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WAIT THEYRE TWO SEPARATE GUYS smh I'm a fake fan. No wonder I could never figure out where the middle bit connecting the two stories was 😂
YEAH okay so the looore
The guy on the left in your picture is from the Branching Timelines au in which Sksw Link is mistaken for the goddess Hylia reborn and Zelda goes down to save him, it was started by @attllhak and the reason my side is called Branching Timelines is because it is a branch off their own story, I had made a joke comic at first that turned into a series accidentally lol
here is their fic: AO3 LINK TUMBLR LINK
NOW Divine twili beast Sky is an LU au that stems from a weird dream I had that also turned into a series as I tried to flesh out what the lore of this world could be like which is why there's a lot of holes in it but like it's my Swiss cheese angel
What's funnier is there is a 3rd au I barely talk about because it was when my Zelda hyper fixation was waning a bit, which links up with Branching Timelines called Fractured Timelines and THAT Sky is the same Sky as Branching Timelines SORT OF
It's complicated but the fracturing aspect does play a part in how that's the case. Idk it FT will ever see the light of day past the designs I made BUT we'll never know
Also
You: THERES 2 SKYS
Me:
#ryss responds#UPDATED WITH LINKS#skyward sword#the legend of zelda#linked universe#lu au#branching timelines#fractured timelines#loz au#its a lot#ive posted the designs for the 3rd au somewhere#but i can repost them at some point if need be#i want to rework a lot of it#i had a lot of characters who i dont think fully fit into the au#but theres a lot of bits i had with them#im thinking of keeping the bits and those who have semi important parts#and then putting them in the closet after#so they wont be main stays#and then the few important ones do get to stay#some of them canonically die ao#so*#the cast wasnt always going to be stacked#but it was there#anywho thats the lore and the details
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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getting all the education/degrees I can and planning so I can get the fuck out of this country >>>>
#🪷—faerie whispers#because I still don’t like these fucking ppl#done all that yip yapping in my ask box and these ppl still suck#idec who wins#I want out of this hellhole. bc were cooked either way#everybody voting for the wrong reasons anyways so who gives a fuck#I’ve been saving and I plan to get one more degree before I leave#I’ve been heavily considering Japan or Germany#there really isn’t shit here for me#ppl always say ‘wont you have to deal w racism/colorism?’#a cop yelled at me to move my truck out in front of a store even tho I’m on a cane and couldn’t walk far#black men literally have been ignoring and treating me like shit for my entire life since elementary school#trust me when I say nothing could be worse than what I’ve gone through#I’m ready to leave#we have no future under a capitalist society#and a government that no matter what prioritizes war and profit over ppl’s lives#I have no intelligent words for this#I’m truly tired#and for all the dumbasses who were pissed off at me for what I said in august#stay mad bc I have nothing for y’all either#y’all owe Palestinians an apology#they’re the main ones suffering from this ignorance#and we’re next
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crying myself to sleep im so sorry they cut you out atsuko they couldn't handle the cunt you were serving im so sorry but i know i saw you cheer on your son during the dark tourney i saw you hold onto a dying puu i was there i know
#like do i understand atsuko slander ofc yeah she's a shitty neglectful mom#but i love her sooooo much you have to understand#and you miss out on sm if you didn't read the manga cos for some reason she was basically ejected from the anime#considering yyh isn't exactly fuckin feminist im so grateful for the main girls they do have#then again they're all done incredibly dirty all the time#if i start on keiko I'll never stop don't piss me offfffff this media didn't deserve her let alone yusuke of all mfs#shizuru i love you smmmm yyh should've been about you instead#atsuko who doomed her child because how can one learn to love himself when his mother only practiced self loathing#atsuko who im giving the world's sweetest smooch to because you were only 14#you could've given up but you stayed and you did it and you did it BAD. you did it bad and you love that you did#i cant even talk about yukina cos yeah. me when i introduce a character that has complex relationships with other ppl#but i refuse to give her agency and personality and depth#fuck man. botan really did get the lion's share of screen time#do you have any idea how stoked i am that botan exists#main cast NO OFFICIAL LOVE INTEREST just chilling#no stupid ass love triangle she genuinely just doesn't seem interested in men i LOVE HERRRRRRR#botan hit yusuke with your oar again i wasn't recording the first time <3 love her ough#but yeah once i write that spirit detective shizuru au it's over for you bitches#yu yu hakusho#head in my hands atsuko marry meeeeee i promise i wont try to fix you (lie)
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I just rewatched moonknight and your audios are literally the only thing keeping me alive in that somewhat dead fandom THANK YOU 😭😭🙏
i do feel adrift making moon knight stuff still so thank you
#like even if season 2 does ever happen ive seen rumors that if it does marvel wants to tie it further into the mcu#like obvs it was already in the mcu but i mean ive heard they might put avengers characters in moon knight and#honestly im too tired of the mcu have been for too long#marvel ruined marvel for me#moon knight would honestly be the only mcu property id go and watch but i wont if it ends up with whoever the current avengers are in it#i dont want to go and do homework and watch all the mcu movies and shows ive missed just to watch moon knight season 2#and if they put loki series bullshit like the tva in there then i cant watch it at all#thats why i couldnt watch deadpool and wolverine even though i was initially excited for it#the loki series caused me as a trans person active in the loki fandom to get harassed so much i cant see anything#to do with that show without getting uncomfortable so if the tva is there i especially wont be watching moon knight#i dont know how marvel thinks they can sustain the mcu forever like surely if new people want to get into the mcu#or even like kids who like superheros they cant just to go the cinema and watch the newest movie#cos they wont understand anything unless they stay home and do homework by watching years of movies and tv shows first#having everything connected at first was run. watching avengers assemble in the cinema was fun.#but theres too much now and it hasnt been fun in a long time#i also remember hearing after phase 1 they got rid of the team that made sure all the movies by different writers and directors#still felt cohesive and had continuity with each other and i feel that shows more every year#wow didnt expect to be giving an mcu rant in the tags its just sad sometimes to think how long i loved marvel for#and now i really couldnt care less about it. though that started with endgame when they made fatphobic jokes about thor all movie#that was the last time i saw a marvel movie in cinemas. think it was the last time i watched any mcu movie.#watched a few shows after that but got too burned by the transphobia in the loki series. and then moon knight and then nothing.#im just sitting here forever clinging onto the main mcu timeline loki who died in infinity war and never got brought back to life#just me and them in my own corner where they can have nice genderfluid representation#the vampire answers
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guys what if i told you ive been thinking about dess and actually i think dess/chara might be able to work out in the drkau...like ive been doing some thinking into dess and her reasons and why she does what she does and how she cares about people and im starting to nail down the role i want asriel to play, and. and.
guys i think dess is actually going to be able to change. i think dess figures out how to change but asriel never does....
#chatter#its about like. okay azzy's big thing is normality right.#ive decided hes our monster representative for the prophecy#(which i could make a whole post on but these tags are not the place)#which means dess ISNT which means dess isnt stuck by that#which means like. god this needs so much context i dont have time to give but.#in order for asriel to change he has to come to terms w the fact that a lot of things are his fault#like if he had reacted differently dess maybe stays#or at least doesnt take kris with her#and DESS comes to terms w this. dess is aware that she sorta fucked kris's life#and no shes not their mom but she does love them and care for them#and eventually would start to realize like. i have to be there for them#it wont be perfect but i can TRY even if trying is really really scary#and its this idea of like. what dess-chara-kris-frisk have#is family that could NEVER fit into what society sees as 'normal'#but they have each other. and they want to try. so they make something good#vs asriel chasing normality and pushing everyone away and at the end of it all like#that cant make you happy. all it does is make you Alone. and i dont know if he like#changes. cause hes so deep in he cant admit he was wrong cause then what was any of this for?#anyways let me remind you that noelle is our main character--#(though tbf since azzy is her brother and has a huge impact on her life its fair he gets a focus too)#I LOVE MY OWN AU <3#drkau
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turns out i never watched the last two episodes of lockwood and co [the series] and WOW I HATE NETFLIX EVEN MORE!!! THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKING SHIT IN THE WORLD AND THEY CANCLE IT
#lockwood and co#i hope to god it can be picked up by someone else#perferably with the same cast of the main crew at the VERY least ffs#i rewatched it while working on projects today just cuz i wanted to see and hear the acting of the main cast again so i can ingrain-#-it into my head so that when i continued reading id have their skrunklys in my mind#god they are so feral and so found family#i love them#so#fuckin much#it also helps im taking anxiety meds now so i can actuly have HEALTHY hyperfixations again that wont give me asthma attacks!#cuz fr the amount of adrenaline my anxiety would put into me was fuckin unhealthy#thats another reason why ive always stayed on the side of ocs cuz its one of the few things i can handle lolol#cuz im not foaming at the mouth about how clever certain aspects of the stories are lololol- why would i its my stories lolololol
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The option for me to get 1 month free trial nitro popped up so of course I'm grabbing that! And ngl this is the prettiest profile I've ever made in discord that I'm a lil sad it'd go away after a month...
#aria rants#yaknow i didnt need to go through all that effort to screen record this. convert it into a gif. crop it. and then censor my username#just to be made into this post but i wanted to show my neat lil pfp and banner moving too so here we are...#this is what my server profile looks in the meowtuals server <3 i wanted to change my main profile but my nitro is temporary#anyway so it wont be staying for long so might as well just use the server profile function instead#also yes thats... thats my description. i love it too much to change it at this point askdfbjkhiyyguugy
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Help me Amonhaise/Amonsasa is taking over my brain rn
Sillies... I wish they could actually interact ... if only
#txt#amonhaise#amonsasa#not putting this in the main tags :skull:#there's a couple glimpses in the manga of kaneki and haise Very briefly interacting about amon#and there's a part where amon saves saiko and haise arrives just as he leaves#and i was like “no !! hes right there !!!!”#their interactions would be soo interesting#also.. the angst (sorry im an angst liker)#I'll elaborate later maybe (if i remember) (i probably wont)#just... guh... why...#the angst the drama !#the 'ive waited for this opportunity and now it's so close yet Just out of reach'#or if amon stayed in the ccg and he had to reconcile the fact that#he might one day be ordered to “eradicate' haise#god. man.#sorry i left half the post in the tags </33#amoneki ramblings#for organization sake#raise your hand if youre an amonsasa liker we suffer here#will Never have the balls to write my amon stays in the ccg au but at least i drew it a couple times??#maybe i should draw more /hj#amonsasa CCG AU
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A newbie: heyyy I want to make tokyo ghoul mutuals 💖💖💖
Me: *hiding in the shadow because I don't know I'm qualified to be a tokyo ghoul account*
#i mean I AM#im aware that im one of the most active tokyo ghoul account#but like#my main interest is houtata and i dont care about the popular characters enough#sometimes ideas pop up in my mind so i post about it and then im back to the houtata brainrot#like i dont actively engage with content about other characters as you can see#so uh yeah basically i can only pay attention to houtata (and occasionally characters that i enjoy) so im scared that i wont be able to talk#about other characters#that would make me a really really really really bad mutual :(#so most of the time i stay on my account
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"boo hoo you can't just leave your country when things get bad you have to fight to make it better" absolutely fucking not full offense but i do not care. countries and governments exist to make your life easier not the other way around. a country isn't something that feels anything or cares about you it's just arbitrary lines we made up. if it isn't benefiting me while some other place would then i'd be stupid as fuck to stay here and hope shit gets better. crabs in a bucket ass mentality
#absolutely nothing ties me here it's just ground!!!!! it's all made up!!!!!!!!!!#every guy my age I've talked to abt it so far said they wouldn't dodge the draft like#are you stupid. are you dumb♥#bruh im like one hint of things getting even slightly worse away from skedaddling#not to mention this isn't just a government problem it's a citizens problem too#the overall mentality of these bitches won't ever change and i sure as hell wont be the one to attempt to make them see reason#but like the main point is that i literally do not owe my country anything. it doesn't care. it's literally just a concept we made up#will i miss it yes obviously does that mean i owe it to stay here and whither away absolutely fucking nawttt#barking
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uh so jaewon's last therapy session his therapist told him to not act rashly w this new relationship and jaewon did just that he made a rash decision to go the beach w jihyun and stay there for the weekend and the rash written on their surfing suits along w the jihyun driving incident I think ik where this is going.
#the eighth sense#kdrama break up era#kdramas never let ur main couple stay together long enough after getting together thag#the same problem that causes them so much heartache and grief in the last arc would be a less significant thing if theyd been together#for just a few weeks longer even#anyway i think its obv where this is going#jaewon still blames himself for his brother’s death bc he was older he was responsible he should have been careful#and this situation w jihyun is literally the same but jihyun will be alright#jaewon wont#i wonder if hes really dreaming thou#a nightmare or jihyun playing a prank on him not realizing it would hurt him so much#which could explain the last shot where hes sitting alone#idk idk#anyway these eps made me like 90% sure we'll have a happy ending#i cant wait to see how the next eps play out#next week's eps might be rough#thoughts.txt
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As soon as I'm finished with the current art I'm doing I can finally get back into drawing Matvey. Only question is if I should draw his OG self or Reboot 🤔
#cod oc: matvey-lukyan volkov-makarov#once again his og timeline self will surprise a lot of people LOL#i feel like his og self is simply worse off considering its supposed to tie into the og's general bleakness#wont spoil anything though#i am also going to be posting his main inspirations to his design and how I created him as well so stay tunes for interesting facts lol
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there’s one on here currently and they’re bringing back up old controversy (jashshipping)
Yeaa I saw that. They also seem to post a bunch of CJ related things, so I might make the daily photos one since there isn't one for just CJ screenshots/photos
#im gonna be a fait bit busy today so I cant make it rn#also wont be making it tomorrow as there's another strike happening then [ill make a post on that later too btw]#but i want there to be an account just of stuff from the vids or of the ones he posts on twitter#as for the shipping thing#i wish ppl wouldn't be so rude with things sometimes man#my stance is basically the same as CJs. interpret it however you'd like just don't show it to ppl who are uncomfortable with it#also don't harass or be a dick to people who do or don't ship it#im glad it died down since then at least & that there's not a bunch of hate going around#this fandom is simultaneously really nice to be in & also really draining sometimes#tho it definitely isn't the worse. ive been in a lot of ones that are a LOT worse than here. big & small#place is actually quite nice mostly. despite some things that deserve needing to be called out [like some of the ableism toward Heart]#I think things would be a lot better if people just let others do their own thing. as long as its not like. fuckin illegal or offense#or against CJs boundaries. just let others vibe out in there own corner#ain't that what we all said when TH purists complain about CJs covers? No ones forcing you to consume the content. is all good#just stay where you're comfortable! if anyone's forcing you to look at their stuff then they're the issue. and that goes both ways#again just listen to what the guy said. don't show it to people that don't like it. don't harass people who do it don't like it. an like#just be groovy#sorry for the rant this has just been on my mind for months now#im generally very neutral on things but i hate everyone just yellin at each other when there doesn't need to be yelling in the first place#again this place is hell of a lot better than other spaces ive been in#its a main reason this is the first fandom I've actively participated a shit ton in#im actually using discord & talking [a bit] to other ppl for once lol#idk man i like it here. Just don't make a reason for people not to like it here#again apologies for the rant op. this has just been on my mind for some time & i really don't want shit being blown up again#also apologize if anythins spelled wrong or sounds like nonsense#shitty keyboard + dyslexia + not being able to edit tags can make dumb results lol#moss rants#[atlas asks]
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honkai part 2 has the chance to be either the best thing ever or the worst shit you've ever seen. nothing in between. so until we have more info, I'm excited but also SCARED
#new faces.. got me thinking#truthfully i dont want a new main cast but its bound to happen i just hope its not the apho kids#as much as i enjoy apho i just dont care about self inserts#and the other apho characters.. are okay at best#but main trio's stories feel far from over tbh because the final arc was very rushed so i hope new faces are charas like griseo and su#obviously with completely new charas too BUT as prominent side characters only pleaseee#or antagonists#cause most media i know that did a sequel with an entire new cast is just shit from a butt dkvlfndkg#i wouldnt mind if it is an apho continuation but not in the adam centered/narrated side mode. that can stay on its own#so like a little timeskip after the timeskip?#this definitely wont play out like i want but i can cope. kiana bronya mei are just way too important to me sorry#dont want them to suffer any more than they alr have but. i need them back NOW#well lets see how 1.5 ends first of all (fu hua we need u). ill let them cook#i should've put all this in the og post but i already wrote everything in the tags so idc#honkai impact 3rd#hi3
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I've been wondering for a while after watching that trailer.. Where's Sandrone? Was she supposed to be in Fontaine with Arlecchino? I hope they show us more in 4.0 livestream later 😭 we need more Fatui lore crumbs 😭
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I don't think they'll reveal two Harbingers at the same time, they probably want to build up hype for Arlie first and have the first part of the Fontaine story centered around her, and then introduce Sandrone further down the line. To get things more heated and interesting. There's still a ton of time and this is just the beginning, so I wouldn't worry! I cannot wait for the live stream, they'll probably introduce her more in depth and JDBEWJDEBDD
#smooches talks#🥝 anon#sandrone is def on her way i wont give up hope 🫡😖#to answer ur other ask: DBDIEBEUD ME TOO IM SO EXICTED!!!#catch me stay up until ungodly hours of the night to play 😭#ofc arlie is my main focus...#though im already hc-ing wrio and the little girl to have a father daughter relationship 🥺#plus im super intrigued on focalor#i really want to know how she runs her nation and her thought process...
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