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#my art#some bg elements... who am i#once again posting bc i am filled w thoughts and feelings#i feel so nostalgic...#its a warm night and im lying in the dark#the light of my computer glowing blue in the corner#listening to music from my childhood#i was staring at the ceiling.. and i really felt the presense of night and remembered how endless it used to feel#made me wonder#when was the last time i could go to bed without worrying abt the things i should do the next day#i dunno. these days night has felt so burdensome and limiting. so much pressure and so little rest#i remember looking out the window at night and seeing the sky tinted pink with light pollution#honestly i always thought it was beautiful. the whole night was dawn.. and there was so much time to enjoy it#and i would explore all my little thoughts and ideas and worries and fears and wishes#and somehow id fall asleep#idk what i even think about these days#i just stress about the small stupid things and how i need to sleep and how desperate i am to distract myself from that anxiety#so ofc i cant sleep lol#ahh i miss hearing the sound of the train in the middle of the night#i need to work on letting my thoughts flow freely again.. instead of all these controlled thoughts about what i should do and how and when#i can just feel my little brain shrinking from the lack of breath#i miss thinking and reflecting and dreaming and imagining and all that shit#what am i doinggg man#how did i let my head get this clogged up#fuckkkk ok well anyways im glad im having this time in my feels lmfaoo#ahhh i miss going to the beach at night and lying in the sand and seeing the darkness stretched out endlessly and the city lights in the#distance and just talking about anything thru the night without a single worry about sleeping early to go to work or whatever#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#i miss wasting time pointlessly and enjoying it without being so painfully aware of the time going by#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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tagged by @southernreaches thank you fray!!! 🫶
rules: put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for their favorite!
tagging (if you wanna do this, no pressure!!)
@yahgrondu @yharnams @pawnguild @volkihar @nokstella
@gurathins @alexheart @pinkfey @gortash @merdruid
@qingyii @ehlnofaey @tarasahl @katsigian @vilnan
#tag games#ok i know cmx r pretty much unknown outside of finland but i cant watch them go unvoted against tumblr faves lord huron and tamino#gonna vote for them myself 🫵#even if u dont understand the lyrics please check punainen komentaja out it goes so hard i promise!!!#also revealing my kpoppie past with this one 😔#no but like late 2nd gen kpop is where its at. infinite will always be special to me#also sorry i haven't rly responded to uhhh anything i've mostly been focused on recovering from the hospital stint !#strangely it fixed my sleep schedule and my messy meal schedule and like#idk if this is just a phase lol but i've been motivated to live healthier after i got home#which means less time for idle scrolling here lmao#ofc i dont wanna abandon this blog but. i gotta find the right balance. anyway consider this a semi hiatus while i figure it out#i've also been spending lots of time on the fields of mistria.....#working on my little farm and befriending the villagers is paramount to my recovery. the doctor said so
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#over three weeks now since hes gone#sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that#like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door#the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie#we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere#cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol#collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this#and then we're back on the floor weeping lol#but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE#bb boy#txt.me#u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out#bb baby
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FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFEEEEE TELL ME WHY TRESPASSING DUDE JUST ASKED ME IF WE ARE FRIENDS... SIR I WANT YOU UNDER MY SKIN WDYM
#he didnt friendzonenme. theres context but ohhhh my godddd#so basically i said smth like 'oh idk if u care but in case ur wondering the reason I'm messaging u at 4am is bc i fucked up my sleep#schedule lol“ and he responded like ”wym idk if you care#ofc i care. im not heartless'' and i told him like 'you said at length how much your brother and others yap at you and volunteer random in#formation you didnt ask for and at times it huts me like oh lol wait a minute i do that'' bc like. i Know its different. and he didnt say#that to target me. but like... i cant fucking help it. i like him i take it personally and want to be cautious yk#trauma response or whatever and i also want to clarify where i stand with him bc he doesn't tell me anything if i dont say shit like this#and he responded to that with 'i care because we're friends (or at least i hope so'' and im like... sir we met on a dating app. I'm inviting#you to my house to bake bread... and to meet my friends... i want you!!!#hhhh god i need to craft a good response bc i do intend to tell him i like him. just not over text!!! this is an in person conversation#type thing!! hhhh
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turns out going out and doing things is good for you vs staying inside for weeks at a time lol but sadly leaving the house cuts into drawing im trying to make up for it by watching studies and collecting comm refs
#this is the most i’ve gone out in a very long time#and i made some extra money doing favors for my family so i have plenty to get a new pen now and then some#so i treated myself to some books and even read one#i cant remember the last time i finished a book lol#lyriumsings txt#but i also feel guilty cuz i still have two comms left and anytime i spend not doing schoolwork or comms feels bad#even though i know it’s good for me#and realistically i know i did a lot of comms like 11 or so since july last year#and an art trade and gifts in between#and my commissioners are the sweetest bestest mutuals on earth#so they haven’t pressured me#but i feel so guilty when i’m not working ngl#which the anxiety is ofc bad for making good art#and then my brothers birthday is coming up and everyone wants to go to the state fair#im so neurotic it’s painful#this is why being awake at 4am is bad im going to sleep now
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false dichotomy. i need both
i can basically not hear what videos or shows n etc are saying w/out subtitles. i got bad hearing in my ears (esp one of em) and also bad audio processing.
and also. i got bad dyslexia and eyesight. so if i can only rely on reading.... then that is difficult or sometimes even impossible.
it also reallyyy doesn't help if it's something i find difficult to understand, or boring. and if it's both then i often don't even bother - as it just won't work, or take a tremendous amount of effort and energy.
my brain and body both get hella exhausted.
also i am often too tired and/or distracted to Only read for long, or Only listen for long.
so like..... school was very hard for me as they often didn't help me at all w my disabilities :D
#listening and reading is both shite.#if i can - i always opt for text and video and sound. it helps. oh and also... they gotta be good enough quality and stuff#like if your subtitles suck ass like. wtf am I sposed to do w these. oh and when streamers have really bad mic setups...#i have tried to watch my friends and acquaintances stream. it depends on how close we are or how interested I am in general of what they#create and stream and stuff anyway ofc. like i am not super engaged w my friends hearthstone videos generally.#also because it's super fucking hard for me to see anything on the screen cause everything is so tiny#that's also why i thought i didn't like that vampire survivor game or whatever it's called#im like i cant see shit here. i can't parse things here for shit#also why i stopped playing overwatch. i can not parse what the fuck is going on. Who is that that i am fighting rn. their silluate and the#constant blooming light effects from every ability and everyone's player constantly firing off. it's fucking hard to parse#i loved tf2 tho and played many hundreds of hours. because i could parse what the fuck was going on in that game#(apart from it being so much fun and superior in like nearly every way from overwatch lol. but that ain't even a fair fight haha)#but yea. tf2 silluetes makes soooo much sense. it's so much easier to understand. also the sound design. and that you can like.#see the transcript of what everyone's calling out for (if they're on your team).#anyway. also their voices are distinct. and they're not constantly overstimming and blinding me.#bauch fkn anyway. i am tired asf now#i gotta CLOSE tumblr. and put on midnight snap. to sleep#OH SHIT RIGHT THERE'S A NEW EPPIE OUT#fuck yes. yes yes yes
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Becoming an adult is realizing how many family members have undiagnosed adhd
#i mean of course i cant diagnose them........ but#im the first in my family to be diagnosed that i know of#then my sister#i suspect my brother has it too tho. i suspected it of him before i suspected it of myself#but this made me realize something interesting#the only person on my dads side of thr family diagnosed with any mental disorders is my dad#he has dyslexia#but he was never treated for it in any way and ended up dropping out of high school partially bc of that#which was in the 80s#and i think..... he got diagnosed bc they wanted a reason for why he was '''''''stupid'''''''#even tho. ofc hes not. hes told stories about how he'd sleep through entire classes or just not pay any attention#and then pass the finals with no preparation especially math#but. in the 80s. younger brother of a more 'normal' child. has struggles?????? reading?????? and writing???????#what is this monstrosity??????????#so he got diagnosed and his mom and teachers felt better bc there was a reason. but no one helped him with it#and no one has been diagnosed with any mood disorders except maybeeeeee my older cousins but that would've been on their own#not their parents actually caring 💀💀#idk how my brother hasn't been diagnosed with adhd tho???? bc he had like. classic adhd boy child in school problems#idk when it started getting recognized more tho maybe he was just too old lol#but now. as an adult. with multiple mental illnesses. im like. wow. this is GENETIC#my dad and grandfather especially#and that's the thing like. i remember my dad cycling through hobbies a lot when i was younger#hed get really into models. then not touch one for years. really into building guitars. not touch one for years. really into train sets. n-#but i remember my mom joking like ahahaha my husband cycles through his hobbies then he just drops them ahahahah#hes silly like that#now im like. bro. hes hyperfixating. and he does it exactly the same as i do 😭😭😭#anyway. that's my thoughts for the night
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Yo what the fuck was the time change last night??
#abt me#i just spent like an hour and a half grumbling about how stupid it is that it changes on a sunday night#and how im gonna lose an hour of sleep tonight#which sucks bc i work mon-fri#so like why cant it be saturday night#for my own convenience?!?!?#bc the world revolves around me ofc#and im sitting in the car rn#waiting for it to warm up#and i just looked up from my phone#and it clicked with me that the car time is an hour behind#so it DID change last night#i spent almost two hours bitter over the time change not happening when i want it to#when it DID#i hate myself LOL
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anyone happen to have that r/Ritalin screenshot handy lmao
#u know the one. ''does it count as recreational use if im not having fun''#i need it for. reasons#<-aka my sleep-deprived dumbass cant remember if i took my meds already today (bc. sleep deprived.)#and now im sitting playing the game of ''can i not focus bc im exhausted'' or ''can i not focus bc im rawdoggin today''#my body's so mad abt how tired i am that the caffeine i Know is in my system (bc of the a Physical Reminder on my desk) isnt helping AT ALL#so im stuck between ''heyo dude yr hearts already beating kinda fast lol u probly shouldnt fuck with it anymore''#& ''fUck me ive got class in a 1/2hr & after that Another (Worse!) class & after THAT. Four Hours of rehearsal. before i can sleep again#so like ofc yr anxious abt all that jazz but like. u gotta find SOMETHIN to keep u moving until u can finally collapse in bed yk.''#jic i DID manage to take my meds when i think i mightve (11? 10:30??) im gonna wait until 2:30 (when class starts) to take them ''again''#but immmMM. Not Pleased#i hate that meds to help my brainfuckery require me battling seven layers of Other brainfuckery in order to actually take them. i hate it.#im worried ill fall asleep in class or be super weird+twitchy bc i feel VERY super weird+twitchy & maybe its just that i need to put more#food in my me (which im fixing rn dw ikik)#but. UGH#i hate it here#gonna give it 15 to see if the food helps & then if it DOES it might be time for More Caffeine Baybee!! bc stabilized insides=More Wake Up!#orrrrr?? who knows. i sure dont lmfao#bee speaks
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New incentive to procrastinate going to bed: pushing back the risk of waking up in a PEM
#thats the fun part of not always being able to predict them lol#bc i could go to bed and wake up weak as fuck.#but if i dont go to sleep!!! i stay in the good day#this is reasonable to me but apparently it sounds really bad lol#but hey i made a lost of survival items#in case another episode happens#so i can survive in bed when i cant get up :)#its alleviating the stress ngl#like ok. maybe ill be incapacitated again#my ensures and my cereal bars can take it now#medical#i did a lot today! i hope i get a pass#didnt feel like i was pushing too far but well. last time i felt the same so#uh and ofc the experimental treatment im getting is stigmatized AND not covered 🙄🙄🙄#it better fucking work
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♡ bakugou headcannons !
i felt like a hopeless romantic today so why not have some random headcannons?
i personally feel like bakugou wouldnt be looking for a relationship because of his ambition to wanna be a hero. so he kinda has that "itll come my way when its time" mentality with dating.
dont hate me but i think bakugou is the type of person to not "fall in love at first sight"
if he does find you interesting though, its because of the sole reasons of either your quirk or your personality. thats it- no other reason.
secretly probably has a thing for thick/curvy/muscular women, you cannot tell me otherwise.
once you two start talking more he'll secretly enjoy the way you yap when it comes to things you like or about something you genuinely cant stand.
i think bakugou wont be the one to make the first move unless like mina or someone tells him that you secretly have a fat crush on him as well.
on the other hand, if you were to confess to him he would try to act as nonchalant as possible but would be embarrassed, happy + his ego would definitely inflate.
once you both go public it is OVER for all the other "extras". bakugou would be showing you off left and right- "hey you see that hottie over there? guess what? shes mine- now look the other way!"
would be lowk scared that his brash personality would make you leave him for someone else, but you would always insist he was all you ever needed and thats all he needed to go back to the cocky bastard you know and love.
is a SUCKER for random compliments and physical touch. you hold his hand on the way out the class? instant butterflies. "your eyes are so pretty suki..!" fuck. he was whipped for you.
bakugou loves it when you massage his back or shoulders after a hard day of training. oh, and when you run your hands through his hair? hes on cloud nine.
loves cooking for you, but leaves the baking to you. he absolutely CANNOT bake for his life. would get too frustrated after having to do the same step multiple times because the recipe called for it and would just end up combining all the steps in one.
wont admit it but he loves when you use him as your walking heater. "bakugou im crampinggggg..." "here..." he says as he places his palm on your stomach as you sigh in content. he cant help but find it adorable when you force yourself on him if he doesnt do it himself.
last but not least... sleeping. hates being the small spoon because it makes him feel unimportant :( will sometimes stay up just to see your cheeks squished on to his chest as you sleep- dont be surprised to see photos of you like that on his phone.
slow mornings with bakugou is so sweet and soft. he would definitely press small kisses to your neck after each compliment he would say about you. only when youre asleep ofc. if you wake up and show even the slightest sign of knowing what he did, he would take a pillow and smack your face with it 100%. all with love though ofc. besides, its not like you didnt know about it for months now.
lol idek if this is good since its my first time but uhhhh lmk what yall think.
#bakugo katsuki#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#bnha bakugou#kacchan#kacchan bakugou#katsuki bakugo mha#katsuki bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugou#bakugou headcanons#katsuki x reader#katsuki headcanons#mha bakugou#bakugo katuski#bnha#mha x reader#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#t3ag3rs
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a night to reminisce (malleus & maleficia)
this comic is based on a hc i made while reading this fic Berceuse by @chernabogs (banger fic once again ames ✨💞)
i thought that if Meleanor's lullaby came from her father, then what does Maleficia uses to lull children to sleep? Then i thought , ohhhh what if she tells a story instead to make them sleep?
Since all Draconias are people who talks a lot (they are all yappers lol) (Malleus obviously, and Meleanor as well (Lilia said that he used to stay up all night bcs Meleanor just cant stop talking lol)
Plus grandmothers are stereotypically loves to tell stories about their past,,,
Although, Maleficia only likes to talk about her past to Malleus and Meleanor.
She actually likes sharing her memories with other faes, but since it concerns dead people in her family, whenever she talks about this with other faes, all she's met with are sympathies and pitying faces, and she doesn't like receiving that (her leadership motto is literally "to keep my people's smile" so i feel like she doesn't want to see sad faces and why (I think) she perseveres to live on despite the tragedies she's been dealt with, because if she dies, many faes are going to be sad by it).
However, Meleanor and Malleus are different, they don't seem like they want to cry when she tells them about her husband or daughter, they just eagerly listen and curious about her stories with them, which is what Maleficia appreciates, when she tells a story, its not exactly that she misses them, she does, but the people she's telling stories from shouldn't only be remembered because of their death, they should also recognize how they lived.
This was also based on the popular hc that Maleficia generally sees Meleanor in Malleus 🥹 and ofc this song from Frozen 2 lol
lulling dragons to sleep is serious business💤😔
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#malleus draconia#disney twst#twst malleus#art#twst wonderland#twst art#twst maleficia draconia#twst maleficia#twst headcanons#twst hcs#twst fanart#twst malleus draconia#twst meleanor draconia#maleficia draconia#meleanor draconia#maleanor draconia#twst maleanor#twst meleanor#twst diasomnia#lian arts#twisted wonderland fanart#twisted wonderland malleus draconia#malleus#queen maleficia#(meleanor is holding her down by her hips lol)
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My aunt is gonna be leaving til next friday tomorrow I think, hashtag winning
#rat rambles#Ill finally be able to actually leave my room lol#I might try sceduling my meds appointment tomorrow if Im feeling up to it#Im not super hopeful tho but hopefully sometime this week Ill get to it#Im not looking forward to mrs shitface and her family coming over still but Im trying not to think abt it too hard#I just hope the kids arent still on tiktok but ofc Im not optimistic abt it#theyre starting to become early teens at this point I think which feels freaky#I just hope theyre doing ok enough I worry abt them a lot#I dont even know if my ex friend lives with them anymore since theyre also an adult now#despite everything I do hope theyre out of there and doing better now#but lets not think abt that too much cause I do in fact need to sleep tonight lol#but yeah I still hate my aunt but it could be worse#again shes the most tollerable in her family it could have been any of the others#the only thing I appreciate them for is helping younger me develop its critical thining skills more#and also how to recognise when ppl dont actually care abt the reasons for believing things just the beliefs themselves#anyways if I could press a button thatd make me never have to see or hear of them again thered be no hesitation#everytime my mom compares me to my cousin it makes my skin crawl#cant believe I used to think he was cool as a kid he sucks so bad I hate him so much#Ill ahead and tag this as a vent just in case I thibk#rat vents
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can I request leona with an cat beastman bf, like once he's just sleeping somewhere and when he wakes up there's someone sleeping by his side – someone that wasn't there before.
so before they start dating, they become nap buddies. they always nap together, and once cat!bf starts to do the classic feline courtship (giving leona something he hunt, the classic cat bakery on his body and stuff like that) leona, as a big cat, ofc knows what's going on and reciprocates
now they're like the biggest haters of the entire nrc population but hey at least they love each other so they hate on people together, gossip together and do feline things together :)
( ruggie CANNOT stand their asses if he sees one more session of them cat bathing each other's hair he's gonna THROW UP )
tbf I just want an lion x housecat trope .......
This is so great because i'm imaging like those super judgemental cats and yall just hate on everyone
♥︎requests open ♥︎
Cw : reader is yuu but is also a beastman (interpret how you want), male/masc! Reader, everytime i write male/masc reader an angel gets it wings, yall are judgy in this lol
I absolutely love the idea of just two cats in love,
It 1000% started as you napping next to him because let's face it he knows the best napping locations
At first hes so annoyed but eventually it reaches the understanding of both of you being napping buddies
Ruggie is just glad he has to deal with less of leonas attitude lmao, he's your problem now
When you start dating its probably one of those things where in his head you have been dating for like 4 months now, but your like “what are we”
The cat bakery biscuit machine is so real because i just imagine you napping in bed and out of nowhere you are making biscuits on him because mmmmm
I think he does the cat bap thing
Bap bap bap
Rolls his eyes every time you loudly proclaim that he cant nap without you but like,,,is the lie in the room with us
I like to think that he pretends and rolls his eyes when you do like cat courtship stuff like dead birds on his doorstep lmao but he secretly loves it so much
Now i think leona is actually going to be the biggest culprit of the licking your hair
And ruggie is so sick of it, if he sees this FREAK lean over to lick you one more time hes getting the spray bottle and he is USING it
Ssk ssk ssk ssk type shit
While yall are cuddling this man HATES
He is the next top hater at nrc, i fear to say but yall are hating on malleus
Lizard boy is catching strays (hahaha get it) and he's not even there to defend himself
And if you hate someone? Babe that is his ENEMY
Supportive hater king, like if you hate that person so dose he, no need to explain (but do because the gossip is hot and fresh) but he needs no reason to be a hater
This isnt even black cat x orange cat, this is two of the most judgy black cat duos
Like the black cat filing its claws like you just told the most hot tea this century
Dare i say… BACK TO THE KITTY CAUSE HES KINDA PRETTY- I CANT STOP LOOKING AT HIS T-T-T-FACE
The worst is when you have the same lazy mischievous grin and everyone knows shit is about to go down
#twst#twst x reader#twst wonderland#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#leona kingsholar x reader#leona x reader#twst leona#leona kingscholar#leona twst#twst x male reader#x male reader
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AAAAAOMG UR TWST OC IS SO ADORABLE?? i'm absolutely in love with eden sm (+ his design?? the star eyes and the wings are my favorite,, i wanna smooch all his tattoos!) and i hope it's okay to ask a few questions about him... (I KNOW U SAID IT WAS OKAY BUT I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE 😭 i'm genuinely interested in knowing more!)
1) does he have anyone in the twst cast that he tolerates/likes? i know he's part of the whole harem thing but is there anyone he doesn't necessarily mind being around (or even sharing with the prefect?)
2) do grim and eden have a good relationship? i would assume so since they're living both with one another but do they just get along with each other for the prefect's sake or are they actually best buds? (๑ > ᴗ < ๑)
(little dumb idea but i think it would be so cute if the prefect treated the two as if they were all like a little family! eden and prefect being the two parents and grim their rambunctious kid lmao,, i would imagine the others not being so happy about it (っ‘ω`c))
3) is he okay with physical affection/pda? is he totally chill about it or would he rather shy about the whole thing? is he open to having the prefect touch his wings or his tattoos?
4) oooo any funfacts that you have about the new ramshackle resident?? just in general really if that's okay with u ofc!! ☆
aa okay that's it!! i hope my questions weren't annoying or anything! (っ‘ω`c)
Had to get one of those wheels ive seen going around where you put the oc and how they feel about the character and how the characters feel back about them, but with a twist lol (most of them are haters).
The ones he are most tolerant with are grim, ace, deuce, jack and kalim. Only one he could possible share with would either be kalim, jack or deuce, because of how he sorta is annoyed by ace.
Of course cant forget how he feels about you :) he thinks you are very very very special and he loves you a lot <3
He likes grim a lot, seeing as grim isn't one of the students that is oh so annoying. He warms up to the monster, seeing how gently you take care of grim, wanting to do the same. It feels, domestic, in his opinion.
Grim likes Eden a lot too, he has never belittled him, he has always made sure to feed grim along with Eden being very warm (and therefore very nice to sleep on). In grims opinion, he thinks you should go with Eden, cuz he is a good candidate for marriage (grim has been bribed with love, affection, and tuna).
He takes good care of the cat son, making sure he is healthy and happy.
Now onto pda. Eden are only okay with you touching the wings, the tattoo and the core, being as they are quite sensitive. The scar is still off limits, but maybe if you make him warm up to you even more you might be able to-
He loves when you help him with his wings, it's one of the best feelings out there. Fo mind that only you (and grim) can touch the wings, anyone else is off limits, ESPECIALLY ROOK HE IS FORBIDDEN TO TOUCH THEM.
Eden facts!! He has lil "ear-holes" like birds, just behind the feathers. Be careful around that part when you help him with his feathers, otherwise you might have a pouty and angry Eden on tour hands.
His eyes also glow in the dark! It's the scariest during the nightly snack runs down to the kitchen, seeing him suddenly stare at you, but you slowly get used to it!
You don't know where the extra eyes sometimes come from tho...
Also some general facts about Eden!
Dorm: Ramshackle
Birthday: 1/1
Age: ???
Height: 185cm
Fav subject: alchemy
Hobby: cleaning in ramshackle, birdwatching
Likes: you
Dislikes: Loud noises, blond 3rd year hunters named rook hunt, people trying to grab onto his wings that aren't you
Fav food: he don't need to eat to gain sustenance, bur he likes mashed potatoes with gravy
Least fav food: soup, any soup, he hates it
Btw if anyone were to write for Eden I would explode it would mean the world to me
#yandere twst#yandere twisted wonderland#yandere twst art#yandere twisted wonderland art#yandere oc#yandere twst oc#my oc eden
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—shu headcanon's!
hi! I've been thinking a lot lately about the Sakamaki brothers and I came up with some headcanons that maybe you guys can enjoy too, the first one in this series is shu so enjoy! also a little art piece i make during maing this post.
tw: there are some nsfw headcanons!!! if you dont like that content dont read it!
his looks and selfcare
i do think that shuu is very, good looking, shu has that kind of elegant beauty, with his fine face and a straight nose, clearly his eyes are what attract the most attention when you see him for the first time, also shu has a very penetrating and fixed gaze, in addition to the fact that his blue color makes him have a captivating look and sometimes makes people nervous without realizing it, just because of his natural gaze.
even so, shu does not realize how attractive he is, at least not entirely, mostly bc he doesnt take care of his face, like he dont put any cream or special soap on his skin, he is totally the guy that barely wash his face and has a perfect skin.
but i do think that when he wants to, he definetly put sunscreen bc thats what he thinks is makeup for men.
and maybe this is a little... dirty? but i truly belive shu does'nt shower too often, maybe three times a week? or sometimes two, and he does not smell, like too bad, bc he dont sweat for some reason, but does sometimes stink with that smell, when somebody is for too long in a bed... that kind of smell.
and the times he showers he truly takes that shower like if it was his last, ofc is a bubble bath and he puts some candles and music while he just rest in hot water. is shu's private moment with himself. and he loves vanilla and chocolate candles.
and about shaving, he has a happy trail, but cant grow a hole beard, for some reason it just grow under his chin and it bothers him so he shave it right away. and about his body hair it is very thin and not so visible.
talking about skin, something shu needs, is to feel soft things to the touch, like his sheets, he makes his bed all the time and loves the smell of vanila or lavanda the bed has when its recently done, and its the same with his clothes, he needs cotton clothes, if shu feel something that is minimally rough or that makes his skin itchy, he never wears it again or throw it away.
shu does not brush his hair too often, mostly bc its not hard to control and he likes how he looks with messy hair.
i like to think that shu has a wide body, big shoulders and a thick waist, he has a prominent v line, his arms are a little thick too, and his hands are big, but his fingers are more thin and long, as he use to play piano. and he takes care of his nails, doesnt put nail polish but do cuts them and keep them clean.
random stuff
sometimes shu doesnt realize his shirt is inside out, and he realize just when somebody else point it out. but shu dont care.
shu is actually a goosip, so he puts one of his earphones bad just so he can hear what people are talking even if it had nothing to do with him.
and a little secret of him, when shu cant sleep and is alone, he looks at cute/funny (mostly shitpost) videos, memes and photos of animals, shu is totally an animal lover.
on his vacations shu loves to watch a reallity shows, he loves drama of famous people, but ofc shu doesnt talk about this with anyone. and definetly watch them when he eats. not too often tho, it has to be a really good show.
shu has a record collection in his room, next to a wall full of vinyls of his favorite music, he doesn't use them much but enjoys collecting them.
and bc of his childhood he is actually really smart but bc he is miserable and lazy he just dont show it nor in his life or in the academy. and also as a little revenge to his father (who punish him by sending shu to alaska lol).
shu actually dont like human food, he find it boring, but do enjoy eating meat, almost raw, but not too much, bc after that his stomach hurt a little. he does like coffe or hot chocolate sometimes and better when it has milk.
and my favorite little thing about shu, i think shu dont play in consoles, not play station, not xbox, not nintendo, nothing like that. so he only play games in his phone, but not anygame. shu either playes puzzles games or play subway surfers, or both, who knows. and he loves the music of that game, it always stick into his mind when he hears it.
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so, shus dick... is great, maybe too dirty of me to say but u truly belive that shu has a pretty dick, like maybe more thick than normal, with two prominent veins and heavy balls. and its a little biger than average, probably like 19 cm. i had to say it.
also, i belive shu is a switch, ofc loves to be dominant but also enjoys being dominated, with a limit.
shu loves to tease people in any chance he gets, like, when someone (specially a girl) find out that he likes to hear woman moans as music, he tease them to make them nervous like "what? would you prefer me to just hear you? want me to make you moan? hehe". or when a girl is wearing something too revealing too close to him, like he sees someone underwear or a little peak of her chest shu be such an ass "wanting to show me something? how lewd of a woman you are huh" all of that with his sly smirk.
he flirts in a very... one of a kind, like he teases but also like to make physical contact, at firts he just do it in a way to make the other person nervous but with the time he craves the physical contact, he loves feeling his skin touch another skin, what makes him sleep naked.
shu is more perverted than laito canonically, but i think that shu is more romantic about it, like put passion in it, you can feel the conection with him when having sex. specially bc he loves making eye contact and touch everything he can. he craves to melt into your skin and its really intense. he holds you with possessiveness, hard and intense. almost needy, but shu isnt like quick and fast or desesperate. he is more the kind of sloow and deep, nice and steady. kind of guy.
and bc of his intense desire, he loves foreplay, and best of it, he knows how to do it right, i just know he can read people to know what someone like to make them weak. he also loves kissing, tongue. theeth and lips, he have to kiss at every moment, and if you moan into his mouth he just gets worked up. he would definetly make you grind on his leg while kissing. clearly he does the leg thing, he know things.
shu is a big fan of 69, like he loves to get sofocated while you suck him, and he does it right, loves to play with your clit like crazy, but he isnt rough, but if you ask for him to be more rough he get into it, until youre fucking trembling. and he expect you to cum in his face, afterwards he is happy just to be there.
and his favorite position in bed is either cowgirl or spoonign, firts bc he like when you take control, and seconds, he gets to hold you and be close to you and not making too much effort.
in the case of cowgirl, he loves pushing up to go deeper, and all of that while watching you face, damn he loves it. also likes to hold you waist, and watch you support your body with your hands on his legs, that way he can see better your boobs as you move. when he is close he bites his bottom lip so hard just bc he wants to see you how you cum as well, literally make you look into his eyes while doing it. and if he can, shu will sit up just to kiss you and and look into your eyes up close. he loves to intimidate you with his gaze.
"cmon... keep looking at me... dont take your pretty eyes off mine..."
and if you refuse to lok at him, shu would hold you face to make your eyes meet his.
and in the case of spooning, he grabs you close, like if shu wants to get into your skin, would hold onto your tits or your belly with one hand while he other is in your neck, making you look back at him while he trust into you deep and nice. would kiss your shoulder, your neck, your back, any little part of your skin that is close to him, he would kiss it gently, and if shu speed up a little, you would hear his hot breaths in your ear, occacionally biting it.
"fuck... you're mine, you know that?... only mine.. say it..."
"you're my woman... hear it?... say it... i want to hear you..."
the aftercare is another story to tell, basically he would be either too lazy to get up or just by luck he has something to clean up in his drawyer. he is the kind of men, that would prefer to stay dirty for a while just to hold you a little longer, definetly tease you for another round or just kiss you softly as he carees you hair or skin.
this man craves you with passion, and its touch starved.
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