#this was so self indulgent lmao
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man im missing hadestown now :(
like. it ends the same way. but what if it's different this time. what if he doesn't turn around, what if he makes it out, what if hades is kinder, what if orpheus sees the storm earlier, what if eurydice didn't have to go.
idk this is a specific experience with my show but. in my school's hadestown, we installed a trapdoor into the front+center of the stage. at the end of doubt comes in, as eurydice sings 'orpheus you are not alone...' the side door of the stage opens, bathing orpheus and eurdyice is this blinding white light. they're so close!! they're there! they're walking towards the exit!!! but eurdyice stops in the center of the stage, basking in this light, this feeling, this love, and without her footsteps... orphues panics. he's so close. he turns around
its dead silent. that light is still there, bathing them. they were so close. they stare at each other, so much love and relief and fear and terror and realization and grief and love. "its you" orpheus murmurs in awe, relief, love. "its me" eurydice gasps in shock, horror, love, knowing.
"orpheus" eurydice calls out, only to clamp her hands over her mouth as she sobs. she knows. but in this final moment, all she shes is the love in his eyes and can she even blame him? she cant
"eurdyice" orpheus sings out, a delicate smile on his face, falling at her tears, he's stumbling towards her, holding out his lantern to see her through the darkness.
he's so close. he's right there. two more steps he could reach her. five more steps, he could pull her into his arms. even now you think 'he can save her. he'll pull her into his arms and they'll make it to the door and they'll go home'
but she's gone. the trap door falls beneath her feet and dark red light glow from below and she falls, back down into hadestown, and orpheus crumbles to the ground, guitar and later hitting the cold ground as he gasps, begging, cries, collapses in on himself. the cold, blinding light still bathes him. he was so close.
the light disappears as the door closes, orpheus's sobs shudder into sniffles and he lays on the ground, before the trap door, stage lights go up.
"alright," hermes says, standing far far upstage, on the stairs, watching this whole story play out again, as she's seen time and time before. and she's gonna sing it again. because maybe this time...
#this is basically just me yapping about what my school's production of hadestown was like :3#hadestown#cause man. every night this fucking destroyed me#and right into road to hell reprise when the pit starts up#i walked right behind orphus with a chair setting up the tavern scene again#cause we were singing the story again#:(#it was so. ugh.#this was so self indulgent lmao
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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.
#wild life smp#grian#<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart#life series smp#wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided#perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist#anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails#eydidraws#my art#trafficblr#mcyt#self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D#also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D#maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao
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Arcane season 2 ending made me too sad so yk what, everything is fine actually, Viktor is now a teacher at the Academy and he mentors young Zaunite students. That's how I choose to cope.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane jinx#arcane ekko#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#jayvik#timebomb#arcane au#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#the amount of time I put into this piece is way too much for me lmao#I'm not used of drawing background that was a pain in the ass#but also I hid a few funny things on the blackboard feel free to look for it#very self indulgent#I'm craving Viktor and Jinx interactions they would have been such a cool duo in another life#Viktor being Jinx's mentor scratches my brain perfectly#I have so much thoughts about this au
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'Yuu!'
#twst#twisted wonderland#art#ram's art#ace trappola#deuce spade#twst grim#twst yuu#haha hey what if i drew something self-indulgent--#something something yuu's leaving and they cant come back and the first years arent too happy 'bout it lol#i would have drawn the other first-years but. i couldnt fit them properly so. oops#felt like doing something simple but still fun to draw lol#i try not to post any of my 'angst' stuff but#yea#anyways im such a sucker for the first years caring about each other - ('specially the original trio of yuu ace and deuce)#i am also a big ol grim fan - i love that he cares about us in his own silly way#if you've read my tags so far - can you guess the song i was listening to on loop whilst drawing this lmao#(to narrow it down it's in pro/ ject sekai :] )#(hoping it wont show up in that game's tags lol)
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my hof was born to be a griffon rider, if they could've given him a griffon at the start of dao the blight would've been over in a week
#ailill mahariel#zevran arainai#dragon age#my ocs#my art#they PURR#by the way#in case you didn't know#just one of the many cruel ironies of his life that he would've made a perfect griffon rider and probably would've been much happier#and more enthusiastic abt the whole grey warden thing if he wasn't ~20 years too early for griffons#this is purely self indulgent content lmao it’s been all oc hours all the time lately BUT i made rly good progress on wyll’s reclass#over the weekend and im rly pleased w how it’s going so hoping to finish that soon :)c
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look, all i'm gonna say is that @luzial really forced my hand on this one solas hands sketch-dump part i (??)
#this was truly the most self-indulgent piece i've worked on in a minute lmao#for all of my solas hands-loving girls gays and theys <3#MAGE HAND SUPREMACY#solas#solas dragon age#dragon age#dragon age fanart#solas fanart#solavellan#solavellan fanart#hands#hand art#artists of tumblr#sketch dump#my art#i'm so fucking shameless jfc#yaoi hands#mage hands#hand study
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“don’t cry, my child”
i was thinking about how venti canonically refers to the people of mondstadt as his “children” and how kaeya is included in that… then the brainrot took over and then i thought, what if when kaeya was a little kid and he felt lonely sometimes, venti would decide to shapeshift back into his little wind sprite form to comfort him…
#this is so self indulgent lmao#kaeya and venti are two of my fav characters so naturally i’d daydream up a bunch of hcs#hmm their canon dynamic intrigues me so much too since there’s still a lot of mystery surrounding both of them#anyways i loved drawing this one :3#my art#genshin impact#kaeya#venti#barbatos#sketch#2024 art#rissaito
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in a better and more musical universe maybe
#dmc dante#dmc nero#dmc vergil#dmc#devil may cry#my art#HEAD IN HANDS.#thought about vergil bonding w a younger nero over music and spiraled#this was so self indulgent. i have nothing else to say for myself LMAO
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5 card combo that autowins any duel vs guy who was dropped on his head as a baby
#this is so self indulgent sorry lmao#yugioh#dragon ball#exodia the forbidden one#my art#fanart#sketch#yeah two unrelated medias that make no sense together. post that shit#rip toriyama and takahashi
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nothing like some rest and relaxation after a long day of travelling 😇💕 ((from my oneshot! ao3/wattpad))
#im just imagining when these two check into an inn the innkeeper is like....😒😒 cuz bro KNOWS whats coming just by looking at them#its palpable...bc theyre both way too hot and also im sure seb is just vibrating to get to their room for the night and its VERY obvs BAHAH#u aint slick bruh#yes heres your room..... its the most soundproof one🤺🤺🤺#i just rly wanted to do a smut scene where seb was still clothed esp in his damn trench coat ok!! this oneshot is so self indulgent LMAO😇#rest in peace clora#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#clora clemons#choccyart
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my delusions (❤´艸`❤)
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッド��ンダーランド#mmarts#twst oc#twst yuu#vil schoenheit#IF YUU GETS PERSONALLY INVITED AND NOT JUST BCAUSE GRIM BEGGED TO TAG ALONG#IM GONNA COMBUST#gah sorry i love vil you see. my train of thoughts arent doing so well rn LMAO anyway#i hope he comes home#this is self indulgent as hell burazza
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you remind me of someone.
A while ago I read this headcannon that maybe Gliscor reminded Ingo of Emmet because of the smile. And a few days ago I realized Crobat looks awfully similar to someone else...
#submas#submas emmet#submas ingo#warden ingo#funnily enough. Golbat is actually my favorite pokemon. Gliscor is fourth. so MAYBE this is a little self indulgent LMAO#i also don't have a “future” Emmet design yet. im kinda waiting to see if he turns up in legends za#emmet#ingo#my art
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Bingqiu singer au where sqq is secretly lbh's super fan
#doodley#i blacked out while doodling fhis LMAO#alnst round 6 broke me so here's me coping through making silly aus#anyways i was trying to give lbh one of those rizz wolfcut and sqq a slicked back hair (he just got home from work)#this is very self indulgent sorry bros#artists on tumblr#digital art#sketch#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#svsss#sv#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#bingyuan
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rook [after drinking several bottles of bad wine together and listening to them trying to one-up each other]: "that's nice boys, but i could take you both! at the same time!" (davrin is gonna be smug because he managed to get BOTH these idiots to finally rest for once) (spite is letting lucanis sleep, he's hanging out with assan) (these two are my main party, and lol guilty pleasure ot3, and lucanis is still demi - he loves both!! of them!!)
#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age fanart#lucanis dellamorte#davrin dragon age#davrin x rook x lucanis#rook dragon age#spite loves loves rook and his lucanis and is okay with davrin probably lmao so i don't see him being involved here lmao#the reason i have hands and the ability to draw is to satisfy my self-indulgent head canons and draw the world i want to see#Marisol de Riva#idk what color marisol's hair is like in game it's a white-ish blonde strawberry but i'm leaning towards making it more honey colored#for a first kiss tastes like reasons because i am ill
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My piece for @galasynth this year!!! ⭐️💙🎀
#art#vocaloid#my stuff#galasynth#galasynth 2024#otomachi una#音街ウナ#nekomura iroha#猫村いろは#these outfits were so funnnn i decided to be really self indulgent and go decora adjacent bc i love it so much#also challenged myself to draw a full bg but of course it got covered up LMAO
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Springtrap but I put him in a suit
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#someone should fucking kill this guy#I hate him so much (draws him 1000 more times)#I’m actually quite proud of this one#fnaf#springtrap#fnaf Springtrap#william afton#my art#he seems like the kind of guy to like pinstripes#or patterns in general#listened to a William Afton a character analysis video while I drew this and it really enhanced the experience#obsessed with the brush I used for this one#I think he actually wouldn’t like his nice outfit being torn and bloody but I feel like it’s inevitable with him lmao#this was extremely self indulgent and I have zero regrets#I like suits he likes suits. win-win#ignore that the counter he’s leaning on is just a square lmao
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