#but she also passes as one of the tan students so idk if she’s just comfortable bringing it up around me and it doesn’t come up near

[deathsmallcaps]

I need advice.

I’m a white intern working in a mostly white southern(ish) high school. Students of Color number at under 2%, perhaps even lower. It’s a very white, rural community - I grew up in a fairly mixed, suburban northern community, and part of my family is Black.

Several of my white students say rude things to my Students of Color. I’ve told them to knock it off *as appropriately as I can* but I’m probably one of the few adults that actively discourage that behavior.

I don’t want to let this shit fly under the radar, but I also know that if an adult of authority *who will only be here for a couple more weeks* interferes, and then doesn’t stick around, it could make things worse. Additionally, I know these kids are probably very very very used to this ‘system’ and that making a short-term change could be more harmful than helpful.

I asked one of my senior students after a very racist incident *where she was laughing along with the perpetrator but I told him to stop anyway* that I can move him, or her, so she could be more comfortable (admin either does nothing or slaps wrists, especially for seniors). She said it was fine and that he was always like that.

I must emphasize, I think they were bantering (they talk so much I think they consider each other friends?), but it was also wayyy fucking out of line, especially in a school setting. And the guy says so much out of line shit I’m surprised he isn’t rocking a full set of dentures to replace the teeth he ought to have lost by now.

Another student took me up on my offer to move people, but I ended up moving him, which sucks because he was the victim in this situation. Unfortunately, I have to keep his aggressors in their spots, as they are highly rowdy in all the ways and require a lot more supervision than he did. And the class is really full. These were also all freshmen, so I wouldn’t be surprised if that affected the victim’s reaction.

So I’d really appreciate advice as to whether I should let it be, or continue as is, or step it up even more, from People of Color in largely white, especially rural, communities. Like any advice from current or previous educators, especially Educators of Color would be appreciated, but specifically southern/rural ones would be wonderful. I’m going to talk to my family members about it, but they’ve lived in more Northern settings their entire lives and they may have less … applicable (?) experience to the situation.

Again, I’m an intern, I’m going to only be there until winter break 2024, and I don’t want to fuck things up for these kids in the long run with my northern ally ‘sensibilities’. Thank you!

[erigold13261]

Idk why but… I hc Yinu’s Papa to be selectively mute, any ideas?

I LOVE this headcanon so much!

Honestly you saying this made me realize that whenever I thought about Papa, he never actually talked! Like I would have Mama or Yinu talking to him, but he would only ever smile and nod or hug them.

I don't know if that was because I just never thought of him talking, but honestly him being selectively mute would be amazing! Especially if he uses his piano to communicate.

Like I can definitely see him having very specific chords that he plays that are literally him talking with Mama, who had her own chords she could play on a harp. They two of them could have conversations with their instruments for hours.

And when he did talk, which is rare and only when it is just him and Mama (and Yinu when she is born), his voice would be soft and warm. He'd be the kind of guy who could put a million words of wisdom into a small sentence.

It was definitely hard for him growing up, and at first I feel like Mama would have thought it was weird he never talked, but she looked pass it because he was cute and could play really well. It wasn't until they were picked to have a recital together that Mama ended up hearing his voice.

It was probably their 4th or 5th time practicing together. They took their music very seriously that they practiced way more than the average student at their school, so this is probably the 5th consecutive day they have been together practicing for literally hours (probably like 7-12 hour days depending on what is going on outside of music), so they were quickly getting close to each other.

The two were probably not used to having someone with the same work ethic as them when it comes to music, so by the 5th day when they had been practicing for about 12 hours (it was a weekend most likely) Papa ended up talking to Mama for the first time. She almost snapped her harp string from plucking it too hard out of shock, but damn did she not fall in love with his voice. I don't know what he would have said, but it was most likely a compliment to her, something she was probably not used to.

As time goes on, and the two became closer, he would talk a bit more, but still not publicly. Even at their wedding I don't think Papa talked out loud other than a whisper of "I do" into Mama's ear before they kissed.

He did his best to talk for Yinu, but really he ended up teaching her how to talk with the piano. Mama had to teach Yinu how to talk verbally all by herself, but also made sure Yinu knew how to communicate with Papa.

His most said phase in his life was "Eres tan linda como una flor" ("You’re as cute as a flower") which was said to Yinu and Mama so many times: verbally, with the piano, and written out.

And honestly, knowing how to communicate with someone selectively mute helped Yinu and Mama later on support Dodo and Eloni who are also both mute (Dodo fully and Eloni selectively).

The two would probably have to learn the specific sign language that Dodo and Eloni would use, because I feel like Mama, Papa, and Yinu know LSM (Mexican Sign Language) but not JSL (Japanese Sign Language) or KSL (Korean Sign Language). Though I am sure Eloni (and the rest of 1010) would also learn how to use LSM and JSL so that they could all communicate in some way. And if not, one of Sayu Crew could translate for Dodo while a 1010 member could translate for Eloni verbally.

[magical-glimpse]

Hello! Happy holidays!

Could you interpret this dream please? I didn't want to bother you on the holidays but this just happened so I'll put it out there for when you have time.

Dream first part:

I was in a classroom, sitting in a table. There were other students there. And there was this guy who I've never seen before (black hair, wearing a black turtleneck). He was standing next to me cause I had found a vcr remote control and it was working on the class tv for some reason. I tried to see which vcr was responding cause the co trol was mine but there were like 4 and none was LG. The guy tried to help me see. After that we went back to focusing on the class i think. We were working on the design for a video game i think. He was the best at it. He was drawing backgrounds with a beautiful tree and leaves and the soil all with beautiful colors. Using something I've seen before but I can’t recall (a 3d canvas for digital painting). The rest of us were watching him work, including the teacher. There was a girl very pretty. Chubby and blonde. She wanted to see closer so she walked up to where i was sitting (i was positioned to the left of the guy, une row behind). And she stood in front of me softly leaning on me. I felt her weight getting heavier the more she leaned on me. And I thought how cozy it was. I strongly dislike physical contact from others but this time i was feeling relaxed and warm. Like covered by a warm blanket. I started to fall sleep. I thought about the teacher scolding me for not working in class. And fell sleep.

Then I was at my old home. I was wearing a robe. I was watching the street and suddenly a teenager tried to walk through me in to my house. She pushed her way in saying she was friends with my brother and they had a project to do. All of the sudden I was naked. Idk when my robe disappeared. Also I saw that behind her more teens where walking up the stairs to my house. So I ran into the bedroom while covering myself. My mom saw me and asked what was it. I explained to her who was there and we looked around a corner to find the teens some on the tv, some sitting on the floor and the first girl laying on our couch browsing her phone. Mother tried to tell them to leave but when she passed in front of me she was naked too. I stopped her and tried to get a robe for her while getting one for myself. Once covered I marched outside and told them kids to get out of my house. Then I saw one of them looked a lot like the guy from the first dream but obviously like 10-15 years younger (same black hair and black eyes. White t-shirt denim pants and a puffyblack jacket). The kid that looked like him tried to flirt with me. I wasn't amused. I pushed him out after i managed to push the first girl out (she was taller than me, brown hair tanned skin, burgundy tank top, denim shorts). The boy looked at me from outside the gate. He was trying to make conversation but I wasn't really listening. I was thinking how much he looked like the guy and that they were probably related. Maybe siblings. Then I woke up, inside dream 3.

I had the sensation of waking up. I was still in my old home but my bed was next to the front window. I had a flashback of my parents getting ready to go out and telling me. I reflected on the first dream looking for something to write it down and thinking the weight i felt of the blonde girl was my mom saying good bye perhaps. I opened the windows cause everything was dark inside the house and saw 3 men I didn't knew sitting somewhere up the street. They felt dangerous at that moment. I thought of checking if my mom was indeed gone. I went to the bedroom and everything was dark. To dark for me to try to open the windows. So i closed the bedroom. I was very uncomfortable and thinking those men I didn't knew might try to break in to the house if they knew I was alone. They didn't. This is supper blurry but i saw them drive by in a car laughing at something.

Then there's a big blur. And I'm walking on the street naked again. Covered in sand. I enter this place that looks like a farmers market. There's some big swings and one had my robe on it. I tried to put it on and though how upsetting was the sand. Then a big middle aged man (bald with dirty blonde beard wearingsomethingI'dexpect a butcher to wear, long white apron, yellow t shirt) asked me what i was doing. I tried to put on the robe faster. The man gathered the attention of others there and the started to move towards me. He told me: "You can't sit there. Don't you see the swings? This i a kid's zone. And you (looks me up and down) are a spectacle". Then proceeded to ask me who i was and why i was there. I felt dizzy trying to answer. He said dont tell me you're sleep walking. All of the sudden I didn't knew where i was. I was aware the farmers market was familiar but not enough to be a place I've actually been before. I didn't knew how i got there. I didn't knew who this people were. I was about to tell them that I was in fact sleep walked. At that point the guy from the first dream walked in. Yelling "Here you are, I've been looking for you". Made me think of Howls moving castle. I pull me against himself and said some stuff to the butcher that i dont remember. And walked outside while dragging me with him. We turned right into an alley and he started walking faster cause butcher was following us. I looked towards butcher and motion for something to come out of the wall and catch his arms. That's when i realized i was dreaming. I tried to put more obstacles in butchers way by willing them in to existence but he wouldn't stop. So i took the guy's other hand (we were running holding hands) and flew towards the sky. The guy was scared at the beginning. I was happy he went to find me and started wondering who was this. My conscius mind theorized he was my soulmate. As long as I'm happy is ok. Then i saw flashes of our family and the blonde girl was there and i was like. I wouldn't mind being a trouple with her. I saw we were happy.

Thanks a lot for your hard work!

Okay so the second part sounds kinda familiar, i'm starting to wonder if I didnt visit you in your dreams lol

The first seems to be mostly your brain trying to find comfort somewhere? Someone doign something beautiful in a familiar setting, someone leaning on you and you feeling so comfortable you fall asleep. The second part seems more about fears you might have about loss of privacy, loss intimacy, vulnerability etc. Usually the home represent you, in your sacred space, so someone invading that, even moreso multiple pushing you when you and your mom are naked, seems like something those teenagers represent make you feel super vulnerable or scared. It's probably not literally you being scared of teenagers, but maybe you are scared of strangers causing trouble in your inner or private self, of a past of being bullied, of your brother or behaviors he has which could make you feel less safe within your self.

The part about the dark home lets me think that in a way, even when you are on your own you have these fears. You are scared of the same thing when you are alone in your home that when you are surrounded with people. It is drawing a parallel between two things that you might want to look into yourself.

The last seems to be a last parallel, the fear of vulnerability you have when alone and surrounded by people in your home, you also have out of comfort zone. Like, very far out. Have you been forced to leave home or leave your comfort zone recently despite not being ready to or still having some things to sort out internally ?

I find it interesting the pattern with the guy in the black turtleneck and the blondke girl, they may be archetypes or actual people but it is interesting and you should look into it if they come back in your dreams.

[rozzy02]

Beginnings part one

Summery: Jennie Blake goes to a pool party with her friends, and they wind up mixed up in something they don't fully understand.

Words: 1372

A/N: I have about 6k words written but am splitting it up to just start getting the baseline intro out, There are four main characters; Jennie, Vera, Billie, and Klove. Jennie is the pov character for the intro bit. I'll come back and edit to fix somethings some time, but idk fr fr.

It’s a bright sunny Saturday morning as 15 year old Jenien Blake, or Jennie, as she prefers to be called, wakes up. Today is not just any ordinary Saturday, it is the last Saturday before Jennie and her friends start their Sophomore year of highschool. Jennie always liked school more than Summer break, she missed Commonwealth high. Not the schoolwork itself, that was always tedious, but her friends. Today was a rarity, Jennie and a few of her friends had been invited to a back to school pool party at her friend Dylan's “country club”, if you could call it that. The Madison country club was little more than a pool with a decent sized park around it. Jennie always thought a proper country club ought to have a golf course and fancy restaurant. The Maddison only had an overpriced snack bar.

Nevertheless, Jennie was excited, she loved to swim and many of her favorite friends would be there. Dylan had even promised to cover Jennie’s entry so she could save the $5 entry cost for a soda or something, but she would probably hold on to it for some time. She went to the bathroom to get her hair in a braided bun, she liked having her hair up, felt like armor. She always saw in those movies that the smart girl let her hair down and looked super pretty and Jennie liked to be left alone. Wanted to be liked for things other than her long strawberry blonde hair. 

She was quiet as she went onto the balcony to put on her sunscreen, she was pale and didn’t tan, simply burnt. She put a generous amount on her shoulders then sprayed her arms and legs and made sure to rub it in. She wished she’d timed shaving her legs better, they were prickles now and she would’ve liked it if they were smooth. She saved her face for last, going back to the bathroom to make sure she didn’t miss any spots or leave any large blotches. She’d have to ask Klove to get her back when she met up with her. 

It was almost nine am when Jennie put on her swimsuit cover ready to make the walk to Klove’s house across the railroad tracks. Jennie stopped by her mom’s room and knocked on the cracked door. Her mom liked to leave it cracked so their cat could come and go, but she also slept naked so Jennie closed her eyes as she went in.

“Hey mom? I’m headed out. I'll keep you updated when I get to Klove’s, then the pool, then when I head on  my way back tonight. Dylan’s dad is going to barbeque us some burgers so I’ll eat there. Love you” Jennie said softly, trying to shake her mom awake gently. She got a grunt of approval and went ahead and texted her mom to tell her the same thing, knowing she was still asleep. With her pepper spray handy Jennie headed out the apartment, bag slung on her back. It was her school bookbag, a Jansport her brother picked out with a donut print, her dad bought it for her before her 6th grade year. 

She walked through the neighborhood by her old middle school, Stonewall Jackson middle school. She always was uncomfortable that it was named after a dude who really liked slavery, considering half the student population was black. She remembers how Klove would joke that it was subliminally meant to keep the black kids in line, but really would make them respect the school less. Jennie walked past the school and grimaced at the sheer amount of trash the students would leave around, she passed several people walking their dogs or heading out for brunch. She got up to the big crossing where there was a Walgreens, and an old empty CVS they ran out of business, a bank, and a small strip of shitty walk in food places. Jennie hadn’t tried them herself, but she heard the Papa John’s was crawling with ants inside. 

As the light turned on indicating it was safe to cross Jennie jogged across. She went under the railroad tracks into the other side of town. The houses were just as big, but looked like they needed some love as her Nana put it. There was a big laundry mat by the food lion Jennie wishes was closer to her house. Being a little white girl she dealt with plenty of catcalling but ignored it knowing she’d be left alone because most of the guys here were black and they both knew how cops were. So she ignored them and they didn’t follow her. Jennie made it to Kloves house, a duplex that used to be a standalone colonial house. She checked her phone, nine-thirty, she was fifteen minutes early but that’s how she liked it. Jennie knocked on the door and heard Klove call her in. Klove’s place was cozy, small but homely, the walls were covered in family pictures or trophies from Klove’s parents or Klove and her older brother. He was much older, ten years older, and Jennie doesn’t know much about him.

“Heya dollface! You want something to eat? We got cereal?” Klove said hopping off the couch and heading for Jennie.

“Oh no, I’m alright. I had a small breakfast already.” Jennie lied, she knew she only had coffee but she wasn’t hungry and didn’t want to look bloated when they got there.

“Alright. I know better than to push you,” Klove said with a worried glint in her eye “oh Pops offered us a ride, I said yes because y’know it’d far as fuck”

“Language princess” Klove’s father said coming downstairs “Hey Jennie, next time have Klove get me to come pick you up it’s a long walk from your place isn’t it?” he said ruffling his daughter's untamed bed head. She stuck out her tongue at him and nodded in agreement.

“Oh, it’s alright Mr. Tannerson I don’t mind the walk, but I’ll ask Klove next time” Jennie replied trying to be polite. She was still just standing there waiting for Klove, who was drinking the milk from her cereal bowl.

“Alright, Jennie, I’m gonna go change into my suit then we can go! Dylan said we could be there by 10 right?” Klove asked. Jennie nodded in the affirmative. Klove was very hyper and quite rebellious, but she was always sensitive to the fact Jennie hated being late. Jennie appreciated it, she got sick of other people complaining about Jennie wanting to be on time to engagements. 

“Y’know, you’ve been a good influence of her” Mr. Tannerson said once he knew Klove was out of earshot. Jennie smiled, not knowing what to say. “I mean it, kiddo, I think she’s gonna do even better in school this year since you two are so much closer” It was true to be fair. Jennie would get frustrated with Klove, but wouldn’t push her away. On the contrary, Jennie helped Klove with her homework quite often, never doing it for her, always just explaining how it all works. Klove had begun to do better in classes as a result of Jennie’s persistence.

“Alrighty, old man, let’s get to the pool!” Klove said, jumping down the stairs. Mr. Tannerson downed the rest of his coffee and got up to grab his keys. Jennie glanced at her phone nine-forty-six, they’d get there at an acceptable time. Klove raced to the car and opened the door for Jennie, she was sweet like that. It was how Klove would say ‘I love and appreciate you’, doing stuff like this. Jennie hopped into the back of the car and Klove hopped into the seat next to her. 

“Ah, so I'm the chauffeur for you lovely ladies, am i?” Mr. Tannerson said, chuckling. Klove rolled her eyes, as Jennie buckled in. Since they got a ride, they made it right after ten. Jennie texted Dylan when they got there and he met them outside.

“Bye thank you!” the girls said in unison as Mr. Tannerson drove off, blowing a kiss to his daughter, laughing as her cheeks got red and she blew another raspberry at him.

[1ddotdhq]

🍌Wed 2 Dec ‘20💚

Harry Styles Reacts to Banana Innuendo Rumors by Making EVEN MORE Banana Innuendos part TWO

Good morning/evening/night to Harry’s post and Harry’s post ONLY! (Okay that’s not true but it was definitely a highlight of my day). In case people haven’t seen it yet, it’s Harry in a light blue custom made suit putting a penis banana in his mouth. The picture is captioned “Bring Back Manly Men” so take a suck on THAT Candace Owens! It was only one of many great pictures in his variety shoot (including another, um, fruity picture of him biting into a pomegranate okay Persephone we get it), but Harry did indeed choose That One to post on This, the day after banana necklace dickscourse, BLESS. Harry’s interview was a little more in depth than they have been in the past, touching upon his feelings on race (“Historically, I can’t think of any industry that’s benefited more off of Black culture than music. There are discussions that need to happen about this long history of not being paid fairly. It’s a time for listening, and hopefully, people will come out humbled, educated and willing to learn and change”), as well as his tattoos (the only time he regrets them is in the DWD makeup chair), his love of reading, fashion and art, his exercise routine (Kid Harpoon couldn’t keep up!),  and his feelings on success and acclaim (“It’s never why I do anything...it's always nice to know that people like what you’re doing, but ultimately — and especially working in a subjective field — I don’t put too much weight on that stuff...Fans are the best A&R”). 

The problems arose - as they so often do - when One Direction was mentioned. The article said that “The proof [of the band’s benefits] is in the relatively seamless solo transitions of at least three of its members- Payne, Malik and Horan in addition to Styles- each of whom has landed hit singles on charts in the U.K., the U.S. and beyond”. Leaving aside the bad math (that's 4 people!) one name, of course, is notably missing: Louis has in fact enjoyed quite a lot of success both with Walls (remember when his album went #1 on iTunes in the UK AND the US literally 2 months ago?) and his pre-Walls singles like “Back To You” and “Just Hold On”. It got worse because the author tried to back up her claim with Harry’s quote, “When you look at the history of people coming out of bands and starting solo careers, they feel this need to apologize for being in the band...but we loved being in the band...I think there’s a wont to pit people against each other. And I think it’s never been about that for us. It’s about a next step in evolution. The fact that we’ve all achieved different things outside of the band says a lot about how hard we worked in it”. By linking her own words with Harry's quote she made it seem as though Harry said it to agree with her biased take, which we'd know he didn't even if we hadn't heard him say this exact quote without that slant multiple times before. Fans were quick to point out both to the author and to Variety that they were wrong (to describe the reaction mildly), and the author rather than fixing the mistake, doubled down and began blocking fans. Plenty of people were quick to say that of course HSHQ and Harry had approved this content, despite more knowledgeable fans trying to be heard protesting that that is not how it works. (Remember how just recently Vogue got Harry’s whole ass FAMILY situation wrong and it was not corrected until after print, for example?) In fact, even the magazine didn't really proofread this- the print version of the article is different and says, “The proof is in the relatively seamless solo transitions of at least three of its members - Styles, Malik and Horan”, effectively erasing both Louis AND Liam. It's an annoying take either way, but it's one the author more than likely picked up by doing her research on harrie twitter, not on orders from Jeff.

And because we DO NOT STAND FOR LILO ERASURE ON THIS BLOG, let’s talk about Liam’s Web Summit panel! It was 25 minutes of Liam and Marian Dicus (VP of Spotify) being interviewed about the current and future state of the music industry. Both of them, of course, noted that things had changed very quickly in their careers back at the beginning of lockdown, and how it had seemed surreal, at first, but that Liam had found that the way he was operating now (with Veeps and Tik Tok and Instagram lives) had made his platform a two way interaction with his fans. “For a long time I've been living in a dream world where I thought I was speaking with my fans but really I was just talking at them whereas we as artists ask a lot of rhetorical questions... I wanted to start a conversation”. Marian discussed how engaging fans differently WAS one of the most difficult things to puzzle out at the beginning, but that as months have passed, it seems artists like Liam have found a viable virtual future in the music industry (Liam tells us that he's been doing “stadium size shows” on Veeps which is an exciting clue about the mystery of how many tickets they're selling). They also went into the way music trends change as a response to social and political occurrences, how comfort songs gave way to protest songs this summer. Liam said, “People want their artists to have an opinion nowadays it's not that we can stay out of the conversation anymore-- and nor do we feel that we should in many places-- but for me it's a fine line because I realize what I do for people is an escape, people don't want things rammed down their throats every day and news messages from me about things that they don't want to hear about if they've come to listen to music, so its a real fine line that we kind of teeter on”. And about his opening acts, he acknowledges that his fanbase are mostly young women (based on the data breakdowns he gets from his team), and so he feels a responsibility to mentor young female artists in the industry so that more people like his fans have a voice. In an interview full of really fascinating music and technical discussions, this remained my favorite moment from Liam. Just like we won’t erase HIM, he refuses to erase US! And let's not forget our Liam alarm of the day-- it starts out absolutely adorable (“good moooorning!”), is hilarious in that apparently he just rambled completely unscripted and then they awkwardly cut it into 25 parts, but today's installment is frankly not relaxing! “only 23 sleeps til christmas have you done your shopping are you prepared” excuse me Liam YOU ARE STRESSING ME OUT. The promised relaxing sleep story affirmations are still 'coming soon'-- hurry up please I need them to decompress after that alarm!

Now for a lightning round of epic proportions: DWD darling pictures and vids keep comin’ and Harry and Florence are both looking GORGEOUS as Jack and Alice,  after the Variety shoot dropped ‘THE CAPTION’, ‘BRING BACK MANLY MEN’, and ‘LOUIS IS SUCCESSFUL’ trended worldwide on twitter, Tan France said “yes please” to Harry's banana post, Harry reiterated that London was home and he didn’t want to be in LA for longer than he needed to,Variety has its virtual show tomorrow at 5 pm PST so see you there! Veeps is sending out emails promoting Louis’ show to people who bought LP show tickets, fans have already started to receive their Louis Tomlinson Live From London merch, Trinity College in Dublin’s Law society presented Niall with an award for, uh, his Irishness, I guess? (Just kidding, it’s for “his incredible talent and work ethics which is famously underscored by a distinct humility despite unthinkable success”). It looks like he will be giving a talk when he’s presented with it, and I’m honestly really interested to see what it’s all about - is he...gonna be talking to law students? Idk but tune in on December 7th at 12 pm GMT to find out!

[aliasimagines]

Hewwo, friend! In my country comes hot, stuffy weather🌞. So, I start imagine... Headcanons, what professions will have the main 6 on summer vacation?)

a/n: i hope you ment profession as in what summer jobs would they have. I also included some general summer headcanons. And this is a modern au + high school / college au where they are working over the summer, if it makes sense. 💕

Julian

he is a broke as medical student he sure as hell will use his time making some money cause he needs it

i want to say he works in a bar close to the beach

because that way he is close to the water and is working in a cool, rowdy environment

he finds that relaxing don't judge

he loves summer, he can swim, drink, have fun, relax a bit

he hates the sun tho, his skin is super sensitive also he doesn't really want to get tan because it ruins his goth vibe

wierd grungy, indie, emo, punk, pop rock concerts look out goth boi is comin'

will wear his boots in the biggest heat. It's not great but he is stubborn.

Muriel

it depends on where he is cause i can totally see him wanting to work around animals

so it really depends on what environment he is in during summer

he is on a farm? he will work his ass off, feed all the animals, clean there living spaces everything

he is in a city? he is working in a zoo or an animal shelter. he is doing everything he can for those animals you can bet on it.

i would also love if he met Inanna because he works at the shelter? it just strike me 🤷🏻‍♀️

he genuinely doesn't really like summer because he sweats a lot and that's not fun but he enjoys the cold drinks

in the new update we learned he is willing to go to a festival so drag his ass to one and make him enjoy the summer!

Asra

he loves summer! the heat, the crop tops, the fancy colorful drinks, all the people he can meet and just being free and carefree

i don't know man, i can't see him doing any other thing then reading tarot

maybe in this au he is the apprentice at a shop, how bout that

or i might could see him working in one those really awesome stores that a) always smell like incense b) sell all kinds of really amazing stuff like colorful clothes, and bags and lil statues of Buddha (no xd) and dream catchers (gosh i love dream catchers) and c) looks freaking aesthetic

I don't know what these shops called in general but i always pass one in the mall when I'm there with my dad and i always wanna go in and he always complains about the smell

sooo i got a little distracted there oops

asra much like jules would love to spend his time at concerts, festivals etc but he enjoys sitting outside at night maybe at the beach sipping on some wine with nadia or just enjoying the summer night and sky alone.

Nadia

she likes summer

She can wear all her beautiful dresses (i mean she always wears beautiful clothes)

although she might not be in actual need of money cause her family is super supportive and everything she still wants to work

maybe something with fashion? or as an intern at a big company? Idk i think she might even try something like a waitress

she loves chilling with asra during summer like i mentioned above and i can totally see them at festivals n shit

i just really love her and Asra's friendship

drinkin a cool rosé on a hot summer night is her thing™

Portia

she always has a fan with her during the summer months because a) they're fancy b) it's so goddamn warm she needs it or she'll faint.

imagine her working in a botanical garden? i think this idea is so cute

or even at the same bar as Julian, that would also be fun. and chaotic.

she. loves. swimming.

or just floating in /on the water. It is so freaking relaxing and refreshing to her you can't even imagine.

she especially loves the summer nights because there is just something about chilling with friends on the beach, looking at starts with Peppi in her lap

Lucio

working for the summer? Pff no. Except that yas. because mama Morga is bout kick his ass if he keeps living up his family's money.

so ends up working in a beauty salon cause he figured he is good at make up, skin care and hair care so why not?

he ends uo loving it

if you wanna gossip you go to Lucio, he has all the gossip. he knows every little shit about everyone

*while doing someone's hair and makeup*"Uh gurl no, you can do better than him i heard he haf like 5 partners in the last two weeks and always dumped them after the first date. But you babe? You slaying queen!"

he doesn't like getting sweaty so he hates that about summer (but who doesn't)

but he loves partying. (as we know) so whenever he is off work he is in house party, a concert, a festival, you name it. as long as tge place has colorful cocktails that look good on his insta he is fine.

hope you like it ❤️

[jasperwhitcock]

(Part 1/2) Maria (like Victoria, Caius, and other "antagonists") has always been one of my most disliked characters, but it was only recently that I saw posts saying she's Mexican so it's racist to dislike her. As ridiculous as it probably sounds, I didn't even recall that's she's actually Mexican, not just a vampire who's settled in Mexico. I just remembered her as a pretty white woman from the Eclipse movie.

mexican is not a race, so you can’t be “racist” towards mexicans, but you can be prejudiced towards mexicans (like...idk if you’ve ever heard of him, but trump?? great example of a prejudiced person against mexicans). latinx people can be of any race, ethnicity, or ancestry. depending on the person (like if they’re afrolatino), prejudice IS racism. the thing is, you can dislike maria without it automatically being prejudiced to dislike her. as long as, like you said, you dislike victoria, caius, and other characters who aren’t mexican for the same reason you dislike maria. the reason disliking maria becomes such a charged topic is because there have been and there are still people in the fandom who will praise someone like victoria and appreciate her vendetta, but then will bash maria because she “manipulated” their fave, jasper, a literal confederate soldier. at that point, it does become prejudiced to dislike maria. it’s also important to note that maria is a mexican character written by a white woman with little to no regard for any POC. we know this based on the racism integrated into the whole series (making jasper a confederate soldier, someone who supported, defended, and fought for the racist agenda of the south & was so eager to do so that he lied about his age to join early, the “perfect” characters in the saga being described as white with white backgrounds, her insistence on the cullens being casted as white people, only acquiescing to catherine hardwicke’s attempt for more diversity with some of the human students and specifically the villains like laurent, her treatment of the native characters in general which is so extensive like i can’t even just name it off easily/quickly in an ask. @vampireguarddogs has a great post where you can see a bunch of examples), so her account and characterization of maria is a little bit unreliable in that the fact she made a character who “manipulated” one of the cullens – the “good” guys in the series according to bella – mexican. that automatically imparts a negativity on her character because of how reading the books ur supposed to be biased towards liking the cullens. bella and the cullens are white, but this negative character is one of the only latin/hispanic characters in the series. (i know there’s like carmen & eleazar, but they’re pretty white washed). so we are supposed to accept that maria is just evil for her treatment of jasper when jasper again... is a confederate soldier. i understand that this series is super problematic which is why it’s complicated to like it or like most of the characters, but if we pick and choose what to like about certain characters, we can’t leave maria in the dust by choosing to stan edward or jasper or rosalie, but then being picky towards maria and what qualifies these characters to become “likable” again. like if we can acknowledge that rosalie was racist towards the pack (calling them “dogs”) but still admire her for being a badass, there’s no reason we shouldn’t be able to see why maria could also be a badass cool character. especially because if you look into her backstory, you see a woman that rises from pretty dire circumstances. she disobeyed the man who created her by choosing to independently create her own coven, her family and lover were destroyed leaving her alone, and she fought for her territory against the other southern vampires. (i may be a little off because it’s been forever since i read the twilight guide lol) i know @su-angelvicioso specifically is a big maria fan & she’s afrolatina so she can provide a lot more opinions on why maria is a cool character & can probably offer more insight on the overall question of your ask too!

anyways, i always understood & recognized maria in the movie (and books) as being mexican. in the books, she’s described as having a “slight olive tone to her pale skin, denoting a darker skin pigmentation in her human life.” which i mean that in itself is stupid and racist/prejudiced of smeyer to imply achieving physical perfection would bleach your skin of its pigment and melanin but. that’s not what this ask is about lmfao. the name maria is of latin origin (while this may not be exclusive, i think white people tend to have variations like mary and marie). it’s also a pretty stereotypical name to select for your only mexican character but i mean literally all of my tías’ first name is maria so imma keep my mouth shut on this one hehe. for real only my mom is not named maria bc to my abuelita they were like stop. enough is enough. u cannot name this child the same thing. she is claudia and claudia ONLY. she also does look like “not white” to me because of the features/colorings that are stereotypically considered latin/hispanic, but not all latinx or hispanic people have this coloring. the actress could be considered white passing since her skin is pretty light. also, the actress is colombian, not mexican.

ultimately, despite coloring and features that are considered stereotypically mexican/latin/hispanic, there actually are no traditional features that are indicative of a mexican/latin/hispanic person. there are white latinos, afrolatinos, indigenous latinos, etc. so there’s really no specific way to look at a person and be able to tell that they are latin or hispanic or not. (also not all hispanic/latin people overlap. latin includes brazil but excludes spain & hispanic includes spain but excludes brazil)

however, i will bring up the point that while a lot of latinx people can be considered “white passing,” it is important to note that with surgery and filler and tanning and trends, a lot of white people today are beginning to look more like POC. it’s not that non white people look like white people, it’s that white people are manipulating their appearance & looking like people of color.

[danceworshipper]

Kestra Fernera - HPMA Profile

(same universe as Lori)

Identity

Name: Kestra Alessa Fernera

Gender: Female (cis)

Age: Roughly 2000 years in total

Birthday (originally): August 23rd (leo)

Last Regeneration Date: June 18th

Species: Human, Phoenix Blood

Blood Status: Halfblood (originally)

Sexuality: Panromantic Demisexual

Alignment: Neutral Good

Ethnicity: Roman

Nationality: British

Residence: A modest townhome in a busy city

Personality Type: ENFJ - T (the protagonist)

Phoenix Blood Explanation

In her very first life, Kes was a ten year old girl walking the streets of Ancient Rome. She came across a strange, brightly colored bird that appeared to be made from fire itself. The bird had a deep gash in its stomach, and was dying (it was actually dying, not going to regenerate, as it has been stabbed). Kes thought this bird was some sort of godly creature, and tried everything she could to save it. On a last attempt, Kes forced all the magic she could muster into this bird's wound, nearly killing herself in the process. The bird was healed, and in turn, healed her. Kes was suddenly filled with the knowledge that the bird was a phoenix. It flew away for a short while and returned with a small, beautiful dagger that looked as though it was still molten. The knowledge of her immortality entered Kes' mind, as well as her immunity to fire. The dagger was the one thing that could kill her for real. As she took it, she burst up into flames, and when they died away, the phoenix was gone, leaving only a single feather behind. From that point on she had the mark of the phoenix on her chest, and could control fire as though it was part of her. This event occurred on her birthday, which just so happened to be the Vuncanalia. Many people took notice of this and declared her blessed by Vulcan himself, and brought her to live in his temple. She was protected and praised as the chosen one, and each regeneration after was treated similarly until Rome fell. The only two items she was able to save when her city fell were the dagger and the feather.

When Kes regenerates, her memories are lost and the mark disappears. On August 23rd of the year she is/will be ten years old for that regeneration, she enters a "memory fever" where her hands light up with fire, her eyes turned molten, and she goes back for a moment to her first life when she saved that phoenix as the marks burns back into her skin. She remembers key elements from some of her previous regenerations, but the only clear memory is the day she was blessed. The power that runs through her knocks her out for days, and in that time, the fire powers given to her redevelop. Her chosen goal is to learn the one answer that seems impossible: what truly is the purpose of life? Besides for this, she just wants to remember everything. The loss of her memory is the one thing that consistently haunts her through regenerations.

The Mage

Wand: Pine, phoenix, 13 3/4 inches, pliant. The feather is the one from the phoenix she saved in her first life, formed into a wand after the use of them became more wide spread. The wand itself is very light colored, smooth and strangely sharp at the end. It's the only wand she has ever owned, though she's not always sure how it gets back to her. After she wakes up from her memory fever this time around, she is able to unlock the chest her past self locked both it and the dagger in

Animagus: none yet, will eventually be a (you guessed it) phoenix

Misc. Magical Abilities: Strong fire magic. She does not need spells when dealing with flames, and fire will not hurt her

Boggart Form: A pile of ashes. Her worst fear is dying before she's ready

Riddikulus Form: Confetti

Amortentia (what they smell like): a campfire, herbs, and cinnamon

Amortentia (what they smell): currently parchment, old books, and metal. This will change as she gets older, as these are simply nostalgic smells

Patronus: Phoenix (duh)

Patronus Memory: One of the only memories from her first life she clearly remembers every regeneration: the day the phoenix blessed her. She could feel her own soul separate from her body, which felt absolutely euphoric - the most intense sort of pleasure she had ever felt

Mirror of Erised: Herself, looking tired and happy, holding the dagger in her hand. She's remembered everything, learned everything, and she's finally ready to pass on

Specialized/Favorite Spells:

- Aguamenti: not a favorite, but she had to perfect it because she's a hazard

- Expecto Patronum: she knows her patronus is that specific phoenix, long moved on from the earth. She misses her sometimes, and casts the spell just to see her and feel reassured

- Fiendfyre: it can't hurt her, so once she finds the Room of Requirement that's the first spell she's going to practice. Eventually, it will be as easy as snapping her fingers

- Reparo: for accidents

Appearance

(art by @kathrynalicemc , who originally created Kestra and then gave her to me)

Height: When done growing, 5'11"

Weight: When done growing, 146 lbs

Physique: Thin with visible muscles, long legs

Eye Color: After her memory fever, bright golden/orange like fire. Kinda scary to look at for most people. Originally hazel, and when she goes out she sometimes glamors them back so as not to draw attention

Hair Color: Black, thick and wavy

Skin Tone: Tan and absolutely covered in freckles

Body Modifications: the mark from the phoenix just below her left collarbone, multiple ear piercings

Scarring: Faded slashes across her back from her first life. They were given to her by her muggle father, who raged and whipped her when he discovered her mother's lies. After Kes became "chosen" he was burned to death as a sacrifice to Vulcan, and her mother was protected for the rest of her life at Kes' request. These scars will never go away, but they're only barely noticeable. They remind her who she was, and the magic seems to know how important they are to her

Inventory:

- her dagger, in its sheath and wrapped in silk

- her wand

- pomegranate lip balm

- loose change

- raw crystals to fidget with

- a snack of some sort

Fashion: When not in uniform, Kes likes to look good. She wears mostly autumnal colors and prefers fitted clothes to loose ones. As she gets older she starts to toe the line between school appropriate and not school appropriate as much as possible. She much prefers pants to skirts, and she loves high heels. She likes to have a subtle elegant tone to her makeup, in contrast to whatever the hell is going on with her hair, which is usually kept in either a low ponytail or a messy bun. Kes also wears flashy jewelry constantly, and likes to have her nails short, neat, and painted

Allegiances

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff

Allegiances/Organizations:

- Fernera Family

- High Priestesses of Vulcan (the group is all gone now, of course, but Kes keeps up a few traditions as a tribute to her past self)

Professions:

- Student (currently)

- Rescuer (future)

- Musician (future)

Hogwarts Information

Class Proficiencies:

- Astronomy: O

- Charms: E

- Defense Against the Dark Arts: E

- Herbology: A

- History of Magic: O

- Potions: E

- Transfiguration: E

Electives: none yet

Quidditch: she plays in her free time, but never joins a team

Extra Curricular:

- Music Club

- Yoga Club

Favorite Professor: TBD because idk who's in the game yet

Least Favorite Professor: TBD

Relationships

"Mother": Sarina Penelope Fernera

- is actually the youngest of Kestra's great grandchildren. When Kes regenerates it's the duty of the youngest (adult) living member of her family to raise her again

- Sarina was only just an adult when Kes regenerated, but family tradition demanded she take over

- She's one of the few people to have watched Kes die and come back, as Kes normally likes to be alone

- It scared the crap out of her

- She got help from her older brothers raising Kes so that she could pursue a career in Healing

- A year before Kes would remember who she was, Sarina fell in love with a muggle named Derrick Credian

- She had some explaining to do when her "daughter's" hands caught on fire and she started screeching about a dying phoenix in the middle of breakfast

- He's a nice guy though, and he's open to learning more about the wizarding world

"Uncle": Harold Atticus Fernera

- Five years older than Sarina

- Historian

- Has been researching to see if there are any other known Phoenix Bloods, but there seem to be no record of them

- Took on most of the extra babysitting for Sarina

- Married with a young son

"Uncle": Sebastian Noah Fernera

- Eight years older than Sarina

- Cursebreaker

- A bit less of a decent dude, jealous of Kes' power, you know how it is

- Even if he did find a dying phoenix to bless him it probably wouldn't. He's not pure of heart enough

- Divorced, no kids

Love Interest: possibly Lori, but subject to change

Best Friend: TBD

Rival: TBD

Enemy: TBD

Dormmates: TBD

Pets: a fire salamander named Spark. He's not technically allowed but who's going to stop her? She's the most qualified person to handle a creature like that

Closest Canon Friends: TBD

Closest Noncanon Friend: Oleander Loris

- They really don't get along at first

- Lori is TERRIFIED of fire, so that's inconvenient

- Kes actually wants to be friend with this girl, but Lori isn't having it

- Lori attacks Kes outside once and gets three months detention

- She's just afraid

- They don't become friends until the summer after third year, when Lori gets trapped in a burning building that Kes just so happens to be passing by

- Kes hears screaming and runs directly into the building past the muggle firefighters (she's glamored, so they all try to stop her)

- She finds Lori, and she uses her fire powers to keep the flames away while they get out

- The glamor fades away, the muggles freak out and need to be Obliviated

- Now, instead of someone to be scared of, Lori sees Kestra as a safe place, the one person that instead of Lori protecting them, it's Kes protecting Lori

- The professors are very confused by this development

- It's this incident that makes Kes want to be a rescuer

Closest MC Friends: None yet, but they're welcome!

Storyline

Pre Hogwarts:

- Kes can't remember how many lives she's had, but she knows it's been a lot

- Her childhood this time around was fairly quiet. Her and her mother were very close (it almost felt as if she'd already known her)

- She would have strange dreams at night, and she knew things she shouldn't be able to know

- Her mother would sometimes stare at her chest, and Kes didn't understand why

- Then on August 23rd when she was ten years old, she saw her mother fully panic

- Kes looked down at her chest, saw the phoenix mark, and it triggered her memory fever

- After she collapsed, she didn't wake up for a week

- Now that she knew, Sarina gave Kes the previous regeneration's old diary, thinking that Kes would be the best person to explain to Kes what was happening fully

- Even with her new memories, it took Kes a while to wrap her head around the concept

- Now she's ready to figure out as much as she can in order to use this life to the fullest

1st Year: TBD

2nd Year: TBD

3rd Year: TBD

4th Year: TBD

5th Year: TBD

6th Year: TBD

7th Year: TBD

Post Hogwarts:

- Directly out of Hogwarts Kes offers her services to the Ministry as a Rescuer. She's sent in whenever there's an issue related to fire, including important muggle rescues

- In her spare time she plays piano for random groups and performances. She never sticks to one place because of her Rescuer job, but she loves to perform whenever she can

- She gets married and adopts some kids. She's birthed many kids in previous regenerations, but this time around she doesn't want to be unavailable for a rescue while pregnant

Old Age and Death: Unfortunately, Kes hasn't done all that she's strived for, so her 'death' is only a regeneration. Once she considers this regeneration over, she locks her important things in her chest, makes arrangements for her new self to be raised, and slits her own throat to burn away. Someday she'll be able to use her dagger, but not this time. She doesn't have to kill herself to regenerate, but she's been feeling sick this time around and would rather choose when to burn instead of having it happen at a bad time

Personality

- extroverted

- optimistic

- confident

- compassionate

- can also kick ass

- goal oriented

- trusting

- it seems as though she daydreams a lot, but she's actually trying to remember as much as she can from her past lives in order to make this one the best it can be

- has a hard time apologizing

- surprisingly she has a bad temper, but she controls it well

Misc Information

- Kes discovered her attraction to girls way before her attraction to boys

- Like, regenerations earlier

- As one of the high priestesses, no man was allowed to touch her, so she spent most of her time surrounded by other women that were kept away from men... you can see where this is going

- It wasn't until Rome fell and they all had to scatter that she first fell in love with a man

- There wasn't really a good word for it back then, but she knew she loved men, women, and everyone in between

- Her favorite color is a dark red - in fact, she wears so much red that people often mistake her for a Gryffindor

- She's been in each of the Hogwarts Houses many times

- She can't remember it, but she was sorted into Hufflepuff her first time around

- Kes found her salamander, Spark, when she got lost in Knockturn Alley

- She stumbled upon a poacher selling rare and dangerous creatures

- She did not buy Spark. She melted the bars of his cage and stole him, and then reported the poacher to the authorities, selfishly keeping Spark to herself

- He loves her so much, and she loves him

- Sometimes she conjures fire without even realizing it, which is part of why she keeps crystals in her bag to fidget with

- Fire is kind of a hazard in a library after all, and she can't risk being seen playing with fire by a muggle when she's out in their world

- She still sometimes has nightmares of when her first father whipped her and her mother

[guilianafms]

            new  york’s  very  own  guiliana  rasananda  was  spotted  on  broadway  street  in  gucci  marmont  logo - embellished  leather  sandals  .  your  resemblance  to  lalisa  manoban  is  unreal  .  according  to  tmz  ,  you  just  had  your  twenty  third  birthday  bash  .  while  living  in  nyc  ,  you’ve  been  labeled  as  being  doctrinaire  ,  but  also  pragmatic  .  i  guess  being  an  aquarius  explains  that .  three  things  that  would  paint  a  better  picture  of  you  would  be  the  lingering  scent  of  her  perfume  after  she’s  long  gone  ,  a  fenty  beauty  gloss  bomb  as  her  staple  to  any  makeup  look  ,  and  the  glitter  of  diamond  encrusted  jewelry  on  tanned  skin  .

            hello  ladies  ,  gents  ,  and  nonbinary  pals  !  my  name’s  jin  and  i’m  super  stoked  to  be  here  !  i’ve  seen  this  group  in  the  tags  over  the  years  ,  and  i  decided  that  it  was  high  time  for  me  to  slide  in  (  and  now  that  my  school’s  closed  ....  indefinitely  ....  i’ve  got  the  time  )  .  giuliana  is  fairly  new  so  i’m  still  working  out  some  kinks  that  may  arise  ,  but  i  have  a  pretty  good  idea  of  the  direction  i  want  her  to  go  in  !  i  can’t  believe  that  this  is  my  first  time  playing  lalisa  in  a  couple  of  years  ,  but  since  the  chance  arose  ,  i  decided  to  take  it  .  i  won’t  chat  too  much  ,  and  i  need  to  make  a  new  d.iscord  since  i  forgot  the  password  to  my  old  one  but  if  anyone  wants  to  plot  ,  feel  free  to  slide  into  my  dms  (  or  i’ll  slide  into  yours  !  )

basic  information  .

FULL  NAME  :  guiliana  kanya  rasananda  .

NICKNAME(S)  :  gigi  ,  lia  ,  liana  ,  ana  .

BIRTHDATE  +  AGE  :  february  12th  +  23  .

ZODIAC  :  aquarius  .

HOMETOWN  :  new  york  ,  ny  .

GENDER  :  cis  female  .

NATIONALITY  :  thai - american  .

ETHNICITY  :  thai  .

HEIGHT  :  5′6″  .

LABEL(S)  :  the  amaranth  ,  the  vixen  ,  the  trust  fund  baby  ,  and  the  princess  .

ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION  :  biromantic  .

SEXUAL  ORIENTATION  :  bisexual  .

LANGUAGE(S)  SPOKEN  :  english  ,  thai  ,  japanese  ,  and  learning  spanish  .

OCCUPATION  :  socialite  ,  ‘  model  ’  ,  and  youtuber  /  social  media  influencer  .

POSITIVES  :  clear - headed  ,  assiduous  ,  self - reliant  ,  pragmatic  ,  and  cosmopolitan  .

NEGATIVES  :  disputatious  ,  exigent  ,  doctrinaire  ,  selfish  ,  and  unscrupulous  .

PLAYLIST  :  roxanne  /  arizona  zervas  ,  bad  guy  /  billie  eilish  ,  body  /  loud  luxury  ft.  brando  ,  nasa  /  ariana  grande  ,  mother’s  daughter  /  miley  cyrus  ,  sway  with  me  /  saweetie  w.  galxara  ,  say  so  /  doja  cat  ,  mad  at  me.  /  kiana  ledé  ,  apeshit  /  the  carters  ,  elastic  /  joey  purp  ,  watermelon  sugar  /  harry  styles  ,  ain’t  my  fault  /  zara  larsson  ,  lemon  /  n.e.r.d.  ft.  rihanna  /  nice  for  what  /  drake  ,  sugar  /  brockhampton  ,  icon  /  jaden  smith  ,  zimzalabim  /  red  velvet  ,  come  thru  /  joji  ,  in  my  head  /  ariana  grande  ,  broke  bitch  /  tiny  meat  gang  ,  honey  /  lay  ,  deserve  /  kris  wu  ft.  travis  scott  .

biography  .

let’s  see  if  we  can  keep  this  short  ,  am  i  right  ladies  ?

ratana  saelim  has  humble  beginnings  in  bangkok  .  her  parents  owned  a  small  restaurant  in  their  neighborhood  ,  and  they  lived  comfortably  ,  but ratana  still  had  to  work  hard  to  ensure  that  she  got  into  college  and  could  stay  in   college  .  she  often  did  her  homework  behind  the  counter  of  the  restaurant  ,  and  eventually  went  on  to  attend  bangkok  university  .

she  met  her  future  husband  at  bangkok  university  ,  a  fellow  student  named  kamnan  rasananda  .  he  was  studying  business  while  she  was  studying  law  .  in  contrast  to  ratana  ,  kamnan  grew  up  in  an  extremely  affluent  home  and  was  set  to  inherit  his  family’s  company  .  he  was  a  year  older  than  ratana  ,  and  the  two  got  married  after  her  graduation  with  her  master’s  degree  .  they  settled  in  bangkok  following  their  wedding  .

the  years  passed  ,  and  the  couple  established  themselves  in  their  respective  fields  .  kamnan  started  his  own  business  in  real  estate  and  construction  ,  so  they  decided  to  expand  out  of  asia  and  into  the  states  .  they  made  their  home  new  york  city  ,  and  settled  easily  into  a  multi - million  dollar  penthouse  on  the  upper  east  side  .  since  they  were  to  focused  on  their  careers  ,  it  wasn’t  until  they  reached  their  mid - thirties  when  they  had  their  first  and  only  child  ,  a  daughter  they  named  guiliana  .

guiliana  was  a  beautiful  little  baby  who  has  an  infectious  personality  while  growing  up  .  ratana  and  kamnan  may  have  been  busy  people  ,  but  they  never  had  an  issue  with  putting  work  on  pause  to  spend  time  with  their  daughter  .  the  couple  supported  their  daughter  in  everything  that  she  did  ,  and  that  even  included  when  she  turned  fourteen  and  decided  that  she  wanted  to  start  doing  youtube  videos  . 

going  through  high  school  ,  guiliana  had  been  a  member  of  the  photography  and  yearbook  clubs  ,  and  this  was  at  the  same  time  that  she  started  to  truly  focus  on  her  channel  .  of  course  ,  her  content  at  the  time  was  quite  cringy  (  shoutout  to  that  one  song  that  everyone  used  in  morning  routines  )  .  as  the  years  passed  ,  she  obtained  the  right  equipment  to  make  her  content  better  .

by  her  senior  year  of  high  school  ,  her  channel  grew  to  massive  numbers  .  she  dropped  the  makeup  videos  since  she  found  that  she  was  more  interested  in  fashion  than  makeup  ,  and  was  comfortable  with  sharing  her  personal  style  .  she  got  a  lot  of  backlash  because  she  grew  up  rich  and  people  often  felt  that  she  was  ‘  flaunting  ’  her  lifestyle  ,  but  really  ,  most  of  her  clothes  from  the  places  that  were  often  the  rage  at  the  time  (  urban  outfitters  ,  brandy  ,  etc  )  with  the  occasional  luxury  piece  like  a  purse  or  something  .

now  ,   she  isn’t  that  active  on  youtube  anymore  since  she’s  grown  into  more  of  a  socialite  ,  but  she’ll  still  do  weekly  vlogs  ,  catching  up  videos  ,  and  her  fashion  videos  .  despite  not  being  that  active  ,  her  channel  is  still  growing  and  has  now  amassed  five  million  subscribers  .

personality  .

guiliana  has  been  a  part  of  youtube  since  she  was  a  fourteen  year  old  ,  so  she’s  been  able  to  start  ignoring  the  haters  !  quite  honestly  has  the  most  idgaf  attitude  towards  people  who  have  anything  to  say  about  her  only  showing  luxury  outfits  and  such  on  her  channel  .  that’s  all  she  knows  since  she  grew  up  in  that  ,  but  quite  frankly  she  doesn’t  care  !

out  of  all  of  her  labels  ,  i’d  say  she  mostly  resonates  with  the  trust  fund  baby  .  outside  of  her  youtube  channel  ,  guiliana  doesn’t  do  much  other  than  spend  money  and  sleep  until  eleven  so  don’t  expect  her  to  be  out  there  making  businesswoman  moves  .

don’t  give  her  a  compliment  because  what’s  the  saying  ...  give  her  an  inch  and  she’ll  take  a  mile  ?  that’s  guiliana  to  a  T  !  she  knows  that  she’s  cute  and  her  parents  have  only  ever  praised  her  ,  so  she’s  got  something  of  an  over  inflated  ego  at  times  .  she  can  go  on  and  on  ,  so  please  tell  her  ass  to  shut  up  if  she  starts  taking  it too  far  !

headcanons  .

a  born  and  bred  new  yorker  ,  guiliana  doesn’t  possess  a  driver’s  license  .  she  gets  driven  around  in  a  bentley  bentayga  and  when  her  driver’s  not  available  ,  she  exclusively  uses  uber  black to  get  around  the  city  .

her  style  is  pretty  similar  to  lisa’s  where  one  day  she’s  exclusively  wearing  streetwear  ,  another  day  she’s  a  bit  more  feminine  ,  and  then  sometimes  she’s  wearing  pieces  straight  off  the  runway  !  when  it  comes  to  her  more  feminine  style  i  think  of  the  youtuber  kerina  wang  .

she’s  most  comfortable  when  she’s  in  her  apartment  .  usually  ,  she’s  only  wearing  a  lingerie  set  (  not  the  entire  thing  )  and  lounging  around  .  she’ll  throw  on  a  robe  or  something  to  answer  the  door  ,  so  just  call  her  ahead  of  time  .

i  can’t  make  up  my  mind  on  how  guiliana  usually  has  her  hair  (  since  lisa  switches  between  long  and  short  )  so  we’ll  just  say  that  she  gets  extensions  a  lot  !  currently  ,  i  love  her  long  brown  hair  so  click  for  reference  here  .

she  has  no  real  plans  for  the  future  ?  she’s  kinda  of  taking  it  day  by  day  and  enjoying  her  twenties  while  she  has  them  .  right  now  her  main  focus  is  her  instagram  and  her  youtube  ,  and  she  has  no  real  aspirations  to  do  anything  outside  of  that  at  the  moment  .

never  leaves  the  house  without  wearing  a  pair  of  heels  ?  even  when  it’s  cold  outside  ,  she’s  wearing  ankle  boots  with  a  heel  or  the  ever  elegant  over - the - knee  boots  .  

her  go - to  drink  from  starbucks  is  a  cold  brew  with  vanilla  sweet  cream  .  she  doesn’t  drink  coffee  with  sugar  .

wanted  connections  .

            i’ll  more  than  likely  end  up  reblogging  things  into  the  tag  i  made  for  these  ,  but  since  there’s  nothing  there  right  now  ,  i’ll  just  list  off  some  specifics  that  i’d  love  to  have  !  if  none  of  these  are  to  your  taste  ,  we  could  always  brainstorm  ,  work  off  chemistry  ,  or  let  me  know  if  there’s  something  that  you  think  guiliana  could  fill  !

i  might  end  up  sending  this  in  to  the  main  ,  but  i’d  love  to  have  the  fiancé  that  she  left  at  the  altar  !  truth  be  told  ,  i  kind  of  feel  as  though  she  may  have  done  it  simply  because  she  finally  realized  that  things  were  moving  too  fast  and  she  kinda  of  needed  to  pump  the  breaks  ?  she  definitely  didn’t  do  it  in  the  best  way  ,  but  it  could  be  an  interesting  relationship  /  dynamic  to  explore  .

she’s  been  in  new  york  since  forever  so  i  just  imagine  there  being  a  slew  of  connections  stemming  from  that  ?  friendships  ,  rivalries  ,  and  romantic  connections  !  idk  why  i  love  them  so  much  ,  but  i’d  really  love  for  her  to  have  an  ex  best  friend  .  we  can  determine  why  their  friendship  ended  ,  but  i  really  love  exploring  the  demise  of  relationships  .

my  brain  is  blanking  so  🤠  .

[love-hope-faith-feels-like-a-lie]

50 questions you’ve never been asked! 

Tagged by the lovely  @lorelaigilmo, thanks 💕

1. what is the colour of your hairbrush? Black because I’m basic like that.

2. a food you never eat? Tomatoes and mushrooms are just a no no for me. 

3. are you typically too warm or too cold? Too cold, to the point my mum gets worried sometimes at me being so cold.

4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? Reading. 

5. what is your favourite candy bar? Kinder bueno is the first thing that came to mind, so I guess that. 

6. have you ever been to a professional sports event? Nope. 

7. what is the last thing you said out loud? ‘She didn’t even close the door properly.’ I said that to myself as I got up to close my bedroom door. 

8. what is your favourite ice cream? Idk, there are so many good flavours that I love, so I guess anything with cookie dough.

9. what was the last thing you had to drink? Some H2O.

10. do you like your wallet? Yeah, I’ve had it for years now and I really need to get a new one but haven’t gotten around to doing so. 

11. what was the last thing you ate? French toast.

12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? Nope, of course not. Why would you think that? Definitely not planning on buying clothes this week too, haha, totally not. 

13. the last sporting event you watched? There was some sort of football match on tv, but I stood up and left the room when it was on tv. Wasn’t in the mood to watch any sports. 

14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? My go to for movie night is sweet. But if I’m making my own, i’ll add so butter on it and add sugar which is really nice. I also quite enjoy the carmel one but rip to my teeth anytime I have any.

15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? My bestie.

16. ever go camping? I’ve never been but I really want to.

17. do you take vitamins? Use to take them on and off but recently I’ve been consistent in taking them.

18. do you go to church every sunday? Nope, but I keep telling myself that I really should and that I will, but when sunday comes round I don’t go. Mostly because I’m lazy as hell.

19. do you have a tan? I wished. I usually get a little bit of a tan when I go on holiday during the summer but right now I’m looking like Casper. At least i’m friendly.

20. do you prefer chinese food or pizza? Pizza is always my go to because It’s what I have more of but love them both and if given the choice I’ll happily feast on both. 

21. do you drink your soda with a straw? I can do but I hardly ever drink sodas. They’re not really something I enjoy drinking. 

22. what colour socks do you usually wear? A mixture of colours, from black to light pink. Currently wearing light blue socks. 

23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? I don’t drive, yet.

24. what terrifies you? Dying. Not being good enough. Failing. A whole lot of stuff that if I keep going will open a can of worms that I won’t be able to shut. 

25. look to your left, what do you see? My water bottle, glass with water in it and a Gilmore girls framed poster one of my besties got me for my bday, all on my table.

26. what chore do you hate? Don’t really hate any. Kinda like cleaning. Yep, I’m weird like that but cleaning the bathroom is always long so I guess that’s my least favourite. 

27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? I think about Chase from House Md. 

28. what’s your favourite soda? Not really into sodas, like I rather just have a soft drink or even water but If I had to pick it would be coca-cola cherry.

29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? Well, I don’t have a car so I have no choice but to walk in like a scrub.

30. who’s the last person you talked to? My Mum.

31. favourite cut of beef? Idk, as long as it’s cooked well and tastes good I kinda don’t care.

32. last song you listened to? Currently listening to Hardest to Love, by The Weeknd. 

33. last book you read? Finished Red Queen by Christina Henry the other day and started her new book Looking Glass. 

34. favourite day of the week? It’s currently Wednesday because that’s when Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist airs in the UK. But when I was still in Uni it was Friday because that’s when I had my classic movie nights. 

35. can you say the alphabet backwards? Not without struggling the whole time.

36. how do you like your coffee? I don’t. I’m not a coffee girl which is sad because Lorelai and Rory would definitely be disappointed but oh wells, it just doesn’t agree with me. 

37. favourite pair of shoes? My navy and black converses. I’ve used my navy ones so much that the colour on them look more like a really dirty light blue. Really need to buy new ones. Maybe that might be my next shopping purchase.

38. at what time do you normally go to bed? Around 12-1am but that might change once I’ve finished with my uni exam. 

39. at what time do you normally get up? Around 8-9 am

40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunsets because i’m very up early to see the sunrise but it's nice too. 

41. how many blankets are on your bed? Normally one but it’s been oddly warm lately here and I’ve had to take it off the bed or I would have melted. 

42. describe your kitchen plates. Mostly white, but we also have some polka dot ones

43. do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? Any cocktail really. Gin Martini is pretty good the odd times I’ve made some for me and my mum. 

44. do you play cards? Yeah, I love card games. Fav is Blackjack (Switch) played it a lot with my friends back in the day.

45. what colour is your car? We don’t have a car in London but our family car in Madeira is blue with a slight hint of green in it. 

46. can you change a tire? Nope but I’ve helped my dad change one last summer. 

47. what is your favourite province? *Shrugs* No idea. 

48. favourite job you’ve ever had? Probably when I was helping with the summer school program at my school, that was years ago but it was fun and it’s crazy I was getting paid for basically just chilling with other students. 

49. how did you get your biggest scar? Burnt my arm on the iron. My mum had just used it and it was on the window so it could cool down. I didn’t know it was hot and when I passed by my arm hit the edge of the iron and burned it. 

50. what did you do today that made someone else happy? Helped my mum with some stuff she needed. 

This was fun to do and longer than expected. 

Tagging: @schnoogles @property-of-jason-todd @supernovaexplosion @harleyquins @regalmadness and anymore who wants to do this too, go ahead. 

[vacuousauto]

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tysm for tha ask molli!! ill talk abt kny here bc its takin over my life rn qwq

spoilers ahead 4 tha whole series!!

📃 what is the plot of your hyperfixation? and is it a movie, game, show, etc?

kny is a manga w an anime adaptation thats had 1 season so far n a movies bein made of my fav arc!! (also this plot desc may not b perfect bc i havent read it in like 4 months)

its abt a boy called tanjirou whos whole family got killed by a demon, n his sister nezuko got turned into a demon (which fun fact: in kimetsu theyre man-eatin creatures w different powers called blood demon arts!!)

hes sent by giyuu (a demon slayer!) 2 join tha demon slayer corps so hell become stronger n mayb get a little revenge. as a treat (and also mayb find a way 2 turn nezuko human?)

as he trains he learns how 2 do water breathing (a sword technique taught by him n giyuus mentor, urokodaki) n his final challenge is 2 cut a massive boulder in half w his sword

its real hard 4 him (as u can imagine) so 2 kids in fox masks named sabito n makomo come n help him, but after tanjirou cuts tha rock n tells urokodaki abt him its revealed theyre dead???

@ final selection (basically a demon slayer entrance exam where u win by surviving on a demon-infested mountain 4 seven days) he learns from a real fucked up demon that hes exclusively been targetin urokodakis students n that not even sabito could slice its neck open?? (thats how him n makomo died)

after tanjirou kills tha demon n basically puts all tha water breath students’ souls @ peace he passes tha exam!! its been 7 days n now he gets his nichirin blade (the only kinda sword that can kill a demon, tha only 2 ways they can die is thru a slice 2 tha neck from a nichirin blade n sunlight)

turns out nezuko was turned by the strongest demon of all, michael jackson muzan kibutsuji, n so he sets out 2 hunt him down n try 2 kill him

but he aint so strong @ first so he needs 2 try 2 take down tha twelve kizuki first (the 12 strongest demons besides muzan)

another reason he needs 2 kill tha kizuki is 2 gather their blood for a demon named tamayo n her assistant yushirou!! tamayo can make a cure if tanjirou can gather blood samples 4 her (the stronger tha demon tha more of muzans blood they have so hes gonna have 2 aim high)

he meets a bunch more slayers along tha way, includin zenitsu (a scaredy cat thunder breath user who basically simps 4 nezuko n becomes a badass when hes asleep) n inosuke (a rowdy beast breath user who wears a boar mask n lived in tha mountains)

after lower moon 5 gets killed by giyuu, nezuko unlocks her blood demon art (exploding blood!) n tanjirou remembers how 2 use tha hinokami kagura, him n nezuko get captured by a slayer called shinobu qwq

turns out she n giyuu are 2 of the nine hashira, the strongest of all tha demon slayers!! but theyre all havin a debate over whether they should kill tanjirou n nezuko 4 goin against corps rules n travelin w a demon

eventually oyakata-sama (tha leader of tha slayer corps) comes in n tells em its ok, urokodaki sent a letter explainin that nezukos never hurt anyone n if she does, tanjirou giyuu n urokodaki all have 2 die basically

oyakata-sama also tells em that tanjirous met kibutsuji, at which everyone goes feral at (and understandably, none of em had ever even seen him before hes that elusive)

so they get 2 live bc theyre like. tha best hope the slayers have @ findin kibutsuji

the rest of the hashira are kyoujurou (flame), muichirou (mist), mitsuri (love), obanai (serpent), gyoumei (stone), tengen (sound) n sanemi (wind)

theres also kanao (shinobus pupil, flower breathing) n genya (sanemis brother, eats demons 2 gain power n basically become a demon temporarily, also He Has A Gun)

ive gone on a lot here so ill try 2 keep it brief now but i HAVE 2 explain infinity train or ill die (slight suicide tw but no one actually does that outside of dreams)

BASICALLY the lower 6 moons have a meetin @ kibutsujis infinity castle, muzan decides 2 dismantle tha lower moons bc they keep fuckign dying

all of em get their shit wrecked except enmu, who avoided death by usin muzans “dont tell me what 2 do” rule against him n beggin 4 death basically

so he gets a metric fuckton o blood n goes off 2 kill tanjirou

turns out he keeps killin people on his train n kyos gone 2 investigate!! the main gang (the kamaboko gang as the fandom calls it) are there too bc tanjirou needs 2 investigate what hinokami kagura really is (turns out its sun breathing, the og form and ones that only folks w the same mark on his forehead can use) n if anyone knows abt the alleged “fire breathing” as they know it rn its the fire hashira!!

so they get on tha train (inosukes lovin tha experience bc hes Literally Never Seen A Train Before) n kyo basically adopts the whole group

they take some tickets n promptly fall asleep HERES WHERE ENMUS DEMON ART COMES INTO PLAY!!! DREAM MANIPULATION BABEYYY

BASICALLY he can make people fall asleep in a buncha ways (the mouths on his hands, his weird eye thingies, the tickets) n once thats happened he n his henchmen can access said dreams (he can even control em!!) n if they find tha “spiritual core” they can destroy it n essentially leave em as an empty shell thatll never wake up!! yaaaaaay /s

he fails bc tanjirou realises a way out n its by cuttin his own head off in his dream, eventually everyones awake again n tanjirou finds enmu on tha roof(?) of tha train

after a while he does manage 2 decapitate him but surprise!!! hes not dead

turns out he literally FUSED WITH THA TRAIN n is plannin on eatin everyone inside, includin kyo n the gang

but he doesnt bc Main Protags Cant Die(tm) n dies while complainin that he wants a redo (sorry enmu, ily but u cant turn back time unless ur yoshikage kira)

also sidenote enmus tha only kizuki w/o a canon backstory as far as i can remember and????? H??

ANYWHO after that whole debacle basketball akaza (UPPER moon 3) shows himself!!! FUCK

n after all that struggle against the 8th strongest demon of all time now they gotta deal w tha 4th strongest????? damn,

so yeah it goes how youd imagine, its a tough fuckin battle n its Not Fun but it turns out kyoujurou fucking dies n i genuinely didnt realise until he said “kamado my boy, lets have one final chat” bc i was so in denial n lets face it i still am now

long story short idk how im gonna manage 2 get thru the movie w/o breakin down @ the end

anyway after that horrible horrible time tanjirou goes n meets senjurou, kyos little bro, who gives him kyos sword guard thing (its shaped like a flame!!) n i havent read it in a while so i cant FULLY remember but i think this is where he learns abt sun breathing??

after that they end up goin on a mission in tha red light district w tengen, his 3 wives are there 2 serve as spies (theyre kunoichi, which i think are ninjas of some kind??) n the boys have 2 find em

they do manage 2 find em but not after runnin into upper moon 6, who are 2 twins called daki n gyuutarou

after that fight tengen has 2 retire bc he got fucked up p bad from that fight n he wants 2 make sure tha girls are ok above all

so after that arc tanjirou n nezuko go down 2 tha swordsmith village (bc the guy who usually makes his swords is fuckin tired of repairin it) n run into mitsuri!! she tells tan that theres smth in tha forest thatll make him stronger

ngl this is tha arc i remember tha least abt so this desc is prolly SO inaccurate despite havin 2 o my favs in it)

but muichirou shows himself too n hes mean 2 tanjirou >:/ (he does get nicer eventually but 2 him specifically)

a 10 y/o kid named kotetsu shows tan this 6 armed trainin robot called yoriichi type 0 (based on tha first slayer 2 use sun breathin) n tanjirou breaks it by accident qwq

but he keeps trainin thanks 2 kotetsu but tha kids a harsh fuckin trainer ill tell u that

anyway so we have a whole buncha demons 2 deal w here except most of em are 1 demon split into different parts

hantengu n gyokko, upper moons 4 n 5 respectively!! mui deals w gyokko while mitsuri genya nezuko n tanjirou deal w hantengu

in these fights mitsuri n mui get their demon slayer marks!! these are marks that they get when they surpass the limits of tha human body n they look like tha marks demons have (muis looks like clouds on his cheeks n mitsuris is 2 hearts on her collarbone)

next up is tha hashira trainin arc!! everyone gets trained by each of tha hashira 2 try n unlock their slayer marks

each have a dif trainin style that focuses on dif stuff (for example gyoumei focuses a lot on physical strength n stuff like that, obanai is more abt accuracy) n this is where giyuus backstory gets revealed bc he doesnt think hes worthy o bein a hashira :((

basically him n sabito were absolute besties!! they both trained together n sabito basically told him not 2 die ever

but it all goes wrong @ final selection- sabito manages 2 take down every demon on tha mountain but one of em, that bein the hand demon that exclusively targets water breathers (theyre easy 2 distinguish bc of their blue haoris n custom made fox masks)

he manages 2 save giyuu n everyone else from tha selection except 4 himself (this is why giyuus haori is like that- its made from his sister n sabitos haoris)

giyuu blames himself 4 both of their deaths bc he failed 2 protect em n says that he doesnt deserve 2 have passed tha selection let alone b a hashira,, but tanjirou convinces him otherwise!! ^^

then one day while giyuus trainin w sanemi disaster hits- oyakata-sama, his wife n two of their kids just died

the 2nd to last arc- the infinity castle!! thingsre gettin real n muzans revealed himself

in tha infinity castle EVERYONES there but can u really blame em theyve been workin up 2 this 4 millenia

shinobu runs into upper moon 2- douma, aka the bastard that killed her sister as well as inosukes mum

she is. justifiably pissed. n she gives it her all but he kills her :(( douma ily but also FUCK YOU.

so perfect timing!!! heres her adopted sister!! as well as inosuke!!!! revenge battle time >:0

in the end shinobus poison is what kills him- her whole body is filled w wisteria poison thats deadly 2 a demon so he basically consumed her whole body weight in poison rip

but ofc word gets out via messenger crow that shes dead n its just a real sad moment tbh :( but theres no time 4 that bc giyuu n tanjirou just ran into akaza >:((

so tanjirous pissed as hell now n w their combined efforts they take down tha basketball lookin bastard (bastardball??)

meanwhile obanai n mitsuri (n yushirou iirc?? he uses his own art 2 control her @ some point tho i cant remember when) deal w tha new upper moon 4 (nakime, whos also shiftin tha rooms around w her blood art n makin tha fight super fuckign annoyin tbh) n muichirou genya sanemi n gyoumei deal w kokushibou (upper moon 1, also tha original sun breathers twin brother so he gets moon breathin >:3)

mitsuri n obanai fake their deaths w help from yushirou n muzan falls 4 it, which comes in handy later ;3

zenitsu also deals w his former bully, upper moon 6 aka kaigaku aka dickhead supreme who if zenitsu didnt kill i would personally kill w my bare hands

so after everyones taken down all thats left is muzan >:( muzan kills tamayo real early on n everyones goin all out on him

we also learn that he has multiple brains n hearts in his body eww

also the hashira have their marks now!! but all but sanemi n giyuu get killed n giyuu loses his arm :((((

genya also gets killed noo

eventually ofc the battle is won thanks 2 everyones relief, it took for fuckin ever bc the only way muzan can die is tha sun so they had 2 kill time n keep him out in tha sun 4 a long time

also nezukos been cured!! shes a human!! n shes comin 2 help!!

but OH GOD OH FUCK MUZAN TURNED TANJIROU INTO A DEMON N GIYUUS CRYIN N INOSUKES CRYIN THRU HIS MASK N ITS GOIN SO FUCKING WRONG but he gets tha will 2 turn back bc Fuck You Muzan, The Power Of Friendship Defeats All

the 2nd to last chapter is tha happy endin, the kamaboko gang visit tanjirou n nezukos house, giyuu cuts his hair n SMILES n tha hashira have their final meetin w oyakata-samas son kiriya

i cried readin it ngl their sufferin is finally over...... it cost a lot but now theres no more demons,,,

chapter 205 is set in tha modern day! kanao n tanjirous descendants are shown, as well as zenitsu n nezukos

everyone who died/never had kids get reincarnated (for example gyoumei is now a daycare worker, kyos reincarnation toujurou is besties w one o tans descendants n giyuu (giichi) is friends w sabito again!! makomos their friend too!!

ALSO KIRIYA IS STILL ALIVE hes the oldest man in japan!! this is huge bc the ubayashiki family dont usually live past 30 bc of a curse that was put on em when they had muzan

yushirou is still alive too but thats bc hes a demon n he paints tamayo for a living qwq

it just made me cry so hard bc waaah,,, everyone gets 2 live a demon-free life now,,, anyway typin this took me like an hour im sorry mint (as well as anyone else who read this)

🎥 do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

tha infinity train arc as a whole tbh??? its basically enmu n kyoujurous big moment and. i care them sm. i cant wait 4 tha movie qwq except 4 their deaths ofc

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

i have a lotta headcanons really!! outta my f/os favs tho i hc:

giyuu is trans bi n autistic

kyo is gay n has adhd

muichirou is nb n pan

mitsuri is pan

douma is gay

enmu is nb pan n autistic

[deeeelightfuldee]

How many people have you kissed in this month?

zero. but hey, the month just began. maybe this’ll be my month.

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?

I have two different ideas. it depends if I do tan day tomorrow or if I do tan day tuesday. if tomorrow then it’ll be short shorts and a tank for most of the day. if its not shorts day then it’ll be like something with shorts because it’ll be the day for tshirts/swim/lingerie try on.

Where’s your girlfriend/boyfriend at?

honestly i haven’t got a clue. I don’t have one. the one I wanted does not want me like that. So now homegirl is putting herself back on the market and it’s off to an interesting start.

What are you doing tomorrow?

it will depend largely on my recovery for tomorrow. I have two big sets of plans depending if i’m OK or if it’s a bad day

What are you doing tonight?

eh. the night ended weird. it’s just so weird how the day went well in the beginning talkin to k about stuff and him actually admitting he missed me (???) and we reminisced and idk. he left me hanging saying he was all in his thoughts about our past and now his future whatever that meant. but then as the day progressed he got quieter and then it went back to me being the pocket girl. soI went out cus I know im just.. I get very caught up in my hurt about that and I don’t want to be this sad all the time. but he wasn’t.. idk... the night didn’t pan out well. so I came home and just kinda did nothing. I know this will pass. 

Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?

every hoodie I own is downstairs, hung up, drying. those get tried on in the next day or two depending when they’re dry.

What’s bothering you at the moment?

stuff i cant go into. then stuff about K. but i think he reads these sometimes and i don’t need to make him feel any sort of way. theres a lot going on in my world and its so heavy all the time. probably also this is the first year I have to do this all on my own. 

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?

a really, really long time. I keep switching up my sleeping pills and using more but nothing seems to work.

Think back to June. Were you in a relationship?

No

Is there a place that you wish you could visit?

all the places. I want to see it all.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1000 dollars?

idk. I am so not a bug person

Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?

40k.I have around 16k in student loans and i would give my kidneys to have that off my shoulders.i would legit just walk everywhere i dont care.

Would black-rimmed glasses look good on you?

i want glasses so bad but i don’t need them and whenever i get the fake glass ones they give me instant headaches. but I always like them on me. I feel like it draws attention away from my dimples.

What room are you in?

my bedroom

Last pair of shoes you wore?

white slip on sandals. 

Do you have a certain color grape you like the most?

the red/purple ones because they are usually sweeter. I don’t like tart.

Name all the movies you remember crying during while watching them.

no thanks

Are you a fan of Elton John? 


sure but not obsessively

Would you rather go to a party or go on a quiet date?

if the guy is good to me, quiet date. I do really well for myself in terms of socializing in big groups, but i prefer 1-on-1

Who’s someone you miss?

k. k and myself when I wasn’t wrecked. I keep lookin at pics of myself like 6 months ago, 1 year ago, 2 years ago and i’m like wow, sweet girl you had no idea. i miss that girl.

What does your town’s name begin with?

O

Are you a seafood fan?


No. not at all.I wish i did, i know how great fish can be for you, but I can’t do it. I keep trying.

Give me a random word in another language. Tell me what it means.


amo amas amat. I love she loves he loves. 

Which city would you like to visit- Rome, Tunis, London, Madrid or Paris?


london

Have you got perfect vision?


20/12 so “better than perfect” is what they tell me which i think makes no sense.

What song(s) do you put on repeat often?

right now it’s “memory I don’t mess with” cus it reminds me of K

How many letters long is your last name?


6

A romantic meal, a trip to a theme park, or go to a concert?


meal. i don’t do theme parks

How good is your memory?


usually pretty decent but I block out things from time to time.

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?


oh heck’n yea

You think you can last in a relationship for six months?

yep

Who’s the last person who you went out to eat with?


ummmmmm.. I went out by myself but other people like came and joined me

Pale or tan, which would you rather be? 


Tan preferably but only if it’s fake.I am not down with skin cancer.

What if you were drastically what you’d rather be overnight? 


what does this question even mean

How many piercings have you had, BESIDES ears? Which are those?

none

New tats in your near future?


No

Would you wear short shorts, long socks and converse? 


No

Do converse look/feel uncomfortable to you? 


they’re so uncomfortable. they legit have zero support.

Q

[blossom-hwa]

Look Away - MARK

I totally wasn’t inspired by @hellohaechan‘s Jeno basketball au

Not at all

Anyway just a little oneshot I cooked up in my spare time; RIHY 2 will be out probably sometime this week? Maybe the next week if I’m really busy or really lazy

Also this keeps happening to me with my irl sort of crush so this is kinda based off personal experience lmao

Pairing: Mark x fem!reader

Genre: fluff (bc do i really know how to write anything else)

Word count: 4.4k

You’re pretty sure the star basketball player and campus heartthrob, Mark Lee, thinks you hate him for some unknown reason. 

Why?

Every single fucking time you catch his eye, you look away on reflex.

Little does he know that you’re actually head over heels for him.

NCT Masterlist

“Lee Minhyung? Mark Lee? As in THE Mark Lee?? Basketball extraordinaire, campus crush, heartthrob, cutie, the one everyone loves??” Chenle yells in a stage whisper as you cross the cafeteria with your food.

“Will you shut the fuck up, Chenle?” you hiss, looking around anxiously. You slide your tray onto the table and begin shoveling rice into your mouth.

“Fine. But seriously, you couldn’t have picked anyone else to like? You just HAD to go for the most unattainable guy in the school?”

Jisung plops down next to you, looking interested. “Who?” he asks, raising an eyebrow at Chenle, who wastes no time in answering. “Mark Lee!”

You scowl and toss a grain of rice at the Chinese boy. It lands on his forehead.

“Ew!”

“Serves you right. Now shut up. It’s probably just a stupid puppy crush. Like the one you had of Jina. Do you want me to bring that up?” You smile sweetly at Chenle, who blushes darkly and scowls. “Screw off,” he complains.

“Well, Y/N wants you to screw off too but you won’t,” Jisung says logically, swallowing his vegetables.

“Thank you, Jisung.” You grin.

~~~

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

help

help

help

this is not a puppy crush

help

- ChenLE has logged on! -

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

I TOLD YOU SO

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO FOR HIM

MARK LEE

THE MOST UNATTAINABLE GUY IN THE SCHOOL

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

SCREW OFF CHENLE

JAEMIN

JISUNG

HELP ME

- Nana bear has logged on! -

- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

how do i help idk what to do

talk to him

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

Are you an idiot Jisung

Things don’t happen that way

And Y/N it’ll be okay! Just be yourself around him~

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

Jaemin I love you but dude how do I be myself around him if I can’t even look him in the eye

EVERY TIME HE LOOKS AT ME I REFLEXIVELY LOOK AWAY

I THINK HE THINKS I HATE HIM FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

scream

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

get out Chenle

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

I can talk to Jeno or Renjun

Or Haechan

They’re close with Mark

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

Yeah that’s a good idea

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

wHaT is WRoNg WitH yOu ALL

THAT IS A HORRIBLE IDEA

I’VE TOLD YOU ALL I DON’T NEED ANYONE ELSE TO KNOW

PLUS

Mark probably doesn’t even like know who Ia m??

I’m just that nerdy child that sits in front of the class and knows the answers to calculus and chemistry questions

That happens to play piano and violin and tennis

Das it

Can I go live in denial now

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

No

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

Well if you feel that way then… we’ll help you in other ways!! :DD

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

I still don’t get what’s going on

But whatever

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

Jaemin you’re such a sweetheart Ily

Chenle go die in a hole

Jisung go take a course on emotions and how they work

I’m out

- the only sane one has logged off! -

~~~

Jisung greets you in front of the school with his signature blank face.

“Mark’s behind you,” is the first thing he says.

You stop short, gazing at Jisung with wide eyes. “Fuck we’re going inside RIGHT NOW Park Jisung.” You grab his arm and drag him inside where you find Chenle and Jaemin waiting for you.

“Haechan knows,” Chenle spits out as soon as you reach him.

“Knows what?” you ask, completely confused.

Jaemin coughs. “That you like Mark.”

In that moment, you think you’re about to quite literally die of embarrassment. “Are you kidding me?” you half-screech, drawing the attention of several students around you.

“Sorry! He just walked up and started a conversation with me and Jaemin and then suddenly said ‘You know Y/N, right?’ And of course we said yeah, and then he said, ‘Does she like Mark?’ and then both of us froze and then Jaemin kind of stuttered out a ‘no’ and I shook my head and Haechan was like ‘Thanks’ and he walked away! I’m sorry!” The Chinese boy cowers behind Jaemin, fearing your wrath.

You hit the side of your head. “Ah, fuck. Oh well. Hopefully he doesn’t say anything,” you say more to yourself then Chenle. “Let’s just go to class.” You take off down the hall, only stopping when Jisung pulls you back. “Your chemistry class is that way,” he says, pointing in the opposite direction.

You facepalm.

“Having a crush is killing off my brain cells,” you mutter.

~~~

Three weeks pass with no new mention of Mark and your growing crush on him.

It’s not your fault! He’s cute, he’s nice, he’s pretty smart, he’s cute, he’s athletic, he’s cute, did you mention he’s cute-

You groan quietly and slam your head on your desk. No one else is in the room except your chemistry teacher who is in the back getting something.

As people file into the room, you lift your head up and take out your notebook. You fill in the date and topic listed on the board and look around the room out of boredom.

By sheer fucking coincidence, you meet eyes with the one and only Mark Lee, and in that second, he flashes you the cutest fucking smile you have ever seen.

Out of reflex, you flick your eyes away, then look back and give him a smile in return, only he’s no longer there.

Why is it that every fucking time he looks at you you turn your head away what the fuck Y/N what is your problem-

Your shoulders sag. Maybe you’re doomed to never be able to have a romantic relationship. Or maybe you’re just being melodramatic. Probably the latter.

~~~

As you walk out of your chemistry class to go to history, a shout of your name stops you. You look around, frowning.

Tan skin appears in front of you and a bright smile fills your vision. “Hey, Y/N!” Haechan says, waving.

Haechan is another campus heartthrob, along with Renjun, Jeno, and Mark. They make up the unattainable clique of the school- hot, smart, cute, sweet, funny, etc. Jaemin went to school with Jeno, which is probably how Haechan knows your name.

He’s also the one that figured out you like Mark.

“Hi, Haechan.” You bounce on your toes, hoping he’s not here to ask about Mark and that he’ll hurry up because the history room is far away and you need to get going.

He scrutinizes your face. “You’re cute,” he says finally. “I can see why he likes you. Anyway, there’s a basketball game on Saturday. I hope you can come.” He then turns on his heel and walks away.

You stare at his disappearing backside.

What the fuck?

~~~

Last class of the day.

Calculus.

“You’re getting a worksheet today that’s to be completed in pairs.” The teacher waves a sheaf of papers in his hands, and the kids in the class immediately start shouting, claiming partners left and right.

You have no friends in this class and most of the students here are the popular crowd that already have half a million friends, so you place your head on the desk and sigh.

“And I will be choosing those pairs randomly!” your teacher yells over the din, causing a chorus of groans and sighs as people finally quiet down.

He produces the set of twenty-four cards he uses for this class. There are twelve pairs of cards, one for each student. Those who get the same card are in a group.

He approaches each student and each picks a card. When it comes your turn, you pick a ten.

Once everyone has a card, he goes back up to the board. “Alright, who has the aces?” Two popular, bored-looking girls raise their hands. “Get working, then.” They take their worksheets and move to sit next to each other.

“Twos?” It keeps going on until finally he reaches the tens.

“Tens?”

You raise your hand, and to your surprise and horror, Mark raises his hand as well.

As slowly as you can, you pick up your pencil and worksheet and drag yourself over to his seat, trying to ignore the stares of the whole class.

The nerd who’s already in calculus as a sophomore and the hot, basketball star junior? Not an ideal match.

“So… um…” you say quietly, not quite looking at him. “Should we divide the problems and then share the answers at the end?” You see Mark nod out of the corner of your eye. “You can do the evens, I’ll do the odds.”

Twenty minutes later, you’re finished. You sneak a glance at Mark’s paper and see that only about half of his problems are done. You steel yourself, then ask, “D’you need help?”

Mark’s shoulders sag and he looks up. “Yeah.”

You nod, pulling his paper closer to you. “So for this one…” You explain the problem and how to complete it in detail, looking up every so often to make sure Mark is following you. At the end, he looks much less perplexed and is nodding in comprehension.

“Thanks, Y/N.”

“No problem. Try the next one on your own, now.”

He completes the next problem with difficulty but gets the right answer. “Nice, Mark,” you say, giving him a thumbs up. Then you cringe.

What the fuck was that thumbs up supposed to do you idiot-

He half smiles and completes the rest of the problems in silence.

The end of class comes, and after handing your paper in, you rush out the door.

“Wait, Y/N!” someone yells again. It isn’t Haechan this time, though.

Mark stands in front of you, backpack slung over one shoulder. “Um, I know I’m not the best at calculus but you’re really good so, uh, could you tutor me sometime?”

You’re stunned.

THE Mark Lee wants you to tutor him.

THE Mark Lee.

“It’s okay if you don’t have time or something,” he says quickly, beginning to turn away. Somehow, you find your voice.

“Oh, uh, no, it’s totally fine! When and where?” The relieved smile that crosses Mark’s face is seriously entrancing.

“Maybe tomorrow at four in the public library?” he suggests. You purse your lips. “I have work tomorrow… and my brother’s coming back from uni and I promised we could have the rest of tomorrow together so… is Friday okay? You can come over to my house.” He nods. “Friday at four, then?” You nod. “I’ll get you my address tomorrow.” He smiles and you’re again struck by how ethereal it is. “I’ll see you then.”

“See you,” you say, managing a small smile back before darting out of the school.

~~~

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

MARK WANTS ME TO TUTOR HIM IN CALC

FRIDAY

MY HOUSE

FOUR O’CLOCK

- ChenLE has logged on! -

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN OHMIGOD

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

AFTER CALC

WE DID A WORKSHEET TOGETHER

AND WHEN WE GOT OUT OF CLASS

HE ASKED ME

ALSKDJGHORIEHGQJLHGKJHLJAG

- Nana bear has logged on! -

- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

That’s awesome! By the way, did Haechan corner you today? He asked me some stuff about you.

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

Yeah he asked me too about what you like and stuff

Idk why

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

Wtf

Oh right he did talk to me

He said something like ‘you’re cute. i see why he likes you’ and then said there was a basketball game on Saturday and that i should come

What do you think that means

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

D’you think he wants to set you up with Mark or smth

Seriously tho

I’m not joking

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

I hate to say it but

Chenle is actually kinda making sense rn

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

Wow thanks jisung

Rude

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

I talked to Renjun today and he mentioned you too

I don’t get why

He just said smth like ‘Doesn’t Y/N hang out with you guys a lot?’ and I just kinda nodded

That was it

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

Weird

Whatever

I wanna sleep now

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

Wow das creepy Jaemin

And Jisung wtf it’s literally eight o’clock

Don’t you have a lab to finish anyway

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

HUSH

~~~

“Hey, Yuta, one of my classmates is coming over at four so I can tutor him. Unless you’re going to be a civilized human being, you’re not allowed in the house,” you say flippantly, grabbing a peach from the refrigerator.

“What do you mean, ‘civilized human being?’ I am civilized, thank you very much.” Your brother walks into the kitchen and flicks your head as you wash the peach.

“Ow. And I mean not prowling around, making dick jokes, interrupting my teaching, et cetera, et cetera.” You throw a banana at him, which he catches and starts to peel.

“No interrupting?? Come on, you know I live to interrupt you,” he says, pouting. “Fuck off, Yuta. No. Interrupting.”

“Fine. No dick jokes, prowling around, or interrupting. Taeyong’s coming over anyway, so we’ll be busy. And why d’you care so much? Also, why are you tutoring him here? You never tutor people at home.” Yuta raises an eyebrow.

“Library’s closed on Fridays, he has a basketball game or something on Saturday. Simple as that.” You bite the peach.

“Then why tutor him on Friday or Saturday? Why not next week?” he counters.

You roll your eyes. “I don’t know, okay? Quit asking questions.”

It’s totally not like you’re trying to get this over with as soon as possible so you don’t have to anticipate Mark’s arrival for another week.

“You probably like him.” Yuta’s nonchalant remark stuns you.

“W-what-”

“Oh shit, you actually like him?” Yuta asks, surprised. “N-No! Stop!” Your flaming cheeks say otherwise though and Yuta stares at you, incredulous.

“You better not say a fucking word about this when he comes over,” you say, pointing a finger at him. “Fine, sis, fine.”

There’s a knock on the door. “Probably Taeyong. We’ll just be in my room.” You shrug and go back to your own room, still munching on the peach.

An hour later, another knock sounds. Focused on the sound of your violin, you don’t hear it at first until Yuta yells, “D’you want me to get the door, Y/N?”

Startled, you nearly drop your violin. “Yeah, please,” you yell back, hastily grabbing your calculus textbook and notebook and running to the living room where the pink-haired Taeyong greets you.

“Hi, I’m Y/N’s brother. Who’re you?” you hear Yuta say. You rush over to the door, still holding your violin and calculus things. “Oh, hey, Mark. This is my idiot brother Yuta and the pink-haired one is Taeyong, his friend. They’re not going to bother us. We’ll stay in the living room.” You push Yuta away and let Mark in, closing the door behind him.

“Yeah… we won’t… bother you…” Yuta snickers and looks at Taeyong, who smirks back. “No inappropriate jokes, you idiot!” You put down the violin and heft the heavy textbook, threatening the elders with it. They disappear into Yuta’s room, still snickering.

“Sorry about that, they’re dumb as hell,” you say, your face feeling a bit hot. Why does your brother have to be so idiotic?

“It’s okay. I’ve got an older brother too,” Mark says, sitting on the couch and pulling out his notebook.

You plop down next to him, acutely aware of your proximity. “Um, let’s get started then.”

~~~

At some point, Taeyong leaves, bidding you and Mark goodbye. Then Yuta comes out and turns on the TV. It’s seven by then.

“It’s seven… I guess you should be going,” you say finally. Mark looks at his phone, then nods. “Yeah. Can I talk to you outside though? Like, alone?”

Your heart rate quickens, and you look at Yuta, who’s grinning at you evilly. “Uh… sure.” You follow him outside after he packs up his stuff.

“This is straightforward… but Y/N, do you not like me? Did I do something wrong to you? You never seem to look me in the eye, or if you do, you immediately look away, and it’s like you try to avoid me.”

You know Mark is looking at you, but you can’t really bring yourself to meet his eyes.

Oh, God, what do I say? What can I say? That I really like him and that’s the reason I can never look him in the eye and that’s why I always avoid him?

Before you can think, you blurt out everything you just thought.

And then you realize what you just did.

And you bolt inside after a really quick ‘sorry.’

~~~

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

I accidentally told Mark I liked him

I’m fucking dead

Someone bury me now

- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -

- ChenLE has logged on! -

- Nana bear has logged on! -

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

What the fuck how did that happen

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: ChenLE

YEAH HOW

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

I can hear Chenle screaming next door

please shut up

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

HE ASKED TO TALK TO ME OUTSIDE AFTER I FINISHED TUTORING HIM

AND HE ASKED ME IF I DISLIKED HIM BC I NEVER LOOK HIM IN THE EYE AND I AVOID HIM

AND I KINDA BLURTED OUT THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I LIKED HIM

AND THEN I RAN BACK INSIDE AFTER SAYING ‘SORRY’

I’M DEAD

SOMEONE BURY ME RIGHT NOW

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: Nana bear

Well on the bright side he knows now

Just give him time to answer

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

Do you even have his number Y/N

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: the only sane one

…

No

To: Idiots + Y/N

From: jISunG STRESS

Idiot

- jISunG STRESS has changed the group name to ‘Idiots’! -

To: Idiots

From: ChenLE

Hold up

Didn’t you say Haechan said there was a basketball game on Saturday

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

I don’t like where this is going

To: Idiots

From: Nana bear

I like where this is going

Yes Y/N we’re all going to go to the basketball game so you can get your answer

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

JAEMIN

I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE

HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THIS

To: Idiots

From: jISunG STRESS

lmao

Jaemin’s joined the dark side

anyway i just texted Doyoung

he said he can drive us

we’ll pick you up at five Y/N

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

why are you all so invested in my crush

i hate you all

fuck you

~~~

The others quite literally force you into a relatively nice outfit and into Doyoung’s car, where you stare out the window for the entire ride, ignoring the others’ attempts to bring you into the conversation.

“Oh come on, Y/N, it won’t be that bad,” Doyoung finally says. “It’s just a boy. You can deal with that.”

“Easy for you to say,” you mumble. “You attract all the girls to begin with. I’m just a potato.”

“LIES!” Chenle yells next to you. “You’re a pretty potato!”

Jisung looks at Chenle with disdain. “What the fuck, Chenle.”

Jaemin laughs from the front.

The three boys herd you into the gym, forcing you to sit down. Bored, with nothing better to do, you watch the bleachers fill with people from your school and your rival school.

After about a half hour, the bleachers are filled and the players come onto the court.

Your breath catches when you see Mark smile at the crowd and you clutch Jaemin’s arm hard. “He’s there,” you whisper. Jaemin nods.

Jeno is on the team as well, so you expect to see Haechan and Renjun somewhere. What you don’t expect is for them to plop down next to Jaemin.

“Hey, guys!” Renjun says happily, waving. Haechan smiles brightly.

“Hi,” you mumble.

“I heard Mark said he was going to score the winning point for a certain someone,” Haechan remarks offhandedly as the game starts.

I wonder who that certain someone is.

You don’t expect it to be you, of course, but you can’t help feeling a small stab of hope that maybe he likes you back.

“Who’s that?” Chenle asks, looking at the tanned boy in curiosity. Haechan gives him a secretive smile. “You’ll see.”

Fucking ambiguous piece of shit-

The game seems to pass in a blur, full of shouts and passes and shots and screaming, and suddenly there’s only twenty seconds left on the clock.

Mark steals the ball from the opposing team and begins to dribble his way down the court, his fellow teammates covering him.

Ten seconds.

You clench your fists together, willing him to make it.

Five seconds.

Mark looks up for a split second, and in that second, he meets your eyes.

For once, you don’t look away. Instead, you raise your fist in a ‘you can do this!’ gesture and smile.

He evades the last opposing member and shoots the ball.

You and the rest of the crowd hold their breath.

The ball circles the rim once, twice, and then drops in. The gym explodes in screams.

You grin so wide you think your face is going to split open as Mark is hoisted onto his teammates’ shoulders and carried back to the locker rooms.

~~~

You didn’t see Mark after the game, but Haechan and Renjun made you promise to go to the music room on Monday before school.

Which is why you’re currently standing in front of the door, having dragged your friends over so you wouldn’t be alone.

“Knock already,” Jisung says impatiently. You scowl at him but do it anyway.

Haechan opens the door, grinning like a maniac, and pulls you in.

The first thing you register is Mark in the middle of the room, awkwardly holding a red tulip. Then you see Jeno and Renjun standing the corner, both sporting identical Cheshire grins. When you come in, they all run out, giggling.

“This is awkward,” you finally say after an extended silence. Then you internally slap yourself in the face.

Why the fuck would you say that-

“Yeah, I guess.” Mark finally looks at you, extending the hand with the tulip. You take it hesitantly, trying (futilely) to hide behind the flower.

“I would’ve told you before if you hadn’t run back inside but… I like you too, Y/N. It kind of upset me that nearly each time I looked at you or tried to talk to you, you would acknowledge me only the slightest bit, so I thought you hated me for some weird reason.” Mark looks down, his normally confident aura gone. Now he just looks like a shy teenager.

You give a small smile. “Sorry about that. I’m just a naturally shy person and I don’t open up easily. Once I figured out that I liked you, it was even harder to acknowledge you properly. I thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me anyway, I’m just a nerdy sophomore. That’s all.”

He smiles, looking up. “I noticed you first because you were smart and answered a lot of questions in class. I thought you were cute. Then when I saw you interacting so happily with your friends, I think that’s when I started to like you.” He steps a little closer.

You can feel your face flaming. “I originally thought you were just another hot, preppy jock, but when I saw you in class, you seemed so earnest when you tried to learn something new, and you were always nice to everyone. So I ended up liking you, like half the other girls in the school.”

Mark takes your hand. “Well, now that we’ve successfully confessed to each other without further complications, are you free later today? We can go on a date.”

You grin widely. “Sure, I don’t see why not.”

“You were the one I said I was going to score the winning point for, you know?” Your hand in Mark’s is one of the best things you’ve felt.

“I do now,” you say, choosing to hide behind the tulip.

~~~

To: Idiots

From: ChenLE

HOW WAS THE DATE

To: Idiots

From: jISunG STRESS

YEAH TELL US

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

calm tf down guys

it was nice

we got coffee and walked around the park and talked

To: Idiots

From: Nana bear

DID YOU KISS THO

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

are you kidding me

To: Idiots

From: jISunG STRESS

ANSWER THE QUESTION

To: Idiots

From: ChenLE

YEAH DID YOU

OR DID YOU NOT

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

….

yes, we did

~~~

As your phone buzzes with the influx of messages from your friends, you lay on your bed with a stupid smile.

Mark had walked you home, and in front of the door, he’d asked shyly if he could kiss you.

You’d said yes.

It was perfect.

~~~

To: Idiots

From: ChenLE

LKASJDGLHKWAJLKJG

YOU’VE GROWN UP Y/N

To: Idiots

From: jISunG STRESS

yea lmao chenle you still haven’t had your first kiss yet

To: Idiots

From: the only sane one

lmao burn

To: Idiots

From: Nana bear

BURNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

To: Idiots

From: ChenLE

y’all are rude i hate you

- ChenLE has changed the group name to ‘Idiots + Lover’! -

To: Idiots + Lover

From: the only sane one

wtf chenle

i hate you

To: Idiots + Lover

From: ChenLE

no you don’t

you love me

To: Idiots + Lover

From: the only sane one

no

no i don’t

To: Idiots + Lover

From: jISunG STRESS

she loves mark

To: Idiots + Lover

From: the only sane one

OHMIGOD JISUNG SHUT UP

[haiyuta]

School Fantasy || Yuto & Wooseok

Group/Members: Pentagon// YutoxreaderxWooseok 

Word count: 2.5 K

Genre: smut, fantasy play, degradation, sharing, poly, heavy smut, bj, and more

request: Could you do a wooseok x reader x Yuto poly smut?

A/n: Hello ppl. I made this smut and I wrote so much for this I sorry if this is a bad smut. idk smut is so ify with me. Also these are my biases so thank you!! very minor editing. 

Two intense gazes you felt burn a hole in your head. You glanced down at your paper to continue your homework. Your school skirt feeling extra revealing today special for those eyes. You wanted to make sure they saw as much skin as you could show without getting embarrassed.

You turned your phone a little to see Yuto Adachi a Japanese student he was tan, his features pointed and he was sure tall. And his right-hand man Wooseok, he was tall like his friend but his hair a deep black and his skin a smooth paler tone.

Both handsome in their own way. Not bad boys but they weren't straight A students they got okay grades, had a tab bit of popularity with a touch of delinquent in the two.

You gulped turning your phone away. In anyone mind, it would feel 'weird' for to of your classmates to be watching you. Right now you felt excited when they watched you. You wanted them to watch you more.

It was all because of a few weeks ago.

You felt a small shiver remembering that moment. Walking across the campus you had your hand full of books ready to go to your locker. Humming you sighed about to turn the corner when you hear deep laughs. It was them. You stopped in your tracks before turning the corner.

In that moment you didn't know why you stopped to ease drop. They were just your harmless rather attractive, to be frank classmates.

"Holy shit Seok did you see Y/n today" Yuto laughed. In that moment you also felt bad. Were they laughing at you? Did you do something weird in class? Did you sit in gum? you thought as you pressed your hands on your skirt. Nothing was the matter no stains or anything.

"Yeah she bent over and her ass," he said chuckling a bit. From there you felt your cheeks warm. Yuto chuckled "I just day dreamed all day of taking her right against the desk," he hummed. Wooseok laughed "what a romance" Wooseok joked.

Yuto shifted a laugh "and then I can romance her up" he said.  Before you could listen to more you heard them coming and you b lined it for the most available exit.

You didn't know if they saw you or not. In your mind, you secretly hoped so. You blushed imagining the nights after their dirty words. Your fingers found their way past your panties into your core.

Your thighs rubbed together, even though you should feel disgusted at the two you felt alive more than ever. It felt nice to be wanted especially coming from those two. You wanted them or one of them it didn't matter to you really.  

A loud blare of them bell made you jumped. Looking up you seen Wooseok and Yuto gone. You sighed rubbing your head in distress. Looking around you packed your stuff but a small note laid on your desk.

A note. Opening it to reveal scribbled hand writing.

~Meet me in the hallway B English class C"

Hallway B you thought that hallway has been untouched for awhile. Out of all the people in this class inside you knew it was probably Yuto. Your heart fluttered reading the note getting up. It was lunch so you were assuming now was the time.

You gulped taking your bag and taking a trip to that part of the school. You messaged your friends you had to take a makeup test so they won't prey into what you were really doing.

The hallway was dim light almost completely dark. Going down the hall you came around to the door. Pulling the door open you popped your head in. Your book bag heavy on your back as you slipped into the room.

Before your eyes, Yuto was sitting on the desk. His hair swept across his forehead and his uniform tie undone. Wooseok was sitting on the chair next to the table, he was fiddling with his phone.

You felt your cheeks blush, you wanted to be confident and walk in there like you own them. But you already felt nervous.

"Oh look Wooseok she came," Yuto said with a cute lopsided grin. You stayed quiet watching them, "Aren't you going to yell at us for what we said?" Yuto said. You could already tell Yuto was more dominant and the leader more than Wooseok.

"Well I mean" you paused. Yuto smiled jumping off the desk and shoving his hand in his pocket. His brown hair making his eyes pop more.

"Or did you like it" he asked he towered above you. "I liked it" you admitted, you barely could get that out. Yuto grinned stepping closer to as you stepped back. You did that dance till your back hit the cement block of the wall. "Hm, I wasn't lying you know," he said.

"Of course Yuto" you mumbled, your eyes closed on there out and with a string of courage filled you as you leaned forward to capture his lips. His kiss was soft at first. You could tell he was quite surprised at this moment.

That lead to a full on makeout session your lips never wanting to leave his warm one. "Yuto bring her over here I can't just watch you guys kiss," Wooseok said. Yuto broke the kiss, his eyes blinking like did he really do that.

With a pull, he lead you over to the desk. "Sit," Yuto asked patting the table. You nodded throwing off your backpack. Before you knew it Wooseok took your lips for a kiss. He was much more tentative. His kiss was long and passionate kinda inexperienced you could tell but still very good.

Wooseok broke the kiss soon after "fuck Y/n I'm hard" he mumbled looking down you see a rather awkward.

You turned over to see Yuto "are you guys okay with" you paused trying to think of the right word. "Share," Yuto said, that look in his eyes made you shiver. "Yeah, that," you said. Yuto smiled "Wooseok and I are close enough" he sided eyed Wooseok beside you.

Wooseok leaned down his tall body semi awkward as he began to kiss your neck. "Well, what do you say Y/n," Yuto asked. He went to you and grabbed your cheek so you would look at him better.

"Please take me," you said crashing your lips to his. Wooseok was more worried about your chest and the ass his hands kept roaming around those areas.

Yuto shifted your legs apart as he kept making out with you, you felt yourself get all hot and wet as your tongue smoothed across each other. His fingers tiptoed their way pass your skirt and into your inner thigh.

"Last chance Y/n" he mumbled through the kiss. You smiled a bit "please bend me over the desk liking your fantasies," you mumbled. With that, he plunged his fingers onto your panties and rubbed you in a passionate manner.

Wooseok hand was starting to venture pass under your bottom up, "can I" he asked you could tell he was nervous. Woosoek seemed eager but tentative. He was possibly a virgin still with the way he acted.

"Of course" you winked at him. His fingers ran past your bra and plunged into your breast. He massaged them so well.

His large hand held your breast so nicely he cupped it and played with your nipples a little bit. It almost made you forget about Yuto kissing up your neck as he slowly pushed your hips closer to his.

"Fuck Yuto," you moaned feeling his bulge rub on the inside of your leg. Wooseok was popping the buttons of your dress shirt revealing more skin. His finger grazed across your bra area, making you shiver in pleasure.

Yuto hips lightly collided with yours making a little rub across that area. "Ah" you moaned you felt your pulse quicken and your head was thrown back a little at the situation. Yuto has a rather sexy look on his face as he held your face.

His dark eyes as he bit his lip looking at you. "Wow you're so sexy," Yuto said bringing his hand up and pushing your skirt up. "Yuto" you moaned out your lips inches from his.

"Do you want my dick?" Yuto asked his eyes never leaving yours. "Yes: you said your hips moving closer to his. Yuto smirked "Do you want Wooseok to fuck your cute mouth of yours?" he asked. You nodded mewing at him, his words rather encouraging.

Yuto smirked he pulled you off the desk and pushed you on the desk. Your ass in the air ready to be taken. Yuto fingers could be felt massaging your inner legs, "gosh you're so wet" Yuto moaned out a little. You yelped feeling his fingers thrust into you.

"Ah so wet," he said. Taking his finger out he held one sticky finger out toward Wooseok. "She's so wet for our cocks," Yuto said.

Wooseok gulped you looked up to see his eyes deep with lust and want. "Here," you said reaching over trying to keep your balance undoing his school pants. Wooseok stood ridge as you played with his pants.

Wooseok lips were turned up only slightly. Yuto felt up your ass area. His hands running across your ass his finger tips running down your slit every so often. It was all al blue when Wooseok boxers looked ever so tight. His thick member showing off.

"Suck him off will ya doll," Yuto said you could hear his zipper being pulled down as he fondled you more.

With that, your mouth gave Wooseok some attention as Yuto got his attention from your cunt. You eyes the thing for a second to be honest it was rather cute. It was a pink color with already signs of precum on the tip. You smiled looking up at Wooseok. His hands were on another desk inches away. His dick twitching as it touched the cool air.

Yuto fingers went to your waist holding you still for a second. His dick just barely pushing into you, you could feel the plastic of his condom already rubbing your entrance.

You moaned a little at the feeling but wanted to give Wooseok pleasure. He looked desperate, you lightly gave his mushroom head a kiss. And another. One more till your lips pressed against accepting a little of the hard member.

You could tell this was probably Wooseok first time and you wanted to make it special. Yuto was already gently feeling his way inside of you. You wanted to thank him for being so gentle, maybe he did have a romance bone.

Your mouth took his head in and sucked. The room filled with sucking and thrust noises. The kind of wet noises that make you blush. Your tongue poked out lightly licking his head more and more.

"Wow" Wooseok moaned his hand went to your hair and gently took it. "Is that okay," he asked. You nodded, you felt your body slightly move at Yuto thrust. You felt your core tighten with every painfully slow thrust.

"Fuck you look so hot sucking off my friend," Yuto said his voiced ever so sensual. You moaned your hand reaching over to Wooseok pair and decided to play with them for a second.

As Yuto gripped your hips tighter his hips making deeper hits into you. You let out a whine ever so low. "Eh eh eh" you moaned. You could feel yourself drool a bit with Wooseok cock in your mouth but it made it even more erotic.

"You're face is so hot like that" Wooseok moaned he threw his head back and enjoyed your mouth. Yuto pace was getting more sloppy you could hear him send a string of curses in Japanese out.

You took your mouth off of Wooseok your wrist twisted and turned a little to jerk him off. "Fuck get him off Y/n" Yuto moaned. He reached for your hair slightly getting a grip on it. Wooseok thrust his dick in your hand, you could visibly see his dick twitching wanting to come from this sexual desire.

His hips jerked up and you aimed it at your chest. White strings came out as Woosoek let out a low moan that made your stomach turn with want.

You giggled a little at Wooseok face his eyes shut tight his mouth slightly open and his hand didn't know if he should put away his dick or should he just keep waiting.

Yuto pushed his hips deep into yours. "Touch your cilt doll," Yuto moaned. You smiled reaching down and pressing your finger into your folds. With that added pressure your hips rose up a little.

"Such a horny slut ass in ass in the air," Yuto moaned. You closed your eyes and rested your head on the desk. "Yes I'm a slut," you moaned back degrading yourself for pleasure was a turn on. "Whose slut are you," he said his voice so deep and dominating.

"I'm yours" you moaned out. Yuto hips snapped and his gripped tighten, your finger rubbed the bud harder for more pleasure. "Whose," he asked and. You moaned "Wooseok and Yuto slut," you moaned out.

With one final push, you let out an ugly mew moan thing coming on your finger a little. Yuto let one no two thrust and his hips buried deep inside of you. Yuto was at a loss for words you could tell by the way he just moaned and didn't say anything.

You laid on the desk for another minute caught your breath and making sure you processed what really happened.

Yuto slipped out of you, his fingers slipping your underwear back on right. Wooseok hands were fiddling with his pants as he pulled napkins out.

"That was," you paused and let your feet feel the floor again. "Amazing," Yuto finished. "Perfect" Wooseok added. Your face still felt hot as ever as you slide off the desk you silently thanked Wooseok as you cleaned the cum off your chest and bra.

Yuto looked at you as he adjusted his pants. You stared back at his chest not wanting to meet his eyes.

"Guys did you get your fill of school sex fantasy," you giggled out. "Yes Y/n," Wooseok said smiling wide. Of course, they did they were your boyfriends after all.

"Thanks again Y/n," Yuto said leaning over to give you a kiss on the head. You smiled "It's fine I like your uniform it makes you look hot," you said feeling tha cosplay school uniform.

You smiled and wrapped your arm around Wooseok large one. "Can we go home now the desk gave me a back ache" you whined. "You made it so authentic" Yuto praised his hand reaching for your back and massaged.  

"Didn't I as long as we're playing out a fantasy I wanted to make it organic" you smiled. With that, you held Wooseok and Yuto held onto you as you left the empty school.

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Morris

BIRTHDAY: May 19th

ZODIAC: Gemini

SPECIES: Human

GENDER: Male

FAMILY

Mother/Father - no idea man the kid was dropped off to live with his aunt so Aunt - caretaker

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

Morris has flat long-ish black hair from not taking the actual time to at least try cutting it. He has a natural olive/tan skin tone. He carries a wiry body from his earlier days. About 5'8 or so. He usually wears a cracked pair of goggles on his head. The kid's got a fair share of scars, the most obvious one over his mouth. His wardrobe isn't really static, but commonly wears hoodies. He has blue eyes.

PERSONALITY

Morris is constantly on edge. He's constantly worried for the worst to come. He believes that he's more realistic than pessimistic. He hardly ever admits anything outright, dodging any personal questions whenever possible. His solution to most problems is to either avoid them altogether, or run away. He's often irritable, lacking people skills. He avoids people if he can, keeping to himself. He could pretty much be summed up as "properly paranoid". Though cowardly, he is able to stand his own in a fight.

SEXUALITY: Bisexual

SETTING

lmao the city still doesnt have a name im working on it

BACK STORY

Born in Mexico, his parents legally crossed the border in hopes to have more success in the US much like his mother's sister. Though not extremely wealthy, she lived decently and was more than willing to help them on their way. However, when he was still very young, his parents found that they wouldn't be able to afford raising him, passing him off to his aunt before moving on with their lives. He lived comfortably for the first ten years of his life before his aunt's business went downhill and moved to a shadier part of the city to keep rent down. His aunt resorted to fostering kids on the side in order to get paid by the state. Sure it wasn't much, but it was better than nothing. One particular child stayed in her care for a long while due to complications (talking 11 months - 18 months). During this time, Morris grew very fond of her. Unfortunately, she wasn't the best influence, as she got into all sorts of shit and participated in gang life. Of course, he found this all to be cool/exciting and followed right in her footsteps. She was practically a big sister figure to him. He grew to cause havoc and participate in illegal shit for a good while (half a year?? idk). Which was all fine and dandy, he was p much enjoying himself and pissing off people. One day he's just going downtown and finds the corpse of his "big sister" in an alleyway. Needless to say it was bloody and morbid as shit and probably gave him some serious trauma. (He may have developed ptsd from this) The event had him snap and do a complete 180 after witnessing the body. He desperately tried to get out of gang life, but ended up not being able to escape.

FAVORITE COLOR?

Dark blue.

DOES YOUR CHARACTER COLLECT ANYTHING?

The shards of our broken hearts.

ALLERGIES?

ur bullshit

KIND OF CLOTHING?

Your average hoodies. Most tend to be cheap.

FAVORITE ANIMAL?

Dogs.

LEAST FAVORITE ANIMAL?

Bees. Flies.

WHAT ELEMENT WOULD THEY BE?

Water

ALIGNMENT?

True Neutral

DEADLY SIN THAT BEST REPRESENTS THEM?

Envy

WHICH ANIMAL WOULD THEY BE?

Maybe a coyote or a ferret.

SPECIAL SKILLS / TALENTS?

Nitrogen manipulation, picking locks, decent with a knife

PATIENCE LEVEL?

Pretty low

REGRETS?

[Hysterical laughing]

ROLE MODEL?

ded lmao

FAVORITE FOODS?

Probably fruits. Ones with juice like apples, oranges, ect.

DREAM PLACE TO LIVE?

In an actual house, preferably away from the city.

MODE OF TRANSPORTATION?

Foot.

PETS?

None. Often interacts with stray cats and dogs though.

WEAPON

Switchblade, Liquid Nitrogen

MOST APPROPRIATE TV TROPE(S)?

Heroic Sacrifice (in mafia) and Sour Outside, Sad Inside

SMELLS LIKE?

what

HOW DO THEY FEEL ABOUT LOVE?

He feels that it's well....dangerous.

LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?

White.

MAKES A LIVING BY?

Doesn't need to make a living seeing how he lives with his aunt. He tends to steal for extra money though.

FEARS OR PHOBIAS?

He's afraid of the future in general.

RACE, ETHNICITY AND NATIONALITY?

Mexican American.

BAD HABITS?

The whole scratching arms thing when he's nervous. Running away a lot.

IF THEY TRANSITIONED FROM THEIR WORLD TO OURS, HOW WOULD THEY REACT?

He'd be really relieved actually. Doesn't have to deal with all this OP gang bs.

DOES THEIR UNIVERSE HAVE A GOD?

(It's me)

PERSONAL PROBLEMS?

[Laughcrying in the distance]

RELIGIOUS AND TO WHAT EXTENT? ANY SPIRITUAL BELIEFS?

Not religious at all.

KIND OF STUDENT IF THEY ATTEND/WERE TO ATTEND SCHOOL? (E.G. CLASS CLOWN, STRAIGHT A)

Straight B+ or B student. No extra activities.

RANDOM FACT!

He used to wear his hair in a ponytail :3c

DO GHOSTS OR SUPERNATURAL ENTITIES EXIST IN THEIR’ WORLD?

Sort of.

OUTLOOK ON LIFE?

He believes that people born under certain circumstances, as well as being born with a likeable personality are able to get ahead in life and enjoy it. He is not one of those people.

WHAT OR WHO INSPIRED YOU TO CREATE THEM?

I was looking for a friend for Jordan/a protagonist buuut he's not so much a protagonist anymore seeing how there isn't an actual/fixed story anymore. I don't think Jordan and Morris would get along anyway haha.

MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN THEIR LIFE

Br...andon...

FAVORITE OBJECT?

His goggles.

WHEN DID YOU CREATE THIS CHARACTER?

Chinese class haha

IF YOUR CHARACTER HAS A SIGNIFICANT OTHER, WHAT WOULD THEIR SONG BE?

I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT'D BE "NO LIGHT, NO LIGHT" BUT IDK

WHAT WAS YOUR CHARACTER LIKE AS A CHILD?

Prideful. Scum of the Earth

DO THEY LIKE THE NAME THEY WERE GIVEN?

He's pretty okay with it.

NERVOUS HABITS?

Scratches the back of his neck and his arms.

SIBLINGS?

Has a few adoptive ones.

HAVE THEY EVER WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE?

Probably at some point tbh I mean he's a teenager

GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?

Half empty.

VIEWS ON GAMBLING, LYING, KILLING, ETC...?

He stands neutral on these kind of topics. He doesn't care what others do, as long as it doesn't affect him or anyone he actually cares about.

DO THEY STAND UP FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN?

Sometimes. He prefers to avoid conflict though.

HOW MUCH DO THEY VALUE MONEY?

A lot.

WANTS TO HAVE KIDS, RAISE A FAMILY?

[One Direction Laughter]

WHAT'S THEIR ONE BIG KINK?

[One Direction Laughter ceases] [Dead silence]

PASSIVE, AGRESSIVE, OR DEFENSIVE?

Defensive.

CAT OR DOG PERSON?

Dog.

WHAT SONGS RELATE TO YOUR CHARACTER?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ephdl5HjIzQ maybe shrugs

HOW HAS THEIR LOOK/DESIGN CHANGED OVER TIME?

He used to wear glasses, had short hair, no scars. Also had a chain hanging from his pants.

MOST TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE?

The time he got his rolemodel killed lmao. And mafia. The haunted mansion and Denny's were not fun for him.

WHAT BRINGS THEM THE MOST JOY?

Watching familiar stray doges run up to him :3. Spending time with Brandon also makes him really happy but also makes him really nervous.

ARE THEY TICKLISH?

Probably on his sides.

DO THEY PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?

I'd like to think he plays the piano, but then again I like the piano a lot and want all my ocs to play the piano.

COKE OR PEPSI?

He thinks they're pretty much the same.

HOGWARTS HOUSE

Gryffindor or Hufflepuff probably.

IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN THEIR LIFE

Brandon....

IF THEY COULD HAVE ONE THING IN THE WORLD?

A stable lifestyle.

WOULD THEY DARE KILL SOMEONE?

If the situation was dire enough, probably.

INVOLVED WITH MAGIC OR WITCHCRAFT?

His nitrogeny powers counts as magic soo

WHAT MLP CHARACTER WOULD THEY BE?

Why.

WOULD YOUR CHARACTER BE WILLING TO SACRIFICE ORDER AND SANITY TO LIVE IN A CRAZY FANTASY WORLD WHERE ANYTHING WAS POSSIBLE, OR DO ALL IN THEIR POWER TO PREVENT THAT FROM HAPPENING?

The latter.