#so this is just an indulgent set for me
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TEN 텐 'Nightwalker' Performance CO-merawork
#ten#wayv#nightwalker#ten lee#nct#i know .... it's not a shinee gifset hope you don't mind#i just love ten and the way he moves is art#and his album is so good#so this is just an indulgent set for me#analook#it's not shinee but tagging you anyway just incase you wanted me to <3#tw flashing#my.gifs
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it's pretty wild to me that people don't see that aang running off to save katara in CoD is his luke in empire strikes back moment, where he runs headlong into his want and attachment and he's narratively punished for doing so and not learning his lesson - aang runs after katara despite guru pathik's warning, like luke runs after leia and han from yoda on dagobah despite yoda's warning; similarly, as a result, things go to hell in ba sing se like they do on bespin - aang enters the avatar state before he's ready and gets killed, and ba sing se falls to the fire nation, luke fights vader before he's ready, loses a hand, and symbolically commits suicide after vader tells him he's luke's father.
the difference between their character arcs is that george lucas and co. actually went thru with luke's hero's journey and understood the fundamental difference between attachment and love, whereas I don't think bryke understood this difference and then dropped this from aang's arc pretty much completely and replaced it with aang digging in his heels into his want and attachment and he gets rewarded with energy bending from a lion turtle, the avatar state from a random pointy rock, and his forever girl from the self-indulgent white men that couldn't bring themselves to give their hero a compelling character arc that meant he might not have gotten everything he wanted at the end.
#the wasted potential of aang's arc gets to me so bad#the narrative and thematic set up is entirely there and they just shove it in the bin lmao#it especially irks as someone raised buddhist and dealing with writers that invoke these themes out of a fascination#with the religion and philosophy but then a complete unwillingess to actually commit to what those themes require of the character arcs#anyway sorry to say it#but zuko's arc does a better job embodying buddhist themes than aang's does in the end#despite all misappropriated aesthetics to the contrary#aang critical#but its really the writing like i LIKE aang i love his potential i hate how self indulgently he's written by the end of the show#atla critical#meta*#holly talks bs#also yes it would've been better narratively for aang katara zuko to the go the way of luke leia han#even if katara couldn't have been revealed as aang's surprise secret twin lmao#the thematic conceit of the triangle is the same in that luke and aang get over their infatuation with the first pretty girl he sees#and becomes the hero he needs to be#meanwhile hanleia and zutara are saving each other and being cool and kissing#anyway
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#entirely self indulgent gif set of my boys from when kieran was still teeny tiny#mostly because his little side-eye in the 4th one makes me laugh#baby boy was obsessed with his big brother's tail#i've got so many more videos of him trying to play with it#and i just love that even tho legolas was so annoyed by it he was still so gentle and patient#(also i absolutely caught him watching his own tail when kieran wasn't looking)#appropriatelyfeline#cats#caturday
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#svtcreations#svtgifs#svtdaily#svtsource#seventeen#jeonghan#mingyu#**finally.mp3#gyuhan#yoon jeonghan#kim mingyu#this and the other sets took me long to finish bc having a thesis to work on is not enough but i got food poisoning so :D#so ofc im miserable#but i have this to comfort me plus the meds#i just really want to indulge on this gyuhan moment they blessed us with
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kisses him kisses him kisses him
@naffeclipse you've seen this one but I'm posting it today for the serotonin boost, so have a callback to the first doodles <3
*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
#post let luce#dcamv#bloodstain fool#menace4menace#naffeclipse#my art#i did tax stuff and work emails on top of my normal work today and im still catching up on sleep#so i need to set this loose (luce) in the wild and get some serotonin from watching my self indulgence pop up in my notifs#also bc there is simply no brain left to do anything else today#tomorrow. i did all this bs today so id have a mostly free day tomorrow#i wanna just. soak in self indulgence for the evening#eclipse help me do my taxes please i need someone to validate my frustration with this program#how dare they call it magpie? i like magpies i dont want to associate them with taxes of all things#okay no yeah im. getting off track in the tag ramble so im just gonna hit post. gnight enjoy <3
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WARNING: FFVII spoilers + ship talk—scroll if you want to skip, because I am simply commentating my own gaming experience & not trying to start a war in the comments
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It’s the way I’m DESPERATELY trying to play FFVII with an openness to Cloud and Aerith because I know it means so much to so many people—and yet even when I go to YouTube and watch alt versions of mandatory scenes I cannot fathom how people are missing the subtext of “Aerith knows and acknowledges Tifa is so much more than Cloud’s friend even as she wants his attention because she doesn’t know if he’s really himself, has been extremely lonely since Zack left + knows somewhere she’s going to die for herself” ☠️
Like I am 3000% for FF ships that have a lot of groundwork but aren’t primary canon, because Square is notorious for building true chemistry between people who are not ever canonically romantic (hello Phoenixflare) but…it’s getting kind of absurd to see how many people are denying the subtext of Aerith as secondary to Tifa solely because they love their ship.
Perfect example: the scene where Aerith goes up on the Nebelheim water tower (a place wholly and entirely tied to Cloud and Tifa’s ongoing relatonship) and asks Cloud about his town…only for us to get this:
As someone who just consumes media generally…the whole subtext of the scene is clearly that Aerith trying to 1) pull Cloud’s actual memories up from the mind muck he’s going through (something she and Tifa both do repeatedly) and 2) remind Cloud of the side of him that inherently has always had a whole ass crush on his childhood best friend to help jog his memory.
Sure, it reads as a cute moment between them if you want that…but if you’re paying attention to the purpose of the scene itself and what’s being said (verbally and subtextually)…it’s astronomically clear this is a Cloud x Tifa recognition delivered to the audience through a Cloud/Aerith moment…and this happens repeatedly ☠️
And then…immediately after having her be upset that she doesn’t have someone the way Cloud has Tifa, and asking to be alone? I…I just. Like it’s so hard to be here in the middle of a war about “optional scenes” when shit that happens to everyone happens just like this 😭
#example of what I’m talking about under the cut#I just. LISTEN.#I fucking love Aerith#I really do#and even though some of her actions are quite curious to me re: cloud romance#I can clearly tell they are setting her up as loving him as a friend more than a romantic partner#and her still feeling so tied to Zack…while knowing she’s in for something terrible.#even with all the whispers shit that’s crystal mf clear—she’s just trying to find joy while she can#and cloud is more than willing to indulge her because he cares deeply for her too!#…and yet#we are so clearly in for a cloud x tifa romance in the long haul#Tifa and cloud love each other. cloud and Aerith LIKE each other—and even she comments DIRECTLY on ‘liking v LIKING’#I just…whew#ship your ship#but let’s not outright lie to ourselves here LMAOOOO#ffvii analysis#cloti#ffvii#ffvii spoilers#remake spoilers#final fantasy spoilers#the me tag
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theres certainly a lot of interesting room for people to explore in fanfiction of like ‘what if this character was in a different situation how would they act’ but honestly i am personally so much of an AU hater so much of the time. especially when its a work that is largely shipping focused instead of a character study im so often just like ‘no! engage with the source material!’ it just feels like nothing to me once the connections become so tenuous beyond character’s names
i think this happened to me through being a baby communist middle schooler interested in history reading les mis fanfiction. i was always so ‘stop with the modern day coffee shop aus, no i dont care that you did it because les amis canonically meet in a cafe. you’d better start researching 19th century french radicals’
#ive barely read fanfic in years but i started looking for oofuri character studies and such earlier this week and its making#my teen opinions come back in full force. like sorry i kind of just dont give a fuck if theyre not and never have played baseball.#this is kind of contradictory of me when the fanwork i ever was most excited about making was a yowamushi pedal wrestling au#that was semi shipping focused instead of just character study or w/e. but i do think that wrestling maps really well to the type of sports#anime that yowapeda is so that it doesnt feel like its totally disconnected. but in the end that was intentionally a very self indulgent#project and its simply that other peoples self indulgent aus are not meant for me either#plus ig that i have more distaste for stuff that feels like its not engaging with the canonical setting because its inconvenient or require#research so it flattens it to a more stock trope-y setting instead. if youre like really passionate about something else random but that yo#feel theres a thematic hook to in the source material and then put in a lot of effort transposing that you can maybe convince me#cpost
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i was already contemplating this sort of au, but i watched practical magic with my friends tonight and now i'm just!! so very in need of witch chiyo!! witch chiyo who grew up being picked on bc of the reputation her family had, but at least she had her family to turn to. at least she had her ancestors watching over her and perhaps beings not yet known to her, too. at least she had hours spent with her grandmother reading a terribly old tome to her, tales of women and men just like them spoken into the air; they were not to be forgotten, and chiyo keeps those stories close to her heart. she remembers them, thinks of them whenever she utters one of their spells.
i need witch chiyo who, in classic witchy fashion, runs a lil shop of herbs, ointments, teas, and other such things. i need witch chiyo who believes in spirits and higher beings, yet rejects the concept of fate. i need witch chiyo who dismisses very obvious omens that something is coming. i need witch chiyo who fights and thrashes against an every-approaching destiny, be it her own or a loved ones. i need witch chiyo and i need her bad!!!
#okay i just had to get that out of my system uvu#i dunno that i'm here to write bc i should really try to go to sleep#i'm just not sleepy despite being sleep deprived#i fear my body is getting into an unhealthy rhythm ;v;#but yeah i do wanna give chiyo a witch au be it modern fantasy or for general fantasy settings!!#part of me was tempted by vampire chiyo...... but i feel like it'd be too self indulgent and wouldn't line up with her character very well#yeah she is so good at being tortured but i struggle to align the themes of vampirism with her character otherwise#she's more suited to accepting and loving monsters than she is at being one imo#but who would wade through the overgrown flowerbeds? brave brambles and traitorous thorns? | wishlist
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These two cracking up will always be one of my very favourite things 🤣💞💞
#shinee#key#minho#minkey#kim kibum#choi minho#just the way they cling onto each other and roll about#pure serotonin#my fave bffs 🥰#this set is just pure indulgence on my part because seeing them like this brings me so much joy <33#my.gifs
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2024 reads / storygraph
At The Feet Of The Sun
book 2 in a slow paced high fantasy duology*
the right hand of the emperor (who is off searching for an heir) struggles with what to do after passing on his responsibilities and also discovering various pieces of information that are mindblowing to him, personally,
after adventure is thrust upon him, he travels to find His Radiancy and they go on some otherworldly adventures while growing closer and figuring out the nature of their friendship
(*there’s extra novellas & i think another book coming? duology adjacent, currently,)
#At The Feet Of The Sun#lays of the heart-fire#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#giggling and kicking my feet. and also crying#bro the yearning….the yearning#I can definitely see why this loses people - it’s so long and very self indulgent#(listen. i enjoy it a lot . but does it need to be THAT long (i just checked. 375k? lord))#but it is easy to read and also very funny. it felt less repetitive than the first book to me#I did find it hard to keep track of some of the side characters though#The first world-travelling stuff caught me off guard initially - I feel like all the weird magic was more background in book 1?#or maybe I just didn't pay attention.#taking a step back it is a bit like - kip sure does achieve everything and then some and just continues to achieve everything huh#and it gets to a point where it's like.....okay yes I get he's so talented at this etc etc.#but I guess it’s a nice change of pace from the kingly swordfighting fantasy protagonist who’s perfect and wins everything -#someone whose skill is people and negotiation in a humble way is a bit more interesting. still. it maybe felt less grounded after a while?#the deep exploration of platonic yearning and desire for strong friendship and fear over that person just wanting romance/sex#when that’s Not what you want out of the relationship………#not to mention his complex feelings over meeting two people who were like his platonic soulmate rolemodels#and then finding out they just used that term because gay relationships weren’t accepted and trying to not be disappointed#(because gay is also good!) but also like. so lonely in feeling like nobody understands his desire for a platonic soulmate#to be treated equally as romantic relationships are. oof#I am a little baffled to see people interpret it as a romantic asexual relationship?#I feel like that does such a disservice to the . everything that has been set up in what 600k words of books#like the implication of that is that you think other romantic rships w/o sex are unheard of in this world. I find that hard to believe idk#(I mean - a bit romantic on fitzroy’s end; and in the nebulous queerplatonic area between friendship and romance; sure#but like a straight up romantic relationship just without sex - I don’t understand how it could be interpreted that way lol?)#(anyway other people’s interpretations don’t matter)#I do have questions about the telepathic dinosaur soulmates. you can’t just mention that and now show me them#also. kip being like 'wait there were sirens? i wonder if i can hire them' kshfkjsgkf#asexual books
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Still working on queuing the last of the mad scientist set on OF and I know that a set is a personal win when there are parts of it that just make me go, "What the fuck, I look amazing here. I'm so hot???"
#Mad-Because-Horny Scientist#mad scientist set#i know this post sounds incredibly egotistical but also most of the time I'm barely treading water in a sea of self loathing#so it's a huge achievement for me to find ways feel good about myself#also the photos are just fun to look at and feel good from an artistic standpoint for me as well#I've been leaning more and more into weird/silly sets#and an almost burlesque-like set pacing#dunno if that makes sense but I'm not sure how else to describe it#just letting myself be more indulgent in how many photos i actually post in a set and letting the horniness build up at a much slower pacing
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Oopsies my hand slipped and I drew this
#FINALLY gave into the urges and drew them. sorry guys the mental illness won this time#tbf i’ve been deranged about this pairing for almost a year now i think i have a right to indulge myself after so long#GOD this is embarrassing to post. my sense of shame is too strong to be posting cringe art of my godawful ships even on here#if you hate me for drawing this don’t worry i’ll go die in a hole after posting this!!!#just kidding i’ll actually probably draw more even though i find it embarrassing#death note#death note fanart#mello#mihael keehl#soichiro yagami#soichiro x mello#mello x soichiro#soichello#<— some of you may want to filter those last three tags considering that i post about them semi regularly#if you don’t know how i’m pretty sure you just go settings —> account —> filtered tags and put in whatever tag you want to filter#chara’s art#first time drawing soichiro and i draw him at the most difficult angle possible. why did i do that to myself#i mean it’s not bad for my first attempt but he looks. thinner?? then i intended???#mello’s face looks off here but i had fun drawing him#anyways happy new years. i spent the last few days of last year and the first few hours of this year drawing this#what an amazing and productive way of spending that time#new years resolution is to go outside and touch grass#i can’t stop writing in the tags. i think it’s because i’m hesitating to post this lmao#oh my god whatever just shut up and hit post
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now we know why all of the comments made about this episode have been about glenn's performance and not the actual like. plot lmfao
#like im sorry this felt like such a fucking cop out#ive seen three finales of its always sunny live by now and this just feels like we were set up for disappointment from the beginning#this might be worse than big mo disappointment for me im so serious#cause at least that felt like it had a cohesive underlying message as indulgent as it was of rcg#this tho??#makes no fucking sense#iasip#its always sunny#its always sunny in philadelphia#dennis reynolds#text post#mine
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@morganaseren replied to this post:
Huh. Y'know, I actually never had Lae'zel in the device first because I thought she got a permanent debuff for doing so.
She does. :( Or, well, she can, in the same way that the player character can if they are in the zaith'isk.
As with the PC version, passing or failing the two checks in the dialogue determines which (if any) debuffs she gets. In this case, she got an intelligence debuff because Rakha failed the first check ([WISDOM] Call on your parasite. Show Lae'zel what she stands to lose.)
She passed the second check ([PERSUASION] "I've seen the truth, Lae'zel... This device doesn't cure. It kills."); had she failed, Lae'zel would have also gotten a WIS debuff:
Looking through the full dialogue tree, there are also paths that could have led to a CON debuff as well.
I believe these are the same three debuffs you can get as the PC.
#themoreyouknow :D
#bjk plays bg3 durge#rakha the dark urge#morganaseren#don't mind me just indulging myself with the dialogue files again#luckily lae'zel is wearing the headpiece that sets her int to 18 no matter what so she literally doesn't notice a difference XD
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in the universe of my selfship with orihime ー
ichigo lives in soul society, chad became a pre-k teacher and uryuu went into the fashion industry
i also work as a teacher like chad, getting my teaching license in japan so i can be a permanent fixture at a school rather than just an ALT. maybe teaching middle school or high school, i'm not too sure (but i am for sure an english teacher)
and orihime works at a local bakery that she started as a part-timer in high school but she's since become the owner. i see us adopting a kid or two in the future too
#chocolate cosmos#because uryuu becoming a doctor and chad becoming a boxer is shit i vehemently reject#orihime 'i reject' levels of rejection#that was just character assassination#and i griped earlier today about tybw's bad writing and the stuff about ichigo being set up to never return to the human world#and all the plot holes that came along the way getting to the ending#this isn't even about ships because as i said before i multiship and that included IR and IH (well i am not a RR fan lmao)#so i didn't care who ichigo really ended up with but that ending wasn't really satisfactory for me#so in my ss lore it is very much self indulgent of an ending
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TAESEON ✧ SUGAR RUSH RIDE ✧ FANTASY BOYS EP.7
#fantasy boys#yang taeseon#trcng#ultkpop#kflops#kpopccc#underratedidolsedit#iri.gifs#flashing tw#kazlook#dearestmillie#u both let me tag u in my random men so pls enjoy: some guy KLDSLK#i love him he looks so princely all the time hes genuinely soooooooo gorgeous#i wish this song suited his voice more but i think he did well#his eye makeup............like hes my bf#truly my most self indulgent set of the year LKSDKLD to the like 4 people who follow me who watch fantasy boys i hope u enjoydsklkfld#vote 4 taeseon !!!!!!!!#ignore both the colouring and the quality this lighting was weird so i just. made it colourful FLKDSKFD and i had no ts file </3
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