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eachuisge-cc · 13 days ago

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working on this now. for obvious reasons I can't post the WIP here. but it will exist soon.

I really gotta make a vagina for the digilegs

#I'm happy enough with how it's coming out that I might make a non-digi version of it #I think a few people wanted a non-digi version of the penis too so I'll just do all of em at some point #OH I also finally eliminated the weird artifacts on the digilegs while doing the uv-1 for this #so now I gotta go back and fix that #(basically the border of the inner leg's uv-1 extends past the vanilla border because I miscalculated at some point)#always use snap to vertex for your uv-1 edges kids it will make everything better #I'm also kinda debating changing the hooves/paws to not be resizable just because that slider is designed for plantigrade feet #and it looks really bad at min and max in a way I can do nothing about

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pineapple-frenzy · 1 year ago

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I can't decide which one I like better so have them all :>>>

#hypnosis mic #hypmic #kuko harai #my art #just one drawing for myself then i go back to working on my plates :'>>#sorry for not posting much lately i've been kinda busy #but i got a bit of free time recently so kuko art!!!#ajdhdkakjs the way i struggled trying to avoid tangents with that sparkle effect thing #there are still tangents but whatever i just have to live with it #or not i'm gonna try to fix it so there are no tangents tomorrow akiskajdak #it is 3 am now i gotta sleep goonai

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nerdie-faerie · 8 months ago

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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart

#summer camp tag #ace is a mess #i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic #the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad #doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining #im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart #i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no #she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it #cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical #but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears #but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation #we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills #and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing #we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out #do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from #shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle #instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine #im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch #and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look #but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified #she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation #but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god #ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭

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skaluli · 2 months ago

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Great Blue bonus timelapse of me lining a singular wing (don't mind meatcanyon or my blunt pen nib that doesn't register a press at times since i'm to stubborn to replace it)

#artluli #ive never drawn an anthro bird before so sorry if it looks scuffed as hell #i originally was gonna do wing hands but i had no idea how to draw them in the context that id have to draw rubber gloves and the rest of #the suit over them which probably have looked more stupid than it already does on its own #so yeah he just gets wings on his back now to make my life easier #im not sold on the piece but i gotta stop working on it because where i feel like it needs fixing but idk where and if i do im not at the #skill level to actually be able to solve my problem #also i fully just forgot some details on dude but i am not going back to add them now. it is a layer mess in that file #tf2 pyro #furry #anthro #not my oc

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alsikeclovers · 9 days ago

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People were very nice today. Very generous, and considerate, and kind when they did not need to be.

The circumstances were wild though, I'll be honest. Did not expect the day to go in this direction at all.

#today was so much #just a lot #I had to go get my phone repaired because of a random software update that ruined the battery life #and so getting-a-ride shenanigans ensued for carless me #but then #surprise! they did not fix it at all by the time they said they would fix it :')#and I didn't want to be phone-less so I took it back #at least they didn't charge me at all..#now I gotta find a different phone #the one I have is workable for now but won't be okay in the long run #I just got here and now my phone decides to flip out #*sigh*#but kind people offered rides and a lot of their time to me #and one guy gave me a bag of fries #I am grateful for that!#life is weird and so am I #alsike rambles #alsike rambles in the tags

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tittysuckersworld · 3 months ago

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pinning so its seen-

sorry for not being as mentally ill on here/posting as much art/finnishing the peices i promised- i sadly have gotten myself a life for the next few weeks and am dieging. please send curses and blights my way so i can stop existing-

#ya so um. im learning hoe to drive yay!!!#but learning how to drive is taking up a bunch of my time-#and ive got therapy on top of that also with volenteering and classes and dnd and i booked a hangout with a friend this weekenx-#and thats not even touching how my drawing brain has been switched out with knitting because im sooo fucking cold and i have #a really lovely yarn the color of chuuyas hair and that homey yarn smell that makes you sleepy and is so so warm #plus the knit im using for it makes it so plush and comfy wile not being soft-#its just wjfbsucjejd so yeah! am on knitting kick #i will probably be back on my bs more in december but for the rest of october and november pls dont expect too much from me-#im! also! still trying to roleplay blog tho having a life is very much getting in the way of that-#yeah im really sorry- im also trying to inprove style again and am working on side profiles so now gotta fix up front view to look good #too and ajfbsjfbsubfudhfj- thats also also not counting how i gotta stay on top of my studdies and health and everything-#cause like. i still cant have dairy. and im i think im getting better slowly from the shift but it made me start to taste blood again #and is all just- yeah- again im so so sorry for not being here as mych i am just so tired #next week im going to make sure im not as busy. i swear. if im as busy/productive as this week i will die

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badolmen · 5 months ago

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*chewing on the clock* c’mon 9 AM hurry up

#ra speaks #personal #gotta get my card unlocked so I can go back to recklessly donating my money #office doesn’t open til 9 and it feels like time is CRAWLING yall #edit: *gnawing on my credit card* I gotta wait for some dude to get back to his desk so I had to leave my number and now I have to wait for #him to call meeeeeeeee ughhhhhhhhg #the autism is not having this yall :(#edit2: okay he called great said he fixed the hold I explained that my phone no was wrong in the system and despite having the correct email #I never got an email about my card getting locked and idk if he fixed it but ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#because. MY CARD IS STILL LOCKED. or at least my online account to pay my card is still locked. like :/#bruh I got this fixed in like two phone calls last time whyyyy is it taking hours of my life

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burritowitch · 4 months ago

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there's a black label blue beetle book in my head that will not ever ever leave now i don't think

#copious amounts of body horror are why black label #but like. i have an opening scene in my head right. pretty aged up from current canon. the reach starts a new invasion on a day that just #so happens to coincide with milagros quince años. the gls go to deal with it and because someone else is handling it #jaime refuses to leave. because it's his sisters quince he can't leave that. but then the reach activate some kind of plan that is supposed #to remotely take control of the scarabs. but because khaji is broken it doesn't quite 100% work. but it works enough that jaime and khaji #start to lose control a little bit. or more than a little bit. but still enough control to try and get out of the party to not hurt anyone #(especially to avoid hurting milagro) but wouldn't you know the reach are much stronger than they were last time. one of the lanterns falls #and the ring makes its way right on over to the party #green lantern!milagro #because i've seen a lot of posts of that and now i'm obsessed. but the first thing she has to do as a lantern is try and get jaime back #and also fight him. because he is mostly not in control #but he ends up getting away still fighting the reach for control. guy gardener (followed the ring) gets there and sees the tail end of this #and he knows that now he's gotta help fix this. and call boostle #things are going spectacular /s. by the time we next see jaime he is simply. not there. it's just khaji in charge. milagro tries to reason #but khaji will not tell her what exactly is going on beyond that jaime is safer this way. she does not believe him at all #and then other stuff happens but this is getting long for tags lol. should i main tag this? probably not but i'm feeling brave #jaime reyes #this is all inspired by a bunch of tumblr posts i saw

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keeps-ache · 4 months ago

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lost vocation: fish

#just me hi #i am fresh from the shower helloooo world hfbsh #wanna go swimming again before it gets real cold.. i love you lake lol :)#reed doesn't like lakes and i kiinda get it; the depths and the unseen yeya #but there is also something comforting about being in something very large and very heavy. it's all the right pressure n i like it :>#pools are Not the same and simply cannot match up </3 also they're so hard to breath around so Lol #hot tubs have it out for me i dunno what i did but they are displeased about it #Okay i just remembered the heavy chlorine smell usually comes from a lot of urine in the pool so that's uh. hm #also i have nearly drowned in more pools than lakes so that too hghfshvk #for most of my life i was shorter than i am now. and pools give you that false sense of security like 'oh sure i can touch the bottom i'm #good :D' and then that's when it GETS ya. bfhsv #lakes are not lying to you though they Will get ya. but they're nice about it <3 #the only thing i really have a problem with in lakes aside from the obvious drowning risk is. The Creatures #fish have nibbled me more than i am happy with lmao :(#like if i had a nickel for every time it happened i would have more than 1 but i'm not really sure how many hfbvsh #the first time it happened was AWFUL it felt like someone Scratching their fingernails on me and HOUUUU #first time that happened i genuinely thought there was some funkin Thing gonna get me in the waters lmfsvhf <3 #i do like the dragonflies though even if they make my skin kinda itchy when they land :D they like to chill and i just float around instead #of doing anything so we're good friends lol :3 #//anywho i'm kinda tired; been sorta fixing my sleep schedule but i got like Turbo Anxiety for a couple days a lil while ago and it messed #that up a bit but i'm getting it back on track hgfhs >:3 #mysterious turbo anxiety comes in the middle of the night and whacks at unsuspecting victims.. honestly quite rude i think we can all agree #//okay wells i gotta go rn :) maybe i'll do somethin.. who knows!#poking myself with a stick ; we'll get something from this eventually hfshfv #toodles toodles !!

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loumauve · 4 months ago

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still got an occasional gross cough and a bunch of anxiety over being back at work with a certain horribly exhausting person but prolonging the stress will prob make it worse so I might as well go back to work tomorrow.

I stress cleaned everything in my flat today except the piles of washed clothes and unwashed dishes so things are back to normal once more, and then I sorted out all the stuff for upcoming project + exam prep and packed my bag for tomorrow and laid out clothes so I'm as ready as I can be.

gonna be exhausted tho bc it's already 11 pm and I gotta be up by 4:30 am at the latest if I wanna be at work at my usual time. I don't have to be there at 6:30, I could go there at 9 or 10 even but then I would have to stay late and deal with people right away, which is a strong hell nah for me

#we'll see how it goes. if I end ul feeling like utter shit in the morning or the cough gets worse again as it has been kinda #then I'll just divert to going to the doc instead. maybe ask for another day or two. it'll be a short week anyway #since the 3rd is a national holiday and most ppl will take the following day off to have a long weekend #so we'll see. gonna go with my gut on this. either way. and try to fight against the anxiety bc it'll just escalate again if I let it #today was proof enough of that. cleaning the entire place bc of nervous energy is a clear sign that I'm not doing so hot #but as therapy teaches you: recognising the pattern is the first step in changing it. so all that's left is adjusting behaviour #can't fix her attitude and her lack of care about anyone else and her disregard of other people's emotions #all I can do is focus on the rest of the bunch bc they're wonderful folks and on the work since there's plenty to do #esp with the project time starting now. I really gotta get on that. I have a week and a half to figure out the practical aspects etc #and I'm sure I'll be returning to a bunch of emails and messages and unfinished tasks rip #all the more reason to be there early as usual so I can take some time to get back on track #a day in the life of..

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lordsardine · 5 months ago

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#it’s a Friday night so brain is going #not anxious or sad #not even in a weird mood #more just . wistful #like I wish I could exist with someone this Friday evening 😩 or in the evenings ya know #but we’re making progress #and it’s weird? that as I’m typing this my former partner is texting about his vacation because we’re still friends #and I’m happy we’re still friends! guess I just mourn that the partnership we want is incompatible 🥲#back on my bullshit of wanting a cat… gonna talk to the Thearpist more about it because holy shit it would partially fix me #anyway oh my god I still have so much to dust #and I have evening plans the next three nights so I GOTTA do it now #*slaps face*#miscellaneous

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ourceliumnetwork · 19 days ago

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oh i don't like the idea that my brain started putting in my wheelchair in upsetting dreams only for it to actually mean i'm gonna have hip/leg pain the next day. i was over here thinking it was being helpful and shit and no in fact it is once more the gift of Sight i have been given via dreams.

#this is maybe the 2nd total time having a wheelchair has come up in a dream for me #which makes sense and frankly was faster than i expected #but also OW fucking OW hip WHY #i thought i fixed you you bastard #well on the plus side the dream was less emotionally fraught than they have been #so there's that #i'm so tired of my POTS acting up and my pain levels being extant and my me cracking and popping and grinding against myself as i just #fucking STAND places like #i'm not even DOING things and i shift and then CRA-POP something's shifted and either it was good and i no longer feel pain i didn't realiz #i was experiencing OR it now hurts so much and i gotta figure out if that's because i fucked it up or because i just fixed it #and even worse is when the things won't pop or crack at ALL #i *know* it will feel better if it goes but it's not fucking *going*#and i can't push too hard because i don't want to ACTUALLY injure myself but like GOD #anyway #this post brought to you by #my fucking body deciding to crap out on me once again #i know it's probably the medication change back down to the smaller dose but like #ugh #at least my brain feels less... bad #bracing myself for the days to come it'll be fine #i won't like it but it'll be fine

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cathartes-aurae · 6 months ago

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#ugh also my childhood home has sold #i go back and forth about how i feel about it #sometimes i'm weirdly fine #but sometimes i want to collapse into a heap #my dad visited the house one last time this past week to do some final fixes and....#it's so odd how a place that caused a lot of grief and turmoil for me as a teenager can become a place that is so integral #to my sense of identity #and some of that grief and turmoil still affects my life today #but it's home #but now none of my immediate family has any ties to my hometown so i have even less occasion to visit #and now i gotta wrestle what home even means anymore #also what sucks is that the last time i was at the house i didn't know it was gonna be my last time at the house #so i feel like i didn't really get to say goodbye #i'm too sentimental dang it #personal

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floral-hex · 8 months ago

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Hey, do you got doctors appointments you need to schedule but haven’t for whatever dumb reason (for me, laziness. probably. no no, complacency. That sounds better)? Well, go do it! Now! or soon! You need to just hurry up and schedule that shit! I’m sorry! Make the call! You gotta! You’re probably gonna have to wait multiple weeks for the appointment anyway, so if you wait until the problem is really bad, then you’re just condemning yourself to waiting extra long to get checked out. Jeez!

#this is mostly directed at me #still having breathing issues #it maaaaay be related to sinus issues. I don’t think that’s entirely it but it’s worth a shot #My sinuses have been messed up for so so long and it’s killing me and I just now set up an ENT appointment #so now. good job at making the appointment. but now you gotta wait 2.5 weeks just for the initial check-in #I just want someone to stick a lil camera up my nose and see why my lil holes always feel so swollen 🥺#my poor lil holes 🥺#but I’ll probably have the initial meeting and then if I can convince them to scope me out that’ll take a bit to schedule. probably.#been having breathing issues lately which you may have noticed if you skimmed any of my recent flood of text posts #went looking back through old head scan reports and and saw some mentions of nasal polyps and blockage #that of course no one ever mentioned at the time #and I’ve always suspected that my sinuses might be deviated or have growths or whatever bc breathing was never my strong suit #but maybe it’s nothing 🤷🏻‍♂️#but maybe it’s something. that’s the thing. I should have looked into this before it got bad #I have a real bad issue with complacency #life doesn’t even have to be GOOD. as long as I can live and not be stressed and be lazy I will 99% of the time just do nothing #hence… why my life is like… this. uneventful. sad. bare minimum of an existence.#this is getting too existential and self-deprecating #I don’t know what I’m going to do for 2.5 weeks. stressful.#I know it won’t fix all of my problems. not my MAIN issues. but doing SOMETHING is not nothing. especially if it takes the edge off #too many tags #you can ignore this #just go make that phone call!#I’d make it for you if I could!#text

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moe-broey · 8 months ago

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I <3 blowing up my save files mid-playthrough or after I've beaten the game and feel aimless or I'm three hours in and incredibly indecisive and perfectionistic and have to start over Better this time or I just get really into One Idea and blow up the save for the sole purpose of achieving the One Idea and once I have it's like. Well. What was the point of that actually. And then I blow it up again

#IDK IDK I FEEL LIKE I'M CURSED.........#i swear to god it all started when i realized i'm transgender. experience that changed me forever #OBVIOUSLY. IN POSITIVE WAYS.#but also i just feel like i'm constantly starting over. i used to have master files.#it was actually such an emotionally fucked up experience i used to write my deadname on the back of my 3ds carts #i used to be ambivalent to my deadname until i felt like i had to prove it to myself. and in doingvthat #i did come to appreciate it and it did feel associated w me. or at least what i was meant to embody.#i was always trying to Prove It. to myself. that if i can Prove It i can make this work and get all i've ever wanted #like love. ect ect #in ways i won't elaborate on my name now does honor my deadname. without really being reflective of it at all #which is exactly what i needed esp at that time in my life. it was SUCH a sudden upheaval.#like all of this i've been burying and stomping out for so many years like. once i finally just allowed myself to question.#and be at peace w it. it just all spilled out full force and like. i think i still experience side effects from it LMFAOOOO #like my save files. being unable to revisit certain games. hell even fe becoming one of my main interests #was a direct side effect of me needing a game where i could be myself and not have any prev memories attached #also just. the fucking type of person i am. guy who loves to leave and start over all the fucking time #but also also like. i think it's just the perfectionism sometimes. like eo2 i'm trying to get my party/lore Just Right #so i can fully immerse myself in it and NOT feel bad. for making any amount of changes to my party 😭#I'M SUCH A SENTIMENTAL BITCH. WHO CAN'T HOLD ONTO ANYTHING. WHO REFUSES TO LET GO. WHAT‼️‼️‼️#and w miitopia it's just. i need to update the artwork here it's insane. i gotta fix this. no one is allowed to see this.#anyways. starting over in miitopia and fixing it. i don't even know what my party is gonna be tbh #i usually plan this shit out but again. deep deep DEEPLY rooted Need to just blow everything up forever.

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atiyasnake · 1 year ago

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I am resisting the urge to go and rewrite some beginning chapters of fics I have already posted and are ongoing, seeing as I look back on them and am like my writing has improved so those early chapters are not currently up to my standards or something. But like at the same time I SHOULD KEEP MOVING FORWARD and it would be hella time consuming rewriting them.

But then I look back or get a comment that points out a lil iffy thing I had written out and I'm like 'rewrite rewrite rewrite' >_<

Like, something I wrote back in 2021 is obviously different from how I write now. Especially since I have written so much and learned as I went about what I liked and what worked. You can probably see my progression in that fic as you keep reading, which is interesting to be able to visibly see it. BUT MY MIND IS LIKE REWRITE and essentially jazz it up and fix errors that I missed before.

BUT THATS TIME CONSUMING AND ALSO FEELS JUST A TAD MEAN TO MYSELF...but like would be so satisfying to do.

Then there is the fact that I'll probably feel like this in a year or two in the future about things I've written now and posted, and then we have this cycle repeating all over again.

This makes me consider writing a whole fic and finishing it before uploading anything on Ao3, which would be cool to have something finished ready to put out (meaning an actual consistent updating schedule). But at the same time I like the updating as I go and seeing ppl's excitement and feedback in comments is really fun and helps with motivation. Like they get to be a part of the progress in a way.

Anyways this is something I just have been twisting and turning in my head like a cat with a thing of yarn.

#fanfiction writing #fanfic writing #just making myself crazy #this is mostly referring to my Being Pulled in the Right Direction Fic #i kind of went crazy when i first starte that one #literally writing a 3k chap each day and posting it #i did that for like 10 chapters so you can bet those first ten are probs not the best and a lil cracky #like i was lowkey possessed and not drinking enough water at all that week but god it was a ride #i feel like it is much better now but oo i gotta go back and fix some things

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