel eyes fond in firelight. A low chuckle. A massive hand settled onto the small of Tav’s back. His heart quickens just at the thought.

Outside, Karlach sighs with a note of sympathy. “Never heard anyone sneeze so much in my life.”

Tav’s heartbeat nearly catapults out of his chest at that. His fingers fist in his blankets before he tears them away and scrambles up. Despite wishing to burst free from the tent like a demon, he tries to make his movements as unhurried as possible. It’s with great effort that he emerges from his sleeping arrangements without appearing impatient and affects a bored glance over at the others as they settle around the warm embers from last nights campfire.

“Morning,” Tav says and makes a show of scrubbing his eyes.

“Good morning to you too, darling,” Astarion purrs, “And aren’t you looking lovely?”

“Heya, soldier. You sleep okay?” Karlach waves.

Tav nods. His patience has limits, however. “What were you guys talking about?”

Karlach gestures back over her shoulder towards the tree line, “Halsin. Surprised you didn’t hear him earlier this morning. Poor guy was sneezing his head off before he crawled off to the woods to do it in private.”

The warm flooding of pleasure in Tav’s stomach doesn’t stop his momentary concern. “Is he alright?”

Astarion’s eyes glitter with amusement, “He says it’s the flowers growing nearby setting him off.”

The vampire looks positively delighted to be delivering said information, as if he knows what it’s doing to Tav. Tav knows that’s impossible, and Astarion is clearly just tickled by the irony of it all, but it still makes his cheeks flush with unexpected warmth.

“A druid with allergies! Ha!” Astarion claps his hands once, “You can’t make this up.”

“I should go see if he needs anything,” Tav chews the inside of his lip. His body feels like it’s full of needles.

Thankfully, he has a well-known weak spot when it comes to Halsin. His abrupt need to go to check on him isn’t exactly out of the ordinary, nor is it any cause for suspicion. Astarion merely waves him off with a delicate hand and Karlach nods sagely. “Tell him he can come back any time, big guy’s too hard on himself.”

“I’d rather he stay out there,” Astarion balks, “I’d like to preserve my hearing, thank you very much.”

Tav leaves them to squabble and heads for the tree line where Karlach indicated. He knows he should probably change into something other than the clothes he slept in but he’s too warm already and the thought of delaying getting to Halsin makes her skin feel even more prickly and sharp.

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Given how familiar he is with the volume with which Halsin can expel an irritant, Tav has some idea of what he’s getting into. Even still, the first far off sneeze he manages to catch once he’s in proximity stuns him with its power. The druid still has to be a few hundred feet off but Tav hears it clear as day. It's an unrushed, heavy thing with so much of Halsin’s voice in it, his knees go weak.

It only takes him a matter of moments to close in on his lover’s position. And when he does, the sight there unravels him completely.

Tav has never seen Halsin at the mercy of anything that wasn’t his animal form. That particular loss of control has always been wickedly erotic to him as well, just for the sheer rarity of it. It's not something Halsin enjoys succumbing to, however. The first time it happened when they made love, he’d been apologetic about it. Sheepish, even.

Halsin is a man who is undaunted by much of anything. It’s not surprising that the few things able to bring him to his knees are difficult for him to come to grips with. Tav thinks surrender must be a strange concept for a man who has burdened himself with nothing but crippling responsibility for over a millennia. When is the last time Halsin let himself truly be vulnerable to something? Does he remember how to surrender?

Tav would argue that yes, he does, because that's the only word that describes what’s happening here.

Halsin’s sitting under the cover of a tree on a large stump. He’s clearly been in the throes of this fit for some time, true to Astarion and Karlach’s report. Evidenced by the redness of his nostrils, the tears slicked down his tattooed cheek and the limp handkerchief laid open in his massive palm. The man appears breathless, panting with indulgent, open-mouthed gasps as his nostrils swell. He doesn’t even bother to open his eyes as he lets another clockwork sneeze take him.

“huh’uRRSSCHHHH’HOO!”

if he’d been using the handkerchief before, he’s abandoned it now, optioning to simply sneeze down in its general direction rather than try to contain any part of the expulsion. And Tav can see why. There’s hardly any point. Halsin's sizable chest swells with one, languid breath and whatever fire’s been stoked within his sinuses catches again and he sneezes without reprieve.

“hh’RRRAAAASSH’UUE!”

He still hasn’t opened his eyes. Tav wonders how long he’s been stuck like this, in an endless cycle of chest-clearing sneezes with barely a breath between. The idea of it being more than a few minutes is deeply intriguing to him, but also a little worrying. How much can one man possibly sneeze? He’s never seen Halsin like this. In fact, he can count on one hand the number of times he’s seen the druid sneeze. Tav has, after all, been paying attention.

“hh’RrrRSSCHH! hh? Hh! Hh’hhRRUSSh'SHOO!” Halsin teeters on the edge of a third, eyebrows bunched together, an allergic tear sliding down his cheek. He hangs on the precipice for an agonizing moment before roaring with the ferocity of a bear into the final one. “Hh’hhRrAAASSCHHH’uHH!!!”

His shoulders tremble with the force and Tav’s vested interest in the display finally makes room for guilt. He steps forward, purposely landing hard enough on the foliage underfoot to snap a twig and announce his presence.

“Halsin?” He calls.

The druid tenses. He straightens up and his eyes flash over to the treeline, surprised and a little guilty. He attempts a smile as color rises to his cheeks.

“Ah, my heart! I did not hhhea—excuse mhee’hh’WHFFHSHH!” He turns away promptly and smothers the harsh sneeze into his handkerchief, cutting the volume in half.

The propriety he insists on in front of Tav makes Tav’s legs feel like jelly. Moments ago he was sneezing with reckless abandon into the open air without a care in the world, but now he insists on sparing his lover from the display for a reason Tav can't ordain. They've seen each other bloodied and spent a thousand different ways before. How is this any different? Halsin twists away from him further, his massive shoulders swelling as he ducks into the handkerchief again. “H’hWHHFFSSShH!"

“Seven Hells, Halsin,” Tav murmurs. He lays a hand on the man’s back, “Bless you.” "My thhha-"

Tampering back those massive sneezes seems to make them vindictive, and Halsin can’t even get a proper thanks out before he's flinching back into a reflexive fit of them, once more trapped in his sodden handkerchief.

“wFFHSCHH! H’tSSCHh!” Halsin lifts his head and gasps desperately. Tav feels an odd sense of relief as the druid eschews a sense decorum for a cleansing, powerful third. “hhrh’RRSHHH-SHOO!”

“My thanks,” he murmurs directly after, but tends to his nose quickly before turning back to Tav. He sniffles unproductively and Tav notices his nostrils sharpening as they flare in an effort to stave off what he’s sure is another impending sneeze.

Tav gently tucks a lock of auburn hair that’s come loose from a braid behind Halsin’s pointed ear.

“Bless you,” Tav frowns, “How long has this been going on?”

Halsin looks dangerously close to another sneeze, but blinks furiously until the need abates. His auburn lashes look darker with irritated tears. He sniffs as delicately as he can, which Tav can only assume is incredibly unsatisfying, and gives a weak smile.

“The better part of the morning, I fear.”

“You could have woken me,” Tav murmurs, stroking fingers through his long hair.

Halsin chuckles, “I thought I might have, given the racket I was m—ma—ah, oohn...onnce more, apologies—“ He turns away and clamps the handkerchief over his nose and mouth. “h’WHFFHSHH'uhh!"

His lungs fill and he dips lower towards his lap.

“hh'RrSCHH!”

“I believe that was twice,” Tav teases, despite feeling his trousers getting uncomfortably tight.

Halsin lifts his head just enough to try and find a dry edge of the handkerchief. It doesn’t happen in time. His hazel eyes go narrow, unfocused, and he sneezes across it and his knuckles.

“Huh’uSSHH’HOO!”

“Gods, Halsin.” Halsin gives an experimental sniff. When he's certain it's not going to lead to another sneeze, he sags slightly and tilts his head back. "Oak Father preserve me." Tav's delirious at this point. He crouches down to get to Halsin's eye level, his hand lingering on the druid's knee. “How long does this usually go on?” Tav asks, worries for both of them at this point.

Halsin sniffs hard and finally finds the dry edge of the handkerchief, using it rather anticlimactically to dab at his raw nostrils. He blows his nose once while shaking his head. "Truthfully, I'm not certain. It hasn't been this bad in some time." "Would changing shape help?" Halsin chuckles, "Then, I would be sneezing as a bear." "Is that more pleasant?" "Perhaps for some," Halsin's eyes shimmer with sudden mischief beyond the allergic tears. Tav blinks. He takes a moment to process, then gapes. He smacks Halsin's knee and the druid gives a chesty laugh. "You bastard, how long have you known?" Tav asks. "My heart, you are many things, but subtle is not one of them," Halsin knuckles at his reddened nose and gives a warm smile that makes Tav melt on the spot. "Look, it's not like I meant to enjoy your suffering, I--" Halsin holds up a hand, "When have I ever given you the impression that you need apologize for your desires?"

Tav blushes. Halsin continues sniffling and tugs him forward by the hip. As he stumbles closer, Tav reaches for his face. His thumb clears away the track of an allergic tear from Halsin’s scarred cheek. "I do feel bad that you're miserable.”

“If it brings you pleasure,” Halsin says, his voice low, “Then I am not miserable.”

Tav lowers himself into Halsin’s lap. The druids hands dwarf his waist as he supports him, and also prevent him from worrying at his nose as he starts to lose himself to into the persistent tickle once more. Halsin goes to raise an arm but Tav captures it, lowering it back to his hip.

Halsin, to his credit, doesn’t even stop to question it. He lets the sneeze take him over fully, though habit still makes him turn his head as it barrels through him.

“h’HHRRUSSCHHH!”

Now that he’s seated astride him, Tav can feel the way his body clenches. Halsin has to be three hundred pounds of solid muscle, and each one of them turns to steel as he surrenders himself to the sensation. His chest quivers under Tav’s eager hands as he waits torturously for a second and his other hand reaches around the small of his back, holding the smaller man in place as he--

“uh'Hhh-!...huuh...eh'HUHH’ESSH’SHOO!”

Spray dapples in the sunlight from a break in the canopy of trees above. Tav's almost unseated from the man's lap with that one but certainly has no complaints. He's beaming as Halsin sniffles blearily once more and dips close to kiss at Tav's throat. "Tell the Oak Father I said thanks," Tav murmurs in bliss. That earns him a sharp pinch from Halsin, but thankfully no fewer kisses.

#idk if this is even a fandom on snzblr but #it is to ME ok #also hello everyone it's me again with more content specifically catered to my interests #but this time in a fantasy setting #h/alsin #my giant druid beefcake husband #i just know this man has aggressive earth shattering dad snzs and i think everyone should know thanks #snz fic #snz kink #snzfic #snzblr #b/g3 tag #i am leaving on vacation so goodbye for a bit #have this absolutely pure indulgent nothingness before i go

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thomaskong · 23 days ago

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I was afraid I’d lose him. So I got there late. And… as I entered, I saw him about to take pictures by himself. The first thing that I felt was… I wanted to hug him. No matter how bad I was to him, he’s still there for me. Every time that I’ve fallen or torn apart, he always runs up to me. He’ll come running and hug me. The same goes for this time, where he shows up. Am I happy? I’m really delighted. I really am. I’d like to thank Save for always being by my side till this very day.

DMD Friendship the Reality: It Takes Two EP. 5

#auausave #auau thanaphum #save worapong #dmd friendship the reality #dmd friendship the reality it takes two #b.txt #esmetracks #visualtaehyun #uservid #the way i dont wanna tag a lot of ppl bc this set is So Long and so For Me #making self indulgent gifs is kinda fun af guys like yes I would like to see this moment in 20 gifs!#waiter waiter! more auausave! (im literally the waiter and brother. dinner is served!)#ok time for me to ramble abt this whole moment in the following tags #auau really loves save so much… like it's so serious y'all what the fuck……#his facial journey fucking kills me every time (and i have lost track how much i've rewatched this)#the way he really thinks he lost save and then BOOM save enters and auau opens his mouth to say Something but he's SPEECHLESS.#auau tries to play up his cool guy act but ugh u r down bad <3 u get shy <3 u gaf <3 #save really has him wrapped around his finger like it's just so so so crazy #you can see in the first few gifs how he really did look so sad/disappointed!! processing it in real time and trying to accept it!!#it's the way save enters too. beaming addictive smile... ok i really. they really got me bad. u ever get self aware suddenly. thats me rn #AGH BUT LIKE ALL HIS WORRIES R GONE BC SAVE IS HERE!!! SAVE CHOSE HIM!!!! AUAU WHO KEPT WORRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW BC HE KEPT #GETTING SO CLOSE TO FIRST PLACE BUT STILL NOT GETTING IT... BUT AUAU!! SAVE CHOSE U AS FIRST IN HIS HEART!!!!!#and when he asks save if hes happy bc he knows they didnt spend as much time together as they wanted... but ofc theyre both happy to choose #each other 🥹🥹😭🥹 when i watched it i knew theyd end up together so ofc this wasnt a surprise. but it also felt like of course... theyre #already meant to be realhia in your sky. and they clearly get along so why wouldnt they choose each other. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED SEASON ONE #and the auausaveryujin trio thing going on couldve turned out like a tlelattefirstone moment. just cuz theyre supposed to act in a show #together doesnt mean theyll stick together... which i actually love bc its really based on who wants to act together as a koojin(g) waaaah #(but also lbr ryujin honestly wasnt even doing that much like he literally chose himself DKSFJHGD)#'i got a bit heartbroken' is so. it's so much. auau. do u hear urself. GOD #dmd friendship is just so awesome i love schrödinger's dating show so much

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 1 month ago

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Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira and Kaidan Alenko-Oliveira - ME3 (4/?) "So... that's why you actually invited me down here? Not biotic training? The pep talk of the century about how I can finally start fixing all of the shit I broke? The fight with Zaeed about leaving Earth? Dom getting injured because of me? The crappy way I'm still feeling?" "Maybe. It depends on whether or not it worked. But the last time I checked? 'Our shitty problems', right? That includes the way you're feeling. The way I'm still feeling. We solve it together, huh?" Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021) + Bonus

#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard #kaidan alenko #shenko #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #dailygaming #otp: you’re real enough for me #tw: violence #tw: blood #1-800-this set was purely self-indulgent content for me and soph to see kaidan's arms bc oh my fuck :)#soph goes down to the cargo hold and she's the meme of that guy falling down the stairs with his drink when she comes out of the elevator #sophie 'someone PLEASE get this man a salmon ladder' alenko-oliveira #he drops off the bar and rolls his neck and her brain makes the windows 98 boot up sound #if we're being honest her outfit was simply because i liked the idea of bringing back the iconic alenko hoodie she stole but also i am lazy #i did not want to put her tattoos on another outfit even though she would probably pull it off and be in like a sports bra thing for this #also there's a lot of references here and i know that but that fight shep has with james in the cargo hold after vancouver?#it's zaeed not wanting to leave earth instead of james since he took his place in the prologue :)#it stems from him refusing to leave regis in a combat zone and it escalates very awfully on just about every side from the three of them :)#and dom is also the one who gets injured on mars instead of the VS :) because i toss out bioware canon and make my own!#the mesh swaps are self-indulgent for more than one reason: my canon and also so soph gets to see kaidan's arms #same with that last gif. honestly that one was the most self-indulgent of them all. that little smirk is my favorite part of the spar #also ft: urz bc he walked through during part of this and it made me :)#i think that about covers the rant for this set. have a good day as always friend <3

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cornertheculprit · 2 months ago

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from a neutral standpoint i just dislike aa5 & aa6 because i believe all the characters (both old and new) were written extremely poorly and the cases were incredibly sloppy, especially compared to the original trilogy. from a negative standpoint i think the games suck because the 3D models are so ugly i want to burn my eyes out of my head whenever i look at them and i hated the animated cutscenes. from a positive standpoint please let it be known that i am the #1 lover of comedy and there is nothing funnier to me than apollo's wild backstory and i will eat that shit up like you wouldn't believe. does ANYONE understand how funny it is that he's the foster brother of actual literal royalty. Hello. Is this thing fucking on

#if i could rewrite those two games i would keep his backstory. that is my own personal indulgence. for ME #like if i could rewrite it i would absolutely take a different direction with it and expand on the characterizations #and storylines that were set up in aa4 #but yes. i would keep apollo's backstory. though i would depict it better than capcom did #i've been thinking about it for the last few days and it's just. So Fucking Funny To Me

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aimeecarreros · 2 years ago

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#svtcreations #svtgifs #svtdaily #svtsource #seventeen #jeonghan #mingyu #**finally.mp3 #gyuhan #yoon jeonghan #kim mingyu #this and the other sets took me long to finish bc having a thesis to work on is not enough but i got food poisoning so :D #so ofc im miserable #but i have this to comfort me plus the meds #i just really want to indulge on this gyuhan moment they blessed us with

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cajunfoxnight · 1 month ago

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hiii so uh hopefully this isn't odd but i just wanted to let you know your reconstruct au popped up into my head while i was doing my bored-at-work daydreaming today :'3c i think it's really cool and my brain was like 'huh (my oc from gen 7) is a universe hopper basically, i wonder what would happen if something went totally wrong and he ended up meeting those guys...', idk i would think it's cool if this happened with some of my characters so i figured i'd let you know! anyway have a good day!

Imagine being in the endless space between dimensions and then you happen to see another person! What do?? D:

Ok joking aside, can I just say I made such a happy giddy sound when I read that my AU was something you were thinking about in your "bored at work daydreaming" x3 What an honor! That is really neat to think about tho! I have to wonder how they would react too. I could imagine Wish would be surprised, but also very curious. Reconstruct I would imagine as being more apprehensive. As far as he is concerned, everything is a danger and should be treated as such until proven otherwise. Fun fact! When I first created Reconstruct, I had a tempting thought to make an ask/role play blog with him. I figured since his job has him universe hopping it might be fun to see how others would interact with him and vice versa (given that my main ask blog is very.. uh.. set in place xD). I thought it might give me a chance to expand on my ideas but I ended up convicting myself that it wasnt a good idea. Then I made Wish and started to get really invested in this duo, and with the few questions I got here, I cant deny that itch keeps coming back and I am trying really hard not to give in xD Its really cool to know that someone else has a character that can also travel to different universes! I would love to know about them if you ever want to share 👀 This really made me happy and thank you so much for sharing!

#night's art #my art #my characters #codename: wish #wish #project reconstruct #reconstruct #asks #answer #night talks #night rambles #I wasnt really planning on drawing out a reply but I also couldnt help it #Wish somehow keeps getting cuter every time I draw him??#anonymous #scroodles #self indulgent draw #hnng the urge to make an ask blog is so real #but at the same time I dont have much time/energy to do the things I need to be doing so its like #id just be setting myself up im sure |D #still how fun it is to think on it~#I have really loved the idea of getting the chance for them to meet others #side note #its interesting to me to see how much these characters have grown in the time Ive had them #Especially Reconstruct #He has really grown and changed so much and it makes me emotional #Wish also grew a lot too for that matter!#I just love them a lot ok????????????

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appropriatelystupid · 6 months ago

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#entirely self indulgent gif set of my boys from when kieran was still teeny tiny #mostly because his little side-eye in the 4th one makes me laugh #baby boy was obsessed with his big brother's tail #i've got so many more videos of him trying to play with it #and i just love that even tho legolas was so annoyed by it he was still so gentle and patient #(also i absolutely caught him watching his own tail when kieran wasn't looking)#appropriatelyfeline #cats #caturday

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herewegobebe · 2 years ago

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These two cracking up will always be one of my very favourite things 🤣💞💞

#shinee #key #minho #minkey #kim kibum #choi minho #just the way they cling onto each other and roll about #pure serotonin #my fave bffs 🥰#this set is just pure indulgence on my part because seeing them like this brings me so much joy <33 #my.gifs

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trevination · 18 days ago

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man im missing hadestown now :(

like. it ends the same way. but what if it's different this time. what if he doesn't turn around, what if he makes it out, what if hades is kinder, what if orpheus sees the storm earlier, what if eurydice didn't have to go.

idk this is a specific experience with my show but. in my school's hadestown, we installed a trapdoor into the front+center of the stage. at the end of doubt comes in, as eurydice sings 'orpheus you are not alone...' the side door of the stage opens, bathing orpheus and eurdyice is this blinding white light. they're so close!! they're there! they're walking towards the exit!!! but eurdyice stops in the center of the stage, basking in this light, this feeling, this love, and without her footsteps... orphues panics. he's so close. he turns around

its dead silent. that light is still there, bathing them. they were so close. they stare at each other, so much love and relief and fear and terror and realization and grief and love. "its you" orpheus murmurs in awe, relief, love. "its me" eurydice gasps in shock, horror, love, knowing.

"orpheus" eurydice calls out, only to clamp her hands over her mouth as she sobs. she knows. but in this final moment, all she shes is the love in his eyes and can she even blame him? she cant

"eurdyice" orpheus sings out, a delicate smile on his face, falling at her tears, he's stumbling towards her, holding out his lantern to see her through the darkness.

he's so close. he's right there. two more steps he could reach her. five more steps, he could pull her into his arms. even now you think 'he can save her. he'll pull her into his arms and they'll make it to the door and they'll go home'

but she's gone. the trap door falls beneath her feet and dark red light glow from below and she falls, back down into hadestown, and orpheus crumbles to the ground, guitar and later hitting the cold ground as he gasps, begging, cries, collapses in on himself. the cold, blinding light still bathes him. he was so close.

the light disappears as the door closes, orpheus's sobs shudder into sniffles and he lays on the ground, before the trap door, stage lights go up.

"alright," hermes says, standing far far upstage, on the stairs, watching this whole story play out again, as she's seen time and time before. and she's gonna sing it again. because maybe this time...

#this is basically just me yapping about what my school's production of hadestown was like :3 #hadestown #cause man. every night this fucking destroyed me #and right into road to hell reprise when the pit starts up #i walked right behind orphus with a chair setting up the tavern scene again #cause we were singing the story again #:(#it was so. ugh.#this was so self indulgent lmao

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