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something something max's main color being red with blue highlights something something grace's main color being blue with red highlights something something motivations something something alive and dead something something


#would i like to do an analysis on the lighting? yes.#but for some reason my brain is only capable of analyzing bf and some bits of tgwdlm#dont expect much from me#but something i CAN say is that#the colors can represent their motivations and connections to the lords in black#such as dying in the waylon hall and getting to use the black book#and by motivations i mean#with grace; she decided to use the powers of the black book to get rid of 'dirty dudes'#which is something she most likely believes as a correct action#but the red highlights indicate the bits on evilness in her#it shows how her intentions don't change her actions#and for max; red is for vengeance#yet the blue highlights are used in here#mostly for 'who will pray for me' bit#and#this is something related. i believe that max was reflecting himself when saying those lines#it was not only for richie to repeat but also about himself#anyway back to the lighting#the blue represents that there is something deeper than just vengeance#'who will pray for me when im gone'#thats about himself. he knows that no one in the schoo really cared that much about his death besides the game#they only cared about the game. not max himself#so the lights during both npmd and ddmd represent#their connections to the lords. their motivations and intent. and how their actions are made#starkid#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#max jagerman#grace chasity
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“he was mentally ill. this monster was a- was a sick fantasy. a product of his dementia.”
“…i saw it too. does that make me disturbed? demented? does… that make me sick too?”
#txf#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#folie a deux#this episode … this EPISODE!!!!!!#genuinely so indicative of how much they trust each other….#between mulder just . having to rely on scully for the last part of the ep#scully thinking he’s off his fucking rocker and still looking into what he asks her to look into bc she TRUSTS him . bc she LOVES him !!!!#and maybe he’s a little nuts but goddamnit she will at least check it out !! just in case he’s right!!!#AND she lies for him all the time . i mean she always does this whenever he decides to go nuts But specifically in this ep…#looks skinner in the eye and goes . yea man im totally fully with mulder on this . and he’s definitely not being weird and i definitely kno#what’s going on with him#she lies for mulder all the time its soooo…#anyways . drawing wise this drove me nuts i hate drawing mulder . he’s so hard for me to draw#they’re kinda kirie and shuichi coded in the bottom part but . well . why not . might as well be#ALSOOO i chose that quote for the bottom bc . well . does she think he’s crazy? like actually for real?#i feel like every time scully talks about mulder (up to season five at least as thats where im at) its contained in some way?#in her reports . to family . to skinner . to mulder !#i think the only time she’s Really honest is in the confessional but even then…#bc its not like she’s against speaking her mind . i mean generally and situational but for ppl she’s close to she usually isnt#but when it comes to mulder it always feels contained and like she’s making excuses for him (he is always her exception .#llike whenevrr he gets some disease or affliction or whatever she ALWAYS jumps to going ‘but well… sometimes there’s this excuse’ and she#does this w a lot considering shes science focused but w mulder shes always like . well he ISNT crazy because uhhhh .#this hyperspecific scenario that is in no fuckin way the case)#but does she think he’s crazy? does HE think she thinks he’s crazy?#is he asking about this specific case or is he asking in general? over the entirety of the show?#its been five years scully. is he crazy? sick? demented?#has this all been a sick fantasy fueled by mental illness? youre the doctor scully . surely you have the answer?#anyways i dont think she knows . and if that is the case — what does that mean for her?
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#livio the double fang#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#manga#mangacap#and thats it folks…the end of pin-yao trigun era!!!!#i think its really funny that The Last trigun post is livio…my baby boy livio. i am an avid vash hater through and through.#<- that is a half joke. anyways.#i started the overall trigun series in mid march 2024. 98 blr then stampede. but i started trimax near the start of watching stampede.#i am queuing this on november 26th 2024 but i read this final chapter on october 10…#if that gives you any indication on how this blog currently works.#im kinda astonished that trigun era lasted almost an entire year on this blog. thats crazy!!!#im so glad i finally gave trigun a shot. i would have watched it fourteen years ago but i thought the desert was a boring setting. lol.#…i will be rereading trimax eventually. in a handful of months. watch out.
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Have we ever talked about the man in wraithmarsh that mocks Sparrow about their dog dying in the fog, because he knows it's dangerous, just to then promptly go into the fog?
#fable#fable 2#sparrow#hero of bower lake#mans really went#“your dogs so fucking stupid that its DEAD because it went into the fog”#and then the fog goes in and he goes#“excuse me?? fog???” and goes in just to be brutally murdered#like king what are we doing#also i think its interesting that thats arguably light foreshadowing to pur dog dying#because before that point I don't really think theres much indication that thats a possibility
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#too tired to say what i wanna say but its smth along the lines of#yes annabeth was mean to rachel in botl bc of her jealousy and insecurity that percy would leave her and choose rachel (his mortal life)#yes annabeth and rachel became fast friends after rachel became the oracle#like yeah all of that is true and it doesnt excuse how annabeth acted towards rachel but there were moments where#she did care about her. and i feel like thats so glossed over when people talk about them#their dynamic in botl is just this messy teenage girl really going through it and rachel immediately understanding that how she felt isnt#an indicative of rachel as a person. which shows u how great of a person rachel is but also#annabeth wasnt totally irredeemable either like. yes she was rude and unfair and flawed but god#look at the text !! she still cared about rachel aside from the petty drama !! annabeth is a person that cares#as soon as rachel opened up a little about how her parents treated her annabeth put her feelings aside and#asked more about rachel's background. she wanted to know more bc she could relate. and she tried to relate MORE to rachel by talking#about architecture !! something she LOVES. they met each other in the middle bc rachel loves art and these things both intersect#kinda interesting how nobody ever mentions these scenes when talking about them#they have such an interesting dynamic that is almost never talked about with much nuance#annabeth chase#rachel elizabeth dare#pjo
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so like do you think they made the plastic wheelchair ALONGSIDE the plastic prison as a Just In Case situation, only after they realized charles was going to be a frequent visitor, or both as in because they knew charles was going to be the only person visiting him during planning they decided to make him a chair ahead of time
#xmen#x2: x men united#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik#not really but yes it is#snap chats#secret fourth option is they just had a plastic wheelchair at the mansion just in case this incredibly specific scenario happened jvlkaervj#part of me hopes the staff just Knew cause imagine being THAT divorced publicly but another part hopes erik asked for one. not politely ofc#def joked bout how charles couldnt think to leave him alone for five minutes lest he did something Uncouth somehow ik he did#that charles was going to show up sooner or later so they might as well make it easy for themselves and prep etc etc#girl ima throw up what if charles didnt visit tho .... thats not even a possibility cause ofc he did but still !!!!#personally id throw up and cry like wdym my best friend ex husband didnt show up. when i even asked for a chair for him ..#EVEN ASKED FOR A SILLY LIL PLASTIC CHESS SET alternatively what if charles brought that... im making myself sick#As Indicated By My Username i think of the plastic jail every day its so funny to me and so quaint#i should rewatch X2 just for plastic jail#like it makes sense and i do think its a cute detail but still. gotta put grandpa in the polly pocket prison set now. tragic !!#i remember watching the movie for the first time in recent years and audibly going 'aw' at the plastic wheelchair im so sorry JVLKEJKA#LIKE AWW CMON THATS WEIRDLY CUTE gotta make sure peepaw can visit his ex husband </3 so they can play chess </3#i love that chess is Their Thing ... any time a ship's got mfers who fucks heavy with chess i know im hooked#its not intentional things happen this way but i will still laugh#kk nightly cherik posting is done byebye
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gm i have a sore throat is it over for me
#text#ive been feeling Slightly not great the past few days but oh yeah no ive got Something i think#i dknt have any tests so idk if its covid ill be masking tho trust#my friend like. AGHHHHH GOD OKAY. this is the friend whos told me shes gonna start masking again#literally three or four different times. like she KEEPS being like ok im rededicatimg myself to it etc etc#and she does for like. a few days. and then stops#and she texted me like hey i have a cold i can mask for u if u want (bc we and some other friends were going to the mall)#but i didnt see it before we were there#AND ITS SO LIKE. i appreciate. the thought. but. like.#masking for one (1) person isnt like. enough. yknow?#bc its not just Me im worried abt. i dont want other people to get sick and i dont want her to get sick#And i dont want Her to get Other people sick#and i love her dearly but this is like the third or fourth time shes sworn shes gonna mask again and doesnt#and it really really sucks. idk#im probably not articulating this well i JUST woke up. but whatever#Anyway it doesnt Feel like the other times ive had covid but ik thats not a reliable indicator#agh. anyway. gm#neg
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pt update!! i’ve been using a .5 kg weight and it seems a good size, i get around 7 in a 10 set and it starts to get difficult so i’ll stick with it at least until i can do the full 10 without pushing. i started with single bicep curls, side raises and overheads and overheads are the absolute worst lmao. now i’ve added double bicep curls and front raises!
i thought i wasn’t really getting much better bc the weight is so light (even though i know it takes time and i’ve only been doing it for like two weeks) but then i did the front raises for the first time, got to 3 and was like this fucking sucks lmaoo
#theres still a part of my brain that thinks its basically not worth it if im doing such a light weight#but im doing 50 weighted arm movements! thats still doing a lot!#and remembering im going from entirely deconditioned and exercise intolerant thats pretty huge#and ive literally noticed improvement! i used to start to struggle around 3 when i did the side raises and overheads and now i can get to 7#before it starts to suck#i need to add my bed exercises for my legs then ill have a pretty decent workout going#the only thing is my shoulders pop and click both when i go up and down and i have no idea if theyre bad noises or just my body noises#bc all of my joints constantly pop when i move#so it could just be that but i wouldnt really know if it was something bad#i havent had any pain but thats not really a good indicator either since joint pain is normal too#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt
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while the rest of us are focused on cj's public crash out im still sitting here haunted by the baby quenaris pose. it has bothered me ever since someone brought it up here like a week ago, ive stared at it for way too long and STILL cant make out wtf is going on with the posing. for the love of god please help m
#santaesalt#no me too anon. i cant figure out if this is just a really really big oversight by the artist or if its another drawn over ai image.#the rendering/lining/etc skill of everything indicates that the artist is very skilled and this is a mistake thats so glaring#its hard to see a human drawing that in their creating process
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Once again i did notes (for my fics) instead of working on the very important work i have to do but this time its ok because i meant to take off today and rest anyway.
and besides i did something i had always wanted to do since fricken 2019!
I DID A POWER SCALE FOR THE MP100 ESPERS!!!
As you can see im still missing the 7th division claw members and the awakening lab kids (and others) buts its ok because i did the most important ones!
(also those missing are all around the same level anyway)
As i watched mp100 I ve always classified the espers in 5 categories(excluding mobs own) depending of their abilities in my mind which i put on the side and also they way i understand their powers (aka telepaths/seers/spiritists behaving differently)
(or at least the way i see all of this)
i included notes explainning why i put them the way i did (good luck understanding them) and even how their powers grew during the story!
even thought ive had this cale in my mind for years i never realized how much ritsu grows in it! (even though i did him so dirty lmao)
i made this mostly as a handy reference for myself but if you want to use it feel free to do it (ñ
or to askme if you are curious about anything!
... Except why Teru and Shou got extra lines... I don't even know it myself I just know they make sense
(I think besides their first appearance im also marking their status as of the world dominatiom arc and at the end of the story (dotted lines are the leaves they reach when pushed to their limits... Not recommended))
dunno when ill get to finish this but when i do it ill update it here or maybe in another post and link it... who knows
Edit: although I named the zone "can copy others special techniques" it doesn't necessarily has to be copied.
That zone actually is "can use more than 1 specialized technique".
I put "copy" because I believe each techquine is innate to some psychic somewhere and while yeah you could come up with a technique on your own different than the one you already have I think it's easier to do it once you see someone else doing it. Aka easier to copy techniques than to create them yourselves.
Copying techniques isn't that easy either (remember the scale is exponential) which is why Teru being able to do it on the spot is so remarkable and says a lot about his level of power.
#mob psycho 100#mp100#nie's writing#the lines on the side indicate where exactly on the scale the charcters fall#i havent had the chance to talk about it on my fics like i wanted but ill mentiont it quickly here#the reason why shimazaki powers are so unique or at least mental eye is its because as the nerd i am i decided shimazakis powers is#literally sensing the momentum of things#yes momentum as in THAT really important physic quantity#my man here could detect a photon (aka see) if he focused hard enough#that of course would require him to shut down others stimulus which isnt that great#but the point is he COULD do it#he is that powerful#thats why in my super 5 bullet fic hes so good at weighing stuff#he can detect the slightest change in momentum (momentum is related to both velocity and mass and energy and PFFFFT)#and thats also why his ability would be very VERY HARD to copy and why i consider he is also an abnormality#but a tiny one (compared to mob and the others)
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im so, so normal about the couslands
#messages from the ouija board#finding oren's body is THE worst thing thats ever happened to my warden in his whole timeline even like. if he doesnt cure the calling.#dragon age#oriana cousland#picturing fergus reassuring her that ferelden politics isnt like antivan politics and theres so much less danger in being teryn in ferelden#and for a while. a decade or so. its true. they have a lovely family! her son is safe and loved and doted on by his uncle and untroubled#being an heir to the terynir of highever really DOESNT come with the dangers of being in line for a similar inheritance in antiva#things will stay peaceful. fergus will inherit his fathers title and then oren will inherit it and theres no indication of any challenge by#her young brother-in-law who is quite disinterested in power and loves their little family#but then! nope! tim curry
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i really like the look of pencil crayons over top of watercolour but ive yet to find a pencil crayon that's soft and and sticky and easy to press enough for me. pastels work but theyre also super messy........ dies
#i use a pencil lead thats oddly soft despite being hb so im used to pressing lightly#plus i started doing watercolours because colouring in with pencil crayons was toooo hard on my hands#i say im the laziest artist known to man because of my love for shortcuts and physical ease in materials#but technically its probably just indicative of the disabilities and health things im ignoring 👍#a while ago a professor described my sketchbook as like 'frustrated'. not in a bad way she thought it was an interesting quality i had#i wouldnt call it particularly frustrated tho. i think its just constantly trying to make art-making easier on me haaands LOL#really wet ink pens are nice on me which is why i looove inking so much fjksldjfkds#i barely gotta press at all! same with watercolour <3 someday i'll figure out other stuff toooooo
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im a day late cause i forgot but im now half a year on T!!!!!!
#infizero.txt#actually crazy#also crazy that i havent missed a day yet. im really bad at routine and remembering to do stuff so thats a indicator of my dedication
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my parents might be getting a
✨divorce✨
#out of fucking everything to happen now#jesus christ. jesus christ#i didnt really even think this was an option#when i asked if they were they just said “neither of us want to” so thats pretty much it right there#apparently my mom was searching through my dads text messages from two goddamn years ago#i didnt realize people who werent teenagers did that#i dont think hes cheating at all#my utterly fascinating life#im just in shock rn#there was no indication of this before tonight#oh my god#sorry this post is long i just. eugh.
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Hi! I'm back and saw the bad injury prompts you reblogged. 👀 Could you please do "I can't feel my legs" with Julian saying it? ❤️
thank you for your patience!! its been. a wild week. but I finally have the energy to sit and get this written out. ive been pondering it all week hehe
I went through a couple ideas before I settled on doing a missing scene style of thing set in The Siege of AR-558. this is set after battle, but before the conversation we see between Sisko and Worf right at the very end. ive talked about it on this blog before but it makes me absolutely feral that Julian gets shot and just. gets up and keeps going. forever chewing on that but I digress ill save my insane rambling for the tags
I hope you enjoy! I like writing Julian and Worf a lot, and I hope you enjoy reading them <3
Doctor Bashir can be a very difficult man to find.
Worf isn't surprised. This is a battlefield in its aftermath, naturally a doctor would be difficult to locate, especially one as quick and efficient as Julian. He stops to ask a few people who look to have been treated, and they all give generally the same answer; that they just saw him, and he went over that way.
Worf follows the general direction of all the pointing, and he finds himself in a tunnel leading to another part of the caverns. He starts to walk through, figuring he'll find the elusive doctor on the other side, where other wounded surely lie.
Instead he damn near trips over him.
Worf thinks it's a rock, or a dropped weapon, at first. But then, as he's taking a second to regain his balance, he hears a low, quiet groan. He looks down, expecting to find a wounded officer, and that's exactly what he finds.
Except the wounded officer is none other than Doctor Bashir.
Julian is half-concealed by the shadows, tucked right up against the tunnel wall and lying flat on his stomach. One arm is outstretched, like he was reaching for the other side, while he has his face buried in the crook of the other elbow. Worf had tripped over one of his legs, which is bent at the knee, like he'd fallen mid-step.
Worf drops to a crouch beside him. "Doctor Bashir," He says, but gets no response, "Doctor, can you hear me?" He places a firm hand on the doctor's shoulder, in case the touch might rouse him.
Julian flinches under his hand. Then he stirs, and he lifts his head, trembling with the effort of it. "Worf...?" He looks up at him, eyes squinted in the dark.
"Yes, Doctor," Worf replies, "What happened? Are you injured?" He questions.
Julian's head drops back against his arm, but he keeps it turned so that he's still facing Worf. "'Fraid so," He grimaces, "I was... I was shot. My side..." He manages to give a weak, indicative nod.
Worf nods. "I will assist you," He tells him. He gets a hold of Julian and, carefully, he maneuvers him onto his back. Julian grabs onto his arm, and there's a surprising strength to his grip. A strangled sound of pain escapes him, grinding out through tightly-clenched teeth. Worf can feel him trembling still, so he pulls him a bit closer, supports the doctor's weight against his own body, "Try to hold still. I must see the wound."
Julian nods wordlessly. He faces the pain well. It's difficult to make out, in the dark, but there's just enough light from the tunnel's exit for Worf to be able to see the large hole burnt away from Julian's uniform jacket. It's burnt right through, both jacket and undershirt gone, leaving raw, angry skin exposed to the dusty air of these caverns. He can see the glisten of blood, can feel it saturating the jacket as he places a bracing hand by the wound.
It's bleeding badly. Julian will have already lost a lot of blood, he needs to slow it until he can get him to one of the medical officers. He shifts his hand over and presses it firmly against the wound, and he keeps a firm grip on the doctor as his entire body jolts with the action. Julian continues to face the pain bravely, turning his face into Worf's chest and screaming against his teeth.
There's a part of him that threatens to get very, very angry at seeing Julian wounded. There's no honour in harming a healer, even some of the most bloodthirsty Klingons he's known would spit at the idea. It's an instinctual reaction, one he has to bite back. He has to remind himself that Julian was here not only as a doctor, but also as an officer. He was wounded as a warrior on the battlefield.
"I don't- I don't think I like that look, Commander." Julian wheezes, his weak voice drawing Worf back out of his thoughts. He's managing a small smile, teasing and boyish even in agony, but it's clear that he's struggling.
"The wound is severe," Worf replies. He doesn't see the point in trying to soften that information, he's sure that Julian, as a doctor, is all too aware of his current condition, "Why did you not seek medical assistance?" He asks.
"Didn't realize it was... this bad," Julian rasps, "My brain does this... funny thing, where I'll see people who need me, and... and nothing else really matters," He rests his head against Worf's chest, his throat bobbing as he swallows hard. He looks nauseous, his brow pinched tight and sweat glistening on his forehead, "I hardly felt it till I collapsed." He manages to finish.
"I fail to see how that is funny," Worf gruffs, "Your dedication to your patients is admirable, Doctor. But now, it is you who requires assistance. Are you able to stand?" He asks.
Julian shakes his head. "No, I... I can't," He replies honestly, "I'm... afraid I can't feel my legs, Commander." He admits.
"Then you will be carried," Worf adjusts his hold, gets an arm under Julian's knees and pulls him against his chest. He pushes himself up with ease, the doctor's weight inconsequential as he cradles him securely, "Hold on, Doctor." He instructs.
Julian's arms come up to wrap around his neck. His head drops against Worf's shoulder, his face half-buried in his neck. He can feel Julian's shallow, quick breathing against his skin. He doesn't have time to waste.
Worf sets off, ducking out of the tunnel and moving into the next open cavern. With the injured doctor in his arms, he makes a brisk pace as he seeks out the first medical officer he can find.
#fic bitching#star trek: ds9#worf#julian bashir#this was also my warm up for tonight and I had fun with it#will I ever get tired of putting Julian in Worf's arms?#the answer is no <3#anyways yeah it makes me insane that Julian gets shot and just keeps going#gets right to doctoring after the battle is over#I was looking at the script for the episode to make sure I got things right and Worf mentions Julian was on the Veracruz#with the other wounded#which is definitely meant to indicate he's working in the sickbay on the wounded#but like. he's also wounded!! he got shot!!#so. this scene in my head#some parts of this were loosely inspired by how Worf thinks about Julian in the novel Vengeance#Worf has this reluctant respect for Julian that I think is really neat#and also he's just automatically protective because thats who he is as a person#one day ill write a whole big thing about them I think about the potential for their dynamic often#anyways! I hope you enjoyed <3
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man not to be nsfw on main (bc honestly this applies to sfw stuff too) but whys it so hard to find art of women of like Basically Any Variety where they dont have just like. absolutely massive tits. like i get it. a lot of people like that. whatever. but why is that so frequently like. the only option. with the exception of when they look like a Literal Actual Child. thats like the only time u see women drawn w tits smaller than their fucking heads is those fucking "noo haha i SWEAR shes actually for realsies an adult lol" drawings like yall know its possible for a grown woman to have small tits right? and still look like a whole fucking adult?? right??? you know that right
#obligatory disclaimer that obviously this is an exaggeration & those arent LITERALLY the only ways anyone ever draws women#& also that obviously some ppl really DO just look much younger than they are (←got mistaken for a 14yo at like 22) so thats not really like#a reliable indicator of Actual Age & also that adults that do look young are still. u know. adults. who are ofc allowed to do adult things#like i shouldnt need to say all that. but. u know.#& also like. with art a lot of time u can. tell. like its a drawing that was a Deliberate Choice you made. repeatedly. u know?#like theres a distinction. its not one i really know how to put into words but it is there#anyway i said 14 at 22 bc that was the most extreme example i could remember but also a coworker thought i was like 23 a little while ago#(i..... am 29. lmao)
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