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idontmindifuforgetme · 1 year ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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kay-enemy · 1 year ago

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Jason Todd is far more forgiving than I, who was never raised as a child soldier, could ever be.

if you’re looking at it with purely watsonian in universe reasoning, yeah Jason is the “holding onto a grudge for years” guy, but if he wasn’t also incredibly forgiving he and Bruce would’ve been no-contact years ago

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dizzybizz · 6 months ago

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im so

im so .. insane about him right now

I LOVE HIS BIG PEEPERS . HIS BIG PEEPERS WHEN HES SO DEEP IN THE ZONE !!! ITS ALMOST EERIE LIKE AUHGDJJFGGH

look at him hugging his bag. look at his sproing.

i love!!!!! when his eye goes

BOKUTO YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#YOU NEVER SEE THE CHARACTER HYPERFIXATIONS COMING IS THE THING #THEY JSUT HIT YOU OVE RTHE HEAD OUT OF NOWHERE #haikyuu #bokuto koutarou #i was gonna go to bed like. 2 whole hours ago and instead i gave myself a headache looking at my phone bc i need to see bokuto right now or #i will fall apart #forgive this incomprehensible post i need to get my love of him out everywhere. ranting on discord is not enough. tumblr must know as well.#if i was coherent and had a way with words i would write an essay about him as a character but alas art remains my only outlet #bokuto jsut makes me SO emotional??? its so weird idk. i will see him and immediately want to cry bc im so overcome w feelings.#hes jsut so good #hes so so mcuh larger than life that it makes me eant to cry like hes so and also so but also so and so like its crazy damn i cant yknow

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lemongogo · 24 days ago

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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu

#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self #and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is #recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this #and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth #sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there #how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way #anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again #i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare #u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath #your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he #i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted #bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters #but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk #goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh #bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice #i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will #simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think #having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think #over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to #yaar #i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows #two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion #when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other

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the-squriel-man · 3 months ago

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Re-upload bc it flopped

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assiraphales · 1 year ago

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every time one of my mutuals gets into a new show or something and start reblogging popular posts about it, at least 3 of those posts will be yours from like 2 years ago. how is this possible. have you watched and blogged about every media there is

don’t mind me I’ve just been building my resume

#LMAOOOOO OH NO #I’m kind of glad that top posts only show recent posts. bc then ppl run into my older popular posts it’s a surprise #yes assiraphales did infiltrated that fandom too on a whim #asks #my past haunts me #and I have covered more fandoms on my other blog. so #fandom is def a hobby for me my friends irl don’t get it (and don’t know) so tumblr is my outlet #I actually forget which fandoms I’ve been in until I go to that site that shows you your top posts and notes if you plug in your url

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frameconfessions · 1 month ago

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Introduction Post & Syndicate Rules

Hi, I'll be answering these from a computer somewhere in space-time, nice to meet you or have already met you or even a different instance of you! 🌌 Eternalism is quite a thing huh?💫

Send literally anything you want & it'll be posted even if we don't agree with it necessarily. SPOILERS ARE FINE, AND WILL TRY TO TAG PROPERLY, BUT TO BE SAFE MAYBE JUST BLOCK THE TAGS AROUND NEW CONTENT AND UPDATES. NSFW IS FINE TOO. Be silly, be cursed, be vulnerable, be concerned. Just know your ancestors, other envoys, and tenno will all look upon what you send.

Try to stay on topic though if you can in regard to this blog's topic. Dark Sector is also allowed in case you missed that part.

No zoophile (consult the Harkness test if you aren't sure), pedo (age gaps are fine but just make sure everyone involved is an adult), incest, or rape (CNC is different obviously). No racism and other distasteful things. Ghost/spirit stuff is fine though to clarify!

If we're uncomfortable publishing it, we simply won't publish it. Send as many confessions as you want, there's no limit! 💜

🛑 Don't harass anyone who sends in stuff off anon. Don't rope us into your online drama. 🛑

💌 Links sent will be pasted in the response field for mobile users to click after we confirm it's safe, so it might take a little bit longer to post. 📩

Not currently looking for new mods but do tell your friends about this blog! 🫡💖 Share those random Warframe & Soulframe thoughts you have with us that you're afraid to speak in the clan, region, or guild chat. 💜

⚠️ More mature themed asks will be answered when I am on a device with a newer version of tumblr (such as a computer or laptop) as my phone is old and I don’t have content labels on this thing. ⚠️

‼️ Anything in this intro may be subject to change over time. ‼️

If you have any additional questions or want clarification on something, please ask! Intro post was inspired by and copy pasted a bit from @/crappy-homestuck-confessions

#I will probably edit this post over time so stay tuned and check the pinned post from time to time #currently trying to invite my main blog to this one; but the tumblr servers seem to be kind of glitchy today so I'll try again later #until that gets fixed though I can only really access this blog from an actual computer as opposed to a phone just so you know #don't let that dissuade you from sending warframe and soulframe or even dark sector confessions though #literally send as many as you all want to there is no ask limit of any kind for asks or submissions #partially made this because a wf confession blog has been inactive for literal years apparently and I couldn't find one easily #also wanted to get in on the hype of 1999 and soulframe's NDA being lifted and give folks like myself an outlet for thoughts #so yes some of these might be from in house just so you're aware; also to populate the blog for the sake of community building #little edit I fixed the whole phone issue but can only answer more adult themed asks on computer as my phone is too old to label properly #warframe #soulframe #dark sector #digital extremes #now here's the tag find list for easy tag tapping blog navigation; ill add more of these as I see fit #not a confession #warframe confession #soulframe confession #dark sector confession #mod rose

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rainingincale · 1 year ago

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#i am only typing this because im tired and feeling more loosey goosey than i usually would i guess #but ive just been debating something for a while now #so basically i used to just openly talk about like. everything on this blog but then due to a multitude of reasons #i stopped posting about certain things 1. because irl people found my blog and probably still could if they Really tried #2. because i didnt want to post about certain things and have absolutely anyone know shit about me #like as much as it can feel like a cosy wee community. just me and my mutuals <3 etc. its like. actually the fucking internet djdbdjdhdhjdh #anyways whats prompting me to type all this is that i used to post kinda negative stuff on here i guess you could say. like just my feelings #and shit. but i stopped because i want this to be a positive blog and i do feel like you can manifest shit you know? if i constantly reblog #posts where im like “i feel worthless and i am a piece of shit” that isnt helping anything you know? i think what really hammered it home #for me is when i saw a mutual rb something from me like that and it made me so sad tbh. because like. no youre not. youre amazing and ily #you know? anyways. overall i think it has been a decision for the best and i enjoy that my blog has become a more positive space. but i #do sometimes just feel like im kind of going the opposite direction where i act a certain way when im really just. feeling crap.#like all the time. idk maybe tumblr isnt the place for it but it used to be my outlet you know? and i have other things like my diary and #art and even a sideblog lmao. but i guess i do just mourn my whole self not being on this blog. idk what im trying to say by all this #is it this deep? am i thinking about this way too much lmao. idk. idk.#le text post

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orcelito · 6 months ago

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ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.

like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo

i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.

#speculation nation #the duality of being a deeply resentful and angry person. and being a person that Tries to be mature and peaceful.#like im not gonna actually Do shit even tho i keep wanting to message her just to yell at her some more again #it's like there's a beast in me that keeps yelling for retribution. she wronged me in such a disrespectful and humiliating way #and yet she just gets to walk away like it was nothing? live her life like it was nothing?#be in 'love' with her new 'soulmate' after cutting me off like a rotten limb?#i feel so DEEPLY angry. i want to spit vitriol and fire. i want to dig my claws into her bones. make her really FEEL how i feel.#i want to wander into her dreams and make her experience what i felt. every miserable second of silence.#the humiliation of admitting you might be falling in love only to be told you were never loved at all.#and i want to knee her in the gut and spit in her face and really make her regret ever fucking wronging me #but unfortunately im a stupid fucking pacifist so all the aggression and anger and violence has no FUCKING outlet #ive been. trying to not think about it too much. ive been trying to just live my life. because i dont want her to run my life.#but the anger keeps catching up to me. filtering in when i dont expect it. endless constant fucking thoughts coming back to me #on and on and on and on i live and i eat and i read and i game and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i HATE AND I HATE #the greatest injustice is that i cannot make her truly feel every single ounce of my resentment and anger #it's so overwhelming i think i could choke on it. and she gets to live her FUCKING happy little life with her stupid fucking 'soulmate'#i hope it collapses around her and she loses her too so she's single and alone and miserable and regretting all of her fucking impulsivenes #she deserves to have it fail after what she did to me. and all i can really do is hope that karma has its fucking kiss for her.#if only curses were real. what i wouldnt give to put some energy into that karmic payback lmfao.#ok . ok ok ok ok love and peace on planet earth. i am shifting out of vitriolic little shit mode.#just had to let some of the steam out. im still angry but i am going to go back to not thinking about it.#i think i should go on a nice long bike ride tomorrow. to decompress and work some of the steam out.#it's something that she can never take from me. something that is so wholly mine. fuck that stupid bitch and fuck her new girlfriend too #...............................ok NOW im shifting out of vitriolic mode. lol #negative/#WAHOOOOOO i am certainly not taking this breakup well. but i dont think anyone would be lmfao.#all things considered i think im doing a pretty great job at handling this breakup.#bc at least im only recounting unrealistic threats and fantasies on my tumblr dot com instead of messaging Any of this to her.#i may kinda want her to read it so that she knows anyways. but i wont message her directly. bc i am Trying to be at least a little mature.#complaining on my tumblr dot com so i dont message my ex with more vitriol. gotta cope Somehow.

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alaskan-wallflower · 9 months ago

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i can’t wait until i’m 18 and am able to make an instagram where i can just make fanart of my favorite tings and people and not have my family judge me for it

#rn tumblr is my only outlet #and whenever i post on my other socials my brother is there to bully me into taking it down because ‘it’s cringy’#so i’d block them because i don’t wanna have them know about it #that’s why i like my tumblr so much #i can post whatever i want and not get judged too hard #skipper speaks

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generationa1trauma · 8 months ago

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flatmate has a girl over i am suddenly extremely uncomfortable

#sorry i only ever come here to rant its bc im losing all my interests / passions and always need someone to talk to but have no friends 🤪#negative cw #thats a lie partially in that i am emotionally incapable of talking ab it i just. i have no people i have no outlet #but tumblr hasnt been doing it for me lately. im not sure if jts #its the mental illness or if its just being full time employed leaves me so burned out that i can barely function #so hobbies just become non existent #doesnt really matter either way tho bc i can barely pay my bills on full time wages theres nothing i can do to fix things #time off or less hours isnt an option and i sont have the money to get anything diagnosed #i think i need. a lot of support ive been kinda rawdogging life for 26 years but ill be honest gang its starting to really impact everything #i do not. feel like i am a fully functioning human. i am not capable of being a functional adult in society #but its also like. i have to be #my parents dont really believe in mental health stuff or autism or anything and certainly wouldnt believe if i tried to say i was disabled #its just like. no one ever believes me ab that kinda stuff and i dont have the money to get it diagnosed #and without a diagnosis theres not much that can be done but also even with a diagnosis theres nothing #government disability allowance is $78 a week maximum and only covers specifically medical costs for that disability #like i genuinely feel on the verge of a breakdown so bad that i would need a care person #but alas. thats just literally never a possibility for me #i dont have money and i dont come from money and i will be forced to work full time through breakdowns until i die #there is nothing that can be done to help me or fix me #and that just. it sucks #anyway #hope this girl is nice bc my cat refuses to be in my room and its giving me anxiety bc what if hes scared of her and runs away #2 much going on in my head but i can not stop it so here we are #sorry y'all r my rant place #i have been thinking ab trying to step away from the internet a bit but its also.#not really a thing i can do bc everything costs money these days #social clubs r barely existent and the ones there are cost a shittone #I'd just. I'd like to be in a better place. I just don't know how to get there

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lordsardine · 1 year ago

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#commenters on the genshin fic: this is nice *asks question*#me: *unhinges my jaw and rambles because my only outlet for talking about genshin really has been my brother #and my friend from high school #and i have not wanted to subject them to brain rot fatui headcanons *#though they still get some anyway if we're being real #miscellaneous #okay i need to go to bed #see i Could make a genshin blog but that fandom aint active on tumblr #and though ive lurked on twitter since 2014 ive never actually posted any goddamn thing once #so that's daunting. also fuck twitter

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poinsciuri · 1 year ago

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i feel like, reincarnation is like. absolutely not a regular part of genshin impact's world. with the kinds of stories hoyo tells with it, we would have had some very explicit acknowledgement of some characters having significant past-lives, especially since cycles repeating is such a heavy theme.

not that i don't think there couldn't be exceptions, i just think it's funny when people start making crazy theories about a concept that would definitely be present in the text if it were relevant

#tydeblogging #i only have like 1 genshin friend so tumblr is my outlet

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loustatdivorce · 1 year ago

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so we recorded a video today and i put in a huge hint about mine and b's big big secret but it is also so subtle that other people will not notice now but once they find out about this big big secret they will be like holy shit she did that

#and i think it's very slay of me i'm a mastermind i'm a succession writer when they came up with season finale episode titles #anyways i love being so vague on here but literally i cant talk about it and tumblr dot com may be my only outlet so im microdosing #txt

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toesuckler · 1 year ago

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quiet quitting but on my bf. jk i dont believe thats a real thing that is what im doing though. im throwing things at a wall to see if they stick

#ollie rambles #i dont think he likes me the esy i sm so im only gonna respond if asked a quesyion #im not going crazy imjust. j dunno #he tells me he loves me but i dunno if im capable of beinh loved #so tumblr blogs are my main outlet

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jabberwockprince · 2 years ago

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i finally watched mlb's derision episode and. okay yeah the writing in this season REALLY stepped up?? i like how it retroactively made the previous seasons slightly better with the context it gave about marinette's PTSD, like i've been dying to see what the fuck chloe did to make marinette's life so awful and now we got like a small glimpse of it ITS VERY NICE ?????? LIKE. FINALLY

i still HATE how chloe is been turned to this cartoon supervillain girl though lmfao. good on adrien and sabrina for finally seeing her true colors but like....................thats not the og chloe................... not to me...........

she did have the best line of dialogue, when adrien told her "you only think of yourself" aND SHE JUST WENT "WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO THINK ABOUT?????" SHES SO FUCKING FUNNY EVEN WHEN SHES BEING FLANDERIZED BY THE WRITERS GUYS

also shoutout to rose and mylene for roasting the shit out of chloe like. "dont be mad at [her], shes like this because her mom left her when she was little" and "SO DID MINE BUT YOU DONT SEE ME BULLYING MARINETTE"

#i love whats happening rn in the show #but this is not the real chloe to me sorry </3 #the real chloe cherished sabrina and adrien bc they were the only ppl who saw she was a real person #i wouldve liked if they kept THAT side of her and also continued trying to make her a villain #you already have lila for some fucking unapologetically evil antagonist #and gabriel is going down the corruption arc of becoming on too #why not keep chloe as a villain that you can sympathize with......................................................................#they did it for 4 seasons with gabriel's entire ouguhhh my dead wife ouughhh drama #why cant a rich blonde entitled spoiled girl have feelings sometimes #look i need an outlet to talk abt my interests #i cant talk abt anything i like with anyone bc no one gives a shit #so tumblr it is <3

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