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yuridovewing · 10 months
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yknow i wassss gonna gut the cinderheart reincarnation plotline for razorverse because of how clumsy and insidious the original was… but i have been playing pokemon rejuvenation and now i sorta wanna take influence from that game’s reincarnation plot. where the reincarnation is actually a curse that is detrimental to both cinders and has damaging psychological effects on everyone involved
#i mean ig the original plot had hints of that but it was less that and more ‘’omg we gotta make THIS life worth it!!! (aka not disabled)#which this wouldnt have#id totally gut the disability angle altogether tbh#but im imagining like theres legit magic going on. probably bc of the tunnels#maybe cinderpelt was the first cat to realize there was something up with the tunnels. and she accidentally cast a light spell in there#and she began to experiment a bit. and this is what drives her attention away from leafpool for a bit#i wouldnt know what EXACTLY shes doing. maybe she found it before the moonpool was found and wanted to try and create a starclan entry#for the other medics#and once the moonpool was found she tried to stop but realized she wanted to experiment more#like. can she try and contact starclan on her own? could she figure out how exactly starclan ticked?#and she gets in contact with rock who sorta takes her on as a disciple…#im thinking every cat is capable of reading starclan but it varies and cinders’s sense was very low#so she was trying to compensate for that#it distracts her from clan life and pulls her away and suddenly the bubbly cinderpelt everyone knows has just vanished#but they brush it off as the trauma from the journey#but then we get to her death- she’d been trying to create that pathway and as ive said RV!Starclan is a spiritual anomaly#where cats are supposed to reincarnate but instead they linger#creating the starclan group. but in tampering with magic- cinderpelt got locked out of the starclan cycle somehow and got cursed#the same curse as rock- every time she is slain#her body shifts and transforms and is ‘’reset’’ into a young kitten. into cinderheart#the soul of cinderpelt is trapped in there and it will stay trapped til the curse is broken. and the cycle will repeat when cinderheart dies#im thinking cinderheart reconnects with rock to look into this and shes tied in with the jayfeather plotline#and she struggles with feeling like a freak of nature who was born from tragedy#she gets added to sorrels litter and they pretend shes her bio kit but leafpool and the family knows the truth#razorverse
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septemberlikeastorm · 2 months
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osha flirting with fillik saying the wicked don't brag about what they get up to? osha getting a sus tattoo on a wild night with the crew?? osha flirting with jecki saying she's more flexible than a droid???
rip verosha aniseya you would have LOVED brat summer
when her life is not Actively Falling Apart, osha is fun & flirty & no one will ever take that away from me
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cayennecrush · 5 months
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evangeline makes an offer... 👀 [next >>]
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feluka · 5 months
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i hateeee jokes about arab parents only wanting sons and not wanting daughters because 1- when it's like that, that's an awful thing and not something to be joked about and 2- it spits on the face of every arab parent who consistently has to put their middle finger up to the world and say fuck you my daughter is my greatest treasure and i'd rather have her than a thousand sons and i won't hear a word against her!! because in my experience these are the most loving parents to be found in the whole wide world
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jamethinks · 1 month
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So random so niche but one thing that always irks me about sxf is the way that no one took in Yor and Yuri after their parents died. I’m nitpicking but really it’s such an insane detail to me because it logically doesn’t make any send and I don’t know if it’s a cultural thing but I just cannot mentally imagine two children being left alone after their parents died. That don’t sit right with my West Indian soul like nah.
I get Twilight’s situation, both of parents died in a bombing that destroyed the entire city obviously there was a lot of chaos so it’s understandable that he got lost in the midst of it. Granted I still am baffled by the idea that no one saw this 6 year old child and said hm maybe I should look after him but whatever fine. Sure times of collective distress increases the sense of community in people but fine take win but Yor???
It’s never fully confirmed how their parents died (at least not to my memory) but we do know they weren’t homeless and that Yor knew people she could ask for advice and stuff and so my question why did no one help her? They lived in the forest sure but there were other people around they should have had some neighbors even with a good amount of distance! Why would they all watch this 12/13 year old girl with her 5/6 year old brother and just say best of luck to yah. Like no wonder she got groomed into a murderer where was the community? You couldn’t even bring them breakfast and lunch? No soup kitchen? What happened to Red Cross? Salvation Army? They had a house, they went to school, they did shopping, Yor fought bears, they were active participants in the society so why were they alone in a post war society?
What happened to aunts and uncles and grandparents and great aunts and great uncles and cousins and in-laws and godparents and neighbors and social workers and i dunno the police man like how did this happen?
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iristial · 3 months
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It's been a while since I've seen Kan-kichi!🦊🧡 Kan-kichi is the same as ever On second thought I want my parents to be here……🐮
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gale-force-storm · 6 months
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I absolutely adore that vintage chocolate ad that's been making the rounds and just had to do a version with Gale and my Tav, Morrigan
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headfullof-ideas · 7 months
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Was having thoughts about blue beetle since I’m about to make my brother watch it sometime this week, and just had a Thought. I have come to the conclusion that Jaime Reyes and Peter Parker (specifically Tom Hollands iteration, for reasons soon to be listed) would be best friends. Nerd and nerd consolidation. Khaji-Da and Karen however, would absolutely not be able to stand one another in the slightest
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yellowloid · 4 months
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so i think the most likely thing is they were doing something related to her music. THAT i can believe but the engagement photoshoot rumors......like have you SEEN that man he'd rather get kicked in the balls
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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months
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#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought.#i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper#thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times#like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks.#nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she#was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled#a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where#you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder?#but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what#then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student.#everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have#and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my#leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but#i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying#my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound#by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting#better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that#and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path.#one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do#what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it.#maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for.#unrelated
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cyberfunsupporter · 2 months
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even if i am literally not talking about yeri in the slightest i find a way to circle back to her which is honestly impressive . and i’m not even doing that consciously which i think is even worse . really what has the world been doing without me 💜
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roseville · 2 months
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thought dump
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labyrynth · 10 months
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i know this sounds crazy but. get this.
sometimes…with visual media…you do have to actually LOOK at it. sometimes…they put Important things in the visuals (because it is visual media) that you will Miss if you’re only glancing up once a minute.
sometimes you just have to suck it up and actually WATCH the thing instead of listening to a visual medium.
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baylardian-1 · 2 years
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Kinda went insane over the idea that Kathryn would start to display instinctual nesting behaviors as she broaches full term in her pregnancy. :3 
It’d be a subconscious behavior and she’s somewhat unaware of the fact that she’s doing it early on, not really questioning the fact that she’s gathering and stockpiling belongings of both hers and Chakotay’s in her quarters. And given that Chakotay rooms elsewhere, it takes him a while to pick up on the odd behavior. Eventually she resorts to customizing a “nest” for herself on the holodeck in the form of their little house on New Earth, even going so far as to add a room for the triplets in addition to a little nursery for their new baby as well. :)
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kxllerblond · 1 year
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reading book? too much effort. sitting down and writing replies?? can't focus.
youtube rabbit hole of in-depth Barbie history and architectural design of dream houses and playsets? i got all da focus in da world baybeee!
#barbie has always been an Interest especially in adult years since i more or less refrained from being#a hardcore barbie enjoyer because ykno not to gender talk on a tues but i rejected just about everything typically femme because i did not#want to be seen as femme or fully femme from a young age#so even if i really liked barbies i distanced myself from them pretty fast :'(#so now i think im compensating by like. instead of buying them for myself because i dont really want to collect. i just like lmao#obsessively info dive and watch commercial compilations and shit kdjfgdg#anyway did you know barbie has two younger siblings besides her main three that were actually her youngest ones#tutti and todd and they havent been seen since the late 90s? like theyre recognized in terms of history but in terms of#barbie lore and canon theyve been completely retconned out cuz theyve never shown up in sets or movies or anything#did you also know they were made of a bendable soft plastic as opposed to hard and the wires were prone to poking through and stabbing kids#and that the plastic stored like shit and if you put them (soft plastic) on your other dolls (hard) they would literally#melt into each other?? :)#barbie also has lots of cousins just got mentioned briefly and then annihilated from technical canon lol#oooh and then there's also Blaine who is an ex bf of barbie that was made specifically to date her briefly during a sort of campaign#barbie broke up with ken and got with blaine but ofc she got back with ken and after that blaine was never seen nor mentioned again. he deA#anyway happy tuesday im gonna eat my soup and try and break out of this info consuming trance so i can wrITE#oHOH and last silly trivia being barbie has lots of canon relatives that havent been retconned or anything BUT they've also never been made#into dolls. off the top of my head i think some of these include like uhhh her mom and dad and some aunts and shit#tho i think these are either just mentioned in passing or from the barbie movies or some in books
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evermoredeluxe · 1 year
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i don’t like the take that there was power imbalance between joe and taylor because she was more famous than him. that happens and exists but i just don’t believe that was the case. like most swifties supported his career or were at least neutral of him. so many people (general public and casual listeners) didn’t even know much about him via her, just that they were together. and as far as the “antis” and gaylors go, trust me everyone has people who hate them (yes everyone) and that loud hate is expected with fame. not fun but it’s the reality. also, taylor didn’t advance his career because she didn’t use to be a movie influence but her camp was beneficial to him and she loved him very much and wasn’t manipulating her fame to trap him (she’s repeatedly talked about not wanting to be the elephant and actively making herself smaller and not be a big deal).
also, despite all of this, he still could’ve obviously felt overwhelmed by it all or whatever but he was literally there was 2016, and also since then, she’s actively changed her life so much, like so much to combat the bad parts. no one is perfect but that doesn’t mean she had power over him.
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