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krockat · 11 months ago

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false dichotomy. i need both

i can basically not hear what videos or shows n etc are saying w/out subtitles. i got bad hearing in my ears (esp one of em) and also bad audio processing.

and also. i got bad dyslexia and eyesight. so if i can only rely on reading.... then that is difficult or sometimes even impossible.

it also reallyyy doesn't help if it's something i find difficult to understand, or boring. and if it's both then i often don't even bother - as it just won't work, or take a tremendous amount of effort and energy.

my brain and body both get hella exhausted.

also i am often too tired and/or distracted to Only read for long, or Only listen for long.

so like..... school was very hard for me as they often didn't help me at all w my disabilities :D

#listening and reading is both shite.#if i can - i always opt for text and video and sound. it helps. oh and also... they gotta be good enough quality and stuff #like if your subtitles suck ass like. wtf am I sposed to do w these. oh and when streamers have really bad mic setups...#i have tried to watch my friends and acquaintances stream. it depends on how close we are or how interested I am in general of what they #create and stream and stuff anyway ofc. like i am not super engaged w my friends hearthstone videos generally.#also because it's super fucking hard for me to see anything on the screen cause everything is so tiny #that's also why i thought i didn't like that vampire survivor game or whatever it's called #im like i cant see shit here. i can't parse things here for shit #also why i stopped playing overwatch. i can not parse what the fuck is going on. Who is that that i am fighting rn. their silluate and the #constant blooming light effects from every ability and everyone's player constantly firing off. it's fucking hard to parse #i loved tf2 tho and played many hundreds of hours. because i could parse what the fuck was going on in that game #(apart from it being so much fun and superior in like nearly every way from overwatch lol. but that ain't even a fair fight haha)#but yea. tf2 silluetes makes soooo much sense. it's so much easier to understand. also the sound design. and that you can like.#see the transcript of what everyone's calling out for (if they're on your team).#anyway. also their voices are distinct. and they're not constantly overstimming and blinding me.#bauch fkn anyway. i am tired asf now #i gotta CLOSE tumblr. and put on midnight snap. to sleep #OH SHIT RIGHT THERE'S A NEW EPPIE OUT #fuck yes. yes yes yes

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