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Good Morning!
Whatās on your agenda today? For us itās continuing to paint the living room and dining room, I have work (of course -_-) and Iām also getting my new work computer today.
How about you?
#personal shit#I want to hear from you#so reply with your to dos for today#or send them in an ask#whichever works for you
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hi.
#i know most of you didnāt even realize i was gone#but manā¦#my mental health was like in a state of ššš in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldnāt shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes š„²)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#iām still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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1.5 min wip to reiterate how deeply open for commissions I am, how very much all my originals are for sale, etc
#coffee painting#my pay this month was the equivalent of 400$ which as you may imagine is Not Enough#i have a 0 hour contract where i work so. today i got a text about a free shift replied yes in less than a minute#and then got a reply telling me it was covered. this has happened twice today.#i gotta get a new and less healthcare-y job#anyway that's not your problem sorry about that#this is a person made of bad coffee that tastes burnt. why make bad coffee when it ia possible to make good coffee?#even with milk and ice and a hint of flavouring it is bad :(#how do we feel about me posting sketches and wips? i always worry it becomes obnoxiously much.
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I'm sorry, but your Medic is the most appealing design I've ever seen of him!! You just draw him so.... shaped??? I dunno, it's just very good!!
This is such a cute message to get, here take this panel I drew today, it encapsulates my flushed reaction.
(There's no way you'll be able to guess the context to this panel)
#60 seconds till mission begins rambles#There's at least 3 more asks that are just compliments and I just look at them in shame until I manage to draw something as a reply#It's going very slowly ahem but I really want to draw a little thing for you all - your messages are so sweet#*throws a blow kiss to you all but I'm throwing it violently like I'm trying to get Gold at the Olympic games*#I was drawing for a job today and then I didn't want to continue so I went to draw medic but then I had to colour him and I didn't want to#So I drew one comic page :) But its 3am now so I go do bed good night everyone
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queen pin real. we all have to be a little self-indulgent sometimes š
#deltarune#queen#Q5U4EX7YY2E9N#enamel pins#utdr#video games#deltarune chapter 2#turns out the budget Did allow for this and i instantly could not help myself#alright boys now don't let all these milfs be shelf warmers#deltarune fanart#pins#i wanted to do something more interesting with the wall but i was like 'this is a backing card and i need it done Today' so . window#gotta take advantage of those sales!!!! backing cards probably go in the trash anyway#.... i save all mine though šš i have a box full of backing cards from all my pins. they're pretty......#ok in the tags or the replies: do y'all save your backing cards. yes no or only sometimes#this is the tallest pin i've ever made. the first pin with screenprint. aND THE MOST EXPENSIVE PER UNIT LMAO
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āØ weekend wip exposure club āØ
rules: post 7 sentences or a snippet of an unfinished work
@theotherwhybietoldmeso & @killerandhealerqueen .... I return (but at what cost) <ā (ā ļæ£ā ļø¶ā ļæ£ā )ā >
I aggressively scrolled down and picked the part it randomly stopped at so ,,,,
Law found himself far too focused on that last part. He hid it away, nodding.
Dammit. The less he talked about or to Eustass Kid, the faster and cleaner this would go.
They reached another door, this one cut into the length of the hall, and Heat pulled up.
"Give me a second to give Boss a head's up." He stopped with his hand on the handle and glanced at Law. āDont need to tell me. I'll make it quick.ā
Law didn't argue. There was no use rushing in if he was going to hit the roadblock that was Eustass Kid's idiocy. Faster to let his crew get it by him. They seemed to have a system for worming things into his thick head.
Bepo gave a nod of acknowledgement on Law's behalf, and Heat headed in, slipping through the door and leaving it open a slither.
āOi, Boss.ā
"There you are, Heat.ā Eustass' voice was pitched far flatter than usual. Less grating screech and more deep tremors below the earth. Lower than Law had heard it all night but close to how he'd spoken when they had been, if he was generous, strategising to use their awakened powers to finally take down Big Mom. āDid ya track down a quack yet? He keeps drifting off."
"Weāve got one,ā Heat said, ābut you're not gonna like it."
Blushing slightly, Bepo glanced at Law. As though they were eavesdropping instead of waiting like they'd been instructed to.
Law zipped his jacket up further, bringing it to his chin. āYou don't have to stay.ā
Bepoās face set, becoming painfully determined. āIām not leaving you here alone, Captain.ā
Law hid his smile on the opposite side of his mouth to what Bepo was standing on, letting the corner twitch up.
"I don't care who it is,ā Eustass said on the other side of the door. āGet them in here. Killer'sā"
"It's Trafalgar Law."
The silence was stark. A shockwave climbing out of an impact crater, or the remnants of a bare seabed after the waves had been dragged out by the hand of mother nature. Promising ruptured ear drums or terminal drowning if you didn't get far enough away.
Bepo turned his determination on the gap between the door and its frame. Apparently trying to scare off the tension leaking out.
Ignoring the urgency growing in his hands and the impatience in his sternum, Law tapped the toe of his boot on the floor.
āTrafalgar?ā As always, Eustass pulled Lawās name apart with his teeth as he said it. The meat of it coming off the bone like something slow cooked.
Law ignored the usual spark it ignited in his gut and tapped his boot again. Getting worked up wouldn't get him through this without a bigger headache.
āWire figured he was closest,ā Heat offered.
Gonna tag @schwazombie and @lolacouldnotcareless incase they've got anything they feel like sharing (but no pressure, of course) (ā ā ā āæā ć»ā )ā āā ā
#weekend wip exposure club#unfortunately the k*dl*w agenda didn't blow out while i was away#i am v disheartened with my writing at the moment but we can't let the bad thoughts win#so doing this even tho im late and don't want to cause otherwise i just won't#and we'll spiral into the bad place and there'll be no hope for me next weekend š#going with quantity over quality to make up for the weeks i missed asdfghjkll#ah. shit. wait. have i posted this scene before? impossible to know at this point. my brain is soup#oh my words#from the dark pit#taking myself out the back by the scruff of the neck and shaking myself#IT ISN'T MEANT TO BE PERFECT IT'S A WIP YOU'LL EDIT LATER CALM DOWN IT'S NOT THAT DEEP#(zombie if the world is willing and the creek don't rise im replying to your wonderful messages after my doggie's vet appointment today āØ)
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five stages of grief but itās five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew itās from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that itās very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year iāve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so weāve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and iām not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and itās EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: canāt stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didnāt reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didnāt talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc itās the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didnāt say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that āthey forgotā what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to āsurpriseā me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now iām second guessing everything theyāre saying bc i thought we were friends and thereās no reason why friends canāt send each other#flowers or whatever but theyāve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#iām never outright romantic with anyone?? plus weāre FRIENDS i should have no reason to think thatās changed#but theyāre being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i donāt NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and theyāre like no itās serious bro whatās serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they donāt reply straight up in their next texts iām gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah iām overthink getting flowers bc whatās the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think theyāre from a partner or something
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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munday question! tell me either the last song you have added in your muses playlist, and/or a song you had added in your most recent muse playlist and why you have added them / how it relates to your muse. mine are below the cut:
the last song i added to one of my muse playlist's was brand new city by mit.ski for kuro's. the repeating bridge is hard to explain but the verses in between sum it up nicely, the state of depression he found himself in for the past 500 years, the feeling of knowing hes rotting from the inside and being unable to do anything about it. the line that ends up standing out the most is, ironically, the titular one's: But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive / I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die. pretty is a placeholder here when the message is clear: this sadness / depression / lingering feelings of negativity ruled the majority of his life, all brought down to the count. going to japan and murdering him, at the risk of his own immortal life, was his own way of trying to kill that.
the song that comes from my newest muse playlist i nominated was art by chonn.y jash for tills playlist: an immediate add from it's first line disrespecting the audience that listens to it, encapsulating the entire theme of the song, as brought up by the first verse: I don't do requests, I'm not your clown / Fuck you all / Who cares about broader reach? / This is not about you, this is all about me / And my tiny, little conscience / And staving off unease. at the end of the day, it's a song that sums everything up nicely, a musician who has love for his music, has confidence in it, but is brought towards an audience that holds everything in the balance - he'll work hard, sing from the heart, feel strong for doing as such, but deep down it's fickle, it's dependant. just like his own life, in the end.
#ā Ā Ā ā” Ā Ā āŗ Ā Ā jupiter Ā : Ā šØšØš.#monday for me is a day my manager isnt in so our little office just holds me and it gets lonely without music#so i spent today playing playlists and honestly ? this came to mind#ku.ro ironically has the longest playlist out of any of my muses ( 57 songs )#but his playlist is something id only feel truly comfortable publishing if i knew i could explain every song. im not making a post#elaborating on 57 songs ... sowwy ....#ti.lls is bc i do wanna make a playlist for AS songs ... theyre all too good. im just playing them over and over again#but pls tell me about yours! if ur reply beats tumblrs comment word count feel free to reply to ur own reply we'll treat this like twt
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ik itās kind of a hardcore blog, but i am still a person & talking to me like this isnāt okayš„ i blocked them after i said no, so they wonāt bother me again but like PLEASE be aware that im actually human & should be treated & talked to like 1š„ā¤ļø
#if someone in the UK wants to beat him up thatās ok w mešŖā¤ļø#this happened way earlier today but iāve been crazy busy0: but i wanted to post it so like i can give a little reminder#and a reminder that iām not really into rp w complete strangers?#and literally donāt ask me why i said no lol like thatās literally just what i said out loud when i read what he sent & was kind of in shock#so i just sent what i said out loud lmao?#and it was so random too? like i was in the middle of typing something and then had to stop midway bc i couldnāt believe the notification ??#and like if i ignore your dms is really bc i either am busy or donāt know what to say back so like donāt be rude if i donāt reply#like itās not something to be rude over#text#& ik i couldāve stood up for myself i guess? but why would i waste my time on someone like that yk? like why put thought into it?#so i just kinda blocked them & went back to what i was doing#rude dms#dms
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thinking about the whole twt scam situation ā¢ again ough
#monolith mumbles#gonna rant for a min#like main situation sorted fine#then boom 27 yr old mutual of op comes crawling out the woodworks#i did ask a silly question which i apologized for twice and reiterated TWICE. and they then kept yapping and arguing š#like erm i think calling an autistic person braindead at ur big age is weird actually#''omfg are you braindead this is a common scam get it through your thick skulls'' first im a tumblr main. second it clearly isnt common#enough considering op got scammedš#and i still think im justified being put off that nobody (excluding op) noticed the glaring differences in the accounts š and how it was#up for 10+ hours with no one noticing š#along with that they tried to frame it like i thought op had it out for me then said i wasnt important enough for someone to target me#because my twt acc has like 300 followers which. clearly i was because the scammer used my artš#again twenty fucking seven. 27 DOING ALL THIS#after my final reply i ignored my twt main for like 2 days. which someone else replied saying something that started with#''all this happened because you'' then i just blocked them today before reading the rest. and just blocked everyone involved#like if ur mutual is 27 behaving like this i do nawt want to have any interaction with you at all soz. i also didn't get any priv apologies#instead they were pushing how they were innocent and not accusing anyone of being guilty which. its like you were a min ago#u were accusing MEš go d#me miffed about not getting priv apologies is me being petty but im 5'4 im never the bigger person so#I'll stay petty actually#anyway blocked all of them for my own piece hope op gets $60 back somehow but i also want 0 interaction based on their oomf
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I might have OCD actually
#idk i can't tell if its ocd or paranoia#but all my life these āshare this text to 10 contacts or your mum will dieā always made me unreasonably panicked#and more and more because of posts like ādonate now or you are a horrible personā make me deeply unwell#i feel so selfish because i know it's not their fault#im not blaming palestinians reaching out for help more like the people who share the posts and then guilt trip everyone#and i really dont wanna block the tags because it'll make me feel even worse and i still want to be informed#i have so many asks pilling up but idk what to do because I'm useless i can't help in anyway i dont have any reach and no money in my name#and i dont wanna close asks because i do enjoy ask games#but also idk what to do#because when i reply its so hard i feel miserable because i can't help but as soon as i reply i get 20 new ones and it's incredibly overwhel#overwhelming#but when i dont answer my brain is screaming at me āif you dont reply your while family will die in a car crashā#and it's a simple mental image to think of the more asks i answer the more i get the more my brain tells me awful things#I'm sorry to any mutual i may have unfollowed because they shared so many guilt tripping posts i genuinely can't do it anymore#and i feel terrible#and I don't wanna leave Tumblr because it's my only social platform left lmao and thevother ones are all awful its the inly one i like#I'm just not in the right mental state to constantly see ādonate or you dont deserve to live even if youre poorā kinda posts#it's not even triggering its just making my āocdā worse than it ever was#all day long my brian been telling me āyou will die today because you didnt answer the asks!!ā#it's genuinely horrible idk what to do and eother way i feel like a piece of shit i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning āhard to get atā, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason āroboā robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobbyās nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVENāT SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if weāre animorphing itās SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down Iām so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! itās so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didnāt itās fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that itās there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRAāS ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEYāRE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never returnā¦ like i wish i could say anyone else but itās#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth donāt make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also thereās ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my belovedā¦ when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I donāt know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldnāt commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovskĆ½ but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorkeās acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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āiām all alone, but iām as happy as can be!ā
#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf#āyou should get a bfā āwhen are you gonna get married and have kids?ā how about n e v e r#i just want to sleep when iām not on the clock mans i donāt want to waste my precious sleep time on others#i mean. i donāt even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~#and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o#g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~#used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight#wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to doā¦#itās been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest timeā¦ā¦ but ig this massage seat is good enoughā¦ā¦#i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m āØinstant paradiseāØ#speaking of instant thoughā¦ one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day#āyouāll āØd i eāØ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?ā he said#so āØo f cāØ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with āiām fine with that bc i wonāt have to work thenā#he and another coworker laughed :( sadded#b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ācustomisedā at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise)#the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles#or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they donāt even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions?#itās number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever#theyāre known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them#atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop#and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead?????#like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!!#also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite.#wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesnāt concern them how did we get so far off-topicā#chizuutan chizpost
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Me here casually: I should probably type up a quick and short post about Kafka and care/feelings/etc. My brain: 'Quick and short'? Yeah, you're funny (and short is true).
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ semi-roasted by myself so that aven can't potentially do it in the notes instead in case he catches this. ]#[ but also-- sigh. i mean. I GUESS I CAN WRITE ONE. if i can do words. i can't find music i vibe with today. ]#[ i have like 5 'wip' replies i've worked on so far. ]
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the best thing this hell site ever implemented was post auto saving ā
#ā ā [ ooc ]#tbd#as someone who's house is prone to constant brownouts#it is very much appreciated.#because if i lost my progress on the thread i'm currently working on i would cut off my own limbs actually ā#y'all remember the days of writing replies in google docs for this purpose only#i also still have like#12 text recovery extensions on my chrome#i should probably delete those ā#BUT ANYWAY#i...didn't get as much done around here as i was hoping to lmao#between the bf's surgery and my birthday yesterday i was busier than i was expecting myself to be.#and also maddie's got me in a chokehold rn so i'm just like#hella distracted#BUT i've got a few more hours before i gotta get ready for work tonight and then i#have tomorrow off i think...but then i work 3 days in a row ā#so tonight and tomorrow will be crunch time to fill the queue in prep for that.#but i hope y'all are having a good day today !!#drink some water ! don't forget to eat & take your meds ! i'm doing the same !!#my power just went out again i'm gonna be sick ā
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