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Finally got around to drawing my farmer :P
#her name is eliza btw#my art#stardew valley#sdv#sdv farmer#sdv Elliott#elliott x farmer#eliza the farmer#fanart#sdv fanart#aka shameless self insert bc I started the game not knowing how into it i would become#and naturally I just made myself instead of thinking out an oc#oh well. still got my malewife so idc
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hobie hobie 🕷️
#bought myself a spiderpunk figure + saw a hobi design on pinterest some time ago that scratched my brain the right way so naturally i#hobie brown#spider punk was made for me specifically#theres my name written all over him#spider punk#hobie brown fanart#spider punk fanart
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jungkook x ptd in seoul for @jkvjimin 🖤 [ cr : 0613data ]
#btsedit#btsgif#jungkookedit#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userines#userdimple#usersevn#raplineuser#uservans#annietrack#underbetelgeuse#rjshope#usermaggie#usermizuoka#*mine#jungkook#tw flashing#you already knew this was coming lol#i would've used the 1:1 aspect ratio because i know you love big gifs but there's choreo & a lot of frames so here we are instead#let's get one thing clear i put myself through it while making it#look at this man for god's sake#the way he moves? the outfit? his extremely gorgeous self? what is a girl to do fr#also it's been a minute since i made a large set#naturally it had to be of him and one for you#i hope you love it as much as i love you & i apologize for the torment in advance
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RAHHHh ok comics done I can post this now!!! He is having the worst possible time
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#weredeer#idk why I made myself wait until the comic was done like I didnt show the deer stuff#Ough but Im too impatient to wait any longer#current idea is that transformations are based on mental state#antlers for general stress#more animalistic when hes miserable or angry#Generally just making whatever spiral he's already in way worse#I like to think he starts getting more mentally feral when hes mad but he notices it happening and gets so scared he stops being angry#Like the idea of losing his mind makes him genuinely terrified#he exchanges one spiral for another ♥#I had some doodles that didnt fit where he had particularly overgrown antlers#have you ever seen those pictures of deer with overgrown antlers they look diseased and I wanted to capture that#they are heavy painful and most importantly very unnatural#unfortunately drawing overgrown antlers is very difficult for me and didnt look nearly as nasty as I wanted#its one of those things you can immediately pin as wrong in real life but is harder to get across in a cartoony style
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uh......... yeah, sorry about this one
lyrics are from Rejoice by AJJ
#ultrakill#my art#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#i made myself sad drawing this#god i want a happy ending so bad but i dont even know how that could happen. theyre probably both gonna die and im gonna cry about it#i really like how this came out tbh considering its just sketches with a bunch of layer effects slapped over them#blood#naturally.
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I have a new uquiz for you, go on a pilgrimage with me. discover who you are.
#don't you want to go on a nice medieval pilgrimage?#don't you want to rest a little? answer some questions? learn something about yourself?#this was originally a pentiment medieval quiz and now it's this#it's pretty good imo though. i had a lot of fun researching it#yes there really is a biblio. ill write it up soon but its parts of the pentiment biblio plus some stuff i found myself#really thank you to everyone who made pentiment. you know how sometimes you find a piece of art at exactly the right time?#well i discovered pentiment just as my interests perfectly intersected with it. (those interests being history historiography and grief)#have fun etc. tag your results#that's always great#quiz#uquiz#pentiment#medieval#mine#sorry for being absent for a bit. holidays kind of suck#sorry abbie i couldnt fit the saw bathroom in thisone. i couldn't think of a way to do it naturally#i listened to SAVED! and SINNER GET READY the entire time i was writing this so yeah there's a ref. sue me
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it’s still missing them hours
#claudeleine but it’s mostly madeleine loving tf outta her wife as she should 💕#i made myself sad so naturally i had to do this#claudia#claudia eparvier#madeleine eparvier#claudeleine#interview with the vampire#text post meme
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hi, vapor trails are a kind of cloud, have a nice day .)
#under the sun with kai#something about it is very inspiring. if vapor trails can be accepted into the cloud family then so can i find my place among people :')#this escaped containment so let me clarify: i am putting aside the airways' impact on the climate#i myself have only flown twice in my life and honestly cant fathom the number of planes crossing the sky every day#BUT there is something so lovely and human about vapor trails finding their place in cloud classification#something people invented to describe phenomena that occur in the sky -- but not just the natural ones#i think the word is 'homogenitus' -- created by humans. the one thing that sets it apart from just normal cirrus clouds!!#we made words to reflect nature but we also found we'd have to reflect ourselves!! and we did!! our words were sufficiently open & vast to#entertain the thought!!! ah. words. ah. people. 💛
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Growing closer than expected (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Kabu#Larry#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#To the shock of no one this is Zarla's fault (lol)#Bad influence! Too inspiring! Stop this! I'm totally not culpable for Being Inspired for the [X]th time now definitely lol#I kept finding little ideas popping into my head with them and I mean if I've already doodled them Once I guess I could try a couple more#Learned them just well enough to keep finding things for them pft#Although I am surprised by just how easy I find Larry to Draw - not necessarily that I'm fully Confident in drawing him yet but like#There's very little struggle to the shapes I put down here and I'm fairly pleased with their configuration haha#Kabu on the other hand!! Why is he so hard to draw!!! What!! Like I know his clothes are complex but no his face!#He's got a really cute and difficult-to-draw face! Why! I cannot figure him out#It's probably the do with the shape and size of his head...his hair........ I really enjoy fluff and he's Kind of but Not Really fluffy??#And his white streaks aren't intuitive to me - but Larry's floofs are??? I don't know#The only thing I can figure it that I Kind Of draw Dexter the same way - Larry's streaks are like an exaggerated version of how I floof Dex#And then a suit is second nature by now but I've already talked about my difficulties with Kabu's clothes lol#Didn't stop me from putting him out front for this hug tho! It's cute... Kabu asking Larry to come play with him but Larry has stuff to do#May or may not have felt a little that way myself - made most of these doodles during Requestober haha so busy!#The brightly shining brilliant glow boyfriend setup-payoff returns ♥ He glows like a fire! Overwhelming!#I still really love that glow cutaway style around the low-bouncing flower haha - just don't draw there and it gives the impression! Fun :)#Hugs <3 Unsurprisingly been in the want of cute fluff and sweetness and hugs were very on the menu#It really is fun to think of Larry being just a Little weird about how much he feels for Kabu#Acting childish as that part of him hasn't had the chance to grow and mature! Stuck awkward and gangly in otherwise full development#Feelings so big and strong and immediate for the first time in too too long <3 Gotta express them all somehow#And ending off with a bit of silliness haha - was Kabu prompting him just to hear such an answer? Who knows ♪#Larry just too straightforward haha - why else would he do or say things unless he felt like it! Pfsh obviously#Haha
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“we will commit wolf murder” 5” x 7” canvas with acrylic paint, crayon, posca pen, & nail polish
I don’t LOVE love this piece and I think i should’ve used. a bigger canvas BUT it has cool aspects (shown below) and i needed to post .,,
(nail polish makes it reflective as shown in second image , and i used glow in the dark nail polish to make the green parts glow (ignore how fan is also lit up i used a flash light so the glow in the dark would show up on camera))
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii fanart#ii fan#fan ii#fan inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity fan#osc#object shows#artists on tumblr#jacks arts#i’ve been listening to of montreal and barely anything else for two months so naturally i made a piece related to their songs#also sorry if it’s confusing i’m not the best with symbolism and i don’t fully understand the song myself … but i tried 2 for this drawing#i just like making confusing art i suppose
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series of meals
#started looking through my food pics folder and was so impressed with them. you get to see them too#a LOT of these are congee hahahaha but we've also got some soups and noodles and eggs#photo record#food tag#YES i made all of this stuff. can't believe i have to have a JOB and i can't just MAKE BEAUTIFUL MEALS#i miss being unemployed.#god bless my kitchen and its huge windows and beautiful natural lighting#i have lots of other delicious foods with less beautiful images that didn't make the cut#i miss those big wide shallow bowls a lot i gotta buy myself a set sometime. they were my roommate's who moved out#i had some other stuff in here but took it out since everything else was bowls basically so they looked incongruous
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nothing worse could happen now.
#been craving a touya edit to this song for over month#so naturally i caved in and made it myself#touya todoroki#dabi#mha#bnha#angst#mha edit#dabi edit#made myself suffer so bad making this#song is triple dog dare by lucy dacus btw#todoroki
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happy bullets november~
#so happy w how these turned out#also not to be tooooooooooooooo annoying but i do maybe feel superior to other people because i made these myself#surprised the aughts digital camera look was so good#mcr#my chemical romance#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#ibymbybmyl#bullets era#photography#photographer#nature#fall#autumn#november#seasons#fall leaves#fall vibes#autumn aesthetic
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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane
★ version without text + image based on under cut :
★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa
#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard#the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out#i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system#also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding#nobody will care about thiz#nobody botherz with what i make anymore#why should i#itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway#so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok#itz fine#i don't mind#some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping#what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around#im such a failure child#sigh
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What led you to decide conversion to Judaism was "for you"?
I'll preface this post by saying that you are, essentially, asking to open a Pandora's box - this is an inherently huge question to ask, and I only request that you keep this in mind when I talk about this. I'm completely open to this discussion, though! I am absolutely happy to talk about my journey because it is so deeply personal and fulfilling,
I was raised in a Lutheran family - I was baptized, but I was never really... required to go to church. We'd gone before, my dad and I, but I don't remember this because I was young. However, what I do remember is just not believing in any of it. I never truly believed in Jesus, I'd only said I did. Despite having little pressure put on me in a religious aspect, I'd always just assumed that I should please my family. I went to Jesus camp (a moniker for the religious camp I'd gone to a few times), and I went to a handful of confirmation classes. As I understand it, Lutherans practice confirmation in order to educate young adults about the religion, and by the end, the person decides if this is right for them. I dropped out completely, and honestly, it was simply due to "I believe none of this besides g-d."
Once I had consciously admitted to myself that I really could not reconcile my disbelief, I decided to disconnect completely from all forms of xtianity. I mostly kept to myself and didn't even interrogate my feelings about g-d or religion at all.
After a while, I realized that I truly knew nothing else besides xtianity. I always thought it was my duty as a person to learn about others to accept them. I started throwing myself into education about other religions. Now that I think about it, I think part of myself really did want to connect with something that felt right in my soul. For a while, I didn't find that. Once I started learning about what were the true basics of Judaism, I felt a strange and indescribable feeling, really for the first time ever.
My journey into Judaism really began on an intellectual level. I truly jived with what I was learning - I remember one of my big issues with xtianity was the idea of "spreading the Good News," or proselytizing. I think learning that about judaism was what made me realize that there was something out there that I could logically understand. I loved the cultural understanding of disagreement - that you can even disagree with g-d and not be sent to Hell For All Eternity. I loved that observing mitzvot wasn't really a strict dogma. It was a process we all undertake on some level. I'd say that the common attitude held in the xtain spaces I was exposed to all my life (that is - "all of this is strict dogma, and no questions are deemed acceptable.") really made me appreciate the intellectualism that judaism often fulfills. By nature, I want to disagree with others, explain, agree, and ultimately learn, and I loved the culture of education.
I'd say much of the emotional attachment I now have to judaism came later. There is only so much you can appreciate about judaism from the sidelines, and once I got involved in my community, I truly learned this. Much of my love for judaism is simple - it's everyday life, really.
I think what made me decide so soon that judaism was right is because I am trans. I am no stranger to this feeling, I just had never felt it about religion. It's a deep, soul-level understanding of belonging. It's a feeling you can never do justice to through word alone. I've felt this before, and I know this is a feeling that I cannot simply ignore. It's something you can only grab hold of and never let go. It is a primal understanding within your entire being - at least it is for me.
Because of this, there is so much that I have not touched upon here, but I think I've been rambling for long enough. Again, I welcome any and (almost) all questions that may be remaining. So much of my decision about judaism came down to exposing myself to conversion stories and thoughts about judaism from jews, and if there is a chance I might be even a little like that, I will always welcome it!
#ask#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#convert FAQs#long post#it's to the point where i don't know if i would have come to this conclusion if i were not trans#because being trans made me realize what it felt like to *belong* in something as fundamental as who you are#as much as i have hated being trans in the past i can't help but realize how fundamental it has been for shaping myself for the better#i suspect i would still feel lost and unsure had i not had to confront these feelings head-on in a primal way before#i talk a lot about religion in this ask but to be perfectly clear it was just as much cultural for me#i am not just joining a religion i am joining a people and i *love* the people#they are my people. they are my community#and to say that my desire for judaism is only religious in nature is to oversimplify all of my motivations honestly#i should have made that a disclaimer but i assume most of this was about the religion itself because it's so different
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fuck it i did it myself
#homestuck#dave strider#pkmn#mashup#siivagunner#not officially but. in spirit#hs#i didnt have to change any key signatures at all btw which is surprising#i didnt need to adjust anything beyond the tempo of the notes from two different midi files#but like lining up with the measures and transitions thats all natural overlap#i mean i literally ripped the route 216 midi and soundbank straight from the game myself#and i did some minor adjustments on a davesprite midi someone made using it as a base so it sounds good in this context#like altering some chords and putting in some compound meters to fit with the percussion of route 216#AND sound more like the original davesprite because the original midi kinda fell flat in really small places flow-wise#but i dont blame them its hard to place the notes out in a way that has good flow#i also altered some bass parts to be consistent with the davesprite melody
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