#so sorry for being awful on main

[walpu]

I'm not better than a furry my god

[genericpuff]

Fighting off cold and flu has always been difficult for me and it's only getting harder as I get older. I find the transitioning from being "sick in bed" back to "functioning person" can often be the hardest part, especially when it comes to congestion which can take days if not weeks to clear up, so even if I'm able to walk around, do basic tasks, etc. I'm uncomfortable the whole way through. At least when it comes to my back pain, that's something that I'm used to and can predict and accommodate; getting sick is none of those things.

What's making it even more difficult this time around, compared to every other time, is the fact that I went from being healthy and medicated to sick and unmedicated. So that transition back into "functioning" is being slowed further by my returning inability to focus, to push myself through the uncomfortable feeling of doing literally anything, to be at peace with boredom.

Every single time I want to do anything that isn't laying in bed, it's met with both "I don't know if I'm physically capable of doing that because I'm sick" and "I don't know if I'm mentally capable of doing that because I'm off my meds."

And it's incredibly exhausting.

[vyvansecrashing]

can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless

[sun-marie]

potentially a hot take but it is my opinion that open ended, non-linear, exploration-based storytelling in video games is not worth it if it comes at the expense of the story's pacing. If you have a thousand different roads for the player to take but they're all just thrown at the player at once with no rhyme or reason, then no amount of "player agency" is going to make any if them feel satisfying, they now just feel like a chore.

[foccaccia]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

[anotherhumanpet]

Your boyfriend is awfully violent. What if he loses it on you like that?

((Anon, I'm going to assume you genuinely mean well and just want to poke fun at the thread I'm having with Fox via my Shiro blog, especially since I'm writing/tagging Dennis in that thread alongside them. I don't want to believe that you're acting maliciously, stupidly, or some combination of the two at once. But I need to take this ask you've sent and create a moment to remind everyone:

If there's any kind of confusion on what exactly these types of abuses are and-or what they mean, please feel free to google them before approaching me with questions. I don't mind elaborating on my own needs around them because my personal and specific triggers are not a google-able thing (for a variety of reasons), but I'm also not agreeable to the idea of explaining the bare bone basics of these types of abuse to people who are perfectly capable of researching the topics for themselves. Like, genuinely, it's not hard and I shouldn't have to put myself in a vulnerable position and do your homework on this. Seriously.))

[isopodonanescalator]

okay i feel so so terrible about this and i wish i could do something about it, but i would really appreciate it if i stopped getting the donation asks in my inbox 😭 im sorry and my heart goes out to all of the palestinians and you and your families are in my prayers each night, but the donation asks 1. overwhelm me, and 2. make me feel bad because i cannot donate :( AGAIN:

MY HEART AND MY LOVE GOES OUT TO PALESTINIANS. YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHATS GOING ON THERE RIGHT NOW. I ADD PEOPLES NAMES TO MY PRAYERS AT NIGHT. HOWEVER: I CANNOT DONATE AND WOULD APPRECIATE NOT GETTING ASKS. IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR HAVING TO COME OUT AND SAY THIS BUT I AM A MINOR WITHOUT A JOB OR MONEY. I COME FROM A SINGLE PARENT HOUSEHOLD. I CANNOT AFFORD TO DONATE. I WILL STILL REBLOG POSTS AND SUCH!!!

[lesbiansanemi]

Gay trans men be normal about women challenge. Especially trans women and lesbians

[liesyousoldme]

my sister in law took a picture of me cuddling with my nephews today and for the first time since i got my eyebrows back i feel like…. i look sick. like i look like a sick person. and obviously i KNOW i am a sick person but there is something about looking at yourself and seeing illness that feels really bad.

[laugtherhyena]

Playing Bomb rush cyberfunk has been a crazy experience so far because i feel like I've been enjoying the game just as much as I'm not doing so

[bigkickguy]

Have u played canto 5? Its v good

I have seen some screenshots! Some of the character designs look so cool!!! and I'm excited to see what the story is about cause Ishmael is so interesting to me! I want to know what her deal is!!! I'm not playing the game unfortunately since I what happened with how the company treated some workers really sucked. I work in the games industry too, so the idea that someone would fire / bribe a resignation of a coworker or me over something someone on the internet said is so insane to me. Especially how stupid the pinching hand gesture call is, like its crazy. I can't get over it personally haha. It could also just be the worlds worst handling of public messaging too? But having worked too many places weird shit like this happens - I don't trust like that not without some kind of external proof. I am on the fence on if I will play again or not! It really depends on how the investigation will go if they end up doing one! I love the world and the characters and I still think it is the best mobile game I've ever played!! But it's much harder for me to enjoy the themes now knowing what the company chose to do or not do in real life. So I am holding off watching the chapter for now - if I do end up feeling alright playing the game again I think it will be fun to play through an experience the story as I play it! And if I do I'll probably scream and get all excited over it then! But if I decide not to play again I'll probably just watch it at some point!

[russell-crowe]

also in general i am extremely analytical of myself lately because i have been such! a! huge! asshole! for such a large part of my life. and i still have people on some social media platforms from that era, or their phone numbers in my phone, and it all feels like ghosts of my cuntiness to serve as a reminder of bridges i have lit on fire and watched burn behind me.

and in order to not be a huge obnoxious asshole filled with anger issues i have done a lot of self confronting and unpacking things lately & i do notice (thank god) that in the past years i have really mellowed out and found my place in the world and my goals, but i still have so much work to do as a person to actually become a decent one. i am just one big ol' work in progress.

[juggalogojackerbox]

I've been going through a very rough time lately, but for what feels like the first time ever people beyond my friends have been very kind to me regardless of it, and its such a wonderful new thing to me thats got me all fuzzy feeling lately, I am very thankful for it %)

(Directly based on one of my favorite louis wain drawings, of course, included it under the read more yes)

(This drawing is everything to me man, its hard for me to explain why, but it is)

[snowyvoid]

every time a hlvrai character gets woobified and turned into something even vaguely human a angel dies

[todayisafridaynight]

the only real major difference between rgg and y7 arakawa's wardrobe is how he wears his coat + bling and the scarf but it's such a difference

[jvzebel-x]

"The impulse toward chaos was one he knew. It ran hand in hand with the desire for violence to be done to him. To destroy him because he was not worth saving."

x. "The Vanished Queen", Lisbeth Campbell