#so now im screaming it into the void
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#ryoumen sukuna#fanart#jjk fanart#yuuji#megumi#sukuna#not gonna tag gumi vocaloid but thats who that is . fr the uninitiated. the yowamushi mont blanc herself <3#tbh re: megu>gumi at this point i feel like i am screaming into the void . yelling at a wall etc etc#i know i will never change fandom opinion on the go-to nicknames#but just know that when yall call megumi 'gumi' . gumi vocaloid is all i think of . she doesnt go here >:(#using gumi fr megumi just leaves a weird taste in my mouth . n i know most of it is likely bc of the context i... normally see it used in.#but i digress. if i can convince even a single soul to adopt the megu agenda into their life i will count that a victory#anyway midway through the megu/gumi drawing i got hit with a wave of I Hate My Art Style#so i did a doodley sketch sheet and im cured now#sometimes just doing a bunch of drawings to convince yourself u can draw Works !! who knew !!!#also has been a while since i drew sukuna i think !! hes so silly#i also just realized he and fushiguro mewgumi r making the same face FHGSDFHSDK Unintentional!!!!!!!!!#i tried going fr a slightly Different Style(tm) with the sheet but i think i ended up sticking to old habits fGHFGHSH#maybe its a smiiidge more realistic??? who can say#either way it felt good to keep things rough n sketchy like i was doing a while back#and now it is . 3am .
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SUNDAY
im not normal about him, not one bit.
#RAAAH#ITS HIM#GUYS HE IS SO WANDERER CODDED IM SCREAMING INTO THE VOID#AAAAAAAAAA#sunday#hsr#honkai star rail#THE DRIP IS INSANE#HE IS SO POOKIE#2.7 livestream#THE WAY HIS HAIR IF WAVIER NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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*visibly shaking* guys hey guys can you tell I finally watched dragons rising
#nearly a year overdue BUT I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT CHANGE IS NECCESARY AND A PART OF LIFE#i just finished the final episode and omg#i've missed this so much#WE'RE SO BACK#IM FEELING SO MANY THING RIGHT NOW#I NEED TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID#I NEED TO RANT ABOUT THIS TO SOMEONE RIGHT NOW#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising
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god im terrified about the 2025 f1 year. all these seat swaps are fun but also filling me with like so much dread. like especially ferrari.
with mr 7x wdc lewis hamilton (mr brocedes lewis hamilton) desperate for his 8th win and charles leclerc.
crazy girl chalres leclerc who has been fumbled so bad by ferrari time and time again. also desperate to get his first wdc.
its going to be so toxic. so feral. absolutely disgusting. bitchy, if you must.
they're going to kill each other. ferrari will kill both of them. im filled with fear chat, filled with fear
#i love sharl so so much#i won't cope if ferrari fucks him over in new and definitely horrible ways by making him 2nd driver to lewis#like slay lewis#but#we all witnessed 2016#idk yapping cause after george and now logan im thinking thoughts#2025 aston martin wdc maybe?#i feel like aston martin will be the team with the best vibes#truly#yapping#sorry if this doesnt make sense i just need to scream into the void#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#f1 2025
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The "Senjumaru is Nemu’s real mom/mayuri is obsessed with Senjumaru and made Nemu look like her" theory is just rehashed,post Yachiru reveal "Unohana is Nemu’s real mom/Mayuri is obsessed with Unohana and made Nemu look like her" theory that ignores one key detail:
Kubo suffers from same face syndrome
#just screaming into the void#like as someone who grew up on the unohana theory#its so funny seeing it rehashed now that UnoMayu isn't popular anymore XD#no nuance november#bleach#idk its so wild of a theory and im just like they look like generic Japanese women#im all for headcanons and whatever its just funny to see happen twices
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Someone explain to me how Checo gets to renew his contract when his crash in Monaco was SO BAD it put him in lead of the Destructors Championship by over $400k and Ferrari is only 24 points behind in current standing.
#god now i have to watch my chili pepper go to fucking WILLIAMS ARE YOU SHITTING ME???#“he'll go to Audi in 26 dont worry” excuse me i will worry with all my worries#they better pay him big money#fuck jos verstappen fuck him so much he's the worst#trying to force Max into Mercedes then chasing Carlos away from RB#i hate that man#carlos sainz#red bull racing#formula 1#checo perez#sergio checo pérez#sorry if my numbers are off im at work screaming into the void w/o internet
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What if Doug and Kayleen Gpi were lesbians. Are you guys ready for this one yet. Am I too early
#Fun fact the way I drew them is based on this one straight gpi production#Doug was a guy in it but I know better#took a good look at him and immediately thought HANDSOME BUTCH#So it’s real now. You’re welcome (all three ?? Of you 😁)#Kayleen t girl femme gpi#Doug tboy butch gpi#SCREAMING INTO THE VOID.#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?#ITS SO DARK IN HERE#Honorable mention to beloved husband Robin#for making the one post where he said the thing about Kayleen wearing skirts over jeans.#like yeah. Insanely based.#gonna be so honest that’s like the whole reason I drew this#OKAY IM GOING INSANE#gruesome playground injuries#kayleen gpi#doug gpi#MILO ART#lesbian#queer#I think like. Everyone is asleep or has disappeared off tumblr rn#but IDC. I REFUSE RO WAIT TO POST ANYTHINGGGG#Crossing my fingers that the rest of you gpi mutuals will find your way here#I trust…..
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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watching episode 3 season 4 of superman and lois feels like watching season 7 of game of thrones aka recognizing huge cracks in storytelling as the first harbinger of absolute doom for the show but that most people cannot see and are therefore still psyched about, leaving those who CAN see it cassandras as they try to explain a narrative decline that nobody believes
#superman and lois#does this make ANY sense????#i remember the whole sansa and arya thing and the death of viseryon and baelish in season 7 driving me insane#and making me be like. oh. oh no. oh NO.#and to this DAY there are still people who think season 7 was good but everyone agrees season 8 is shit#like if people agreed to make season 7 with those glaringly obvious holes and deviations from character then#OF COURSE you'd get season 8#which is how i feel about season 4#like im convinced people at some point are gonna realize the show has gone bad and can see everybody being so upset#but we're just not there yet so meanwhile#im just screaming into the void about how lex would never kill sam lane when they established he's the only one who knows where his daughte#is#and how jonathan is no longer a real character now#and how it doesnt make sense that lex would be able to sneak up on jordan when he literally has super hearing.#dont you guys see the bullshit daenerys villain arc to bullshit jordan villain arc pipeline???#but nobody can hear me.
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happiness is having someone comment that your writing is beautiful when you’ve been insecure to get back to writing again
#oliver talks#the last year of my life has been full of so much difficulty and pain and struggling#and it’s been so hard to want to do things For Me that make me happy#but i want to find my way back to writing again because it’s such a big part of who i am and what makes me happy#and i know the fandom is quieter now the show has been over for years. i was once a huge blog and now im this nobody screaming into a void#im not even sure anyone is interested in my writing anymore#but i want to write for me. i want to find my passion and excitement again#vet med has been kicking my ass. but something I’ve always had to make me happy is writing#I’ve got some poetry I’d like to share soon#and hopefully more destiel drabbles and maybe even some fics#I’ve been so insecure to start posting writing again… and i know i said im writing for me… but to hear someone say they love what i wrote…#that it was beautiful… that there’s even one person out there still interested in reading my writing… that means everything to me#im so grateful and just so happy#<3
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Everytime I look at Tumblr and see the tl I remember why I hate endgame with a passion you couldn't understand.
They fucked up Steve and Bucky so bad (yes, Bucky too bc suddenly he doesn't matter/isn't even a secondary character that deserves to be near Steve)
It's so funny to me (not) bc they talked about gay characters being in the movie at panels and interviews and even talked about Stucky at some point (basically queerbaiting) for then... Steve not even acknowledging Bucky. An awkward and impersonal hug doesn't cut it.
And Steve suddenly yearning and talking about Peggy? When he didn't even mourned her that bad and already had let her go ages ago? They knew they fucked up in CATWS with Steve and Buckys relationship, so they tried to distance them and then inserted Peggy bc ofc
(they possibly didn't have the time for a new character and they already had fucked up pairing Nat and Bruce and Wanda and Vision). Steve didn't have anyone else he cared about so they couldn't give him a new girlfriend. So they used Peggy AGAIN.
I'm not mad bc "Stucky not canon grr"
No.
I'm fucking pissed off because they did the worst character assassination and friendship assassination possible. Every movie of Cap America revolved around Steve saving Bucky at some point and him caring about him above all else, and you want me to believe that Steven Grant Rogers didn't care about him when Bucky died in front of his eyes? AGAIN? That Peggy's death was more important and impactful for him? If that was the case then why the fuck did he crash the plane then? If he cared so much about Peggy since forever?
No, that was just lazy writing and a way to reinforce Steve's sexuality "He can't be gay and you can't say that bc he LOVES PEGGY"(even tho he only kissed her once, even tho he crashed the plane and didn’t give her the coordinates, he didn't really care that much after all) they could have paired him with Nat in later movies, but they didn't.
That's why I only raise my eyebrows a lil when people say that x character will be gay canonically in a marvel movie/series. Is more than possible they won't. And if they are they're Deadpool, a secondary character no one cares about (obscure in lore too, so they can cut them off) or is plain queerbaiting again (because yes, even if you don’t see Steve and Bucky’s relationship as romantic, they DID QUEERBAIT IT)
Steve and Buckys relationship wasn't even written in a romantic way (you can ship them or not), but they tried so hard to rectify Steve's heterosexuality in endgame, that they fucked up their character arcs on purpose. And now they will always feel hollow and inconclusive. A bad taste in the mouth, a painful reminder of what it was and a what? 11 year long? characterization.
Idk man, I know I've talked about this more than three times, but omfg Tumblr reminds me why I hate that fucking movie!!! It's not my fault!!!
I know I'm going to end up writing something out of spite bc I can't take it shdkdjjcif
"It's been more than 4 years get over it" NEVER
Also the bit with Johnny Storm in Deadpool and Wolverine was also a dig (a fuck you if you will) to the fans bc Deadpool explicitly calls him Cap. And it implies that Steve as a character (not that old Steve nonsense) won't be back.
It's funny they've remade over and over again some movies (Fantastic 4, Spiderman) changed actors for characters (James/war machine, Bruce) and they include them in the multiverse/plot, but they won't do the same to some movies and some characters when they fuck up their stories, because they know if they do, they will have to acknowledge WHY they did it. Like with James/war machine changing actors.
So yeah, that's one of the reasons I don't care about Marvel anymore.
**I mean remake the movies ((Also they Can't remake Cap America bc that would mean they need to remake every important movie. And they don't have the time, the money nor the need. So that's why they decided to fuck their character arcs))
or include some characters in multiverse (they're going to do that with Tony/RDJ/Dr Doom after all, no?) and they also won't remake Cap bc the movies are amazing.
But the point stands. Steve couldn't be in DaW bc that would imply he's an alternative one or that Old!Steve was an alternative one or wasn't even Steve to begin with. But they couldn't do that ofc, no, bc that would give the fans hope in seeing Steve and Bucky together once again. So they did a dig at the fans bc "haha you thought it was Steve, but it's Johnny!"
Idk if I'm making sense at this point I'm tired af, need to sleep.
The thing is that they fucked up Steve Rogers's arc on purpose (Bucky's too, and others charas too tbh) and now they expect the fans to accept everything they give us with open arms. And imho I won't accept shit.
"Deadpool saved the MCU" how? If the other og characters are DEAD or they fucked them up too? Or are the butt of the joke now? Don't make me laugh. Most people don't gaf bout the new charas bc they only are presented in series not everyone watches (only available in one place) or are presented with characters that are dead now or as a replacement for the og characters. They aren't interesting on their own (not really, at least in mcu) and that's why most of the new stuff isn't liked as much. If they wanted to present more characters the opportunity passed already.
Also now if you want to watch and really understand 1 movie (if you don't read the comics too) you need to watch like 20 other movies and 5 shows. it's fucking exhausting.
#oh boy here we go again#im once again SCREAMING INTO THE VOID#anti endgame#anti marvel#i wrote this on twt originally#im really pissed off still#and so so tired#steve rogers#I don’t count X men bc the fucking timeline is more complicated than my brain can process rn#also weren’t they dead too?#idk I can’t remember atm#and I haven’t watched the movies in ages#the thing is I feel cheated bc they fucked up Steve and Buckys relationship specifically#and I can’t accept that and I really cant see Sam and Bucky suddenly being buddy buddy with each other either so TFAWS is a NO for me#also a notp noe bc people LOVE to hate on Steve and shit on him while they write stuff#also why I don’t believe anything Marvel says about having gay characters#if they really cared about representation or shit they would have assumed Steve was gay or at least bisexual or Buckysexual#but they queerbaited the shit out of the promos to give us that big fuck you in the end#and THEY KNEW they fucked up with CATWS because they went from theyre best friends to theyre kinda codependent in like an unhealthy amount#I mean assume in the other tag in a shit we fucked up ok well he’s this now kinda way#if you think about it Steve and Bucky are the almostonly characters that could be canonically gay or bi in the MCU (deadpool doesn’t count)#because they don’t have significant relationships with other people and even less with women#maybe Natasha? but they paired her with Bruce… when he has a relationship with Betty#THEY SHOT THEMSELVES IN THE FOOT AND BLAMED US#basically they got mad at us and broke their own toy bc they had a tantrum#so fuck you russo brothers#fuck you mcu#To the Tony isn’t straight crowd… they paired him with women only in MCU if I remember correctly#and yes I cant see Sam and Bucky as a couple#not sorry and if you ship them great! But i wont interact and not going to follow you bc i really can’t tolerate thst ship
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imagine: its summer 2022 and you're listening to so much 80s music, watching so many fan edits, scouring the internet for fan theories, loving the queer subtext other fans are finding and you never considered, and living in the stranger things tag all while waiting for part two to come out GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#yes i did find my steddie playlist from 2022 and tho i don't agree with 90% of the songs i put on there im now feeling A Lot#love this fandom so much#wish my brainrot was as deep as it was two years ago#emily screams into the void#stranger things
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Can’t a bitch have a mental health day without someone immediately trying to make it theirs instead!
#the shitty thing about suddenly having all of these followers that interact with me now#is that I used to use this blog to scream into the void#like a little diary or something#but now I have an audience and it’s weird#anyway THATS WEIRD HUH GUYS#I’m like#hey idk im feeling really upset by these things going on in my life right now and I think I need some time#and THEYRE like#oh no yeah for sure#anyway suddenly I am also so sad and I cried myself to sleep and I really need your support right now#WHAT LOL#whatever whatever whatever#I guess I get to continue playing mom to my friend group#personal#I know I always play support#for you guys#and I know I’m always the DM#and I always listen to your problems and help fix them#and I’m always making you presents and packages and whatnot#but please#sometimes#just sometimes#I want to be able to be taken care of too
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Pedri: Gavi is a perfect cinnamon roll who’s never done anything wrong in his entire life!
Robert: Never done anything wrong?! He set a city block on FIRE!
#sorry about the hiatus again lol (small vent at the end of the tags because i need to scream into the void)#source: perchance generator#incorrect football quotes#incorrect soccer quotes#incorrrect quotes#barça#barca#barcelona#fc barcelona#fc barça#fc barca#fcb#pedri#pedri gonzalez#pedro gonzález lópez#gavi#pablo gavi#pablo gavira#gavi/pedri#pedri/gavi#robert lewandowski#lewandowski#vent time! bro high school fucking sucks#two weeks in and im so stressed i got sick#failed two of my ap stats quizzes because he doesnt fucking teach and he didnt like my explanations even though they were right#ive already had 4 tests and an essay and ive got part two of my stats test tomorrow#i just really want a break man#anyway ill try to post more quotes now that ive kind of gotten back into the groove of things
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arcane ending thoughts under the cut. spoiler warning.
#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2 act 3 spoilers#arcane#im heartbroken#watching that show as an eldest sibling man. it hurts#it portrays sisterhood so fucking well#and god it crushes me#ive never been more devastated by a show in my life#it's personal now like my god#i can't even be happy that caitvi is endgame#im too busy sobbing over jinx/vi and vander#she lost her sister and her dad man#after everything. vi still couldn't save her family.#but anyway don't mind that it's taken from twitter i scream into the void on my priv lol
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well that ending to episode 6 was not sad or upsetting in anyway
#OH MY GOD WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.#IM LITTERKY SOBBING WHY BRO WYY WHYBWHYWNWYYY.#I HATE ARCANE IT NEEDS RO DIE RINGHT NOW#RIIIGHHT NOW PLEASE#OH MYYYY GIIDIDDDDIODD WJY#IM NOT OBER TJAT#I CRASHERD OUT N THEN N I SOBBED'#I AM SOBBING CURRENTLY#RTHHAT BWAS SO.#IM DONE U CAN HAVE THE REST OF THE EPSIDES I DONT WANT THEM#arcane#davi screams into the void
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