#so obviously …. girl code
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i know i transed my gender but i will always feel Kinship & Solidarity with autistic girls and women who can't or struggle to perform traditional feminity. makeup is a sensory nightmare and fashion is incomprehensible and that's just scratching the surface of what people expect of you
#this is a trans inclusive statement obviously.#this is inspired by maomao apothecarydiaries u_u#i feel like it's so rare to find an autistic-coded girl character who like#prefers to dress comfy and doesn't go out of her way to look pretty unless she Must#like it's a different thing from being deliberately gnc#and it's difficult to represent on tv because everyone has to be pretty and dressed up and fashionable#Especially female characters#and obviously i can't clock autism in people I don't know! but sometimes i will see girls who dress the way i used to and i feel kinship#i think there's a high chance of the first year girls at watchmaker school probably being part of the community#it's watchmaker school. where else would they be
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day 169
this is it, the dynamic
#day 169#year 5#aradia megido#kanaya maryam#homestuck#arakan#based largely on their first pesterlog#kanaya is so. FUCKING condescending to her and its funny#actually edit: i added the link to the page just read it#kanaya being a lil shit is my favorite for her actually#and aradia being like 0h n0t this shit again#like its just so!!!!!!#funny but also like KIND OF GENUINELY MEAN FOR NO REASON fjdhjdhd#its LITERALLY just kanaya dropping into aradias dms to be like#Hey Bestie Just A Reminder That You Should Feel A Little Bit Guilty About Everything That Happens From Here On Out#Even Though It Is Basically Inevitable#Lucky For You Though I Am Going To Be Very Gracious And Clean Up After Whatever Dumb Shit You Are About To Pull With This Game#like GIRL WHAT IS UR DAMAGE FKDHSKHDGD im obsessed#i mean obviously she has some fucked up feelings internally about participating in a game that ends the world#i wonder if she feels guilty herself for letting aradia and sollux pull half the code from her set of frog ruins#like. maybe shes so guilt trippy about it because she wants to convince herself that all the blame can be put on aradia#and that if she voices her disapproval OF aradias actions then shes like. on record as being Right About The Situation#but ALSO if she is sooo magnanimous and forgiving about it then maybe nobody has to be punished for all of it (not even herself)#idk IDK. i just think its fascinating as a kanaya character moment especially as one of her earliest conversations
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scribbles based on my Another Wonderful Life file where i discovered Rock and Nami showing up together at Vesta’s farmhouse late at night on multiple occasions to cause various types of chaos and disturbance and havoc until Marlin and Vesta’s bedtime (which they both announce in unison to kick everyone out) this included
Rock levitating and attempting to rizz up vesta
Nami making a beeline for Celia’s room where she stands around making very subtle remarks (celia isn’t even in her room)
Marlin Enduring
haunting crime scene photos of the shenanigans:

#bokumono#my art#harvest moon#rock tumbling (sos)#hm anwl#harvest moon a wonderful life#hm awl#story of seasons#harvest moon another wonderful life#rock (awl)#cora clownposting content#nami (awl)#marlin (awl)#awl pony#sos awl#story of seasons a wonderful life#hmanwl#for some reason i’m very amused when people visit each other in awl#levitating rock reminded me of mystery of the druids somehow. hence lowryposing#marlin is halligan coded. to me#rock and marlin were both on the murders squad when they lived in the city and fought for dominance over the pair of scissors#(the scissors don’t belong to either of them)#marlin’s myriad health issues come from his diet of pitza and cigarettes and straight medical alcohol#also the last picture is inspired by a very suspicious line vesta says in response to seeing the milker#which somehow sounds worse in japanese because of the phrasing#instead of ‘planning to milk me?’ she’s like ‘are you trying to squeeze mine?’#anyway. rock would take her ‘i’d like to see you try!’ literally and then get killed i think#i’m sorry (not sorry enough)#after analyzing everyone’s dialogue very scientifically i once again feel that the girls anwl lines have 1000% more bittersweet yearning#(no bias in analysis at all) i can’t explain it their lines obviously were targeted at me to make me long for them
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project sekai is crazy because literally every character is queer trans neurodivergent physically disabled or some combination of the above
#and im not talking abt hcs im talking abt actual coding#minori is very explicitly in love with haruka#harukas is less obvious but she clearly returns minoris feelings as well#shizuku is so obviously nd [likely autistic but she could read as a number of other things]#airi is incredibly trans coded [that one event + her fes card]#mizuki is canonically trans#ena has ptsd in some format due to her fathers abuse and shes also got a lot of cluster b traits#kanade has ptsd from what happened with her father and wlw and physically disabled coded#mafuyu. oh gd. the cdd coding the transmasc coding the girlkisser coding.#anhane is basically canon#touya is autistic coded as is nene and ichika#shiho is nd#everybody in l/n likes girls#ichika is aro coded#and autistic like i said#saki is canonically physically disabled#akito [like ena] has some measure of ptsd from his father#akito and touya r both mlm coded#rui literally compares himself to a famously gay scientist in jp [FUCK THE EN LOCALIZATION OF THAT BTW]#emu is VERY CLEARLY AUDHD and somewhat wlw coded#nene is also wlw#tsukasa comes across as very nd#all of wondershow is aspec coded as well#and oh gd ive been talking a while i need yo shut up#but like. MAN. man. [goes crazy]#77ngiez.txt#can u guys tell ive been thinking abt pjsk lately
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SDV Bachelor/ettes and where our music tastes would overlap
Admittedly, this is a weird premise for a list. But basically, this is me assigning each of them a band that I think they'd like, but it's all bands/artists that I regularly (ish) listen to. Obviously, some of these are more accurate than others.
Leah - Florence + The Machine
Haley - Olivia Rodrigo
Emily - Mazzie Star
Sam - The Killers
Elliott - Hozier
Shane - Weezer
Harvey - Wings
Sebastian - Arctic Monkeys
Abigail - Heart
Penny - The Lumineers
Maru - The Beatles
Alex - Post Malone
#harvey loves dad rock#he obviously does like the beatles but i feel like wings would be more his vibe#the album sam's town by the killers belongs to samson#like actually#elliott is so obviously a hozier fan#look me in the eye and tell me he isn't hozier coded#sdv#sdv headcanons#sdv leah#sdv harvey#sdv sam#sdv elliott#sdv sebastian#sdv shane#sdv maru#sdv penny#sdv alex#sdv abigail#sdv haley#sdv emily#am i lowkey outing myself on my music taste? yeah#well i'm a cool girl and cool girls don't care what other people think abour their music tastes
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Riverdale (TV 2017-2023)
That 90s Show (TV 2023-present)
#riverdale#that 90s show#otp: i always felt that it would be you and me#otp: it'll be us against the world babe#jeia#barchie#het ships#jay x leia#leia x jay#betty x archie#archie x betty#my gifs#my stuff#parallels#i was going to parallel barchie with Jeia’s first kiss initially b/c cheating legends lmaoo#but barchie’s kiss here wasn’t even their first one#plus both of these had a romantic slow song and it was so clearly ~their moments~#jeia is so barchie coded to me#the only diff is that they didn’t know each other since childhood (even tho they should’ve)#and that they didn’t live next door#but like friends to lovers obviously destined but they have obstacles (nate and serena/veronica and jughead)#archie and jay would do ANYTHING for betty and leia#also both guys are depicted as 'players' or 'womanizers' or just aren’t trusted (especially by Alice and Red at first)#leia and betty are both the 'sweet nice girl next door'
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Sam Winchester would’ve had a Shawn Mendes phase.
#and he would keep it a secret#bc obviously Dean would make a shit ton of fun about it#but like be SO real with me#songs like Kid In Love and#A Little Too Much#he woulda ate that shit up#sam winchester is so teenage girl coded#queer sam winchester#supernatural#sam winchester#spn#please talk to me about supernatural#sastiel#sabriel
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Why did I start like three other projects when I was already working on a big project when I just got hit with the autism exhaustion beam (requires. At least One Full Day just dead in bed, and then some more Taking It Easy time after)
#i don't even know what prompted it...#hit w a vision. not enough time to execute it. hit w a vision. too tired to execute it.#i guess technically it was just two huh. but all the moving parts made the other one feel like two in and of itself#oh. now i remember there was another shitpost behind it. i just. didn't get to.#thinking about bruno... thinking about anna... thinking about the fairies... thinking about mirabilis specifically actually#she gets the short end of the stick characterization wise and it's such a shame.#to the point where i was unsure what to do w her... i think i got some ideas rattling around though#I CAN... GIVE HER.... SO MUCH MORE.... without changing too much about her. i just need to extrapolate.#hits her w the disability beam. idk if it's also autism but she has some sort of chronic condition#that just makes you. so tireds. moe and mira shaking hands. let's lay down and rest together.#also thinking about the subtle differences between a full dream and a daydream... between sleeping and just resting#and. making her kitty coded. she is such a kitten pile type girl. she is such a lap cat. queen of catnapping#which i'm thinking works really well w peony and even sharena. not so much moe though 😭💔#i want to capture a playful side. and maybe even a 'i'm still figuring out how i feel about that' side to her#like... i'm imagining peony as someone who's surprisingly insightful and emotionally intelligent.#she's got it all figured out. she already knows. she's not always right. but she tends to know what's up#i'm thinking... maybe mira isn't quite there yet. or struggles to see outside of herself. for obvious/understandable reasons#but she has that unwavering desire for joy and comfort the way peony does. she may feel a pang of jealousy here and there#but it doesn't get in the way of her goals and wants for others. which may be the defining factor actually#like obviously this could get messy if you simplify it too much into 'good' or 'bad'. bc all these girls are DIRECT reflections#of each one's trauma response. assigning morality to that is fucked up. but for story purposes... maybe freyja/freyr did. to a degree.#bc maybe they're flawed and fucked up too. it's about The Cycles. i'm getting so lost in the sauce though LMFAOO#i am GOING to do SOMETHING. for mirabilis. mark my fucking words.
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How does one get assigned as sam coded / dean coded ? Do I need a doctors note ? A psych evaluation perhaps ?
#i keep going back and forth on it#bc i used to identify with dean for the longest time bc i was so repressed and emotionally closed off (+older sister)#and at that point id spent my youth very purposefully protecting my younger sibling from our dad#and i guess in my brain i paralleled that with dean staying behind with john while sam took off for stanford#and dean protecting sam from knowing too much abt the supernatural#BUT having grown up ive now become the one resentful and angry at our father while my sister protects him#and our fights remind me a lot of scenes from the show where im obviously identifying a lot stronger with sam#plus the whole thing abt being the families designated academic or whatever#while also feeling cursed from the minute i was born and crushing at the guilt of everything wrong with me#and trying to be a good person and saving others to make for the fact that i feel an intrinsic evilness about myself#so like... yeah sam is very very relatable too in that sense#bc he also has that hope in him- the belief in god. in angels. in goodness. and i have that too !#im just also a miserable cynic at the same time :)#so ????#i havent been in the fandom for long enough to know the full requirements of being a sam or dean girl#(and by that i mean i havent been in the fandom for long AFTER i rejoined from my 10 year hiatus)#i literally would love to read someones page long explanation of what sam coded vs dean coded entails#someone with a spn hyperfixation or special interest needs to provide me with the goods fr 😭#spn
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in my pursuit to listen to at least one album i dont already know a week ive somewhat been listening to a lot less slipknot which makes it insane whenever i like decide to pull em back up for the day. what do you mean metabolic is a song you can just listen to
#whenever ime listening to music these days its either when im coding drawing reading or cooking/cleaning#and like i said im tryna listen to other shit#and yall know the 'knot are my girls so obviously i have to keep up with the girls. and like ohhuughhfjgigofodudhjfkggkh#i forgot last year i would have such a shitty shift that id keep metabolic on repeat after work#i forgot how i almost lose my mind every time i get towards the end of left behind. and yea these are just iowa songs#but i think relistening to wanyk will do more harm than good for sure#I WAS IN HIGHSCHOOL WHEN THAT CAME OUTTTTT SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
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Guys im tweaking so bad rn trying not to convince myself the universe is setting me up but like ina. Funky fun cool way
#basically there’s this guy on placement at the same hospital as me but not same department#and i don’t rlly run into him much but while i was in the common room i heard him come in but i was like#im not gonna do anything extra just to cross paths and talk#u know like filling up my water bottle when I can hear him leaving or whatever idk#bc i was sat in the corner#but anyways thought I’d heard him leave so I just carried on with my lunch break#which involved me having to go buy pads from the shop#so i was going back to the student bit to put my pads away and who do i see….#him getting on his bike to leave the hospital i was like oh… how serendipitous 🫣#the problem lies here… my friend fancies him#she’s kissed him before like two years ago#and then at our end of exam social she went up to him and basically was like I fancy u#but drink#drunk#so obviously …. girl code#but what harm is a little flirting 😶🌫️ amongst friends and also it’s not her man at all btw#i just would never go there because she’s already forementioned she would go there#u know!?#also i say it’s serendipitous or God setting me up or whatever bc i was literally thinking like oh what if i run into him and then I didn’t#run into him until I did ????!#so basically im tweaking#anyways !
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I love a good AU which makes no fucking sense
#just thinking thoughts...#RANKING MY BM AUS BY HOW MUCH SENSE THEY MAKE#gw*tch > lev*rage > witch hat > magnus archs > mahoy*me > tsubasa r.c. > patho#can you guess which one just entered the lineup that made me make this post? yeah. its trc.#gonna be honest it started off with me pushing my stupid reishi agenda as always#sagisawa is just so fai-coded#karasuma not so much kurogane but we can change things up to make it work#but then as soon as I had that thought the other slots immediately get filled in#takayama =syaoran. umino = sakura. kamoda = mokona#BUT THEN... I'M JUST SO MUCH MORE INTRIGUED BY WHATS GOING ON WITH TAKAYAMA AND UMINO#like umino obviously has a huge crush on him... BUT THEN HE DOESN'T EVEN FEEL THE SAME WAY???#BUT it's also so in-character for him to go on this journey. like. anyways. you know? his saving-people thing#so then umino's like. HAUNTED by this idea that takayama must find her important or significant to go so far to help her#AND IT'S JUST??? NOT REALLY TRUE??? GIRL THERE IS NOTHING THERE???#THAT is pretty. you know. it's pretty. hahaha.#wow. what the fuck#stray bird thoughts
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Alastor edit to Sit Still Look Pretty by Daya and it's all the times he opens his big gossipy mouth and steals hearts
#i feel like that song fits him so much#the actual meaning of the song + the more superficial one#like bro *could* ascend ranks with his pretty pretty face but he would NEVER#so instead he absolutely fucking incinerates with his words (and also his bare hands)#he makes it as uncomfortable as possible to exist around him and honestly he is so real for that#genuinely tho he refuses to conform to what entitled folks expect of him and i mean he is certified girlboss so he deserves the tribute#“im a pretty girl up in a pretty world but they say pretty hurts” TELL ME THATS NOT ALASTOR-CODED#anyway sorry this popped into my head bc i was thinking abt how he never shuts up#and i was reminded of the song name and then i looked up the lyrics and thought damn that's uncanny#obviously he isnt a woman he has never known the struggle of sexism that the song describes BUT he can still relate a lot it in his own way#hazbin hotel#alastor#song edit#alastor edit#hazbin fandom#sit still look pretty#shitpost#the dumbest fucking idea ever conceived
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Also shout out to the person who said in the tags of that airi post who said that half the debates in this fandom are over gender or sexuality because that’s true and it pisses me off immensely
#all the debates over whether VBS is gay coded or not and that their fans are biphobic if they don’t like m/f vbs pissed me off enough to#make me leave the fandom one of the times i left it. it’s also the reason I dont really like interacting with the fandom anymore LMAO#the thing is I don’t think it really matters lol#like mizuki is canonically trans but no one else is and I genuinely don’t get why people get so heated when ppl don’t have the same gender#hcs as them like it’s a HC not everyone has the same one as you. obviously this happens with airi a lot but with the boys being hc’d as#tfem as well? like I’ve seen people get SO up in it about them being called boys and it’s like full respect for your HC but#…they canonically are?#sexuality is a bit more complex bc while nothing is canon there definitely ARE things implied and since nothing is canon I don’t think it#really matters what ur HC is but at least be able to recognise what’s in the game? like kohane and minori showing attraction to multiple#girls but never to any guys. or an being canonically interested in kohane romantically or bad dogs being implied soulmates#and like it doesn’t matter what you ship or HC but loads of ppl try to claim this doesn’t exist for the sake of winning internet arguments#which is just So stupid#specifically i see this in the wxs fandom a lot over ppl HCing them as not mspec. especially with rui like ive seen loads of arguments#caused by people pointing out that he is actually gay-coded and then people trying to counter that. usually with shipping as evidence lol#and like sure ship him with emu or nene who cares but the coding is there so maybe don’t pretend it isn’t#this fandom is weird there’s like two sides to it of ‘everyone is bi and if you don’t HC that or like m/f ships ur biphobic’ and then#there’s ‘every character should be exclusively gay and if you disagree ur homophobic’#both of them are wrong#also i doubt clpl gives a shit about any of this#tag ramble over this fandom annoys me
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Maybe its just me, but its impossible for me to not see Izutsumi opening up to Marcille first and chosing to be around her more than the others at this point as "Teen girl with a very difficult past is suddenly in a group full of men and one woman. While the men seem nice and trustworthy, she is a teen girl and does not know them yet." Rather than anything influenced by her cat half or anything queer coded.
#not that izu isn't queer coded#(imo aroace and a trans allegory)#but a lot of her behavior seems more in line with her just being a 17 year old girl#than any other explanation#because I know I and my other AFAB friends did the same when in similar situations#obviously once she gets to know the boys and realizes they are as trustworthy as they seem#then it changes#but at this point in the story#im positive its just that Marcille is the only other girl in the party#so Izu sees her as the most safe until she gets to know everyone#this applies to their time in the golden kingdom too#if not especially
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i saw a dream that i somehow made the shadow curse worse and halsin was really mad at me. 😔
#this game has started invading my dreams i think i need help#i stole the moonlantern and convinced karniss to try to survive without it#and he died obviously#idk how to keep him alive because ive seen some posts that he's fighting in the ketheric fight?#he's so baby girl coded i don't want him to die#anyway it's time for halsin portal fight my beloathed wish me luck#💬#bg3 ramblings
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